#i can literally only talk to my tumblr mutuals coz im genuinely too mentally ill to make myself palatable to normal ppl rn | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mwagneto · 1 year ago

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I haven't talked to any of my irls since friday and they're all worriedly texting me but like what the fuck am i supposed to say. "sorry i am literally unable to talk to anyone who doesn't know just how deeply mentally ill i am and also i thought so hard about fictional gay people i forgot how to speak hungarian. dont worry this wont last long, probably only 2-3 business years and then i'll be normal except of course season 3 will be coming out by then so it's all gonna start over. see you!"

#I've barely moved from my bed since then let alone made any social contact how the fuck am i supposed to #communicate with anyone i met offline in the past year😭😭😭#i can literally only talk to my tumblr mutuals coz im genuinely too mentally ill to make myself palatable to normal ppl rn #that is a compliment @ my tumblr mutuals dw. but like mannnn i legit feel bad for my irls but at #the same time wtf am i supposed to do be normal? no can do unfortunately i live like this now #it was easier during rm coz the only ppl i talked to were 2 online friends and 2 irls one of #whom watched the movie with me in cinemas like 20 times we were both crazy #now I'm talking to like 40 ppl at the same time and im supposed to keep that up while not #being able to think about anything other than my hyperfix for more than 5 seconds? please 💀💀💀💀#i miss them but it's summer rn i need to dissociate and be alone and also eat my computer screen. yknow how it is #barking

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