#i also literally spit up blood in the sink but i dont remember that either.

[slyferslackers]

im not on lamotrigine anymore because i got taken off all my meds this summer and promptly went into a mixed episode where i stayed up for days and now the only thing that makes me sleep is overdosing on my EPS med or weed. and i think it was masking my epilepsy symptoms but i am not seeing my pcp for it. because i think getting into cardiology instead of neurology referrals is a better idea. especially because if i smoke weed it stops all my shaking. which is weird! i literally fell to the floor at the hospital and had a whole body shake and they ignored it. but i dont know if i can keep my schizophrenia spectrum disorder dx if i get diagnosed with epilepsy.