#i am so goddamn tired

[lemonrat-artpage]

whoopsies cant let my page die so have this it came to me in a vision

[clownteeth6]

I don’t have time for myself anymore. I can only doodle in class

[oidheadh-con-culainn]

everything in life is so much more difficult when you have food allergies and a medically restricted diet. you're denied any kind of convenient food: no takeaways, no ready meals, no fast food. you have to make everything, every day. you have to plan ahead because if you're out at a meal time and you didn't make plans then fuck you, no food. you can't even buy most of the pre-prepared ingredients in the supermarket because they all have May Contains if not actually containing the ingredients you're allergic to. the dietitian says you don't have enough protein and you say then find me a protein i can fucking eat without having to prepare it from scratch and there's nothing

[brightsuzaku]

yes i will delete this later maybe

at this point I think I am gonna have to mute taylor swift from my tags because I LIKE THE MUSIC, but damn is it hard not to have to scroll by my eyes with either

a. how much people either seem to hate her

or

b. some of the most rabid fans with the Worst Takes

and like, i'll say it, there is a lot I love and respect about her, but there have been some (deadly) MISSES with the tours

and i have to scroll through the bog of "are people bringing this up because they fucking hate her" or "is this a genuine thing to be worried about" mixed with the fact i had to sit here and read with my own eyeballs about how she got her contract with Big Machine Records and like, YEAH, she's privileged as heck and she's not special or whatever

but also she had a very long and difficult time trying to get *away* from that record label because of a dispute over whether she owned the masters of her own fucking music, which is WHY she is re-recording her old albums on her own terms.

and like, yes, she is a Very Rich and very Privilege White Chick, and that is GRATING for some folks, but damn, I can't stand the nitpicking where it's not needed. Taylor Swift is not punk?

Yeah, sure, she's probably not, but the most punk thing she did *was* the re-recording of her goddamn work, and that may be the ONLY punk thing she has done.

ANYWAY this is aimed at nobody or nothing in particular, but I think I am the ONLY person among my friends that actually likes her, and look, that's most normie shit in the world I like, but

i also like Britney Spears. A lot.

And i have already experienced the vitriolic anti-Britney hate to where I don't wanna have to deal with this again where I have to wade through, "is this malicious" or "is this an ACTUAL problem that should be addressed?"

like, it's going to take Taylor Swift walking out and literally saying TERF shit that would actually stop me, but damn, people love hating on her otherwise.

I go to tumblr to ENJOY fandom and things i like, and I do ym best to stay afloat even in The Horrors, but tit-for-tat "i hate this artist" makes me feel like I am in middle school again, and it's beyond upsetting

[thefirsthogokage]

It's been almost two months, please make sure Your Fav isn't a zionist before reblogging their fucking disgusting zionist bastard faces.

I don't care if we've been mutuals for years at this point, I don't care if you think you have a good excuse of "oh but the representation-"

No.

You are supporting nazis and this Jew doesn't want any zionist nazis on their dash.

Again, fuck Taika Waititi, fuck Mark Hamill, fuck Julianna Margulies's, fuck Ne*l Gaim*n who signed the letter saying a nuclear power settler colony has the right to "defend itself", fuck all the other people it's know to have pro-israel regardless of whether or not they signed the genocide letter, and fuck all of you putting them on my dash, especially mutuals who had more than one opportunity to see posts by me and others naming these zionist fuckwits and STILL insisting on putting them on your blog.

Especially those of you who say you support Palestine, because clearly you can't do the basic thing of making sure Your Fav isn't a fucking zionist before spreading them online.

Congress called me and others anti-zionists, - including ACTUAL JEWS, - antisemites, I am out of fuck to give.

[metalhealth-willdriveyoumad]

Should I be sleeping? Yeah. Am I having more fun adding all of Back Down to One to Genius? Fuck yeah

[hussyknee]

Note to self: block, do not engage.

[aroace-poly-show]

thank fuckin god

[spookyboywhump]

New bedridden Victorian boy mode unlocked: nothings physically wrong with me I’m just supposed to take a break from my medication once in a while and now I can’t do anything

[randomisedmongoose]

sooo that rheumatologist appointment was a bust. nothing found, again, and no meds. back to the gp for more tests

[elysiumwaits]

I never realized that part of this job would have me wishing I would quit finding missing people for like one fucking day

[iapetusneume]

So I was told that this week my paycheck should resolve by having an off-cycle check issued for the other half of my check. (My leave didn’t get officially approved until after the data was sent to payroll, so my last paycheck only had one week of work.)

I had to check with several different places, and then was told that I had erroneously filed for continuous leave, not caregiver leave. (The difference that continuous leave is unpaid, and caregiver leave is paid. Both help protect your job.) Despite the fact that I had an expert review my paperwork before I sent it in, and who told me on Tuesday that it had been approved. I was told that I would have to start from the very beginning.

So, I call the person who had been helping me with this in tears, because I need my paycheck, and... wow, was she angry. Apparently the person who told me this info was misinformed - and she knows a supervisor who told me that they had looked at my case personally and I had been approved for caregiver leave. But it’s still not showing up in the systems that would let me get paid.

So after a bit of crying (there was a time period between me finding out the news and me talking to the person helping with this), I am exhausted, but have set things in process to hopefully get going tomorrow. And, worse-case scenario, I will get everything on my next paycheck a week from tomorrow.

I’m so glad I can lean on my parents right now and borrow some money to cover bills, otherwise I would be in serious shit.

[goldenrodgal]

things i take strong issue with

1. people not listening to the PSAs every media outlet in goldenrod puts out every. single. year. and buying their date for luvdisc day a pokemon.

2. people not taking advantage of the NUMEROUS other pokemon-based attractions every media outlet in goldenrod advertises every. single. year. in favour of the above (seriously you can hire a jumpluff to airdrop a bouquet into your date’s hands on your date and it does NOT HURT ANYBODY).

3. people who ‘try to make up for’ dumping their so on luvdisc day by BUYING THEM A POKEMON (this one is courtesy of our new secretary who, to her enormous credit, is keeping the poor comfey that was caught in the crossfire).

the shelters are, as usual, absolutely stuffed with heartbroken grass- and fairy-types and my kid cries about it after they come back from volunteering because they can’t help them all. so yeah. f*** you.

[deeveedoodle]

Art raffle prizes for @/VictoryDraws, @/mxrcyscastle, & @/AnimeMaiden from Twitter!

This was my first-ever art raffle :D

[banannabethchase]

Holy fuck I survived.

[purplepints]

Please drag your ass to the polls this November because all of us disabled queers can only vote once and could use your support.

Instead of "no one for president" just say "I am equally unaffected by either of these choices becuase I am protected by privilege" and be honest with everyone.

The older I get the more I have absolutely had it with non-voters. If all of you asshats actually went to the polls and voted in the more liberal candidates from Sheriff to State Rep to Senate to the goddamn White House maybe we'd actually be somewhere now.

Your silence does fuck all to help anyone.

“no one for president” you sound like such a fucking cringe edgelord and unless u plan on staging a massive revolution in a country of 300 million spanning 3.8 million square miles and overthrowing the government before November I would suggest voting for the candidate who DOESNT cater to white supremacy subcultures, getting involved in local community services & initiatives, donating to causes, or campaigning/protesting instead of this performative mock activism