#i am letting the creature of my.spul create away from screens
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hmmmh I was trying to like. Be very online and do a big art challenge thingy but the Yearly Existential Dread/Weird Complicated Feelings are kind of grabbing me and shaking me like a floppy doll
#i dont want to commit to a hiatus bc i still want to try and things#but i did not anticipate/remember how strongly the ick feelings can be#and for the life of me i cant remember if it lasts long or if its just anticipatory dread until [redacted]#i know i am also having some Big Feels over Percieved Rejection (its not. its just needing to be patient and my adhd doesnt like that)#(and in the cases where the answer is No it is fully understandable and not a Never or a You Suck)#and just Other Things that continue to Be A Problem in the area I live in#today i am Having A Day.#i am letting the creature of my.spul create away from screens#i am eating when im hungry and trying to remember water exists#im taking a sort of caffiene break (1 caffinated drink vs the like 5 coffees etc just to avoid the caffiene headache)#im wearing clothes i find comfy and like#and im going to have some horizontal time with either music or a book maybe a movie bc last night was A Lot
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