#i can count the swifties in my school on maybe 2 hands

[d1sheclectic]

tumblr bitches try to be normal about taylor swift challenge (IMPOSSIBLE!!!!)

“She’s not a tortured poet, she’s a billionaire!🤓☝️”

i did not expect people on TUMBLR of all places to make shitty, insensitive, misinformed comments about mental health and the ways it can devastate ANYONES life.

Not liking her music is one thing but y’all will find ANY EXCUSE to justify your biases concerning talented women in the music industry. same mfs who preach about feminism and how taylor swift is somehow its antithesis will endorse hole as a great feminist band in the same breath.

you aren’t bettering the lives of minorities by denouncing taylor swift’s music. you’re not partaking in a revolution. you just come across extremely bitter.

you guys aren’t activists. revelling in your own hypocrisy isn’t cute.

[italianpersonwithashippersheart]

Only Friends Ep 5 Thoughts

PRE-EP: I want to start by saying that I think that I got a handle on Mew's character now. Thanks to a couple of great posts and that screenshot about Jojo talking about Mew being a swiftie and listening to King of My Heart currently as of ep 4. My current stance (in brief) is that this is a guy who is feeling big things(love/like) for the first time ever, and is making a lot of concession to his checklist and perfect guy mindset because he doesn't want to stop seeing Top and potentially not feel like that anymore. He is well on his way of falling in love. I do still half wish there was a more Manipulative side to Mew, but I made my peace with it not being there. I hope the ep doesn't make me re-think everything again and maybe gets me some confirmation about self-aware Mew is this moment, that would be nice.

Onto the EP

Sand EP!!!! I love that Sand this is set up is basically my life was routine and normal and then Ray came along. And I can't decide if that sounds more like a rom-com setting, or a sci-fi/fantasy one.

Sand as a bit of anger problem I think, not in a super obvious dangerous way, but in a quick to anger, quick to throw hands way. Nothing new but I feel like I should point it out, because people have been acting like we have not seen Sand's flaws since the first ep.

QUEER SOLIDARIETY!!! We love to see it!!

Ray really is the disprutor to Sand's everything. Do you guy think they fucked?

Cockblocking count: 2

I love Nick and Sand little smiles as they exit the kitchen, also their friendship banter is immaculate.

Top instilling the doubt. I can see the Mew will get/steal the hostel from Ray agenda getting stronger.

How do Ray and Sand go from cute to hot in like 5 sec

STOP TRYING TO TAKE GLASSES OUT OF PEOPLE THAI BLS!! I FUCKING MEAN IT!!! Glasses are a totally normal part of life, do not take out Mew's glasses or so help me!!

Also Top suggesting the Lasik and then saying but I do like you better looking a bit nerdy is just 10/10 I love it.

I love that you can see Boston really doesn't care for this particular course (because he is doing out of family obligation). Also love that you can see the exact moment Boston's thought turn not safe for work.

Boston is chosing violence on poor Nick today. He is happy and wary at the same time. And it also feels so much like the calm before the storm.

You know the fact that Boston can't ever answear any of Nick's question without dismissing it as love stuff, like baby other people need more then you do. You have to give him something. Also love Nick going I want to know if I can sleep with others too, that is what I wanted him to say.

So someone already tried to take a secret video of Boston having sex. Also Boston seems to be either working on his thoughts in real time, or it's all rouse for Nick's benefit and that was the plan all along. I can't decide.

Cockblocking count: 3 (now with more then one couple)

Good to know Sand's Mom and his connection to the go-go bar. Also that was such a nasty trick. Like come on, you got him worried for nothing. Not the best Mother in the world is she? She loves him but she so flighty. Sand shouldn't be shouldering your debts and his school, You should not be bragging about that.

Top-Mew being shot more romantic rather then then sexy and a little more fade to black feels like a delibarate choice. A very interesting one.

I love them, the more they make me root for Ray and Sand the more the future hurts already.

Cockblocking count: 4 - or 5 since they techinically cockblocked each other

If you stop at the right moment you can see the exact second his heart breaks after Ray sad we're friends.

Sand no longer wants to be alone with Ray - because of that we're just friends comment. He does't sleep with Friends Ray he told you that.

