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Could you sum up each of the strawhats' characters in one picture? Not symbolism or anything, just one frame of them being their glorious goofy selves, pretty please?
Hi! Sorry this took so long! They all care for each other so much, luffy causing problems by jumping on Zoro, Zoro and Sanji arguing, Sanji bringing snacks to the girls, Nami and Robin chatting away about whatever comes to mind, Usopp and franky tinkering on new tools for the crew, chopper tending to everyone’s health and playing with them, Brook playing soothing songs as they all enjoy the warmth of the sun, and Jinbe still learning the dynamics of the crew, watching over everyone like a doting dad.
I wanna color this eventually,,, I finished the background ages ago but it burnt me out so it took a bit before I got everyone lined properly.
#one piece#straw hat pirates#one piece fanart#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#cat burglar nami#black leg sanji#sniper king usopp#tony tony chopper#cyborg franky#soul king brook#Jinbe#drawing ask#Ferni art#once again I’m sorry this took so long#I went a little overboard#it’s at around 30 hours of work rn and it’ll be even more after coloring and shading#(I am finishing this one day because I dooooo reallyyyyyy like it)#littlecreatuethingfromthewoods ask#nico robin#can’t believe I forgot to tag Robin when she’s one of my favorites
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i see ur most recent post and obviously i have to ask abt trent
My favorite character right out the gate lets go!!
(Ok wow this got sooo long I am sorry)
Starting with my personal takes & headcanons Trent is so nonbinary to me. They give such vibes of being like ���idk man I’m just existing” as well as at first thinking they just really didn’t care about gendered stuff bc society is stupid about it but then realized just how deep those feelings were. I also love just any headcanon of Trent not being cis in general. The gender queer vibes are so strong with that one. In terms of sexuality I’m really not sure? I think they’re to multiple genders but idk in what way. Bi, Pan, and Unlabeled are the ones I’m stuck between.
On a slightly more analytical note in I think in Island they are well showcased as a nice chill person but also having the capacity to stand their ground and be intimidating (that one scene with Cody).
I don’t think they’re really good with social queues and may be a bit gullible seeing how things went down with Heather. On the outside has that mysterious energy but can be a real goober when you get to know them. Insane silliness potential that was wasted in my opinion.
Crossing into the semi-headcanon but also canon implied type stuff is their neurodivergence. In TDA it’s obvious that Trent has some neurodivergent tendencies. I personally think OCD and autism. I hate the way it was handled, not because they gave Trent these traits in the first place but how they framed them as a crazy person. That treatment was definitely very damaging to Trent and most likely made them go to heavily masking, even more so than before. Being pitied so much also felt incredibly frustrating to them.
The way that Trent was launched into fame right after a messy breakup on international television definitely made things worse. They seemed like they were thriving while the band was together but in reality they were only being seen for their music and not who they really are, pointedly ignoring their neurodivergence, flaws or any wrongdoing on their part. It hurt seeing how they were treated so horribly when it came to their mental health but as soon as they started singing they were suddenly this sweet, emotional, amazing guy.
And in terms of my headcanon they were also dealing with a ton of dysphoria being seen a guy in the Drama Brothers because they were closeted. I personally think that they had only found out a couple of months before Island so they weren’t comfortable telling anybody yet. They felt like they could tell someone close like Gwen eventually but didn’t want to come out on tv so they said nothing. I think in the days between the finale and TDA Trent became afraid again not wanting to ruin things with Gwen in fear of her being upset that they wouldn’t be the cool talented boyfriend that she expected. On the Aftermath they didn’t really have anyone truly there for them only having those who pitied them or who thought they were an awful person, leaving them isolated not just about dysphoria but just their existence in general.
I do believe that between TDA and WT as well as onwards that Trent was able to build a genuine friendship with Justin, Harold, and Cody despite how messy things got with the band at times. Unintentionally they started unmasking a bit around them closer to when WT started and when they weren’t met with judgement (maybe a bit that was just genuine misunderstanding that got corrected but still) Trent was starting to more and more feel like they could be themself. (Back to more headcanony for a sec) After WT Trent came out to the three of them and was met with acceptance! From there Trent is able to progressively come out more and more from their shell and from the closet to more people!
Also hopefully patching things up and becoming friends with Gwen eventually but that’s just like a wish I have
I think I just unintentionally typed out a whole outline of what I think their life is instead of just my opinion on them in general but yeah.
