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prongsmydeer · 8 months ago

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Ayesha Liveblogs Star in My Mind

Truth be told, I am watching this entirely because I was recommended a YouTube video in which one of the lead actors asked the other if he would still love him if he was a worm. It has nothing to do with this show, but I enjoyed it

"May I speak to Mr. Kanaruij Wongthapanich, also known as the Dentistry Freshy Boy?" How are you going to Government Name someone and call them Freshy Boy in the same breath

"Everyone wants to be Freshy Boy. You act like you were forced." Why is Joong Archen always a reluctant Freshy. It's Frustrated Freshy Cinematic universe

Also with the sunflowers, how many GMMTV shows are referencing themselves LMAO

"Daonuea is so damn perfect." Nuea has been in this meeting for one minute and already two people have remarked on his hotness. Goals

"When will you stop messing with my life?" said Nuea to Khabkluen, as if he were not boxing him into the parking lot:

I'm with Nuea, no matter how long its been since you've confessed, it is a little embarrassing to remember telling someone you like them LOL

"And what? You didn't tell me you met Daonuea at the university." "Everything remains the same. Nothing has changed." I guess Kluen is still thinking about Nuea's high school confession

I said this in my last liveblog, but the way that Dunk Natachai bobbles his head when he's doing "thinking" acting really makes me giggle

And they were roommates (oh my god they were roommates)

Very amused by the [bangs head on bunkbed] [romantic theme tune starts playing]

"Stop flirting around. He's a friend." I enjoy Maitee who uses the Freshy meetings as an opportunity to flirt with the homies

"What song do you want to hear? Then I can sing that one." "See?Ai Phoon is being flirty too, so why don't you yell at him." Nuea truly has every man in this meeting in a trance. Incredible

I do enjoy the slight smile that Kluen has any time he looks at Nuea

"I've been here almost a week. It's comfy here, but I can't help but missing you, Fah. Whenever I breathe in, breathe out, your face always pops in my head. I want to see you every second." I'm going to guess this is Nuea's brother, but as someone who has a brother: Extremely weird way to tell your sibling you miss them

Every few minutes Kluen does something to ask for Nuea's attention like a kid pulling one someone's pigtails kjgkjghhjg

"I could never get over my feelings for you. I like you, Khabkluen." That's one way to clear the air. Dream sequence?

It was in fact a dream sequence! Nuea's, this time LOL

"There's no more male-female differentiation. It's good or bad now." I like Ting

HAHAHAH I love Nay being a nuisance to Nuea on purpose

"If you're lonely, you can come over to my house." [Nuea blinks] Papang coming in the bold offers

"I will see you at your mum's birthday party." This adds substance to my suspicion that Gia is Kluen's cousin and the idea that they were dating is just a misunderstanding

Kluen said: Nuea, I will come feed you during your on-campus weekend alone like a Handsome Uber Eats Ghost

I do have to wonder based on Kluen's behaviour if Nuea never gave him the opportunity to say yes and simply just assumed his answer was no LOL

"Only KluenNuea's room had the light on in the entire building. #KluenNuea" LMAO @ this show creating its own hashtag. Do people in Thai universities genuinely pay each other this much attention because I cannot imagine

"What is your favourite thing you've said?" "Have a safe flight." WAS THIS KLUEN'S WAY OF RESPONDING TO BEING CONFESSED TO? Because it does read a little like, 'Leave!'

Update from five seconds later: Yeah, it was! LMAO

Kluen called Nuea cute and stood too close to him, so his reply was to panic-drink his Sponsor Juice:

Nuea ordering a sundae just for the crayons is so real

I don't really understand the tone that this show is going for, because they keep doing swells of romantic music every time they have a normal interaction, and there hasn't been a whole lot happening, but it's cute

It is very sweet of Nuea to offer to creat a whole painting of Kluen's mother two days before her birthday

Kluen said: If you won't kiss me with your mouth, you will kiss me through our share guava juice (also why does Nuea look so suspicious, you literally just had ice cream from the same spoon this afternoon)

"I'll wake him myself after I finish showering. Let him sleep." [Smilingly knowingly] "Fine. I'll be waiting downstairs. I'll just leave you two be." Sean said: It IS gay to wake the homies up after you've swapped beds during your weekend alone together

Awwww Kluen deciding not to sing for his rehereasal because he didn't want Nuea to be alone in not being prepared

The romantic music cues on this show are SO funny. "I didn't prepare a show!" [Romantic music plays]

"True, I never want to be perceived that way." As handsome, Nuea? Too late LOL

"Though they were in different classes, Kluen always carried the school bag for her. Girls in school were so jealous of her." "So that means you did know Khabkluen before, didn't you?" Nuea said: So caught up was I in the jealousy of watching Gia and Kluen that I forgot for a moment I was pretending not to know him

Who is responsible for Nuea's chapstick bc this a rough scene for his lips

"There's no need to guess, we know they are [nasal voice] 'something like that.'" [Other mentor swipes at her tongue] I don't know what to make of this interaction

If Khuafah is Nuea's sibling, he isn't NEARLY perturbed enough about their couple's hashtag

Three out of the four people at this table want to date Nuea. This is SOOO Ouran High School Host Club coded

"You don't like Daonuea, right? Will you fight like Sean said?" "What isn't mine, I won't try to take it. What is mine, I will never let anyone take it." Kluen said: I only answer questions about my relationship status in riddles

"How could I forget the guy that broke my brother's heart so bad that he shed tears?" "It wasn't that bad." So they are brothers! Also, this is the first time they've acted like siblings

"So you still like him, but he's not available." "Something like that." HAHAHA unconscious honesty on Nuea's part

Why is Maitee whinneying like a horse when he explains his romantic manouevres

"A guy?" "Yes. I don't mind. I see people for their characters. If we click, then it's done!" Dunk is also a bisexual king in all universes

Sean every time he catches Kluen and Dao doing something gay: I pretend I did not see it! Goodbye

Kluen changing Dao's ankle bandage is kinda giving Midnight Barber. 'I do my best intermediate first aid when you're asleep'

HAHAHA the whole "He's my big brother," "What do you mean?" Is such a culturally specific problem. Because of the whole Phi/Nong in Thai thing it really obscures who's actually related (in fairness, we do the same in Bangla, but I don't call my brother 'dada,' bc that is not a value my parents instilled LOL)

KHKFJHGKJHG it is so extremely chaotic for Kluen to start a facetime call with his mum while he's driving just to convince Dao to come join her birthday party

"Kluen, you said Daonuea was stubborn. He isn't at all." Mum said: Two can play at the embarassment game

HAHAHAHA not the Bright in Boys Over Flowers Thai remake plug midway through the show

Also not Kluen sending his own mother to sleep at her birthday party (of three) so he can have some alone time with his potential bf gghkjghgkjh what a rambunctious child

Why is Dao dipping his injured foot in the pool! Did he take his bandage off just to do this LOL

"At that moment [when you were in love] how did you feel? "Love. How else should I have felt?" This is such a 19-year-old boy answer to this question LOL

They needed a pool fight to cool down from the romantic tension

"Here. [These roses] are for you." "Why?" Wild question to ask. Daonuea said: I am a double threat, handsome AND stupid

"Do I need to tell you everything? Figure it out, or be alone for the rest of your life." Gia said: I am not your romantic genie, Kluen, learn to communicate

Also this exchange has changed my view of his and Gia's relationship. Demoted from cousin to childhood friend

Sean is truly the only one who witnesses the intimacy between Kluen and Dao

If I were Dao and I thought this guy didn't have feelings for me, Kluen's behaviour would drive me insane

"The best thing I'll do for someone who loves me is first to find out whether I love the person or not. If not, I will say directly that I don't... because no one wants to get their hopes up. And I'll always be thankful for the affection I get." This is Kluen's way of saying 'Have a safe flight' is NOT code for 'I don't love you'

"As for somone I love, the best thing I will do is to promise to listen, take care of them, and always stay by their side. I'll be honest about my feelings. Though I'm not good at expressing them, though the person still has no idea how much I feel, my love will never stop." Over under on Dao thinking this is a confession to Gia and running off stage

Typhoon and Fah are engaged in a weird hostile rose standoff. This is what happens when no one clarifies their relationship status:

"Before I make myself clear [about my relationship status], when did I ever give you hope, Maitee?" HAHAHAH Dao makes a direct and accurate hit

In fairness to Dao, he has said about six times now that Fah is his brother, but no one believes him

Emergent B plot: Fah having a meetcute in the stairwell

"Guys, this is Kuafah, my older brother. We don't share the same last name because we have different fathers but the same mother." [Pointing] "So he's your real brother?" They needed a visual demonstration for proof

"So this is the face of the girl who said she would get over him." Daonuea is the Beyonce of his school

"Are you taking a walk not inviting me at all?" Typhoon this sentence gives me the heebie jeebies. Same energy as 'Going to bed' 'Without me? :('

"If Kluen hadn't gone to Bangkok, we wouldn't have met." WHAT! You followed this man to school, DAO? CRAZY

"I have a resort too, but it's up in the mountains." All these little rich kids and their family resorts

"Between a sea of mist, and a sea like this one, which do you prefer?" "I like a sea like this one." It's a metaphor for letting Phoon down easy

Surely, Phoon must wonder why Dao knows Kluen's mum so well

All the other Freshy students waiting because Dao and Kluen are too busy having a farmers market date to bring back the ingredients for dinner: 😔💔🦐

"Here comes the soft-shell crab, Daonuea's favourite." Mum said: Just so y'all know, dibs on this boy for my son's boyfriend

"She can be your mom. I don't mind." Kluen said I will surpress my romantic overtures no longer!!!

Way more suspcious for them to immediately change the subject when asked about their matching shirts instead of just saying they saw a stall and got them there while getting the food

"I'll get you drunk." "I'm not afraid, sir." Maybe you should be, that is a little weird energy!

"Why do I get the impression Daonuea already has someone in his heart?" Because he and Kluen keep orbitting around each other like gay planets

Poor Papang, she doesn't have the forward nature of these boys when it comes to showing her feelings for Dao

"If the person in his heart was truly good, he wouldn't keep him waiting this long." Phoon said: Move it or lose it, Kluen

"Give me a chance to love you, please." Papang said: I CAN have a forward nature

Gjgjghgjkhgj what kind of an ambiguous response was that nod

"They all want to hear an honest response that meets their expectation. No one wants to be rejected before they even start." Doanuea accurately describes the struggle of half the people in this show being in love with him

I do appreciate that Dao walked away instead of leaning into his own romantic distress and starting something with Phoon

"And you were named Khabkluen because of the sea?" "I guess so. "My mom named the North Star because it's the brighest star." Awwww I kind of suspected when they made the matching t-shirts, but they are both references to each other's names

"Phoon is a nice guy. You chose right." "So you think Phoon and I..." "Whatever hurts you, just forget about it, and move on like you're doing now." Break-up-Before-Dating-Bridge

"But I want to leave." "What? Why? You said you liked beaches." Daoneua has had a tough 24 hours when it comes to romance and self-reflection

"Do you always cry when you're drunk?" "I wasn't drunk." Dao said: I'm trying a new thing, being unsettingly honest about every subject. You should try it, Phoon. Kluen never will!

SCREAM Dao doing Kluen's art homework and writing left-handed so it looks more like his writing. What an unhinged thing to do. Also how could Kluen possibly not notice someone doing this

Fhkfhkhffkh Dao's dynamic with Papang gives me hives. Please just tell her you don't like her instead of just leading her on

"Remember, you can't keep everything to yourself, alright?" Kluen's mum said: Tell me about your boy trouble, son

"For a physical illness, doctors can find a way to help. For love sickness, I don't think we can." Fah is finally fulfilling the duty of all older brothers: Dunking on their younger sibling (no pun intended)

HAHAHAH Dao said: God made me single because you're a slut, Fah!

"You guys know [about you and Gia], but other people don't." You know, not to immediately compare this to Hidden Agenda, but at least in that show he had a reason for obfuscating his relationship status (to protect Nita from her stalker). In this show, he is vague for no reason at all LMAOOO

"What should I do then?" "Make yourself clear. Both your feelings and actions." Both Kluen and Dao are receiving the exact same advice at the same time, which is that they should be honest about their emotions. To which the both said: Ew, gross, why do I have to do that?

"This is Georgia, my close friend." "You're talking like a TV star again." No one ever believes anyone when they explain their relationships in this show

"Because you're scared, I think I still have a chance." Insane take, Phoon. Elaborate

"If you don't wake up, I'll take it as a yes [to being my boyfriend]." HAHAHAHAHA not Dao rising from the dead to reject Phoon. Also don't do that, it's weird!!!

Kluen has decided to finally use his words (and his mouth, for a little kiss in the bathroom):

"You broke up with her because of Daonuea. You're the one in Daonuea's heart. And Daonuea is the one in your heart too. Am I reading it right?" Plot twist: Kluen and Georgia DID date! Also, Sean truly knows everything, even events he wasn't there for

"We don't love each other that way. We're just... used to having each other in life." SCREAM what a way to dump someone. Kluen said: We're not romantic, just codependent

"Patch things up with him." KJHGKJHGKJH Sean said: Enough of this, your homework is figuring out your relationship xoxo

"Make it clear to me now whether you have me in your heart or not," said Dao, to which Kluen replied, 'I'm not good with words, would you accept a little kiss in the parking lot?'

Kluen really still has not had the opportunity to explain himself at all. The entire show could've been prevented by one (1) halfway decent conversation

LOL @ Dao's friends pretending to know what happened the night before so they can get the gossip

[Apologizes for the third time] "You can say something else." "I don't want you to leave. And I promise not to make you worried again." Kluen comes closer to finding his words every minute

"You have ten minutes. Say whatever you need to say." "Can I call Noel first? I don't want to say anything stupid." Wjhkjhkjhff not Kluen using his lifeline during this love confession to ask to phone a friend:

"Though we've broken up, we still look out for each other. It's because of you that I got to know my own feelings." It took Kluen six episodes, but he got there eventually

Gia chose a difficult time to have a crisis mid-DTR-confession time

"But if you need the real answer, I would say you should wait. Even I can wait. I totally understood it when you said, you don't even know what you are waiting for. Even so, you still want to wait, don't you?" I'm glad Phoon is giving legitimate advice and understanding. He is not a terrible second lead

I take it back, they have turned this phone call into a very convoluted lead-in to a date

Fjhfkfhfh the moral of this show is that if you ask Daonuea something insistently enough, he WILL say yes

God, I KNEW Typhoon would post something about their date as if it's a new relationship status, despite the fact it is a 24-hour-pity-boyfriend. Icky and bold

"Don't you think that's too much? If you don't delete it, just leave!" GOOD. Get out weirdo!

"Actually, Phoon is good. A lot better than me." Someone give this guy some self-esteem no jutsu

"Why didn't you ask me to come with you? We're boyfriends today." Phoon you become ickier and ickier every minute

"But you win, Kluen, because Daonuea also loves you. You don't need to compete with anyone." Phoon said: I'm that weird guy in your DMs, but I'm not a liar

I didn't like any part of this Phoon-kiss-instigating-Kluen-bar-fight

"I hate people who use violence," said Dao, shortly before he gave Kluen a gentle tap with his car

Scream at the other guys still hanging out at the bar trying to bounce back from this interaction

Kluen will tell literally everyone in their friend group he loves Dao except him. Phoon, Sean, Noel. Who will he tell next? Fah? His mum? I give it 40 more minutes before we get to Dao

"What the hell were you guys playing at? We're grown ups." Yeah, that's a reasonable question, Pokpong

"But you, Papang. I never thought of you as more than a friend." HAHAHA Dao has chosen a very unkind way to let Papang down (in front of all their peers in the cafeteria kjghkgjhg)

"Am I not good enough? You haven't even opened your heart to me yet. What about the chance I asked from you?" Pokpong, Nay and Ting on the other side of the cafeteria table watching this interaction like: 👁👄👁

Also, Pokpong and Nay, probably: Damn Daonuea, who AREN'T you involved with?

"Isn't he curious why he still gets marks while not doing his own work?" THAT'S WHAT I SAID, NAY

Gia actually had a very good reason for being in a crisis during their DTR, which is that she got punched in the face by someone she cared about (yikes)

"Clear things up with him. I don't want to be the problem while I'm trying to help." Gia joins the endless train of people trying to get these two to communicate

Kluen has resorted back to delivering his feelings to Dao like a Handsome Uber Ghost, or a cat:

The chronology of this flashback doesn't make much sense. He broke up with Gia in eleventh grade, but he bought Dao a sunflower bracelet BEFORE Dao confessed, at the end of 10th grade? So he was just stepping out on Gia, buying bracelets for another guy? Kluen, control yourself!

"Sorry for not explaining. Sorry for being so bad expressing myself, bad at talking. And I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to say... love." This is a good apology but I think maybe Dao should also apologize for gently running into you with his car

Hahahahhaa Kluen said: I allowed you to plagiarize for me bc it was romantic, not because I'm bad at art class

"I just never had feelings for anyone like I did for you, Daonuea." Now that Kluen has found his words, he is in his cheesy bitch era

"Can it be the last time we allow others to speak for us? From now on, if there is anything, we should talk it out nicely, both of us." Again, I tell you this entire show could've been averted by one solid conversation

[Finger guns] "Can I level up and be your special one?" Nerd behaviour ❤️

I hate what has just been revealed, it was weird, and I didn't like it. I will not be elaborating at this time

"I think you should make it obvious [that you're together]. Although Typhoon deleted the photo, people still saw it." "I'll let Dao talk to Phoon first. And we'll see." Oh sure, now we respect boundaries!

While they have not overtly announced their relationship, admittedly all of this is very Boyfriend Behaviour:

Also the fact Kluen's post of Dao has 110 likes like a minute after posting. What kind of social media presence does Kluen have

"But after a few days, she came to thank me. She said I was right." Ideal breakup outcome, perhaps?

"Before I leave, can I get a kiss?" [Little kiss on the couch with Kluen's head in Dao's lap] [Door swings open and Fah marches in] That's one way to break the news!

Fah has known Kluen for 10 seconds and he's already sick of him HA

Kitchen Table Shovel Talk ft. Concerned Kuafah:

"Spend the night here. If you wait until [the rain] stops, you might not get any sleep at all." I feel like this is somehow a trick

"How are you, Fah? This is our wedding invitation." Everyone out here with their incredibly cordial ex-girlfriends

Where is Fah's meetcute, anyway? Maybe the real bisexual king was the Fah we found along the way

"Can I kiss your cheek?" You know, this actually is a very chaste relationship compared to what these two do to each other in Hidden Agenda hahahaha

Also bold of Kluen to distract Dao while he's driving, even if it is for a Sponsor Juice segment

Wow, I did get answer as to where Fah's stairwell meetcute is! He is Chiang Mai, hanging out with his buddies from summer camp (Kluen and Noel)

"I'm curious now, what's your family business?" "Just a normal business. Noel is exaggerating." All the love, Prince, but this does sound like something someone whose parents had a normal business would say

"I'm also into business. Would you like a partner?" Maitee really wiling to shoot his shot always

The fact that Kluen and Dao are always locked arms or holding hands now is quite sweet

"Fine, be careful then." KJGHGJG?? Is this why Zo was fervently against drunk driving, because Dao lowkey accepted it? Take a taxi! Find a hotel! Phone a friend!

Hahahahah Sean has been waiting for MONTHS to talk about how much Dao and Kluen flirted in front of him

"I really didn't expect to see you again." This feels a contuinity error, given what Dao said to Phoon

"I wanted to give it to you before you went to Germany, but didn't have the courage, so I kept it." This relationship really started with one drawn-out, unhinged emotional affair

Again, so chaste compared to what I have already seen them do. This has to be a choice from this director, because I know they're not afraid to kiss (in a series or for fun, it seems):

I do also wish I could unsee the incredibly weird way they chose to segue into a sequel! I think I have seen enough of the Our Skyy cinematic universe LOL

Final thoughts: It was fine. I feel like Hidden Agenda was definitely a stronger series, with many parts of the same recipe. I do think they used their ensemble cast well, and the romantic tension was good, but the series felt solely premised upon people choosing not to tell each other anything for no reason. It also engaged in several tropes I didn't care for, and rather than let it stand alone, shoehorned a very alarming bridge to a sequel. These two are good leads, and I'm glad they have put them together, but it's like Twilight. There's only so much talented actors with solid chemistry can do. I am glad I sated my curiosity, but it's not something I would necessarily rewatch or recommend. Bring back the debate show!

