#i already have a bear pelt over my desk chair tho. but. also 👀
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To follow up on the previous post mentioning that I knew I'd be meeting law soon in op and being excited because I'd know I'd like him. WELL. He's not the character I imprinted on. I mean let's be real I'll probably imprint on him aggressively when I learn more about him but u know who I DID IMPRINT ON? EUSTASS KID. THATS RIGHT. my gender envy snatched that boy so fast do u understand the envy of a person who as a kid was so desperately adhered to Toxic Masculinity and Always Wanted to Be Buff. Boy howdy did I mention I so badly wanted to be perceived as Male and that roughness expected of them. And Eustass Kid fulfills that roughly masculine stereotype to a tee EXCEPT not since he's also leaning into punk subculture and gender defying lipstick and it's not meant in an effeminant way but kinda a Don't Fuck With Me Way which his whole look screams and so suddenly that's TEN TIMES BETTER BECAUSE FUCK GENDER STEREOTYPES. and also did I mention he's clearly supposed to be Celtic/Scottish? and as a person whose also Scottish I'm like oh FUCK YES. And oh no that's EXACTLY the gender vibe I want. And then u don't know anything about him for the next age I guess since they all disappeared
#god i was such an ass as a kid. how did i realize i was not trans of somesort earlier...#oh wait cause my friend i grew up with ALSO adhered to toxic masculinity and we both wanted to be buff men. but shes now happy in her#relationship with her partner and i think the gender part doesn't matter much to her#which. well to each their own#anyways terribly embarrassing for my brain to latch on so hard#also as someone who does tanning and he sorta has that fur coat/warrior vibe my brain is like We Need More Furs in My Room#just finished two sheep skins two months ago which are on my floor#but itd be nice to get another bear pelt... oooo if its a grizz i might throw it ontop of my bed since itd be big enough#i already have a bear pelt over my desk chair tho. but. also 👀#theyre so cozy ok#gender envy#hugin rambles#eustass kid#one peice musings
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