#i am not a theist and i wasnt at all raised as in a religious practice of 'god is watching you misbehave and will punish you'

[queerian]

the cool thing about practicing mindfulness or something approximate to it is that im getting better at noticing my own thoughts

so for example i almost reblogged a kink post i thought was cute and fun and in real time noticed my thoughts tick through 'i shouldnt reblog that, what if the universe sees me imply i like that and then does it to me'

there is SO much irony here i just wanna pin them under a microscope and get out the tweezers