I can't decide if I love or hate Boston right now. Because like Sand needed to know, but also dick move.

He fully admitted to the picture, probably because of the alchool. Boston deserved that punch.

WAIT!!! They even screwed???? I thought that was a lie?????? why repeat it now like he believes it??? It makes no sense to repeat a lie right now and like that?

Thier friendship is already falling apart.

NOOOOOOOOO WHY WOULD YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS JOJO!!!!!!!!!!!!

The preview looks interesting. It also looks like they are going for the lasik. I should have known, it was too good to be true. Glasses don't last long in BLs.

My thoughts on Mew are still solid. But now it feels like Mew is even less self aware then I thought/hoped. Which is a dissapointment. Of course he might be, and this is all just a ruse. But I don't really know anymore.

[makeadealwithdean]

‘tis the damn season - part 2

‘tis the damn season (a college/hometown au) - Part 2

Pairing: Dean Winchester x fem!reader

Tags (series tags, but updated by chapter): fluff, light angst (more like awkwardness), mutual pining, john winchester’s a+ parenting, taylor swift vibes

Summary: It’s Christmas break, and Y/N is headed home for the holidays. But with her hometown, comes thoughts of her high school boyfriend, Dean, and what they might’ve had if she’d taken the other road. When she runs into Dean, she can’t help but wonder if they can rekindle the spark between them.

Word Count: 1.4k

Divider: @firefly-graphics

a/n: i gotta say, i’m really enjoying writing this series. i can see it all play out in my head, which i’m LOVING. also, a made a playlist specifically for this fic, which is linked down below. but here’s a playlist for my deangirls who are also swifties. xx

Main Masterlist // Playlist

AO3 // Part 1

It was a few days later when Y/N finally allowed herself to think about Dean Winchester. Not that she hadn’t thought about him often ever since their conversation at the bar, (she had), but she’d tried really, really hard not to. But when thoughts of Dean kept on popping into her head, literally, every ten minutes, she eventually gave up on fighting it.

Thinking back on their conversation, she could tell that Dean had been, at least, happy to see her; though, she wasn’t entirely sure “happy” was the right word to use in this situation. He’d definitely acted nervous, and though their chat had gone well, it wasn't entirely without awkwardness.

Not that the awkwardness was unwarranted. It definitely was, but she found herself missing the times where it seemed like nothing could ever be awkward between them. This wasn’t a new feeling; she tended to experience it every time she came home. The idea that she and Dean were in the same town always played with her mind, but things felt different since she’d actually seen and talked to him a few days before. She hadn’t felt this close to him since they actually had been close a few years prior. She recognized the danger in allowing herself to pine for him; yet, she couldn’t quite shake the feeling that he was the right person— it had simply been the wrong time.

And maybe Dean was feeling the same thing, because it wasn’t long before her phone buzzed, and up popped a message notification from a name that hadn’t been on her screen in a long time. She scooped her phone up from the bedside table and settled back on her pillows before unlocking the device.

Dean Winchester: Hey Y/N, it was really good to see you again the other night. I know it’s a long shot, but is there any chance you’d wanna meet me for lunch or coffee or something? I’d really like to talk to you again.

Y/N stared at the screen in disbelief. To be fair, she wasn’t sure why she was so shocked. With the way the conversation had gone and the way Dean had acted, maybe she should’ve been expecting something like this. Still, an impromptu, little conversation at a bar was vastly different than a planned meeting of any kind, and frankly, going on this “date” (was it a date?) would open a whole new can of worms that she couldn’t guarantee she was mentally ready to deal with. On the other hand, hadn’t Dean already opened that can by sending this text to begin with? One might argue “yes,” he had, and if that was the case, what was the harm in meeting up with him?

Her thumbs danced over the screen of the phone in her hands as she pondered how to respond to him. She typed out and deleted several messages before finally settling on:

Y/N: Hi Dean, I wouldn’t mind meeting for coffee. I think it’ll be good for us to catch up as friends. Just let me know when you’re free :)

There. That would solve the “date” confusion. She’d always been a fan of making intentions clear before meeting up with a person. It annoyed her when guys would ask her to “hang out” with them – what did that even mean? Was it just as friends or were they looking for something more? And since they were usually, in fact, looking for something more, it irked her that they couldn’t just suck it up and call it a “date” – cowards, in her opinion. In any case, she didn’t have an issue clarifying, especially given the history between them. Better safe than sorry.