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berryunho · 2 years ago

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helo it is i san anon and i am here to tell u abt the concert !!

we had seated tickets so went a bit late (still like an hour before the show started 🫣 um) AND I WAS RESPONSIBLE by not buying any merch bc i bought a lot at the popup store hehe

anyway so the atinys behind us were rly nice n started talking to us AND THEN ONE OF THEM GAD ALREADY SEEN THE SOUNDCHE K PICS OF MINGI AND I WAS LIKE WAIT WHAT?? HE DID WHAT??? I FEEL SO BAD bc so many ppl like it but i… i can’t.. i just.. idk… maybe i have to get used to it but it’s not for me 😭 i loved the mango hair </3 where is the length on this one </3 pls </3 i also didn’t love hongjoong’s hair on pics previously but irl?? that was styled to perfection he looked so fucking fine oml cult meeting when?? lead the way sir /hj

anyway so i’d been MaNiFeStInG san’s long dark hair bc last year i saw him w the guerilla hair and i didn’t love that tone either (i miss her now ngl but the dark hair outdoes (hongruella back then oml drooling)) and then the airport pics w his long hair 😮‍💨 drooled a lil /hj ANYWAY SO HEEEEE LOOKED FINE AS FUCK and THE cyberpunk outfit oml he wore everything i wanted him to !!! ig he loves me bc i’ve been manifesting oreo woo for a year now and where is it. where. jung wooyoung. we need to have a talk.

AND the tinys behind me asked who my bias was and i was like uhhh bc i’m actually?? wooyo bias?? or supposed to be?? but san n joong are also in my bias line and recently it’s been a bit of a problem.. am completely normal about san.. as some may know.. so normal.. haha anyway I SAID I AM IN BETWEEN BIASES BUT!!! I DON’T THINK THAT IS THE CASE ANYMORE choi san has me in a terrible chokehold that i will never be able to escape from (and i got a san freebie hehe <3 cute) but literally when i said “ok i’m san biased now” they performed i’m the one heat topping ver AND WOOYOUNG??? IDK IF ANYONES SEEN VIDEOS BUT HE?? HIS BODY ROLL? I ??? that felt so personal ANYWAY I EXPLAINED IT TO MY MOM (she loves woo since i never shut up abt him.. i thought she liked hwa smh traitor) LIKE LISTEN. WOOYOUNG WAS AT THE TOP OF THE STAIRS. AND SANJOONG AT THE SECOND STEP. BUT SAN DIDNT LIKE IT THERE. SO HE TOOK A STEP UP TO STAND WITH WOO. but since san is a bit taller.. that automatically makes him rank a bit higher. bc his height quite literally puts him higher than wooyoung. i don’t make the rules.. woo should’ve grown more. LMAO

anyway so that!! is it!! they were so fucking good as ALWAYS (tho i liked last tour’s setlist a bit more.. but we got mist this time so i happy also i am THE biggest new world stan choi san the man that u are today and choi jongho the talent that u have) the vocals were on point the performance was perfect the outfits were so gorg mingi’s hair wasn’t it for me we had a lot of fun the tinys behind me barked yeosang’s hair was SOOOO LONG yeah anyway IT WAS GREAT and why tf are the spaces between paragraphs on my phone so fucked like this looks so ugly i’m sorry if this is an ugly piece of text in ur asks but !!! whatever 😍 pls do look up that wooyoung video… idk if anyone posted it but.. i’m drooling /hj oh and i cheered very loud for yunho!!!

HI ALKJDF;ALSKDJF

screaming the amount of detail here i love it its like we're penpals omg but YAAAAAYYYYYY IM GLAD YOU HAD FUN !!!!

pls when they were in the us... i preordered all of my merch through one of the popups but um ..... yeah i still bought more merch at every show i went to it was so bad i think i collected nearly every shirt/sweatshirt possible idk i blacked out SO PROPS TO YOU FOR STAYING STRONG !!!!

AKDJFSFJSLDJK THE PINK HAIR ....... i dont dislike it but its not my fave on him lol i think maybe after a few washes when its less ... neon itll be better LKJALKSDFJALDKJF BUT THATS FAIR AND yeah hj .... mmmmmmmmmmmm he is scrumptious always and IN PERSON ..... HHGHGHGKSGLKJ im normal about him. i always am... AND SAN !!!!!!! SJKLDFJASDF im sure we'll get oreo woo back one day .... i hope .... it was too iconic to be gone forever

PLEASE THAT EXPLANATION IM SCLKJRELAKJSJF IT MAKES SENSE THOUGH !!!! my best friend was a jongho bias .... until we saw them and somewhere between the start and the finish wooyoung SNATCHED HER SO AGGRESSIVELY HES ALL SHE TALKS ABOUT NOW PLEASLKEJLSESKJALKJFDS AND ........ im loyal im SO loyal like id never ever consider a double bias idk what anyone is even talking about (................................/s) BUT FR CHOI SAN? IN PERSON? BEFORE YOUR EYES? LIKE ANYONE WOULD BE TEMPTED THATS ALL I CAN SAY SO YOU'RE VALID SAN ANON SO VALID !

BUT YAYYY AGAIN IM SO GLAD YOU HAD FUN !!! living vicariously through this ask rn AKJDFLSKJFALSKJF omg idk which setlist i prefer honestly .... bc last tour i was sad about exactly 4 songs not being on the setlist and they all of them were added this tour ... but at the expense of my favorite title track ................ and also inception ..... so like .......... yeah idk LKAJLFDKJDSF BUT YAAYAYYY TY FOR SCREAMING FOR YUNHO AND TY FOR SHARING W ME I HOPE YOU'RE WELL !!! <3333

#also yes i saw the wooyoung vids.......#out of pocket tbh ..........................................................#KLAKSJDFLSD #san anon #answered

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hyuckilstan · 3 years ago

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Just the two of us - P.Sh

Pairing: Yandere!Seonghwa x fem!reader

Genre: smut, yandere, gore, horror?

Warnings: unprotected sex(it’s mentioned reader’s on the pill), fingering, oral (f receiving), lots of praising, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, petnames, drugging, dead bodies(like 3), manipulation?

Summary: You wanted to know more about your friend’s sudden disappearance. You didn’t expect the person you went to was behind it.

Wc: (exactly)4k words

a/n: It was supposed to be short but I got carried away lmao, also I’m low-key proud of this absvdgysyd. Not exactly proof read but Enjoyyy ;-;

Taglist: @amangooo, @yeo-hehet, @zen626, (lemme know if you wanna be added :3)

!This fic includes yandere and gore scenes so procceed with caution!

You sighed heavily before you rang on the doorbell in front of you, the house was in a secluded place, which took about 3-4 hours or so to drive to. You haven’t even got out of your own house for about a day or so, terrified by the news of your friend missing, it was weird enough for Hongjoong to not show up on the date that he himself asked you out on.

But when you left thousands of missed calls and messages and there was no response, it was too weird to leave it as that. Then days later, after hearing from his friends and families that they hadn’t seen him either, you filed a missing person report, but there was no avail on finding him. Where was he? You were extremely worried.

Your hand finally went up the door bell. The door opened revealing a very handsome man, if you remember correctly, his name is Seonghwa, it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that he’s the most gorgeous man you had ever seen, he was tall, had a nice built, his lips looks soft too....once you realised you were staring too long you apologised.

Seonghwa chuckles seeing you apologize, “It’s okay, nothing to worry about, I suppose I am a treat,” you laugh awkwardly not knowing exactly how to reply to him.

More about Seonghwa, he is Hongjoong’s best friend, you saw them a lot together, their bond was strong although it may not seem so with their bickerings. They have been friends for years so he must also be really affected about his friend’s sudden disappearance.

“Hello, Y/N,” he greets politely with a smile, “Hi, Seonghwa...right? You asked to meet, do you perhaps know anything new about Joong?” you ask already curious about what he has to say to call you up like this, you guys weren’t close, only a few hello(s) and how are you doing(s) here and there and that was basically it.

“Already asking about him when you’re not sure about my name?” Seonghwa was weirder than usual, his words came off weirder than usual too, you could only respond to him with dry awkward laughs. “I’m just kidding, yes it’s Seonghwa, come on in,” he says as he makes way for you to enter.

The house was huge, neat and tidy, a few paintings hung, adding a spark in the bland room, it was a normal large home you thought, although odd for only one person to live in. It was weird because as you walked and looked around you thought you heard him lock the door behind you, but you just shrugged your suspicion off.

Your eyes laid upon a door which you assumed was the basement, you couldn’t explain why but it gave you bad vibes, like it gave out an odd energy telling to not go in and keep out, if that even makes sense.

Seonghwa seemed to notice your eyes locked onto the mysterious door, you gasped when his hands squeeze your shoulders, “Is my basement door more interesting than I am? Besides I don’t think you would like to go down there, it’s quite cold down there.” His words ended with a playful giggle but you could understand that it was rather a threat than a joke or such, he was a very odd person but then again, aren’t we all to certain people.

“Anyways, make yourself home, would you like some tea?” he asks as you went to sit on the couch, “No thanks, I’m good,” you reply and he stands there, as if he’s stuck? For a while. “I just really came here to talk about Hongjoong...” you admit and Seonghwa gives you a wide smile, heading towards you.

“So let us, since Hongjoong is the main topic now I guess, go all out.” He sits besides you, and holy shit he was even more attractive the closer he got, it’s weird because for some reason you kept staring at his lips from time to time as he licked over it, you stared at his side profile and defined jawline as he would run his hands through his hair. Seonghwa was attracting you like a magnet.

“So, yeah, Hongjoong has been missing for a while, I thought he would come home over two days or so, but this is very unlikely for him.” Seonghwa nods, placing his hands on yours, it made you startled but you thought nothing of it.

“I understand how this would be hard for you, you know.....he talks about you a lot, ” he says and you hum. “Well what was the last time you saw each other?”

“Well.....I guess I should just say this, Hongjoong asked me out on last Friday so I was supposed to meet up with him for a date.” Seonghwa seemed to tense up the moment you mentioned the date, “Date?” his hands gripped yours a bit tighter.

“Yeah, I uh, but he never showed up so I thought he stood me up,” you say trying to ignore how Seonghwa’s hand was now situated on your lap, “I always thought he really cared for you, but perhaps that’s not exactly the case, you must’ve cried a lot all curled up in your place alone,” odd how that’s the first thing he says and it’s even odder how it was true.

“But he didn’t right? He went missing after that so-” Seonghwa starts caressing your thigh as he looks at you in an almost guilty manner. “Y/N, how do I tell you this, you might not even believe me but, I actually saw Hongjoong the day after. He came by to get his stuff.”

That shocked you to say the least, had you been stood up by your best friend who confessed to you with such sweet words, it can’t be, it must have been something else, that’s not Hongjoong and he would never do that.

“He must have a reason.” Seonghwa frowns, which again, you found really weird of him. “Still defending him? Or maybe it’s just the fact that you choose to cause you like him, either way it’s a shame because it seems that....” he starts leaning closer, his hands reaching further up your thighs, you could hear your own heartbeat seeing him this close, you should be pushing him away, but you couldn’t.

“He doesn’t know how to appreciate someone as gorgeous and beautiful as you enough,” he leaned onto you while you leaned back till your back sinked onto the couch. You held Seonghwa back by his chest, “Seonghwa, what are you trying to do-”

His frown lifts up in a smile as he leans to kiss you on the neck, you breathed heavily feeling him suck in your neck, “We shouldn’t be doing this.” Sure you said that and all but deep down, you knew you wouldn’t be able to resist him, and it seems like he knew that as well.

You gasp once his hands suddenly cup your heat, where wetness started to soak your panties. “But it seems like your body thinks otherwise, pretty baby, let me just have my way with you and make you feel good,” he says finishing his sentence off as he nibbles on your ear, He looks at you, staring at your lips then to your eyes.

You nod timidly, another gasp leaving your mouth as he starts rubbing your clothed clit, “So lovely, my pretty baby is so wet for me,” he smiles. He gets off of you for a bit, pulling down your skirt along with your panties. He discards his own shirt, and holy shit it was quite the view.

“Staring again,” you realise that you had been staring again, you look away flustered just to have Seonghwa make you face towards him with his index finger. “That’s better, I want to see your face pretty princess,” this wasn’t supposed to be how you were going to spend the night. All you planned was to go to your missing friend’s best friend’s house to know anything you could about the disappearance, but now you may leave with nothing but wobbly legs and nothing but Seonghwa in your mind. But what if.....you didn’t even have the chance to ever leave the place again.

Seonghwa slides down, spreading your legs apart, staring at your wet hole with a satisfied expression. He giggles when you clench around nothing after he blows on your heat, “What a beauty you are, you always have captivated me, as if....you casted a spell on me,” he slowly slides two fingers in you as he watched a whimper leave your lips. “I didn’t think it was possible but, I fell for you the moment time I laid my eyes on you, love at first sight you could say.”

He starts fucking his fingers in and out of your swollen hole, curling his fingers and scissoring you. You found it hard to focus on what he was saying, too indulged in the pleasure he was delivering to you. “I grew jealous a lot, countless nights I spent thinking about how I could make you mine, and now you’re here, although you’re not mine, just yet, this will do cause I’m the only one to have you this way.”

A moan leaves your mouth as he starts picking up the pace, even adding another finger. “Your moans are so pretty, come on, don’t hold back darling.” His hand reaches up under your shirt, pulling it off of you, and you let him, unconsciously bucking your own hips onto his fingers.

He chuckles adoring your body as pathetic whimpers leave your mouth. He unclasped your bra easily and his hands cup your breasts, playing with them as he continues to push his fingers in and out of you in a fast pace.

“All I want is you, your pleasure and your happiness Y/N. God you’re so beautiful, falling apart just by my fingers,” you whimper at his words, a familiar knot starting to tighten. All you could conclude from what he’s saying is that Seonghwa has watched you, observed you, and probably, most likely have loved you from afar.

Just as mentioned before, you guys don’t talk much, you did try to but Seonghwa would get too shy, walk away making an excuse, often leaving you confused and wondering if he really despises you, well you guess that’s not the case because who would have thought he was such a freak who just seemed to like you very much, he did a good job hiding it too.

You clench around him knowing you were already close to your high, he keeps your legs spread, starting to kiss you on the lips and soon your juices coat his fingers, “What are you-” you weren’t able to complete your sentence when he started slurping your juices clean, his tongue entering your hole now, hitting as deep as he can.

Your hands try to find anything to grab, finally landing on his hair, gripping on his soft hair as he pulls you closer to his mouth by the hips to explore deeper into your hole. “Oh fuck Hwa” it was so hard to contain your moans, not like you needed to as you were in a very secluded place, so you moan out his name once his hand starts rubbing on your sensitive bud.

He eats you out like a man in hunger, devouring you like you’re his last meal, he was really desperate to make you feel good and you could tell cause it worked, he was giving you so much pleasure it was mind blowing, your eyes rolled back and your back arched as his face was buried between your thighs, filled with content to be eating you out.

“So pretty,” he mumbles against your core making you hum feeling the vibration hit you right to the point that it pushed you further to your high once again.

Meanwhile he kept sucking on your folds, lapping his tongue in and out, the wet slurping sound, his hums and groans, and your whimpers and moans were the only sounds filling up the quiet room.

Everytime you tried to close your thighs he would land a slap on them, which reminded you to keep them spread. “So, fucking, delicious,” he says between sucks on your folds, your grip on his hair tightens, getting so close to your climax again.

“Seonghwa I’m gonna-” again, you didn’t have time to complete your sentence as your release flowed out of you without much of a warning, he licks up the remaining juices. Going up to your face to kiss you, now discovering your mouth with his tongue coated with your release.

Once again, he starts kneading your breasts, earning a tired hum from you, “Just one more,” he mumbles in the kiss. His hands pull you closer by the neck to deepen the kiss. As his other hands fondle with his belt, hurriedly taking it off along with his pants with not much problem while doing so.

Your own hands found their way to his waist, grazing your fingers down, palming the prominent bulge under his briefs. He lets out a shaky breath when you wrap your hands around his length taking it out of its confinement, giving it a few pumps, smearing the pre cum with your thumb.

He pulls away, giving you the chance to finally catch a breath while he was busy positioning himself to your entrance, you look at him with tired eyes, eyelashes batting at him lazily. “You’re so beautiful, I might not be able to control myself,” he cups your face, kissing the corner of your lip.

You let out a choked moan when he suddenly bottoms out in you, starting to move immediately, your hands held him back from moving, still too sensitive from your previous climaxes.

But his hand holds you back from doing so as he grips you on the wrists tightly, putting your hands on top of you. You moan out loud of overstimulation and pleasure, and he leans to kiss you on the lips, shoving his tongue in, “Sorry, I really couldn’t control myself, don’t worry, I’ll make it feel good.”

And he did, his cock hit you in all the right spots as he snapped his hips against yours, skin slapping together, while the sloppy kisses on your lips or neck distracted you from any type of too much stimulation.

“You’re so tight, you feel so good wrapped around me just like I imagined you would, so beautiful, so lovely, so pretty.” He throws his head back thrusting into you with an inhumane speed, while you stayed there, a moaning mess as he keeps you in place, preventing you to squirm under him too much.

“Hongjoong doesn’t deserve you, I do! Say it! Say that you belong to me!” he shouts, slapping your thighs and you let out a rather loud moan. “I said tell me that you’re only for me! You’re mine, you belong to me!” You were somehow scared but the way you were so aroused overshadowed the fear.

Not thinking much of it, you obeyed him, “I- I belong to you- only you.” He grunts, his nails digging into the flesh of your waist, your breasts bouncing with each powerful thrust he delivers in you, your throat would be sore by the next day since his name came out your mouth as loud moans.

Curses left out of his mouth and yours as well. Seonghwa slowly started to lose himself, that was the effect you had on him, he can just go crazy sometimes, well all the time but he had mastered how to conceal them.

“All for me, Hongjoong loses, I win, you’re mine,” he says with a psychotic smile on his face, which you would see if your eyes were not shut closed, you didn’t think much of what he said again, just thinking he’s just too in the moment so you kept enjoying how well he was fucking you.

Still being sensitive, your next climax started building up in no time, “Fuck I’m so close now, I really want to come in you,” he says, a pinch of desperation present in his tone as his thrusts start getting sloppier, and him starting to let out more low grunts and groans.

“I’m on the pill Hwa,” your sentence comes out shaky as you inform him, he starts kissing your collarbones, you could feel the smirk he wore against your skin. “I’m so happy, you’re doing so well for me baby,” he suddenly starts picking up his pace. Another release floods out of you like an ocean and you also feel Seonghwa’s shoot into your hole, painting your walls white.

He pulls out as you lay there breathless, the beads of sweat on his skin shining like little pearls, it made him look ethereal. Once he also catches his own breath from the electrifying release he moves the hairs stuck to your forehead to see your face properly.

Seonghwa caresses your cheeks lovingly, leaning down to kiss you, but this time round it was more of a soft peck on the lips. Your lips stretch in a weak smile, you had forgotten about Hongjoong for now, just like he wants you to. Your consciousness gives up on you and you soon fell asleep under him totally worn out.

“So cute, sleep well princess.”

Was that just a dream you wonder, but once you woke up naked under a blanket on the couch all cleaned up, you realise it wasn’t. The sudden realisation makes your cheeks burn in embarrassment, no way you just fucked your best friend’s friend who you knew technically nothing about.

Yes, it dawned onto you, you never really knew Seonghwa liked, except you which he made sure you knew. You didn’t know what he liked, his hobbies, what he does for fun or just what he does in general.

Your eyes lay upon the same door the time you entered the home again, but this time, the door was open, you looked around too, walking around the rooms, but you didn’t see Seonghwa, leading you to a conclusion that the only place he could be is under there.

You slowly get up, putting on your clothes that were neatly folded on a table besides the couch. Once you were done, you creak the door open, it led down to a dark basement, it was pitch dark so you searched for anything that you could find as a source of light, you searched for your phone, cursing out when you realise you forgot it at home. All you saw in your sight was a flashlight nearby.

You switched the flashlight on, using the poor but bearable source of light down the steep stairs. “Gosh who even built this place.” You reached the basement and it was your not so ordinary dusty basement, it was clean and well organised, you suppose Seonghwa likes to keep things neat and tidy. You searched around for a light switch and when your did find it, you switched it on.

The single light bulb shone brightly, brightening your view. “Seonghwa?” you call out his name, but nothing. Your eyes lay upon a white door, unlike anything else in the house, it was dirty, so it peaked your interest and curiosity.

You slowly head towards the door, to find it unlocked, maybe the term “Curiosity kills the cat” was something you should have kept in mind, because the horror you saw behind that door was nothing like you have ever seen.

