#i always feel so awkward accepting compliments esp for things i'm self conscious of
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#ami's ramblings#i always feel so awkward accepting compliments esp for things i'm self conscious of#in all truth i don't think of myself as pretty and feel utterly guilt-ridden when i do make myself feel that way or to admit it#i really struggle to view myself in that kind of light and i've been trying so hard to not view myself so negatively#but i guess years of being made to feel bad if i receive a compliment kinda fucks me up????#but even if i feel this way i can never deny a person's compliment bc it's their words and thoughts so it feels just#a bit rude for me to deny their thinking and all that#bc ngl i do kinda myself feel like 'oh... okay....' if i compliment a person and they turn it down even with it from the heart#idk man just my way of thinking??? so i'm always at a loss of how to respond and just say thank you even if i personally#don't agree with their perspective but i do appreciate it always#i just struggle so hard with self love and i try to work on it but i still slip up#the fact i've been told by mental health ppl i talk very negatively and abysmally about myself and my life like i'm trying not to???#idk just 2am thoughts
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