#i Drew this nonstop for 5 hours my hand hurts so bad……

[franken-loser]

CLERVALSTEIN IS BACKKKKKKKK

[baby-bearie]

romeo, juliet, and evites to funerals

(NOT MY GIF)

jj maybank x reader

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a/n: uh oh. back again. thank you @jjmaebank for the beta read i love u. i did switch that one tangled reference i made.

JJ hates when you’re mad at him. You won’t text him, you won’t answer your phone, if you actually see him you’d never acknowledge him, and kisses? Forget about it. You’re not exactly a lot of fun when you’re mad at JJ.

You’re currently mad at JJ.

He figured that out after about the 3rd call you failed to return, and now he’s blowing up your phone. Nearly 50 unread texts, 27 missed calls and 13 voicemails, all in a span of 2 hours.

He’s persistent, he really is. Annoyingly so. Whenever JJ upsets you, his go to plan is to just irritate you into forgiveness. He thinks you can’t ignore him forever. You’re determined to prove him wrong. It’s been 3 days, and you’re proud of yourself. This is the longest you’ve held out against his torrent of digital apologies. You want to go longer.

It didn’t take JJ long to realize what you were mad about. For at least the fourth time this month, JJ had missed your date. You had planned a day on the mainland at a local fair, but you spent last Friday waiting as the ferry came and went.

If he had just canceled, you wouldn’t be mad. But he didn’t cancel, he just texted you every half hour, just when you were ready to give it up and leave, that he was coming and to hold on. And then around 5, a good 3 hours after he said he would come, he showed up.

And then he made fun of your outfit.

“Dude, what the hell are you wearing?” He even laughed.

So you left.

It is now Monday morning, and your phone has not stopped ringing for the past 8 hours. How the hell did he manage to keep going, nonstop, for 8 hours?

You can’t deny that you miss him. Going without JJ’s touchiness is affecting you too. Last night you had to cuddle a pillow.

You’re fixing your bed when the pebbles start hitting your window.

One, two, three, four. A pause. And then at least 30 pebbles all hit the window at the same time. You huff in annoyance, rolling off your bed to unlatch the window and shove it open.

“Hi, baby.” JJ is standing on your lawn, sheepishly smiling at you. His hand reaches up to rub the back of his neck.

You quirk an eyebrow at him, unamused.

“Oh, c’mon, Y/n! You can’t still be mad at me.” “Oh, I very much can! Or could you not tell from the numerous times I called you back?” You scoff.

JJ laughs, pushing his hands out at you, as if he’s reaching for you. “See, you’re talking to me already.” “Go away, JJ!” You grit your teeth.

“No.” “Go. Away.” “I don’t want to! Not until you forgive me!” “If you stay here another second, I’m literally going to ignore you for the rest of your life. We’ll get married and have kids and I still won’t talk to you.”

JJ snorts. “That would be bad for our family.”

“I will communicate with you through our children.” “Okay, well you’re pretty, like, vocal, if you know what I mean- “JJ, you disgust me.” “so I don’t know how you plan on me puttin’ a baby in you if you won’t talk to me. Communication is key, Y/n.”

“Okay, first of all, shut the fuck up. Second of all, if you don’t get off this street in the next ten seconds, I will call John B and I will make him drag you off.” You deadpan.

“That wouldn’t even work, John B would take my side.” “I’m his favorite!” You insist.

“Okay, I’m done talking to you, goodbye forever,” You begin to close the window, and JJ shouts. “Wait, wait, Y/n, wait, I swear I will start yelling.” “Goodbye, JJ.” You shut the window and JJ sighs dramatically.

He smirks up at you through the window before he opens his mouth.

“I am hopelessly in love with Y/n Y/l/n, and I’m going to scream about it now.” He whoops. Your neighbor sticks his head out his door. JJ turns and waves at him. “She’s up there!” He shouts, pointing at your window.

You yank the curtains in front of your window and flop back on the bed.

“Y/n, oh, Y/n, parting is something something? Oh, sweet sorrow! Something, something, I never read Romeo and Juliet last year, true beauty?” He screams.

