#i almost drowned 5 times over the weekend and nearly got killed by a jellyfish i am not okay
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#mia's ramblings#you know that analogy of depression#where like the analogy goes smthn like#youre drowning and youre trying to save yourself but no matter how hard you try to make yourself float the currents dont let you escape so#-you just let the ocean engulf you into nothingness because youre so goddamn tired all your efforts are futile and giving up doesnt sound s#-bad if all this comes to an end so you stop trying you stop trying to get to the surface and let the darkness of the ocean's abyss consume#-you#and stuff#take that entire concept#but make it literal#i almost drowned 5 times over the weekend and nearly got killed by a jellyfish i am not okay#like my arms are still dead#my right wrist has carpal tunnel and ive got bruises everywhere swimming out sea is no fucking joke#the amount of rocks ive stepped on that nearly made my foot bleed#but yeah anyways this analogy of depression really stuck to me#the first time i saw this analogy was like 3 years ago and ive never been the same since#i guess in my case on the weekend it was both literal and like. whatever the other word was#i was and am physically And mentally drained from all that#and trying to pull yourself? back to shore? exhausting. never again.#i would give up in like 3 seconds or less if a riptide ever caught me
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