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i have a new hobby! i enter a random word into youtube music's searchbar and scroll until i find songs with 0 listens and then vibe :3

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LBFAD. Episode 1. Part 1

Well, I want to talk about each episode separately while I'm rewatching the series.

As I said, I initially didn't have high expectations, but there was a certain interest. So I started watching this drama with curiosity.

The beginning intrigued me. An interesting epic legend from the first seconds beautiful views further. This is what attracted me back when I saw it on Tumblr.

Yes, it may seem too much to someone. But this is a heavenly world. It seems to me that often, on the contrary, movies lack this fabulousness. Heaven doesn't feel like heaven. But here everything looks really immortal, huh. I like it, really.

But then I felt a little disappointment. Me, a person unfamiliar with this genre at all, suddenly began to be bombarded with a bunch of some names, characters, stories, legends. There are so many characters, and each one is introduced one by one. I always have a hard time delving into a story, this is my eternal problem, and when there are so many difficult names at once… But I, knowing this peculiarity of mine, honestly tried to understand what was going on. What are these books of fate and what is this Arbiter Hall. At least it remained beautiful.

Surely the translation to get me messed up here as well. Many names and terms are simply not translated and because of this, the whole or part of the meaning is lost. I will write about this later.

By the way, it was unclear to me why books constantly need to be repaired, can't they be of better quality, and is the tree enough for all creatures? Haha. But these are trifles, of course.

So, beauty alone was not enough for me, so I quickly got bored. The heroine, although I was ready for her personality, seemed to me boring and too sweet and naive. But it wasn't her character or voice that made me tired, like some others. I was really mentally ready for her, lol. I was tired of the long introduction on behalf of Xiao Lanhua, and the appearance of a colorless, boring and slightly arrogant ideal ChangHeng and the same flat Emperor didn't make the situation better. Although the views were still beautiful and pleasing to the eye)

I also didn't like Orchid's friends-plants. Later I realized why they have neither personality nor charisma. That was the goal, they were just a brief part in the series, but I didn't know about it yet, ha ha) When I watched it again, it didn't feel the same.

As for the Master, I confess honestly, initially I expected something else from her. I thought that, judging by the description of XLH and her behavior, she would turn out to be evil towards Lanhua, a kind of stepmother. She drinks, pours wine on the orchid, smirks maliciously. Well, what else can you expect? But in the future, she surprised me.

Dongfang Qingcang at first appears quite briefly. And his white eyeliner and white hair only made me smirk. Truly, in the drama everyone has a pretty hard makeup and this doesn't bother me. But being incarcerated in full readiness, dude, I like you already. But I continued to wait obediently.

However, instead of more about our bad guy, we got the good one again. Xiao Lanhua goes to ChangHeng. Behaves stupidly, the scene seems comical, but rather banal. Although I was amused that ChangHeng didn't help her out and didn't even try, the damn hero lol. When I watched this again, his reaction, of course, was better understood. At first he's shocked to see her. Then he thinks that she is just a fan of his exploits like everyone else, and later worries if she remembers too much.

Both ChangHeng and Xiao Lanhua with their enthusiasm are a little too much. Her innocent eyes seemed too affected. He seemed distant, arrogant, and not so smart for the good guy. After her phrase, "you saved me" and his answer "so what", even I was confused. Poor Orchid, haha. This man is so...

In general, I wasn't impressed by their first meeting. Although I smiled a little. It wasn't annoying because it's a fairy tale after all, but it was boring. This word runs a red line through the entire first episode. Boring.

As for the spiritual stone I didn't understand anything about its significance, because I didn't know what value such things have in this universe. But her reaction to the request to throw it out is of course so stupid and naive. "Throw it away", "Oh he gave it to me"))

By the way, the scene before that was very beautiful, when Xiao Lanhua among the petals of flowers. One of the few reasons why the first episode wasn't a complete failure for me. But at the same time, this terrible "smoking" magical transparent plastic around ChangHeng's head and body quickly sobered me, lol. Even though it seems kind of beautiful, it looks cheap and impractical as for military protection.

After this XLH signs up for the exam. And though this moment, of course, showed her character, it wasn't impressed at all. Banality. I'm such a poor little downtrodden girl who's been bullied for 500 years, but I'm showing you my teeth.

One more scene with plant friends didn't contribute in any way to the development of the plot or the dynamism of the first episode. We got a few chats with friends and admiration for ChangHeng, some bullying scenes. As Dongfang said much later, ChangHeng again, can you talk about something other than him? For 40 minutes, this is not enough to draw attention to the series, which has only 36 episodes. I really started to be afraid that it would be a drag, where they would sit in two scenery. Thank God it turned out to be completely wrong.

By the way, after the second conversation with friends, I was wondering where they got the money/stones from, and whether they could leave the house, because they seem to be aware of a lot. Or do they know this only from the words of XLH?

