#i also remember being in a side gc that was for the adult/nsfw crowd

[sunflowerchen]

remember the predebut skz kkt groupchat

god yeah the skz chat was so central to my online life/social life back then, but frankly i cant remember shit from those days.... there was like 80 ppl in it at one point? i vaguely remember like 5 or 6 of the people i used to chat with outside of the gc (still have some of them as mutuals on my main blog too!) but i lost contact w pretty much everyone else

that being said, some of that history is still on the early posts/asks of my art blog, cos i didnt delete it despite my old stuff making me cringe,,, and i still have my sockmate blog which was an inside joke from there iirc, though at this point its just a storage sideblog lmao

but i rly do have fond memories from what i can recall - its where i got rly into digital art and figured out my whole gender crisis, n the folks in there were so supportive to my awkward teen self. i havent been keeping up with skz too well these days (or kpop as a whole) unfortunately,, i mostly listen to 2nd-3rd gen and the few comebacks that my friends make me pay attention to. man i had so much energy and time in college to watch like 30 variety shows and youtube logs and vlives every week, now im happy if i get through one gose episode every 3 weeks T.T