Your hands roamed around for another light switch and once you did find it, your blood ran cold once you saw the view before you. You remember that face anywhere, Choi San, a guy you had met online, who you grew really close to, another one, Kang Yeosang, your tutor who you never heard of again after graduating. And of course, Kim Hongjoong, your childhood friend who disappeared on you.

All three men had one thing in common, they all had romantic interests in you, and they all disappeared. San disappeared before a meet up, Yeosang disappeared before you could meet up for a graduation party where he promised to buy you dinner as a congratulations for actually being able to graduate. And Hongjoong.....who asked you out after about 12 years of unbreakable friendship.

And now they had another thing in common, all three were laying dead on the floor.

You felt sick, you had to get out of here immediately, stumbling in your steps you faced back running away, but bumped into someone.

“Where do you think you’re going princess?” You’re met with Seonghwa’s eyes that glared into yours like a maniac, that’s right, he is, it doesn’t take long for a normal person to realise that the only plausible thing is that he was behind all these disappearances and murders.

“Let me go you psycho! I swear if you don’t I’ll call the cops on you!” you run past him and he lets you, you tripped on your way up the steps a few times, trying to reach the front door as quick as you could. While Seonghwa followed you walking behind you in a calm manner.

Goosebumps ran through you body when you could not open even the basement door, panic rising in your body, cold sweat falling down as you heard Seonghwa’s footsteps near.

“Please just let me go,” you cry out, falling to your knees. A muffled scream leaves your mouth as a cloth covered over your mouth, as your eyes closed slowly, falling asleep.

“I didn’t really want this to happen, but it can’t be helped I guess....sweet dreams princess.”

Your eyes fluttered open, groaning with a headache, you tried to hold your head, but you couldn’t move. Turns out, it wasn’t like a dream you hoped it was, it was very much true. You were tied up in a chair, not being able to move. You looked around, finding yourself in the same room as those three dead bodies, except this time the bodies were gone.

“You’re awake,” your eyes widen hearing that voice, your heart quickly picking up its pace. “You monster,” you sob and he just laughs at you. “Sorry about taking so long, three bodies aren’t exactly easy to handle, especially by one person you know.”

You were shocked how such a person could exist, but one big question came in your mind. “Why?” Seonghwa raises his eyebrows at your question, getting on his knees before you, he tsks when you refused to look at him.

But he forces you to do so, “Wanna know why? It’s cause I love you, and these people? They were crossing their boundaries, getting too close, thinking they have a chance with you.” He starts laughing, tears pool in your eyes, genuinely scared of the person Seonghwa turned out to be.

“Or...it was you who decided to get too close to them, so that would make you....the reason they died.” Your eyes widen again, tears stained your cheeks, shaking you head, “It wasn’t me, it was you, you killed them.”

He gets up with a huff, walking around the small room, “You can say that to yourself, but soon you’ll be able to accept it.” Maybe its true, maybe one day you will actually blame yourself for these deaths, if you even make it alive, who knows?

Your brain went numb, how can he do such a thing, especially to his best friend, he killed his best friend for the sake of “Love” who knew what else he could do.

He lifts your chin up kissing on your lips, while you’re unable to push him away, “But on the bright side, its finally.... ” he licks over your lips as he pulls away.

“Just the two of us.”

#ateez fanfic #ateez ff #ateez scenarios #ateez imagines #ateez smut #ateez x reader #ateez yandere #yandere ateez #seonghwa ff #seonghwa fanfic #seonghwa smut #seonghwa yandere #yandere seonghwa #seonghwa x reader

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konaizumi · 3 years ago

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Rating GMMTV’s 2022 BL Line Up

if you weren’t aware, gmmtv released the trailers for all their 2022 shows, and i got to say, they look pretty good and they seem to be branching out into different genres, so i’m excited.

Star and Sky: Star in My Mind: 8/10

this one looks good, if a bit angsty

im happy to see joong again, i think he’ll do very well in this role (his acting also really sold it for me in the trailer)

score would be higher but i’m concerned that daonuea trying to resist the relationship may get annoying and repetitive

im sorry, just the way joong’s character is so soft for daonuea, i think i’m really going to love him

Star and Sky: Sky in Your Heart: 8/10

gmmtv saw how successful atots was and ran with it

but you know? they’re right, i’m super into this

prince is super cute, a little tsundere but not to the point that i think it’ll be annoying

the slight enemies to lovers to add tension

am concerned they’ll try to hard to follow atots and not be as good in comparison

Cupid’s Last Wish: 8/10

can’t believe earthmix got two bls this year

farm gays

jan, my beloved

friends to one-sided enemies to lovers, i’m here for it

i think body switching plots are a little boring in the ways they’re used for comedy, but this seems like it will focus a bit more on drama than comedy so maybe it’ll be alright

Never Let Me Go: 9/10

golden blood but more drama

conceptually, this looks very good, but i am concerned about pond’s ability to pull off this more serious and emotional role

but i think if this is good, it’ll be really good

i, like everyone else, love the mafia/bodyguard thing

Moonlight Chicken: 8/10

this looks very different from typical bl, almost queer film style, but i think earthmix will pull this off well

earth with his hair pushed back is very good

-1 bc i don’t like cheating plotlines, but this one looks like it’s done tastefully

i’m not usually into this style of story, but i think i’ll actually like this, but that might largely be due to earthmix

Vice Versa 9/10

the trailer was a little confusing at first, but this actually seems very interesting

new(ish) actors, but they both seem like they’ll do pretty well

i’m already anticipating the scene where they find each other again in their own world

i like that this brings a new idea to body switching where they’re both (plus other characters) in different bodies and they know it, rather than just the mc in a different body and the whole plot revolves around them pretending to be whoever’s body they’re in

good amounts of intrigue, angst, and fluff

My School President: 4/10

honestly, this doesn’t look very good

it looks like a collection of all the cliche bl tropes with very little originality

i recognized like two side characters from bad buddy, but otherwise it seems like most of the cast is made of new actors, which isn’t inherently bad, but i didn’t see any overly strong performances in the trailer

but it is just a teaser trailer so they’ll have a lot more time to work on it

seems like it’ll be cute enough, but nothing i’m super excited for

You Are My Favorite: 10/10

honestly, i think this is the one i’m most excited for

mike and krist is an unexpected combo but i think they’ll be good enough

(truly all the gmmtv boys are such good friends i think any of them could have good chemistry)

i am in love with the “desperately trying to avoid falling in love with someone but still falling in love anyway” plotline

The Eclipse: 9/10

it’s like the gifted but gay (canonically gay) and no superpowers

i am here for the social commentary bashing schools

also neo and louis are back as a couple!!

plus, obviously, my beloved khaotung

All in all, a pretty good-looking line up. We said we want genre diversity and gmmtv (normally addicted to high school/college) actually heard us.

#thai bl #gmmtv #star and sky #star and sky star in my mind #star and sky sky in your heart #star in my mind #sky in my heart #cupid's last wish #never let me go #moonlight chicken #vice versa #vice versa the series #my school president #you are my favorite #the eclipse #the eclipse the series

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sugasimply · 4 years ago

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𝙱𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝙴𝚙.𝟸 | 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙰𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚝

✦ Mafia!AU

✦ OT8 x Reader

✦ 21+ Series

✦ Warnings: Smut, cursing, creampie, wax play, very slight mention of drugs(pharmaceutical)

✦ Word Count: 4.1k

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Your night with Hongjoong passed without a hitch. And when you woke up next, checking his side of the bed, he was gone.

You assumed a mission or meeting had come to pull him away while you were deep asleep. Seeing as a shipment of guns were stolen, you guessed he wouldn’t be back until tomorrow.

Tossing the blankets that covered your body, you groggily get up and do your usual morning stretches. The nights’ previous positions left your body aching for relief, especially, your poor neck.

Moving your neck caused quite a bit of uncomfortable pain, so deciding to get dressed and grab some good old painkillers was your best option. Today was a free day after all.

If Hongjoong was gone, the other boys were gone as well. That’s how it works with them usually, meaning you were completely alone to do anything you pleased.

Well...semi alone.

Although all the boys were gone, the guards stationed outside, and inside the house were not. This is still a mafias mansion after all. They’d be fools not to have or leave an extensive amount of security.

The only privacy you held was found in the bedrooms and bathrooms. At first, it was quite bothersome and prison-like to have people watch over your every move, but over time, you’ve gotten so used to it that you sometimes forget they’re there.

They are there to protect you and your lovers after all, so you can’t really complain.

Descending the staircase, you greet the guards stationed at the bottom with a small smile and hello. Today, they oddly did not greet you back like usual, only a curt nod and blushed cheeks were returned.

weird, you thought to yourself, making a beeline towards the kitchen- it was probably nothing, right?

Your mood drastically picked up at the thought of a nice quiet day alone to yourself. The boys weren’t always gone, and it’s not that you wanted them gone, but silence was a luxury in this house.

Swinging the kitchen door open, you start to hum a joyous tune, thinking of the relaxing day ahead and basking in the enjoyment of a boy fre-

…….

“Hey, Y/n,” Seonghwa greets casually from where he was seated by the kitchen counter before taking another bite of his cereal like he didn’t just shatter your whole entire day.

Dumbfounded, you stand at the entrance of the kitchen contemplating your plan to get away with murder. You could quietly strangle seonghwa or lure him to the woods and-

“Y/n?”

Snapping out of your premeditated murderous thoughts, you awkwardly walk over to the other side of the kitchen counter and look at Seonghwa confusingly.

“Umm Hwa, don’t get me wrong I like that you’re here, but why are you here?” you inquire, trying not to sound rude.

Seonghwa looks up at you with a confused expression as well, but he quickly realizes why you were asking that “Ah my services weren’t needed, so I decided to stay home all day with you,” he shrugs

You stare at him enthralled, “maybe the woods wouldn’t be the worst option.”

“Huh, what about the woods?”

“Nothing!” you dismiss, going back to the original task you set before Seonghwa shattered all your hopes, dreams, and aspirations. Your boy free day would sadly have to wait till another time.

Living in a mafias house meant a shortage of painkillers was impossible. The boys were always bound to come back home with some sort of injury or bruise. The medicine cabinet was basically stocked with more medication and drugs than an actual drug pharmacy.

Pouring yourself a glass of water from the pitcher placed conveniently on the counter below the medicine cabinet, you grab the strongest painkillers from the cabinet and shake out the recommended dosage.

“What happened to your neck?” Seonghwa’s voice questioned behind you as you swallow down the painkillers.

“Your leader has a vampire kink,” you answer blatantly, turning to face Seonghwa with a straight face.

Seonghwa challenges you with the same straight face till he couldn’t take it anymore and cracks into a fit of laughter that fills the kitchen entirely.

“So he was that mad over what they said?” he ponders, wiping the tears of laughter from the corners of his eyes that had formed.

“Of course he was mad! His men were- wait you knew he was mad?”

Seonghwa nodded nonchalantly at your question.

“And you did nothing to calm him down?” you marveled

“We didn’t necessarily do nothing; we sent him to you!” Seonghwa admits with a proud smile.

……

“Would you like to take a walk in the woods hwa?” you suggested in a low voice, your right eye twitching ever so slightly.

“Huh?”Seonghwa blurted out, seemingly thinking about something else so deeply he didn’t hear you.

Signing heavily, you decide to let go of all murderous thoughts(for now). “Nothing just glad Joong didn’t tear down the whole house...again”

Dropping the conversation, you both went back to the normal routine. The painkillers would take some time to fully kick in, so you figured a breakfast smoothie was the least exhausting thing to make and it didn’t require chewing.

Seonghwa had long finished his cereal by the time various fruits scattered the chopping board, half already chopped by you, and the rest awaiting your fatal knife. Instead of leaving the kitchen, he opted to stay and watch you.

Intently watch you at that. Gazing up at him while cutting the strawberries, you could tell from his contorting facial expressions, he had something on his mind. “What’s on your mind hwa?” you question, getting down to the last few strawberries you had to chop.

He peered up to your calm gaze. He contemplated whether he should answer you, but ultimately he voiced his thoughts, “why aren't you mad at hongjoong? I mean he quite literally bit into you,” he remarked

Ah, another million-dollar question. See although the question was certainly unexpected- especially from Seonghwa who never asks about your sex life with the others- you knew exactly what your answer was, “I trust him.” The answer was simple, yet held a heavy meaning.

“I trust Hongjoong too, but I wouldn’t just let him bite me, let alone forgive him so quickly,” Seonghwa acclaimed, bewildered by your answer. He knew how Hongjoong can be rough with you, but a full skin-piercing bite? Even for Seonghwa, it seemed unsettling.

A small chuckle mustered out of you, “I mean a different type of trust dummy. Yes, I trust him the same way you trust him, but I also trust him sexually.”

“I’m not fully following,” he replied, scratching his head confusingly.

Exhaling loudly, you wipe the chopped strawberries off the knife and set it down on the chopping board to join Seonghwa in the chair right next to him. This is going to be a lot to explain, you say to yourself.

Your relationship with the boys was complex. explaining your sexual relationships with one another was practically like explaining directions to a maze with no exit, especially when trying to explain the kinks that others had.

Partially Seonghwa was the worst one to try and explain things too. Though it’s been a year since you’ve come into the family, he stayed cautious with you in bed. The boys all had their kinks and surely had no trouble showing them to you, Seonghwa...seonghwa was the opposite.

You weren’t even sure he had any kinks.

“What I’m trying to say is, when it comes to activities in the bedroom, I trust him with my body fully. I’m not mad at the bite because I knew he wasn’t biting out of anger against me. And even in his full rage mode, I know he’d never hurt me intentionally. That’s the trust we share with each other.”

“We explore each other. Set the bounds, set the rules, and we compromise on everything. He owns my body, and I own his. That’s how our relationship and trust in each other works,” you explain carefully.

“So, do you share that same trust with all of us?” Seonghwa ponders, tone slightly hushed. Inwardly you were slightly perplexed. You never really voiced out your trust with each member, well excluding Joong. You felt they could all silently feel it- hmm maybe that’s why.

“I would’ve been on the next plane to a deserted island if I didn’t trust you all like that, specially with Mingi’s kinky ass,” you snicker, about to get up to return to your previous tasks, but Seonghwa’s hand stops you.

“Hwa?” you question.

“The boys won’t be back till tomorrow, so will you trust me tonight?” he smiles softly.

Heat rises up to your cheeks in embarrassment; it was such a formal and endearing way to ask for that. “Y-yeah…” you stutter out, almost choking from how dry your mouth had suddenly become.

Seonghwa beams up from his seat with excitement, “I won’t let you down!” he exclaims, kissing your hand affectionately before skipping out the kitchen with giddy.

Weird, you thought to yourself, finally getting back to your poor unfinished smoothie.

….

“Did he just skip out of the kitchen like an anime school girl?!”

The day went by in a flash. The last time you had checked the clock it was 9 am, rechecking it, it was now 11 pm. You spent the day cleaning the mess Hongjoong had made of the bedroom and online shopping for new bedroom furniture.

Though the house had no shortage of maids that could’ve easily cleaned up the disaster Hongjoong had caused, no one but you and him were allowed in his room.“I merely feel like my space should be private to us alone,” was Hongjoongs explanation. You understood what he was saying, but cleaning that room was an absolute pain in the ass.

Currently, you were lounging around on the living room couch as a random movie played in the background. It was getting closer and closer to 12, and yet, there was no sign of Seonghwa.

After the breakfast fiasco, he disappeared. You didn’t see him at all around the house, not even a glimpse. You figured he ran off somewhere, but when you asked the guards if he left or where he went, they stifled from answering.

Bzz! Financially at 12 on the dot, your phone vibrates next to you. Turning it over, it was lit up with a message from seonghwa, come to my bedroom.

“Odd,” you voiced out to no one in particular. Nonetheless, you got up from the couch and headed to Seonghwas room.

“Veryyy odd,” you mutter when you see the normally empty hallway lined with candles along the walls. A lighted trail clearly mapped out to the door of Seonghwas bedroom.

The candles in the hallway didn’t have a particular scent to them, but as you approach closer to the bedroom, a scent all too familiar invades your senses. “Vanilla amber,” you whisper in amazement when you reach Seonghwa’s door and push it open.

The room was lined with candles everywhere; the floor, the nightstands, the dresser- everywhere. And right spanking in the middle of the room was the ghost of the day, Seonghwa. He stood there, hair parted and styled to perfection, a pair of plaid pajama pants his only clothing choice of the night.

The sight of him immediately sent fire to your cheeks. You’ve obviously seen Seonghwa’s body before, yet something about the light produced from the candles gleaming on his toned chest sent a wave of desire coursing throughout your body.

It appears you liked the sight a little too much as per the fact that Seonghwa had to fake a cough to get your attention away from his exposed stomach. “Oh umm...h-how did you get all these candles?” you ask awkwardly, trying to keep your gaze at bay.

“Cute,” Seonghwa muses. “I had to go to a couple of different candle stores, though I see you’re more focused on something else,” he smirks, stepping closer to you slowly.

“I-I…”

“May I?” Seonghwa questions, eyes gesturing down to the clothing you were wearing.

You answer him in a curt nod, unable to find your voice due to the intense atmosphere. He starts with your top first, undoing the buttons at an antagonizing slow pace. “You prepared,” Seonghwa uttered in amusement, eyes basking in your bare chest.

You had taken off any undergarments beforehand knowing full well what was going to go down tonight. The silk pajama shirt discarded to the ground with a small plop. Seonghwa’s warm hands came to your stomach, his thumbs pressing down lightly as they map out every curve to your body. His fingers then come to the waistband of your pajama shorts, successfully pulling them off just as teasingly as your shirt.

You stood there naked looking down at the ground not daring to look at Seonghwa as he observed your body, trying to engrain the picture in his brain.

He raises your chin so your eyes could meet and gives you a pleasing smile, “you’re perfect.” you couldn’t help the tiny flush of embarrassment that went through you at his gentle words, “I’m no-”

“You are,” Seonghwa affirms lowly, then, his soft lips are pressed on yours. No roughness or rushing, it was gently sensual, and you respond just the same. The kissing got deeper and deeper; Seonghwa’s tongue pushing past your teeth and meeting your tongue with ease as you gave no resistance to it.

Seonghwa pulls you closer, his hands resting on your hips while his tongue continues to explore every inch of your mouth- occasionally sucking on your tongue. He was doing most of the work and wanting to satisfy him as well was becoming a heavy need for you.

So, deciding to bold, your hand goes to the tent forming in his pajama pants; you touch feather-like as you start to palm him. Seonghwa groans at the surprise, his lips tilting away from you to let out small puffs of air.

His head drops down to your shoulder as you continue to palm him; your hand adding pressure to his shaft little by little. Seonghwa is withering in your touch, his little puffs of air turning into shallow moans. God were his moans orgasm worthy.

Lifting his head up, Seonghwa’s rough voice invades your ears, “that’s enough foreplay.” he pulls your hand away from his intensely prominent erection and trunks you to push you on the bed- his pants quickly discarded in a flash.

You don’t even get the chance to revel in Seonghwa’s fully bare body before he’s on top of you; his cock resting heavily against your belly, the head of it red with need and leaking drops of precum.

Seonghwa’s lips and hands find purchase on your breast, squeezing and gently sucking them. Teasing one nipple with his fingers and the other left to be tormented by his tongue. His ministrations driving you to whine and squeal as pleasure soars through you.

His torture on your sensitive nipples continues for a few minutes, his hands and mouth alternating between each nipple, your body thrashing, and twisting. Mouth wide open and letting out soft moans.

Once Seonghwa’s hunger for your breast is sated, he pulls away, saliva dripping down his mouth like a rabid animal. However, his fingers continue to work your nipples- twisting them playfully, his grip sometimes tightening causing you to groan and arch your back.

“What happened to no foreplay,” you pant out with a little difficulty due to Seonghwa’s intoxicative touch.

Seonghwa retorts your comment with one last tight squeeze to your nipples and an amused chuckle that dies down as quickly as it came out. His face turns serious, deadly serious. His eyes glance up to yours, no joking expression to be found on his face, “do you trust me?”

The question perplexed you, “of course I do hwa,” you answer quickly without any hesitation.

“No, do you trust me?” he asks again, his voice emphasizing the word trust.

“Yes,” you answer again with no hesitation. You knew what he was really asking and it was the full truth, you do trust him both ways. Still, Seonghwa searches your eyes for any doubt, when he finds none at all, his expression relaxes, and his lustful gaze returns.

“Thank you,” Seonghwa replies genuinely before getting off the bed to position himself between your legs. You catch a spark of thrill course through Seonghwa as he stares down your body in admiration. “Ready?” he questions, lining himself up with your entrance.