She hit send, staring at the screen for a second before she caught herself waiting for the text bubbles to appear. She didn’t want to sit around and wait for his response. To do that would be like throwing herself off the same damn cliff she had the first time around, and that was not what she wanted to do. It was bad enough she agreed to meet with him, but her good nature was telling her that she needed to give Dean a chance to apologize, or at least to explain. She knew, in her heart, that Dean hadn’t meant to hurt her, and that had to count for something, she thought.

Her phone buzzed, and despite her insistence not to care, she snatched it up off the table yet again and unlocked it.

Dean Winchester: Awesome, I’m free anytime on Sunday. If that works for you?

Y/N’s mouth twitched upwards in a tiny smile against her will. She could practically hear Dean’s “Awesome” out loud– it was just one of those things he’d said so often while they were together, she didn’t even have to strain to imagine him standing in front of her, those very same words falling off his lips, drawing her back in. Imagining him in front of her, she could already feel herself reverting to her old state of being, the same way she felt about him back in high school.

Catching it and forcing herself to come out of it, she checked the date on her phone. Thursday. That left about four days, counting today, until Dean wanted to meet again. Surely, she could get a handle on her emotions by then. She wasn’t an angsty teenager anymore, and she liked to think she was a bit more stable emotionally than she’d been in high school. She checked her calendar, just to be sure, but of course, her schedule was free. Other than catching up with one of her high school best friends on Friday, she had absolutely nothing planned– the best way to spend the winter break, in her opinion.

She opened her Messages app once more, and tapped on the thread she had with Dean. She smiled a little at the “Awesome” again, a little surprised he didn’t use the “:)” with it, and began typing.

Y/N: Sunday works great for me. I’m also pretty free that day, how about 4:30 or 5pm? Unless you’d rather meet earlier…

She sent the text, staring for several seconds until the gray bubbles popped up, signaling that Dean was typing. Within a few seconds, another message appeared on her screen.

Dean Winchester: Sounds good. Sunday 5pm at that coffee shop downtown. Hot vanilla latte on me, or whatever it is that you want :)

There it was– that little “:)” that Dean was so prone to using. It was stupid, but seeing it again, from him, felt reassuring. And he’d remembered her coffee order, not that it was super complicated anyway, but it’d been years. Still, that was just Dean– painfully oblivious on some fronts, but on others, surprisingly observant.

She sent back a simple, thumbs up emoji, and immediately got the urge to text that high school best friend she was seeing tomorrow. She opened her message thread with Charlie and typed as fast as her fingers would allow:

Y/N: Bitch, you’ll never guess who just texted me.

She knew she wouldn’t have to wait long for a response. It seemed like no matter where she was or the time of day, Charlie always had one eye on her phone. Unbelievably, tech-savvy and also a huge night-owl, Charlie did a lot of work from her phone and laptop, so the absurd amount of time she spent on her phone really wasn’t that bad. Sure enough, the gray typing bubbles appeared soon, and within seconds, a new message appeared.

Charlie: girl who??? spillllll

Y/N: Dean

Charlie: WHAT??? dean WINCHESTER?

Y/N: Do you know another Dean?

Charlie: ASKJSKJSK do you need me to get him?? what does he want??

You swiped back to your and Dean’s thread and took a couple quick screenshots of the conversation. You sent them to Charlie, double-checking you were sending them to the right person before tapping the send button, and waited.

Charlie: omg so wait– you saw him already?

Y/N: Only for a second, and it was an accident. Ran into him while picking up food for my family at the bar.

Charlie: okay, well, you’re telling me absolutely everything in person tomorrow. deal?

Y/N: ofc, duh <3

She rolled over and snuggled into the pillows, out of habit, hugging the teddy bear that she’d had practically since birth. She’d known Charlie almost as long– middle school to college is a pretty long time to be best friends with someone. Even though she didn’t see Charlie in person as much as she’d like to– different colleges and all– she knew when she saw her the next day, it’d be like they’d never been apart at all.

She could hardly wait.

