#i am a mess. i listen to tallica to decompress and my mind is dumb | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

daddy-ul · 1 year ago

Text

I know I'm not posting much lately but I started a new job and--yeah

And it's not that I don't think abt Metallica, it's more like that my thoughts go like

"king nothing > memory. Which is not a unpopular opinion, per se, but like. Memory won the continuity live war till 2023. What a world we live in"

And

"WELCOME TO THIS LIFE

BORN INTO THE FIGHT

HERE TO CLAIM YOUR DREAM

Dreams..... No?

Dream SIGULAR. I forgot that it was singular, I sang it plural, here to claim your dreams. Usually in English don't you say "claim your dreamS"? Ohhhhhh, but it's singular bc for james it can't be anything else.

>>>>>'there was no plan b. Plan b, c, d was making plan a work'

This is autobiographical as UN1, which also starts with birth seen as something immediately difficult. But screaming Suicide is more Abt yourself -you, your voice- and something external giving you a hand; while UN1 is others, what others do to you-- till it transforms you"

#metallica #song related #screaming suicide #the unforgiven i #un1 #james hetfield #(d)jinn all'opera #my mind is a bit of a mess lately #i am currently teaching english to 3-5 yo and let me tell you-- it's wrecking my nerves snskskskssk #not the kids. it's not easy but they are full of love #no it's that i am not qualified to do it. i know jack shit abt pedagogy and ive never worked with kids of that age. and #it's a super posh kindergarden???? amd every week i have to do 3 different project that i came up with BY MYSELF?????#snksksks so yeah. i spend most of my energy burning anxiety and bicycling djdjdkjddj bc it's far away #i am a mess. i listen to tallica to decompress and my mind is dumb #and obsess over singular vs plural #like. i know there is nothing connecting un1 and ss together #ss is connected to cyanide. duh! and i'll get to that one day bc its BEAUTIFUL #but i am tired and idk what im saying anymore. is this a post?#so so messy #jinn out

5 notes · View notes