#i amhappy

[akumanoken]

Me: a shame I cancelled britbox I wanna watch classic who and Disney doesn't have it

My tv: I got you fam *has a classic who channel*

Me:

[teddybeartoji]

@staryukis

[interaction-lane]

grahh... hii we havent spoken a while [dang thats a lotta months.....] but honestly been missing talking to some of the people ik from rotomblr lol... sorry if its suddenly random but i just wanted to reach out bc ur a really cool person n all 👉👈

DUDE (nongendered) NO ITS AWESOME I AMHAPPY TO TALK ABOUT WHATEVER........... Hi.............

I'm so glad you think I'm a cool person dfrghjmk. You are such a cool person too...

[mothpile]

late night so its okay for me to be emotional . ahem. it makes me feel emotional to think about how man u can literally see i stopped updating going home and mightve just not touched it ever again. idk. but im glad i didand idk what exactly flipped some kindaswitch in my brain to make me like... care so much about it now (ive always cared about it , though? tis just um. All I Think About nowadays. one could say, hyperfixation.) And, idk.. it makes me happy that people look at my guys and are enjoying them and like the freaky shit we've laid out so far with just the surface levels of charlotte (frrrrreak Welcometo my evil skin town.) , we'll have to wait and see just Exactly how crazy i let things get .. but .. i amhappy people like my guys and my ideas. and i like telling the story. i lookforwards to telling all of it, even though, i know, i have to wait very long... oh well... 🐀

[ynatmusic]

I amhappy to announce my new single "Vibe House Central" now on all digital platforms

[palelittleadaptoid]

I wear unflattering jeans every day of my life and I amhappy here

[5tar9litter]

So happy to be myself. I amhappy I always have my back

[gay-otlc]

Hmhmhmhmmmghmym I amhappy

Yeah I'm really happy for you

[risualto]

Spots to kiss + 11 between Agatha and Nellie. Author's choice if overtly romantic or not.

This was really cute and fun to write, and I hope you enjoy some oblivious wlw mutual pining. I don't know if this is entirely in character for Nellie yet because the story hasn't focused super hard on her relationship with Seer thus far, but I hope it's at least enjoyable even if it ends up being wrong.

11. a kiss on the corner of the mouth + Agatha/Nellie

In Agatha’s defense, she meant to kiss Nellie on the cheek. It was not intentional to accidentally bump into her crush’s nose and forehead so hard that Nellie almost fell into Anya on the couch. Anya, being seven and tack-sharp, moved out of the way like air, so when Nellie threw a hand down to catch herself, the youngest Cowles was safely out of the way.

“Shit—” Agatha started to say, cheeks burning furiously, as intense as if she’d just bitten the seed of a hot pepper.

Nellie just stared up, still half-reclined on the couch, and looking as if she couldn’t decide whether to be scandalized (a joke; Agatha was sure something like this wouldn’t actually ruffle Nellie’s feathers whatsoever) or just to outright laugh. “And here,” she said, laughter winning out, “I thought you’d be happy to see me.”

“I’m sosorry,” Agatha said, reaching towards Nellie to offer her a hand and verypointedly ignoring the whispering she could hear from elsewhere in the room. She could make out her sibling and at least two more people, but the embarrassed thrumming of her blood in her ears made it hard to tell anything more than that.

Normally, it would be easy to tell when Nellie was joking—it was one of the things Agatha liked most about her, after all—but the unfortunate truth about crushes is that the influx of oh fuck oh shit pretty person aaaaaa had a well-documented history of cutting off logic. So, Agatha continued as she grabbed Nellie’s hand halfway to pull her up, “I mean, um, I amhappy to see you—all of you! Agnes said you’d be here but, I mean, it’s still good. And I’m really sorry."

This time, Nellie did laugh, just a single chuckle, dark eyes crinkling warmly. “No harm done,” she said. As she spoke, she brought a finger up to swipe from Agatha’s nose out across her cheek. Checking to make sure she was okay, Agatha realized, and also making Nellie acutely aware of how hot her face was, never mind how it looked. Her breath caught in her chest as Nellie gave a satisfied smile. “Looks like the only thing that got broken was a little concentration, and we were due for a break anyway.”

Nellie glanced away, which was good for Agatha’s heart rate. What was not, however, was the fact that as they both realized that they had been left completely alone, Nellie also flushed. Agatha could count on one hand the number of times she’d seen that happen. And it was nothing dramatic, of course, since Nellie Cowles was not a woman easily flustered.

And yet.

“…We should go find them,” Agatha said, feeling like she should step back and yet not doing it.

“Probably,” Nellie agreed, but she didn’t step back, either.

