#i am in fact not delulu
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so zukaang is canon then? lol jk. no waitā
#zukaang#zuko#aang#aang x zuko#zuko x aang#natla#im just kidding#let me be delulu bruh#i am in fact not delulu#Since this was posted by Netflix official account#im fcking cackling omg
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reasons.
ā” excerpt from Why I Loved Charlotte, by S.V. Nevrakis.
#lovelettersfromdar#Dar's Sun#i got an influx of new followers lately so i feel like i should clarify this is not a real author lmao#it's sun's pen name#and this is an imaginary book bc dar always takes it too far w/ worldbuildingš#dar is not delulu i promisešš#speaking of tho#in-verse this got adapted and in the movie vio played charlotte#is that fun enough to be called a fun fact#what am i supposed to even tag this as#suncerpts?#suntracts??#dar i think you need to shut the fuck up now#yandere#male yandere#yandere oc#oc#yandere x reader
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Am I being delusional or is Viktor still wearing the blanket that Jayce gave him in Act 1
#also his staff changed again?#jayvik#viktor arcane#being delulu is in fact the solulu right now#is it possible that viktor just doesn't care to get new clothes?#maybe#but i am choosing to believe he wears it for sentimental purposes
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Itās always funny to me when I have the same reactions as Dante and I never feel closer to them than when I am just playing with my vision of this weird reunion of outcasts as a big and loveable found family, only to see that vision crumbled down and challenged every canto by a sinner or Vergilius who exclaims loud and clear and often vehemently that it will never be anything more than a employer / employee relationship.
At those moments I react exactly like Dante when they are like: Ā«Ā Maybe I am the only one who thought we were sharing something together ? Maybe all the sinners are only here for their own goals ? Maybe they would never want to make an effort to create a meaninful relationship between each others ? Was I a fool to believe that this was the start of a friendship ā¦ that we could have developpe a bond more or less deep, a feeling of belonging ā¦ that we could have been a family.Ā Ā»
First there is the pain of having your hopes shattered but then that doesnāt stop us to continue hoping for it to happen.
We are just two big delulu people
#limbus company#dante#canto V spoilers#I guess#I mean I know the story is probably going to go on the found family road#but since itās project moon I canāt help but feel I am being delulu when I am faced with moments like that#because I fear they are just going to put us through suffering#and also maybe because some don't feel worthy to have this sort of relationship again#and that those moments are like a reminder to stay aware of the fact that maybe this is not going to end as a big happy family ...#but that's just a possibility !#there is also the possibility that through this journey they WILL developp this kind of bond#and I mean the best found family are the one where they have to go through stuff together to get there#it's about living things and overcoming together#so I understand why Dante won't stop believing that a deeper relationship can bloom from this#and maybe I am delulu but#for me those moments are just hardships that are on the road which lead to something better and I mean#that's normal since this is a story where characters have to grow and it would be stupid to except the sinners and Dante#to become so close so fast#this is the endgame#and we already have the proof of that possible end with Yi Sang#Yi Sang is ready to create a new kind of bond with Dante and the sinners#he is ready to have what he had once with his previous comrades#because yes the problem is also that all the sinner are hurting deep inside and I have learned that it was better to stay alone#because caring for someone maked them suffered and now they don't want to start a new relationship where they could hurt again#better being alone that being the only one alive and being the one who has to remember and carry on#gosh I ended up talking a lot in the tags#Yi Sang is the best
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Russell dsq āļøāļøāļøāļøāļø
#ohhhhhhh#i revoke everything i've said abt this race before this#i am in fact not gonna kms#and lewis DESERVED THAT WIN#lewis was on top of that race from the start#and he would've won#its just that the other car is 1.5kg lighter#and that is BIG in f1#and explains a lot actually#we were robbed tho of a 448116 podium#truly delulu for lulu is the answer#and i am sorry for doom posting#105 baby!!!#lewis hamilton#f1#formula 1#belgium gp 2024