Some random headcanons!!:
- (Stolen from Courtney-deserved-better) A lot of people think that Trent looks so cool and mysterious but in actuality they are usually just zoned out
- Biggest sensory issues are with sound. They’d go insane without headphones/earbuds bc the music is nice and their noise as opposed to how horribly loud life can be (Kinda projecting on this one but it makes sense for them so shhh)
- Listens to most genres but especially the ones within the general indie/alternative umbrella. A good amount of ppl think that they only listen to mainstream pop type stuff so when they’re with Trent and some darker/depressing type shit like CSH comes on from one of Trent’s playlists they are so surprised.
- Likes some of what the Drama Brothers made but a lot of their brand was pushed into them by producers and the whole band kinda hated how fake things felt at times. After WT they manage to get away from that company and the band gets a lot more creative freedom making what they want. (Also changing the band name eventually bc of Trent if we’re talking in a world with my nb headcanon. Not sure when or if Trent would publicly come out but if not before the name change then they all just make something up about rebranding)
About ships! - I personally love tons of td ships being a massive multi shipper, especially with characters that are my faves (With an exception of Raj I don’t rlly see him with anyone but Bowie). Gwent was the first ship I ever got into with Total Drama and it has a special place in my heart. It’s not my absolute favorite but I still love seeing them together and au’s where they actually work things out healthily during Action or where Action and or TD didn’t happen. I love a lot of other ones too like Trustin and Trody and a lot more! I think my favorite Trent ship may actually be Trenoah, it’s really my favorite rare pair. Ik they didn’t really interact but the POTENTIAL!! They would play off of each other so well and ahhh dude I think I’d need to make a separate post just taking about those two
And that’s the basics of my thoughts on Trent! (well maybe not the basics but trust me it’s not all that I have to say about them).
I think in the future I’ll make a post about what I think their potential backstory is bc I got carried away and didn’t rlly cover that here. @ashyjingles if you want me to @ you in that just let me know!
#long post#like seriously#i went overboard#i am so sorry#but like they’re my fave I can’t help but ramble like I’ve gone mad#total drama#tdi#tda#total drama action#total drama island#trent total drama#td trent
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Me getting ready for another fun round of nightblogging.
#family guy#mortal kombat#johnshi#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#fellow johnshi stans where you at? it's almost time for nightblogging#i am so sorry#i saw this meme format and then i went a little overboard with my .gifs#please accept this humble offering my fellow johnshi fangirls#all hot girls do is open photoshop and make silly shitposts#my gif#dumb memes
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hi friend! wanted to ask you smthn
ive been thinking and wondering why Snow didn't have Katniss (and everyone she loves) killed outright honestly or staged it somehow.
i'm remembering how Haymitch won and i still don't see it as a way of 'mocking' the capital. but Katniss' stunt with the berries was far more openly rebellious to me as a reader yet Snow sat on this decision to take care of her but murdered Haymitch's family within 2 weeks
im just contemplating hmmmm was it because others were already rebelling as well and if he took her out ASAP then it might've just added fuel to the fire ?
you got me wanting to revisit the series!!!! curse you (affectionately)!!!!!! i need to find a thesis topic send help OTL
hi there! well, you're definitely right in your assessment that haymitch's defiance was less inflammatory in the grand scheme of things. idk if you have read tbosas but i think that book gives you a good idea of how snow is not just obsessed with power but also control. and haymitch doing what he did took some of the capitol's control over the narrative of what makes a victor. it wasn't that he won because he proved himself to be the stronger, more ruthless fighter. he won because he was smart. and while you can easily manipulate a victor who wins the games on the capitol's terms (and is basically a capitol drone), a victor who defies this traditional victor narrative and uses the capitol's weapons against them poses much more of a threat (at least in snow's eyes). and i think, at least to a degree, snow was worried that if given a chance, victors like haymitch would use their status to rally people behind them. so he made an example of him. he didn't have to kill all of haymitch's loved ones, but he did. simply to show that he can. (not just show haymitch but every living victor and all the victors to come.) in the end, i don't think that it had much to do with haymitch and everything to do with the possibility of what some like haymitch could represent. the kind of stories you could spin around someone like haymitch.