Part 3

Tagging Forevers: @downanddirtydean​  @deanwanddamons @katelyn--renee @lassie-bird @jensengirl83 @superfanficnatural @deangirl93 @that-one-gay-girl @writercole @flamencodiva

SPN: @meeshw777 @sexyvixen7 @beth-gallagher22​

Dean Winchester: @akshi8278 @lyarr24 @spnfangirl1314 @deandreamernp @happyt0exist​ @panicking-outside-the-disco​

‘tis the damn season: @stoneyggirl2

add yourself to my taglist here! or send me an ask/message if you wanna be removed or change lists! :)

[thisisgracetrying]

A little about me!

So uh... hi! 

I've been thinking about how much I want to meet @taylorswift and Swifites all around dn the world but I never really post anything here about me, so why would she or anyone be like "oh yes, i want to meet her too" I mean for all we know I could be a crazy person right? (I've watched way too many crime-drama shows, I'm so sorry, DUN DUN). Well here I go. 

My name is Grace, I was born and raised in Venezuela. I'm 27 years old. I graduated from Law school when I was 24 and that same year I moved out of my home country, I've lived in Buenos Aires, Argentina and I'm currently living in Medellín, Colombia. Buenos Aires is so pretty I loved it there, I learned so much about myself, but I think I like Medellín better because it reminds me a lot of Venezuela, plus the weather is lovely.

I'm married (got married this year, I've posted a few pictures about it lol) my wedding song was Lover, other songs that define my relationship would be, stay, stay, stay, starlight, daylight, mary's song (one of my favorites lol), crazier, you are in love, this love, fearless, call it what you want... so basically any love song Taylor has ever written lol. I need to mention this because before I started dating my husband I thought I would NEVER relate to these songs, so if you're thinking love is not for you and heart break is all there is, TRUST ME, it is not. 

I became a Swiftie back in 2008, I was about to turn 16. I heard Love Story somewhere and I got obsessed, then I found out she was dating Joe Jonas, and that she was about to release her 2nd album, so I was like WAIT THERE'S ONE ALBUM ALREADY? HOW COME I HAVENT LISTENED IT YET? and that was it, I was hooked, playing her first album on repeat everyday... however that did not prepare me for what was coming up next. 

As soon as I listened to Fearless, I just knew I would stan Taylor my whole life. I was going thro some stuffs back then, I was heart broken for the first time, a good friend of my had died and I felt like i just hated everything, but deep down I was just very very sad. When I look back at who I was back then it makes me wanna cry because I felt so alone... and then this album came out. She shook my world, took my hand and walked me thro all of it. And for that @taylorswift I'm eternally grateful. 

The rest is history. 

Now because I am a Latin Swifite I was not able to see her live until I was living in Buenos Aires and I was financially independent. I had a good life in Venezuela but my parents couldn't afford a trip to the US for a concert, it is really sad to love someone and their work so much and not being able to see them perform live, but I've sworn to myself that it wont happen again, as long as I'm alive (and im not broke of course lol) I will go to every tour of every era. 

I'm not going to lie, sometimes I feel like an outsider in the fandom, most of the time is because I feel old? lol but I dont have like fan accounts, I just have my personal accounts and I'm always spamming them with Taylor lol because I dont feel like I need to separe being a Swiftie from who I am because thats such an important part of my life, however I do get why people do it. I lover her with all my heart and will always support her in the ways I can, but sometimes it does feel like I dont do enough compare to others, I know comparison is poison but i cant help it. I just want to point that out in case someone else feels this way, you're not alone. 

The Reputation tour was truly something else. I cried, laughed, danced, sang all the songs like a lunatic and I was able to enjoy all that with 2 of my best friends. 

I've always dealt with body issues, I was a gymnast for the majority of my childhood and adolescent years and there was a lot of pressure to be thin and maintaining that weight, by the time I was 9 I was counting calories and by the time I was 11 I knew what an eating disorder was. So when Taylor talked about her struggle with her body my heart felt for her but i was also very proud, it takes a lot of strength to do that. Sometimes we are making excuses because we dont wanna face the truth, or we are thinking "Oh no I dont really have an issue" but every so often once someone we look up to does it, it makes us realize that it is ok to seek help. 

