#i cant imagine a scenario where I dont burst into tears and get all stuttery trying to speak up for myself and its embarassing
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Gosh I wish I could just move out for my own health's sake.
#my biggest issue with possibly having to repeat another school year or even two (getting kicked out and having to start from scratch) isnt-#-the repeated year itself at least not mostly#but more the fact that I would have to depend on my parents longer past the age of 18#like I'll have to FIGHT to move out because Im not sure I can get a job during school and they would pay for my apartment#and Im trans and I need therapy#though my friends are helping me with sceduling therapy bless them#i just cant stand up for myself when it comes to them#i kind of just cave into everything they think and want#i cant imagine a scenario where I dont burst into tears and get all stuttery trying to speak up for myself and its embarassing#anyways rant over I just want to be happy and not dissociate 24/7 at the slightest stressful situation I encounter#also trans health care is another whole thing I cant even LET myself think about rn and it sucks so much
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