#i cant hide my fucking reactions and its truly biting me incthe ass. i need the ground to swallow me Right Now.
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#like i cannot stop thinking abt how . i soent 16 months with you. i met u when i was 18#19*#you ruined my 21st. i saw you at your absolute fucking Lowest. and you saw me at mine. i wanted to marry you. i planned a future around you.#and With You. you tolf me the same. i have every message and several things youve aaid to me burned into my eyelids.#im gucking Hauntes by Everything that was . is and Couldve been and . i cant even Speak to you.#yoy wont even look at me. or stand ib the same room as me for more than 3 seconds.#like . i couldve had your child (i almost did?) . you hurt me in ways i cannot fathom. but i did the same.#like . im fucking 21. i turn 22 tgis year . and ive just ecperienced the Wirst and Best 2yrs od my life.#i cant !!! be in the same !!! fucking room as you !!!! wirhout havinf some kind of mind fuck !!!! and its awful !!!!!#i cant hide my fucking reactions and its truly biting me incthe ass. i need the ground to swallow me Right Now.#jesus fuck.#i hope i haunt him. swriously. bc jesus fuck if im the only one suffering this i will . have to kill him.#thats not fuckijg fair !!!!!!
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