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Merry Mabon to my fellow witches and happy birthday to me!! 🎉🥳🎊🍁🍂
#ღ ⸻ jane speaks .#i am having a very special birthday#thanks to the man i love so much!! ❤️❤️❤️#i hope you all have a great sunday and happy autumn equinox!! ✨🫶🍁
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22 days until hyeongjun's 22nd birthday
day 22 aka THE COUNTDOWN IS OVER - hyeongjun's past birthday brrrr ppoppos
bonus: 🤫
#xdinary heroes#junhan#jun han#han hyeongjun#gaon#jooyeon#gunil#ode#jungsu#kwak jiseok#lee jooyeon#goo gunil#oh seungmin#kim jungsu#hyeongjun22#HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYEONGJUN! hope he has a good one#and i also hope jooyeon will be a bit more gentle this time ://#my first bias! ♥ there's this one hdd performance where they play little solos before the actual song#and i was wondering who was going to be my bias - i wasn't planning on settling back then - just wanted to get a first impression#and i liked ode and gaon and i was like yes there's some potential. could be one of them#and then they showed hyeongjun and well. done deal. he became my bias right then and there#i have this thing for long fingers because they're very useful for playing the guitar#and he had amazing fingers and HE USED THEM TO PLAY THE GUITAR#and i love it when someone can make the guitar sing and he did#it was a surprising pick because i normally don't vibe with the shy ones but ugh there's a lot about him that's very neat#i switched biases by now i am very sorry hyeongjun. but he's still very special to me ♥#so my personal impression..... very withdrawn. sometimes i wonder if the shy guy thing is just a persona but no irl he's very withdrawn too#but ugh he loves what he's doing. he isn't that much of a stage hog (is that actually a word in english) but he loves playing the guitar#tumblr says i've talked about him enough so yeah. i also believe he has a loud side. a daring side. and that's very interesting#so... happy birthday guitar boi ♥
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it is my birthday today!!!
#my art#not gonna tag this for much bc i am gonna use the tags to ramble ^_^#it is currently 12:30 am and i turn 20 today and it is so weird#this is also a special fall for me because not only do i turn 20. my fursona turns 10#like ive had her for ten years. for half of my life ive drawn and loved her and i got to watch not only her grow but myself grow through he#granted she wasnt made until nov 25 but still. she is very important to me. she will be as old as i was when i first drew her#SENTIMENTS ASIDE i am very happy and lucky and fortunate to be where i am now and to have such wonderful people in my life#BUT YEAH TO ANSWER THE HYPOTHETICAL QUESTION where would i be in ten years. i think id still be drawing#i cant see myself doing anything else and i mean that in the most comfortable and confident way possible#i am gonna call it a night though bc i am tired BAHAHA but who would i be if i didnt post at midnight on my birthday
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-“Just a flower, in the middle of the field at night, a light is turned on and reveals.. A day arriving with confident hope and silent happiness!”🌹🐝
#for those who didn't get it.. today is my birthday! and so tomorrow is really the day of the party and etc..#that's why I put “arriving” because tomorrow is a really special and very important event in my life akzbskhzjsb#and yes. I'm cosplaying as princess bela. she's one of my favorite characters and her dress.. It's literally a dream come true for me!#because I'm really going to use one similar to this one tomorrow irl and-#I won't tell you guys more details because it's personal things but- well. that's a little explain of what the art is about!#I really feel very happy.. and I admit. I don't even know how to explain my happiness but.. well...#I feel special. surrounded by people who *really* love me and show true affection for me and..#that I just have to thank. for everything. I have gratitude for all of you! like- thank you very much. really. for everything..#I can't even express in words how grateful I am for each of you#know that I love and appreciate everyone who is still with me on this journey called life!#and of course- I couldn't forget to talk about him lol. thanks to mike!#I don't know what would have become of me if I hadn't met someone as friendly and good-hearted as him#he was always by my side and made me feel more special in every day. in a unique way and one of the most important to me..#I love him very much/p. and I hope that our friendship will be forever happy and respectful the way it already is!#(of course. this also works for the other friends I made here too- please don't get mad or jealous! I love you all. okay??)#and well.. that's it.#I hope I still stay here. that I enjoy my day and face any fear or harm that I might have ahead of me and..#that I just hope for the best. I put everything in God's hands and I feel confident that things will work out no matter what the cost!#thank you guys again for everything and happy birthday to me lol-💛#happy birthday to me#it's my birthday#mel creator#mel loly#cosplaying of beauty and the beast#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art mel#art#my art#my oc character
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#on this random monday evening I'm feeling salty how growing up in my family any touches were strongly discouraged#and although I was and am loved by my family members#hugs were only for special occasions like bday or xmas and that's it. very short and impersonal#I grew up understanding that no one would want to touch me unless required by social norms#we would eat at the same table as a family also only twice per year for xmas and easters#even birthdays were “here's your slice of cake take it and go play”#affection was through service and food and care but hugs are so nice why would anyone hate hugs from a child ;-;#I don't think I ever heard and actual “I love you” from my parents either#and I tried to say ilys myself instead but it so visibly makes them uncomfy it's not even funny#too bad I'll never have my own kids to break this dumb tradition#but anyway guys tell your loved ones they're loved#it's better to say it more often than not at all#(also even my cat doesn't like to cuddle 🥲 what sort of military family is this eh)
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Anyways, worked on the conference paper today, I'll make like four more slides for the presentation and I think we'll be dandy
#I still am unsure on whether there's enough linguistics in there#since it's a linguistics conference#but hey#they accepted my submission#and therefore they have to allow me to rant about my special interest#sure the linguistics stuff may not be very in depth#but how in depth can it be when you have approx. 20 minutes to explain it with all the context?#anyways my last birthday present for myself today will be giving myself a break now#I'm eepy