You pull another pillow on top of your head, trying to muffle JJ’s yodeling outside your window. It barely works. You can make out more half-assed Romeo and Juliet references, but you know for a fact the only version of that play he knows is the gnome one.

Eventually, he leaves. You don’t dare actually check to see if he’s gone, scared that in true JJ fashion, he’s just baiting you. But after a good 30 minutes of quiet, you know JJ’s not patient enough for this. He’s gone.

He’s not done though.

He continues to overheat your phone with calls and texts. At one point he sends you an evite to his funeral. “Rip: jj maybank. Cause of death: lack of y/n.” The invitation reads.

At least he’s getting creative.

You’re almost thankful when the clear weather turns into a thunderstorm, knocking out your power. With no wifi, there’s no JJ.

Or so you were hoping.

You’re curled up with a cup of coffee and a family sized bag of chips in front of the TV, barely paying attention to the movie playing when he starts knocking on the door.

You’re not sure who would be at your door in the middle of a storm this bad. Obviously, one boy, but even he’s not dumb enough to come all the way here in weather this bad.

Except he is dumb enough.

You swing the door open to reveal a soaked JJ, squinting in the rain and holding up a bouquet of drooping carnations. He grins at you goofily.

“JJ, you dumbass, what the hell? Get in here!” You grab his wet arm and drag him inside. Even better, he came here in the rain, in a sleeveless shirt.

“Did you get my evite? Because I’m fucking freezing. I think this is how I go.” He’s dripping all over the floor.

You throw a glare over your shoulder as you retreat to find a towel.

Once you’ve wrapped it around him and forced him into a chair, you finally get to scream at him.

“You’re- You’re infuriating, you know that?” You cry out. “You drive me insane! What am I supposed to do if you get sick? Or worse!”

“Then you could’ve sent out those evites.” He smiles hesitantly.

“I’m being serious!”

JJ gives you another toothy smile and holds out the wimpy flowers. You take them from him and immediately hit him with them, spraying water droplets across his face.

“Ow. Okay, I deserved that.” JJ holds his hands up in defense and you hit him with them again.

“Maybe I shouldn’t buy you flowers anymore!” “You’re such an asshole!”

“I’m the asshole?” JJ stands now. “Yes, you’re the asshole.” “I’m the one getting beaten up with flowers!”

“What, did you think you could just show up here with stupid flowers and your stupid face and all would be forgotten?” “Well, no, okay, kind of?” JJ doesn’t know what to say to make you happy.

“That’s not how this works. You can’t just pull some big gesture and fix everything.” “Okay, you’re right. Y/n, I’m sorry.” He grabs your shoulders to look you dead in the eyes.

“You’re sorry?” “I’m sorry.” He shakes you a little.

“You’re sorry for what?”

JJ rolls his eyes, but finishes. “I’m sorry for standing you up and then being harsh about your fashion choices. I did not mean to hurt your feelings. It will never happen again.” JJ sounds like he’s reciting from memory.

“It’s going to happen again, you loofah.” “Loofah? I feel like that’s a new one.” “But you have to apologize, JJ.”

“I tried!” JJ protests, but you cut him off.

“And not over the phone.” You give him a look.

“Okay.” His hands travel to your hips. “Next time, I’ll say I’m sorry. Not over the phone. Can I please just kiss you now?”

“Is that all you came here for?” You laugh. “Pretty much, yeah.”

JJ leans down to kiss you, and you can feel him smile against you.

You pull away, eyes still closed. “I swear, stand me up one more time and I will dump you for- “Shut up.” JJ kisses you again but you lean back. “For good.” You finish and kiss him again.

“But then how would we,” He pecks your lips between words, “have that family you were talking about.”

You tug your head back completely. “I will leave you and my imaginary family.”

JJ shakes his head at you before he looks at the tv.

“What are you even watching?” “Romeo and Juliet.”

“Wait, isn’t he supposed to be a lot shorter than that?”

[sooghostwriter]

Bodyguard

Pairings: Do Kyung Soo x OC

Genre: Mature,  Romance, Angst (But not love angst), fluff and Smut. 

Warnings: Main character under trauma.

Summary: Ae Ra is a singer who has been receiving threatening messages and letters for a while now, but she didn’t give them importance. Until one day the sender decides to act and kidnaps her. It’s then when her agency decides that she needs protection, so they hired two bodyguards for her. Mister Do and Mister Park.