For the briefest second, she glanced fully away, and then Agatha was too caught up in the weight of Nellie’s hand on her shoulder and the fact that Nellie was shifting up on her toes to notice anything else. Nellie kissed her on the cheek, a straightforward, firm-but-not-forceful sort of kiss, and it would have been so easy to brush it off as platonic if not for the fact that Nellie’s lips were only a hair’s breadth from Agatha’s. If Agatha shifted even a little—

But she didn’t. Even as Nellie smirked at her, eyes twinkling, and then stepped around her and out of the room to chase down their siblings, Agatha stayed put.

It…didn’t have to mean anything, she told herself. After all, she had missed when she went to kiss Nellie, so Nellie could have, too.

Could have.

[thealmightyemprex]

Adventure August: Lupin III Voyage to Danger

Watched the English dub so will be listing the dub cast

This 1993 movie follows Lupin III (Sonny Straight ) and his friends steal a nuclear submarine to take on an arms dealer,John Klauses (Kent Williams ) ,while the ruthless Keith Hayden (Damian Clarke ) has replaced Inspector Zenigata (Phillip Wilburn ) .So my background with Lupin III is I have seen Castle of Cagliostro and that episode of the anime where Jesus's sister turned Lupin into a vampire (That was wild ) .So I am coming from this from a casual viewers point of view.That said I loved this movie .IT was fun seeing Zenigata on Lupins side and exploring Lupin and Zenigatas very odd friendship .I also likethat the film focuses on Jigen a bit with his relationship to the Russian scientist Karin .The two villains John Klauses and Keith Hayden were solid ,Klauses is very slimey and Hayden is an unstopable force .The dub was solid (THough I might be bias cause the cast included Dragonball Z alum like Sonny Straight,Christopher Sabat snd Damian Clarke AKA Krillin,Piccolo/Vegeta and Cell ), I though Sonny Straight was a fantastic Lupin ,Kent Williams brought an almost Donald Pleasence quality to Klause ,Damian Clarke was menacing as Hayden,and Schristopher Sabat was an excellent Jigen,even if I kept hearing his Piccolo voice .The only one who didnt quite work for me was Phillip Willburn ,he was a bit too goofy for my taste .OVeralll this movie was great .I have a few other Lupin films lined up ,and I amhappy to revisit this universe

@ariel-seagull-wings @metropolitan-mutant-of-ark @marquisedemasque @theancientvaleofsoulmaking @filmcityworld1 @princesssarisa @amalthea9

[jaxonkreide]

Some pictures of me from yesterday. The first is the more casual formal clothes for when I got my graduation certificate and the second is what I wore at the ball. We joked that I was the most handsome man present that night c':

[eerna]

Oh, here's here nothing to see! Just a poor fangirl who just finished Crooked Kingdom, curled up in a ball, needing SoC content, and been blessed by it from your blog. Your art is gorgeous and it's giving me life.

Ooo fresh wounds then!!! I amhappy you enjoyed the series and my art~~ 😊

[l1veleak]

putting my lewis polaroid and my momo photocard in my phone case im not depressed i am not sad i am thriving i amhappy i feeel fantastic .

[alexsalterfmpyr2]

Face

The face I think is the most important part of the piece as is the first thing that humans are naturally to look at. It is important to get this right for this reason. I wanted to get a good balance between cartoonish/stylised  and realistic as is done in the league splashes. As seen previously, I had done some work on the eyes although would ened to work on later as they were only basic. I started on the nose as is the best way of understanding the perspective and angle of the face. I nearly always start with the nose as it allows me to then work around it and get an idea of what size and shape the mouth to be. I think that the colours I chose was really good and amhappy with the nose considering the initial drawing was quite vague for facial features.

I then progressed onto the lips. I wanted to make sure people understood that she is native american. The lips is a good place to start in this aspect as they are often quite puckered or fuller. I really like the colours that I chose as I wanted to incoporate a bit of red, to emphasise her gender. I didnt want to make them too red as would make it seem like she is wearing lipstick which wouldnt be realistic. I also finished off the nose. I wanted to paint the red face paint directly over rather than painting with skin tones then adding the red and using a blending mode. Although this way is way is a bit more risky, it takes a lot less time and I find blending options to sometimes be unreliable. I also reworked the eyes a bit. I didnt add too much, mostly a white line on the eyeball, however id was very effective and added a lot more depth to it

Something that I had noticed was that the chin was far too large. To work around this, I simply made the neck a little longer, or by adding red over some of the chin. This was also good because the neck was too short so was a win/win. I also added a lot more detail in the lips. I had added the base before, so started to blend the colours out and then using a smaller brush adding more lighting detail. The thin lines were very effective and I really like how the lips turned out. I do still think that the face needs a little bit of work as the shape doesnt quite feel right but it is a good start and am pleased with the progress that I have made. 

