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Can i please have a headcanons for Keigo and Shinsou with a female s/o that really likes manga and anime but keeps it a secret from others because they talk shit and make fun of her? and like one day they accidently find out and she's kinda embarressed about it but they convince her that everything is fine and they think ist cute how happy they are when they talk about something she loves? Uwu :9 (sorry for my bad english)
secret anime and manga fan s/o headcannons [ft. keigo takami, shinsou hitoshi]
SUMMARY: Y/N has been hiding the fact that she likes anime and manga from her lovely boyfriend for a while now, fearing heâd find it weird. now, she has no choice but to address the fact that he knows.Â
WORD COUNT: 1.6k
WARNINGS: threats
A/N: your english is great bb! uwu owo this was relatable askdakjhds if anyone tells you there is something wrong with watching anime or reading manga, let me tell you that they are WRONG. i will fight them for you<3
KEIGO TAKAMI | PRO HERO HAWKS
you used to talk about animes you liked because at the end of the day they are tv shows thats it, same with mangas, they are like books but cooler lol
but people found that âweirdâ for some reason, because anime is a âcartoonâ and thats so gross omg haha these âcartoonsâ make me sob um watch a silent voice and cry with me kids
anyways
youâre watching anime in the comfort of your home, just vibing. no one is coming over today, you have time to yourself to enjoy your lil show that nobody should be judging you for
well, you thought no one was coming over
keigo has a tendency to just like, show up at your house sometimes when hes bored or in the midst of an uneventful patrol. though he rarely is seen in public, especially on the streets, he does fly-bys constantly
anyways, he was bored, or just relieved of duty for whatever reason, like lunch. he is having chicken nuggets, he is a cannibal, be ashamed H A W K S, smh
anyways, he just shows up at your house, like he lowkey breaks in through the balcony of your apartment, but its fine because you leave it open for him, but normally he texts you to let you know heâs coming but today was the exception because heâs adorable and wanted to surprise!!! you!!! with!!! food!!!
so he comes in, and he sees you are on your couch, just watching your lil anime, and you are SO INTO IT MAN like you are lowkey yelling at the TV whenever a character does something, and when that one character you hate comes on youâre like throwing hands with nothing
keigo is internally screaming because why are you so CUTE
he kinda forgets for a second that you donât know heâs there, he has no idea whatâs going on in this show, and heâs still holding chicken nuggets and fries
this is why he just kinda screams at a character who does something stupid, that totally couldâve been avoided, effectively startling you
now you are both screaming for separate reasons as you turn around to look at him, and now you are panicking because oh no, he KNOWSÂ
his wings are fluttering and he feels bad for scaring you as he comes up to wrap his arms around your shoulders, âsorry baby! but that guy is so dumb.â
you are MORTIFIED and now youâre like, âoh my god, you must think im so weird-â
keigo is confused, why would he think that? he genuinely doesnât realize that people make fun of you for watching anime and heâs so confused by it when you inform him that a lot of people tend to find it weirdÂ
âwhat?â
âpeople think its weird so i just-â hahahhasdha keigo lowkey wants to take time out of his day in his professional agency to find out who told you it was weird and made you think you had to hide this from him because he wants to know everything about you! you are the love of his life! you shouldnât feel the need to hide things!
now he feels like maybe he did something to make you think you had to hide your love for anime even though it is literally adorable to watch you
âbaby, itâs not weird. i actually think its cute how angry you get at the characters. and i AGREE like how could he just do that-â
âwait you donât care...?â you are BLUSHING because he thinks you are CUTE not that you didnât know this already since he was dating you but like
omg
âof course not, also would you mind restarting this anime, im kind of invested- oh and i brought chicken nuggetsâ
you lowkey wanna cry heâs so cute
he can tell you donât believe him so he sets the food down on a coffee table and takes your face in his hands and is all like, âbaby. i promise you its fine. and adorable. now letâs restart this show so i can watch with you.â
he winks at you and now youâre like, âwhatever no i am NOT restarting.â
then he gets all pouty but its fine he doesnât need to understand the plot to watch with you and enjoy every moment, he also likes when you explain it really excitedly with all these hand movements, and he especially enjoys when you get mad at characters
he finds it hotÂ
hates when you have a crush on a character he gets so jealous and is not afraid to show it kjahsdahsdsh mans will start hating the character just because you keep talking about how hot they are
âtheyâre just so BEAUTIFUL.â
keigo, self consciously touching his winds, âim beautiful too...â
heâs so cute
throws popcorn at the screen whenever that character comes on
SHINSOU HITOSHI
hahjsdgjasgdj
THIS BOY is so pretty
anyways you probably fell asleep reading manga, or watching anime or something like that, so itâs like 1AM and you were BINGING because that stuff is great and nobody is there to bother you while you read and watch and stuff its you time
and for some reason people have been opposed to this in the past? so now whenever people come to your room your manga are all like lowkey hidden and you make sure there is no evidence of anima
you did NOT want shinsou finding out and thinking you were weird or anything like that, even though liking anime and manga is NOT weird!!!
if anyone tells you other lmk and i will have strong words with them
so you fell asleep and shinsou comes over because he realizes he forgot something in your room, and like the GENTLEMAN he is, he knocks, but you are asleep and do not hear him!
heâs like eh worst case scenario sheâs cheating on me and i end up heartbroken, and this is something he genuinely considers sometimes and he would definitely blame himself if he got cheated on
so he sees you sleeping and you are like a mess because you did not intend to fall asleep, so youâre like in your desk chair, the manga is wide open on your desk or your computer is on and thereâs the still going anime aksjdhkjdhas
your neck is in a weird funky way thatâll probably hurt in the morning and shinsou is like oh no i gotta move her i dont want her in pain, he is also wondering why you look so cute because what the hell this is unfair stop it
tbh he probably barely notices the manga, like heâll just nonchalantly close it and place it on your bedside table because reading manga isnât weird before coming back to you, in the chair, and like picking you up to put you in bed
now you AWAKEN AND YOU ARE A L E R T because it hits you pretty fast that shinsou is here, this is NOT a dream, he probably saw your manga/anime, and now hates you and is carrying you to your death
this is all false
in the midst of your panic, you knock the both of you down onto the ground, and heâs feels so bad for allowing the two of you to fall nkjasdjakn poor bb
âY/N im so sorry-â
âhitoshi why are you apologizing?â
he just ignores that and he comes over to you on the floor but your gaze is on the closed computer on your desk or the manga that was placed on your bedside table that you DEFINITELY DID NOT PUT THERE
he saw, he definitely saw, and now you are babbling about how weird he must think you are because of those JERKS who made you think anime and manga are weird
âwhat are you talking about?â
âwell, people always told me how weird it was and sometimes they would... say thingsâ
shinsou quickly realizes you were bullied because you liked manga and anime and stuff like that and now he is contemplating murder <3 what a lovely boyfriend
as someone who has experience with bullying himself, he finds this especially stupid, its literally just a show and book, and kinda wants to ask you the names of the people who told you these things so he can hunt them d o w n
instead shinsou prioritizes you and your insecurities first, âbabe... no. its just anime? thereâs no problem with watching it. whoever told you that was just a jerk.â jk he uses more colorful vocabulary
shinsou is completely ready to spend the next hour convincing you that there is nothing to worry about because there really isnâtÂ
âso you donât think its weird?â his heart almost breaks when he hears your voice and he just nods and gives you a lil smile
ânot at all... actually i was wondering what was so interesting that you stayed up untilâ heâs looking at the time, â2AM.â
now youâre blushing but you still launch into an explanation of the entire anime and honestly anime/manga plots are so extensive and cool and well done and that just makes them so fun and complicated to explain
shinsou is trying his hardest to understand but you are very cute as you explain using lots of vivid hand gestures and adorable faces and wow heâs been distracted
will try his hardest to understand so that you can talk with him about it more often, genuinely finds it great watching you tell him about something you enjoy so much and hates that you felt the need to keep it a secret
he wonders how many times you hid away the manga or anime when he came over and feels like an inconvenienceÂ
anyways he really really really likes you so now he just listens as you rant about how cute certain characters are and lowkey gets jealous
âWHY IS HE SO HOT.â
âheâs not... that hot.â grumbling and stuff as he plays with the edge of his sleeve and borderline glares at the screen.
A/N: i hope this wasnât bad akshfjakshdkjhÂ
#shinsou hitoshi x reader#shinso hitoshi x reader#shinsou x reader#shinso x reader#hitoshi x reader#hitoshi shinso x reader#hitoshi shinsou x reader#keigo takami x reader#keigo x reader#takami keigo x reader#keigo headcannons#shinsou headcannons#shinso headcannons#hawks x reader#hawks x you#shinsou x you#keigo x you#shinso x you
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cabin pressure
pairing: taehyung x y/n
glimpse: pilot!y/n who accidentally became famous bc of a viral post about her, best friend!jimin!, taehyung having a shy lil crush on you aND ot7 being meanies for a tad bit :((
wordcount: 17k
notes: this is my first bts fic im gonna post and for sentimentalityâs sake, im paying homage to the bullet-point formatâ˘ď¸ because this is the same thing i use for my reviewers and itâs v effective in making me focus and not lose interest!!!Â
â°(*´︜`*)âŻâĄ
jimin really misses you :((
youâre his longtime friend!! someone whoâs stuck with him even before he was famous!!
unlike tHose who suddenly appeared claiming that âaHHHHH jimin from bts aha actually we were friends even tho i have never spoke to him once hEâs actually asking me out and-â
and he loves u to death even the both of you fond each other annoying at times
like that one time he pretended he was sick with a bug just to get u out of your very important meeting just bECAUSE he wanted u to cook up a meal he missed
âhey why are u crying and also can you pls still cook why youâre cryingâ
âjimin i fucking hate youâ
:((
and needless to say he really made up for it because he may have screwed up your job bc he wanted you to drop EVERYTHING to cook cheesy tonkatsu for him
so yes he really went up and above just to get you to forgive him
and u know what
jimin misses his best friend so much that heâs thinking of you in the middle of a meeting
and literally at the mention of bon voyage, the gears in his head start spinning!!!!
basically his thought process was:
bon voyage = abroad = y/n = oH DAMN OH RIGHT Y/NâS A PILOT = airplane whoosh = abroad = BON VOYAGE!!!!
âPD-nim!!!!!!â
âwhatâ
and heâs really gonna make a leap for this because itâs given that him and the boys ride in private jets and first-class and all
literally everyone is looking at him now because his previous outburst of a call was surely attention-grabbing and it makes him shrink a bit because aha :D oops lol okay so what i was saying
âi-i was thinking uhm like since, abroad, right?? my friend y/n y/l/n is a pilot!! and the airline she-...â
âyou know y/n y/l/n??â bang si-hyuk literally asks with his eyes wide and everyone could tell that it was the positive type of shock
wait
what
everyone in the room is like divided with some nodding and some clapping excitedly and some just with their mouths agape
and that confuses jimin because
âyou know y/n??â
bang si-hyuk, ceo of big hit entertainment, his boss,,,, knows you, his childhood best friend-
and itâs not like jimin is territorial when it comes to his best friends and most esp you!!!! but yeah he realizes that he is now, especially because everyone in the room apparently knows you??? and heâs only ever introduced you to the boys???? briefly?? hope and jin have yet to meet you in person???
âhow could we not?â jungkook interjects with a bunny smile on his face and everything is seriously confusing jimin rn because honestly
âdo you like live under a rockâ yoongi has the most confused face ever to jiminâs cluelessness, the situation being ironic because normally the hyung is slower when it comes to these type of things
ây/n went viral all over the news like last week!! up to now evenâ itâs no joke that namjoon knows everyone that his members know but for jimin to hear joon speak about you in THIS degree offends him
because wait heâs your closest friend he should know these things
heâd like u to know that he isnât bitter :)
and his eyes go wide at that because oH GOD WHAT DID YOU DO
everyone agrees to what namjoon said, still a bit dumb-founded as taehyung practically yanks jiminâs chair to sit closer near his and almost shoves his phone to his face
itâs you
in your pilot uniform with your luggage at tow
sunglasses at the top of your head and phone on-hand
your id still worn around your neck and
oh
jimin basically deduced all of these things with a couple swipes:
a) ok you look ethereal in those pics
b) it was supposed to be a stolen picture of this dude but you were in the background and you cOMPLETELY stole the show
c) someone zoomed in on you and edited so now basically your ethereal being got even more magnified
d) someone zoomed in on your id (he got a lil bit mad at that)
e) aha the internet loves you
f) edits and i have thirty minutes i am free this saturday retweets and digging into your images in social media EVERYTHING!!! the whole nine yards!!!!
when you woke up to that frenzy though
you literally couldnât function for five minutes and then you started catching up and digging in on what was happening
âbut i donât look ethereal!! my skin is dry n oily at the SAME time because of cabin air and my eyes are stinging!!! i look ghastly and only a little bit fresh because of the air u get when youâre 50,000 feet up in the air!! but im-...â
oh thatâs it you went viral completely on accident
you were just waiting for the free service back home your airline offers it pilots, because you brought your car to work but you were too tired to drive back home
but now you are viral in the worldwide interwebs with articles and twitter threads about you and multiple multiple DMs that make your phone freeze and
wait did your airline just email you about that :D
oh lol did beyoncĂŠ just follow you :D
basically jimin got his brothers giving him a three-minute crash course each about what happened with their managers even stepping in to gush
he basically canât believe that he didnât know that!! even if you didnât mention it to him, he shouldâve known because it was practically everywhere!!!!
bang si-hyuk is well-pleased and even got jimin to tell how he knew you and what you were like and he was very much :O when he got into the word that aish!!! his employee has really been living under a rock lmao
by then, the conversation about bon voyage has been slightly derailed to talk about you
who knew that jimin simply mentioning your name (lol he didnât need to because the conversation about you was nearing anyway) would land the meeting to
âoh! actually! the airline y/n works at reached a couple of weeks ago about a proposal to get bts to star in a commercial for them!!â
and now theyâre hyped because yes they endorsed clothes and food and malls and establishments but never did they endorse an AIRLINE!!! a damn airline!!!!
okay so now not only did they tackle that you would pilot for them in bon voyage
âah! you could like also play games on the way there with y/n!!â
âwHO WILL PILOT THE PLANE THEN??? weâre gonna crash!!!â
âyouâre thick, jungkook, and not in the way you think so lmaoâ
âmaybe we could extend their vacation! shoot a skit or two with them being flight attendants for run!! one week for shooting, two weeks for resting!! two birds with one stone, reallyâ
an airline commercial
a couple run bts! episodes
a whole season of bon voyage (with a longer production because they have longer vacation days)
more traction for them
more time than he ever wished for to be with you!! :D
soon enough the meeting is finished and it went so good that the boys were gonna be treated to a beef dinner so
everyoneâs scattered and dispersed, some making small talk w him about you that makes him smile
taehyungâs lingering behind him with his hands on his back
âwhat is it, tae?â
the younger boy is just giggling and fiddling with his hands, a careless shrug to his shoulders
âcan i have y/nâs number :Dâ
...
...
âaish!! if jungkook were to ask for her number, you wouldâve given it to him in a heartbeat because heâs the youngest!! and-...â
âya!! thanks for reminding hyung! jimin-hyung may i also pls have y/nâs number :Dâ
...
...
...
jin had to drag jimin with him bc he wasnât done shooting the both of them glares and his cheeks were practically pink with how annoyed he was at the younger two
needless to say taehyung and jungkook didnât have any extra portions of beef from him
he is very protective of you and even if heâs become closer with his brothers more than heâs been close with you he jUST canât help it!!
not that he doesnât trust them or anything
not that he doesnât trust you either
but he doesnât want figurative blood on his figurative ledger because he feels that it would be his responsibility if ever yOu and someone became a thing and HE was the one who inteoduced you both :(
itâs not just a him thing :( he canât put it into words but heâs just looking out for both parties!!!
kinda figured out that taehyung may or may not have a shy little crush on you
spoiler alert: it was HUGE
for their entire dinner, every single time your name was brought up, tae instinctively has his ears perk up at the mention
simultaneously he shrinks to his seat and purses his lips and looks around to whatâs being said
why are u mentioning y/nâs name?? what is happening??
and taehyung having a serious case of sweater paws doesnât help him from jiminâs observing gaze
and yes he feels a bit sorry because taehyung kinda looks a bit upset; that little âoh :((â on his face when jimin snapped at him so quick
heâs not gonna force him to tho,, out of respect since someone else is involved (and in this case itâs you and your number)
jimin nudges him by the shoulder to get his attention
everyoneâs passed out at this point because the beef was so damn good
tae kinda looks spaced out so he turns his head immediately and he forgot for a second that he was supposed to be cold with jimin
âwhat?â
â..... do you still want y/nâs number?â
taehyung almost fALLS out of his chair as he nods eagerly, making jimin shake his head to himself as he hesistantly takes out his phone from his pocket
oh god jiminâs phone is on his hand now oh god thatâs your picture oh god thatâs your number oH-
âiâm not gonna text her tonight if thatâs youâre worried about?? i mean we barely know each other!! consider me asking for her number to be used for future references only :Dâ
âwhat does future references even mean?â
...