and then katniss comes around, and unlike haymitch, she isn't reaped. she volunteers for her little sister—a blond, pretty little thing that half of panem becomes enamoured with over the course of katniss's games. the people do not just fall in love with prim, they also fall in love with katniss, the girl that keeps showing a lot of compassion for the people around her. and she does draw attention with that. people know her. people support her. oh and what a story she makes! oh what a narrative! the girl who volunteered! the girl on fire! and then she does the most rebellious thing by pulling out the poisonous berries and threatening the victor narrative that has been so carefully established over the years. the girl with the berries! she flips the script in the most radical way, and if she didn't have all of panem's eyes on her before, she does now. and the people look at her and her compassion and begin to stir. they begin to see that change is possible, so they rebel. you mentioned it already, but killing her AFTER the stunt with the berries was impossible. not just because people would have known why and by whom she was killed, but because it would have added fuel to the fire. snow, much like coin later on, realises that the rebellion will only co-opt her image and make her a martyr. snow definitely sees that katniss alive can be used in a way that can potentially help his cause, whereas katniss dead will always gonna end up helping the rebels in their cause. and killing katniss's mother might have been possible without raising many questions, but killing prim? no way he could have had her killed without making people suspicious. there is also a big chance that the rebels would have co-opted prim's death as well (or at least bank on the suspicions swaying some people). and without her family, how would snow have anything to control katniss with?
and the thing is. while haymitch was an incovenience he was never a real threat. not the way katniss is. killing haymitch's family was a means to an end, but nothing more. snow didn't need to control him beyond making him fall in line because haymitch had absolutely no social power to rival snow's. but katniss has. she has many of the district citizens at her back. and the only way to contain her (in snow's eyes) is to hold the threat of hurting her loved ones over her head. take that away and snow has nothing to stop her from leaning into the role the rebellion has assigned her. which is also why he doesn't kill peeta in mockingjay. again, with peeta gone there would be nothing holding katniss back from working with the rebels.
the social power that haymitch and katniss wielded after their respective games is basically what makes all the difference (in my opinion). and that's why, with katniss, snow's hands were tied by circumstance (in a way). retaliating against her directly (either by harming her or by harming her family) would have resulted in more problems than solutions, while killing haymitch's family & girlfriend was a quick and efficient way to stop an inconvenient victor in his tracks AND use him as an example that saves snow the time to put every victor in their place individually. in a cruel way, haymitch simply had bad luck on top of his bad luck.
#i am so sorry i don't think i can send help to avoid the brainrot i am in the trenches too deep myself skdjfdjsjs#also. not to influence you or anything but. revisiting thg was one of the best decisions i made this year lol. do with that what you will.#also.....#who is surprised i went overboard again. this is not proof-read btw. i am so sorry.#anon#answer#have a great week!!!#thg#thg meta#haymitch abernathy#katniss everdeen#the hunger games
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#fat character#fat positive#t4t friendship#trans character#cottagecore art#I am a summer fan sorry to summer not enjoyers#ready for this to be me#cryptidart#Raelin#krem#I went completely overboard with the glow with this one and I’m not sorry
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Happy holidays, sweetheart! I hope you have an absolutely wonderful holiday season filled with joy, laughter and cheer. Stay warm, enjoy some hot cocoa and know that you are loved. <3
OH MY GOD????? ANON THIS IS THE SWEETEST THING,, this was the exact kind of msg i needed 2 hear at the right time as well (っ ̆з( ̆⌣ ̆ ) i've been an absolute mess lately & just rotting in bed n not in the holiday spirit at all but ur words are more than enough. tysm for going out of your way to write this you wonderful human being <3333 i'll be sure to sip cocoa by the fireplace tonight. i do have some invincible christmas doodles in the works to spread some cheer before going back into hibernation mode (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑
+ happy holidays 2 u too cutie!! may your days be merry n bright.. !! and for real tysm again, i appreciate the check-in alot. i apologize if i havent been answering anyones msgs in the inboxes, again i am so sorry for my inactivity, i will get to them in a bit i promise. the holidays are rough but ur sweet msg gives me motivation!! love you bby, stay awesome <3
#milkyasks#milky.txt#sorry if i went overboard with this. i am genuinely grateful reading these kinds of msgs;; i dont mean to b a let down ab them either 🥲#i js wanna say these kinds of stuff impact me alot and i cant believe ppl even think abt my internet presence up on here ILY ALL so much#and foouhhgfffff 😭😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️💝💖 pls have an absolutely wonderful christmas everyone#and to the anon who wrote this . ty alot again and again 🥲💝💝💞💖 lysm sweetie
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Get your Valentine a bread basket, b****es love bread baskets.
