#i also have a huge flaw and thats the fact that i love christmas music and that i never grew sick of it working at d*sney

[deductry]

in my house in mexico we would never decorate or get a tree or anything because we’d celebrate mostly with other family, so i always missed holiday decorations and the music and such growing up. then i moved here with my aunt and come december 1st she’s like *mariah carey voice at the beginning of all i want for christmas is you*

[athena-is-a-chaotic-lil-shit]

16, 22 and 53? ^^

OMG MY FIRST ASK OMG! THANK YOU!

[sorry if this took too long to reply to, you see, Tumblr SUDDENLY refreshed and half of what I typed went POOF! and had to retype it again. Plus, had to stop typing for a bit because my Mom dragged me out of my room and made me pay for the Hawaiian Pizza!]

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

Yep, a whole lot of times actually! Especially in campus. And in class. Had a lot of moments where I didn't tell someone about their disgusting attitude and preferred to avoid them over the years. I switch schools almost every year because of my parent's work, and believe me, they are everywhere, those lil shits I wanna roast but chose not to because I needed to keep a clean record for my mother, who is a teacher.

22. Description of your crush

Hm, if you meant,like a human crush then no. I don't have any. It's physically and emotionally exhausting so nope. I gave up years ago.

The last time I did have one, well, they were a role model of mine. Smart, tall, outgoing and two years older than me. I was smitten, but not in the sexual or romantic way. I just wanted to hug them so much! Or hold hands and just talk about things and get to know each other. I am demisexual btw, [I though I was asexual at first but I was confused because I still have a high libido but its not dierected towards anyone, I also enjoy smut content, but then I found out about more specifications under asexual flag and thats where I found the demiseuxal flag!] But oh, it all changed when I accidentally found out how disgusting they were. They INSULTED my adviser and science professor and her family? Oh no, NO. I will absolutely not tolerate disrespect and insults towards a good person! Even good persons have their flaws and imperfections!

On the other hand, if it's not human, then

I ABSOLUTELY HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON MICHELANGELO

LIKE YO??? HE BABY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! HE DESERVES EVERY OUNCE OF LOVE THIS UNIVERSE WOULD OFFER! PRECIOUS BOI IS SO UNDERAPPRECIATED IN THE FANDOM! I WILL F*CKING LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR HIM. I WILL STRANGLE ANYONE WHO WILL HURT THIS BOI. THIS TEETLE.

Also, HE ARTIST??? HELL YEAH! I would absolutely love to spend time with him and make art! I would love to hear his advice and opinions on my artworks and me to his too! Talking is not my forte and I'm an anxious smol bean but I will open up when the right buttons are pushed! I will babble, a lot. Playing videogames and eating pizza? Chilling around and talking about life and random things that just comes up so suddenly in our mind? Bring. It. On.

I also love orcs! Himbo orcs, Traditional orcs, Intimidating but gentle orcs? Shy orcs? You name it! The world stereotypes orcs as monsters with no control and are beasts and act like wild animals, but THEY ARE WRONG. Orcs have suprisingly great personal hygiene! They love to clean their tusks and hair! They pride themselves with it. They aren't ashamed of their scars, but instead brandish them with pride! I love them!❤✨✨❤✨

I actually love all non human beings, being a teratophile and all or whatever you call it so yeah!

53. 5 things that make me happy

Ooh lala this is gonna be fun! Btw I won't rank them, I'm just gonna list five things that make me happy!

1. Making art and hoarding art materials

I really really really love making art! It's both relaxing and calming for me to do. Especially after an argument, or when I need to chill after finishing school papers and modules. I ain't a professional artist though, and I don't like expectations from other people of what they want me to do. I only accept expectations from myself, and it's up to me to meet those expectations or not.

I feel satisfied when I finish an artwork, no matter how small or big it is. After I'm done, I would think about how I did it and usually forget the process and what my hands were doing [Instincts and muscle memory kicking in] so I try to take pictures during the process. I would feel proud of myself and sleep well.

Love the fact that as an artist, there will always be room for improvement. To grow and be better than the yesterday you.

Still kinda shy with posting my art here

2. Talking with Sophy @crackinanutshell

She is an ABSOLUTE GODDESS! I love her so much and how she is very open and understanding when I talk to her about my problems or random things like some funny thing I saw in Tumblr or in the internet today! She is currently busy this week, it being exam week, so she won't see this, yet. I won't make this long because I know I won't be able to finish this ask if I keep going lmao!

Side note: She hasn't watched TMNT her WHOLE LIFE! And I'm gonna change that next week when she's done with her exams and their start of Christmas break! We're making a watch party and I will absolutely scream with her, watching two tmnt bayverse movies in one go

3. MICHELANGELO

You may or may not know how much I love this babie, so I'm gonna say it again:

I LOVE HIM SO F*CKING MUCH

4. FOOD

I'm a simple person, give me food and I'm gonna be so happy. Who doesn't get happy with free food???

5. MUSIC

Listening to it, dancing, and singing to it, makes me happy af.

Without music, I'll simply be breathing and not dying in this world.

Thank you so much for the asks! I really love them!