#i also disagree with s3 acting like beard has never been pegged bc i feel like him receiving like that especially

[coachbeards]

omg!! same jamie & beard anon again (sorry!) but scrolled further down your blog and saw your post of beard suffering from erective dysfunction and one more line to draw is that I saw exactly that being talked about re. jamie (I think it was on mitskijamie blog?) about it as a consequence of CSA

NO YEAHHHHHH. yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i just saw rose's posts on that on my dash and you're so right.

beard's erectile dysfunction is actually something so important to me, and it's very..........psychosomatic. especially with his sexual trauma of being a sex worker from college into sex work during his addiction (and there's a chance.....that it continued into his time in prison. offering his body to keep himself safe, or for trades from the commissary....offering the only thing he has and knows he has, his body),,,, not to mention that i really don't think jane is the first abusive relationship he's been in........i think beard has a Lot of sexual trauma and it really, really has impacted his self-worth and mental health.

so yeah,,,, yeah. ed as a symptom of csa/sa .... very likely.