You don’t have to even contemplate your answer and give him a firm nod, which he returns. You hold in your breath as seonghwa starts to push inside you. He sank in slowly to let you adjust and for the benefit of feeling every inch of him.

Though there was no resistance, you couldn’t resist letting out a gruntled moan. Seonghwa wasn’t as long as hongjoong, but he sure as hell was girthier making the stretch painfully delicious.

Once Seonghwa’s cock was fully settled in you, he reared his hips back and slowly thrusts back in. He continues with these slow and gentle thrusts, gradually working you open till you’re accepting all of him with ease and small moans.

“Fuck Y/n,” Seonghwa groans at you, “you feel so fucking good around me,” his sultry voice fanning your ear when he delivers a particularly hard thrust causing a loud moan to tear from your throat.“That’s it, baby, take it all,” he praises you, the pace of thrusts instantly picking up from thereon.

Seonghwa moves harder and faster, his skin slapping yours vigorously, and you’re relishing in the bliss. Seonghwa is pressing into you so deeply and dragging along your sensitive insides.

You close your eyes wanting to only concentrate on the pleasure you're receiving and the build-up of an orgasm forming in you- a plethora of loud moans unawarely flooding out your mouth. Seonghwas thrusts slow and falters for a second and he shirts himself a little, but returns to the same pace in a matter of seconds, so you thought nothing of it.

“You’re doing so well baby, but I’m going to need you to breathe and relax yourself for what’s going to happen next,” he asks of you lowly in your ear, one of his hands sliding up and down your thigh to calm down your now very alert mind.

“What’s going to happen hwa?” you ask through rocky moans, tempting to open your eyes, but Seonghwa covers them quickly before you could catch a glimpse of anything.

“Ah ah keep your eyes closed, and I want to try something with you, but you need to trust me and relax, Seonghwa halts his thrusts completely, “nothing harmful will happen to you. Everything is up to you. I won’t do anything you don’t want or don’t ask for; so, do you want to do this?”

You feel a bit apprehensive at whatever seonghwa is planning to do. The fear of the unknown will always be very much present within you, but you felt safe in Seonghwa’s hands, and that’s all that was needed to clear your mind of any hesitation or doubt.

“I want to do it,” you agree firmly.

“What’s the safe word?”

“Purple.”

“Good girl, now breathe and relax for me.” Seonghwa resumes his thrusts, pulling his hips back gently and pushing in every inch of his cock all the way. You breathe in deeply through your nose and exhale steadily through your mouth, letting your body go lax and bringing that built up pleasure back.

“That’s it, that’s my girl,” Seonghwa praises, a fast pace of thrusts hitting inside you suddenly. You try to keep up a steady breathing pattern, but it’s near to impossible with Seonghwa’s cock rubbing along your walls, hitting that special spot so fucking good.

with your eyes closed, every sensation becomes more present and powerful. Seonghwa only pushes impossibly further, provoking more moans to pour out of you. All your senses have been drowned so much by Seonghwa’s cock that you fail to smell the pungent odor of smoke.

More so, you fail to question what is it Seonghwa was going to do when you let out what would be classified as a hiss mixed with a strangled moan, “ah fuck!” a hot heat had hit your stomach unexpectedly causing the mixed sound to erupt from your throat and your body to twit oddly.

Your eyes fly open to investigate what the hell just splattered on you and- fuck.

It took your eyes a second to adjust, but there everything was clear as day. Seonghwas body glistened with sweat, his muscles flexing rigidly as he continues to thrust into you hard, his eyes dazed out with lust, and his hand holding a burnt-out candle a foot above your stomach.

“I knew you where a kinky fuck,” you groan out as seonghwa moves to drip the hot wax on your left thigh.

“I could say the same about you. You’re clenching down on me so tightly; you like it baby?” seonghwa chuckles breathlessly, moving the candle above your breasts and letting a stream of hot wax drip. You clamp down hard on his cock, the heat of the wax creating an unusual pleasurable pain that could only be described as intense. So intense it has you gasping and squirming uncontrollably.

Seonghwa gave one last dribble of wax on your right thigh; he knew you both wouldn’t last much longer and he didn’t want to push you farther on your first time with something new. Setting the burnt-out candle aside, Seonghwa curls his hands under your knees and guides your legs over his shoulders.

“You’re doing so good baby,” Seonghwa gushes and gives a gentle kiss to your knee. That sweet moment didn’t last even a second; Seonghwa’s grip on you tightens and he starts pounding into you at a relentless brutal pace.

The pure force of his cock thrusting into you has you delirious. All you could do was tray and grasp at any air you could. You couldn’t help yourself anymore, inaudible cries of seonghwas' name spill out of you; he was pushing and filling you in all the right ways.

Seonghwa wasn’t doing any better. His thrusts grew erratic and impatient, his breathing becoming labored, and muscles contraction. A sinfully beautiful sight he was to bask in.

You whine out, the rough pushes of his cock that wnt impossibly deeper into you finally pushing you to your orgasm. “Fuck!” you scream, tossing your head back in absolute bliss. Everything felt so light, but heavy at the same time.

The build-up, your fucked out face, and the wax that glistened so brightly with the help of the candle flames is all it took for Seonghwa to spill into you. His body convulsing with relief as he fills you up with every drop of his cum- the amount so big that some even spills out of you before he pulls out.

Seonghwa flops down next to you, completely burnt out and exhausted; the same exact feeling hitting you as you come down from euphoric bliss. “Are you okay baby?” Seonghwa asks you softly, sluggishly getting up to grab a few wet rags and oil to get the hardened wax off your skin.

Seonghwa first took one of the wet rags and wiped up all the excess cum that had gushed out of you. He then took another rag and smothered oil on it, and began dotting oil all over the wax, effectively soaking it and peeling it off your body.

He gave your body one last wipe down before throwing away the dirtied rags and wax in the trash, and flopping down next to you again- His arms immediately coming around you and pulling you flush against his chest.

“Thank you for this. For trusting me,” Seonghwa whispered, his tired eyes staring into yours with genuine love and happiness. Your heart swelled full with the same love. No words could ever express just how much you love and trust these boys, and no words could ever express how much it means to you to be trusted by them.

Trust isn’t simple in their world, trust is life or death. It’s a bond that if broken or severed could only leave with a bullet to the heart- figuratively and literally.

“I love you,” you whisper softly, snuggling into him and giving a small kiss to his chest.

“I love you to baby,” Seonghwa whispers back, tightening his arms around you in a protective hold.

With that, you drift to sleep peacefully. The last things you hear being Seonghwa’s calm breathing and the distant quiet sound of a phone going off.

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atinybitofau · 5 years ago

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[ateez] W O O Y O U N G ➣ baby daddy au

HE LOVES HIS FAMILY. BOTH OF THEM. (MAFIA WOO)

format: oneshot , wc: 1937 , tags: fluffy-angst

• “Shit man! Shit!”

• his eyes dart from between vehicles.

• blood pumping and heart racing.

• his fingers curl around the steering wheel and he’s looking for a way out.

• cornered to the back of an alley way with guns positioned on him?

• it’s not a good way for him to go out.

• really, how was he gonna get out of this one?

• “Fuck bro. It was nice working with you I guess.”

• Wooyoung hisses, gassing his pedal on neutral in attempt to scare off his attackers.

• “Get me out of here, Kang!”

• his friend sighs, “I physically can’t! You’ve got three walls and a target line straight at you in the only open direction. You’re the driver. Get yourself out of this one.”

• “Damnit Yeosang!”

• he hangs up before the blond could suffer.

• he’s looking and looking..

• really regrets taking up Hongjoong’s challenges now.

• “Hey Wooyoung.”

• his eyes flicker back at his dashboard when a familiar voice fills his ears.

• “Wait, Se. I’m leaving daddy a voicemail, sweetie.” he hears your sweet laugh and he thinks he’s already ascended into heaven. “Hey baby, I just wanted to tell you that I love you. No matter what this world throws at us, you love me too? I’m sorry if this is so sudden, honey, but I want to tell you that I miss you. And Seyoung misses you too! Come back home soon, okay? We’ll be waiting for you. Always. Bye Wooyoung, I love you soooo much!”

• his heart triples.

• engine roaring.

• smiling at the faces of the men ready to kill him for the suitcase in the back of his car.

• “Sorry bitches.” Wooyoung mutters shifting gears to drive. “But I’ve got plans with my daughter tomorrow night and I’m not missing that for the world.”

• easy.

• like how it was when he first asked you out.

• got you pregnant?

• married you after five months.

• easy.

• getting out of this conundrum too was so easy.

• “You lucky bastard.” Hongjoong chuckles after Wooyoung slides the suitcase into his hands. “You should’ve died.”

• Wooyoung’s seething with anger.

• blood boiling ready to, “Quit. I fucking quit. I’ve got a family, Joong. I can’t keep doing this shit.”

• Hongjoong’s greedy though.

• he can’t lose his best asset.

• not one of his bests.

• “You can’t just pack your old life up for your new one.” Hongjoong scoffs. “Shove that shit right back up your ass. You’re blood.”

• “Take it back.” Wooyoung sticks his wrist out. “Cut my damn hands off if you have to, hyung. I’ve got a daughter. I’ve got a wife.”

• “You’ve got a y/n.”

• Hongjoong’s relentless.

• you were far worse.

• what he thinks versus what he knows?

• versus what anyone knows honestly.

• as far as they know, you’re just a pretty girl that Wooyoung met at a bar one time.

• no.

• you’re far from that.

• “She’s the love of my goddamn life, you bastard.” Wooyoung takes his leader’s collar by the hand. “And if you even think about putting your filthy hands on my family, I’ll drive my car into yours.”

• he loves his boys.

• his first family.

• but he’s been offered another he just can’t refuse.

• “Hyung, I’m not bargaining my family’s lives.” Wooyoung gulps softening his violent grasp. “You wouldn’t do it for us.”

• see, Hongjoong’s got everything wrong.

• thinks you’re useless and just a pawn to ruin Wooyoung.

• but you were a black market thief.

• a hell of a good one too.

• the healthiest team behind your own body, there was no way you could ever get hurt.

• but no one knows you steal illegal goods and auction them in black market sales.

• you’re just the dark world’s masked angel.

• with your own secrets up your sleeve.

• “Hey y/n, you called?”

• of course you put a bug on your husband.

• how else are you gonna make sure he actually loves you and Seyoung?

• “Ddeonghwa~ can you do me a favor please?”

• Seonghwa sighs. “If this is for that Wooyoung guy again, no.”

• “Pleeeasseee.”

• “Last time I did this, I was forced into a daycare with five babies on my lap.” the 22 year old mob boss rubs at his temple. “I’m a born and raised assassin yet here I am doing a snake’s bidding.”

• “With all due respect, Park Seonghwa the great, you’re also Seyoung’s godfather.”

• “Fine.” Seonghwa defeatedly groans. “Even though I’m sure this has nothing to do with that little devil spawn.”

• “I want you to send Woo’s team an invitation. I think it’s time I introduce myself to my husband’s friends, don’t you think? Take him for me and my daughter only.”

• Seonghwa smiles behind the phone, handing a group of men their share after a job well done.

• “Wasn’t sending a fleet of armed men to your husband introduction enough?”

• playing with your daughter’s hair you smile. “See, but he didn’t know that was me. I just want to show Hongjoong a little compassion, that’s all. Not all sales are final, you know.”

• “Okay fine. I guess that can be arranged. Only for you, y/n. Anything for family.”

• no one can ever say no to you.

• you’ve got family everywhere you go.

• you pierce your ear with the last pearl, your daughter running towards the door.

• “Mommy! Mommy! Daddy’s home!”

• your heart skips like a high schooler,

• running over to him even if he seemed out of the mood.

• “Woo honey, is that you?”

• Wooyoung see’s the two of you and it’s like the world he lived in completely changed.

• kisses you tenderly before taking his excited daughter into his arms.

• “My girls.” he nuzzles his face playfully into Seyoung’s neck. “I missed you.”

• she giggles taking his finger into her small hands. “Daddy, me and mommy are going to a party! Do you think we look pretty?”

• Wooyoung didn’t notice at first.

• cause well—

• you’re always stunning to him.

• his daughter taking too much from you too.

• “Very.” his eyebrow shoots up also running a hand through your locks of hair. “What party is this, honey?”

• “A special one.” you tease kissing him on his lips. “Oh. By the way, there’s a letter for you in the kitchen. Come on, Seyoung. We’re gonna be late sweetie.”

• you take your daughter from your confused husband’s arms and kiss him again.

• “I love you.” you mumble against his lips. “No matter what the world throws at me and you.”

• Wooyoung slumps into your kiss hoping to have you longer but you’re already out the door.

• he’s confused.

• — always knows you’re in charge.

• but he’d like to know where you were going.

• he takes the envelope in the kitchen and opens it.

• Mr, Jung Wooyoung. You have been cordially invited to the guns auction hosted by Park Seonghwa in Junggu, Busan 112. Please attend as requested. allowance: 1 guest.

• he almost tears that shit right up.

• the great Park Seonghwa?

• sending formal invitations to his family house?

• this is much more than a stupid invite he thinks.

• he’s thinking Seonghwa’s lucky his wife and daughter are out for the night.

• suited up and ready to go, he does not hesitate to show up a bit guarded.

• but Hongjoong’s there.

• the whole gang.

• “What the fuck’s going on here?” he whispers at his boss. “You got one too?”

• “I don’t know. Yeosang’s been trying to figure it out but nothing. Seems pretty legit. Guns are on display and everything.”

• “But an invite sent to my own fucking house, hyung? I don’t think so.”

• Wooyoung picks up a couple faces.

• knows some familiar.

• some even coworkers that worked with you?

• now he’s confused.

• but Seonghwa steps up to the podium, dressy as ever, to clear up the last thoughts in his head.

• “Thank you all for gathering here this fine evening.” The black haired raven snoops the room. “Ah, Mr. Hongjoong. Thank you for coming! I see you’ve brought your friends too.”

• Hongjoong’s on a lower scale of the food chain.

• Seonghwa too strong to fight.

• so even Wooyoung stays quiet.

• “Well my assistant has gathered you all here today to announce her retirement! And of course I have to throw her a formal party. After all, she’s been only an asset to everyone here.”

• Hongjoong’s baffled.

• his gang don’t know what’s going on cause this obviously isn’t the gun show they’ve been invited to.

• Wooyoung doesn’t either.

• wait, people like him can retire?

• “Y/n, my dear. Come on out.”

• Hongjoong nearly chokes.

• Wooyoung still mesmerized by the sight of you approaching, legs bare at your dress’ slit.

• “Well fuck.”

• you take a second to glance at your husband’s impeccable reaction.

• “Thank you, Seonghwa. I’ve worked long and hard in this business and I wouldn’t have done it without you. But while you gave me a family, I made one for myself. I’m sure you all have met my husband. Jung Wooyoung.”

• Hongjoong stares at his own hitman with pure resentment.

• “Honey, can you come up here for a second?”

• he can never say no to you.

• pulls at his tie while walking over, taking you by the waist.

• “Y/n, baby, what’s all this?”

• “Our retirement.” you whisper softly. “After all, that suitcase from yesterday gives Hongjoong enough to allow you one too.”

• he smirks under your breath chuckling softly. “And Seyoung?”

• “With Sannie. They’re eating pie in the back.”

• the world can only throw so much at Wooyoung.

• the chances of a wife that knew his own world inside and out?

• the ball the world throws is very big.

• very.

• “Hongjoong, I hope you can accept my husband’s request for retirement? With high approval odds, of course.”

• Yeosang nudges at his boss. “That or you really gonna face the wrath of Jung Wooyoung and his wife. Say yes, you idiot!”

• “Y-yes.” Hongjoong stutters amongst these crowd. “Appeal approved?”

• “Good. Then let the party begin!”

• Seonghwa turns towards your husband with only happy eyes when the crowd gets occupied enough.

• “I’m sorry that this isn’t a solid reform to having the normal family you want. But you know you can’t just throw away your past lives for a new one.” Seonghwa shakes his hand with calm waters under the bridge. “And though our history as rivals hasn’t been great, y/n insists I make some adjustments to my relationships to protect the family I love.”

• Wooyoung worked for Hongjoong.

• you worked for Seonghwa.

• someone’s gotta make changes.

• sacrifices?

• “I’m willing to sacrifice anything for my family, Mr. Park. And if lining my blood with yours is in question, I’ll do it.”

• “People will still be out for the both of you.” Seonghwa reminds, Hongjoong quick to follow approaching from the side.

• “But we’ll be here to protect your family like we protect ours.”

• not once have you ever seen Seonghwa with the notorious Kim Hongjoong.

• but hell.

• the world’s got different types of things to throw, you guess.

• “And well, I’ve always wanted to be a god father so..”

• you smile up at Hongjoong tightening your hand with Wooyoung’s beside you.

• “How nice of us to give Seyoung 7 sinful godfathers.”

ps. very rough edit lol

@atinybitofau

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teeztheflag · 5 years ago

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V e r h ä n g n i s (Doom)

⋆ pairing: demon!ateez x reader (poly!ateez)

⋆ genre: demon au, suggestive, crack

⋆ warnings: strong language, kidnapping, suggestive, alcohol, yanderish behavior

⋆ words: 3,300

„But I don’t want to be friends only.“

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„Let me go!“

„Y/N, look around you! We are eight demons and you are one human. You stand no chance against us so be a good girl and stop struggling.“

Hong Joong had you in his arms and slowly lost his patience when you repeatedly tried to kick him. Your arms were soon held behind your back by Jong Ho who also tied them up.

Upstairs in the big living room the college‘s most prestigious bachelor aka now a demon let you down on the couch and the group of demons positioned themselves on the remaining furniture.

You sat up on your knees eyes spitting fire to the blonde and sensing Woo Young grinning at you from your left site his head positioned on San‘s shoulder - the two were obviously enjoying the show.

The others are eagerly waiting for their leader to say something but when Hong Joong wants to speak up he feels himself heating up at the sight in front of him. The girl they love on her knees, hands tied behind her back and utterly defenseless... Every demon would go nuts and he can feel the others thinking the same, too.

For him and at least for Yeo Sang it‘s the hardest because they’re the ones with the best bond with you until now. Hong Joong‘s eyes begin to change their color and with a shaky sigh he turns around leaving the others and you alone.

„Okay, and all of you think she should sleep with him first tonight? Really?“

„Min Gi shut up your thoughts are looking way worse than what Hong Joong could ever dream of.“

Yeo Sang rolls with his eyes and gives Seong Hwa a pleading look to continue instead of their leader.

„Mh, Y/N? How to begin... I mean by now you should know that we are not entirely human and - “

„You’re demons. Yes, I had a crisis because of this for the last three months! What I really want to know is - WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE?“

„Please calm down... You’re looking at us like we want to eat you alive.“

„You’re not entirely wrong with this Woo Young.“ Yun Ho answers with a slight smirk on his face.

„You’re not helping me here guys. Y/N, you know by know that everyone of us - feels something for you. It doesn’t happen often that a whole demon clan falls in love with the same person. We only knew when Hong Joong told us - “

„You don’t love me and especially don’t have any feelings. Are you kidding? All of you were nothing but a nuisance these last months and Hong Joong, he...“

„How can you say this? I let someone deliver you roses!“ San pouts at you and Woo Young pets his head.

„Yes, Choi San, and after that your whole fanclub hunted me down for a week. I had to eat lunch in the library!“

„And me? We’re friends since the day you arrived here!“

„Yeah, friends. Not anything more!“

Yun Ho looks embarrassed to the ground and Yeo Sang‘s gaze is turned to the wall. The sun is about to set and the livingroom is illuminated by the last sunbeams. You watch how the others continue to argue as the blonde demon remains silent.

„You cannot say that you don’t feel anything for us. We’ve been through a lot together. We didn’t even date any girls anymore and were by your site all the time. Don’t you register anything of that?“

„Apart of that nothing happened. I really like you guys but since the whole supernatural thing happened I don’t think I should hang out with you anymore. I mean look at you - what are you even doing here right now? My friends would’ve never kidnapped me and tied my wrists!“

„That’s not entirely true.“ Everyone goes silent when Hong Joong enters the room again and sits down on the lean next to Yeo Sang.

You blush immediately when both of their gazes meet yours. Of course you remember and still feel the secret touches and kisses you shared with Yeo Sang and Hong Joong but you always thought they didn’t know about the other one.

You felt terrible for your mixed feelings especially because they weren’t only friends but lived in the same mansion, too. You didn’t want to choose so decided to end it with both of them.

„That’s over.“

A whole minute goes by Hong Joong burning holes into Yeo Sang‘s forehead and after that some of them sighing and groaning.