â... luggage. i want y/nâs luggage bag.â
...
âi also want y/nâs-...â
âBUTT OUT JUNGKOOK!! BUTT !! OUT !!â
when you open up your companyâs email to you, you really canât help but to feel nervous
today was your off-day and they specifically requested that you come to the main office at 10 AM sharp
and in your off-day, you arenât even awake at that time of the morning!!
it wss both a blessing and a curse that you slept early the night before so your body clock just went âlol u wake up early today get up at 6â
and not to mention the fact that it was the same day you learned that you went viral last night when you were peacefully asleep
so the last few hours have been WILD and it kinda put you into shock
the closest youâve ever been to fame was having your pictures leaked with jimin when you were still kids!!
if you were lucky enough, your face would be covered by every possible animal emoji that was ever released
apart from that, it was the occassional mention of your name in stan twitter and that was it
but THIS type of fame is on a whole another level!! higher than being tagged as jiminâs best friend outside of bts!! higher than having your face covered with animal emojis
when you thought that you were gonna be fired over being viral for some reason unbeknownst â
even if you know that you havenât violated anything and if anything, you were the one who got violated because someone uploaded a picture of you without your consent!!!
so when you learn that they arenât mad at all and ecstatic in fact
because your airline basically got free publicity and promotion just because you looked so good in pictures that werenât even intentional
and that there is a more than noticeable spike in the bookings of flights
and that people were cALLING to ask if you would be the one to pilot that flight
AND RIVAL AIRLINES WERE CALLING IN TO ASK WHEN YOUR CONTRACT WOULD EXPIRE
and that said rival airlines were pitching in salaries that competed with your paycheck now aND THAT THEY WERE EVEN higher
needless to say that your day was more than eventful
you donât know how to cope up with it either so while the meeting drags on to talk about your newfound fame youâre just :O the entire time
âi believe that park jimin from bts is a close friend of yours, correct?â
wAIT what
you shouldnât be shocked by now because practically everyoneâs familiar with him and the rest of the boys
but it still takes you off-guard because as much as he is your friend
and as much you admit that you miss jimin :(
or that you havenât talked to him as much these past few days
you genuinely donât see the connection of why jimin would be brought up into this conversation that doesnât involve him in the first place
thereâs a self-pitying realization in between that it seems like your only determining factor these days was to be known as a best friend of a kpop idol and nothing else
:(
thatâs a sad topic youâd rather not delve in at the moment
:(
âprior to you being catapulted into fame suddenly â we reached out to their company for them to become our endorsers. a commercial and a billboard and some other things.â
âand this is just the pERFECT timing because youâre famous now and people love you!!!â
this was it
the stars were aligning for you
not only do you get to hang out with jimin, but now youâre launched into much more job opportunities!!
when the meeting concluded, you narrow it down to the conclusions that:
a) youâre most likely to film a commercial and some adverts and perhaps be included in a billboard with them (their company has yet to confirm within the week but your ceo ji-eun is damn sure at this point or else she will flip
b) youâre now getting an agent :D because apparently offers have been waiting for you left and right and they already got you one before you even said âyeah sure i guess???â
c) youâre getting a RAISE
d) sooner or later youâre gonna do this photoshoot so your own company could post about you this time
e) interviews. youâre gonna be asked to chat your heart out intentionally. i n t e r v i e w s
and itâs a humbling moment for sure because itâs likeÂ
oh. you didnât mean for this to happen but itâs here now and you can make the most of this while itâs still here!! you get to do what you love and be with the people you love and basically get paid for it!!
oh is this what jimin feels like all the time then??
maybe you should apply as the 8th member of bts
itâs during an intentionally cold night in your apartment that your phone basically vibrates itself off the table
right when you were still in the bathroom taking your time because you were getting PR!! and the mask you just put on happens to be something youâve been curious about but it was too expensive for you to be curious about lol
also: curiosity that leads you to buy either new skincare products or makeup are either a godsend or a godforsaken situation because 6 out of 10 times you do that, you breakout!!!Â
the sound of something clattering to the ground immediately makes you scramble towards your living room, phone flipped over to see jimin up close, eyes even in a picture enough to intimidate you for not answering immediately
âY/N!!!â
âJIMIN!!!â
the both of you put each other on speaker mode because while you didnât want to risk ruining your mask, the rest of the boys wanna listen in
the entire phone call was so intense because even in speaker mode you were still yelling at each other
and it was spent with so much enthusiasm on trying to catch up with the past days and jimin apologizing profusely because heâs been living under a rock
âi canât believe it!! I CAN FINALLY RIDE IN ON A FLIGHT YOUâRE GONNA PILOTâ
what
wait
â... jimin what do you meanâ
because as far as you knew, the airline commercial would be done with a green screen to ensure that itâs of the best quality
not a gopro type of thing because ur flight attendants would yell real-time to the camera crew and the boys when they try to do something and the seatbelt sign is still on!!!
âwait jimin i think y/n wasnât supposed to know that yetâ
you hear a voice in the background and itâs very much familiar and itâs now hitting you that thereâs an audience for your entire call
ânamjoon, is that you???â
âY/N ITâS ME!!! NAMJOON!! OMGâ
and then you hear this scuffle over the line and a very slight commotion
itâs jimin holding his phone away with his arm and the other fending off namjoon while hobi scrambles to steal it back
jin is helplessly saying hello to you in the background while jungkook is hopping around going all âmiss y/n i am a fan of you!!!â
taehyung is going all sweater paws again while yoongi is desperately trying to shut them up because heâs still listening into yours and jiminâs conversation and heâs genuinely engrossed ok
and now everyoneâs calm and collected especially since jimin gives them a death glare each and nobody admits but angry jimin scares the shit out of them
heâs back to being soft-spoken now because he realizes that he may have slipped in saying information he probably shouldnât have yet, a sheepish scratch at the back of his head
âuhm well you see youâre gonna fly us over for bon voyage and uhm kinda stick around for some pieces here and there?? uhm thatâs from what i know heheâ
right now youâre just blanking out and staring into the distance and youâve suddenly gone awfully quiet
yoongiâs on the background like âyo i think you just broke herâ
âis y/nâs cell broken? iâm gonna get her a new oneâ
âis she okay?? wHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER???â
âjimin-hyung you said y/n sometimes forgets to lock her door right??â
itâs once again another frenzy and once you realize that youâve blanked out, you immediately shush them and they miraculously do
itâs a feeling of being overwhelmed and disbelief because this is more than youâve ever asked for
to think that just last week you were tired and was about to pull off an AWOL because your off-day couldnât have come nearer
âi certainly didnât know thatâ
and thereâs a nervous chuckle and a nervous silence that encompasses and for a moment, jimin frowns because he thinks that this is all too much for you and youâre gonna turn down the offer even before itâs gonna be officially pitched to you at a meeting tomorrow (you have yet to know that thereâs gonna be another meeting tomorrow)
âoh my god i get to be with the lot of you!!!â
one excited shriek from you and thatâs all it takes for hell to break loose
âJIMIN I MISSED YOU SO MUCH I CANâT WAIT TO WHACK YOUR HEAD AGAINâ
âi can fINALLY meet jin and hope!!â
âwhereâs namjoon?? this old lady from one of my flights own a stall at the airport and sheâs afraid of riding in airplanes! and i was apparently so good and she wasnât scared and that she waited for me outside the cockpit! she gave me a written note saying that i could come to her stall anytime and the bOOKS IâM GONNA CHOOSE WILL BE FREE OF CHARGE EVERY SINGLE TIMEâ
âyoongi if youâre hearing this; i heard kyle kuzmaâs gonna fly first class next week and i fly that same aircraft do u want me to ask for an autographâ
âwe have a boatload of dog treats we give for lil ones we have onboard so they stay behaved!! taehyung can have them for yeontanâ
âtell jungkook that he can finally have my walkie-talkie heâs been bugging me about!! i have a new one anywayâ
itâs official
they love you
they are practically swooning right now and are mad at jimin because wHY DIDNâT YOU LET US KNOW Y/N SOONERÂ
they only met you a couple times in the past and hobi and jin are jealous because atleast they got to meet you :((
and all of them are willing to take a splinter for you no doubtÂ
everyone goes to sleep that night all warm and fuzzy and content
not to mention taehyung being so giddy about what you said
not only did you think of him you also thought about yeontan aNd you havenât even met the little devil yet!!
and he isnât the only one who thinks of this but
thereâs just something about you that is so warm and so genuine
like you could be as introverted as yoongi and be as much of a team player and and extrovert as taehyung is when needed be
but the point is that thereâs always something about you for everyone that makes them gravitated towards you
of course jimin explains this to you and you basically shut him off
âaish donât put me in a pedestal because i swear that iâm not that specialâ
âwhy wonât you believe me??â
âbecause it isnât true now eat your cereal jimin i will pinch you thru the screenâ
the meeting comes soon enough and you have to pretend that this was your first time hearing this bit of information
the pilot you were helping learn the ropes, hyunjin, will take over your normal workload for the meantime!!
in less than one weekâs time, you have to pack your bags for three-ish weeks!! because as from what you can tell, things are gonna be a bit more hectic for you because youâre not only gonna fly planes
for a run episode, the boys are gonna be your flight attendants in a mock flight with the passengers as staff members
but the plane being in the air and them wearing flight attendant uniforms will be very much real
and then another episode to be squeezed in with them trying out flight simulators and quizzed with aviation factsÂ
and whether u did the best or the worst with the two-part episode
theyâre still gonna go skydiving :)
theyâre really milking out the sky motif but ok it wasnât your show anyway and you were just gonna guest so they can go off by all means
after all that work, youâre gonna fly them off again but itâs for bon voyage this time!!
they basically res for two-ish weeks and you can tag along behind the scenes because i mean like youâre flying them home too so might as well
get some clips in between to be used for the commercial
and said commercial would be shot a few days after you all get back from said vacation!!
thatâs it narrowed down and as you were taking notes, you canât help but to feel very excited and nervous at the same time
a few days pass and itâs finally time!! yeah sure run episode but JIMIN AND THE BOYS CAN FINALLY SEE YOU NOW
you were supposed to reunite in the aircraft itself but jimin is an impatient baby which is why heâs called you insistently to say some excuse of âyou have to go back to the empty boarding gate u need to meet your camera directorâ
lol but in truth you really donât need to and where they are now is what you need to pass to get to said boarding gate
so when jimin sees you by the jet bridge they were all at, he sprints
like actually SPRINTSÂ to get to youÂ
and he attacks you with a massive bear hug and sprinkles you with noisy cheek kisses
âY/N *kiss* I *kiss* MISSED *kiss* YOU *kiss* SO *kiss* MUCH *kiss*â
no lie you really did miss him too
and once you get him to calm down because he was crushing your bones and you return his cheek kisses
the boys are all just looking at the scene in front of them with awe
jungkookâs looking at namjoon with his eyes saying âlol imma do that tooâ and namjoonâs staring back going âNOâ
taehyungâs extra pouty right now
he didnât conisder the fact that maybe you and jimin were an unspoken thing and that his crush on you is now something he shouldnât hold onto
he got discouraged very quickly
hobi is waddling to you at full-speed and goes for a hug which is wild move for someone who heâs just met (but u donât mind)
âyouâre adorable your uniform is so cute omgâ
jin goes in for a hug too and you say something along the lines of âi could see the handsomeness they were talking aboutâ and he goes absolutely rED
heâs laughing uncontrollably like a sealÂ
namjoon was about to go in for a hug but then he sees your wrist and-
âiS THAT A KAWS WATCH???â
âOH MY GOD YOU NOTICED???â
âHOW COULDNâT I? THATâS LIKE LIMITED EDITION HOW DID YOU GET ITâ
âI HAVE A FRIEND THATâS A COLLECTOR HE GIFTED IT TO ME I CAN GET YOU CONNECTED TOOâ
you are now being wrapped with namjoonâs long armsÂ
he doesnât seem to be letting go of you soon
yoongi just has his arms wide and his eyes in a faux irritated manner
âwhat are you looking atâ
and then his gummy smile appears when you just cave into his hug and jin is like??? âaH! y/nâs power is unparalleledâ
jungkook immediately goes in for an embrace and even twirls you around
âooh!! you have more piercings now than the last time i saw you!â
âi can pierce ears now!!â
âjungkook can you reallyâ
âlmao noâ
and now that it seems like hugging is the new norm, and taehyung being the last in line for you to greet, that kinda burns your nerves becauseif you were to âadmit, you may or may not have a little crush on taehyung ever since the first time jimin introduced the both of you to each other
so you do the sensible thing and donât think about it
no thoughts head empty head first
âtae!!!â
âaha y/n :Dâ
you hug him and well
taehyung blanked at that and panicked internally
the stark difference of your enthusiasm and his timid response was cringeworthy and it makes you screw your eyes shut as you hug him
but the moment tae realizes this, he holds on as you were trying to let go of him as qUICK as possible because it was too awkward for you to bear
and a little crushing if you were being honest
taehyung now takes first place for wanting to be reincarnated as a rock in the next life
after yoongi seeing that interaction he was just like áľáľáś
before it goes anymore awkward though and tae starts squawking, jimin thankfully whisks you awayÂ
âyou look so badass in your uniform will u let me wear itâ
âlet me wear your hoops and iâll let u borrowâ
âlol forget that i even askedâ
no matter what, jimin doesnât let you borrow his earrings!!
like even if the boys borrow some from him time to time
he absolutely does not let you borrow and when you ask why, he just rolls his eyes and smacks his lips and goes N-O
and then eventually he has to shoo you out because they have to film the intro at the jet bridge and youâre not supposed to be there really
jungkook excitedly squeezes you again and goes âsee you later!!â
jeon jungkook knows what heâs doing
so right before the cameras start rolling, heâs just staring at the side of taehyungâs face in close proximity with a teasing smile on his face and then wiggles his eyebrows in the slightest when tae finally returns his stare with a knowing glare
âwhat was that awhile ago, hyung?â
âone more word out of ur mouth and iâm ratting you out to-...â
âi was just kidding hehe donât rat me out to namjoon that i accidentally stained his precious table hehe plsâ
and he blinks at that and is taken aback
because that was supposed to be an empty threat
and now that jungkook realizes heâs fallen smack-dab into the trap, he now wants to ignite himself
taehyung now has blackmail material :D
jungkook is now held captive by said blackmail material :D
they eventually get done with their intro and into the aircraft itself!! jimin is the one to introduce you and throughout the whole ordeal theyâre just hyped-up bc itâs the first time they get to do this type of episode
and theyâre doing it with you so thatâs a plus
and they get changed into their custom flight attendant attire
snug pink get-up with a silk navy blue scarf tied around as the uniformâs collarÂ
and golden nameplates engraved with their names on it
and AIR BANGTAN embroidered into the breast pocket!!
they looked absolutely good
your work would be lighter if only they were your actual flight attendants
youâd work every single day
even though they could be tiresome at times bc they could be all over the place
taehyung was admittedly swooning the whole time
the production staff made you alter your speech a bit so you could insert air bangtan and introduce all seven of them individually for the skit
and then everyoneâs briefed with what they have to do and how safety should be the no. 1 priority
and then itâs takeoff time!!!!
jimin is really really proud of you
he takes advantage of this as his bragging rights
âaha thatâs my best friend whoâs flying the plane we are in right now :)â
âlol i love y/n i was best friends with her first :)â
âbest take-off ever in your life amirite :)â
âiâm friends with a pilot in case you didnât know :) no big dealâ
âtechnically thatâs captain jimin to you too now :)â
it was a fun and a chaotic episode
a bit unsafe? yes
but then the icing at the top was taehyung swooning at everything you did and cussing at himself every time he remembers how he screwed up earlier
he is the most behaved person in this flight and he wants you to know that :((
yoongiâs mercilessly teasing him
ây/nâs gonna come out to do her landing speech soon; you should pretend reading the safety manual nowâ
âsomebody give taehyung a barf bag and a pen heâs gonna ask for an autograph from y/nâ
âey jimin do they sell y/nâs perfume in this flight?? someone just wants to askâ
the episode wraps soon enough but not without jimin rowding everyone to CLAP FOR THE PILOT WHO ALSO HAPPENS TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AHA EVERYTHING WAS SO SMOOTH SO COMFY QUICK TAKE A PICTURE OF ME N MY PILOT BEST FRIEND :D
and thereâs just this innate feeling everyone feels every once in a while
that everything feels so right and so complete
itâs like complete nirvana
and before you know it, bon voyage is already happening
a vacation with seven best friends (jimin insists that he has the superlative best when youâre talking about them as friends)Â
(and maybe one of them you donât see as a best friend and perhaps something more and that person really doesnât show much enthusiasm for you as you do for him)
(itâs taehyung)
and itâs not like taehyung isnât fond of you
in fact, he very much is!! believe him!!
itâs just that heâs paralyzed over his crush on you and the fact that he sees you often because of these circumstances and he canât believe it
too paralyzed over the fact that he might and may have already made a fool out of himself
and that heâs afraid to make moves on you with the boys here because jESUS CHRIST
he knows he would be teased mercilessly or he would be teased mercilessly while they help him out but they would never let him live this down
and jimin
oh god jimin
because as much as jimin loves him, he knows that one wrong move on you and he knows heâs gonna yeet him to the han river
he doesnât know either what would be jiminâs reaction if he knew of his crush on you!! will he flip? will he be happy? wILL HE FORBID HIM FROM SEEING YOU EVER AGAIN????
at times he could be very overbearing
and he admits that
but all for good cause as he tries to explain
oh and jungkook
damn jungkook
heâs caught on pretty quickly about taeâs crush on you
and kook likes you but not in the way tae likes you
itâs just a fuzzy, warm, and platonic type of like like what the other boys have for you
but with fLIRTINESS
jiminâs the same but it was natural since youâve been friends for absolutely ages
jungkookâs however was very fresh and very aBRUPT
itâs him trying to get a rise from taehyung and urging him to just make a damn move on you
he hopes that his flirtiness with you would just intimidate his hyung to the point that âopen your eyes!!! oh what am i doing?? donât you feel that iâm trying to steal y/n away from you?? MAKE A MOVE!!â gets across
taehyung has yet to realize that though
bon voyage doesnât really include you (as you also try to remove yourself out of the picture as much as possible)
the cameras arenât always turned on and not all hours of the day are spent on filming
so they can still get to do things and activities without staff members flooding the house!!
the house youâre all staying at is a gigantic one
so it got divided into two wings and you can even close it off!!
one wing solely for the boys and the other for you and the production staff
you were at their wing more often than you are in yours though
and during these past few days that turned into weeks, youâve been closer to them more than you could imagine
they were easy to get around with!! them knowing that jimin knows you is a plus factor if you think about it
and even if not for that fact, they still think not much wouldâve changed in your present friendship dynamic right now
it was comforting to be with them, really
the other way around!!
and you could also hang out with them either individually or as a group and it wouldnât be awkward!!
