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shalom-iamcominghome · 2 years

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My thoughts on G-d are really complex, and I think that's what attracts me to judaism, honestly. On one hand, I recognize that I literally can't know for sure if G-d is out there, but I also cannot deny that I don't believe in Him, if that makes sense. I want to question Him - I want to ask why. This is something I haven't had the chance to do.

"Maybe there's a God above," Leonard Cohen sings in Hallelujah

#jumblr #jewish conversion #jew by choice #personal thoughts tag #i can't celebrate rosh hashana this year but in its stead i am thinking so much about this stuff haha #i don't know much about cohen's other work since i listen to other types of music #but hallelujah has always been a song i have known - more recently the *actual* version instead of the covers made by xians #not like it's a horrid thing that xians sing songs but more like their covers don't capture the original song as well imo #once again wishing y'all a good and sweet new year haha #today has felt so long and so short at the same time #this isn't me saying i don't believe. i just have complex feelings which stem from a ton of stuff #this is where i am at *right now* and it's subject to change (and i hope it does! hopefully for the better ofc)#okay now i'm just writing a tag essay. i will proceed to stfu #if i worded any of this weirdly just know i am happy to elaborate in depth #i don't intend any of this to sound disparaging. quite the opposite is what i intend actually

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