„If you say so. We don’t want to keep you here if you’re not in danger or something else. Jong Ho is going to drive you home.“

You couldn’t lie. Something inside of you hurt at his words. Wouldn’t have thought they would give up so fast. And you couldn’t deny that you always felt good in their presence - more relaxed and happy.

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„I cannot believe we let her go.“ Min Gi rumbled while making his move on the pool table.

„That was necessary. We are not going to lock her up without a good reason than just our selfish needs.“

„Seong Hwa‘s right - also, if Hong Joong‘s plan works she will soon feel our connection and come back on her own. And then we can always use this to our advantage hahaha!“

„God, Woo Young, how long ago is your last decent fuck?“

„Mh, last week. But the hybrid girls don’t satisfy me anymore. I need her.“ His eyes change into a dangerous red as he licks his lips thinking about earlier.

„It’s okay. When demons find the one it’s normal that their body and souls needs the other one. Yeo Sang, am I not right?“

„Sadly, yeah.“

The young demon played with his glass of wine and thought about your sparkling eyes whenever the two of you went home together on your usual route. For him it wasn’t just affection anymore like the state some of the others are now in.

Yeo Sang loved you, very dearly. He wanted you safe and by his side. Your words this evening showed him that you’re not ready to be with all of them and it hurt. He only told the others through his special gift of telepathy because he knew it was the right thing to do.

„At least she’s wearing our mark now.“

„That’s right, Jong Ho. But it’s not saving her from other demons. As soon as someone sees it they will know she’s important and that’s what I fear for.“

„There aren’t any other demons at the college so I think we don’t have to worry.“ Seong Hwa replies.

„I guess we can only wait then.“

Yun Ho told the others and sat down in front of the television trying to find some peace during this problematic time.

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Seeing them at the campus today and not being able to talk or play with them was hard. Usually you would already meet them at the entrance and would hang out in the breaks. Yun Ho and you shared the same subject and that’s how the two of you became best friends.

The relationship with Yeo Sang began when the two of you met at their mansion. Yun Ho and you had to prepare for a project and that’s when you accidentally ran into the boy. You would’ve never guessed that Yeo Sang would make the first move to show you his interest because he was the typical popular but mysterious guy and you - you were just simple.

Hong Joong was a person you weren’t fond of as all of your female friends swooned over him. He was like the college king or some kind of. He can do what he want and no teacher or student would get in his way. Life was easy for him - so you thought.

After you accidentally found his hiding spot at the rooftop of the main building where they built something like a garden the two of you immediately clicked. But that was only when you were alone. You didn’t know what his problem was but it was enough to get out of his way when others were around.

As your visitings to their mansion grew in number your little group became closer. Now you weren’t invisible anymore as you often hang out with the boys and everyone saw your relationship with them. It was ok, first. When San and Woo Young - the notorious playboys - started to flirt with you openly the jelous girls began to harass you. You aren’t a weak person and could cope with the situation first.

But like already said, the demon thing just happened and San sending you flowers, Woo Young following you like a puppy and the friendship with Yun Ho were enough to make your life pretty annoying.

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You‘re thinking back to today when Woo Young approached you although the situation you’re currently undergoing.

„You’re so cute little cupcake!“

He pinched your cheeks while you walked away from him. Of course the whole campus watched the two of you and how Jung Woo Young looked at you with hearty eyes. Even in your next lecture he sat next to you and didn’t let his eyes drift away for only one second.

„Can you please leave me alone? Wasn’t what I said yesterday enough?“

„Y/Nah, you’re my babygirl and I won’t leave leave your site - although the others said I should give you same space but nevermind!“

Your head met the table and you groaned out. „I don’t deserve this.“

Gosh. He’s a lot to handle. How are the others doing it? Hong Joong and Seong Hwa literally need to raise these boys. How can they be demons? Demons should have horns and be scary and so on but if you look at them they’re just some teen boys who don’t know what life’s planning.

The night is pretty windy and cold. You put your cardigan closer around your body and shiver a little bit. Only five more minutes and you’re home. It was a dumb idea to stay in the library so late but you were used to it because usually Yeo Sang would be by your site right now and you wouldn’t have to creep out at every sound you hear behind you.

It’s really ridiculous to imagine someone whistling a melody when the wind is howling so strong. It’s obviously all in your head and you should just walk faster but when your wrist suddenly begins to sting you flinch and stop in your tracks.

„What the hell...“

„Hell, that’s where I come from...“

You double over at the foreign voice and are about to speed away but someone sneaks up behind you and holds you still in a painful grip. That someone’s indeed very tall and strong and you can see long black hair adorning his head although being sure it’s a guy that positions his nose deep in your neck.

„Mh, how delicious. Who do you belong to, love?“ He holds your wrist up to examine the mark the demons left on you. A sign of protection and ownership.

„What? I don’t belong to anyone! Now let me go before I scream so loud everyone hears you because I know there are many people living in these houses!“

„You don’t know? Of course, you can’t see it but it’s rare someone marks a human without telling them. I mean, this sign stands for love and not for slavery. Yes, the ones I like to give.“

„You - you’re a demon!“

„Very fast - “ With a swift move he turns you around and looks you down with bloody red eyes. The figure in front of you was breathtaking but also dangerous and unpredictable.

„My name is Nam Joo Hyuk and I think today is my lucky day. A marked female human without her demon means you’re now mine...“

„You demons all can go to hell. I am so annoyed! Just let me go!“

You tried to struggle out of his grip but Joo Hyuk only holds you still without any effort and watches you amused.

„We need to work on your jokes but that’s okay. You will like my estate!“ With a puff and smoke forming your bag falls to the ground and you and the demon disappear.

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„I know where she is. I can smell him... That stupid water demon!“

„Thankfully we have you in the team, Choi San.“

San grins at his hyung and grabs the bag from the ground. They teleport back to their house informing the others of the situation. Yeo Sang‘s furious knowing his beloved one is kidnapped by a narcissistic bastard.

„I am going to make him a head shorter!“

„Calm down everyone! We know where she is so let’s not make mistakes now. We’re going there but not without a plan.“

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„How can someone call this clothes? I am half naked...“

„I think it suits you!“ Joo Hyuk emerges around the corner and watches how you analyze yourself in the mirror. His estate was really beautiful. It was in a parallel world and everything looked like a greek palace up in the skies. Many other girls were giggling around the water lagoons and you had to stop yourself from throwing up at the sight of the brainless.

„They - they will come and rescue me!“

„They? My love, no demon let‘s the one with his mark run around freely without any protection. They don’t feel enough for you and you should be happy that I am going to mark you with a gift now! Be my slave - “

„No! You’re lying... And I don’t want to be your slave! You have a lot girls here isn’t it enough?“

„For me it’s never enough. You should smell yourself, it’s so fascinating! I just need you here with me... if it wasn’t me someone else would have taken you I am sure of it. And maybe now you would be death, eaten by some hungry demon.“

He shrugs with his shoulders and smiles at you. What a lunatic... But you know he means business when he starts to approach you leaving you running around him and away. Unfortunately there was no way out of a cloud and tears roll down your cheeks when some of the other girls capture you with their lustful gazes and bring you back to the water demon.

The struggling is pointless when they lay you on to a table made out of stone and hold you still with painful grips.

„NO! PLEASE!“

„It won’t hurt I promise, my love.“

Joo Hyuk leans down and starts to kiss both of your wrist and you can feel one of them stinging again. What a lying jerk! You scream out at the now stronger becoming pain. The demon starts to chant in a language you don’t know and everything‘s becoming blurry.

„Nam Joo Hyuk.“ Suddenly he stops and turns around to see not only one demon to rescue you but the whole Ateez clan.

„You have something that doesn’t belong to you.“

„Kim Hong Joong? This - human - she’s yours?“

„Not only mine, ours.“ Joo Hyuk gulps and his gaze meet your half opened eyes. He thinks about putting up a fight but it would be nothing good to ruin his estate and probably lose just for one girl.

„You can have here back.“

Yeo Sang reads Jong Ho‘s thoughts and can only agree with him that this was easier than originally planned. Yun Ho makes his way over to your lying form and he can sense your pain making him growl at the water demon who orders the girls away from your unconscious body.

Just as the demons are about to vanish away with you Joo Hyuk speaks up. „You’re lucky it was just me who found her. I don’t know why you’re not able to protect her with a total number of eight demons but you should start from now on. Next time you can collect the last droplets of her blood from the ground.“

Hong Joong just grumbles out a low I know and with that they leave the place.

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„She’s waking up! Guys!“

„Yun Ho? Yeo Sang? Where am I?“

Yeo Sang smiles down your form while the other gather around the bed and Yun Ho continues to stroke your hair in soothing motions.

„You’re safe in our mansion. We’re so sorry this happened to you...“

„God, I was so afraid!“ Your eyes become watery and you sit up to fall into a deep embrace with Yeo Sang. The boy holds you tight in his arms and tries to calm down your hiccups.

„I am sorry. This is our fault.“

„No, you rescued me... That guy was so crazy! He wanted to mark me or something but I didn’t really understand. Why me? Just why!“

„Ehm, technically he wanted you because of our mark.“ Everyone rolled with their eyes at Min Gi‘s remark. Just as it was about to get into the right direction you became aware of the whole event. You pushed Yeo Sang slowly away and found everyone avoiding your eyes.

„You - you guys! You left a fucking mark on me? I thought we talked this out but you’re still acting like I am something like your possession!“

„Y/N, please no! We gave you the mark because we love you. You being hurt or scared is the last thing we want. We didn’t know someone would find you so fast and we don’t have any experiences with this, too...“

Jong Ho gives you his puppy eyes knowing exactly that it’s your sweet spot. A girl hears what she wants to hear...

„You mean, I am the first one you gave this? Why can’t I see it?“

„Yes, you are - and you’re probably remaining the only one. Demons don’t fall in love easily, once they do, it’s normally for their whole life. But we talked about everything and the last thing we want is to see you unhappy. The whole thing with Joo Hyuk showed us we shouldn’t force you to something you don’t want. We can take the mark away...“

All of them are silent and you see their sad faces because of Jong Ho‘s words. Your gaze drifts to Yeo Sang and Hong Joong who seem to have glassy eyes. You also feel Yeo Sang‘s hands shaking and out of reflex you take them into your own hands to calm the boy down. He faces you with a little shocked expression and you gulp to what you would say next.

„I - I don’t want you to take it back. The only thing I want is my friends back...“

The demons cheer up one by one and smile at eachother at your suggestion. You can’t love someone out of nowhere but you wanting to befriend them again means a lot.

„But I don’t want to be friends only.“

Everyone’s facepalming again.

„Yes, Woo Young. I am sure you’re not able to be only friends with any female creature out there.“

„No, it’s only with you! I promise.“ His face wears a serious expression and you couldn’t say that a lot about the boy.

„You’re giving us a chance?“ Hong Joong eyes you shyly with a small smirk.

„I said friends. What happens then is not written yet. Also I don’t want to be kidnapped by anyone ever again! I am still getting goosebumps.“

Everyone’s laughing including you and your heart literally combust when you feel Yeo Sang‘s lips on your cheek. Your cheek wettens because of his tears but also the area begins to tickle until you feel it in your whole body.

He pushed back and watches you with loving eyes.

„I love you.“

Oh god, since when can you hear his voice in your head?

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ardentaislinn · 4 years ago

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Yuletide Letter 2020

Hi! I am also ardentaislinn on AO3. Thank you so much for volunteering to write one of my chosen fandoms! I really can’t wait to see what you come up with. Most importantly, I hope you have fun writing whichever of my fandoms it is. Any suggestions I make here are optional.

Here you’ll find:

My general likes

My DNWs

And prompts for the following fandoms:

Peninsula: Train to Busan 2 (2020) - Jung Seok, Min Jung, Joon Yi, Yoo Jin

Stranger | 비밀의 숲 - Hwang Si Mok, Han Yeo Jin

Kingdom | 킹덤 - Prince Lee Chang, Seo Bi

Illang: The Wolf Brigade | 인랑 (2018) - Im Joong Kyung, Lee Yoon Hee | Kim Seo Hee

A quick note on the Korean names - I’m fine with however you choose to transliterate them. Hyphen/no hyphen, Shi Mok/Si Mok, etc. Just do what you are comfortable with and I’ll adjust no problem. No need to add the honourifics, though

My likes:

I love getting together fics most of all. I love almost every kind of trope (fake dating, slow burn, rivals-to-lovers, “unrequited” pining (that is really requited), found families, etc.) Also, casefic, epistolary fic, consent, forbidden pleasures, beta heroes, bed sharing, masquerades, military kink, physical imperfections, ladies being badass and female relationships (whether romantic or friendship), relationships that build tension before exploding, equal relationships, trapped together, competence, communication, U/RST, positive endings.

You may notice from the below that my ships mostly involve sweet and occasionally broken men being head over heels for awesome ladies, (and usually not feeling worthy). So that dynamic is strongly encouraged.

I also like smut, but it certainly isn’t a necessity. For smut, I’m (sadly) fairly vanilla. But I like light bondage, cunnilingus, shower sex, and accidental/consensual voyeurism, (Particularly guys taking matters into their own hands when they think they can’t be with their lady, and the woman stumbling across him mid-act. Possibly my favourite kink ever? Writer’s choice whether the woman joins in or gets embarrassed)

Happy endings (or at least hopeful endings) are preferred. Like, super, super preferred. I don’t mind angst at all, but it kinda has to be on the way out of the darkness by the end.

Dislikes/DNWs:

Miserable endings. Major character death. Baby/Pregnancy fic. Humiliation. Drug use/drug mentions/addiction. Self harm/abuse. Non-con/rape. Heavy kink. A/B/O. M-Preg. Incest. Bestiality, animal harm etc. Underage sexual content. 1st person POV (unless for epistolary). Not big on high school AUs or Rock band AUs. Unbalanced power dynamics in ships without acknowledging/exploring that. (This effects one particular ship below, which I’ll discuss in more detail in the fandom section).

I think that’s it?

And so, to the fandoms, in no particular order:

Peninsula: Train to Busan 2

Jung Seok, Min Jung, Joon Yi, Yoo Jin

While maybe objectively not as good a film as the first one, I still enjoyed the hell out of it. Given that it was essentially a cross between Escape From New York and Mad Max, what isn’t to love? I loved the expansion of the world and the clever uses of zombies in the chase scenes. And I loved that the message was that being logical and self-sacrificing isn’t always the right choice - sometimes you should be driven by heart and empathy. And I really liked the idea that anything can mean happiness when you love and are loved in return - particularly in regards to Joon Yi, but also Jung Seok (and his found family?).

What would interest me the most in this fandom is post-movie fics. But if you wanna do a canon divergent/au thing, I’d be cool with that, too. Some prompts:

Joon Yi struggles a lot more than her sister to readjust to a “normal” life

In order to stay together after being rescued, Jung Seok and Min Jung have to pretend to be married

After four long years of loneliness, Min Jung just wants to be touched

Jung Seok isn’t surprised to find himself in love with Min Jung - and wanting to be a father to her girls - but is he good enough for them? He’s left them behind once - can he forgive himself? Can Min Jung?

The zombie plague escapes from Korea - and Jung Seok, Min Jung, and her girls are the closest thing to experts on how to fight back and contain it that the authorities have. Will their nightmare never be over? Or is this a chance to end it once and for all?

With Min Jung in hospital while her leg heals, Jung Seok suddenly finds himself a surrogate father to two very unruly girls.

Stranger | 비밀의 숲

Han Yeo Jin, Hwang Si Mok

This show is just so good, and Si Mok and Yeo Jin - and their relationship - is a big part of that. He’s logical and doesn’t feel things the way most other people do, but that doesn’t mean he’s given a free pass to be an asshole. He’s a good man who always does what’s right. And Yeo Jin is just as smart as he is, and equally committed to doing what’s right, but in a different way. They make a perfect team.

I love how much they absolutely, completely, trust and respect each other. Si Mok cares about her as much as he is capable - probably more so than he cares about anyone else. There isn’t any drama or jealousy or anything like that in their relationship. They are both practical adults. But it doesn’t mean they don’t have a deep bond. I do ship these two - and would love getting together fic if you can!

Prompts:

Yeo Jin will probably have a tough time of it from now on. How will Si Mok support her through it?

How will Yeo Jin and Si Mok keep in touch now that he’s moved away again? Late night phone calls that slowly become more intimate? Texts or emails (epistolary style)?

In the last episode, there was a hint that Si Mok had a prophetic dream. What if he really did develop a power? And Yeo Jin was the only one he trusted with the truth?

What if Yeo Jin and Si Mok had to travel somewhere for an investigation - and there’s only one bed…

Si Mok isn’t incapable of noticing when a woman is attracted to him. But what if that woman is Yeo Jin? Do they try to make a friends-with-benefits arrangement work? Or do they like each other two much for that?

Everyone already knows Yeo Jin and Si Mok are close - but why do their friends suddenly think they are dating? What’s changed? And how do they stop the rumours - without disappointing all the friends who were hoping they’d finally become a couple?

Yeo Jin had drunk one too many shots of soju and thought she might never see Si Mok again - so she’d jumped his bones and snuck out before he woke, full of regrets. But what happens now they have to work a case together again?

Feel free to bring in the other characters, too, as long as Yeo Jin and Si Mok remain the focus! I love the various dynamics they have with the people around them.

Kingdom | 킹덤

Prince Lee Chang, Seo Bi

Like with Si Mok and Yeo Jin above, so much of what I like about these two is that they are great characters separately - but work so well together as a team. They trust each other. He has great faith in her abilities and respects her so much. And she is loyal to him and respects him in return because she knows he’s a good man and a good leader.

I also love how the show uses both politics and horror elements, both to best advantage. It’s so well-written and compelling.

Now, I can see how this ship skirts close to my “no unbalanced power differentials in relationships” DNW, since he’s a prince, and she’s very much not royalty, so I thought I would clarify my position on this. I would most like fic set after he gives up his place in the royal family, since I think that mitigates basically all the issues. Even though I don’t think he would have intentionally abused his power over her, and Seo Bi was never particularly deferential to him, it still would have effected the relationship. Now that they are on more equal footing, there may be some lingering, residual issues surrounding this, but I feel like it’s at the level of bringing some interesting angst into the equation without feeling icky, if that makes sense.

Prompts:

Lee Chang and Seo Bi are somehow transported into modern day Korea. How will they adapt?

Both Lee Chang and Seo Bi have seen horrifying things - and they have the nightmares to prove it. How do they help each other through?

I feel like there are a million stories you could tell within the time jump at the end of the second season. Seo Bi and Lee Chang are travelling together, but no doubt keeping their mission to find the resurrection plant a secret. Are they pretending to be married? Is there anything Lee Chang has to adjust to now that he’s no longer, technically, the crown prince? How are they making money? Is Seo Bi hiring out her medicinal knowledge, while Lee Chang sells his sword? How far will they go to find the answers they seek?

The properties of the resurrection plant are still largely unknown. What horrors will they have to face next, now that another outbreak is looming?

Lee Chang decides that Seo Bi needs formal fight training - and takes it upon himself to teach her.

What moments of levity can they find together amongst the horrors?

Lee Chang knows he shouldn’t think of Seo Bi in that way - they are colleagues, and despite everything he is still from a royal family. He needs her too much to risk everything because of his desire. But oh, how he wants her…

Illang: The Wolf Brigade | 인랑 (2018)

Im Joong Kyung, Lee Yoon Hee | Kim Seo Hee

So much about this movie is absolutely my jam. The action scenes, the exploration of what desperation can drive people to, the unclear loyalties that are slowly revealed. That whole sequence when they first meet and spend time together is like a distillation of so many of my favourite things. He sees her and is just instantly gone on her. And she for him. And from then on it’s just a quiet, intense longing between them. They are so aware of each other, every sense drawn towards the other. But he’s so broken, and he sees himself as more animal than man. And it’s revealed that she has equally deep wounds, too.

An argument can be made that at least some of it was an act, of course. They were both trying to deceive each other after all. But I think it’s pretty obvious that there were real feelings there, particularly because she tries to warn him that he’s walking into a trap, and he comes back to save her. Maybe even they don’t know how deep their feelings go, or the other’s feelings, but the audience knows.

And yet...I’ve seen it twice now, and the ending is still no clearer to me. Like, is he dead? It doesn’t seem like it, since both she and her brother saw him at the train station. But maybe he’s like a guardian angel now? And if he’s not dead, where did the shot come from? A hidden gun? The sniper? And most importantly of all, if he’s not dead...why aren’t they together??? Like, aren’t all the potential impediments to their relationship gone by that point?

So, I guess most of all I would like fic that makes more sense than that ending - preferably by giving them the happy ending they deserve.