.. taehyung may or may not be a slight issue though
you honestly think that he hates you :(
and youâre trying to backtrack your actions to see if you may have done something to him
you always try to keep up with his energy
jungkook was fooling around with a drone and trying to experiment flying it
and then he suddenly had this idea of âtae do you think you could outrun my droneâ
and kookâs whipping his head around for you as if in a silent question to ask âwait is that possibleâ
and youâre just over there narrowing your eyes like âjungkook just because iâm a pilot,,,,, it doesnât mean i know every flying object in the air and how to operate it,,,,,â
...
âbut y/n can you outrun my drone thoâ
itâs the sudden challenge that takes you aback and makes your eyebrow raise
and then itâs become a cHALLENGE
taehyungâs competitiveness making him forget that youâre even there and that heâs not acting all conscious
so itâs literally all fun and laughter
and the both of you may or may not be so caught up into this stupid challenge you stupidly both participated to
youâre not even sure if there was a rEWARD for this
so stupidly caught up to the point that jungkookâs already led the both of you to the beach that you were overlooking from the house you all stayed at
(jungkookâs running with the drone and that completely destroys the purpose of the drone but heâs having fun too ok)
before you knew it, both you and tae are crashing full-speed into the beach and it takes a collective second for you to realize that you both were indeed wet when youâre hip-deep into the water
and it sends another burst of laughter and youâre just looking at him helplessly and out of breath
âoh my god i didnât even-...â
it hits taehyung now that heâs having full-on eye contact with you on what the fuck is he doing
he just immediately tenses and all the alarms in his head are going off
âhahahaha yes :)â
and there it is again
that noticeable shift in the air that makes your mouth dry at what could you have possibly done
heâs quick on walking himself out of the water, quite literally leaving you there
jungkookâs by the shoreline laughing himself to death and sees taehyung waddling himself out
��hYUNG OMG YOU DIDNâT EVEN-...â
ok what was that
what the fuck was that
he only gets a blank laugh in return and itâs a dampener for his mood right now
and it only sinks in now that why is taehyung returning by himself
ây/n did you drown????â
no you didnât drown
but the idea did seem enticing because you felt so embarrassed and down with what just happened
so right now jungkook just has his arm around your shoulders as heâs trying to figure everything out
âdid i -- did i do something wrong?â
and even if the context isnât clear. he immediately says no
the both of you are just walking back to the house while the sun sets and he still isnât sure of what happened but he knows that itâs enough to make you sad and most probably has something to do with taehyung
he just wants to cheer you up :(
so mid-way he kinda picks you up wordlessly and you donât fight him about it
youâre completely drained of your energy both physically and emotionally
you melt into jungkookâs grasp on you as your way of thanks and he acknowledges it with a squeeze on your arm
by the time you get back, everyoneâs just doing their own thing because itâs nearing dinner
kook kinda plops you into the couch yoongiâs sitting on
his eyes question that somethingâs kinda off but he doesnât question it
and you just crawl the short distance so that youâre laying on his lap and be sad in peace there
all he does it just past your head once and thatâs it
and heâs just watching a replay of a basketall game because he hasnât had time to catch up with those championship games (even if he knows who won and who lost)
and out of the blue yoongi just hears you softly pipe in
âmy ex is a professional basketball playerâ
âwHOâS YOUR EX WHAT KIND OF PROFESSIONAL ARE-...â
and you shush him bc you donât want anybody else to know
âomg jimin doesnât know this?? and iâm like the first one to know?â
âyesâ
oh and he kinda huddles because after all, this is a secret and it does have something to do with basketball
âprofessional as in he played in this show youâre watching rnâ
âis he in this game????â
âlol no from what i know, he got injured even before championship but yeah his teamâs playing right nowâ
âwhatâs his name???â
âtheo. i call him theoâ
and then that name sounds awfully familiar and heâs specifically requesting to see what he looked like and even tries to get hobi to look for your phone
but your pictures with him are all deleted now so you just make yoongi search up his name and heâs like :O
â....... why did you break up then..,,.,â
and then you just gently explain that it was a mutual decision and that both your jobs were demanding
so yeah it was impossible to happen
and yoongi forgot that fifteen minutes ago, jungkook just plopped you here because you wanted to lie down and were too sad to function
and he made you retell what happened to you and your ex that only he knows about
so he feels a little guilty
âyou donât have to speak if you donât want to :(â
and you just wave him off that catches him off-guard
ânah itâs all okay :)â
man were u selfless
yoongi now loves you more
jin and namjoon finish dinner soon enough and everybody goes down to eat
even taehyung whoâs with jimin
and it doesnât even look like somethingâs wrong
but jiminâs counting all the heads in the room and was like âwAit whereâs y/n???â
he sees you getting yourself out from lying in yoongiâs lap and heâs there with you in a heartbeat cooing at you
ây/n baby what happenedâ
and youâre back to lying down again but this time itâs jimin pushing you to lie on his shoulder as heâs stroking your hair
you said ânothingâ, you know...,,., like a liar
jimin throws yoongi a questioning look and the older boy just shrugs his shoulders because he doesnât know either
taehyungâs abandoned at the edge of the stairs
and you were about to scoff but that obviously doesnât hurt as much when he abandoned you hip-deep into the water
âmhmmm i see :Dâ
jimin most definitely knows youâre lying but he doesnât want to prod into it because itâs obvious that you werenât in the mood to be questioned
at this point heâs just trying to cheer you up but in the same time give you sustenance
heâs literally feeding you right now
jin cooked up a lot of box mac nâ cheese (he transferred it into actual bowls) from the conveniece store and you know what
he wanted to try it out
it is not the healthiest thing in the world but atleast itâs somehow foreign right????Â
as much as jimin loves you, he does want to eat though
so he asked jungkook to get him a big-ass bowl with a portion big enough for the both of you and he did just thatÂ
but you arenât that much cooperative because youâre not eating that much and jimin is really really enticed with the smell of the food rn and jungkook senses that
âiâll feed her, hyung!! go get another spoon for you or somethingâ
he is really thankful for that so he just pushes the bowl to kook and scrambles for a utensil and perhaps even his own bowl
jungkookâs feeding you now and without jimin sending you a questioning glance every two seconds, youâre more cooperativeÂ
taehyung is sitting by the far corner of the couch parallel to yours and he is CLENCHING
and heâs groaning to his mac nâ cheese and namjoon is ??? why are you like this ???
âgood. it tastes so good.â
he nods but heâs still sending tae a questioning look
you eventually gained the appetite to eat
but jungkook was in charge of the dishes tonight and he doesnât want to wash one more spoon so he insisted that you just share one instead
taehyung is gonna COMBUST
he is now practically yelling into his mac nâ cheese
everyone is now ??? at him and he makes a show of just shoving the bits of pasta to his mouth
âjin-hyung :) namhoon-hyung :) this is so delicious :) how did you do this :)â
â...... taehyung thatâs instant,,,, boiled water and the cheese powder...,.,â
âaHA so thatâs why :)â
his actions are v fishy and v funnyÂ
but deep down he is boiling angry and frustrated both at himself and a jungkook
kook is giggling to the bowl right now that you had to pry it away from him
youâre not even LOOKING at taehyungâs direction
usually you did
but your will to treat him like how he treats you is stronger
thatâs it thatâs gonna be the rest of the trip
if thereâs any personality trait youâre gonna pick up from jimin from having been his friend for so long
it would be the stubbornness
you avoid taehyung like the flu
AND HE NOTICES THAT
AND THE BOYS ARE STARTING TO NOTICE IT TOO
jimin is the one most on-guard about thatÂ
and he is whispering to everyone except taehyungÂ
âif you see something that relates to y/n and taehyung tell me ok tELL ME!!!â
and even tae feels sad about it to the point that heâs trying to make a conscious effort in making conversation with you
when youâre on the floor with your laptop turned on and theyâre surrounding you trying to help you out with your emails
emails that donât relate to aviation work and more-on to the viral side of things such as designer !!! brands !!! reaching out to you personally instead of your agent!!!
âmhmm they have really good shoes. whatâs your favorite color anyway?â
and he says that in the midst of voices overlapping bUt the boys realized that taehyung gave input into the conversation and wAS LIKe wait wait taeâs speaking shut up shut up
but jimin answers for you in a heartbeat and hobi pinches his arm and he was laughing suddenly
heâs looking around trying to say something with eyes
âlol iâm sorry did i ruin his move on y/nâ
and his subconscious-
âWAIT WHAT TAEHYUNG IS MAKING MOVES ON Y/N???â
it takes all four of his hyungs to plead him to shut up with their glares and donât make this anymore awkward as tae wants to be swallowed wholly by the ground
your resolute will doesnât crumble until jimin makes it his ultimate mission to find a drink thatâs gonna sink you
because your alcohol tolerance was brought up again when they were talking about buying drinks
and jimin tells the story of how you outdrank him one night and didnât wake up with a deadlier hangover than he did aNd he was still curious to how you did it
you donât know either but youâre as interested as them in finding a drink thatâs gonna sink you
hobiâs random pick in the grocery store did JUST that
you finally sunk
you finally got as drunk as jiminâs level
as in a shit-faced type and not just a happy buzz you usually felt
you and jin have been laughing without end for five minutes now
no one even joked
you just made eye contact with each other and you both immediately started to wheezeÂ
he was starting to get so red he looked borderline pURPLE if you were still seeing clearly
yoongi was laughing by seeing the two of you laugh because it was starting to get contagious at the pointÂ
by now namjoonâs back was being slapped carelessly by yoongi whoâs pleased with himself
taehyung has a grin on his face because you were so adorable
as if his cheeks werenât warm enough just by seeing you so happy and bubbly
and the heat in his chest isnât just because of the alcohol nor the warmth his sweater provided
maybe this isnât a little crush anymore :((
while heâs ignoring that possibility, everyone else is considering it
everyone besides you :((
jiminâs on his feet at the moment because oh my god itâs happening!!!
good news because youâre drunk out of your mind
and bad news that youâre drunk out of your mind
so heâs tending to you with a glass of water and you wonât drink it
heâs trying harder this time by putting the glass to your lips but you were flailing around so much by laughing that it spilled some to you and jimin himself
heâs now looking for a straw
this oneâs for boba but he has to settle for this now
and heâs trying to coax you into drinking it
hEâS EVEN USING A VOICE HE USES FOR BABIES
âbut water tastes like nothing :((â
âwhich is exactly what you needâ
âbut i want it to taste like something��
heâs about to groan but then he sees your eyes glossingÂ
and oh god did he hear a whimper
ây/N BABY DONâT CRY OK OK WHAT DO YOU WANT????â
heâs now looking for an ice cold chocolate drink that isnât overly sweet
namjoon has made it his personal decision to follow jimin around
and with his twofold clumsiness at this state, yoongi follows him but not without holding on to the back of jooniâs shirt so he could be slid around
jin stands up and follows them but heâs not sure why
âwhy are you all -- this is NOT a conga line!!!â
hobiâs staring into the distance turned into snoring
taehyung isnât all that drunk
but you, on the other hand, are very much drunk
taeâs not sure to why youâre approaching him
maybe itâs because the hoodie heâs wearing now is jungkookâs
maybe itâs because jiminâs scent is on his hair from having borrowed his shampoo
maybe itâs because youâre drunk and your first thought is him even if drunk
but all his thoughts fly out the door when youâre squeezing yourself into the couch heâs lying on at the very moment
one thatâs too small for the two of you and that he had to grab you split-second because you were about to fall out of the couch so hard if not for his strong grip that holds you
ây/n.â
taehyungâs not sure either to what his tone contained
whether it was for warning or for reprimanding, literally all his thoughts are crushed once again the moment you speak
âyouâre voice is very deep.â
heâs not sure if you know this either but you were unconsciously cuddling up to his side, filling in the gap at the couch that just made you barely fit
youâre
cuddling
him
âa-and itâs very calming.â
heâs not sure to why but the moment you put your hand on his chest because you were basically almost lying on top of him
his first instinct was to put his hand on the small of your back
and the moment and the feelings were so warm that fuck this isnât the alcohol anymore
nor the sweater
so warm to the point that the both of you donât notice jiminâs :O and everyone elseâs :D
because the make-shift conga line has arrived right in front of where you are and hobi just woke up
and right when everything feels surrealÂ
taehyung watches a split-second decision happen right in your eyes
you just kissed the tip of his nose
:â)
taehyung thinks heâs gonna ascend to heaven
itâs the softest moment ever because you pull away trying to gauge his reaction
heâs all red with his bottom lip in between his teeth and oh my god his eyes are so expressive
jimin steps in tho
and he clears his throat and taehyung iS SUDDENLY BACK TO EARTH
oh my god oh my god that just happened oh my god
this is a bit more scary and intimidating now
because jimin doesnât look neither thrilled nor angry
he looks neutral
neutral blank-faced on the verge of who knows what jimin is the most frightening jimin
âhey baby hereâs your chocolate drink you asked for :)â
and with just a head rub you immediately come to your senses and are already making grabby hands to the cold mug (with a straw!!) and youâre scrambling to stand up and jiminâs helping you to stay stable because youâre attached to him now
taehyung is now looking at his hands as if they were the most entertaining things in the world âwow look at my rings i have never seen them before so shiny so silverâ
and he knows jimin can see right through him
jimin has the tiniest hands out of all of them while he has the largest
and u know what
he could be still strangled with those same handsÂ
and u know what too
maybe heâll accept that wrath because he kinda deserves it Â
heâs sent a brief look thatâs enough to let him know that the both of them will talk
that taehyung shouldnât leave this couch
nor leave this house
nor this country
you know what maybe tae better start timing his record on how long he can go without breathing
he can do that for a minute and a half underwater
soon enough jimin finally tucks you in with not much protest
much force from him tho but much more apologies and coos when he apologizes and you do as asked
got to make u brush your teeth and change into a fresh set of pajamas
he has to trick you into âseokjin would be mad at u when he learns that you went to sleep with dirty clothes onâ
and him being the good friend that he is
since he also achieved of getting to sink you with a drink
heâs gonna go the extra mile
went so far as to wipe you with a wet towel and dry you off since you didnât want to shower and heâs afraid ur probably gonna fall asleep not even midway
he even does your skincare routine for you
you kept giggling when he was patting your face so he did it more but now you were in the verge of tearing because in your drunk state you tHOught he was slapping you over and over again with both palms at the same time
and after all that
jimin finally gets around with taehyung on the couch and the younger boy just immediately straightens his posture
...