🥖 ❤️ 🍞 ❤️ 🥖 ❤️ 🍞 ❤️ 🥖 ❤️ 🍞 ❤️🥖 ❤️ 🍞 ❤️ 🥖 ❤️ 🍞 ❤️ 🥖 ❤️ 🍞 ❤️ 🥖
(Food for thought, but Imagine Tardif tying a bunch of little heart knots as tokens of his affection because who wouldn’t want to date a man that can slay your enemies, but also bake you a cake)?
#my art#darkest dungeon#dd tardif#dd bounty hunter#tardif#bounty hunter#i kinda went overboard on this#it's not OOC either#not when we view this through the lense of an otome game#what do you mean i am obsessed with tardif making bread and other baked goods#you must have me confused with someone else#get yourself a boyfriend that can do both#those are figs#for reasons#my darkest dungeon art#valentine's day#sorry i am late#this took longer than expected
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I've been doing crochet for a few months for…reasons, mostly mental health, and getting better at it! And in the interest of being less shy, lets try sharing some of what I've done so far:
Goblin. One of my earliest, hadn't got the tension going yet. Still cute. Ears. The cute nubby horns were originally warts on the pattern, but I didn't like that so repositioned them to be horns. Done with yarn pulled from my grandma's rejects bag, it's a really nice shiny copper in real life. Pattern by Hello Yellow Yarn (MJ Carlos), published in Unicorns, Dragons and More Fantasy Amigurumi my Meteoor Books.
Unicorn, was possibly overambitious here, working in slubby wool (it was perfectly unicorn coloured, unfortunately doesn't photo well, especially with my dodge camera skills) and came out with a really nice texture. Wouldn't have worked with a more intricate design, but was fine here, as it's basically just orbs. Pattern by Anabu Crochet, published in Unicorns, Dragons and More Fantasy Amigurumi my Meteoor Books.
Dragon. I'm really pleased with this one, got the tension good. The main body/tail/limbs are in variegated wool, which is how it's come out stripy. Pattern by DIY Fluffies, published in Unicorns, Dragons and More Fantasy Amigurumi my Meteoor Books (Been working a lot out of that book, it's really good, and got the sequel for Christmas).
My most recent one, a kit my brother bought for me (at my request). As a kit, relatively high quality, yarn is from the company's Bernat range (artificial fibre, unfortunately) and it feels gorgeous (primarily, the details are in fairly poor-feeling acrylic). Instructions are…fine, if a bit vague in places (in particular, working out what they wanted for the wings). Still inclined to keep the pattern on hand, though, the design is quite nice and I'd be inclined to try again once I've got a bit more practice and confidence. I didn't manage to get the tension quite right again, the chest is a bit holey, but overall, really nice, been cuddling it since I finished it. Kit is Draco Dragon, produced by Creative World of Crafts in their Knitty Critters range, pattern credited to Mandy Cameron
#AmorphousFurrySnakeBeasties#gonna try that tag out for these#Sorry for the dodgy photos#crochet#crafts#amigurumi#Still new to this but really enjoying it#Possibly went a bit overboard on noting the pattern origins but I watched that HBomberguy video and am now slightly paranoid#Done a few others but don't have photos or confidence in them!#Including the octupi I did in the workshop that got me started of course#The octopus tentacles and the unicorn mane are done the same way#Turns out if you need a simple curl it's pretty effective
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🎶✨when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to tag 10 whatever amount of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶
thankyou @silurisanguine for the tag!!!
LET'S GOOOOOOOO!
Someone's Devotion - Pale Honey
Become the Lies - The Soft Moon
Alkaline - Sleep Token
Destruction of Us - Mr. Kitty
enknee1 - Hemlocke Springs
Nothing Matters - The Last Dinner Party
Lightning - Charli XCX
Moonlight Magic - Ashnikko
Chaeri - Magdalena Bay
Clouds - Slayyyter
War is Hell - Ho99o9
Fade into You - Mazzy Star
Violet - Hole
Double Dare Ya - Bikini Kill
Only - Nine Inch Nails
Vampire - Persia White
Wish You Were Here - Incubus
Sega Genesis - Trevor Something
You Spin Me Round (Like a Record) - 3TEETH
Dusk - Chelsea Wolfe
Cup Runneth Over - Kiki Rockwell
The Wolf - The Brat
The Space Between - How To Destroy Angels
Change (In the House of Flies) - Deftones
Invisible Hand - Crosses
I went ahead and put them all in a playlist (youtube only srry not srry)
I tag : @spookyspecterino , @thatsgoodsquishy0, @aro-pancake , and @5oh5 (you dont have too and this is open to anyone!)
