#i can't honestly pick one they are all so so gorgeous 💖

[magistralucis]

@love-and-pigeons!

[roguishcat]

For the wip folder ask game:

Oh oh oh!!! I want to see more about: Thank you for calling 😏😏

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Thank you so much for the ask, my friend! 💖💖

Hehe, this is a fun one that I am trying not to turn into more than a one- or two-shot😊 . Because I can't possibly do a long-fic.

It's a Modern AU with elf Astarion finding himself fired from his job and in considerable debt to Cazador, working as a phone sex operator to pay off the said debt. Here is a snippet from the SFW part of the story. Hope you like it!💖

However, talking his way out of the sticky situation turned out to be harder than he initially thought. Whilst the company charged an extortionate amount to the customers, Astarion got paid a miniscule percentage of that. Luckily, he quickly became so popular that customers started requesting him. And being requested meant slightly better pay. It wouldn’t be enough to make a considerable dent in his debt, but it was a start.

Prior to starting this job he had no idea that there were so many prepared to pay for make believe sex they thought they would never get in real life. He himself never had any issues in finding someone to warm his bed. He was certain that he was an excellent lover and very experienced when it came to pleasure.

Therefore, Astarion had no problem charging the callers for the experience. He didn't think of it as selling himself. Honestly, it was just a bit of fun for them and a way out for him. In fact, sometimes he had to talk very little, his customers carrying the narration and him just adding a moan or a well-timed grunt here and there. Many of them enjoyed it when he spoke elvish, apparently being an elf made him exotic and desirable.

In spite of what they thought, he didn’t actually enjoy their verbal trysts. Initially, he thought that he might as well. But days became weeks, and weeks became months. What amused him before quickly became mind-numbingly boring. Yet, once a routine was established and Astarion found himself busying himself with pleasant little hobbies. Whilst his voice brought pleasure to others, his mind was otherwise occupied.

Going through several inexpensive, quiet hobbies that wouldn’t distract him too much, Astarion finally landed on embroidery and sewing. He enjoyed the former better, lacking the skills to sew something overly complicated. But being able to spruce up his tiny apartment with pleasant, embroidered pillows, monogram his clothes, conceal signs of wear and tear certainly improved his mood.

Astarion was just considering trying his hand at knitting, having purchased some gorgeous ivory yarn at a great discount, when he heard his phone ring. He looked at his watch and frowned. It was not time for any of his regulars. A new faceless stranger to entertain. And just when he was looking forward to anything but that.

But of course, he picked up. Money was money, and he would be a fool to turn down a potential regular.

“Well, hello there, darling,” he purred, knowing that this line alone would be enough to ignite most fires.

"Um... I don't usually do this. I mean- I've never-"

Astarion rolled his eyes. They all said that.

I would never do something like this.

This is my first time.

My finger slipped and my phone accidentally dialled this number.

Most of the time it was all an act, of course. In his experience, people wanted to have their cake and eat it to. To have him, or his voice rather, and to feel that they were not the type to engage with someone like him.

Except this one sounded like she was about to hang up and Astarion couldn’t have that. A job was a job, so he would perform as well for this one as for any other customer.

"Don't you worry, my sweet. I will take very, very good care of you.”

“I’m sure you would,” she laughed nervously, “but actually that’s not why I’m calling.”

A little deviation from routine. ‘No bang, bang, thank you ma’am’ for this one, apparently.

“Oh? Do enlighten me then. Why are you calling?” Astarion set aside the soft yarn he had prepared earlier with some annoyance. He would actually have to focus on the call to make sure that she had no complaints.

“I just want to talk. As in, talk talk. Like, chat for a bit.”

Okay, she was nervous and needed to be eased into it. He could work with that.

“We can do anything and everything you like. Although are you sure that you want to waste precious moments on talking about inconsequential nothings? My mouth can be used for all sorts of other, wicked things.”

“Whilst this sounds lovely, I just want to chat.”

“Chat?” he said a little harsher than he meant to. This was ridiculous. He did not chat! But then again, did it really matter? He supposed it was her money down the drain.

“Just to be clear, darling. You are prepared to spend all that money to simply talk about the weather?”

“Well,” she laughed, “we don’t have to talk about the weather exactly. It’s just… I’ve recently moved. And I have no one here. It gets lonely.”

[omgcatboi]

holy shit I’ve been following you for quite a while but SOMEHOW didn’t realize how fucking obsessed I am with your gorgeous weight gain @_@💕💖

from one fat trans guy to another i am so enamored omfg. your stretch marks are stellar. i wish you all the comfort in your body now that you’re gaining again and I hope you reach your goals soon! you are hot as fuck! have a wonderful day!