â...,.,., so you and y/n.,.â
there are literally no words in his mouth
âaha yes me and y/n :Dâ
and itâs a habit of taeâs to be incoherent whenever heâs flustered
that kinda doesnât help his case because jimin needs ALL of his brainpower and coherence
âwhat are your intentions?â
âuhm i uhm aha :D great pilot. no jet lag.â
heâs nodding even there isnât something to nod at
god he didnât even drink much but he feels just as floaty and as spent
âcalm down, taehyung.â
he SOBERS at that
jimin even pats at his knee to try and ground him
ây-youâre not mad at me??â
âlol i kinda am to be honestâ
:(
âbut iâm only mad because you treated her from the start as if you didnât like her!!â
âbut hyung you knOw itâs hard and -- wait was it really obvious??â
âthereâs a difference between being shy AND being an insensitive ass that leaves the room whenever she enters!!!â
âbut-...â
âand i know that people cope with things differently but your mechanism with your little crush on y/n was just kinda off for her, yâknow? like this is the time she genuinely gets to know you and not just a five-second introduction by me!! and itâs just kinda a ballsy move because she just got to know you in this level and youâre acting like an ass and she doesnât know why!!â
âok but-...â
âand ok the boys and i arenât mad that you kept from us because it was pretty obvious but i mEAN like you could have just went to us, ya know?? even if some would give poor advice, itâs the thought that counts!!â
âjimin-...â
âoH also what if y/n fell for jungkook instead of you, huh??? he has balls and he doesnât even like her in that way!!â
this effectively shuts tae up because he hasnât really considered that possibility
and itâs a dunk at sobering reality that each one of these days he let pass could have been the moment but it was just him hindering himself
because he is a shy boi for you and the crippling fear of rejection just always paralyzes him
aND NOW THAT TONIGHT HAPPENED!!!
with his nose still tingling and his cheeks still flushed because of that kiss
with somehow permission from jimin
with you in the picture now and everything in place
taehyung really canât help but pout adorably and cry up tears of happiness a bit
jimin hugs him for that with a pat on his back
they both know though that even without any verbal warning that jimin will give taehyung hell if ever he breaks your heart
tae kinda pales at the realization because it may be a conflict of interest
and jimin would be like
lol :) why would you be afraid of me when you have no intention of hurting her :)Â
tae SWEARS he could hear jimin in his head and he was about to reply but he realizes that heâs just a little bit worried and much more overwhelmed
needless to say that things really did do change overnight
you were trashed yet thankful that you remembered most of how the night went including that bit in which you were drunkenly topping and cuddling taehyung then pressing a soft little kiss to the tip of his nose
you could still hear your internal monlogue of âboop :Dâ when you kissed him
youâre woken up by the boys (yoongi included because it turned out you slept in for much longer) since today was a no-film day and they basically get to do anything in this vacation without it being documented and such
it was just a never-ending warm feeling with tae
throughout the whole day he was just grinning at you and maintaining eye contact and at times when youâre not even doing anything
(heâs glued to your side much to the grumpiness of jimin)
it was a slow burn at most
bumping shoulders and squeezing of wristsÂ
having his hand casually on the small of your back and around your shoulders
taehyung scrunching his nose SO MUCH
hobi is genuinely concerned
âtae do u have a cold??â
yoongi is fucking relentless
âwhat? what? what did the good boy smell???â
seokjin keeps pursing his lips intentionally after trying to gain taeâs attention and he = would shrug his shoulders excessively
âi saw that u little punk i SAW thatâ
namjoon would be on tune with how yoongi just wonât stop
âtie that bandana around your neck instead and sTOP snifflingâ
jungkook would roll his eyes and scoff playfully whenever taehyung would glance at him
âdo i need to kiss y/n so youâd be jealous enough to do so??â
jimin would be the mediator with all the teases but that doesnât exactly mean heâs on taeâs side either bc the one time taehyung bragged that jimin was protecting him, he got whacked on the side of the head
âlol no this isnât for u taehyung,, iâm just doing this because y/nâs cheeks are so hot and theyâre burning a hole on my shoulderâ
as much as your relationship was slowly but surely blossoming with taehyung
it happened for the boys as well!! even with jimin who you didnât even think was possible to get closer to
bonding with jin was spontaneity and strict adherance to plans combined
âjin do u know milktpapi on twitterâ
âbubble would have been a better name for that puppyâ
following twitter recipes that are fast-paced and a little vague became a big hit for the both of you
he went on a watching binge one night and the morning after there were just paper bags on the counter of ingredients upon ingredients that he so sweetly asked the staff to get for him
DC CUPCAKES!!!!!!!
he liked that there has to be some type of drama between those two sisters
jin would just be ranting to you with no end
âthey were on CONEy island,,, C O N E ,,,, and she made cupcakes in cONES but they still chose the sister who thought hAMBURGERS,,, in C O N E y island,,,, was a good idea!!!â
another inside game was to guess the personification of inanimate things but to food
âwhat must sadness taste likeâ
jin and you and the never-ending bickering between the two of you almost always fills in as white noise
yoongi and you are rather a quite dynamic duo
and as hobi explains that you could just really really catch on with his tempo
like at times they would just catch the two of you lying on the same couch but at the opposite ends with your feet meeting in the middle
awake and in complete silence
jungkook has his eyes squinted
âwhy are you texting each other????â
and it has him genuinely baffled but heâs just answered with a grumble and he CANâT tell whether itâs from you or yoongi
just like with jin, thereâs also a food approach
âthat dumpling kinda looks like namjoonâ
âi was JUST about to say thatâ
it wasnât a showy type of friendship with yoongi; rather a more silent concern type of thing and the occasional hug
love language with him seems to be the both of you having a drum-off because he has a nervous habit of tapping his fingers
and heâs v thankful because oh :) youâve just distracted me from that thing i was nervous about :)
also likes snoozing off so whenever you can, you squeeze in a pillow when his neckâs in an awkward position and when he wakes up and realizes heâs just like :) gummy smile :)
hobi is a force to be reckoned with
asking âhey r u okâ out of the blue even if you werenât particularly sure how the other one felt and sometimes one of your heads would just whip and go âyou noticed???? :(â
hanging with him whenever he scrolls at his phone and online shops
the only difference is that he buys what he wants
âyouâre telling me that we scrolled for like an hour and youâre not buying any of the things you saw????â
and you just pass it off every time because although a pilotâs wage is above average salary, your future and earning isnât as sECURED and SOLID as his was
that doesnât stop him peeking at your cart when you arenât looking and adding it to his and perhaps checking out :) i mean itâs definitely not from him when you see some parcels in your doorstep by the time you get home :) not from him :)
itâs become a constant thing to link your arms together!!!
even if youâre not necessarily walking, it is essential to link arms with you as he argues
one time jimin tried getting in between your linked arms with hobi bc he wanted to join
hobi IMMEDIATELY glares at him and jimin backed off like sheesh ok but u donât get to do the things i do with y/n either
writing on each otherâs forearms is a thing too
sometimes itâs to conversate when youâre not in the mood to talk verbally
sometimes itâs just about talking shit but donât tell jin he has his coat on backwards he looks laughable
âcan u choreograph something for twinkle twinkle little starâ
ây/n i-...â
nAMJOON however feels like he shouldâve met you earlier like WAY WAY EARLIER
he gets on with you so well and sometimes he just sulks to jimin
âwhy didnât you introduce y/n earlier to me god what was life like before y/nâ
brain talk is more prevalent than ever because there are thoughts that delve deep into your mind that sometimes only namjoon could get
noah fence but if you were to rant about this to jimin, he would just drone off and grumble and heâd turn to sleeping because he just canât help it
movie symbolisms????? count that to him and jungkook
after watching parasite for the nth time, youâre sure all three of you had all bases covered but nO it was somehow bottomless
âisnât it ironic and somehow oxymoronic that...â
he is eternally grateful for you because one night the boys wanted to have a seafood night and u may or may not have had some recipes sent in your airline gc with how your airplane food was made
(surprisingly it didnât suck)
and you considered him since he hates it and you know what,, he gets something else cooked for him
god namjoon gets why taehyung is smitten with you
also joonie is a bit oblivious to this fact but the other boys notice that you always bring him back a trinket of some sort
you noticed (and jimin might have pointed out one time) that he tended to fiddle with things and do small tasks whenever he was ticked off or stressed out
you keep note that you should gift him one of those fun kiddie entertainment packs when youâre back to regular programming as a pilot
itâs also a constant thing for you to bury your head to his chest
for no reason at all
itâs really comforting to say the least
he could be preparing breakfast and youâre just trudging down the stairs still not fully awake
âhey. iâm making-...â
boop
âoh ok jus hang there if you want but u might get burnt by the pan but itâs ok itâs ur callâ
jimin has become even much more of a precious being
gets in your nerves a bit more often than the last time but itâs normal at this point
head rubs that lull you to sleep are the best :((
taehyung sometimes looks to his hands because jimin got you to sleep instantly and he pouts
âhow do you do that?? i wanna do that too plsâ
jiminâs voice feels like a warm weighted comforter,, that you gotta admit
âyour voice is very velvet-y and itâs unfair because i canât stay mad at youâ
âđ˛ đ´đˇđ¸đâ
you still make an awed face whenever jimin cracks his bones
youâre in the middle of being fond and being disgusted at the sound so itâs still a 50/50 whether you grimace or gasp at him
âcan i pls borrow your hoopsâ
âyou could ask a million times and i would still say noâ
playing with his rings whenever youâre sad is a habit you would never grow out of
which is why you were attached to him by the hip,,, or rather hands ,,, when taehyung was in the verge of being an ass to you
jungkook is something ELSE
if you arenât lingering around jimin or taehyung, you would definitely be around him
taehyung is most jealous with the two of you but no he didnât say that :)
annoying each other is the no. 1 taskÂ
but lately annoying feels like second nature now so it doesnât seem like tradition anymore
you would be his audience whenever heâs drawing because youâre genuinely enthrilled with him and his work
âhow are you so good at thisâ
youâre almost always trying to copy what he draws
âwhat were you attempting with thisâ
âi was attempting your drawingâ
âlmao are you sure with that???â
jungkook likes playing with you by pretending that heâs annoyed
but when he sees that u made his art your lockscreen, he was so awed that he was literally about to BAWL
he pretends not to notice when you push your food to his plate because you either arenât too keen with the dish or youâre just too full
when jimin calls you out for ây/n why are you putting ur food on jungkookâs plateâ and jungkook with âand jungkook why are you accepting itâ
kook just shrugs and comes to defend you
ânope i didnât see anything hyung :Dâ
if you liked shoving your head to namjoonâs chest, you liked leaning on jungkookâs shoulder
seokjin looks most offendedÂ
ânot even half of me y/n not even H A L FÂ of meâ
this really warms taehyungâs heart
because not only are you close to him but also with his brothers!!
even if he wants to deck jungkook sometimes
and that he may need to work on his jealousy
but none of those things matter because heâs given the assurance that youâre exclusive
that he may be yours and you may be hisÂ
as cheesy as that sounded
taehyungâs working on a plan to properly ask you out once bon voyage ends and not just steal cheek kisses from time to time
or hold your hand and avoid your gaze because he too will surely combust
or hug you from behind tenderlyÂ
much to the teasing and the hoots of the boys
and jiminâs occasional scowls but thatâs ok heâs moving on and slowly starting to accept the fact that he canât be overbearing this much anymore
bon voyage wraps soon enough
and truth be told you didnât want it to end because you were in such bliss!!
it was a very memorable trip that you now carry close to your heart
and the fact that they still have a commercial to be filmed with you and some billboards to be shot makes you very :D
since the commercial was to be filmed tomorrow and you lived close to the airport, jimin initiated the idea of âhey what about if we just sleep over at y/nâs place??â which was very applauded
taehyung squeals the loudest when the idea was pitched in
âlol no you donât get to sleep in the same bed as y/nâ
namjoon shoots jimin a look that he was being overbearing again
âor you could just let her decide :)â
itâs only been four days since they last saw you but needless to say that it was borderline chaos when they met you at your apartment that was more on the spacious side
ây/nâs uncle kinda owns the buildingâ jimin explains at first because the building did look more lavish than the average complex
âd-do i get to meet y/nâs uncle??âÂ
taehyung is a bit nervous because he didnât know that fact obviously and now heâs meeting the family and he is unprepared jesus christ and-
âno he probably wonât like youâ
âjimin sTOP making taehyung nervous because heâs gonna start sniffling againâ
the lot of them get to your apartment before you because your flight got delayed and therefore jimin just had to whip out his key you gave him as an extra
he does it fast enough before taehyung takes a deep dive to how he doesnât have an extra key from you or something like thatÂ
jimin does feel like heâs being a bit hard on tae so he lays off of it for now
taehyung has the ultimate heart eyes for you the moment you come home
âi missed youâ in the most adorable and heartwarming tone
and there it was again
a cheek kiss and not just a quick peck!!
a tight hug to your waist and a nuzzle against your hairline!!
MUCH WARMTH AND FUZZINESS
once jimin finally got to pry taehyung off of you because he claims that heâs hogging you all to himself, youâre met with very eager hugs and greetings
seokjin and basically everyone else are still in awe seeing you in your uniform so he squeezes in a quick pic in his phoneÂ
you sent him a look and when you peered in, the picture turned out really cool with the nice lighting your apartment had
AND heâs really pushing it that it was good because of the app he downloaded that made pictures have a vintage film cam aesthetic to it
so you yielded and just told him to send the picture to you laterÂ
aha ego boost :D
they insisted on cooking dinner since you did look a bit exhausted from your round of flights even if it was routine at this point (the highlight was when some people recognized you from the pics that went viral and asked to take a pic with you when you were greeting them out!!)
âare you really sure youâre gonna cook dinner, tae? i could always order-...â
âyou donât need to!! i wanna cook for you anyway!!â
that was heartwarming more than usual
jungkook clears his throat
â....,., and usâ
âaha yes of course i meant for you and the boys as well :Dâ
you go to change clothes more than enthusiastically now
because things just seemed to be good with no complications at all
the idea of domesticity with taehyung makes you iMPLODE just by thinking about it
the thought was too soft and too fuzzy that youâve become energized
maybe reading a couple of emails before taking a shower and cleaning up and getting yourself to look a bit more presentable isnât a bad thing
it isnât anything but sheer giddiness when you check your inbox and see an edited version of a run bts ep from a staff member you befriended during bon voyage!!!
you kinda get now what jimin was saying that you had the ability to have people wrapped around your finger
maybe itâs charisma you picked up from wanting to please people just so you could have extra credit???
anyways
itâs a run bts ep you get one of the first dibs on to watch so thatâs always a reward
basically the context for it was that it was a hot tub confessions type of thing!! the twist was that they had to speak their heart out (their dislike is very much encouraged) over a certain someone bUT they had to rely on their ~telepathy because names wouldnât drop
and it was a random selection to who would start the confession first and the others had to go with the flow and basically hope that theyâre talking smack about the same person lol
only the name blank would be used and it for the pronoun!!
you were already making assumptions to who it would be about
it could be about jungkook because throughout the whole trip, he would literally gasp out of the blue and take the others in shock like seagulls going WHAT WHAT WHAT IS IT WHAT WHAT
or maybe jimin because heâs a lil shit and would pull chairs and that hobi fell victim and was so annoyed because he fell on his ass so hardÂ
last prospect was seokjin simply because,, as jungkook emphasized throughout this whole trip,, âʲᜌâżâťĘ°Ę¸áľâżáľ ᜌˢ ˢᾠáľËĄáľ áľĘ° áľĘ¸ áľáľáľâ just because he complained about his lower back one time
speaking of jin, he gets chosen to open the game!!
and he buffers for a moment that gets another tease from jungkookÂ
âáľĘ° áľĘ¸ áľáľáľ ʲᜌâżâťĘ°Ę¸áľâżáľ'ˢ áľáľáľáľĘłĘ¸ ᜌˢâż'áľ áľáľáľáľ áľâżĘ¸áľáľĘłáľ áľáśŚáľáľ ʰᜌᾠʰᜌˢ áľáśŚËĄáľâ
âblank bought me an actual film camera!! bit more complicated than taehyungâs!! keeps telling me every five seconds about my settings and i!! i KNOW HOW TO WORK IT THANK U VERY MUCH!!â
although jin is a bit guilty about that because he admits that he has a more-than-sure feeling that most of his pics may or may not be either over-exposed or too dark
this reminds you of that time you bought a film camera for jin on a whim because it was on sale and you were talking about it the night before
lol what a coincidence
hobi takes second call
he is only about a quarter-percent sure to who jin was pertaining to so he trails around for a bit
âblank is like a broken kitchen timerâ
he plays it safe with that oneÂ
although there is some sort of edge with his bluntness because everyone might be a little drunk heheÂ
âblank looks at things as if it was born yesterday!! literally goes :Oâ
even goes so far to imitate said expression and it makes everyone gIGGLE
yoongi snorts with that and now heâs a bit more feisty since heâs tipsy
âit joins me in my silenceâ
wait
âtexts me even if iâm in the same room like wtf i can see youâ
wait
hold on
âlikes hUGGING ME TOO MUCHâ
you really didnât like making things about you because other people doing that makes you tick
but thereâs this unsteady feeling in your gut
something that makes you think deep in thought and in doubt
jimin was next to speak so that calms your nerves
he would never, right??
maybe youâre just taking things to heart!! the boys really arenât talking smack about you, right??
your breath is just held because jimin was surely taking his time in making a show with inhaling so deeply so he could yell a bit more dramatically
âDOES IT NOT HAVE ITS OWN CLOTHES????â
oh
your eyes flicker for a moment to the sweater thatâs by your dresser
something of jiminâs that you forgot to return
oh.