#tagged for music#fang writes to#i went overboard#i am sorry#not really though#i am obsessed with music#this was my type of game#personal
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darya can you give me some soft song suggestions?? 👀
Boy, can I??
Okay, SO! This is a bit of a mix of genres/vibes I suppose, to give it a bit of variety. Also it's highly biased list since these are quite literally some of my all time favourites ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (blue for my mostest beloveds!)
(cut here because i don't wanna spam people's dash. It's so longggg omgiapologiseoop-)
Indie / Pop vibes (aka more on the mainstream artists spectrum):
Cigarettes After Sex - Sweet ; K
Billie Eilish - i love you ; everything i wanted
Rex Orange County - Untitled ; Happiness
Bon Iver - Flume ; Holocene ; Wash (he's one of my top 3 artists of all time omg i love him so much everything he does is perfect 💙 also a certain someone has cited him as an influence... :::) )
Ry X - Sweat ; Only
Cuco - Hydrocodone ; Amor de Siempre (my beloved chicano 💙 - lofi pop vibes)
Joji - Glimpse of Us ; Ew ; Like You Do (i would give up my kidneys for him)
Frank Ocean - Pink + White (maybe not super singing-friendly but I had to include him) ; Bad Religion (not exactly soft per-se but it's beautifully heartbreaking)
Bright Eyes - Lime Tree ; Lua
Jake Bugg - Love, Hope and Misery
Owl City - Vanilla Twilight
Rock / Metal / Alt vibes (i'm leaving a million bands out because otherwise this would just be my depression list... I listen to a lot of sad/angsty stuff lol)
All Time Low - Therapy ; Somewhere in Neverland (there's an acoustic version of it!)
Being As An Ocean - Dissolve
Bring Me The Horizon - Deathbeads ; Follow You
Crown The Empire - Millennia ; Lead Me Out Of The Dark ; For Days
Dayshell - A Waste Of Space
Linkin Park - Iridescent ; The Messenger (just typing this already broke my heart)
Of Mice & Men - Space Enough To Grow
Our Last Night - Falling Away
Panic! At The Disco - Northern Downpour ; She Had The World ; The End Of All Things (i am a panic girlie what can i say)
Parachute - Kiss Me Slowly (the cutest love song ever omg)
Plain White Ts - 1, 2, 3, 4 ; Hey There Delilah (sure it's mainstream but whatever it's beautiful)
Pierce The Veil - I'm Low On Gas (...) ; She Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty
Queen - Love Of My Life (this one is a must ugh the cutesttt)
Real Friends - I've Given Up On You (my heartbreak song lmaoo) ; Sixteen
Red - Nothing and Everything ; Of These Chains (these are sad and emotionally heavy btw. one of my all time favourite bands everyone should listen to them more)
Seahaven - Honey Bee ; Silhouette
Sleeping With Sirens - Don't Fall Asleep At The Helm ; 2 Chord
Eepie Voucher - Drag Me Under ; Telomeres ; Give ; Shelter (i know it's unnecessary but!!! Oh well)
The Story So Far - Navy Blue ; Phantom
Twenty One Pilots - The Hype (specifically the Locations - Berlin version) ; Truce
Vinyl Theatre - Thank You For The Good Times ; Speak My Mind (it has soft vibes, you'll get it if you listen. They are crazy good and criminally underrated)
Random Songs that I just remembered lmao:
The Beatles - Yesterday
Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris (SWS covered it and I love that version so so much)
Joe Brooks - Superman
Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Elliott Smith - Between The Bars
Terrenoire - Jusqu'à Mon Dernier Souffle (my fav frenchies)
Over The Garden Wall - Send Me A Peach (i sing this song at least once a day 🥺)
Kermit The Frog - Rainbow Connection (lmao i knowwww but this is one of my all time favourite songs hahaha it makes me so happy and soft and yeah 🥺🌈)
Baby I'm so sorry for the never ending list. I literally just scrolled through my music player curating songs. And I know I'm forgetting a million other songs but OH WELL 🥺💙💚
#SORRY I WENT OVERBOARD#i am typing on the bus so apologies for any mistakes#darya's mixtape#darya answers#soft with halo#💚💙
