#i am probably going to be fine by myself on sunday and monday 🤷🏼‍♀️

[threnodians]

had a good first night at work, i am obnoxiously out of shape which was and is so fucking embarrassing and mortifying (we took the dogs for a walk along a trail and the fact that it was 80 degrees and literally 100% humidity paired with how out of shape i am caused me to basically be panting and heaving by the end but luckily my boss didn’t say anything; i am definitely bringing my inhaler from now on) and my back is absolutely killing me right now but i desperately need this job because it’s only 15min away and a 3hr shift in the evenings which is so perfect for me and i finally have a way to go on walks and, like, do things and be more active again! did some yoga when i got home which helped and hopefully sleeping will help even more! 🥲🤞🏻 working again tomorrow with someone else coming in to work with me (hopefully they’re nice otherwise i’ll cry) and then again on saturday with the owner coming in to work with me again as well so 👍🏻 for now i am going to take my meds and hopefully pass tf out asap because i am exhausted and i have to get up early and start some more laundry 💀

tldr; i am in so much pain right now but i am excited to go back in tomorrow ✨