I'm supposed to be sleeping but I picked my phone up to text my mom something before I fell fully asleep and forgot. So I saw this notification just in time before bed 😋

Thank you! Yeah, gaining has helped a LOT with feeling comfortable in my body. If I never gained, even with T for so long I would not at all have felt comfortable enough to upload topless pics. Much less even have a binder off at all. Ever. ( I litteraly used to only take my binder off to shower then put it right back on until the next shower. No breaks for sleep or exercise. Do not do this if you can help it. My ribs are basically just dust now. ) But now that I'm so fat that my belly pokes out way more than my moobs, I honestly feel so thankful for my weight gain ( and HRT for sure ! )

The best part is that I'm technically one year on T ( I tried the gel first bc autistic so afraid of needles and that... Did not transition me hardly at all. ) So passing this much already is a really good sign for my transition ahead!

I genuinely feel like now I no longer need full top surgery. Now I just feel like I can really use just a reduction. It's looking like it's very possible that in three more years I wouldn't need either done at all. My chest used to be far more feminine, busty, and round. So T definitely rearranged a lotta fat for me, which wouldn't have happened nearly as fast or nearly as much without the rapid weight gain.

I just want all transman out there like me, who can't afford top surgery and will likely never be privilaged enough to have it, to know that it IS possible to feel loads better in your body without the operation.

Oh and I still can and do wear binders (: I am always topless in my room and if I didn't live with family I'd be topless all the time. I wear binders in public because I feel my moobs are still just a biiiiiit too big. But I feel that eventually I'll be fat enough and my HRT will be so far along that I won't have to worry about it anymore.

[fuwushiguro]

Hello, how are you?

Ok since chapter 8 have finely come i have to tell you this i well never be angry at you even if you make me a little nervous of how things might become bad to our both lovely couple but i trust you and this is your story you no one have the right to become angry at you No one

Tho i truely love the idea of y/n end with megumi (sorry yuji 😞)

So here is my question is megumi here is the same as canon-megumi you know that he bullied the bullies and then stop when his sister fall in coma or not?

And finely i love all of your stories can't wait to see more of your amazing work ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I wish you the best things have a nice day 💋

Hi nonnie baby omg you're so sweet, I'm doing great! How are you lovely? Gonna answer under the cut bc I can TALKKKKK about this series

So yeah chapter eight will be coming tomorrow!! It's a little (maybe a lot) sad I think... It was upsetting to write and I NEVER get upset writing! But I think it might be because I'm so attached to the characters and writing this series! I love Yuuji and the reader together they're so sweet.

But you're not alone on that opinion bb!! A lot of people want Megumi and the reader to end up together! I think even more so now that he kissed her.

I don't think Megumi is a bully necessarily. Like, he's never been like this with anyone in his life. He's never ever thought to himself "I'm gonna make someone's life hell!" he's just a quiet guy who mostly likes to mind his own business and just do his own thing. We know he's got a lot of issues regarding Toji and stuff but he's mostly coped with that through his art but now we know he does drugs sometimes to take the edge off (like when he snorted cocaine before going into the manor party). I think he is very mean to Tsumiki in this and doesn't consider her his real family. She's a means to an end for him and nothing more, which annoys Toji because Toji does see her as his daughter even though she isn't. So to answer your question: I guess I'm straying quite a lot from canon Megumi, but there probably are some similarities between them too!

The only reason he picks on the reader is because he got very triggered by her asking about his drawings of his dad - because his dad is a sore subject for him. And honestly, I think he's always had a crush on her. He's very touchy feely with her even when he's being cruel, I just think he doesn't understand his feelings and that's why he enjoys bullying her so much. And the fact that she stood up to him scared him a little because if he can't control her like that, how will he be able to keep her where he wants her? So that kiss was more than just feelings he didn't understand it was about manipulating her into a new way to be scared of him.

AAAAA I'm sorry this is so long, I told you I can TALK UR EARS OFF ABOUT THIS! But yeah I hope this answered your questions baby! It means so much to me that you're supporting my work and the series you're such a sweet soul I appreciate you so much, thank you 🥺

I hope you have a gorgeous day and take care of yourself 💖

[fuwushiguro]

anemone, gladiolus, hydrangea 👁

HI BABY!! Thank u for dropping by 🥺

were you ever interested in greek mythology?

honestly no I won't lie lmfao I don't know much about it at all it kind of interests me though?? I just don't have the energy or drive to research but maybe I will one day hehe

who do you look up to most?

if I had to pick, my nana!! She's amazing, she's been more like a mother to me my whole life and she always looks out for me, nothing keeps her down and she's so glamorous no matter what. After she had her stroke a few years ago the first thing she was asking for was her fake teeth because she was mortified to be seen without them 😭 she's just incredible I love her dearly!!

proudest moment?

probably starting to write on this blog! I've always loved to write but I had no idea tumblr was like a fanfic hub?? found out totally by accident and I was just in love with the community and the content and thought, "I love to write, I already have a blog, why shouldn't I try and write too?" and I'm so glad I did! I can't express enough how much I love this website because of the friends that I've made. I genuinely smile so much everyday when I log in to see how many friends I have and all of your amazing projects and things you are working on it really does make me so proud and so happy to be here!

Thank u for the ask my love I hope ur having a gorgeous day 💖