Last Chapter

Chapter 10

Kyung Soo packed clothes for two days in his favorite backpack. He was excited, moving quickly around the house. Feeling a bit of adrenaline. He wasn’t sure why. This wasn’t the first time he spent the night at Ae Ra’s. It wasn’t the first time they were alone. But it was the last night they worked together, and there was a different feeling about it. He was happy there weren’t going to be living in sin anymore. He hated the fact that he wasn’t going to see her as often now. That was going to be a hardship. He missed her every time he went back home.

He arrived at his shift at 8 o’clock. Chanyeol had already left. He was glad because he could scoop Ae Ra off the floor and kissed her hungrily.

After a heavy make-out session at the door, Ae Ra invited Kyung Soo to her studio “I need to finish some details in a couple of songs and I want to end it quickly so we can have fun, you mind?” “Of course not, you sure you want me there?” She grabbed his hand and walked him downstairs into her cozy studio “Sure! I want you to see how cool I look” “You are already very cool in my eyes” “Only cool?” They stopped at the door of her studio, the dim lights of the room giving her skin a warm color, so tempting. He hugged her waist and pinned her against the door peppering soft kisses from her chin to her jaw. He caught her lips into a chaste kiss but she tugged him looking for something more. He granted her unspoken wish, kissing her tenderly, slowly, tasting her lips, riveted by her warmth and softness. He reached a hand up towards Ae Ra’s face to stroke her cheek, brushing soft touches across her skin. All his movements were slow and soft. It just fit the moment. They were alone, they were in no rush, and he just wanted to be with her. In the moment. Just take his time. He moved apart just to take her in for a second. Her blushed and stunned face, staring at him with a devotion that almost made him feel uncomfortable. Almost. It also made him felt incredibly confident and full of himself. He leaned in, nuzzling her cheek “You’re cool, beautiful, sexy, irresistible, adorable, sweet” “Stop” She said between giggles. He leaned down to peck her mouth, but kept the kiss simple, she needed to work. He leaned down again to kiss her one more time before he pulled himself upright, offering her his hand.   She spent about an hour recording some parts for her songs and then doing something at them on her computer. He tried to understand what she was doing, but it was beyond his comprehension.

The weather was very nice, so they ate lunch outside. She wanted to order food, so he didn’t have to work, but he insisted on cooking for her. It was his way of honor his last day at work. They sat close, leaning into each other unable to stay apart for too long. He told her about his plan for the next two weeks “We got two weeks of vacation, but not really, on the second week we have a training camp for 5 days…after that, I start at my new job” “Where?” “I will be working for a politician, he is a senator, from 8 am to 6pm” She was happy that he was going to work office hours. Of course, she only liked him having 24 hours shift when it was for her “So next week you don’t have to work?” He shook his head “So we can meet?” “Sure, your house or mine?” “Both” He looked at her amused and asked her why both “Well, I’m sensing that for now, all our dates are going to be at my place or yours, so we should come here one time, then yours and like that so we don’t get bored” How could they get bored? He thought. Considering their personalities, there were no chances of getting bored.

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God bless Kim Jongin. He was great. Diligent, respectful, proactive and funny. She couldn’t even see the reporters harassing her when she left her agency thanks to him. But she missed Kyung Soo and Chanyeol so bad. Especially Kyung Soo. She understood why people who worked together started dating. It was just so nice and reassuring to have the person you love there, so you could look at them whenever you wanted, steal a caress, or just kiss whenever you were craving it. But now she was craving Kyung Soo and he was at work and she was in her agency, working nonstop. Of course she was being ungrateful and spoiled. Kyung Soo wasn’t there anymore because everything was alright now. But she was only thinking this. She still liked Jongin “Miss Ji, your car is ready so we can go” This was the third time she heard that only on that day. Gym, agency, dance studio. She had a late training meeting with Yixing. It was 7 pm. They would be ready by 10 with some luck. It was common for Yixing to make her stay for one more hour, and she always said yes. But that was the old, single Ae Ra. The new and taken Ae Ra wasn’t going to call and cancel her plans…for the fourth time.   So when Yixing told her that she needed to polish some moves, she acted as if she didn’t listen to him.

