#i KNOW where this originated from ahahaha dbdjjsksl

[harmonysanreads]

@stickyspeckledlight

Harmony, how do you see yourself as a yan? Totally not ripping off another anon’s big brain thought—

Uh oh.

Pining from the distance 70% of the time because I don't have the energy to approach people /j

I think, the hardest part in this ‘consideration’ is getting me to like someone to that degree. I have a strict criteria for who I allow to get close to me and also tend to lose interest quickly if even one of those conditions aren't met. Call me an Aventurine for this, but it's sort of an ‘all or nothing’ ; specifically in the romantic area. Which is definitely why I don't have any practical experience in this field and the worst part? I'm fine with it :>

But, people have mentioned that when I really like someone as a person/platonically, it becomes pretty obvious. I tend to do things I normally wouldn't just for them, e.g. I'll approach them first, look for them when they aren't present, try to remember their birthday (I have a hard time remembering dates), get them a gift at least once in half a year, engage in small talk, defend them if someone's targeting them, will share my personal belongings with them, gossip with them and just overall try to make them feel special (huh, no wonder), I suppose. Maybe after I get a job, there'll be something more to the itinerary.

I will classify myself as a ‘subtle yandere’ for now, definitely has the potential to do something drastic and might do something drastic if snapped or if the conditions are met. What are the conditions? ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