âneedier and whinier than jungkookâ
it was the youngestâs turn to cackle
and at this point youâre only half-listening
youâre a bit too preoccupied with the hurt blooming in your chest
âi!! am!! not!! a!! baby!!â
jungkookâs meltdown makes everyone else laugh because right now he had his fists clenched and his face looking like a babyâs
âblank always wants to be included itâs not funny anymoreâ
there was just a little bit more hope lingering that this may no be about you at all
but god it was getting too specificÂ
too specific when it came to namjoon who was a bit more eloquent in speaking and wanting to get his point across
â.... trying to memorize my rap in UGH! .....â
fuck this really is about you
and itâs not just sadness thatâs overtaking you
makes you more than deflated than you thought you could ever be
âat this point i sometimes avoid herâ
and god thereâs this more than familiar laugh that fills your ears through and through
âlol namjoon where do you hide?? i hide in the pantryâ
taehyung even?
at this point you canât even bear watching the video anymore
willing your laptop closed so forcefully that it bOUNCED back open but you canât even begin to worry that you might have put a crack on the screen
shoving it to your desk with the screen facing anywehere instead of you being the best option
the hurt is painfully fresh and oddly felt so surreal
god were you really that intolerable?
you didnât know how to cope with what youâve just heard nor experienced
but the only thing you were sure about is that your situation has just been too good
perhaps this was the complication you were looking for because you werenât used to things being so good
and you know for sure that this feeling isnât good at all
and you hated it
at this point youâre just trying to go about your previous plans of showering and cleaning up but the eagerness isnât there anymore
nor is the eagerness to see the boys
nor is the eagerness to see taehyung
didnât even notice that you were taking up much time that jimin was at your door knocking, voice gentle and inquiring
ây/n did you fall asleep??â
youâre very much tempted to not go out at all because you lost your appetite for eating too
very much so that you make no move at all and actually think that jiminâs given up on knocking at your locked door
but then your phone rings and he knows for sure that you havenât gone to sleep because it wouldâve been put on silent
âare you hiding???â
you pretty much are and you donât wanna go out at all
but you basically had no choice to
it was a pressure to wipe at stray tears and say âiâm comingâ in an unwavering voice and even more-so pretend that nothingâs wrong at all
or the fact that everyoneâs eyes are on you and jiminâs prodding makes everyone else wonder
âare you crying??â
the question doesnât faze you but it does take you by surprise now that you arenât comfortable with the situation nor the new attention
taehyungâs getting worried because now he notices the redness in your eyes and the bit of puffiness in your lips
âjust sleepy. my eyes tear up when iâm sleepy, right?â youâre using jiminâs knowledge about you against him and he agrees to that almost instantly
canât help thinking that something was fishy though
you werenât telling him off when he was bickering to taehyung that he shouldnât sit next to you for dinner
didnât react either when tae let off a little victory giggle and grinned when he sat next to you not one bit of acknowledgement when a replay of cake boss was on your tv with jinâs eyes flickering over to you repeatedly but he doesnât receive an excited glance back
even yoongi found you oddly too quiet and he was tempted to pull out his phone to text you
itâs weirdly off
thereâs something missing
namjoon was starting to get worried because you arenât really engaged in this conversation with a topic heâs direly interested about
âand something done to that degree would just be far too suspicious, right?â
âmhmm yeahâ
:(
even jungkook whoâs kinda throwing himself at you and youâre just barely responding
heâs wriggling himself to fit by your side and just curl up and when he looks at you expectantly to do something, he just gets a pat on the head
a pat??????
hobiâs being over the top with his reactions right now to try and gauge a reaction from you but to no avail at all
normally he wouldâve made you laugh or atleast smile at this point
but thereâs nothing
just nothing
taehyung gets you alone on the couch because everyone else was just dispersed at this point and are bumping into each other asking if they knew what happened to you
jimin himself is pressured because he prides himself in being your closest friend aND HE DOESNâT EVEN KNOW WHATâS GOING ON WITH YOU
tae is a lil bit more confident that he could coax out to why you were acting so differently
even gets far as to hold your hand and nuzzle his face to the crook of your neck
âeverything okay, baby?â
god and heâs only called you baby only for a handful of times
âyeahâ
that didnât hurt taehyungâs ego
not at all
or make him overthink to why youâre not all that willing to open up to him nor even look interested in this conversation heâs carrying alone on his back
no not at all
not even when jimin has the most balls out of the group and is the testing point to see how the waters would go
while the nightâs coming to an end and everyoneâs slowly starting to settle in
âaha so where are we gonna crash anyway?â
you know what heâs trying to get atÂ
but seeing to it that what you just watched prior to this and perhaps for even a longer period besides that particular episode you donât even wanna watch
you might as well not give anyone the sense of satisfaction nor pride; even if the question took you by surprise with how bluntly he addressed it
âuhm well the guest room now has two beds since some friends come over from time to timeâ
âbut-â
âyeah the huge couch could fold over as a bedâ
âbut-â
âi could also-...â
âbut y/n you have a king-sized bed!!â
jimin blurts out and almost whines out, a frown evident on his face as you keep your will not to break
âoh. just wanna sleep alone, jimin, yeah? kinda tired because of work today.â
he almost always gets what he wants and this blooming feeling inside him isnât because of the embarrassment that you didnât grant his wishes of just plopping beside you on your bedÂ
itâs because heâs thinking of why not
taehyung tries his best to just swallow the lump in his throat because he may or may not have daydreamed that heâd get to share beds with you
nothing but cuddling in his mind and the tiny bit of friskiness but thatâs beside the point
he doesnât wanna think about how there are no goodnight hugs
the closest thing to it was jungkook receiving a pat on the shoulder
because it happened that his arms were outsretched awkwardly
no cheek kiss for taehyung either
yeah itâs perhaps just fatigue as hobi tried to reason
they donât know if theyâre convincing each other or just themselves
maybe tomorrow would be better :D
...
aha noÂ
in fact at this point of morning when everyone knows that youâd be awake and it happens to be your off-day before the shoot tomorrow
and that whenever theyâre around, youâd rather linger around them than to stay cooped in your room because you would be too sluggish then go back to sleep again
âblank always wants to be included itâs not funny anymoreâ
yeah youâd rather keep your pride at this point
jimin knocks again and you know you have no choice if you wanted this to go as discreet and as smooth as possible without raising suspicions that you knew
jin panicked for a moment because he was making french toast that he saw from damn milktpapi to try and catch your attention so when he hEARD your door click he was rapping litanies faster than the rapline ever could
they unconsciously just gravitate towards the couch and are practically hovering around you
youâre awfully quiet and the only input you give is when youâre asked a direct question
the only noise was coming from them reminiscing about their bv tripÂ
namjoon keeps bringing you up with âyahhh do u remember when y/n-....â
yoongi makes a point to keep laughing and have his arms protruding and therefore nudging you each time
at one point he almost shoves you but heâs barely met with a reaction
goddamn does he need to throw you off a cliff or something just to get a rise out of you
they really think that there must be something wrongÂ
so right when they wanted to open it up, they literally get interrupted but this time with a doorbell
you practically leap at that opportunity because quite literally were you saved by the bell
you donât know whoâs ringing your bell and why but youâre willing to take itÂ
jimin knows that you arenât expecting anyone besides them as heâs made you promise
he might as well square up right now and be huffy about it
youâre bordering on confusion and curiosity as you open the door and even more-so your audience behind you who may or may not be in the same state
âtheo??â
yoongiâs ears immediately perk up at that while his eyes go the widest
heâs toppling over as he scrambles for a vantage point that would get to see theo but without neither you nor theo seeing him
oh my god is this really your prfoessional basketball player for an ex-boyfriend
the boys are panicked to how yoongiâs acting and they even help him adjust his position even if they donât know what itâs for
âwHAT YOONGI WHAT WHAT WHATâ
âBE QUIETâ
heâs racking his brain for the description you gave and the picture you showed him
tall? intimidatingly. shoulders? perhaps even broader than seokjinâs. muscles? even more defined than jungkook when he lived in the gym. fluffy and silky-looking hair? enviously so :((
oh god it is theo
is he supposed to fanboy now
waitÂ
what was your ex doing here anyway
âiâm just gonna be out for a second, yeah?â
you say aimlessly and yoongi catches your gaze and he pretends to eat french toast while heâs stretched out on the floor to not break his cover
no one even has a chance to question nor respond because youâre already shutting the door
âWHO WAS THATâ
âWHY IS HE HEREâ
âi sWEAR i saw him on tv onceâ
âtaehyung are you okâ
yoongiâs bombarded and even if heâs shocked at the the turn of events because one second ur eating french toast with them and the next youâre out the door; he does have a bit more of an idea
âoh that was theoâ
...
âare we supposed to automatically know who tHEO is???â
âyou gonna add more context to that or????â
âeven jimin doesnât know!!!â
âtheoâs a basketball playerâ
there are a couple of awed reactions
even namjoonâs explosive âaHHHHH so thatâs where heâs fromâ
but thereâs this question thatâs begging to be asked
jimin taking front line as he asks with so much spite
âwhy is theo here then??â
this baffles yoongi too
most times he just doesnât sugarcoat things and his mouth speaks the truth before he could even think of something else
âaish i donât know i just know that sheâs y/nâs ex so stop asking me if-...â
jiminâs in the corner with his mouth dropped, tongue poking at his cheek
âoh uhm i didnât know thatâ
taehyung is sat on the floor with his attention not on the french toast anymore
eyes distant and not blinking as heâs nodding
âi seeâ
both jimin and taehyung clearly need time to process this bit of information
the conversation ends at that and everyone else staggers around
jiminâs in thought because why didnât he know that??
shouldnât he know that?
and whatâs it with yoongi knowing instead of him?
taehyung, on the other hand, is conflicted with what he should feel
heâs jealous thatâs for sure
the both of you covered masses of topics during the outing
but it never came to the topic of past flames
were you meaning not to tell him? or theo wasnât talked about because the topic never came????
is this insecurity that heâs feeling
jungkook has to hold taehyungâs head still because heâs still nodding while deep in thought
you really werenât expecting theo to show up at your doorstep
itâs in good intentions and you remained as friends but he was just too unexpected
âdidnât you know?? iâm gonna be one of those extras tomorrow for your airline commercial and itâs just a lil cameo but still!!! i donât know i just wanted to visit you since i was in the area too :Dâ
and thatâs what ended up with you coming with him to the little cafe at your complex with the promise that it was just gonna be quick and youâll show him out
and perhaps that you donât wanna be in the same room as them either
avoiding is good
yeah it would be good
:)
jimin doesnât know what heâs trying to prove either but thereâs this tug on his chest that basically yelled at him that he was a shitty friend
hasnât been an hour ever since you left but heâs kinda sitting there fazed, whatever the other was saying coming in his ear and going out the other
âi lost my charger :(((â
jiminâs mindlessly answering to a pouty namjoon
ây/n has the same laptop. you could just get the charger by her deskâ
he says naturally as if itâs clockwork and only waves him off when namjoon asks if it would be okay with you
he smiles at that and practically bounces to your unlocked room
quickly finds your desk and looks for a familiar charger
oh uhm itâs still connected to your laptop
jimin already said it was no worries so namjoon sleekly takes it out of the port with little hesitation
why did your laptop turn on
wait
is that his face??
is that
is that them in a hot tub
jiminâs wondering why namjoon is taking so long
he himself hasnât been in your room for a long time and the thought makes him spring up
âhyung??â
fuck
oh god
it feels like freezing cold water was just splashed onto their spines without warning
jimin immediately pales
itâs taehyung who piles in last to your bedroom with all the commotion he could hear
he wants to absolutely deck himselfÂ
everyoneâs just speechless when they clicked play on the video even when they had this underlying feel to what it was
thereâs a collective intake of sharp inhales because they couldnât even finish the episode in which they basically talk shit about you for a solid three minutes
jimin has his face on his hands and heâs visibly stressed as everyone else is
couldnât even tell on which blow was the hardest because they were all so harsh in their own ways
basically hit where it hurts mostÂ
they were drunk beyond their comprehension and werenât necessarily thinking
the episode was filmed pretty much in the first day of bvÂ
and whatever circumstance that night was in, it was still no excuse
absolutely no excuse to how they acted
maybe they took joking and overexaggerating too far
but whatever route they took, be it honest or not, no doubt that they were sure it hurt you
god a mental breakdown is already creeping at the back for all seven of them
tAEHYUNGâS SOBBING
jiminâs shaking
jungkookâs rubbing his eyes
jin and namjoon are repeating themselves
hobiâs dead silent
yoongiâs hands are practically trembling
itâs when you go home that youâve momentarily forgotten that everything was going downwards because you spent the last hour or two being distracted by theo in just your pajamas
but itâs when you know that they know
and some canât even look you in the eye
jiminâs the first to shoot up from his seat and god he looks somehow wrecked
ây/n i-...â
âmâsorry for being introlerable and all of those things, yeah? wonât happen again.â
everyone tenses at that
you shouldnât even be apologetic!!
in fact theyâre the ones who fucked up and youâre the one whoâs acting as if you did
this makes them even more guilty
they all pipe in and try to point that out but you just easily drown them out with a tilt of your head
taehyung whoâs standing by your doorframe just buffers as if to reach out for you but he retracts it quickly
theyâve really done it this time huh
itâs all just in characteristically empty spirits
the shooting next day was painful
having to drive together and be squished in between yoongi and jungkook whose mouths were so dry and eyes glossy
âi didnât mean itâ
jungkook first says under his breath and itâs quite a hitch in his throat when he adds on to it
âwe werenât thinking at allâ
itâs a quiet show as jungkook and yoongi try to apologize to you and youâre in the middle trying to just sit through it all
itâs a quick nod as you have for a response before you hurriedly go down the van in perfect timing
you did listen and the apologies were sincere and heartfelt
just not too keen on forgiving something of that gravity in an instant
even with their promise that they could work something out to have that bit cut out or even scrap the whole episode if necessary
you just couldnât wait to get the day over
youâre rigid with them and them trying to get to talk to you in between takes
the skits required more of them than you anyway so you just sat that one out
all while they try to get genuine with the feelings and lines indicated in their script
taehyung was the most distracted
even if people expected more of him given his acting credentials
and when itâs your turn to be filmed at, he canât help staring
you looked blank
thereâs this certain hyunbin (and also to your surprise) thatâs gonna act as your co-pilot that got to make you smile a time or two after making a fool out of himself
if only taehyung knew that theoâs gonna be here as an extra
he would flip and THEN bawl
and as if things wouldnât get even more unfavorable for you, they decide to cram in the photoshoot for the billboard at this very day too
multiple shoots of you being in the middle of them with a commercial-like smile
you having a solo one
them having one too
the boys wearing your airlineâs flight attendant uniforms
trying to have a candid shot but all of you should be laughing and smiling as per the director
that was painful
that was really painful for the staff to watch
most painful for the eight of you
they even had to count to three so you could laugh together even if that takes away the essence of a candid shot
jimin wants so badly to hold you and talk to you
taehyung wants to get on his knees desperately if it means earning your forgiveness
the shoot raps and youâre zooming out the set
tae breaks down yet again because theyâre gonna be held up by your ceo for awhile
:(
things feel empty and slow
everyone got around to texting you their apologies because as much as theyâre desperate to apologize, theyâve done enough damage and respecting your space is the least they could do
that doesnât stop jimin dropping in from time to time to leave something by your door
nor taehyung who doesnât give up with all his texting and calling and sometimes waiting on your door
jimin and him coincidentially went at the same time and they just teared up and sulked together
you werenât even home at that time
of course youâve read their messages
trying to talk it out too as youâve refused to succumb into your passive-aggressiveness
admittedly
you donât wanna lose what you have either
:(
itâs only been two weeks so far
progress as you reply to texts here and there
slowly warming up again!!