When she arrived at her house, Kyung Soo was in the kitchen heating their food. He received her with a bright smile and like that her muscles stopped hurting “You haven’t eaten yet?” “No, I was waiting for you” She walked to him and hugged him kissing his shoulder “I’m so sorry, for arriving late and for canceling our previous three dates” Kyung Soo turned around and grabbed her face “I told you not to apologize, I’m ok, go and sit down this is almost ready” He gave her a quick kiss and she obeyed. They sat next to each other, as always. Kyung soo had his left hand on her thigh the entire time, just because he liked to touch her, he said. He asked her about her day and listened carefully to what she said. He actually cared. She did the same and was glad that hear that he was enjoying his new job. They finished their food and Kyung Soo insisted on taking care of the dishes “Go to bed, I’ll be there in a minute” She liked the idea but she wanted to go to bed with him “I will wait for you, let me help you” “No, you spend the entire day working, sit down and watch me do it then” “You didn’t work the entire day?” He shook his head, pouring hot water in the sink “Not really, he had a public appearance in the morning and then Chanyeol and I had to stay on hold for the rest of the afternoon” He went silent, focusing on his duty, scrubbing, scrubbing. It was amazing how wonderful domesticity felt. There was some music playing in the background and Kyung Soo was humming along, his voice deep and harmonious. It was dark outside, but the fairy lights spread around the garden illuminated the place enough, the kitchen was warm, still impregnated with the delicious smells of Kyung Soo’s cuisine, it was late but tomorrow was Sunday and none of them had to work. The happiness she felt at that moment form ribbons of excitement and nervousness in the pits of her stomach. She ached to touch him. To share this happiness, she was feeling with him. Tell him, show it to him. Show him how much she had missed him. She did count the days she spent without seeing him. Four days felt like so much more. She spoke to him every day, at least twice a day. But it was his presence what she missed the most. Hug him, kiss him, hold his hand, touch his face, tickle his ear and get that childlike smile, caress his shaved head, sit on his lap and just stay there doing all the above. She missed him, and she knew that with time she would be able to control it, to tone it down maybe, but it was too recent. It was still a bit hard. She stood up and walked to him, hugging him from behind, hiding her face between his shoulder blades, breathing in his sent. He kept washing the dishes, but she felt him giggle “I miss you” She whispered against his back “You miss me?” “It has been a while” He drew in a sharp breath “What do you …oh right, yes, it has been a while” Ae Ra felt like they were talking about the same thing but not the same thing at the same time. She was talking about touching him, but apparently, he was talking about sex. Either way worked for her. Kyung Soo dropped the spoon he was rinsing and turned off the water. She kissed the back of his neck and kept her lips attached to his skin. She felt him shiver slightly, keeping his hands on the edge of the sink. She piled up all her boldness and reached over, palming Kyung Soo over the soft fabric of his joggers. He growled, and bucked against her hand before turning around and smash their mouths together. Ae Ra felt herself being pushed back as Kyung Soo was kissing her hungrily. He stopped moving when her back hit the edge of the kitchen counter. Her lips trailed down from his mouth to his chin as her hand began pulling down her pants. She felt his hot breath on her ear as she was able to drop down his black pants. Ae Ra slipped her right hand inside his underwear, catching his growing erection between her fingers. Kyung Soo threw his head back as she kissed her way back to his lips. She loved how he had her pinned against the counter, but she was in complete control. Kyung Soo moaned his pleasure, his voice hoarse and husky as she teased the head of his erection “Ae Ra” He called out, so she opened her eyes to see him lean in to kiss her “I missed you so much Ae Ra” He said, kissing her and flicking his tongue over her lips, as he trailed his fingers down her spine. A sudden thought made her giggle suddenly. Kyung Soo moved apart as if burned by her lips, and with wide eyes asked her what was so funny “It’s just…this thought came in, and I’m so stupid and horny…I just don’t know what to do, I can’t decide what I want to do now, I really want to suck you off but on the other side I also want you to…” She didn’t get to finish her sentence. He cut her off with a smacking kiss and pulled her on top of the kitchen counter “I want to hear you moan” He whispered against her lips “Make me” She answered, pecking his bottom lip “You are so sexy” She pushed her hips forward in an attempt to gain some warm friction. His words of approval always did so much for her, for her libido.   He pushed himself away from her and with talent, he unbuttoned her jeans and pulled them off in a couple of seconds. He came back to her and wasted no time in dipping his hand between her legs, running his middle finger up the length of her slit. His finger felt so cool against her heat, making her whimper “You are ready uh?” He gave her a knowing look and licked his lips “Stop it” She retorted, blushing, only to knock her head into the wall as he unceremoniously shoved two fingers inside of her. He rained opened mouth kisses along her jaw and began moving his fingers slowly. She rolled her hips against his hand, already moaning, her words a mixture between soft curses and his name “You are tight” He commented against her hear, growling quietly. She could only grunt as he scissored his fingers, loosening her up “You really missed me” She could hear his cocky smile, so she moved her hands down his back and pinched his butt. Kyung Soo let go out of her, jolting in surprise, taking a step back. She winked at him playfully, she knew he liked that but before she could play him some more, he pulled off his shirt and boxers. She wet her lips at the sight. Kyung Soo gave himself a few slow pumps and came back to her “Close the curtains, I can’t believe you stopped working as my bodyguard some weeks ago and already forgot the basics” He smiled brightly and walked away quickly, closing the thick curtains “You know that no one is stalking you anymore right?” “I know, but fear is never rational”  He gave himself some pumps, making her wish she was his hand and came back “Fine now? Let’s not waste more time” She giggled and tugged him by the shoulders with one hand, the other sneaking its way up to his neck, as if to keep him there, kissing him, slipping her tongue over his bottom lip. Kyung Soo opened his mouth and grabbed her waist tightly, and she felt burning hot. They began kissing with no pace or rhythm, but also with no hurry. Ae Ra felt like she was melting, his open-mouthed kisses were making her lose the tiny bit of control she had, the cool she was keeping. His hands kept sliding up her arms, over her shoulders and then down her chest, fondling her breast. His breathing echoed Ae Ra’s rapid, raspy one. Whenever she bit on his lips, his fingers around her waist tightened. He moved his hands around her to slip them under her underwear, resting them on her ass.  “Lift so I can take them off” She raised herself on her hands, and Kyung Soo pulled them down quickly, knowing that she didn’t have too much strength, especially in her arms. There was this vulnerability blossoming inside her, that appeared whenever Kyung Soo had her like this, naked and pinned against his own nakedness. But it went away in a puff as she met his eyes, big, warm and dark but familiar. She relished the feeling of his hands traveling up and down her sides, drawing a map with her moans as a guideline “I need to go get a condom, I can’t wait anymore” 