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quick dreamsnso i can find them later
#eating pine branches at grandmas.#lived next door.#renting.#pine branches were really tasty and chewy like ... soupy tootsie rolls?#tried to sneak up on sister#while holding a plastic bag#found. she thought i was soemthing worse. also had been followed by crows for awhile#went back home. grandparents mom and uncles gave me 21 cents and advice on how to have a good birthday on the dime#played sonic the hedgehog with mom except ive never played sonic before in my life so it definitely wasnt that#more like animal crossing with an explore / battle mode?#and you could only pick from 3 characters#mom played with me. i was surprised.#. next dream#exploring a minecraft like world. big mansion#somehow end up in hell#i fall down and loose my exit. have to fight invisible ghasts and monsters until i can explore and find a way back#find a way back. no tools. hard to find resources to make a pickaxe in this mansion.#im with a bunch of people and mocked for not being able to find twigs#someone destroys a chair and hands me a bundle of twigs#i know the next step is to go punch a tree but all the trees growing here are pretty and i dont want to#later theres some ceremony. funeral maybe but with more religious undertones?#i have to wear a dress#and am handed heavy dangly earrings to wear#after i mourn and gather myself. some sort of special symbolism.#i take longer to mourn than the crowd of others would like#wearing the earrings themselves feels like tremendous grief to me. the weight of doing something I Am Not.#then they ask me to put on eyeshadow too#all of this in a very feminine way mind you#i tear tf out of there and flee#i run into more people in the hallway. somehow this place ends up being the church i grew up in
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Happy birthday Bruce!!!!
#screaming into a paper bag#part 3 of trying to post this ffs#stop censoring me#anyways bruce ilysm#wearing my vintage iron maiden pins on my work apron today :)#when i tell you he is my everything#im happy i can be authentic here bc im losing the normal wars#its so cornball but he really means a lot to me and his work has inspired me a lot to not only be myself#but to seek out other perspectives#hes literally my muse if im being honest#most of my major paintings are of him#i draw him so much i have his face memorized#hes just very special to me#dont know where id be w/o him#and i hope to meet him one day and tell him that he means a lot to me#anyways#bruce dickinson#iron maiden#yes im buying a little pastry for his birthday after work i am that person#singing happy birthday to my framed picture of him#anyways i have to go back to work LMAOQOAOJFLSF
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hey, it's another year! hey, it's another year!
#random thoughts#because. tomorrow. is my birthday.#at first i was not feeling great about it. but my friends want to bake me a cake and everything.#and i'll be performing vivisection of a butterfly at the school showcase too !!#and. another year. another year i have survived past thirteen !! i am doing very well.#after a careful reflection (having a cry for roughly 20 minutes) i have decided. it shall not be misery#despite it not always feeling special. i can make it special. [:
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#boyfriend update?? boyfriend update.#im still so so obsessed with him#he is just the kindest person out there#he just /does/ things for me#acts of service anyone??? hhhhh#hes taking me out for dinner for my birthday on thursday#i also got a cold and then promptly infected him#i warned him and he was like i dont care i probably already have it anyway and kissed me#im also a good 60hrs into playing elden ring now with him as a my backseater and personal cheerleader#its still so much fun and its the best#im about to enter the endgame part according to him#im in the snowy area (i cant remember names lmao)#stats are like im level 103 or smth#im a battle mage so im bumping up my intelligence as my highest stat#im so so close to have int 60 so i can use renallas staff#and i got the moon smth catana which i LOVE#and another sword that might be slightly better in damage and looks cool but i dont wanna part with the catana yet bc of its special attacks#i have both equiled anyway#also! bc this was about him and now my elden ring journey#i introduced him to my parents aaaaaahhhh#and it went really well!!!!#so that's a milestone right there i guess!#personal#my parents said i looked very happy with him and that thats the most important thing and i am so ridiculously happy with him#still wild to me that i said okay i wanna have a romantic partner and a relationship and then went out and got that for myself
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tonight is a "getting emotional over paul bellini" kind of night <3
#just thinking about how lucky i am that not only did he see me being a nerd over mouth congress almost two years ago and reach out to say hi#but also that in our first conversation he asked about my comedy and immediately was interested in seeing where it could go#like i have a distinct type of dynamic with each of the kith people i know of course#but bellini's always going to be special to me bc he's the first one i met. he's the one who met me before i knew anyone related to kith#both scott and bruce met me as someone who already knew someone from the show. but bellini met me as just a random fan#like he didn't have to bring me into the world of kith as much as he did but he wanted to!#and idk i'm just thinking about it bc in my little interview i did with him for my final in a comedy class#i did ask him what it was about my comedy that made him think it had potential#and he gave such a thoughtful answer that really showed he thinks i'm funny and that i could be a great comedian#and he referenced past work i've shown him etc. and it was all in that great bellini tone where he's very complimentary#but it never feels disingenuous or like he's just being nice bc he respects you enough to tell you his honest opinions#i value a compliment from scott or bruce or paul very much bc they're all some of my favorite comedians and my mentors#and of course having a different dynamic with each of them means i will value their comments in different ways#and i wouldn't say i value one person's feedback more than another's#but there's always something special about bellini bc he's the one who has known me the longest and knew me before all of this#(technically he's the only one who got to know me as a teenager bc i was 19 when we met even tho my 20th birthday was a few weeks later)#and yeah i really hope he's having a good night tonight bc he deserves it
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it's the 23rd... you know what that means...