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(What if too tired for work, but not too tired for fanfic?) XD But seriously, I’m taking advantage of the fact that I can no longer focus on assignments to be able to read the latest chapters! And boooooooy do I have thoughts! Ok, ok, so first of all, man did Moon take the brunt of that reveal huh? Not only realizing what’s been going on, but now questioning his whole relationship with the Robin he thought he knew. I’m sure their complaints were more annoyed at first, but surely Sun may also have exaggerated a liiiiitle how bad the “coworker” was actually perceived when he told Moon about it, based on how we know Sun has also felt a pang of jealousy when y/n did speak fondly of him. But I can definitely see how Moon needed the space, (even if it actually might have made it worse just spiraling in his thoughts). And then also Sun! Because he’s so, so afraid that y/n wouldn’t see him as the sweet guy that they kinda went on a date with and have been building a closer relationship with, (which I mean, fair assumption, we saw how the ruthlessness went in reverse au even if it was due to have it directed AT them, which canon Sun wouldn’t do at this point). These guys are a combined ball of anxiety and fears. And omg, poor Robin. You have mentioned before that they didn’t use to hang out with anyone before and that they generally didn’t get along with most coworkers, so I suspected they were already a very lonely person (and pretending they could handle it fine) before they met the boys, but wow, this really highlights how much that was the case. They’re very concerned about Moon, and while they themself have disappeared before, they probably felt something was off about this time. And then to come back to find out their neighbor who maybe possibly went on a date with them just the day before is obviously avoiding them? Sun and Moon at least had each other to reassure themselves that everything would be fine when their landlord/rival disappeared . Robin had no one. And knowing how sweet Sun was towards them probably only made them think that whatever they did was a grave offense. So their rival could be dead and they wouldn’t know, and their neighbor might hate them now, and now they tried to fix it, but they’re still terrified of finding out what really is going on. And that loneliness that they probably didn’t even notice was there before is coming twice as strong now that they’re used to the company of two very important people to them. Ough, loving it all, can’t wait until reckless y/n learns the truth and does whatever they’re gonna do!
I sat on this the entire workday wanting to answer, you really sent this right before I left! gdhsj
This. has turned MUCH too long I am so sorry. Read more for you GFHDJS
But yea yea yea! If we compare Moon's reaction about being the "annoying coworker" in the first alt reveal drabble and the canon reveal, the difference is drastic.
In one, he has the complainer right there - throwing pillows at him, rather than anything actually hostile. Y/N is frantic, and near panic, but did not go further than any attacks they direct at each other on any other day.
Another example from that one unpublished drabble I have no idea when I'll get to it (context: Dusk picked Robin up):
This is early in the rivalry, but still standard. They fight a bit, but they don't truly hurt each other - in the alt reveal scene he had that immediate reassurance that yes, Robin may snark and throw some punches (or, pillows), but they don't see him as an enemy.
In the canon reveal? He has the immediate comparison of Robin & Dusk vs Y/N & Sun, with the latter being much friendlier and closer (as he thinks). Then he has the thought that he's the coworker, and Y/N isn't there to reassure him of their relationship and dynamic, he only has Sun who's in denial and then freaking out just as much, and he catastrophizes. It's a lot, it's too much, and then he's already buried himself in those worst case thoughts where not even Sun could reach him.
The nights he hides away to think he basically went through all their interactions, trying to interpret them differently, and some (especially earlier) memories might have fit this terrible new pattern he has to consider, but more and more... It doesn't make sense. Things don't add up, and then Sun shares that he was jealous because Y/N wouldn't rest until they heard their coworker is concerned.
So by the time Sun urges him to go back to work to see Robin? He's ready to hope again, and boy does Robin deliver. There's still a lot of hurt, remnants of doubt that he needs to talk to Y/N about, and fear of the unknown future for them all. But when Robin cheers him up, baits him into a chase, and is just so relieved to have him back? That's when things start looking up for him again.