“Hurry up then” She said, breathless from his presence.  He peeled himself off of her and made a bee-line for the living room. She suck in the image of his wide shoulders and perky butt, moving comfortably around her house. She heard him rustle, probably digging for them on his overnight bag. She took a look at herself, naked on top of the kitchen counter, legs spread, chest already exhibiting red bite marks, covered in a soft sheen of sweat. She got turned on by her own state. She wished she had a full length mirror in front of her. 

She really surprised herself with some of her thoughts. He came back and found her in the kitchen, leaning back, resting on her hands, flushed, sexy and relaxed, looking at her body. When she noticed him, she looked flustered, a bit of embarrassment on her eyes “What happened? What were you thinking” She avoided his eyes, smiling at herself “Nothing, just…I really like how I look now” “I like it too, you look gorgeous” She saw the lust in those dark eyes traveling slowly up her body. He licked his lips unconsciously, playing with the condom in his hands. He walked over to her, carving her image on his mind for those nights when Ae Ra would be on tour. Now though, she was there. Her warmth against him, their lips meeting for another kiss. She captured him with her legs and arms. They both wanted this so much. And as much as they enjoyed touching and teasing each other, they couldn’t wait anymore for something a bit more… closer. Ae Ra reached for his erection, pumping him, a heated gasp leaving his lips. Her voice sounded low and desperate “Do it, put it on” She ordered him and Kyung Soo was fast to follow her orders. Meanwhile he opened the tin foil, she kept moving her hand up and down, enjoying the solid weight on her palm, feeling confident and powerful by making Kyung Soo’s cock stiffen and by making him moan. When he was all covered, he sucked onto his index and middle finger, and then place them between her legs, caressing her clit and sinking them slowly, just like before. She closed her eyes in pleasure, moaning against his lips “Oh fuck” She groaned. Ae Ra relaxed with his touch and guided him closer to her, just where she wanted him. Where she needed him. Kyung Soo heard her drawn-out moan that was giving him goosebumps down his spine in the best way. He looked up and found her looking at him, eyes wild, already a bit messy, hair mussed and lips red and parted. Her image was already imprinted on his brain. Her head fell back when he rolled his hips. A loud moan coming from her chest. His mind went blank when he felt her tighten around him. It felt so damn good that for a second he thought he was going to embarrass himself there, ending this too quickly. Ae Ra bit her lip watching him. So focused and dedicated all of the sudden, he looked so sexy. Sweaty, eyes closed in concentration, or pleasure, either of them was good. She had to voice out her thoughts. She knew Kyung Soo wasn’t as needy as she was when it came to compliments, and he could get shy, but she needed to tell him “You look so incredibly sexy” Her voice was low and dark, a little husky. He caught that first, and then what she was saying. Nonsense. But nevertheless, it felt great to hear it. So he pushed in harder. Her eyes rolled back, a strangled cry of pure lust. He was finally able to set up a rhythm. They shared moans and sighs. She wanted to look at him, into his eyes, study his expressions, but it was a hard task. Kyung Soo rearranged his position, bending his legs further so he could reach deeper. Her nails dug into his skin, leaving long scratches down his arms and back. Ae Ra couldn’t hold herself anymore, so she slid back onto the table, knees bent and feet on the edge of the table. His thrust grew sloppier and faster. He changed the angle, rubbing her perfectly, his hands holding her waist tightly, bringing her body to meet his thrust halfway. The cold surface of the counter stuck to her back, and this position made her feel observed by Kyung Soo. Sure, she couldn’t hug him as she liked, but she knew he was watching her blushed face, her damp chest, her breast bouncing with each trust and he had an almost panoramic view of both of them, connected “Touch yourself” He ordered her. She looked surprised, he was surprised too by his own words. She lifted her right hand to his face “Suck my fingers then” Kyung Soo remembered how he saw her soul left her body when he sucked on her thumb the last time they slept together. Kyung Soo