#i adapted so many life choices for this fucking guy and im so unhappy why did i do that hes literally just some guy
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what do you do when your boyfriend sucks ass and you feel unloved and inferior all the time and you hate what you've become and he probably does too and you know it's all because of him because you changed for him and he hasn't changed at all
#he says one thing does something else kind of vibe#irresponsible unreliable its so hard for me to hold his attention#i wish that when we broke up when i was like 18 we never made up and i could have moved on to something better and also kept my friends too#im just so angry why did i have to get stuck with this i feel like i deserve a love better than this#i just want to feel like im the one and i matter and we can grow together and i can make choices not be pressured#i adapted so many life choices for this fucking guy and im so unhappy why did i do that hes literally just some guy#yeah i know what im supposed to do dw let me process my pain first#i was never this passive and insecure i used to be a lion now im just a lamb i hate him i hate this relationship i hate what its made me#idc if he sees this idc idc idc im so hurt all the time by his actions his apologies are so empty#he always goes back to the same patterns i know he doesn't change bc i've been begging him to for fucking years#I don't trust him i don't believe him i don't confide i don't want his love bc it feels so off#what he wants isn't me and that's fine but he's so lazy about it like ok then venture forth and leave me alone please#its whatever i'm already dreaming of someone else now anyways
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