#i also hate being in a relationship. im horrible at committing and believing itll work out | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

messybouquetoflilies · 5 months ago

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ik i need to find myself and rebuild my self confidence that got completely destroyed over the course of my last relationship, but like the little bugs in my brain yearn to jump into another committed relationship that will never go anywhere real

#i hate being alone but i have 0 self identity beyond trying to heal so i shouldnt get anyone attatched to me bc im like 1/7th of a person rn #but like i rly rly rly rly rly rly rlyyyyy hate being alone n i bug my bestie with my problems way more than i want to #i also hate being in a relationship. im horrible at committing and believing itll work out #uGH ik the answer is therapy but i just cant what if they try to molest me n send me to conversion therapy for being a faggot again 🥺#bc im literally still 14 n have no say or rights or ability to stand up for myself #like im literally not an adult with a job who can handle themselves 🥺🥺 im literally just a girl 🥺#okay anyways

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