#i can’t focus i feel like im being turned into a battery i spew word vomit but none of it’s of any USE to me
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i am not exactly beating the manic allegations with flying colours imma tell you that righhtt now
#i just keep collecting symptoms#fuck you gabapentin i hadnt had an episode in four months#i was starting to think i could get through life without this bipolar thing always looming over me#‘oh it’ll help you work hard for finals season’ fuck you im useless when i’m any shade of mixed hypo or manic#i can’t focus i feel like im being turned into a battery i spew word vomit but none of it’s of any USE to me#and so far this isn’t even that bad#but i took gabapentin TWICE#and it’s hardly even supposed to DO this#i just wanted something to manage the chronic pain from my mystery illness#since most otc’s are off the board from taking lithium#actually bipolar#corpus mental breakdown watch
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