#i came here cause ot convienience like most of my tuition so far has been paid by fafsa and its only an hour away from my house
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#over the past few years ive rlly regretted going to this school .... i think the school is fine? they arent fucking me over and im getting#the classes i need so im getting my education plus it was my first pick so lucky me right ? except ive realized this place is so boring and#i came here cause ot convienience like most of my tuition so far has been paid by fafsa and its only an hour away from my house#so i dont have to worry abt being in debt even tho i am by 6k but ignoring that i always dont worry abt rent or food#all i gotta worry abt is gas money and school supplies and i get enough aid for that BUT IM TRYING TO SAY i wish i went to uc la like i#think abt it rlly often and how fun that would have been .. i would have been in so much debt tho and it would have made my ljfe harder#i woulr have needed a job and learn how to be independent but mostlt i worry abt the money... i always wonder how people go out of state#and r like 50k+ in debt like at that point i dont thjnk its even worth it JENDJJW like i cant justify ever doing that to myself unless it#was an ivy school ... even then i woule have choosed a school in california maybe cause im in california#wait the point is ... i was thinking that i regret not going to la but i could pick a grad program somewhere else#this whole time i was thinking of staying at my hometown cause it has what i wanna do and its cheap and close but .... i dont want that#i wanna go to la or san jose or another nice californian city but im broke as hell and its sad#my grades arent good enough for scholarships i woulr have to take out loans and idk is it even worth it#im scared of living here all my life and i dont want that .... i keep telling myself i can leave once i get married but who knows when that#will happen#u kno what i take it all back i will just go to school here idk shit id be surprised if they accepted me JENXJK
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