Right now I feel a little lost because we are in the middle of this global pandemic and I'm not as happy with my job as i was before (I work remote and have been doing the same thing for 5 years now) I thought 2020 was the year of changes and me finally going out there and finding a new job and maybe study something or learn something new. But I'm working on not being so hard on myself, stop overthinking (but damn its so difficult lol, I always picture the worst case scenario) and just be grateful for what I do have right now. I know there are a lot of people struggling right now and I'm very privileged just to have a roof over my hand, a full stomach, a healthy body and a lovely family. So if youre feeling off right now, its a global thing, we are all in this together, and I feel like this will be over sooner than our crazy minds thing (or at least I HOPE SO lol).

So last but not least a few random facts about me: (cause I dont want to make this already long ass post even longer) 

 I really enjoy dancing, writing, going to the movies, cooking and everything that is make up related. 

I wish i could paint but I think I'd suck. I should give it a try lol.

 I like perfumes that smell like flowers and candy.

i love rainy days when I have nothing to do and sunny days when I'm in a bad mood lol. 

I have a 3 year old dog, his name is Brooklyn and I love him with ALL MY HEART, hes my baby. 

When I moved to Argentina, my bff friend since i was 15 and I lived together, I treasure the moments we shared and I miss him a lot, so as soon as I knew i was moving to Colombia we decided to get a matching tattoo, we got "Cornelia St" because its out favorite song out of Lover and I hope I never lose him. 

And that is it for now! if anyone read this, THANK YOU and feel free to comment anything about yourself! I love to read and learn about other people! 

Have a wonderful day. 

Hey if youre reading this! find me on twitter: graceohmymymy lets be friends!

[dreamingamongthestars]

OMGOMGOMG MY FIRST ASK GAME THANK YOU @smileytiger28 I LOVE YOU

1. Why did you choose your url?: When I chose dreamingamongthestars, I was pondering over what I should call myself that was reminiscent of my personality and how I perceive myself and whatever’s symbolically significant to me because so many other tumblrs that I used to look at did the same-and since I’ve always thought of myself as a huge dreamer who absolutely adores nature and space (particularly the stars) I thought I’d go with that!

2. Do you have any sideblogs?: Nope lol, I already have enough trouble maintaining this shitdump of a blog lmao I have WAY too many interests for that haha

3. How long have you been on tumblr?: uuuuuummmmmmmm since March 2021 I think?

4. Do you have a queue tag?: nope, I just reblog whenever I’m on the app. I could reblog like a million things and then dip for days lol

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?: I think started it about a week before The Falcon and the Winter Soldier released bc I really wanted to see the fandom’s reactions to it and I used to just search tags on tumblr and stalk ppl’s blogs without an account but all of a sudden tumblr refused to let me anymore haha. And I decided that it was about time that I contribute something to the fandom community after how much time I’ve spent on it already lol.

6. Why did you choose your icon?: I’ve been fluctuating between two: Hermione Granger from Harry Potter raising her hand excitedly in class, and Taylor Swift during one of her performances of Love Story. I chose Hermione as my first because she and Harry were the first characters I ever really projected onto, especially Hermione bc she acts exactly how I did in school (and still do haha) and it was lovely to have some kind of representation of a brave and kind young girl who was equally passionate about learning as I was. I chose Taylor in celebration of the rerecording of her Fearless album, when Love Story was re-released! Even though I’ve only considered myself to be a swiftie since the Lover era, she’s been such an integral part of my childhood, and I’m so glad I rediscovered her and was able to formulate my own opinion on her after just going along with all of my irls who “hated” her....I feel terrible for doing such a thing but I had never known what she was enduring since I was so young and now I’ve redeemed myself to worship her as one of my idols lol. Rep and Folklore are my fav albums!

7. Why did you choose your header?: Idk I just really love the ocean and the stars haha

8. What’s your post with the most notes?: The post about ppl projecting onto Mobius M. Mobius from Loki because of their attachment to an Owen Wilson character at a young age...I’ve literally made my closest online friendships bc of that post so I’m very grateful lol and Mr. Kachow has stolen my heart once again <3 It has 85 notes so far

9. How many followers do you have?: I HAVE 5 LMAO I know I’m so famous haha (honestly tho I don’t really do much to warrant receiving followers so maybe I should shitpost more often haha...I’m so grateful to those who’ve followed me tho I love you all).