Prompts:

Joong Kyung watches over Yoon Hee from the shadows - but she always knows he’s there. How can she convince him to come into the light, and back into her life?

Yoon Hee’s brother gets himself into trouble, and the only person she can turn to for help is a man she hasn’t seen in too long - Joong Kyung.

Joong Kyung now walks the line between the living and the dead, but he can’t stay away from Yoon Hee. (Paranormal/magic AU?)

Has there been too many lies between them to make a relationship work? Neither think they are worthy of the other, but when they are pulled back together (to give evidence for an official inquiry?) they can’t quite keep their distance.

Joong Kyung is on the run, and he doesn’t know who to trust - except the one woman he’s never forgotten.

Misunderstandings and lies abound between them - but what happens when they are trapped together and must wait for rescue?

If you don’t want to do a post-canon fic, how about canon divergence? What would have happened if the phone hadn’t rung in that warehouse at that moment? Might Yoon Hee have told herself that she could use her body to prove her loyalty to him? And might Joong Kyung have told himself that it couldn’t hurt to succumb - that it didn’t mean anything?

I think that’s everything. Thank you so much!

#yuletide 2020 #yuletide letter 2020

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9ateez-multiau-bot · 4 years ago

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Ateez Treasure 9!au (Soft/Regular) Hyerin’s ships

Hyerin’s ships/ship type - Ateez and Non-Ateez (pt 1)

ATEEZ Ships

HyeHwa or ‘2Park’: One word; mother-birds. Being the eldest two in Ateez, Hyerin and Seonghwa often have a very sibling-like relationship. As one of the eldest in her own family, Hyerin often treats Hwa as her little brother - teasing him, joking around and helping him clean after the chaos that is Ateez.

Habits they share? THAT GODDAMN TONGUE. Hyehwa do not know how to put that thing away, and lord do they know the effect it has on Atiny. She might have a smaller tongue than he does, but there are more than enough fan-cams where her tongue makes an appearance during a performance. Especially during their Wave and WONDERLAND promotions.

Seonghwa and Hyerin were on vlive together, singing along to the song the elder of the two had chosen. They were enjoying themselves until a certain lyric started playing.

“~And nothing can compare to when you’re naked~”

Seonghwa smiled awkwardly, before smirking softly at the camera. Hyerin however, was grinning with a knowing look as she licked her lips. Damn she was glad she was fluent in English

RinJoong: Producing. Covers. 98′ line. First trainees at KQ. What don’t these two have in common? Although these two aren’t roommates in the dorms, Hyerin often likes to rest her head against Joong’s shoulder as she works on her own tracks, handing her headphones over for him to see if it sounds okay.

Covers are what these two do best together, and they are always seen at each other’s recordings, cheering the other on or waiting with food. Their studios at KQ aren’t that far apart from each other and many times Hongjoong and Hyerin are the last to leave for the dorm, Hyerin dragging the tired younger home with her.

Finally. Hyerin was done for the day (well - it was one am) and she could feel her bed calling to her. She wasn’t alone, Hongjoong was there too and the last text she sent to him was an hour ago and he hadn’t replied since.

“Hyerin?” Hongjoong turned his head when he felt her arms on his shoulder, taking him out of his concentration.

“You. Me. The dorms. Hurry and save” She took his headphones off him and set them down, leaving the room and waiting outside for him. Hongjoong was glad she stopped him; he would have been there for hours.

YunHye; He’s an energiser and she’s his hype-woman. Yunho tends to join Hyerin in her dance covers, the pair danced so much together as trainees. Because of Hyerin’s habit of forgetting to eat while in her studio, she’d given him the code for the door and he’d usually bring food of some sort.

When neither of them are busy, their favourite wind-down together is playing video games. What can you say? They’re both young adults in their 20′s and games are fun! Until...it becomes 2 am the next day, and they’re sleepy as all hell.

Shooting was over for the dance cover and it was the last thing they had to that day. The pair was exhausted but somehow, Yunho had managed to bounce back and had pulled the older female back onto her feet.

“Noona! Come on, one last dance!” He persuaded, bouncing as he started up the music from his phone. Man, was Hyerin exhausted - but one last dance wouldn’t hurt.

SangRin; We all know Yeosang most likely curses in the dorm, but he is definitely not alone. Hyerin and Yeosang are very much swearing buddies - an unwritten agreement between them that they can swear at each other(within reason) without consequence.

All atiny know that Yeosang is savage. And all atiny know that Hyerin is blunt and has a sense of dry humour. Put these two together and they are unstoppable. Of course, that typically shows itself when the two are on camera, each using the other as a rebound for witty comments.

Yeosang was asked who would be the leader for the chaos that was the 99′ line. “I guess it’s me,” when asked why, he mentioned that he was the only normal one. Unable to hold back her laughter, Hyerin shook her head.

“You aren’t normal either!”

RinSan; Holy lord they are so affectionate towards each other. If she could, Hyerin would adopt San as her little brother. Despite his amazing skill, San didn’t have a dance background. Hyerin did - and she would spend her time helping him improve, often encouraging him when he was down.

Hyerin enjoys treating the members to food and drinks, and San is the one she usually brings with her. Mainly for coffee, and mainly because San enjoys eating good food. Win-win situation. What could be better?

“I haven’t come alone today Atiny...I’m here with San!” Hyerin turned the camera as the pair walked to the cafe. She was recording a daily vlog on her off day and wanted to bring San with her to a new cafe she’d found.

“Hello everyone~ Noona! Will we be getting dessert too?” San had wrapped his arm around Hyerin’s, puppy eyes as he asked his question. She nodded, chuckling and ruffling his hair.

HyeGi; Okay - atiny are sure there is something between these two. The long glances, teasing and comfortable touches have prompted a lot of fan fiction shipping. If WooSan are one of Ateez’s most popular ships, HyeGi fits into that category nicely.

When Mingi was recovering during the WONDERLAND promotions, Hyerin would often video call him from her studio to make sure he wasn’t lonely in the dorms. Of course - he did the same when Hyerin was home resting from a migraine and virus during the last week of their Say My Name promotions.

Pale. Weak. Sick. Hyerin was stuck in the dorms as she dealt with a nasty flu and throbbing migraine. She’d been vomiting every other hour and was laid down in bed with her lights dimmed as low as possible - the bright light just making her head hurt more.

“Noona? I brought you something to eat...” Mingi whispered as he turned the light on to a groaning female curled up in the corner of her bed. Setting the food on her desk, he climbed into the bed with her, letting Hyerin climb into his lap and rest her head on his chest as he whispered-rambled on about his day.

WooRin; He’s so energetic, bless him, there’s no way he can’t get Hyerin to join him in his antics. Hyerin didn’t know how he would always find the time to deal with her introverted, stubborn self - but she’s glad any way.

All atiny remember Ateez’s debut, right? And that high-pitched ‘Will you be my friend~?’ just as Wooyoung waves and she tilts her head in an dangerously-sweet way - Hyerin’s lines. Practice for that specific part was always funnier when the two started messing around - she’d hug him instead, ruffle his hair, pinch his cheek gently, you name it - she did it.

Hyerin was sitting in the corner of the practice studio, headphones on as she analysed her latest dance video. In one of her more self-critical moods, and her mind was focused on what she could improve. She looked up, however, when Wooyoung placed a coffee beside her.

“Noona~ you’ve been looking at that for hours - the video was great! Come play with me?” Wooyoung pouted, sitting beside her, resting his head on her shoulder at looking at Hyerin with puppy eyes. Sighing, she put the device away and nodded, getting up and picking the coffee and younger male up. How could she say no to that face?

JongRin; Ahh...how to describe these two? Both love affection, but on their own terms, so late nights watching movies together after talking about it is perfect. Atiny have made countless observations on their affection-style; ‘I don’t mind, as long as I initiate it’.

Of course these two are like siblings - he’s the maknae and she’s the 2nd eldest. She spends a lot of her time teasing him, but really - she’s just in awe of how this kid could have a voice that sounds like it was gifted by the angels. In the words of Hyerin; “Please never stop singing. Ever.”

Hyerin was sitting cross-legged in her bed, book in hand when Jongho walked in with snacks. They had agreed on a makeshift movie-night and the laptop was open already. Putting the book to one side, she brought the laptop closer and pat the space beside her - Jongho getting comfortable beside his Noona.

Half an hour in and they were both yawning. Chuckling, Hyerin paused the movie, turned off her laptop and laid down, inviting him to lay beside her. Already comfortable in the same space, he agreed, laying next to Hyerin as she turned the lamp they were using off.

#ot9 Ateez #HyeHwa #RinJoong #YunHye #SangRin #RinSan #HyeGi #WooRin #JongRin #Ateez Treasure9!au #Ateez Treasure9!au ships

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kpoprunsmylifenow · 6 years ago

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Summary: You get hurt during a fight and Wooyoung is there.

PIRATE AU FOR MY BBY @atiny-treasure

(bless this whole bby)

Normally women didn’t ride pirate ships, but everyone knew Y/N’s name. She was on the Treasure, which was one of the most famous pirate ships that sailed the seas. It was ran by her captain, Hongjoong. Their crew was called ATEEZ, and they all treated her like family. She was obviously close to 8 of the crew, Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yunho, Yeosang, San, Mingi, Wooyoung, and Jongho. Seonghwa was the cook, making the most delicious meals that he could out at sea. Yeosang was their residential medic. He mostly stayed in his bay, researching about new medicines and cures. San and Wooyoung helped you with the sails, both liking to play around high up in the sky. Mingi was second in command, helping plan heists and taking over the ship when the captain went to sleep. Yunho and Jongho were in charge of training all the men on the Treasure. You’d trained with them when you first came onto the Treasure, and they didn’t treat you any different and beat you many times. You even have the scars to prove it.

You were supposed to be going to an island nearby to stock up on some supplies and rest, having been out at sea for almost 2 months. You were up in the crows nest, looking for the glorious sight of land, but you saw a ship getting suspiciously close.

“Hey San! Can you go down and tell Joong that there’s a ship close?” You asked while pointing at it. San nodded and quickly scaled down the ropes.

“Do you think they’re looking for a fight?” Wooyoung asked as he climbed in beside you.

“I don’t know. It looks like they are, but they could always be trying to go to one of the nearby islands. I know there’s a couple around here.” You said sighing, leaning back to prop your feet up. You looked over at Wooyoung, you’d always liked him. He was very beautiful and always kept you company at the loneliest times during the night. You looked back at the ship, and saw that it was closer. You could see the men on the other ship moving around, much more than they should for where they were. “Wooyoung go tell everyone to get ready, but don’t ring the bell. They don’t think we know yet.” You said as you got up. Wooyoung was gone, heading to tell everyone to get ready for battle. You kept an eye on them as you went about through the sails. They were moving cannons and readying ropes to try and board your ship.

When the fight started, all hell broke loose. There was cannons going off, people screaming, orders being thrown. You were up in the sails still, shooting down on the other ship. You’d managed to get their second in command when you’d got shot. It was in the shoulder, luckily not your dominant side, but it hurt like a bitch. You caught yourself before you fell, but you landed against one of the masts. You tore your shirt, tying it above the injury like Yeosang had showed you, and climbed down. You grabbed your cutlass from your hip and started swinging once you landed on the deck.

“Are you okay?” Yunho asked as he killed another pirate.

“Yeah, I got shot while I was up in the sails.” You answered as you blocked a swing and kicked him back, Jongho taking care of him.

“Make sure you get that checked by Sangie when we’re done!” And with that he disappeared. The next person you ran into was Mingi. He was pushing two guys overboard while you kicked the third to follow.

“Thanks, make sure you’re careful with your arm!” And he also was gone. You laughed a little and continued on. The crew that had attacked was thinning out, there was only a few of them left, and you started to drop your guard.

“Watch out!” You turned around to see Wooyoung throwing a knife at a guy who was about to stab you. You killed him quickly and pushed him overboard. Looking back, no one but your crew was left on board, and their ship was burning. You breathed a sigh of relief and began to feel the pain from your shoulder. You grabbed it and leaned against a crate that was close.

“Let’s get you to Yeosang so he can look at that.” Wooyoung said when he was close enough to speak quietly. He picked you up, careful of your shoulder, and headed down to the residential medic.

“Y/N, you almost never get hurt. What happened?” Yeosang asked when he was looking at the wound, Wooyoung standing behind you.

“I was up in the sails like normal and after I took out their second in command, I was shot.” You winced as he cut your shirt around it away. Wooyoung grabbed your hand, knowing that you didn’t handle pain well.

“Well lucky you, it looks like it went straight through, so I don’t need to dig around for the bullet. But if it starts to hurt in certain places while it’s healing, come see me cause there may be pieces left inside.” He said as he picked up a needle and thread. You always hated this part, the stitches. The first time you had to have stitches was on your leg, and Wooyoung had also been there when you’d gotten them too. Now that you think about it, Wooyoung had been with you every time you’d seen Yeosang for anything medical. “Well let’s get this part over with.” When he moved closer, you tensed, not wanting the stitches.

“Here.” Wooyoung said as he held out his hand. You’d held his hand before, when you were up in the crows nest at night and you’d been lonely. He’d given you his hand when you talked about a couple of hard memories, letting you know that he was there while you talked. This was one of the few things that made you fall in love with him more. San had even pointed it out. He’d given multiple examples of how Wooyoung liked you, but you always brushed him off. There was no way this beautiful man could like you, but you could always hope.

“And we’re all done.” Yeosang said as he smiled. “You took it like a champ Y/N.” He said ruffling your hair as he moved to place the needle down. Looking down at your shoulder, there was 9 neat stitches. “Now just let me bandage it. And don’t do any heavy lifting. And actually take the ladder when you’re climbing up into the crows nest please, so you don’t pop any of the stitches.” You laughed at that.

“You know me too well Seongie.” And you gripped Wooyoung’s hand tighter as the bandage put some pressure on your wound. You looked up at him, seeing him already looking at you. His eyes softened as he looked at you, and you leaned back onto him. His other hand went to your hair, petting it as you tried to focus on anything other than your throbbing shoulder. “Hey before I leave, can I get some pain stuff? It actually hurts more than usual.” Yeosang nodded, and went to look through a cabinet above his desk.

“This should do the trick. Just drink a little bit when the pain starts and you should be good.” He said, handing you a bottle of clear liquid. You stood up, swaying some, but was held up by Wooyoung. He led you to your room, and the only person with a room. You’d decided to share with Seonghwa and Mingi. Seonghwa was sitting there on the bed, with Mingi. He looked up as soon as you walked in.

“Oh my god. Mingi told me you’d been shot but I was so worried!” He said as he rushed forward. You laughed.

“I’m fine Hwa! It went straight through. Mingi you didn’t have to worry him!” You pushed him down onto the bed. Seonghwa still trying to fuss over you, helping you into a new shirt, that was probably one of the boys since it was too big. Looking over Wooyoung was talking to Mingi quietly, which was unusual since they always were the loudest ones.

Later that night, you were on deck while everyone was asleep, used to being up late into the night in the crows nest. You were perched up on some of the crates, some of the ropes from the sail close enough to make a seat.

“What are you doing up?” Wooyoung asked. He’d been up in the crows nest, when he looked down to see you on deck.

“I can’t sleep. I’m used to being up there.” You pointed up towards the sails.

“I talked to Mingi so that you’d have a few nights off to heal.” He said as he sat next to you.

“You didn’t need to. I’ve had a lot worse happen and still be happy in my perch that same night.” You said as you held Wooyoung’s hand. It was slightly scraped from the fight earlier.

“I know. But I wasn’t here to protect you, and now I am.” “Wooyoung, you know I don’t need protecting right.” “Of course I do! But I do it because I love you and don’t want to lose you.” He said quietly. You quickly looked over at him to see him looking away.

“I love you too.” You said quietly and looked down at his hand. He smiled and shuffled closer to you.

“Wanna go makeout in the crows nest?”

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airenyah · 7 months ago

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You know, my day started really shitty and the weather is all gloomy, so I put all my hopes on a JD show in GMMTV p2. I was cautiously optimistic. So as soon as I got home, I checked Twitter and the first post I saw was Joong and Dunk kissing next a car. And I was like OMG!!!!! So I watched the trailer, and I actually squealed, because the concept is amazing and they are with FirstKhao (who GMMTV loves), so the script will also be great, and I feel like my whole day is made. (I actually had a stray thought about this leading up to part2, like if JD and FK get a series together, JD will finally be in a quality production. Maybe I should invest in lottery tickets 😂). I finally completely understood the etymology of the word 'fan', because I'm the "unfollow me right now" meme. I'm an adult with an actual job and I still squealed and flailed like Ongsa because JoongDunk finally get a chance to shine.

But, that's not everything. Because then I logged into Tumblr and I saw that you posted an essay about Dunk to my ask from last week, and now I'm close to tears with how overjoyed I am. Thank you very much for taking the time and writing this manifesto that I'll use as a guide to better understand performances in the future. I love you too, you made this day way better than it already was 💜

P. S. As for the DMs, maybe when I'm less shy 😅

anonnnnnn i'm sorry it took me so long to reply to your last ask!! but yeah, i think you see why and i'm glad it made your day even better 💗💗💗

edit bc i forgot to mention: take your time about dming me, the links won't run away 😌💕

re: "I finally completely understood the etymology of the word 'fan', because I'm the "unfollow me right now" meme." I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING I LITERALLY MADE THIS POST THIS AFTERNOON:

so yeah, me too. me too. i too am that meme. i was already close to posting it hahahaha

as for the new JD show....

ok ok ok so i lucked out completely bc usually tuesday is my uni day but this week i don't have classes, so i was able to watch the entire stream live. and i was already mentally prepared for no JD bl again?? first of all because as i explain in my manifesto, i do want to see them in more solo projects (esp dunk bc out of all the series he's had or will have a major role in 3/4 are with joong which... as a fan i'm absolutely not complaining about but from an acting perspective it would be good for him to branch out)

and second of all, because i'd been talking and speculating with @moonkhao and a couple of days ago joong tweeted something about "this year i will get to play with that phi"?? and @moonkhao mentioned that win had recently followed joong and how it seemed like the two of them were gonna be in a series and we were all like "oh it's gonna be a het show for sure" (HA HA LOOK AT US NOW @moonkhao 🤡🤡🤡🤡) (ive never been more happy to be wrong tho fjkdfkkjdsg)

anyway so i went into the stream fully prepared for them to be in solo het-projects, right?? and when the trailer came on, in the very first shot it's joong and khao, right? but i totally didn't notice joong at first, bc i was too distracted by khao and the fact that first appeared right after and i was all "oh that's gotta be the rumored p'jojo FK mafia show"

and then joong appeared and i finally saw him and i went JOONG??????????

my eyes went big and my jaw dropped on the ground and my head was spinning with thoughts all "is joong gonna be just a side character in this?? or will dunk be there too?? holy shit what is happening????"

AND THEN DUNK CAME ON AND BY THIS POINT, IN ADDITION TO SITTING THERE WITH MY EYES AND MY MOUTH WIDE OPEN I ENDED UP SLAPPING MY HANDS ON MY MOUTH TRYING NOT TO SCREAM AND I WATCHED THE REST OF THE TRAILER AS WELL AS THE PRESENTATION/INTERVIEW AFTERWARDS LIKE THAT

i was literally shaking oh my god dfjkjdfkjdfkjdfjkdsjk

anyway. i'm not gonna be normal about this thanks

#i'm actually anti-firstkhao bc i dream of seeing first kiss all the gmmtv boys at least once #this is another one of my missions/agendas jkfjkdfg #HOWEVER. when it comes to pairs that joongdunk could have collabed with #i think FK are quite possibly the most ideal option that JD could have been paired up with #like they could have been paired with a couple i personally don't care about or worse. they could have been paired with [redacted]#i don't mind watching joong and dunk share a screen with the love of my life first kanaphan kjdfkjdsfjkg #also JD in a p'jojo show?? yes please??#i was hoping they'd get to do a show either with p'jojo or p'aof some time #i really hope it's gonna be a quality script!!!!!! (i wasn't super into only friends and nlmg kinda bored me)#bc i really hope that maybe then more people will finally see that dunk IS in fact a good actor #or else i'm gonna have to write another 7.5k words as a part 2 for my acting manifesto next year dfjkdfkjdf #asks #anon #the heart killers #gmmtv 2024 pt2 #adrm #i think i need to go rewatch the trailer again now that my thai class is done dfkdfkdfgf

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supaliaxpress · 8 years ago

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Episode 11 Goblin Review: So you did come and go for a moment in my life

OMG!!! I TOTALLY DID NOT SEE THAT COMING AT THE END!!! DID YOU??? :O Be warned, this is going to be a longer review (episode 11) because it’s both couples combined.