namjoon earning back his partner for talking about movie symbolisms and perhaps everything wrong in this barren earth
seokjin getting to send you incorrect quotes from cake boss again left and right
hobi gaining his online shopping partner backÂ
yoongi making you promise that youâd hug him when he gets to see you again
jungkook vowing to teach you how to draw and makes sure to send daily content so he could make you switch wallpapers
jimin
well jimin
jiminâs going over the top as he has a lot to mend
but forgiveness was clear in the path and when you finally agreed to meet up with him after your shift
(heâs made the effort to wait for you in your lounge hours before as he got to pull some strings)
and then when you have a drink over it and talk about what happened properly, it just ends in a massive hug and some tears shed :((
âi missed u so muchâ
âi knowâ
âi could really be a fucking asshole sometimesâ
âyou areâ
âyou are none of those things and i donât ever wanna stop having you as my friendâ
âaha yesâ
âyou love me too much and i love you too much and this is forever now ok pls donât get mad at me ever againâ
basically everything was slowly returning back to normal
taehyung hasnât texted you for a couple of days
even if you barely responded and miss him as much
itâs something you still have to come to terms with because his blows hit the hardest
youâre losing sleep just by thinking about him :(
you try to get on with your days with the knowledge that you get on with the six of them
things becoming more hectic for you because sometimes you forget that youâre famous now
but sometimes it was just lackluster if you were to admit
you basically sprint at the chance to pick up a normal shift again because youâve missed flying
you liked being pampered for shoots but being tired from flying is the ache youâve been craving for :((
itâs when youâre briefed that the plane youâd be flying isnât your usual aircraft yet you still have the clearance for it
itâs when you just had the kick to be extra punctual and jump at the chance to greet passengers boarding
itâs these little extras in your day that you were so eager for things
that things just seem to be aligning
:)
taehyungâs by the front-most seat
hyunbin by his side as he gets up and goes to the cockpit to do nothing but take your place
itâs oddly warm just by looking at taehyung
no apologies have been said yet and itâs when that hyunbin practically says over the mic that ây/n take a seat and put your seatbelt on jesus christâ you do beside tae
the atmosphereâs just a loving type of warm
you really canât explain it
itâs the same type of slow burn the both of you felt in the outing
the same anticipation you had for each other even if the other was doing the bare minimum
âhiâ
taehyung croaks out after an eternity, a grin he tries to earnestly keep as it breaks out
âletâs talk.â
heâs nervous as he sees you relax to your seat, knowing in routine that the plane was to take offÂ
taehyung ever-so slightly shifts in his seat, shoulders touching with yours and hand in an armrest as he flexes them so slightly -- only supposed to be an attempt at a loving tease but itâs when you shift towards him and have your hand skim his for the slightest fraction
:)
âletâs talk.â
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Chapter Four
(bitch-)
As much as Lorcan hated that meeting, he did think that Indiana guy was nice. Very nice, in fact. He had already put his number into his phone, but was way too nervous to text him. What if he said something wrong? Or his English didnât make sense to the American? But he needed friends, or heâd be way too lonely when he moved in..those were his main thoughts as he drove to his apartment.
Aine was calling. Already? He probably shouldâve predicted this, she called Lorcan a lot. He ignored her call. Knox called soon after. That was actually surprising, Knox barely called anyone. He hated talking on the phone. Lorcan ignored him too, and eventually just turned his phone off completely. He flopped down on the couch. Well, it was nice enough. His house was nicer, but this wasnât so bad. It was lonely, but his house wasnât much better in that regard. He would be fine.
He turned his phone on again, immediately getting yet another call from Aine. He just hung up, and blocked her number. He also blocked Enfys, Knox, Henry and Janetteâs numbers. He couldnât deal with any of them right now. He sighed, and went quiet. What could he even do? He sighed, and remembered Indiana. He calmed himself down again, and started typing.
âHey, this is the right number for Indiana, right?â He texted, immediately regretting it. What if he just ignored it, or forgot who he was somehow-
âYeah, hi Irelndâ Indiana texted back. He let out a sigh of relief.
âYou misspelled my name lolâ he replied with, a smile creeping across his face.
âYeah sorry Iâm tiredâ
âThen go to sleep!â
âNooo you texted!â
âIâll stop texting you thenâ
âThat was a text right there, your keeping me awake lmaoâ
âJust go to sleep!â Lorcan giggled to himself.
âFinnnneeeeâ Indiana texted back, and that ended the conversation. Lorcan found himself feeling better after that, and laid down on his bed. He covered himself with fluffy blankets, and he was surrounded by pillows. He loved relaxing like this, as he grabbed a small bottle of whiskey, gently sipping it as he watched some TV. He found his eyes getting droopy as he yawned. It was getting late.. he put his bottle away, curled up in the blankets again, and fell asleep to the sound of the TV.
â
âIrving Indianapolis!â
âMaribeth I told you, itâs Irvin-â
âWhy the FUCK did you let a random stranger take you home?!â Maribeth shouted. She had stormed in and ruined Irvinâs nap.
âBecause I didnât think it would be a big deal, he was a country-â
âYeah, I get that! But you donât do that, you idiot! You couldâve just waited- and I wouldâve taken you home!â
âWell, he invited me! I canât reject a man with an Irish accent!â
âIâm literally IRISH!â
Maribeth looked super angry, and stormed out after a little bit more arguing. Irvin just sat in his chair, staying very quiet. He sighed, forcing himself back to his bed. He found himself smiling at Lorcanâs texts, and fell asleep again soon after. He didnât even need the whiskey, which was odd. He didnât sleep very well however, waking up soon after because of a nightmare. He saw he had some angry texts from Maribeth⌠he chose to ignore them and block her. He could deal with this later.
Irvin felt kind of like shit. He was tired, and felt..heavy. It was hard to describe beyond that. Like he was..weighed down by something. He found himself on the verge of tears, drinking his emotions away with alcohol. There wasnât anything else to do, right? And thatâs why he ended up sending Ireland:
âHejâ
âHello..?â he replied, being very quick.
âHaha sorh Ireloajd Im kinda deuk.â
âOh I can tell. Go to sleep!â
âNooo my sistan hatles meâ
âWhat? Why would anyone hate you?â
âCuz I didny listtan fo herâ
âIndiana, Iâm sure she doesnât hate you, just go to sleep.â
âokaâ
Irvin turned his phone off again, and went back to drinking instead. Eventually he just passed out instead, and he woke up with a killer hangover. His head felt awful. He generally felt awful, but it wasnât like he could do anything about it now. What was done was done, even if he made Maribeth mad. He turned his phone on, and quickly realized he had drunk texted Ireland the night before, god dammit-
âSorry for texting you drunk last nightâ he typed, feeling pretty embarrassed about it. He sighed, and put his head down. He always had to make these stupid mistakes, which ruined his relationships with people. He wouldnât be surprised if Ireland hated him already-
âItâs okay!â Oh.
âWell, okay. Have a killer hangover rn haâ
âOh no, thatâs too bad. Can I come over for a minute, just to check on you?â That confused Irvin, but it wouldnât hurt. Why did Ireland even care?
âIf you wanna I guessâ
âAlright, Iâll be there in like 15 mins.â
â15? Youâre way closer than I thoughtâ
âYeah, I guess! See you soon.â
Irvin put his phone down, and lit a cigarette in bed. He couldnât really move, otherwise. His head hurt too much, and the bright phone screen wasnât helping. There was a knock on the door. Did 15 minutes already pass? He put out his cigarette.
âDOORS OPEN!â Irvin yelled, and someone came in, and soon came into his bedroom. Well, it was Ireland. 15 minutes had definitely passed. Ireland walked next to him, and he turned away. This was super embarrassing, he didnât even know him that well and he was already doing this..
âHey, Indiana. Everything alright in here? Your place is a mess..â
âWow, thanks..â Irvin stated, sarcastically. He sighed, and Ireland sighed as well.
âAre you hungry? I can make you something, if you want..â
âIâd love that..â
âOkay, what do you want?â
âCan I have macaroni?â
âMhm. Okay, give me a minute.â
Ireland walked out of the bedroom, and a little while later, came back with a bowl of Mac & cheese. Irvin sat up, and silently started eating.
âThank you.â
âNo problem, Indiana!â
âYou can call me Irvin. I know we just met and all, but youâre a nice guy, Ireland.â Irvin said. He meant that, no one had ever been this nice to him, especially not his siblings.
âLorcan, thatâs my name. And thanks, Irvin. Iâm sure youâre nice too. I should be going now, though.â
âOkay, well, Iâll see you then. Thanks again for the food..â
âI said it was no problem! See you soon, okay?â
âOkay..â Lorcan wanted to see him again? After this? Well, that just proved he was nicer than Irvin ever would be. He sat and ate his Mac & Cheese in silence.
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Chance Encounter//Mark Tuan x Y/N
Description: Walking into the night shift at the hospital proves to keep you on your toes. Nights are left to the universe so you can only hope that tonight will be decent. What happens when you find out that one of your patients is THE Mark Tuan from GOT7? how do you try to deal with the chaos erupting from this chance encounter? and how many times do you have to tell yourself that you love your job?
Genre: fluff, slight cringe
Pairing: Black Fem ReaderxMark Tuan (though I will say there isnât much description of black characteristics)
Word count: 2.4k
Warning: explicit language, slight nudityÂ
A/n: I forgot to add that this will be a whole chapter story so if you like the story so far, please look forward to future chapters. Though I would give a specific day I update, life is pretty busy rn, but it will most definitely be every week:) Iâm really grateful to the response Iâve gotten off the first chapter bc we all know how hard it is to get any type of interaction on this platform lol. Anyways, please enjoy chapter 2!!
*All pic collages are made by me unless I state otherwise. Individual pictures in the collage are not mine and I give credit to where credit is due.
Chapter 2
Finally done with my rounds! I donât know how I managed to finish in a decent time, but I guess having most of my patients be up ad lib (medical term: abbreviation from Latin term âas libitumâ meaning âat pleasureâ and âat oneâs pleasure, as much as one wishes.ââ (medicinenet.com) or to put it more simply, people who are independent or donât need assistance) or not need anything made it a bit easier to finish. I look at my watch and see I have a bit of time to catch up on the rounding part of charting, before starting my 9pm roundings which just include checking up on my patients. I sit down at the computer and catch up on my charting. Luckily, I didnât have any interruptions while finishing up so I happened to finish on time with that too. I decided to go ahead and start my roundings a little early.
I made my way from room to room to check on the patients, but I walked in and out of Markâs room to switch on the sink so the water could get hot and also to see what extra stuff to bring for his bath. He gave me an odd look, but I explained and he just nodded. Yet again it seemed that none of my patients needed anything so I ended up finishing at a good time as well. I made my way to the clean utility and got fresh bed sheets, a gown, towels and washcloths, and a blue bag to put all the used materials and dirty linens. With my arms full, I made my way to Markâs room. With a few deep breaths, I knock and make my way in. I greet Mark who seems to be on his phone with his earphones in. He looks up at me and smiles and I smile back politely as I throw the materials in the chair and check the water temperature. As I turn around to get gloved up, Mark grabs my attention,
âHey once youâre done come here for a secâ he says nonchalantly. I looked at him confused, but decided he wanted to tell me something that he was nervous someone could walk by and hear it outside the door. So once I get my hands double gloved, I walk towards him.Â
âWhatâs up? Did you need somethingâ I question.Â
âHereâs my phoneâ he pushes his phone out towards me. I look at him in confusion as he keeps his arm forward.
âUm~ Mr. Tuan, I donât really know what youâre wanting me to do with your phone? Wait, do you know where you are? Can you tell me your name and birth date?â I question worriedly (a/n: though techs, but nurses, arenât the ones to ask these questions, these types of questions are asked to patients to check if they are mentally confused). He just keeps laughing and unplugs his earphones while keeping his hand stretched out with his phone at the palm.Â
âSince youâre SUCH a big fan of Got7 and more specifically JB, I thought you would want to watch some never revealed videos of himâ he grins.Â
âOMG REALLY?!? That would really be awesome! Are you sure I can look, I donât want to be invading any privacy hereâ I said.
âWell Iâm the one offering so itâs not invading anything, just thought you might be interestedâ he surmised.
âOh well, donât mind if I doâ I laughed. I went for his phone and all I see is the screen full of JB just chilling in bed. I look at Mark and say I think this video is frozenâŚ
âOh itâs not frozen, try saying hiâ Mark smirks. I looked at him in confusion. It wasnât until I looked back at the screen that I realized something...this wasnât a videoâŚ
âWAIT THIS ISNâT A VIDEO?!?!â I slightly scream in horror
âHello y/n, itâs nice to meet you!â JB says from the phone in a tired yet interested voice. I thank the heavens that Iâm black and also wearing a mask because I have the biggest grin on my face and Iâm pretty sure Iâm blushing crazily right now. Looking up at Mark with a glare he tries his hardest not to laugh too loudly, but itâs obvious with tears welling up in his eyes that heâs on the brink of no return.
âItâs so nice to meet you too! This is honestly surreal! I wouldnât have imagined talking to you in these circumstances thoughâ I say with awkward laughter.Â
âOh yes! Mark hyung told me that Iâm your favorite in Got7 and in Kpop, is that true?â with slight shy laughter. Again, my eyes glare to Mark who at this point is as red as a tomato laughing silently with tears falling down his face. I look back at the phone and kept talking,
âHe told you that huh? Well itâs true hehe. I was hoping that it would have been kept a secret, but I guess itâs a little too late nowâ I joke. JB laughs and all the sudden Iâm not as mad at Mark for pulling this rude prank on me. To be honest, I wasnât even mad from the beginning, how could I be! I am looking and talking to an idol I love, whoâs barefaced, hair in a bun, laying in bed with a sleepy look. How could I be mad at that?!Iâm living the ây/nâ life right now!
âWell itâs good to know that my hyung is being taken care of by someone as pretty as you. What are you planning on doing with hyung by the way?â he asks curiously. Iâm taken aback by the sudden question, but come to realize that my stupid mind somehow decided to be in the gutter. Frazzled, I replyÂ
âOh! I was just about to give him a bath because heâs not allowed to walk according to the doctorâ
âuhhh...huh?...MarkuâŚâ he calls out to Mark. I realized that what I said probably didnât make much sense to him so he asked for Mark to translate. My assumption was right when I heard Mark speak up in Korean and talked for a little while JB listened intently. I then heard an âahhh~â from the phone meaning JB understood. Looking back at the phone, I can see JBâs eyes slightly shifting which makes me question what exactly Mark told him. Looking back at Mark, I ask
âMr. Tuan, what exactly did you tell JB?â I say with gritted teeth
âOh that youâre going to be seeing me naked in a few minutesâ he smirked. Mark Tuan...Iâm going to kill you. In a panic, I look to JB in shock
âI swear itâs not like that, well maybe a little, but Iâm just giving him a bath!!â I frantically say. JB laughs jollily at my frantic state, but I feel like I heard him mutter something under his breath, but it was in Korean so I just kinda memorized it to search it up later.Â
âI have to go now unfortunately, it was nice getting to talk to you JBâ I say happily. He smiles back with a reply,
âIt was nice getting to talk to you too, be sure to take care of our Markipooâ he said proudly. I started laughing a little harder than before, who knew they would have a cute nickname for Mark!
âIM JAEBUM I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ME THAT!!â Mark says angrily. Before Mark can get any more words out, JB yellsÂ
âBye nice to meet you!â and I reply,
âBye love you too!â and the call ended. Wait⌠did I just tell JB I loved him?!? FFFUUCCKKKKK HEâS GOING TO THINK IâM WEIRD NOW!! HOW THE HELL DO YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU JUST MET YOU LOVE THEM!!! HOPEFULLY HE JUST THINKS ITâS AN AMERICAN THING...BUT IâM NOT EVEN AMERICAN...BUT I WAS RAISED HERE...WAIT HE DOESNâT KNOW ANY OF THAT!!! Maybe heâll just think of it as a fan to an idol âI love youâ not a man to a woman. This shift is not ending fast enough, but I have to be back here tomorrow night too. Rip.Â
Mark must have sensed my freak out because he mimics,Â
âI love you tooâ with a kissy face.Â
âMr. Markipoo it would be wise of you not to mock the person working in the health profession, unless you want to make your hospital stay longerâ I say through clenched teeth trying my best to hold my tongue.Â
âDONâT CALL ME THAT! But ok ok, that was just too priceless. You just made my hospital stay a lot more entertainingâ he said laughingly.Â
âIâm glad you find enjoyment in my sufferingâ I say with a huff.
âLetâs just get started on the bath already because being in here Iâm feeling more torturedâ I say through a fake cry.Â
I grabbed the basin, filled it up with the hot water, and grabbed the soap and threw the towels into the water. I discard the top covers onto the ground to be put in the blue bag later. I then relay to him that I would start taking the gown off and he gives me the go ahead. Before fully discarding of the gown he asks,
âUm y/n, do you mind just leaving the gown around more of my private area?â he asks shyly.
âOh of course! Would you like it placed over your butt as well?â I reply.