put her index and middle finger inside his mouth and worked his tongue around them. Ae Ra’s hips rocked against his harder and without wanting it, he bit her fingers. He was going to apologize, but she didn’t look bothered or in pain. He released them and Ae Ra brought them to her center, drawing circles feverishly. She was close, and she wanted to reach her release. Pure bliss burst inside her and spread over her body as she came. It was maddening how amazing it felt, knocking her out from reality. She could only hear her bloodstream and Kyung Soo’s raged breathing. He came a bit later, her name coming from his mouth followed by a soft moan. Such a beautiful sound. He thrust a couple of times inside her, and then landed on top of her, panting, resting his head between her breast. She felt his full weight on top of her, he was unable to stand up anymore. Kyung Soo didn’t like sweating, but this was a glorious exception. Ae Ra caught him between her legs and started caressing his head absentmindedly “I missed you too” He said against her skin. She laughed, warmly and comforting, scratching his head, making him want to purr. He tried to move, but Ae Ra stopped him. His legs were tired, but he could stay a little while there if she wanted.  Just a little bit though. He kissed her chest, distracting her so he could slide out, and she sighed, quietly lamenting the loss. She sat up as Kyung Soo straightened, not letting go of him completely. She couldn’t. He smiled at her, his apple cheeks asking for a peck, his cute nose calling her. She kissed him tenderly and felt him shiver in her arms “Are you cold?” She asked him “No, no…it feels good” There were moments like this when Ae Ra felt so sure about this. As sure as the sky was blue. Sure that everything she felt, Kyung Soo felt it too. The nervousness, the insecurities, the love, the passion, the complete delight of being touch. Everything was reciprocal. If she kept thinking about this she was going to start crying “I can’t believe you did me like that on top of the kitchen counter and now you are being cute like this” She commented, changing her line of thoughts “We really did that uh?” he looked around, taking in their surroundings “I always get what I want from you Kyung Soo” She joked and he shrugged, he knew it was like that, he loved that it was like that “Should I help you get down” She nodded and hugged him as he lifted her from the counter. Her legs felt a bit weak, but nothing terrible, and as Kyung Soo picked their clothing from the floor, she checked her chest and arms for any mark “Kyung Soo, from now on you have to be careful, you can’t leave marks everywhere” “Where can I, then?” He handed her clothes and check her out from head to toe “Any place that’s covered with clothes” She was about to put on her underwear, but Kyung Soo stopped her by graving her by the waist and turned her around. She couldn’t see what he did, only noticed how he went down on his knees and then felt his lips and teeth on her left cheek and the little sting of pain as he worked on his love bite “Kyung Soo!” He stood up and caressed his most recent work hugging her from the back “You said a place that’s covered by clothes, what better place than this one uh?” He gave her two short slaps and a quick kiss on the shoulder.  How could he be like this? “My butt? Really? that’s the best place?” She commented between giggles, putting on her underwear and t-shirt “Stop complaining, you loved it, let’s go to bed, is late and you worked all day, can you walk?” She was going to make fun of him for being so full of himself and ask that, but there were better ways to deal with this “No, no, I can’t walk, take me there” She reached for him and Kyung Soo lifted her “You are a bit heavier” Before she could make a big deal about it, he clarified “I’m telling you this in the best way possible, the first time a carry you like this I was shocked by how light you were, now you actually weight something” He walked out of the kitchen, across the living room swaying her softly, his voice low and soft “You are eating better, working out…” “I even developed some muscles here, did you noticed” She commented excitedly, pointing under her ribcage “I did notice, you look amazing” She kissed his cheek and Kyung Soo pulled her up, closer to his head so he could kiss her too “Now don’t kiss me, I can’t get distracted doing this” He commented taking the first step of the stair. As soon as they reached the last step, Ae Ra kissed him again.