And Sun? "which canon Sun wouldn’t do at this point" well. Maybe not quite - but once Sun leans into the rivalry, Robin is in for a surprise. And not just the "Oh no he's hot" kind! They just have the advantage that they already know all of him by then, unlike reverse Robin meeting the ruthless side first.
He is ruthless. That is him, and he enjoys a good chase! He's also sweet and loves taking care of Y/N, yes, and if he had thought it's an option he would have hidden away all those parts he wouldn't want them to see and just be that for them. Would he have been entirely happy? Probably not, honestly. The secrecy and cutting off parts of himself to fit into that image he projected would have taken their toll on him.
If, post-reveal when things settle down, you'd ask him if he thinks it was good they found out? Immediate "Yes." He gets to show all of himself to Y/N, and they accept him, and enjoy all of him. He gets to cook for them and ask them if they're staying hydrated and also chase them through the city and fluster them on missions.
But right now? He doesn't know what the future holds. There's just fear that they might find out, and while they might not be horrified at what he's capable of per se, it's still one hell of a contrast to the person he tried to be for them. He thinks they'd see it as a downgrade, as opposed to Moon having an easier time since they already knew his agent side.
Moon's fear is that Robin may have never liked him. They disprove that as soon as they get the chance, unknowingly.
Sun's fear is that Y/N may hate Dawn. He doesn't get the reassurance until they do find out, and then some.
Moon took the brunt of the reveal - but Sun has to endure it longer.
Y/N? They thought they were fine on their own, they were doing well enough, they had some fun, they didn't realize that something was missing until they gained it, and then lost it again.
They were sick when they were "missing", or in the first case in the hospital, though Dusk knew about that.
An animatronic does not get the flu.
They don't know if it's something harmless keeping him, like it was something harmless for them - because their situation simply does not apply to Dusk's.
So when both of their support pillars suddenly crumble and cave in, when they're suddenly all alone again? They're terrified.
They're proud, and don't quite dare pester their supervisor for more info - just "You'd tell me if he was dead, right? I work with the guy regularly, I need to know if he'll be back. When he'll be back" and only gets noncommittal answers back that they assume mean he's fine, because they would tell them if Dusk was dead, right? But they can't be sure.
And they might feel like talking to Sun about it, hear any reassurance even if they can't share much, but... His last text came super late, and was kind of stiff, and they haven't seen him for a while now, where before they used to see each other on the porch or balcony pretty regularly?
Is he... Is he avoiding them? And if yes (because man, that would fit what's happening), why? The distance came after they sent the pictures - was there something wrong with those? They took a bunch of him, and didn't ask every time, was he put off by that? But that wouldn't warrant ghosting, right? Was there something else, something they missed? A signal, a cue, did they mess up? They don't even know, and they're already in a bad headspace, so they just spiral.
Keep hoping Dusk comes back, keep hoping they'll see Sun again.
When neither happens, they reach out to the one they can reach at least, their pride finally having lost to their concern and hope and loneliness.
They got the reassurance that Sun doesn't suddenly hate them for some reason, but he's still tense and unhappy, and Dusk is still missing, so it's still just a small relief.
They start feeling better when Dusk comes back to work, and almost close to normal when he falls back into their usual pattern, and Sun greets them on the porch again when they meet. But things are off, still, somewhat, and, well...
Their boys do have a bomb to drop right back.
#answer let luce#chaotikanvas#accidentally undercover#oh my god I went overboard I am so sorry FGHDJSK#I swear I put thought into their reactions this isn't just angst for angst's sake#where before coincidences aligned for the funnies they now align for the pain#luck runs out; and they were all using up a lot of it#the funny bits of the alt reveals really really focus on the fact that they get to talk it out immediately#fun fact! even the reverse reveal goes smoother than canon!#because they decide to break the news to Y/N immediately!#canon boys fear too much; and enjoyed the status quo too much#reverse boys had more pining and wishing for more#okay I. I rambled so much already have fun <3#i did not proofread this btw you just gotta hope for the best
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i know im behind on the sexyman polls but since i got to be exposed to him more do any jack skellington fans wanna tell me more about him? i only saw the nightmare before christmas once so im no expert but he seems cool and i wanna learn all the reasons why people love him!!