âOh, um, sure if you donât mindâ
I placed the gown around the area and got him to roll over a bit to shove the gown under his butt so when he eventually turned over he would be covered. There is a certain appropriateness that comes along with my job and at this point my head is desensitized to a lot of things, but this is Mark Tuan weâre talking about. These are the abs that heâs shown off so many times at concerts and on lives; the teasing way knowing the thousands of fans watching will never be able to touch them, but here I am. Remembering Iâm on the job, I ask the typical question,   Â
âWould you like a hot towel to wash your face with? And do you want it with or without soap?â I ask.
âSure and no soap pleaseâ he replied. I handed him the hot towel and proceeded with the comments.Â
âSince your arms look like they work fine, I will let you wash your upper body while i get your legs, cool? Coolâ I conclude myself. Mark just laughed and went along. I gave him another hot towel with soap and he proceeded to wash.Â
âNo staring no staringâ I think to myself. I head for the legs and proceed to wash giving him direction to lift one and then the other. Who knew he had ticklish feet. We wash off the remaining soap and I grab towels so he can dry off. I tell him to turn his body so I can get his back. He does what I say and rolls to the side of the bed. I proceed to wash his back while with another wash cloth he has he cleans his private area. Same as before we rinse off and rolls again, but this time to face me. He was just staring at me until I realized he was washing his butt. I quickly turn around to give him some privacy (thank god for masks) and he pipes up,Â
âWhyâd you turn around?â with an obvious smirk in his voice.
âJust to give you some privacy hehe, itâs kinda weird making eye contact through this, but just tell me when you're doneâ I reply surprisingly well.Â
âIâm done,â he replies. He finishes drying off and I let him hand me the used washcloths and towels to throw into the used pile of linens. I finished getting the old linens off and new linens on, got the new gown on and discarded the old gown as well. I dump the water out, set the basin aside, and toss the soap into the garbage. I gather the dirty linens into the blue bag, tie the bag up, and push it to sit outside the door. I head to the computer table and tap into his charts to document the bath he had just received. The room is silent and I just look over to see what he was up to. Heâs just, staring...at me?
âW-what?â I ask slightly flustered.
âNothing, just thankful that I just got an awesome bath from my pretty techâ he winked and yet again with that smirk. I think we have a few more vacant rooms in the unit.Â
âAlright Mr. pretty boy, do you need me to get you anything? Itâs about the next time for vitals.âI relay.
âAlready? It feels like just a few moments ago you were hereâ
âYeah~ that little stunt you pulled with the video call was mad disrespectful and took up a bit of our time.â I snark.
âAh~ really? Why do you sound so angry, I thought you would be more excited about it, but you looked like you were ready to murder meâ he laughs.
âAs much appreciated as that call was, imagine talking to one of your favorite celebs out of blue. Anyone would be flustered at that. Iâm just glad that my mask covers my face and I at least have eyebrows onâ I laughed sighed.Â
âYeah, I see your point, but I bet you look perfectly fine even without the mask and eyebrows.â he remarks.
âMr. Tuan Iâm really going to need you to stop being such a flirt especially with stuff that isnât true.â I joked, but meant it kinda.Â
âWho said I was lying though?â he deadpanned at me. His expression really caught me off guard so I just kind of shook it off.Â
âUm Iâm just going to head out and Iâll be back in a little whileâ I say while exiting the door. Yet another deep breath and like clockwork the same nurse walks by,
âFunny running into you outside the same room, you donât look ok, do you need any help with anything?â she asked caringly.
âOh Iâm fine, heâs an easy patient but giving baths can be tiresome even with the easiest patient.â I reply laughingly. Not that itâs a full lie though. Bed baths can take between 15 to almost 30 min depending on the patient. Especially bathing a patient by yourself, itâs a bit tiring. Then again, there is no way to explain the heart attack he gave me with the face time to JB that preceded the bath and the look he gave me when I left the room. I just know, heâs dangerous and Iâm really going to have to be careful being around this man. Remember y/n, you love your job, you love your job...you love your job.
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#SamLives - Chapter 4
âParanoiaâ
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It was on Day 11 that Jack got a message from Robin that sent a chill down his spine. Heâd been sitting on the couch at the time, watching some Rick and Morty with Sam curled up asleep in his lap. The little eyeball was as comfortable as could be with Jack gently petting his âheadâ...and thatâs when his phone went off.
Robin: Hey Jack...did you have plans for the Egos that I didnât know about? Lmao
Jack blinked, staring at the screen. He frowned and typed a message back.
Jack: No...? Only what weâve talked about, but I thought that wasnât until next month. Why? Robin: Nice job on the editing practice then. Looks like your Anti skills are improving.
And now Jack was very, very confused.
Jack: What are you talking about? Robin: That last recording you sent me, for Subnautica. It looked great!
Jack sat up straighter, making Sam stir from his sleep, but he barely noticed.
Jack: Robin, I didnât edit that recording at all. I havenât recorded anything for Anti in ages. Robin: What are you talking about it? Iâm watching it right now. Jack: Send it to me?
A few minutes later, Jack was at his computer with Sam on his shoulder, watching the short clip that Robin had sent him, playing it on a loop. That...wasnât possible. No. What the hell...?
â...heeeey Reefies!â On-screen Jack was saying. âAww, I love you guys. Be back soon! Alright, heading to the Deep Down Dark Deep Down. Gotta visit my base, visit my lockers, âcause Iâm a stupid who forgot all the valuable stuff and left it in a place that takes FUCKINâ FOREVER TO GET TO! Fuuuuck it so muuuuuch! Heheh...â Video-Jack chuckled at his own reference to Simulacra, and it was at that moment that a shadow appeared, glitching, behind him on screen. Just over his shoulder, against the wall. A familiar face grinned from the shadows, and a high-pitched, distorted laugh played in the recording. The video itself glitched, Jack included. Then Video-Jack shivered, glancing over his shoulder, and the figure - Anti - was gone. It was so quick that he wouldnât have caught it in his brief skim-through of the recorded footage before he sent it to Robin. And it looked just like all those hints he had dropped in his videos during October before Anti had first shown up in âSay Goodbyeâ.
Except...except Jack hadnât recorded that. Jack hadnât done that. Jack hadnât...made that face, laughed that laugh. He hadnât done that...and suddenly he felt very, very scared. Then rationality kicked in and he giggled hysterically, running a hand through his hair.
He was being stupid. He was being dramatic. Obviously Robin had edited this, and was making a joke of it. That bit with Anti...it had to be part of the unused footage from a previous project. It had to be. He shook his phone free from his hoodie pocket and tapped out a shaky text.
Jack: Haha, very funny. You got me! I was actually scared there for a second! Jack: Youâre such a troll lol
But Robinâs next message didnât make him feel any better.
Robin: Man Iâm not trolling you. I thought you edited that?
Jack could barely keep his hands from shaking as he tried to respond. He swallowed thickly, a dull fear washing over him.
Jack: No, I didnât. That...I never did that. Unless Iâve learned to edit in my sleep I have no idea how that got into the video
Unless...
âBelief. Iâm talking about belief....and how it can do amazing, impossible things...â
The words Mark had spoken to him a few days prior were bouncing around in his head again, echoing and repeating and playing on loop. Mark had been about to tell him something, before the call had ended. Something about belief. Something about Sam, but kind of not. Something that he didnât get to finish saying because...he swallowed, both hands clutching at his hair as he sank in his desk chair.
Because the call had started to flood with static, and then his phone had shocked him. Which he wasnât even aware a smartphone could do, not when it was mostly unharmed like Jackâs was.
Another buzz from his phone alerted him to another message from Robin.
Robin: Wait, so you didnât put that bit with Anti in the other video either?
Jack scrambled to pick up his phone, fumbling with it for a moment.
Jack: What video? Robin: The upload from this morning, the first one. The âReading Your Commentsâ video. Robin: You were answering some question about the egos...? I thought you were just messing with the community so I left it in. Robin: But when I saw the second one in the Subnautica recording you sent me I thought I should ask.
Jack rapidly pulled up the video on his computer, scrubbing through it until he found the question Robin was talking about, because he already knew which one it was. Heâd responded with something totally off-topic, something unrelated, just to be funny...and sure enough, as Video-Jack was reading the question aloud, there was a little visual distortion. Not much, but if you were looking for it, youâd see it. And way in the background, in the shadows in the corner...a silhouette. Brief. Barely there. A fraction of a second. A few frames, maybe. And it knocked all of Jackâs breath from him.
âJack? Are you okay?â
Sam had bounced onto the desk, into Jackâs line of sight, and the little eyeball was eyeing him with a look of innocent concern. Jack took a breath. Then another. He forced a smile.
âY-Yeah. Yeah, oâ course. Fine.â
âYouâre scared.â
â...a little,â Jack admitted sheepishly. Sam could always read him, better than anyone. Having a mental link probably had something to do with it. âSorry bud. I didnât mean ta scare you.â
âWhy are you scared?â
Jack had no answer for him, not really. He couldnât think of a way to say it. So instead he thought it. He pictured Anti, pictured the videos heâd made with him. And he let his fear seep through...just a little. Enough for Sam to get the idea. And Sam...his pupil widened a little and he squeaked.
âHeâs real too?â
âI dunno,â Jack shrugged, sinking further in his seat. He leaned forward, propping his elbow on the desk and burying his face in his hands, reverting to thinking from here on out. âI dunno. It sounds stupid, sounds impossible. But...I dunno how else heâs showing up in videos, unless Robinâs lying. And I donât think he would. Not this far.â
Sam made a worried little noise and nudged Jackâs arm, nuzzling up against his hoodie sleeve. Trying to help. And it did, a little...because Jack managed to smile.
âCâmon, câmon...â Jack was muttering at his phone and pacing, as though urging it on would somehow will the person on the other end to pick up the phone any faster. It was taking far too long. It was only as he finally heard someone on the line that it occurred to him what time it was in California.
â...hâlo?â
Jack winced, hearing the sleepiness in Markâs voice, knowing he must have woken him up.
âMark. Hi. God, sorry, I totally forgot what time it was over there...â
âYeah, itâs...â There was a rustle of fabric, a muffled grumble. â...three in the fuckinâ morning.â
âSorry. Shite. I didnât think, I just called...I can...I can call back later...â
âWoah, wait, no, âs cool,â Mark mumbled. There was more movement on the other end, a light clicking on, a door opening and closing. A yawn. âWassup?â
â...â
And now that he was actually talking to Mark, Jack began to realize how stupid he would sound the minute he opened his mouth.
â...SeĂĄn?â
âItâs...nothinâ. Nevermind. I shouldnâtâve called.â The words spilled out of him faster than he could think them, a hand dragging through his already-unkempt hair. Sam made a little noise of question from where he was sitting on the arm of the couch.
âDude you sound like you saw a ghost.â Jack could hear the worried frown in his words. âHold up, once sec...â
The call ended abruptly, but as soon as it had gone Jackâs phone was ringing again, this time for a Skype call. Jack sighed and answered it. His screen lit up with the rather sleepy-looking face of Mark, his hair a chaotic mess of bedhead and his mouth pulled down in a worried frown. Jack could only imagine how he looked himself. Heâd been running his hands through his hair nonstop since heâd woken up, heâd had four cups of coffee, and heâd been jumping at shadows all morning. Mark blinked.
âHoly shit. You look like hell.â
Jack rolled his eyes.
âYeah, thanks, I kinda figured that,â he grumbled, looking away for a moment.
âAre you okay? You seem...stressed. Iâve seen it in your videos too...â
Jack let a small, hysterical laugh bubble past his lips.
"I'm fine! Toootally great!â He said sarcastically. âI'm being held together by coffee and redbull and cookies and prayers! What could possibly be wrong?!"
âJesus.â Mark stared at him like he was nuts. âThe hell happened to you?â
And Jack just let out a slow breath, deflating.
â...just...a lot. Recently.â
âIs it Sam still?â
Jack didnât even feel annoyed this time when Mark mentioned it, just sighing resignedly.
â...sort of. I mean thatâs part of it, sure, but...â He trailed off, chewing his lip. Wondering if this was even a good idea in the first place.
âBut what?â Mark asked. Jack looked at his screen again to see Mark sitting on a couch now, a soft light illuminating his tired features. Would Mark think he was fretting over nothing? Mark had his own dark persona on the internet, Darkiplier, and Jack was certain he was aware of Antisepticeye. But thinking that Anti was a real, living thing...or whatever Antiâs version of âlivingâ would be...
âJack?â Markâs brow furrowed in concern.
â...I...eh...â Jack stared at his screen for another long moment. Then he sighed. â...Iâm beinâ paranoid. Thatâs all.â
âParanoid about what...?â
âAnti.â
A pause.
â...you mean, like, Evil-You? That Anti?â
âYeah. That Anti. He...â Another pause, another sigh, a huff of frustration. Jack, running his hands through his hair for the umpteenth time. â...heâs shown up in a few oâ my videos, anâ I didnât put ���im there. I didnât record stuff for it. I didnât tell Robin to do it, anâ Robin claims he thought I was editing it like that. And I keep...I keep thinking heâs right behind me, right over my shoulder. And I started thinkinâ about what you were saying about âbeliefâ before and I started to think it might be possible and I wanted to call you and ask and â you...probably think Iâm absolutely off my rocker.â Jack flopped back onto the couch, his head thunking back against the wall behind it. He closed his eyes, expression strained. God, he sounded insane. Sam slipped off the armrest to snuggle up in Jackâs lap, out of sight of the camera. Trying to make him feel better.
â...would you call me crazy if I said I believed you?â
And just like that, Jackâs eyes were glued to the screen again, where he could see Mark avoiding looking at the camera, rubbing a hand over his mouth. Looking concerned.
âYouâre joking.â
âNot...not this time, no.â
There was a seriousness to his tone that Jack wasnât used to, that made him think maybe Mark really did mean what he was saying.
âWhy?â
âWhy do I believe you?â Mark asked, finally looking up to the camera. âBecause I thinkââ
There was an odd, glitched distortion on the screen, the lighting around Mark changing and shifting for a brief, almost unnoticeable moment....and judging by the slight widening of Markâs eyes and the way Jack gasped softly, they both knew that the other had just seen the same thing.
â...I think...I canât talk about it. Not now. Not...â Mark glanced over his shoulder, his eyes landing on something off-screen, something near the ground. âYou alright? Itâs okay, I promise. Iâm right here.â The cameraâs angle changed, going lopsided as Mark leaned over to reach toward whatever was on the floor. Jack assumed it was probably his dog, Chica. Poor pup. He smiled softly in sympathy. Then Mark was back in the frame, and he looked a little strained.
âLook. I canât...talk about it over the phone. Obviously he doesnât want you knowing. But Iâll be in Europe for a tour soon. A few weeks from now. Just...hold out âtill then, and we can talk then. Iâll stop by, or we can meet upââ
âWait, who?â Jack interrupted, frowning. A minute fear seemed to build in his chest, a tension there that hadnât been there before, and he found himself glancing over his shoulder despite the fact that it was broad daylight and he was sitting against a wall. Sam made a quiet noise of distress and cuddled closer to him, looking up at him. Jackâs free, shaking hand fell to his lap to pet the little eyeball. âWho doesnât want me to know what?â
âLater,â Mark insisted. âNot now. Itâs not safe.â
âWhy?!â
âLater!â
And Mark hung up. Jack tried, twice, to call him again - but both times Mark ignored him. He gritted his teeth and held Sam a little closer, suddenly scared to be alone.
[A/N] I swear, when I began this story, this was not the direction I was planning on taking it. It was going to be a cute little fluff-friendship piece with Sam thrown into the mix, then...the story took on a mind of its own. So even I donât know where itâd headed...but I promise there will be cutes ahead as well. That, at the very least, is still a part of the plan. <3
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I'vee written this from episode 29 through 32-ish and I want to dump a quick review of what I think of the characters at this point. Just for the lols for when I finish the show and I find I was completely wrong on most of them! Im using a compiled list on Google drive for the characters, so following that order they are split into clans.
Here we go.
Wei Wuxian. I really liked him at the beginning (what a funny cinnamon roll) but ever since he went missing into Burial Grounds I'm not sure...I see his points -especially when he criticised the Jins and stood up for the Wens- , but I can't believe he doesn't see he's being corrupted. Like come on. Just let the others help you for once, this is just looking for troubles. On thin ice. Used to be 9/10
Lan Zhan. Didn't like him much - or at all - when he was introduced in Clouds Recessess. I thought he was a stick in the mud and I wasn't too fond of him. He's missing for good chunks of the story. As my opinion of WWX deteriorated, I like him more or more because he's the one making sense out of the two, this gets him a passing score, even if barely. 6/10
Jian Cheng. He was my sweet sweet baby. Unparalleled sibling energy with WWX, cute angsty ship with Wen Qing, likable personality, the drama with the core. He had it all. But at some point...I don't know man. I just don't agree with anything he says anymore, and he's just becoming more and more sulky about his inferiority complex as a Clan Leader. I feel that, not counting the 16 years later part I didn't watch yet, he should get the title of co-protagonist rather than Wangji, since he's much more involved in the plot. Used to be a 8/10, still pending.