Shin discovers that Sunny is the reincarnation of this sister and immediately goes to talk with her and showers her with gifts and the words that he never had the opportunity to say. Of course, Sunny has no idea what’s going on and it was hilarious how she had to tell GR to do something about the hugging big brother, lol. What’s interesting out of this situation are 1) Eun Tak was jealous, 2) GR was slightly jealous, 3) Shin was overprotective, and 4) Sunny was totally confused. But what I admire most were how Eun Tak became understanding of the situation between the siblings, how GR is considerate of Shin’s feelings towards finally meeting his sister, how Shin wasn’t forceful towards Sunny to remember, and how Sunny was considerate to give Shin a chance to explain himself. It was very nice of Eun Tak and GR to give Shin and Sunny space to discuss between the siblings - especially since it was Eun Tak who initiated it showing how she supports Shin by holding his hand for assertion. We find out more about Kim Sun’s tragic fate and how she protected the king till the very end.

HOW DID HE KNOW!?!?! :O DAEBAK!!

We learn a little more about Wang Yeo and Kim Sun… how Wang Yeo became more jealous of Shin with each victory until his bow-string broke and missed his shots. Making missed shots and one’s bow-string breaking symbolize disappointment in goals and a bad journey, which foreshadow the path that Wang Yeo will take. However, Kim Sun was diligently watching him from afar and it’s important to note that she and Sunny say the exact same things about their man, “But why is it that he hasn’t come to see me even once? He sure knows how to make a woman lovesick!” Both Wang Yeo and GR sure love to make their girl wait for them until their lovesick, lol. We get the same flashback scenes from before until we get a confrontation between the two - how Wang Yeo sent his wife to her death by giving her an ultimatum of choosing between her family or him (just saying but that was a jerk move). Since she probably loved the king, she chose her death to protect him from Joong Won as well as she couldn't betray her brother either. After hearing her past life's tragic fate, Sunny's heart began to hurt which is the same spot where Kim Sun was shot with the arrow. But despite hearing the story and seeing the painting of her past self, it wasn't enough for her memories to return. She still thinks of GR and wants to see him... which he does see her out, but he doesn't have any confidence to ask her to stay because he feels he has no right to do so since they "broke up." Again, Sunny and Kim Sun both said the same thing to their man, “You really are wicked,” which I found quite amusing since their roles in the relationship haven’t changed at all with Sunny and the Queen both wanting to get closer to their man but GR and Wang Yeo both holding back (in this case, GR being secretive because he’s a grim reaper and Wang Yeo being jealous/paranoid because of Shin).

It was finally revealed that Wang Yeo was the one who painted the portrait of Kim Sun and it makes sense why GR cried upon seeing the portrait, “… it’s a painting of her through his eyes and contains that man’s regrets, sins, and longing toward her.” So if objects contain the original owner’s feelings, why didn’t Sunny feel anything when wearing the ring? Perhaps she will now that she knows she’s the reincarnation of the queen? Eun Tak worried about Sunny and went to check on her; it seems that Sunny felt sick ever since hearing the Queen’s story and feels an unexplainable pain in her heart. At her place, she questions Eun Tak about their true identities, but Eun Tak doesn’t reveal anything being considerate of GR and Shin. It was adorable how Shin was waiting for her as he walked behind her the whole time and Eun Tak expressed her feelings how her world differs from a “normal human.” It’s nice to see how their relationship has developed and they can openly joke with each other while discussing a serious topic.

Probably the most touching scene in this episode was when Samshin came to Eun Tai’s graduation. I FUCKIN CRIED MY EYES OUT. T.T First, it’s important to note how Eun Tak finally makes a friend, but it’s a totally new experience for her since she’s never really conversed/exchanged numbers with another human besides ghosts (and Tae Hee). THEN SAMSHIN CAME IN LIKE A BOSS AND STOLE THE ENTIRE SCENE!! I was crying when Eun Tak finally realized who she was when Samshin touched her cheek and said she was happy when she created her. She gave Eun Tak a bouquet of cotton which symbolizes protection, success/wealth, and healing - things that Samshin probably desires for all of her children and particularly Eun Tak who has a tragic fate tied with Shin.

The most important scene contributing to Samshin’s character was when she told the teacher, “Child. Couldn’t you be a better teacher? Couldn’t you be a more brilliant teacher?” This shows that, despite Samshin being a goddess, she doesn’t interfere with her children’s destinies/choices even though she desires the best for everyone. She probably protects everyone to a certain extent until letting them go to live their own life and hoping that they will make good decisions - what parents should do and hope for their children. BUT THE NEXT SCENE KILLED ME!! Upon seeing the teacher’s face, Shin remembered the first time he saw her and her future - EUN TAK WAS IN HIS VISION!!! Seeing the face of the teacher made Shin realize that he had already seen Eun Tak’s face (and therefore him being apart of her future) and realized that they were truly fated to meet, “So you did come and go for a moment in my life, I see.” So what does this mean? Perhaps he cannot actually see Eun Tak’s future, but maybe he can see her future through the eyes of other people and maybe through his own (maybe that’s why he can’t see himself in her future because it’s actually him who’s there with her witnessing it, hence the scene of the two people holding the flower in front of Eun Tak and it matches what Shin is seeing presently compared to the future vision)!! DAEBAK! :O

We get some more cute Eun Tak and Shin interaction: Shin indirectly confessing his “first love,” Eun Tak saying IDGAF (lmao this was hilarious), Shin taking pictures of Eun Tak and calling her pretty, Eun Tak being grateful for her high school experience despite the ups and downs, and Eun Tak expressing her appreciation for Shin being in her life. It was great how Shin and Eun Tak were considerate of GR and Sunny - they left the two lovebirds alone, lol. It was funny how they both wanted to see each other, but they couldn’t do it directly by using Eun Tak’s graduation as the excuse. For the first time, GR was honest with his feelings towards Sunny and about who he is, “I wanted to give flowers to someone, just once. I’m sure you won’t believe me, but I don’t really know who I am, either.” I’m not really sure what type of flowers GR gave to Sunny, but just the fact that they were “yellow flowers” symbolize happiness, respect, renewing a relationship, and the Sun - characteristics of Sunny and their relationship. With Eun Tak turning 20, Shin delivers her mother’s insurance money to her informing that her aunt gave legal consent - what’s significant of this scene is how selfless Eun Tak is as she grows up and matures. In the end, she doesn’t know what to do with the money since she’s always lived a humble life and she even showed concern for her Aunt’s family though she has every right to not care about them (I hope they never appear in her life ever again… ugh).

It’s inevitable to ignore the tragic death fate of Shin and Eun Tak and GR informs Shin of another death card announcement. It’s important how Shin is taking a stance against fate despite knowing what’s considered the best choice, “I’m going to try and not do what’s for the best.” He tells Eun Tak the truth because he doesn’t want to keep secrets from her and it’s heartbreaking to see her burst into tears learning that one of them must die for the other to live. What’s even more important was the order of Eun Tak’s decisions: 1) she chose her death first because she’s selfless, 2) she chose Shin’s death second because she doesn't want him to suffer immortally alone, and 3) thirdly, she chose for them to die together because it will hurt for either one of them to be left alone while the other one dies. BUT the fourth decision of them living together was asserted by Shin - I FRIGGIN LOVED HOW IT WAS INITIATED BY HIM AND HOW HE SAID HER NAME!!! This shows that they both equally give to the relationship and how they support each other to overcome challenges. It also shows how Shin no longer thinks of death, but he is choosing life and that he will do everything in his power to protect her, “I might be an even greater person than you may think.” I personally think this line represents the concept of Shin choosing to protect a human with is powers despite he shouldn’t become intertwined with a human’s fate - the first time he said this was to Goryeo-era young DH because he was the first human Shin wanted to protect as a goblin. What’s even more admirable was how quickly Eun Tak came to terms with her fate, how mature she is on her outlook on life, and how strong-spirited she is despite knowing that death is around the corner - she has every right to be afraid and to be depressed, but instead she chose to fight and to continue on truly living everyday because she’s not alone. She’s growing up so well, Shin is adorable, and they’re so friggin cute together. T.T

And finally, Sunny discovers the truth about GR’s true identity. I believe GR was going to personally tell her the truth… but unfortunately it happened that way because GR hesitated and Sunny saw him disappear. The cherry blossom is iconic in this scene because it also symbolizes enlightenment - Sunny learning that GR is a grim reaper. It broke my heart when GR said, “I knew we could never be. But I dreamed of a happy ending for us. But it turned out to be a tragic one,” - essentially their past lives’ story in a nutshell. And our girl Eun Tak is just way too kind (and naive) that she didn’t realize she walked right into death’s arms - sheesh, it would’ve been nice to know ahead of time that her ghost friend’s ex-husband was a murderer. :/ But damnit… Stop being so friggin hot, Shin… despite Eun Tak not wanting to call her boyfriend over because she was probably worried for the guy’s sake - Shin comes and saves her (I seriously thought he killed him lmao)! She even blocks Shin from her ghost friends and they can finally rest in peace. However, though Shin was probably really angry at the ghosts for putting Eun Tak in danger and her being unaware of it, he was most glad that she’s safe & unharmed and I loved how she was able to break the mood to still joke with him to cheer him up. I just love how he’s tall and she fits perfectly under his chin when they hug. >.< And then we learn that the other special case GR was talking about was not Shin… but actually Park Joong Won.

With his purple lips, skin coloration, and stiff body, I believe these are due to rigor mortis (stiffness), livor mortis (purple-dark coloration of skin b/c of blood), and tache noire (black spots and darkening of mucous/tongue) which are all occurrences of post mortem. It seems like Joong Won is indeed “alive” but doesn’t seem to be human either - therefore, he could possibly be two things: 1) a demon, or 2) a gangshi. I’m leaning towards gangshi because they are usually depicted being very stiff, decaying, dressed in official robes, and are caused by the spirit not properly leaving the body because of improper death, suicide, or wanting to cause trouble which fits Joong Won’s character (he’s evil and was traumatically killed by Shin). FUCK!!! EUN TAK BETTER NOT GRAB HIS HAND BECAUSE THEY FEED BY EATING THE LIFE SOURCE OF OTHER LIVING BEINGS!!! Dx So in conclusion, that jerk is back as an even more terrible monster but this confirms that Secretary Kim is NOT him (YES!! He’s way to precious to be that jerk). The best thing about this episode was the contrast of the romantic relationships and how they are developing at their own pace, while their friendship with each other grows as they confide and learn more about each other. The main couple is BEAUTIFUL as they are working together to live happily despite their tragic fate. The second couple is still trying to find balance as they finally reveal their honest selves to each other - now all is left is to accept each other for who they are. Since the new episode comes out today, I’m not going to predict much except for 1) we’ll learn more about DH’s true identity, 2) it’ll finally be revealed soon that GR is Wang Yeo, and 3) Shin better eventually exterminate that motherfucker for good or else I’ll have to do it (I apologize for my vulgar language).

Also, just some appreciation and shout out to this grim reaper! I personally feel the same as I haven’t been as punctual with my reviews lately... sorry guys... life is killing me atm along with Goblin feels.

Other Reviews:

Episode 1-4 Review: Our Homegirl Eun-tak

Episode 5 Review: 10 years into the future, You’re still beautiful and bright as ever, but I’m not the one beside you

Episode 3-6 Review: I can’t help but stare at your smile (Grim Reaper x Sunny Relationship Review)

Episode 6 Review: If you had really been a bad person, he only would’ve created a Goblin, and not the Goblin’s Bride

Episode 7-8 Review: It couldn’t be helped that this was the beginning of this tragic love story (Grim Reaper x Sunny Relationship Review)

Episode 7 Review: Is the thing that I’m trying to steal one more glimpse of… my own immortal life? Or, is it your face?

Episode 8 Review: I beseech the heavens and ask that, on a certain day, after 100 years, on an adequate day... I can finally tell her she was my first love

Episode 9-10 Review: I was thinking about whether or not I should hold your hand one more time (Grim Reaper x Sunny)

Episode 9 Review: I’d like it if I could use that as an excuse to continue on living on... together, with you

Episode 10 Review: Your magic doesn’t work on me.. you can never escape me

Episode 12 Review: An absolute fate that is beyond human beings’ eternities

Episode 13 Review: My Life must have been a reward because I met you

Episode 14 Review: Please, someone save me from this curse

Episode 15 & 16 Review: The Person left behind must go on living life

Deok Hwa and Grandpa Theory Review: From this moment on, this child will serve you, your Lordship

Important Anon Question regarding Pedophilia

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⋆ pairing: alpha!hong joong x werewolf!reader x werewolf!san

⋆ genre: werewolf au, angst, fluff, suggestive

⋆ warnings: character death, violence, angst, rejection

⋆ words: 6,800

a/n: here it is ヘ(^_^ヘ); exo is participating in this story

„Am I still dreaming?“

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It’s been eighteen days since you were running away from the hunters. You were exhausted; multiple bruises and cuts covering your dirty skin. You didn’t even smell the stingy scent of your form anymore, luckily. The idea your own pack, the safest place for you since being born, could be attacked and destroyed in only a few hours never crossed your mind before. Your parents, thinking of them makes you tearing up again... slaughtered in front of your eyes. And what for? A war that went on for hundreds of years. The only thing your kind ever wanted was to live freely and in peace.

„Y/N? We have to move again and find a safe place to sleep when the night comes.“

Your eyes lacked of emotion, well, the only thing your felt clear anger and frustration. If you thought you had it the worst for beating yourself up for the fact of not having been able to rescue your parents or any other wolves from the town your were wrong. Lifting your chin up from your arms and watching how your brother searched the area with his eyes only made you sadder. Your brother, probably the happiest person you‘ve ever known, now was a broken man. He felt more guilty than you and it hurt that you couldn’t think that he didn’t have been in some way. You didn’t want to think like that but you just couldn’t help it.

When the hunters entered your house your brother secretly took his chance to slip into your room rushing you to change into appropriate clothes but before you were able to get to your parents screams could be heard. You went into shock and Baek Hyun‘s words didn’t enter your system any more. Only broken pieces of the event still linger in your head like how your brother took a tight grip of your arm and dragged you through the window to run away from the burning houses.

You felt a light tap on your shoulder and looked up into an encouraging smile from no other than Chan Yeol, your brother’s best friend. You lifted yourself up seemingly tired and definitely not in the mood to go any further, nearly every will to live anymore being nonexistent.

You linked arms with him and the group continued their way through the foreign woods. You had to skip every village or town in case of the hunters still being after you. Without a home and hope you all felt so down. You watched how Min Seok guided the group merely talking since the event and only saying the most important. You didn’t event want to know how he felt... He not only lost his family and alpha but also his mate.

Even more devastating has been the fact that you all didn’t know who was lucky to escape the town during the attack, too, but right now your highest priority was to find a safe place or a pack that was willing to help you. What wasn’t easy at all because of losing your alpha other packs couldn’t make out your scent and thought you were rogues, which were mostly hated and killed without a proper reason needed...

The night came and you luckily found a quite good place to rest for the night. Normally you and your brother would have cuddled together and warmed each other in this cold night but you declined his offer still not knowing how to deal with the whole situation. Occasionally tears escaped your eyes at the most uneventful moments like back later while you were collecting wood for a fire. You didn’t even notice the tears running down your cheeks anymore and your brother could only watch you crying with equally wet eyes. Luckily the welcomed sleep came soon and you slowly drifted into dreamland.

„Kill all of them!“

Luckily you awakened so quickly because of still being used to be on alarm and gasped when you saw a hunter plunging a knife deep into Chan Yeol‘s chest. Your heart nearly broke at the sight if it wasn’t already. You changed into your wolf forms and started to run as fast as you could, Min Seok leading the way. All of you who could escape knew it was useless to defend yourselves being only four people because you at least counted ten hunters attacking you. All of you speeded through the forest Baek Hyun running behind you to shield your back.

After two hours of running and nearly collapsing Min Seok still didn’t stop and just as you wanted to ask when you would make a pause you emerged a wide meadow that was illuminated by the full moon. You heard your brother behind you growling when he was tackled down so hard he immediately went unconscious and you only could watch how your remaining pack members got attacked by a pack way bigger than yours.

A sharp pain in your leg made you howl out really loud, not even knowing something could physically hurt so much. A large wolf dragged you over to the others and you only hoped your bother was fine. Many wolves rounded your forms and flashed their teeth at you to intimidate you. You thanked god when the one wolf with his canines deep in your flesh let go and crawled over to your brother seeking security in his side and whimpering a lot in the process.

You felt your consciousness slowly fade away because of the big amount of blood loss you had to endure. The last thing you saw before they lunged at you with wide opened mouths a black wolf dangerously barked at them and your heart beated a little bit faster at the sound of it.

You awoke with a slight headache and aching limbs in a dimmed room at the evening. You slowly took in your surroundings; first thought trying to collect your memories. Ok, you could remember what happened and now you cannot understand why you were still living? You definitely should be dead by now and not awakening in a cozy bedroom that was decorated pretty artistic and inviting, too. Also the things you made out didn’t look cheap as well...

Slightly leaning up on your arms your hands found their way down to your leg where you got bitten by that bastard of a wolf. You pushed the blanket aside and sighed in relief. Your wound got treated really good, your genes helping to speed up the healing process, too.

Oh gosh, Chan Yeol... those bastards really killed him... but - Baek Hyun and the others!

Instantly you pushed your body up from the bed and hobbled your way over to the door with quick steps. You looked down yourself and gulped. Someone gave you clothes and even put them on for you, well, you understand they wouldn’t want to keep you naked...

You carefully opened the door trying to not make a sound in the process and peaked outside if some guards were positioned in the big corridor. To your luck there seemed to be no one and you quickly limbed all way down the hall until you emerged a huge pair of stairs.

What with this delicious smell everywhere?

You pushed the thoughts of your wolf aside and a huge welcoming hall with probably very expensive furniture came into view that only could mean you were currently inside the mansion of an alpha... That made the situation even worse so you tried to get to the door as fast as you could and just as you were about to open it you felt like the air had been knocked out of your lungs -

„You’re awake.“

Your heart knew it before your mind. In front of you, standing in a door frame to a kitchen, your mate stood, smiling so lovingly at you it caused the most pleasurable shiver running down your spine. You still held the pawl in your hand taking in the beauty of the man and trying to progress how the feeling of finding your mate shook your whole being.

Your wolf urged you to get to him and put your arms around his waist and you couldn’t stop her of searching for the comfort you lacked in the last days. You hid your face in his chest and cried; he also took you into his arms keeping you secure there and not wanting to let you go ever again. He stroked your hair trying to give you the best comfort he was able to although being overwhelmed with the whole situation of having such a disturbed mate.

A few minutes passed after you slowly calmed down and let him guide you to the livingroom of the big mansion. He sat down on a couch and took you with him so that you were straddling his waist. You felt sparkles all over the skin he touched and butterflies in your tummy at the close approximation. You couldn’t even decide of what your mate smelled of but it was the best scent your nostrils were ever met with. You felt his chest move a little bit when he chuckled at you taking in his scent with a deep sniff and only snuggled deeper into him afterwards.

„My, my. You don’t have to be afraid anymore, now I am here to keep you safe and sound in my arms. My sweet little mate...“

He closed his eyes the smile on his face never vanishing for a second although he only could guess that you went through a lot. Slowly you leaned back a little bit to study his facial features and damn you felt your cheeks heating up. His eyes opened and you could swear stars were swimming in their depths promising you more than you could ever want.

To say it bluntly, his face was perfect; more so everything about him. You were excited and nervous to sit in his lap, being so close to him because it felt like finally meeting your longtime crush in reality; loving him since forever and having developed a strong adoration for him but not being able to see, feel or touch him at all. Now, this was real. You grazed his cheeks with you index finger carefully while he watched your curious actions amused. You traced his nose, a pretty one, and got down to his lips where you stopped. He had beautiful lips, you could swear his hands became sweaty when he stopped roaming them over your bare arms.

„I - I, my name... it’s Y/N.“

He shows no reaction only his pupils dilating at your words. Suddenly he shoots you a dazzling smile.

„What a pretty name for my luna.“

Wait... he’s the alpha! Hong Joong feels you slightly panicking in his lap and tries to calm you down by taking your face into his rather small and delicate hands to draw patterns over it.

„Sshh, shhh... Everything‘s okay, I am going to make you a t - “

„Alpha! One of the prisoners managed to sneak out and started to fight with our beta!“

You jumped away from Hong Joong before the boy even shouted your mates title and listened with furrowed eyebrows over their conversation. Just when Hong Joong wanted to give out his orders you spoke up.