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today feels like an excellent day to embarrass myself and make bad desicions that i will definitely regret, so i will text my crush that i havenāt talked to for months, and has also told me that he is not romantically interested in me, and tell him all the ways he is lovely and gorgeous
#crying#crush#shooting my shot#he is so sweet and iām just a scrawny crusty withered soggy witch#i love him smššššš#girlblogging#i can have a little delulu. as a treat#ok but its been like a whole year since he said he doesnāt have a crush on me and last year i also didnāt have a crush on him#and hhere i am now crushing on him. things change ok and im not quite as sad and ugly as i was a year ago#pLUSā¼ļøā¼ļø i always catch him doing these rlly nervous movements around me like accidentally glancing at me the same moment i glance at him#and we accidentally make eye contanc for 0.00001 seconds and he turns his head in the other direction SO FAST#itās one of my favorite things about him cuz he gets so shy when we near eachother and starts rapidly looking at anything that isnāt me lol#so what iām saying is MAYBE I HAVE HALF A CHANCE NOW??!!!?!???!???!!??!?#i guess i will update if it goes well?!?!?!?!?!?!#severely touch starved and desperate for human intimacy posting#but what do i do if he rejects me????? what will i do then???? just live in shame of my delusional confidence???#BUT WHAT IF HE LIKES ME BACK????!!!! WHAT THEN?????!!?? THEN I HAVE TO MAINTAIN A RELATIONSHIP AND FACE THE FACT PEOPLE CAN SEE ME#lgbtq#bi#biromantic#ace#asexual#unrequited love#situationships#i long i yearn i crave yet i donāt dare text or sit near him or look at him for fear of being perceived#bitch got me listening to mistki laufey and pink pantheress
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fischls #1 fan is her big brother kaveh who totally understands her and is making her dream princess castle!! he also used to read bedtime stories to his dear wittle sister :[[[ he also totally introduces her to cyno and nilou becuz they are both theatrical like she is and shes just ":OOO!!!"
#kaveh#fischl#genshin impact#kaveh fischl siblings!!!#my art#blondies#cyno#nilou#cyno + nilou cameo#fun fact: kaveh and fischls jp vas are actually siblings#i may be delulu but i am free
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i start grad school in two weeks and iām starting to get the feeling i have made a horrible decision
#like what am i doing!#wasting my money and time?#for WHAT?#a piece of paper that says i can talk about dead people?#for people to tell me to be a teacher or curator for the rest of my life?#to tell me iāll never make any money or amount to anything?#and donāt get me started on the fact that grad school is gonna be just as lonely as college and twice as hard#i donāt like my campus#everyone always says really bad things#i shouldāve taken the other rejections as the sign and not let myself be driven by delulu#tis spiraling hours#itās always spiraling hours tbh when itās obvious-#well letās not go there#arenāt you supposed to be excited about these things?#cause iām not#okay see you next time#kylie rambles
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I may be out of a job now, āØCOUGH thanks for that @trumanblackblog @mattysleep COUGHāØ but rest assured I will still be here and be back on my bullshitš«”
#kirkeās inner dialog#so I will in fact not be going anywhere<3#I will be staying delulu#right here with all my friends#a āhiatusā donāt scare me.#I WAS A MY CHEM FAN HOLDING OUT HOPE FOR A REUNION I AM A FIGHTER#THIS IS NOT MY FIRST REDEO REST ASSURED
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I think I'mma have to depart with internet for a while yall
My night terrors and shit has been getting worse each time I do try to be updated with the world and I've been really stressed to hell and back recently so uhh I think I need a full on break from most things currently
Idk if I can handle the stress of the world rn so sorry if I just disappear again I'm doing my best
#just. overwhelming thoughts on stuff.#tt literally showed me a video of a dude carrying the remains of his own kids and i am doin the old ocd thing and overthinking#idk i feel like im having a heart attack everytime i try to sleep and my mind wont shut off#i fuckin. slammed my head into the top bunk in my sleep earlier#idk if i make sense at all bc im delulu but this is just. pure ocd in action#im so tired and shits been getting worse for queer people here (murica)#which fun fact: i am a queer person
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do you have a fave felix verse? i personally love his verse from domino like š„¹š„¹ everyone shone in that song but HE <3
