#i asked her why it matters about having 342 annual leave hours banked up and she's like 'i can't afford it if you ever left!!!'
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fazcinatingblog ยท 2 months ago
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did she send those texts on that fateful tuesday morning before or after my last therapy appointment
#ok i checked must've been after#so what do i tell the therapist tomorrow#everything's so much worse????#no idk it's not that bad#i asked her why it matters about having 342 annual leave hours banked up and she's like 'i can't afford it if you ever left!!!'#sophia come on#and i'm like crying saying i wouldn't leave but then i'm like 'unless you wanted to get rid of me' and she strongly denied that#so#that's... positive?#idk#i feel bad like i don't know what i do every day like the same work will get done now compared to those four weeks in january lmao#also i have control issues#maybe the therapist can fix my control issues#normal people: oh it's sunday - work tomorrow early night; me: stresses about some silly therapy appointment tomorrow#do therapists act as like....#ask about this silly problem that i've never had to deal with before and it's so stupid but i've wanted it all year and now i CAN'T#never in my 33 years have i known such an ISSUE#if someone asked i'd jump and that shows because yes i jumped and now i want to jump back and#i don't want to sound ungrateful though#pssssshhhh#biggest issue is the control problem#this is a story about control my control control on what i do control on what i say and this time? i'm going to do it my way#sometimes i'm quinn fabray#oh maybe that's the answer: WWQD#WWQFD#like the sign kitty had in her locker#what would quinn do#well#quinn would drink a few wine coolers at a party and just go for it and then make up some story about a hot tub and#quinn would tell him to meet her somewhere private but with fireworks (ooh he's back for NYE) and then make up a story about saving his lif
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