Some action begins only at the very end. Xiao Lanhua find out that ChangHeng's fate has changed for some reason and he is in danger. I wondered if Lanhua always feels that someone's fate has changed and whether she should keep track of it. Why should she know about it at all, if oversees of fate can't and shouldn't influence anything. And do destinies change so rarely that she doesn't get a signal all the time? But the reasons for the change in the fate of ChangHeng, as well as other issues, were not explained until the end of the series. I have some theory, though, you can read it here.

Part 2

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Dream I had that feel like I shifted pt.1/?

Disclaimer: I know little to nothing about shifting, I never tried to shift before and I don't think I will try it in the near future but sometimes I have such vivid dreams about something and somehow when I tell my friend about it they are like "dude that sounds like shifting the hell?!" So, this morning I had another of those dream and thought why not making a serie where I share those moments? And here I am.

ATTENTION PLEASE THIS CONTAINS A SPOILER OF SEASON THREE OF CHICAGO FIRE SO IF YOU ARE WATCHING THE SHOW AND YOU HAVEN'T WATCH SEASON 3 PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS ONE BUT COME BACK WHEN YOU WATCHED IT IF YOU WANT. REALLY DON'T READ THIS ONE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED IF YOU SPOIL YOURSELF SOMETHING BECAUSE YOU READ THIS IT ISN'T MY FAULT I WILL NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THAT SO BE CAREFUL.

If you don't care and want to spoil yourself the 3x01 of the show do it but again don't come at me with "why did you spoiled me this?" because as I stated before IT IS NOT MY FAULT but yours entirly, now let's get into the dream/shifting moment

Episode 1: Big Brother Kelly Severide

I was minding my business in front of the Fire Station 51 waiting for Kelly, the man needed some sense slapped into him and today was that day. No one was able to bring him back to reality since Shay's death so Herman and the rest of the fire house came to me for some help.

I checked the time hoping the end of Kelly's shift was coming soon enought for me to have the time to talk to him and then go carry on with my original plan, when a car sprints to me almost hitting me. My fisrt reaction? Shock, what the fuck was happening? Who on earth would hit me out of the blue? Then when I saw Hermann getting of the car I wished nothing but to scream at him.

-I know, I'm sorry. Hop on we have to go.- he tells me and looking inside the car I see there is no space for me. -Oh come on, is not like the police is gonna stop me. Get in.-

-Herman you called it. If the police stops us you need to give me 100$ or let me drink for free for an entire month.- he rolls his eyes and agrees to the little bet. Once in the car I greet Cindy and the kids and then we drive off of somewhere anonimous to me.

During the whole drive I get lost looking outside the window, noticing a very amazing but unfamiliar scenery. The tall trees and all that greenary getting all my attention until we stop and Hermann basically screams at us to get off.

-Cindy one of this days he is gonna loose his voice and we all can be blassed.-she laughes and follows the direction her husband just gave us, and so I did as well.

The firefighter points at an entrance telling me to go in first and once I'm in I see Boden playing chess or something of that sort, I can't really tell since other firefighters are hiding my visual to their game.

-Hello guys.-I say getting the men attention and when the Chief of the 51 sees me his eyes sparkle and his smile is so big that I thought I never saw him smiling that much.

-Oh my God, what are you doing here?- he asked me after giving me a bone cracking hug.

-You know, I was walking by and decided to pay you a visit.- I joked making averyone in the room laughing a little bit. Me and Boden strated talking about nothing in particular to be honest, just some small talks that's it, until Hermann came as well and told me to go and talk with Kelly, who was in the room next door.

-Listen talk to him about everything but keep Shay out the conversation. I just did and it was horrible.- I salute him responding with a mocking "got it sir".

Entering the room I see the man I consider my big brother being someone I never saw before since I meet him, he looks kinda pathetic but I understand he just lost his best friend. I make him notice I'm there as well and when he turns around his face is picturing something completely different from what I imagined but something inside me knew the reason why he was doing that: keep me away from comforting him.

-Why are you here?-he asked confused but happy or so I hope to see me

-I think you are deaf I just explained this to Boden.- I started joking. -I was just passing by- I repeated and he laughed as well what a nice occurance after the incident. -Now what were you doing here all alone?-

-You know same old things. Ehy look what I found?.- he shows me a cassette and I know is a video he and Shay made when they went to live together. My first thought was to tell him to avoid to see it now but honestly? Now was better than later.

-Show me.- I say, he grabs my hand and makes me take a seat on the couch while he inserts the cassette and then gets under the blanket next to me. -Ehy, before you press play I have something to tell you. I hope you know Shay wouldn't like how you are dealing with it, am I right?- he just nodds and press play.

Watching that tape with him was funny and a little bit healing for the man and I'm happy for him. He nedded that and I think me being with him during this process was what he nedded as well.

-I know, about you said before. You are right but I don't know if I can do this alone.-

-You have Casey, your man and everyone at 51. You also have me to relay on so don't worry, you are not alone.-