„Prisoners? What happened to my pack?!“

„Pack? You’re rogues!“ You felt the anger rising up in your chest at the insult and your hands turning into fists.

„Yeo Sang, stop it. She’s your luna and you will respect her or I will make you.“ Hong Joong moved to stand in front of you shielding you away from the curious and annoyed looks of the boy and gave him a last warning glare to which he bowed and finally left.

“Y/N, we had to lock the rogues that were accompanying you up because they were too aggressive...“

„Y - you locked them up?! But they’ve done nothing wrong! And we‘re not rogues!“

Hong joong‘s eyebrows furrow at your statement and eyes you questioningly. Hong Joong‘s wolf ushers him to comfort you because of the hostile undertone in your voice but you take a step back so he cannot touch you.

„I want to see them.“

He debates on bringing you over although he really wanted to spend some time with you first... If that stupid brat didn’t come in she wouldn’t act like this right now! Yes, he knows that, too... But he shouldn’t be selfish right now because you’re his mate and he should consider your feelings first.

„Okay, I will bring you to them but you will stay by my side. Alright?“ You pushed away the urge to roll with your eyes and nodded at him. Right now you didn’t really like how your mate acted towards you, like in pulling the strings in what you’re allowed to and what not... but you followed him or maybe more like tried to with your injured leg.

Last night Hong Joong nearly collapsed when he saw your unconscious form only wearing a shirt from one of his omegas and laying on the cold ground of a cell. All the bruises and cuts over your skin and especially the bite mark on your leg pained him, too, not physically but emotionally it was a bad sight to take in. Instantly he took your weak form into his arms and left the dungeon to bring you to his place.

One of his maidens washed and took care of your injuries and he placed you into the bed of one of his guest rooms... He stayed up the whole night and day to wait for your awakening and occasionally peaked into the room. He tried to work on some papers but your scent lingering in the whole house made it really hard for him to concentrate properly. His visitings became more just to see your angel like face and the soft snores that came out between your kissable lips.

When he went down to eat dinner he heard your light footsteps coming down the stairs and he didn’t want to reveal himself immediately but when you got closer to the door to leave his house he knew now was the time to show himself.

Interested gazes met your form that followed behind their alpha and the sun already set when you reached the dungeon. Hong Joong stopped in front of the entry and turned around to eye you up. With a swift move he took your hand into his and pulled you along with some omega of him accompanying you. The basement wasn’t as scary or dirty as you thought but you flinched when you heard a voice screaming.

„Baek Hyun!“

You teared away from Hong Joong‘s strong grip and ran into the direction the voice came from. You stopped in front of a cell and saw how two boys held him down while he tried to break free. Hong Joong was next to you faster than you thought and put his arm around your waist to hold you still. He wondered who this scum was that made you deny his orders back earlier. You made a move to lunge forward and help your brother but were stopped by your mate who didn’t let go of your body.

„What the fuck are you doing?!“

„Y/N? Is that you?!“ Baek Hyun stopped to fight back and tried to turn around to look at your form. Both of you are relieved the other one‘s okay and not dead but Baek Hyun‘s eyes found their way over to the boy that had a tight grip around your waist and growled at him.

„Let her go!“

Hong Joong noticed the warning glare he was receiving and became angry when that boy started to provoke him.

„I am definitely not letting my mate go.“

He smiled triumphantly at Baek Hyun but didn’t notice how you shot him a fiery gaze.

„I won’t be your mate if you don’t let my brother go immediately!“

Ups

„Oh, ehem... it’s okay boys you can let go of him.“ Hong Joong let go of you and watched how you ran to your brother pulling him into a hug.

„I am so glad you’re okay! How’s your leg? I saw that wolf getting to you I am so sorry I wasn’t able to help you...“

„It’s okay, we are alive and that’s what’s counting.“

„Yeah, but they got Chan Yeol...“ You sadly look to the ground and startle when Hong Joong coughs to get your attention back.

„Baek Hyun he‘s my - “

„Yeah, I already thought so...“

„Alpha, we can start with the interrogation now if you want. The other rogues are awake, too.“

„Okay, Hwa. Let’s gather everyone upstairs.“

You watch how the tall black haired boy bows to your mate and you, too. Hong Joong stretches out his hand for you to take it again. Your brother hesitated a little bit before letting you go.

„I am sorry, my love. But we will have to interrogate you and the others to clear the situation and after that we will decide what to do with you... You were very lucky San stopped our members from killing you otherwise I wouldn’t be able to meet you...“

San? Was that the black wolf you last saw before falling unconscious? And why did he help you if they usually killed off rogues immediately?

It has been one week since you got rescued by Hong Joong‘s pack and after Min Seok explained everything to the Ateez pack everyone understood that you weren’t rogues but victims of the hunters. You held a funeral for all the murdered wolves of your pack. It was useless to get back to your home and search for the dead bodies because usually hunters burned them believing only this can kill the inhuman creatures...

Hong Joong suffered with you because of your losses and gave your brother and the others the possibility to join their pack. You were happy, well the amount you could because of everything that happened. Being with your mate really helped to cure your pain. You slowly settled down in the house but still were too shy to sleep in the same room with the alpha... It was a lot to take in, not only finding your mate but becoming the luna of a pack, too. Back home you already attended college and just thought this was what life had planned for you.

Hong Joong wanted to give you time to cope with everything and didn’t want to rush things although his urge to hold, kiss, smell, touch, mark you and anything he could think of was strong. You definitely felt the same desire for him but you had to admit that although you were the happiest when he was around you didn’t feel the completeness everyone was talking about when finding your mate. Well, you didn’t know if it was because of the whole situation or if you just exaggerated things. Also you were still very curious about that San guy but you decided you wouldn’t want to ask Hong Joong about it. You didn’t trust him completely at this point.

One day you decided to go grocery shopping in the town so people got the opportunity to see their new luna and you getting back to living a normal life. Although you still hurt a lot and probably would for the next years you knew your parents wouldn’t want you to be unhappy and not continue to live. You were still really paranoid about another attack so nightmares plagued your dreams and to get over with that you decided to do as much as possible to distract yourself.

You only bought little things at the weekly market like vegetables for the dinner. Hong Joong wanted to wait until you were introduced to his work and the duties of a luna which gave you the opportunity to cook and explore the town a little bit. When wanted to go home and wandered through the small alleys a strong masculine scent hit your nose. It was incredible nice and reminded you of Hong Joong‘s one but it was a totally different tone. Absentmindedly you followed the scent and realized that it was drifting away every time you were sure to meet the source of it. You began to run after it and after turning around a corner you saw him.

A boy with black hair and very sharp eyes took quick steps into the opposite direction of you. It felt like he was trying to avoid you at all costs but when he scented you closely behind him he stopped in his tracks. San knew he fucked up... Well, it was just a matter of time you would find him and his wolf almost wasn’t able to force him to finally stop.

Mate...

What? No... you already found your mate! And this boy definitely wasn’t Hong Joong as he had a totally different aura. You couldn’t stop yourself from emerging his form that still didn’t move an inch.

„You... who are you?“

Slowly he turned around the excitement too big to see you again and wanting to make sure you’re alright after Jong Ho bit you. And there you stood, dressed in a light white summer dress holding a bag in your right arm and sweating a little bit because of the heat and the running. Your scent only became more irresistible because of the sweat droplets forming on your forehead but he knew it was wrong. Everything was wrong and he didn’t understand why the moon goddess had made such a big mistake in creating three mates!

„It’s none of your business. Now leave me alone.“

Ouch, that surprisingly hurt a lot considering you didn’t understand the whole thing, too. One thing was for sure because your desire for him couldn’t betray you in the slightest. Before you could decide how to react he quickly turned around again and left you standing there like you were a no one. Your head hang low and your wolf was angry and confused because of the rejection.

„Y/N, I am home!“ Hong Joong happily strode into the living room where you were seated and gave you a longing kiss on your lips. He quickly noticed your behavior and askingly searched your eyes.

„What’s wrong?“

„When did you want to tell me? And why is he avoiding me?“ The alpha sighed and took a seat next to you taking your hands into his.

„I know he’s back in the town since two days but I wouldn’t have thought you meet him so quick.“

„Who is he?!“

„He’s Choi San, an omega and the leading guard of our pack... the one that rescued you.“

He’s San? And it all made sense now, he stopped the wolves from killing you because he knew you were his mate! But why didn’t he stay by your side?

„Only me and him know that you’re our mate... I am sorry I didn’t tell you but San wanted me to be quiet about this.“

„How’s this even possible?“

„It happens, rarely, but it does. We‘re not the only ones as there were some lunas before that got multiple mates. Maybe it’s about to secure her? The more the better they can provide her safety. I believe the moon goddess always has her reasons and I am going to respect this one.“

„That’s a lot to take in to be honest...“

„I know but I promise you my love for you isn’t faltering because of this! I have to admit thinking about how I would have to share you wasn’t pleasing me and my wolf at all but it’s better than not having you!“

„Hong Joong...“

You were happy Hong Joong accepted the circumstances of your bond and gave him a sweet kiss on his pouting lips. You always thought alphas would be intimidating and a little bit arrogant like your own but he has been nothing but a sweetheart since you were here.

„So how did San react seeing you again?“

„I don’t know but I think he rejected me...“

„He did what?!“

So he actually put his plan into work... You could clearly see the anger in his eyes because of San hurting his mate but you knew he couldn’t change something about it anyways. If he didn’t want to be with you it was his own choice. No one could force someone to accept their mate and it could hurt a wolf for the rest of their lifes. Apparently the mates would always feel their destined part missing and may couldn’t find entire happiness then. Hong Joong wasn’t dumb and he knew he wouldn’t be enough for you if your other mate wasn’t there.

He remembered the discussion he had with San when he told him you were his mate. San was beyond shocked because of wanting to tell his friend the same thing. First he was afraid of having a rogue mate but as soon as Hong Joong told him the news he felt anger rising up in his chest. Although you weren’t what he expected in his soulmate he couldn’t accept the fact of not being your only lover. It felt unnatural and he was afraid about what the people of the town could think of him and more precisely you.

After telling his alpha the truth they came to the conclusion it was the best if he left the town for a few days to think about everything. Hong Joong told him he was surprised, too, but your happiness would be his first priority so he would accept it. San called him before coming back to the town that he decided to let you go and that you should only be with the alpha. He wanted to bond with his current girlfriend which disappointed Hong Joong but he had to accept it although he would have found it better if he gave you a chance first. The feelings and desire Hong Joong held for you was nothing compared to a simple love that San had for his girlfriend and he has been convinced of that.

„Actually... San already told me he doesn’t want this relationship but believe me! I wouldn’t have expected him to actually reject you. I am so sorry, Y/N.“ He took you into his arms and stroke your back to soothe your little sobs.

Why did he reject you? Why wouldn’t he give you a chance? Of course it was overwhelming but didn’t it hurt him, too? Thoughts were running through your mind and you felt slightly dizzy because of it. It felt like someone ripped a part of your heart out, again... Just when everything was about to become better someone decided to interfere. You needed time, it was useless to fight for someone who already made their choice, right?

Things were getting worse each day. Hong Joong didn’t even know what to do with you anymore. He tried everything to make you happy but as time went by you tended to stay home, eat less and not interact with anyone anymore. Baek Hyun and the others often visited you but after some time you didn’t even react to them anymore only laying in your bed in the guestroom and watching the ceiling.

Hong Joong tried to tell talk to San about your condition but he only ignored him and changed the topic every time he used your name in a conversation. When the alpha saw a bite mark on his girlfriend‘s neck he tried hard to stay calm knowing exactly how you would react at the sight. Hong Joong actually feared you were falling into a deep depression because of everything and wondered how San could act like nothing was happening.

„Y/N, we have a problem... I know it’s hard but the pack needs their luna.“

„Why? What happened?“

„The hunters, we captured one of them and now have to interrogate him. I though maybe you want to accompany me to the meeting...“

This actually caught your interest because the lack of happiness and a will to live didn’t only make you sad and depressed but angry, too. You were frustrated with everything and you really liked to see one of the bastards that killed your brothers and sisters.

You knew San would be there, too, but luckily your wolf didn’t want him near you anymore. It was easier this way if you accepted the fact he didn’t want you and just ignored him. One of your maidens called Chae Young helped you with your make up and clothes. In the last weeks you became really close to her although being a lifeless sack nearly all the time.

You entered the meeting room together with Hong Joong and all the members and the beta Park Seong Hwa bowed to you. You already knew your gaze would drift to him for a second and you expected it to still hurt, well, it wouldn’t stop ever, right? Something was different about him, his scent that you still remembered wasn’t as rich as back then... Another foreign one overshadowed it...

That asshole... he mated with another female!

You took a seat at the other end of the long table and kept your gaze down. Well, you didn’t talk with Hong Joong about San at all, not feeling it was worth it in anyway so apparently you didn’t know, too, that he maybe just loved someone else.

San‘s hands balled into fists when you entered the room. He had to get a hold of himself because your presence was just too much for him and his wolf... It literally made him crazy and he felt his eyes changing into a rich golden color when he took in your form. You looked beautiful, the only thing that made him worry was your thin figure.

This is our fault...

After some discussions on how to deal with the hunters the beta asked you to tell them your story and if your pack had an idea they would be attacked. You told them everything and to San‘s surprise he didn’t even know what you had to endure... He knew of your situation but hearing it from you made his heart break. The only thing he wanted was to take you into his arms and comfort you so you wouldn’t had to suffer like this ever again. A single tear escaped him and he didn’t even realize that Hong Joong watched the boy with high interest.

He’s so dumb, making our mate suffer like this when he is obviously feeling deeply for her...

Hong Joong knew that his wolf wanted him to do something but it wasn’t the right time and he definitely shouldn’t be the one to interfer. San had to understand it himself that his way to think wasn’t the right one. But maybe the alpha could help a little bit with it?

„Luna, what do you think we should do with the hunter?“

„Well, he was one of the men to kill my pack so maybe he should receive the same.“ San gasped at this, he wouldn’t have thought you would say something like that.

Look at her, she’s clearly hurt too much!

„But - I know this is not the right way. We can’t keep him in the dungeon forever so I would say we should contact one of the police stations that know of our kind and bring him there. I mean, maybe he changes and everyone should receive a chance, right?“

Hong Joong smiled at you, everyone nodding at your words. He knew you would make a good and considerate luna although you weren’t in your best form right now.

San on the other side felt like your words were directed to him and he got more annoyed any minute this stupid meeting went on. When Hong Joong dismissed everyone he was the quickest to leave the room and go for a run.

Again a few days passed and after meeting San and seeing that he bonded with his girlfriend the hate for him became stronger than the will to make him accept you. It sounds dumb but it helped you to cope with the situation and focus on Hong Joong despite the fact of knowing he won’t ever be enough for you.

You actually managed to ignore San whenever your ways occasionally crossed and even when he was with his ‚mate‘ together you could hide your feelings from him.

This morning you decided to go for run in the woods. You haven’t changed for what felt like forever so your wolf really welcomed it. With a high speed you rushed through the grass and jumped over fallen trees and stones. After a while you came across the boarders of your new territory and positioned yourself on a big rock from which you had a good view over another part of the forest. You let you mind wander away and daydreamed about your life back in your old pack.

„Got you!“

A shot could be heard and something suddenly stung in your right side. You flinched back and tried to reach the wound with your snout but you felt yourself alread becoming lightheaded. When the hunter came into view and evilly smirked down your form you could only whimper of being too scared to attack him. Your fear fully kicked in and only let you try to crawl back from him losing blood all over the way. He took out a rope of his bag and neared your form to put it around your paws but suddenly a black wolf jumped out of the bushes and attacked him from behind.

San saw you leaving into the woods and decided to follow you. Since the meeting he couldn’t stop to be worried about you and ordered the guards to keep a good eye on you. Of course he preferred to follow you himself in a good distance so you won’t catch him. And luckily he knew something was wrong when he heard the shot.

You could only watch how San fought with the hunter and gasped when you heard a clear snapping of a bone in his neck. The black wolf let go and licked his blood smeared snout still full of adrenaline. He saw you cowered on the ground and breathing hard in front of him and neared your form.

„We have to get you to a hospital.“

Of course he was right and he indeed just rescued you the second time but you could only grimace at him because why? How was he able to get to you this quick and why did he care? He made a move to get you on his back but you let out a growl and warning for him to think twice before touching you again.

He scoffed. The hunter clearly used a silver bullet he could tell how your body shivered from the wound. You needed help and he wouldn’t let you die out here.

„Stop being problematic.“

„M - me?!“

You didn’t stand a chance against his much bigger wolf form when he huffed you on to his back without hesitating again and ran back to the town. You definitely weren’t comfortable with this at all but your wolf obviously felt safe with him and became weaker by any second so you just stopped the struggling.

San mind-linked all the guards currently in his wolf forms to secure the borders and alarm the others. He also informed them to tell Hong Joong the luna was injured. When you emerged the end of the forest San put you down and vanished behind a tree to change back and put on his trousers. He came back into your blurred view and told you to change back, too. You hesitated but he showed you the shirt...

„Come on, I already saw you naked. Who do you think gave you a shirt when you were unconscious back that night?“

Oh god, how embarrassing... All the other wolves have seen you naked back then, too! You averted your gaze from him and slowly changed back trying to hide your body a little bit. He couldn’t resist to peak at you while putting on his shirt over your small form and damn he never imagined it would be this satisfying to have his mate smell of his own scent.

Next he took you bridal style into his arms and rushed to the hospital. He couldn’t deny the fact that having you in his arms felt absolutely good and just right. When the big house came into view Hong Joong already was pacing in front of it from the left to the right and seeing you in San‘s arms but safe relieved him. He ran to you and took you out of his arms and got inside the hospital to get you treated immediately.

„Stay with me my love!“

Your vision blurried only more and the last thing you saw were the worried gazes of your two mates because San seemed to follow you, too. He didn’t know why but he was so worried about your well being he had to make sure you would be fine again.

„She’s okay. Very weak but our luna will survive.“

Both boys sighed relieved.

„Can we visit her?“

„Yes, but alpha, she’s sleeping and please don’t be too loud.“

They both nodded and carefully entered the hospital room. Hong Joong stopped in front of the bed and San watched how his friend stroked your hair with feathery touches.

„San, thank you for rescuing her again. I wouldn’t know what to do without my world... so just, thank you.“

San hummed at him and looked at your sleeping form.

„She looks so fragile like this...“

„She is. Since she came here she was. After all that happened to her I am glad she’s still fighting but sadly I don’t think she will ever be really happy.“

San gulped at his words. He knew what he was talking about... He felt it, too. Since the day he rejected you so stupidly in the alley he felt like he cut a string he shouldn’t have and although he mated with someone else he knew he would never able to feel for her like he did when looking at you. You were Hong Joong‘s world, heh? He couldn’t say this about his significant other.

„I - I don’t know if I am ready...“

„Is there really a right time to be ready for your mate? Look at her, San. She needs us. Not only me. Not only you. Us...“

„But she hates me... you should’ve seen her earlier.“

„Believe me, whatever she says our does she doesn’t hate you. She loves you with all her heart... Everyone is bound to the pure and deep love for their soulmate. And I think it’s fate that you rescued her two times already... The moon goddess wouldn’t have choose you without a reason. We are her mates, and she is ours.“

„You really think so?“

„Did I ever lie to you? You’re one of my bestfriends and like a brother to me. Well, and maybe the only male I would be okay with being in a relationship like this and believe me this still feels weird as fuck!“

He smirked at San and the younger boy, too, had to crackle a little bit about that. He sat down on the other side of the bed and hesitantly took your hand into his drawing patterns over it.

„Then maybe I will have fun to steal her away from you anytime you have to do alpha business.“

„Well, I am just giving you more duties and we will see who wins in the end.“

„Challenge accepted.“

You dreamt of it, the whole scene. Awakening in the guest room the reality crashed down on to you... It had to be a dream. Because you were alone again. After laying in the bed for two more hours you decided to go down and eat something because of not knowing how long you actually layed down and only receiving liquidly food.

When you managed to walk down the stairs you not only heard the voice of Hong Joong laughing in the kitchen. It smelled of Bulgogi, rice and other delicious dishes but the most delicious scent you could make out wasn’t only from the alpha... There your other mate stood, too, smiling at Hong Joong while cutting carrots and stopping when you entered the kitchen.

You watched how both of them eyed you and felt goosebumps forming over your skin.

„Am I still dreaming?“

Hong Joong smirked and shot San a requiring gaze to say something who tried to register your words. He carefully walked over to you and shakingly sighed.

„If so, then I don’t want to wake up ever again.“

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