#i can't see it 'cuz it's too cloudy but it's the thought that matters i guess

[theflyingfeeling]

I made the cutest blueberry (or...should I say...booberry) snacks for the spooky partial lunar eclipse hangout I just had with @kraeuterhexchen on discord (really, I'm sorry for hanging up before you got to send me kisses but I guess you really just need to be quicker! 😇) and I'm making you all look at them now because I got to finally live my spooky snack dream and they turned out super nice actually

so we have the nameless ghost couple and Hilda who's just happy to be there 👻 these are such low effort snacks, all you need to do is melt some white chocolate and pour it over the blueberries so that they stick together, then let them cool in the fridge for a while and Bob's your uncle! the sugar eyes I found at the supermarket

I also had some dark chocolate, which I used to make the Thing, and the Creature, respectively:

...and then there's Mr. Poop (or, alternatively, Mr. Boob, whichever you fancy), because sometimes poop is spooky, especially if you're a cute little innocent dachshund and have done something you shouldn't have in a bedroom corner, not naming any names but... 💩

a practical tip for anyone interested in making similar snacks: if you put the blueberries on a porcelaine plate and pour the melted chocolate on them and then stick them in the fridge to cool, they WILL get stuck on the plate lol, so I suggest using e.g. a plastic cutting board or something for easier removal 🤡

a bonus picture to spook the living hell outta y'all: The Devil Wears BC Merch:

happy halloween!

[starlightkeybright]

stuff stuff stuff cuz boredom

i've been getting really bad headaches/migraines recently, and recently as in it's been noticeable within the last few months/year

i've always been prone to headaches, but these are happening much more often, like it got REALLY bad at one point where it was practically every day i had a headache (and i can't take shit every day for that cuz lmao rip liver in that case)

of course it's taking time to figure out what's going on but on top of that, there was a couple months i was trying to be patient with my main dr cuz she thought maybe it was allergy related? i was iffy with the suggestion but she was like "doesn't hurt to try to see if that's what it is" so i agreed to testing that theory out and that was debunked lmao

so i had my eyes checked (technically twice) since i do sometimes get headaches when i use my glasses, but that's a SEPARATE issue from the OTHER headaches i get. that dr i saw basically confirmed that my eyes were not the cause, it was something else

so now i'm waiting around and trying to see ANOTHER dr, but of course once i finally got approval, i saw something just a little

not good not great

and now debating on even SEEING this particular dr, i kinda want to make a call and go "yeah no, pick someone else please" cuz even THINKING about dealing with that almost sends me into a panic attack lmaooo

but i'm already annoyed cuz i've been waiting around for a while already to get this approval and now i'll have to wait some more for ANOTHER dr i can go to (and hope that i get a better vibe from them)

i just want a solution alreadyyyyyy

it's so annoying to get headaches so constantly. i step outside for a bit, even staying in the shade the entire time, my head will at least hurt a little bit. i go outside and i'm out and about for a while (in and out of stores and whatnot), i will get a headache at some point. and it will fucking linger, usually into the next day as well. is it sunny? is it cloudy/overcast? is it raining? headache

then there's the headaches i get when i use my glasses. i use them when i play my switch or use my ipad, or if i watch tv (i extremely rarely watch tv, it's just not a thing i've done properly in years, but i will watch certain movies that way, so). i can only have my glasses on for about an hour before my head starts to hurt. and some days it's not that bad, it goes away over time. but other days it lingers the entire rest of the day. it's a 50/50 coin flip on what will happen

i did also get a new prescription recently and i'm trying to use my glasses VERY little so i can slowly adjust to them and also delay using them too much until i get this OTHER headache shit dealt with but of course it's taking forever!!!!!!!!

it's just

so annoying

i wish things worked faster and i wish there weren't random not-great-drs out there

i already dealt with people in certain fields not really listening to me and needing to find someone else, i'd like to not keep doing that but of course i don't have a choice in the matter

just all around ugh