#i am in fact not delulu
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convertedzukaang Ā· 10 months ago
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so zukaang is canon then? lol jk. no waitā€”
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yandere-yearnings Ā· 1 month ago
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reasons.
ā™” excerpt from Why I Loved Charlotte, by S.V. Nevrakis.
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ribrye Ā· 2 months ago
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Am I being delusional or is Viktor still wearing the blanket that Jayce gave him in Act 1
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calitsnow Ā· 1 year ago
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Itā€™s always funny to me when I have the same reactions as Dante and I never feel closer to them than when I am just playing with my vision of this weird reunion of outcasts as a big and loveable found family, only to see that vision crumbled down and challenged every canto by a sinner or Vergilius who exclaims loud and clear and often vehemently that it will never be anything more than a employer / employee relationship.
At those moments I react exactly like Dante when they are like: Ā«Ā Maybe I am the only one who thought we were sharing something together ? Maybe all the sinners are only here for their own goals ? Maybe they would never want to make an effort to create a meaninful relationship between each others ? Was I a fool to believe that this was the start of a friendship ā€¦ that we could have developpe a bond more or less deep, a feeling of belonging ā€¦ that we could have been a family.Ā Ā»
First there is the pain of having your hopes shattered but then that doesnā€™t stop us to continue hoping for it to happen.
We are just two big delulu people
#limbus company#dante#canto V spoilers#I guess#I mean I know the story is probably going to go on the found family road#but since itā€™s project moon I canā€™t help but feel I am being delulu when I am faced with moments like that#because I fear they are just going to put us through suffering#and also maybe because some don't feel worthy to have this sort of relationship again#and that those moments are like a reminder to stay aware of the fact that maybe this is not going to end as a big happy family ...#but that's just a possibility !#there is also the possibility that through this journey they WILL developp this kind of bond#and I mean the best found family are the one where they have to go through stuff together to get there#it's about living things and overcoming together#so I understand why Dante won't stop believing that a deeper relationship can bloom from this#and maybe I am delulu but#for me those moments are just hardships that are on the road which lead to something better and I mean#that's normal since this is a story where characters have to grow and it would be stupid to except the sinners and Dante#to become so close so fast#this is the endgame#and we already have the proof of that possible end with Yi Sang#Yi Sang is ready to create a new kind of bond with Dante and the sinners#he is ready to have what he had once with his previous comrades#because yes the problem is also that all the sinner are hurting deep inside and I have learned that it was better to stay alone#because caring for someone maked them suffered and now they don't want to start a new relationship where they could hurt again#better being alone that being the only one alive and being the one who has to remember and carry on#gosh I ended up talking a lot in the tags#Yi Sang is the best
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urielbestgirl Ā· 5 months ago
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Russell dsq ā—ļøā—ļøā—ļøā—ļøā—ļø
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t0asty1 Ā· 8 months ago
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today feels like an excellent day to embarrass myself and make bad desicions that i will definitely regret, so i will text my crush that i havenā€™t talked to for months, and has also told me that he is not romantically interested in me, and tell him all the ways he is lovely and gorgeous
#crying#crush#shooting my shot#he is so sweet and iā€™m just a scrawny crusty withered soggy witch#i love him smšŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’šŸ’#girlblogging#i can have a little delulu. as a treat#ok but its been like a whole year since he said he doesnā€™t have a crush on me and last year i also didnā€™t have a crush on him#and hhere i am now crushing on him. things change ok and im not quite as sad and ugly as i was a year ago#pLUSā€¼ļøā€¼ļø i always catch him doing these rlly nervous movements around me like accidentally glancing at me the same moment i glance at him#and we accidentally make eye contanc for 0.00001 seconds and he turns his head in the other direction SO FAST#itā€™s one of my favorite things about him cuz he gets so shy when we near eachother and starts rapidly looking at anything that isnā€™t me lol#so what iā€™m saying is MAYBE I HAVE HALF A CHANCE NOW??!!!?!???!???!!??!?#i guess i will update if it goes well?!?!?!?!?!?!#severely touch starved and desperate for human intimacy posting#but what do i do if he rejects me????? what will i do then???? just live in shame of my delusional confidence???#BUT WHAT IF HE LIKES ME BACK????!!!! WHAT THEN?????!!?? THEN I HAVE TO MAINTAIN A RELATIONSHIP AND FACE THE FACT PEOPLE CAN SEE ME#lgbtq#bi#biromantic#ace#asexual#unrequited love#situationships#i long i yearn i crave yet i donā€™t dare text or sit near him or look at him for fear of being perceived#bitch got me listening to mistki laufey and pink pantheress
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amourcherie606 Ā· 2 years ago
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fischls #1 fan is her big brother kaveh who totally understands her and is making her dream princess castle!! he also used to read bedtime stories to his dear wittle sister :[[[ he also totally introduces her to cyno and nilou becuz they are both theatrical like she is and shes just ":OOO!!!"
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ofstoriesandstardust Ā· 5 months ago
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i start grad school in two weeks and iā€™m starting to get the feeling i have made a horrible decision
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nowshesdoingitallthetime Ā· 9 months ago
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I may be out of a job now, āœØCOUGH thanks for that @trumanblackblog @mattysleep COUGHāœØ but rest assured I will still be here and be back on my bullshitšŸ«”
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rockn-rule Ā· 1 year ago
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I think I'mma have to depart with internet for a while yall
My night terrors and shit has been getting worse each time I do try to be updated with the world and I've been really stressed to hell and back recently so uhh I think I need a full on break from most things currently
Idk if I can handle the stress of the world rn so sorry if I just disappear again I'm doing my best
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yonglixx Ā· 1 year ago
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do you have a fave felix verse? i personally love his verse from domino like šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ everyone shone in that song but HE <3
this is really really hard:((( I feel like Felix makes any verse hes given magical but ofc I have some favorites (def not gonna be able to list them all tho ;;)
starting with God's menu bc again, thats what got me into Felix and skz and I love his verse in charmer (so sexy), cheese (he goes so hard for cheese haha), easy, side effects, topline (!!!!), fnf (I love his singing voice a lot so I love his verse here), fam, Any, (I love the autotune here so much), blueprint, venom (!!!!), domino, and hall of fame ofc!!! I took so long to get back to you bc I can't like its so hard :(((( like I said, he owns every verse and makes it memorable imo so these are just what I came up with off the top of my head:)
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autumnoficarus Ā· 1 year ago
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currently: spiraling abt how its almost the holidays and i have less than half of the things i need to do done before xmas day since im hosting the fam and i !! am procrastinating by using all my free time to binge bg3 again and take 4839484823 captures on every dialogue/cut scene in my playthru...............................i want to take a crowbar to past current and future me's kneecaps right now ngl
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homosandhomies Ā· 1 year ago
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look iā€™m a klaine stan but itā€™s my personal opinion that if youā€™re not able to live together than youā€™re not ready to get married
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lenteur Ā· 2 years ago
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i donā€™t care about the cannes film festival. except for may 25th because krystal (aka the loml, my wife, my one and only, etc.) will be thereĀ šŸ’•
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noicevibes Ā· 1 year ago
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Thinking hard and deep about the paramedic who came to check on me in my emergency room hospital bed bc the unit was super busy while he was waiting for some paper to get signed and sat and talked with me when I thought I was having a heart attack and bc I thought I was having a heart attack I didnā€™t realize that the flirty jokes he slipped in the conversation werenā€™t jokes and Iā€™m just a fucking idiot
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meltinggaysnowflake Ā· 26 days ago
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I want to clarify one thing.
I am not stupid. I just play dumb, because I'm too anxious that i might just be delulu
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