Happy Ash Day!
#hehe it's my day! not too many special plans other than some cake but. lots of f/o rot#my wonderful wife a.qua is canonically good at baking. i think she'd make a cake for her beloved. i get so happy thinking about a.qua!#shes the sweetest girl ever and i'm always soooo honored that she loves me too#i have a lot of f/os and i could go on forever about all the little things theyd like to do for their special pal's birthday#but also. i've been getting into x.enoblade... and have feelings for a character... i am 🤏 this close to putting him on the list#but uh. a birthday kiss perhaps?#ash rambles 💚#but man.. just spending the day with the people that i love is really all i need. hehe so happy to be with them all!#hope everyone has a great day!#and since it's very early for me. i hope i have a great day too!#happy ash day to me~~~ happy ash day to me~~~#i'd normally be asleep by now but. i'm very brainrotted over my wife tonight and i keep reading over some of my work about her and ash#i love this s/i so much. theyre childhood friends. shes blue and ash is red. a.qua is literally named a.qua and ash is ash#theyre red and blue. fire and water. been together forever. sometimes it really does feel like they were made for each other huh?#i have so much love for her in my heart. it makes my heart feel all skdjsjdhs when i think about her#oh but where was i#right. my birthday! i have a shit ton of fankids too so i bet theyre having fun as well#but.. on the topic of k.h s/i..... R.IKU! MY LITTLE BRO!#they arent related or anything. ash just saw him and was all 'wow who is this sassy lost child... you are little bro now'#she'd get soooo emotional just knowing that the kiddo remembered. he shoots her a text on gummiphone or even visits whatever world she's in#and ash gets all 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and hugs him so tight#but yeah. birthday. f/os. lots of fluff. the good shit fr#fun times!
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Highly doubt I’m going to have time to draw today and I’m very disappointed
#it’s my special fictional guys birthday and I am so busy#I should have done something in advance but unlikely for me and I’ve had a very busy 2 weeks
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i could not specify what exactly draws me to twilight princess so much but its the zelda game ive replayed more than any other. i cant get enough of it. what the hell did they put in this game
#idk if i would have the most *time* spent playing it bc well. ive spent hundreds of hours in botw#but ive only done 2 playthroughs of botw so tp still has more playthroughs at least#AND LIKE. i can certainly explain various things i like about tp#but why am i drawn towards it constantly. at any time im wanting to replay it again even though i have so many games i need to beat#its one of the few games i just dont really tire of#twilight princess is very special to me ♡#if they bring midna back someday im gonna go feral#tloz#twilight princess#whenever i see anything from tp i get such a huge urge to pick it up again#i would say id maybe pick it up soon but since sonic and pokemon came out recently and im prob gonna get more games on christmas#it might be a few months before i do that. maybe#ouh maybe ill do a playthrough of it as a celebration before totk comes out#since totk comes out just a few days before my birthday :D
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Do you ever just like wake up and cry... Yeah I think I might be getting a little homesick
#carly oversharing yayy#idk i think it's bcs december has always kinda been a special month for me#both my mom and grandpa have birthdays and it's the first time in 21 years that ill miss both of them#im very much a family person so i also am grieving over the fact that ill miss most of the xmas activities back home this time#and my xmas break only starts one day before the actual christmas day#uni is also kicking my ass so hard lately i can barely keep up with anything else#it's just not my time lately#ive also lost someone very special to me this summer and the grieving process seems to only enhance these days smh#okay that's all :((#think ill probably delete it in a while i don't like oversharing in here too much...
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after literal Months of waiting. they are finally Here :}
most important thing
i like them :)
#s.txt#cobra kai#are they good figures? not really. do they have good accessories? also not really. terry has those claw hands which r very fun but thats it#but ive been waiting since like march. i love them. i cherish them.#and they came only a day after my birthday i am such a special little princess :>
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