#i can’t stop feeling crushed by this insurmountable lonelyness i force onto myself
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#this is the last time i make a post like this because im forcing myself not to anymore. but i just wanted to write this all out#im gonna delete it in an hour or so idfc anymore#i can’t stop feeling crushed by this insurmountable lonelyness i force onto myself#i feel unloved and unwanted. because i feel like i force people into positions mentally they don’t actually fit#i never let myself feel happiness without feeling guilt or pressure that im not enough#when it’s just myself wanting to be something to people i cant#so i end up sitting here. crying myself to sleep#because i never can be good enough for myself. because i want to be something to people that im not#i just want friends man. why do i do this to myself#i just want a hug.
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