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Kyung Soo arrived at her house around six. He finished his shift and Chanyeol drove him to Ae Ra’s house “So anniversary dinner uh?, Did you bring a ring or something?” “No, we said no gifts” Chanyeol threw his head back dramatically “I didn’t mean it like that, I meant wedding ring” Kyung Soo looked at him in horror, eyes round as balls, mouth half-open “Wedding?! We are celebrating 5 months together you idiot, is too soon” “I was just messing with you, also, I don’t think it would be good for Ae Ra to get married now, I don’t think it would be good for her to date someone now” They both looked at each other at the same time. Chanyeol was scared, Kyung Soo looked incredibly sad “No, sorry, that’s not what I meant” Kyung Soo lifted his hand silencing Chanyeol. Ae Ra had been so busy thinking about how she could hurt him, how she could bring trouble to him by dating that none of them stopped to think about how bad it could be for her. Of course, no one would like seeing her date someone “Kyung Soo, stop thinking whatever you are thinking now” “She is going to get hate right? This is going to affect her popularity” Chanyeol moved on his seat desperate to stop him from going down that path. Kyung Soo couldn’t move from his seat, his eyes fixed on Ae Ra’s gate. He had the keys of it on his back pocket and the code of the door in his brain. They had plans to celebrate that night. What if there was a journalist waiting outside hidden in a car waiting for a scandal “Chanyeol, let’s go, take me to my house” “Kyung Soo…” “Let’s go” Chanyeol tried to convince him to stay, but he ignored him.