[xxchibilifexx]

I wish i could kill myself. I even wrote a letter. So if i do it then theywill hear my last words. I want to die. And I just wish Icoukd talk with someoneabout iy. Someone who stands next to me and whowill see how much icryand how much i struggle. Someone who will hugmr and just listen. I want to besavedbysomeone but at thesame time i dont want to bothersomeone wiyh it. It bothers people. They dont want to hear this stuff. People want to behappyand i amjust interrupting them. So i will try to seem happy for them. And give them a positive versiin of myself until i am finally gone. I want to thank my sister for being therefor me and that i was the only person for herwhocould stay byherside. I am glade that i made you smile a lot. And j am glade that you love me somuch. I amhappy that i coul help you tobecome such a good woman. You are strong and you dont need me anymore because youfound your love which is enough. I trust this guy so hebetter take care of you ok? You can have all of my stuff. All those things that I had. Please dont throw my art away. It was the only thing that I loved in this world. If it is possible could you please bring it to a place where its safe or where it can stay forever? It doesnt need to be seen by everyone but just...make it last forever. Thank you for staying so strong. You will become stronger after Ileft. Then there wont be amyone who will bother you. Iwont hold you back and iwont causemore trouble. I wont be a useless person anymore who makes everything more difficult. Iam sorrythat i coukdnthelp you more. But i cant do this anymore. My sister is the only person who i can talk to so there arentreally people who i am close to... But yeah Ihave a friend who is called Vigga. He is beautiful and he trieshis fucking best to stay inthis world. I am proudof him. We havent wrote much but he was the only one who coukd calm me down when i wanted to kill myself. He was strong for the others but not himself. I love you. You are amazing and although you always call me brother, I need to tell you that I had a crush on you but I dont know what a crush even is...so i think its wasnt really real. But you willalawys bemy brother. Those drawing where my last gift for you and I hope that you will remember me. The book was beautiful and I want it to be safe. So sister, please take care of itok? ...this is the pointwhere I shoukd be talking abohtmy parents right? Yeah,but there isnt much. Mother you taughtmethat Iwas useless and that I shoukd hide myself from theworld and be afraid. That iwill neverbe good enough. Thank you, i know that now. You tried to make up your mistakes and be a good "mother", but you will never be one to me. For me you are just a woman who came to late to safe me. Your hugsare could and you voice makes me scared. But hey, you can be happy that you at least try to seem like a good person right? But one thing, if you dare to hurt my sister one more time, I will come and kill you because that is what you deserve. You wanted to protect us from "father"? Well but you didn't even consider that you are the one who should be gone. I never loved you. And I don't want to mention my "father" so I will just say that I never had a father but there was a man who made me feel helpless and lose all the hope that I once had inthis world. You make me sick. And if you dare to contact my sister again I will come and kill you too because you fucked the whole family up and you arent even sorry for it. Be ashamed of yourself. Ok and to end it I just want to say that my brother is amazing. I know that you cant read at all but i want to say that its not yourfault for not understanding us. Youstill make a lot of people happy with your big smile.so be proud of it. I am glade that you are here and dont listen to mother. You don't need to change. You are perfect already. You are happy and that is enough, brother. Keep being awesome my lovely brother. I love you so much, although you don't like hugs but its fine. Now that I amdone with my family and my best friend I just want to let say some randomstuff to some people who made me feel something jnthepast. Lina you are an amazing person and I hope that you get your 15 points in each subject. I alwayswanted to belike you. Be popular. Loving yourself. And being comfortable inany kind of area. You alwaysmake the room shine and tthat is awesome. Kira,Jakob, Vic and Nicoli, I haven't got to know you all as much as Lina but you are all really nice people and wish I could have been a part of your group.but i never really was. Maybe you didnt notice my true feelings but ialwzyswishedthat j could run away. I wasnt shy but terrified to live. But yeah. I apologize for not telling you allmy true name, its John. Dont be surpised about it, Lina and Kira already knew it. Oh and Jakob, you still look like Peter Parker from Spiderman. I am kidding butI really like you a lot, youareawesome. And Vic, I think you are thecoolest girl that iever got to know becauseyou are just being you and its amazing. I wish icoukd have open up to youbecause i liked to be around yoh. But i was alwaysto uncomfortable with myself. But because of you iwas able to sometimes say what i reallythink about others or things. You all alwags took it as a jokebut i was always serious. And Nicoli, ok i dont want to make you uncomfortable but i loved youreyes a lot. Icould starre at them and still be impressed. Ok, so