#tnbc#jack skellington#I WANNA KNOW MORE!! PLEASE GUSH ABOUT JACK TO ME!!!!!#i know abt him obviously bc i was team ingo but yeah im proud of you guys for winning:D#and by so much too!! you guys are passionate! i want to know how and why!!#i hope this doesnt come across as annoying haha#and yes. i am the guy that...did try and bribe people with train facts.#im sorry i consider the tumblr sexyman polls to be so ridiculously silly that i felt it was completely reasonable to employ silly 'tactics'#to win#was it overboard? maybe...? i really hope not#also it was an excuse to talk about trains:)#so anyway one thing i know about jack that i like#iirc ofc#is how once he found out abt christmas he was SO hyped#like he went ALL out#that man. that skeleton. he really wanted to have a part in christmas#honestly jack seems adorable#is that the appeal? that hes adorable? bc i agree#BIG spindly man#EDIT: i JUST double checked and it was 48-52 which is a p close match but still good job!!!!!!
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Just some general banter (probably a part 1 cos there's alot of banter) from Niki's stream!
#sam and colby#sam golbach#colby brock#niki nihachu#nihachu#twitch#banter#I went so overboard with the clips#but i am not sorry
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i can’t tell if the show did a really shit job at highlighting the legal and social nuances of bastardry, if the majority of the audience is just genuinely stupid, or if the majority of the audience are so insane that they willingly overlook it in order to shit on the greens, but i truly am so tired of alicent being villainised for raising the valid point that nyra’s kids were not a product of her marriage, thus, they were illegitimate
#like YES she went overboard YES she made a huge deal of it but. it is a huge deal? it is an act of treason esp when she then tried to#pass them off as her heirs ie the future heirs to the throne?#i feel like i am simply revealing myself to have the most unpopular takes ever but i’m sorry i will stand by these takes#i am not saying she is RIGHT or that her opinions are RIGHT morally but. i see her. i understand her.#i probably would do the exact same as her if i were in her position tbh
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#but who in their right mind would say that his traumas are on the same level as mine#theyre worlds apart and i didnt mean it like a “ha ha my life is better than yours” but more of a “i shouldnt complain”#which is wrong too ofc you cant compare things like that! a broken thing is broken no matter what broke it#and we both are mentally fucked to the point that we are actually disabled#but we both cope and bond with gallows humor and joke about our horrible traumas#because at some point it stops being a horrible story that you gotta be serious about. and turns into a story so horrible its funny#you know what i mean??#like how would anyone be able to keep a straight face when told that i was beaten and bullied to the tune of peppa pig hfhskjshg#“greta gris nöffnöff” while kicking me hfbskjfhs like making someone oink in tune to the song is hilarious#its horrible but hilarious#its the same with his stories where he had his fucked up family stories that we just laughed about because it was so horrible#but this time i went overboard with my half joke half concern comments#and it turned awkward and i hurt him and now im here venting after weve already made up#im sorry ted i love you youre a great friend and i hope you get therapy soon#we botj are mental wrecks and you desperately need meds hahah#i hope to see where you end up in the future and i hope you get to see me finish engineering school#i hope we stat friends for a long time and keep up with eachother even when far apart and doing our own thing#im gonna be horrible with contact tho i always am lmao#also i hope yours and noahs marriage goes well i love you two youre great#also i hope noah get their fucking mental health cyecked too god damn theyre an autistic trigger wreckage#i cant talk about traumas with anyone else because the worst thing on earth is when someone pities me. or feels sorry for me#stop it! im not weak! im not pathetic like that! dont pity me! its disgusting!#ugh. unfortunately us making fun of eachothers trauma leads to a guilty partypooper feeling when trying to get help#cant really reach out to ted without feeling awkward or guilty or like a killjoy making things worse#i love him but damn. i hate hate hate hate having panic attacks in front of people and even more someone that normally jokes w me#idk
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I HV thoroughly enjoyed watching my boy crushes and ships these past two weeks am I still ace I am not sure lol
#am sorry abt the real random posts on main#im just hv suddenly revived a lot of fandoms#and i am livinggggggg omg the dopamine rush#i bet im gonna go watch the new helluva boss and u are gonna hear frm me abt it#dunno#rn i am obssessed with real life celebrity i think j went a bit overboard on the cartoons (aka mcyt) so i hardcore went back into my#boyband crushes dont mind me ya just s 25 yr old reliving her teen years but now a lot more open and free with her emotions
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