this is really really hard:((( I feel like Felix makes any verse hes given magical but ofc I have some favorites (def not gonna be able to list them all tho ;;)
starting with God's menu bc again, thats what got me into Felix and skz and I love his verse in charmer (so sexy), cheese (he goes so hard for cheese haha), easy, side effects, topline (!!!!), fnf (I love his singing voice a lot so I love his verse here), fam, Any, (I love the autotune here so much), blueprint, venom (!!!!), domino, and hall of fame ofc!!! I took so long to get back to you bc I can't like its so hard :(((( like I said, he owns every verse and makes it memorable imo so these are just what I came up with off the top of my head:)
#half of this is me being delusional and felix bias but he does also make everything sound good like thats a fact so am I being delulu orr#immediately just went I can't pick one lmao#but god's menu Felix will forever be my favorite ever#I didn't put taste bc its danceracha but that too!!#š
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currently: spiraling abt how its almost the holidays and i have less than half of the things i need to do done before xmas day since im hosting the fam and i !! am procrastinating by using all my free time to binge bg3 again and take 4839484823 captures on every dialogue/cut scene in my playthru...............................i want to take a crowbar to past current and future me's kneecaps right now ngl
#txt: icarus vents#delete later#my favorite type of art is escapism#gonna turn in my day job and major to become the next houdini im so good at it#why am i taking a million gameplay captures???? idk ive somehow convinced myself ill get around to editing and makin my lil dnd ocs#some good ol aesthetic pics#bc i am in fact delulu#i just decorated the xmas tree thats been BARREN t o d a y smh and she be SCARCE too bc i cant find all my ornaments from storage UGHGHGkfj#im sry girly i wish i could make u into an icon
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look iām a klaine stan but itās my personal opinion that if youāre not able to live together than youāre not ready to get married
#that sits wrong with me#i mean since they called off the engagement they clearly werenāt ready#but even though they get married in season 6 i still donāt think theyāre ready lol#the older i get the more aware i am of the fact that these are CHILDREN#we just let them get away with it bc they looked like adults with mortgages and taxes#i mean itās television so we can be delulu for a lil bit#glee#queue wanna be a loser like me#klaine#kurt hummel#blaine anderson#summer says stuff
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i donāt care about the cannes film festival. except for may 25th because krystal (aka the loml, my wife, my one and only, etc.) will be thereĀ š
#if you see me act totally (not) normal about it mind your own business and let me act delulu about the fact we're breathing the same air#got it? got it!#btw idr if suzy has been there or not#(that's how much i care about the festival)#if she has i'm sorry bae i wasn't in the right headspace#<= i just know i'll cringe if i ever reread those tags but yeah i have to remind everyone how much i am both the krystal & suzy-tualĀ š#back to regular programming#thanks for coming to my ted talk#smal talk
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Thinking hard and deep about the paramedic who came to check on me in my emergency room hospital bed bc the unit was super busy while he was waiting for some paper to get signed and sat and talked with me when I thought I was having a heart attack and bc I thought I was having a heart attack I didnāt realize that the flirty jokes he slipped in the conversation werenāt jokes and Iām just a fucking idiot
#THIS WAS FOUR YEARS AGO#AND THIS FINE ASS MAN FKN HELD MY HAND!!! AND SAID SO MANY NICE THINGS#HE ACTUALLY LOOKED SAD WHEN HE HAD TO LEAVE#W W W WHY DIDNT HE ASK FOR MY NUMBER OR SOMETHING#yāall I went into that hospital straight after a dinner party so I was looking foine as hell#and I didnāt realizeā¦ he mightāve been hitting on the chick with the heart probs#god he was so hot. I could be dating a paramedic right now.#that blue collared life#maybe Iām delulu buy it was INSANE#WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS FOUR YEARS LATER#the fact that I didnāt realize itā¦ I didnāt notice itā¦ fuuuuuckkkkk#ā¦ nc vb.
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I want to clarify one thing.
I am not stupid. I just play dumb, because I'm too anxious that i might just be delulu
#the one i am addressing this to won't read this because I'm too fuking scared that i am in fact delusional#they totally think I'm stupid#lesbian#delusional#delulu#love#anxiety
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