i liked your jokes a lot and wish i could have seen how you dance. You are really a beautiful dude and i hope that you and youtwin brother will find happiness... Kira I am sorry that you got to be the last one. Dont bemad at me. Anyway ireally love your art. It was so wonderful and i was always jealous. I wznted to hate you dumb ass were so nice to me so icouldnt hate you.but i amglade that i meet youbecause you are really a sweetheart and i am surprised that you still donthavea boyfriend yet. You are really such an interesting person and I always wanted to bake a cake with you or dance with you. You guys are too awesome and I thankful for the time that you spend with me but i am angry at myslef that you wasted your tine on me. A person who didnt had a face. It wasntworth it. So please forget me. I alwaysthoughtthat icould tell youall my feelings and that iwant todie but i know itwould bejust me being a burden. So i shut up. You all deserved more than what you got from me. I am really sorry. Now I want to talk about a few people who probably donteven think about me. Karsten, it made my day to see you at least once. I loved yoursmile a lot and it made me happy to see you laugh with yohrfriends. I zlways wznted to beyour friend but i know that i am not good enough. Youare amazing and it was a shock for me when youcalled me John before this spanish lesson. I didnt know that you knew about the name...but it made me happy that you just accepted me as a guy although i ha ent even explained myself or said anything. Youjust respected me and yhis made me cry. I had a huge crush on you and wish i hadmore lessons with you. Iwish we could have kissed each kther and I wishyou were my best friend. Since 2016 i liked you. You are awesome but i think you never liked me as muchas ido. Keep being a sunshine. Mia i loved how good you were in volleyball and i wish i was as good as you are. I admired how nice and supportiveyou were. I wish i could have been brave enough to tell youthat i suffer in every sport lessonthat wehad. That iwas embarrassed to go into the girls changing room. That i was sorry to exist. I neverwanted to come but ididnt wanted to make it more difficult forme than it already js.. youare beautiful and i hope you find a good guy. Johanna, i am thankful for the time that youspend with me. Itwas short but it was so.ething. you saw how much i suffered but you didnt ask me why. No you asked but i used an excuse so that idont need to explain myself.WHY DIDNT YOH ASK ME MORE. WHY DIDNT YOU SAW THAT IWANTED TO DIE. Anyway, i think youare a cool girl and i sometimes wished to be yourboyfriend butyou never sawme as a dude. You justsaw the person who tried to be something thatcant even be figured out. My math teacher and my art teacher were really nice to me too. I alwagswanted totell you both that i ddont feel good but ididnt wanted to say what was in my mind. Itwas to muchtk beexplained. But my art teacheralways knew that i wastrans and he saw that j was getting sicker and sickerso why whywhy WHY DIDNT YOUSTOP AND ASK ME. I SAID IT WZS NOTHING BUT YOU KNOW IT WAS A LIE RIGHTright?? Amywag..you both were my favourite teachers and i am happy that yoh were my LK teachers...please just forget me ok? And to finish this.... Hey my dearest friend Sev, Yes i am sick. Yes I have trouble with staying here. But it wasnt because of me beingtrans. It. Wasnt.BECAUSE.OF.THAT. So shut the fuck up. I am dead because of many reasons and everyone in this letter has caused it. Yes you too. Because you left me and decided that yohr religion is more impirtant then our deep relationship. I hate you. Why did you leave? If you werentgonethan this woukdnt happen. But well you alwayscared aboutyourself anyway. I am glade that i helped youto find your way.are you happy? Well probably because you dont need tosee or hang outwith me anymore. Guess what iwillbe gone from this world too haha so youdknt need to be afraid to see me i thecity or street! Are you haply now? Good luck with yourlife. And Bas, I am glade that wehad a good ti.e together.yoh were honest and brave. I admire that. Be happy. I dont know anyone else who I know in real life so let me talk about you gugs here. @fallcter i am gladethat you are here and that you wanted tohelp me. My blog is useless andso am I. Ihope that youwill get better soon.idonthave hope for myself but you will make it. @snow-wiz20 thank you for cheeringme up when i felt lonely and messed up. I dont knowhow to thank you..but i am sorrythag i wasted your time and I hooe that you dknt have to gothrough thesame thing as me... @nouga-agathe-zed hay ehm, i am really glade that iwasable to get to know yoh, itwas interestingto meet sucha person and i wish icoukd have been a better person.i wishi was more funny and thatiwas more joyful....what youdo it amazibgand yourart is nicetoo...i am sorry that i took qso much time from you and i hope that your life will be nottoo stressful.. This is not a suicide note...it seems like one right? Haha yeah...i needed to say it I am sorry if j worried everyone but i just need toqay stuff like this I dont know when i wi b gone so j alreadg wrote this..i am sorry Dont beworried about me

[felixegadrik-fr]

Even though I’m not a huge fan of how shiny the roundhorns are now, I’ll definitely say that I amhappy overall with the update. I love that they’ve added more colours and the highnoon vests look great :)