10. How many people do you follow?: 197 blogs

11. Have you ever made a shitpost?: Does the one about mentally ill burned out gifted kids kinning Remus Lupin count lol

12. How often do you use tumblr?: WAAAYYY too much I can never escape this hellsite

13. Did you have a fight with another tumblr blog once? Who won?: Nope lol

14. How do you feel about “you have to reblog” posts?: I literally cannot stress enough how much I despise them. As someone with OCD, seeing posts that threaten that an unfortunate incident will happen to you if you do not reblog a post triggers me so much and I spend ages trying to calm myself down and rid myself of the obsessions/compulsions. I usually have to reblog the offending post or else I will break down. They’re incredibly detrimental to our mental health and are generally such a cruel thing to do-you’re basically threatening and manipulating people to boost your post, it’s disgusting.

****If it is a post about raising awareness/activism, then people who support the cause and are genuinely good people will choose to boost it if they want, but sometimes ppl prefer to keep a low profile and never reblog anything on their relatively private account, and I think we should respect that to a degree, but you really should to ensure that this message is popularized or shared, esp if you have a lot of followers

15. Do you like tag games?: Absolutely, as long as I can choose to not answer anything that I’m not comfortable sharing (e.g. country, sexuality, romantic partner, family life, etc.).

16. Do you like ask games?: Definitely! But once again as long as I can choose not to answer anything that I’m not comfortable sharing my response to.

17. Which one of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?: Honestly I have no idea since I have so few followers but the fact that I have somehow weaved my way into having the honour of being mentioned in tiger’s taglist despite being out of like 66 followers is absolutely incredible so yeah Ig you could say they’re famous to me lmao

18: Do you have a crush on a mutual?: No, I’m still trying to find a crush irl lol

19. Tags: idk who to tag for this since I have so few mutuals so if anyone tagged here doesn’t want to participate that’s totally fine! @invadernicole @incorrect-anime-quotes And if anyone else who follows me wants to participate as well, I would have included your @ but since I don’t know everyone that well I thought it would be more comfortable this way! <3

thanks for the tag @gwendolynejones-stacy <3

why did you choose your url? bc i’m absolutely chaotic like what about me doesn’t scream i’m short i’m a disaster and i’m still emo so therefore this is a reference to all time low (my beloved) ?

do you have any sideblogs? mhm i sure do: my aesthetic side blog @chicco-di-caffe and the blog i share with @gwendolynejones-stacy that’s just moodboards ( @mood-bored )

how long have you been on tumblr? honestly it feels much longer than it actually has been,,,,i showed up september 2020

do you have a queue tag? yep! it’s #fais la queue!

why did you start your blog in the first place? i have the memory of a goldfish i have no fuckin idea why

why did you choose your icon? fjdsklfjsdlkjs which one? my current one (thor) matches with @spacepuddle-s (he’s loki) and we did match briefly with @gwendolynejones-stacy (she was valkyrie), but why? cause we’re siblings we have to match :]

why did you choose your header? see previous question :)

what’s your post with the most notes? uhhhh see i think my top one of all time somehow got removed, but rn i have no idea

how many followers do you have? 92

how many people do you follow? 231

have you ever made a shit post? yeah duh ofc

how often do you use tumblr? pretty much all my waking hours

did you have a fight with an another blog once? who won? uh no, but i sometimes wish i could go after asshole anons

how do you feel about ‘you have to reblog’ posts? not a fan of them; not gonna get into the personal details of why, but i don’t enjoy being guilt tripped

do you like tag games? yes, but sometimes if the post is too long, then i feel too overwhelmed to do it

do you like ask games? yesssssssss i love ask games

which one of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? idk about tumblr famous, but i mean luisa ( @its-tortle ) is the moot i talk to most that i think is def too cool for me lmao

do you have a crush on a mutual? i did,,,,i think it worked out okay, don’t you think @justsomeonerandomiguess ?

tags? like tagging more people? uh sure, @michellejones-stacy, @karlimogenthau, @callme-jay,,,,brain dead sorry