Jian Yanli. I like her. I feel like a dumb ass for getting attached and only remembering halfway through the flashback part that she's going to die, as per the first few episodes. I'm hating every second of it, like why killing her when the show is full of unpleasant people? Poor Li. Also the ship is a big plus. This kind of drama is just *chef kiss*- (and edit: after I watched the last episode of the night and she died...it's fine I'm not crying.) 8/10
Jian Fengmian. I don't really care much about him one way or the other. A little whipped by his wife - not that it is bad per se, but she really is bad so - , didn't particularly like that he favored WWX over JC. I think he could have been better, but he was pretty decent. 7/10
Madame Yu. No. 1/10
Lan Zichen. Possibly the last dude I 100% trust in this show not to let me down - as long as he isn't influenced too much by Mang Yao. I like him in a sort of uninvolved way. Don't look forward to see him on screen, don't wonder where he is or what he is doing, pleased when he shows up and does his sensible thing and then disappears again. Kept me on my toes after he escaped from Could Recesses though, but really took him so long to come back I almost forgot I was worrying about him. Way to go Zichen. 7/10
Lan Qiren. He's alright? I don't care much. Pretty dope when he took a stand against the Wans when they attacked, but I find him to be a little too much sometimes. 6/10
The files lists some juniors I haven't seen yet. They seem baby? Cute. I assume they are going to be so-and-so 's children, like in a Boruto way. Looking forward to see all the characters paired up.
Jin Guangshan. I thought he was annoying because he had a bunch of illegitimate children that I lost track of but then he became even more annoying with his very transparent power grab -and the fact that no one seems concerned is baffling to me. Overall I think I would have pretty much liked it more if the son Zixuan was clan leader and we didn't have to deal with this piece of work. 2/10
Jin Zixuan. As I was writing this post this man went through all sort of things. From proposing to having a child to being murdered. Honestly, we didn't start off the right foot when he booked the inn where WWX & co wanted to stay. I kept wishing he would kick the bucket because I hated how he treated Yanli, and I thought he would wind up to be a minor villain...while it seems he was the only normal member of his family. I feel bad for hating him so much. 8/10.
Jin Ling. Biggest reason why I thought his dad would be a bad guy. For the first part, I thought the Jins would be the villains because of him, and not the Wens, though in the end I wasn't that off the mark in a sense. He was just a cartoonish villain. I have yet to see him again after the flashback part, but his first introduction was awful. 3/10
Meng Yao. So the thing is, I was really partial towards him at the beginning. The bit at Cloud Recesses? The part with the Nie family? Perfect. Felt so bad for how everyone treated him. I started to excuse what he was doing like "it's ok, the head of guards is a dick to him" "it's okay he was double crossing the bad guys eheh" "it's ok he is...murdering civilians?" But seriously he let me down so hard. Also his face looks so different I didn't recognise him at first. At the beginning I thought I could maybe have a cute ship with Zichen but to tell the truth I don't want Meng Yao anywhere near him now. I seriously thought he wanted to murder infant Jin Ling at some point there to climb the ladder and become Clan Leader. I'm sure he set WWX up and schemed to murder the last dregs of the Wens and Zixuan. 1/10
Jin Zixun. Pretty inconsequential. Could have done with him imo. I'm only including him because I love when WWX goes "I don't even know who you are" like three times and that's a mood because where the heck did he come from.
Mo Xuanyu. I don't get why he looks like WWX. I sort understand why they used the same actor but story-wise I don't understand. How can random people look at him and recognise WWX? Also, he is kinda stupid for giving up his life to be possessed by a bad guy to get revenge but whatever floats your boat I guess. 4/10
Nie Mingjue. I don't care much for him. He bullies his brother too much and his short temper is annoying even though often justified. I thought I could kinda always rely on him to be the voice of reason despite not liking his character but then he said the stupidest thing in the show "I'm not sitting on that chair" and left it to the Jin Sect Leader...look how that worked out. Love how he basically disappeared after that, I think because he knew he screwed up big time (jk). 6/10
Nie Huaisang. Funny. Definetly underused. I hoped he would be part of the main gang. When he stopped showing up, the show took a terrible turn in its atmosphere. Please come back as sect leader in the 16 years later part (I mean, who else is there? I hope he didn't die in the meantime because he isn't showing up in this final battle). I wish I saw him swing a sword at the least once but alas. 7/10.
Wen Ruohan. I mean. What can you expect. Typical bad guy sitting on top of a lava pond that controls zombies. Wasn't expecting much development from his character and he surely didn't deliver. A good 2-dimensional bad guy to kill without thinking too hard about anything I guess. Awful person tho. 4/10
Wen Xu. I didn't even realize there were two young Wens. I thought he was his brother at first, but without the spice. Literally why was he there. 4/10
Wen Chao. He sucks, don't get me wrong. But watching him coming up with all sorts of awful things is very entertaining. 2/10 as a person, 9/10 as a villain. Cheered when he died.
Wen Lingjiao. Same as her lover, but more annoying because she got on my nerves sometimes. I was so glad when she got it. The (1) good thing coming out of WWX's corruption. 2/10
Wen Zhuliu. I really want to know what drove him to serve Chao with such devotion. His technique was kinda cool. I think he would have been an okay guy but sadly he associated with Chao. 4/10
Wen Ning. I thought "No, poor Ning is dead" ten times already and still counting. Please WWX just let him die. He is/was just a sweetheart and I loved him with all my heart. His death and everything that came after it filled me with rage, when i thought he died I was brokenhearted, and the fact that he gets blamed for killing people when it's arguably WWX's fault is so unfair. We didn't deserve Wen Ning. I don't really like that he became the Ghost General tho. 10/10
Wen Qing. I liked her. Same as her brother, how their story ended up upset me. I hoped they would get to live peacefully in their commune in the woods. That part of the story was *chef kiss*. The romance with JC lacked closure imo but I understand that they both had things going on and they would need to stretch the story too much to get the together or at the least talk about their feelings. I hoped till the end she wouldn't be killed because I knew Ning came bad 16 years later, so they must have avoided being executed, but more realistically I guess he's just a zombie and she's just dead. I lowkey shipped her with WWX though I feel this would be an unpopular opinion in the fandom -when I learned WWX has a different endgame ship I was kinda bummed sorry. I thought we would get a sort of love triangles with JC, I can't say I'm disappointed because it would have been a terrible plot. They really have a good platonic relationship, I loved to see them build that village. 8/10
Song Lan/ Xiao Xingchen / Xue Yang. What's the deal with them? They seemed to be set up to come back but only Song Lan does a passing appearance. Are they coming back? What was their significance? So weird because the untamed usually doesn't introduce characters to just drop them when the episode's over.
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haha here we go again
there's a lot of dumb ranting and 3 days worth of logs and a dream in here so im gonna spare evryoneâs dashboard and just put it all under the cut.
tw bad memories, talk of unhealthy relations with food, and dreams about dead animals
I realized I kind of entirely forgot to write about what I did yesterday? I kind of did a lot. I know my mom wanted to work on getting tile laid out in front of her bathroom, so we worked together to scrub the concrete and wipe up all the dirt and dust and whatever was under the carpet and remove some of the nails in the floor and bring up a spiky metal strip between the bathroom door and where the carpet was. The other main thing I remember is deciding to continue work on my dress, sewing up the outer bodice, checking that the bodice and lining would fit together, deciding Iâd rather have no different colored front panel, and working on the circle skirt. At first I tried cutting the fabric on my bed, but it wasnât big enough and too lumpy. I contemplated asking my friends if I could borrow their dining table, but I ended up clearing off my own. After I traced and was in the middle of pinning, I accidentally knocked over a glass bowl that I had set on the chair. My mom heard it from the other room and had me come to her room to tell her what it was. She got angry at me, which I thought was fuckin stupid if it was an accident, but after some reflection while cleaning up the glass pieces, I kind of understood why. Mostly I got a little upset about 2 ceramic pieces I made during school breaking a little from the drop. One was a mushroom house from middle school that always makes me remember feeling like an asshole during peer review when I told my person to smooth their project more because I didnât know âno improvement neededâ was an option until I got back to my desk and saw my person saying it was good in all categories because everyone thought my project was great for some reason. The other was a bunch of flowers on a circle. It was the last project we did before quarantine hit, I think. That one is in less tough shape, just a couple flowers knocked off and a chip on one of them. They can both be glued back together, I guess. Then my mom called me back into her room to listen to her talk about wanting to eat huge amounts of food, because sheâs clinically depressed with BPD and PTSD and DID and several other acronyms and her favorite coping mechanism is food, but her doctor put her on a diet so she can get her knees replaced, but recently sheâs been getting into a zone where she talks about wanting to eat entire cakes and pizzas and buckets of kfc and a gallon of queso or whatever the fuck and she goes âdoesnât that sound GOOD?â And I have to laugh along and say âhaha no that sounds bad actuallyâ and get her a piece of ham or something. And every time she goes on her spiel the only thing I can think of is the greedy from the raggedy Ann and Andy musical. Itâs just this horrible undulating orange blob that eats everything in sight and seeing it for the first time just made me think of mom and it made me very uncomfortable, with all the orange goo and hurling noises. Also reminds me of this horrible video game boss fight where itâs the apocalypse and a fat lady on a scooter took over the buffet and eats so much during her boss fight, during the defeat cutscene she projectile vomits everywhere and dies. My brother Greg showed me that thinking it was funny. I hated it, and I still do. He showed me a lot of things he thought were funny as a shitty little kid, and I remember several of them being very upsetting. Itâs ok. I donât want to dwell on it. But after cleaning the glass and talking to mom I brought my fabric to my room and called it a night. Oh wait my dad also helped me with some paperwork my coworker handed me so I could get on the payroll.
Today I woke up differently than I have in a long time. I set an alarm for 10 am so I could be at work by 11, but I woke up at 9 from a heavy sleep with dreams about hanging out with my friend in my room, worrying about my dirty house. I wanted to sleep longer, so I got up at 10 to have breakfast and get ready. I spent my shift changing the price tags all around the store, making everything more expensive. Iâm gonna work again on Tuesday where Iâll learn how to use the register. I hope I donât fuk it up, but I have a couple days to relax until then. Maybe Iâll work on my dress. My friends all want to go to prom together, so my new deadline will be March 2nd or a little before. I still need to buy a ticket, but I donât have access to the link to buy one :( bleh Iâm too tired right now to worry about this shit. I only worked 4 hours again today, but after I got home I felt like I could have worked longer if they gave me something else to do. The only price tags left to change were a bunch of grills and stuff I donât know about but I donât know if they had any other work for my to do. But Iâm glad I went home tho because I was hungry and my feet hurt from standing lol. I did laundry and made myself dinner and washed my hair and drew a little bit and made the table and tbh the pacing of today has been so weird I donât remember everything. Itâs only 1am but I think Iâm just gonna go to bed. my friends started talking about going to prom, and I really want to join them, but I can't figure out where/how to buy a ticket. my brain started being really mean to me, syaing that I was being annoying and pushy and that they didnt want me at prom for some reason, so I low-key almost made myself cry until my friend offered to let me be their platonic date since their partner couldn't go.Â
last night I had a dream about a hard video game where when you played it, the black shadow enemies would fight you in real life, and one of them left imprints on my arm in the shape of lego bricks. they could only attack you so long as you played the game, and they tried to capture people and you were supposed to save them. I decided it was my time to play, and I walked into my garage that had turned into a cave with bat-people fused into the wall. I paid them no mind as I rescued a girl who was my irl brother, grabbing her hand and pulling her into another versoin of my garage which was uncorrupted and normal looking. she thanked me, and I said it was no problem. then I tricked her, telling her not to trust so easily, as I became one of the shadow enemies and engulfed her in a black sack, trapping her and leaving the room. I came back a couple minutes later, letting him free (now my brain told me he was my brother) telling him I just wanted to know if I was capable of tricking him, and didnt actually want to kill him or whatever. Â another big chunk of my dream was taken up by me, my sister, and my dad visiting a run down petting zoo/gamestop. the petting zoo barn was very dark with low ceilings with lots of rabbits and pigs and hay. one of us accidentally killed either a pig or a tiger right next to the exit door, and I had to slink around the gamester trying to distract the owner and keep him from going in the barn and escaping at the same time. I dont remember how it ended, other than me waking up with a sore throat from breathing so deeply through my nose. I had slept on my stomach wit my pillow in my face so I could hardly breathe, and even after I woke up I felt like I wasnt getting enough air. I HATE that feeling, I always felt like I was suffocating in middle school for some reason. I thinkk somethings wrong with my airway but im not gonna do anything about it. im gonna continue to spend 80% of my day laying down so my resting heart rate and breathing speed is slower than an goddamn sloth. whatever.
right now as im laying in bed typing this I feel utterly unpoductive but I KNOW I did SOME shit today. but yeah mostly I relaxed. I worked on my dress, removing and replacing the blue front panel. I lost my exacto knife somewhere so I went to dollar tree to get a knockoff, along with snacks for mom and my sister. the blades aren't as sharp as exacto, but I still know where the name brands blades are so maybe Ill try and see if they're compatible. when I open the package everything was oily and gross, so I washed everything off with soap and water before I used them to cut the threads of the panel seams. I could have used my seam ripper but I wanted to get a replacement craft knife anyway. its kinda neat that it came with 6 different shaped blades for different crafts :) but uhh I also cut out the other half of the circle skirt of the dress, and I have a bunch of extra fabric left over. probably enough to make a whole other bodess if I wanted too. I used my sewing machine to attach the new front panel, and I was hoping to get more sewing done tonight, but when I asked my sister if it was ok for me to use my sewing machine (it right next to the wall between our rooms so she can hear it from there) she said she was going to bed soon so I just attatched the front panel and called it a night. so that kinda sucked. I still have another day tomorrow before I have to work again, and I can still work on my dress on Tuesday after work. idk why my brain thinks that one 4 hour shift is gonna take up my entire day lmao. I just have to get the whole thing done by may 2nd. GOD that reminds me, im gonna be so busy next month. I have six events back to back happening like every other day, plus work. oof. I'll have to let my boss know, but idk If that's gonna make him mad. I've already got pretty comfortable with the lady in charge of the garden center whoâs taken lead position while the manager is on vacation, but I dont think I;ll every understand my boss. heâs a sarcastic busy old man and NOT AT ALL approachable. whatever. really the only other tings I did today were drink a shit ton of water play harvest moon, spend too much time on tiktok, and sraw a couple dum things for my friendsâ princess au. I fucking HATE the drawing I did for Anna, so I designed her a secondary outfit more inspired by sky pirate bohemian vibes, since she rules over the floating islands. idk if I'll replace her old outfit with the new one in the lineup or just re-draw her old one with better shapes and composition and match the style better or what. I just need it changed eventually becasuse it looks like ass. tbh now that ve taken a little bit of time away from the princess au, there are a couple designs im not 100% satisfied with. but I know that if I go back and make them more detailed or whatever theâll be more of a hassle to draw and aslkdfhalksdf I dont know anymore. I'm still tied up about color pallets and trying to give everyone a distinct color, and im a little upset it doesn't quite work, and FUCK dude the edgy oneâs lore and character are weird and I kind of want to revise it to make it a little nicer but its not my character and I need to stop shoving my dirty little mitts into everyoneâs ocs and AHAGHRGHGARGHHG idk man. her power is necromancy and she has a skeleton army, which I think I kinda cool, but I also think it would be neat if her powers extended beyond just that to communing with the dead, helping them find rest, and THEN maybe it can branch into helping fallen soldiers fight again to help them with unfinished buisness. and then if she goes feral and starts abusing her powers, she ignores all the communication and concent with the dead and instead magically rips them from thr ground to do her bidding and theyâre uncontrollable and violent and aimless, just like her mind slipping from the magical blight infecting her. idk man weâre till working on a lot of lore. her concept could be SO COOL with just that little bit of extra thought, but so far itâs just MY POWER IS DEATH IM SO EDGY. ugh I know its fuckin rude to bash your friends oc ideas and I might be too overbearing and controlling of this au but dammit im tired and im mean sometimes and my ego is through the goddamn roof and im so sexy and im always right and my meat is huge. ah shit I rpomised my friend I would help her with character design for the dead king but I was busy when she firat asked me and now im not busy but im not doing it ugh. im just frustrated right now because I spent wayyyy to fuckin long just laying in bed watching tikotks and youtube and playing harvest moon an doing jack shit all day. but hey at least I attempted to get a new social security card again today. and them promptly gave up when they said my adress was invalid. again. I feel like im in an uncomfortable medium between having no plans and worrying about the future and having too many plans all the time oh my god. ive been so focused on getting a job and then having a job and making this dress I completely forgot about college shit. thankfully there's no hard deadlines coming up that I haven't already finished. whatever I dont really want to worry about all this hit right now, im just gonna take it one day at a time. (haha it feels like my angel oc just stepped in. how nice of him :) )
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