The day had started amazingly. She slept over at Kyung Soo’s house and the first thing she got was a happy anniversary kiss from him. They had a nice breakfast and then he left for work. After that, she had to go to her agency for some meetings and have lunch with her boss. She had a fan meeting, and that’s when things started to get weird. It started raining and some of her fans got wet. Then Jongin broke her cellphone by dropping it from his hands into a water font. And then they called her from her agency that she had to take some pictures for a magazine and record an interview for a Tv Channel. It was obvious that she wasn’t going to make it home on time. And there she started to panic. She had no cellphone to call Kyung Soo “Call him from Jong In’s cellphone” Mister Min told her “He left a while ago” “Call him from my cellphone” “It’s 2019, no one memorize numbers anymore, and I don’t have it with me” Mister Min tried to think on something else to advice, but he couldn’t “Call your home then? He must be there” “You must know, better than anybody that I don’t have a landline” “Ok, so you can’t get in touch with your boyfriend because you are a millennial” She stuck her tongue at him and sank on her seat, sad and frustrated. She was done with work by midnight. Mister Min drove her home and started driving faster when Ae Ra broke into tears “I can’t believe I stood him on our anniversary, and couldn’t tell him, what if he is worried about me? What if he waited for me all this time?” Mister Min didn’t know what to say, so he remained silent and kept driving.

She opened the front door and her house was silent and the lights were off. She went upstairs and Kyung Soo wasn’t there. Without really thinking about it, she grabbed her bag and went outside, Mister Min was still there “Take me to Kyung Soo’s house!” She ordered him, jumping in the back seat. Mister Min drove fast again. Ae Ra entered the code three times before she got it right. Her memory always misbehaved when under pressure. Kyung Soo’s house was silent. But she knew he was there. She left her bag in the living room and went to his room. He was already sleeping, covered to his nose, cold. She took off her street clothes and put on one of his t-shirt. She got in his bed and did her best to cuddle him without waking him up. She was confused about why he was at his house and not hers. She wanted to know if he was too worried. She wanted to celebrate their anniversary. But they could talk about that tomorrow morning.

The alarm woke up Kyung Soo at 7 am. He forgot to turn it down last night. He arrived at his flat, dropped all the food at the kitchen counter and went straight to the bathroom. He took a long shower and then went to bed. He hadn’t felt like this in so long.  Maybe since his high school girlfriend broke up with him out of nowhere. His chest hurt, his head felt swollen, and his hands were cold. He just wanted to go to bed, sleep, rest. He wasn’t going to take any rash decision, but for now, he couldn’t find the strength to talk to Ae Ra. He texted her his apologies for not been there that night, turned off the lights and then went to sleep. He woke up with the same feeling on his head, his chest a bit lighter, but his hands were warmer now. He opened his eyes slowly, he noticed that his head was covered by the duvet. There was a fragrant and familiar smell lingering under his covers. And a very comforting warmth on his hands. He searched for his hands in the darkness and saw those two small hands holding onto him “Ae Ra” He whispered, surprised “You are up?” He heard her answer, picking under the covers. He move up in the bed and was amazed by really find her there looking at him, still sleepy but smiling “I’m sorry I stood you up last night Kyung Soo” “What do you?...Stood up…I, I didn’t went to your house” She looked at him clueless “I send you a text” He tried to clarified without having to actually tell her what happened “I’m phoneless, Jongin broke it” Kyung Soo closed his eyes in mild frustration, he forgot to warn her “Yes, he tends to do that, don’t put anything on his hands” “Understood…why you didn’t go to my house? Are you sick?” Kyung Soo took a deep breath and pulled his hands away from Ae Ra’s warmth. She followed his movements and sat next to him. He could see her worry on her face “Kyung Soo, what’s going on?” His throat clenched suddenly. He really didn’t know what was going on. Chanyeol comment showed him a truth he never pondered before. Out of blindness or selfishness, he wasn’t sure. It just flew past his head. More than hurt him, this relationship could hurt Ae Ra and everything that meant something to her “I…I came to realize something…I was so blind, so inconsiderate before, only now I can see what could happen to you” Ae Ra moved on top of the bed, and kneeled in front of him, her hands on her knees, still clueless “What are you talking about Kyung Soo? This is scaring me” “As your fan, I can’t believe I never thought about it…you can’t date, dating someone, anyone could affect your image” “Image?!” “Yes, it’s always like that, How many times has your agency released a statement saying that you aren’t dating? only because the repudiation comments have flooded your social media, everybody gets furious until they deny it” “I can’t deny that Kyung Soo, but where are you going with this?” He remained silent, he couldn’t find the strength to say what he was thinking. He always wanted to put her first, but right now, putting her first could bring them both sorrow and regret “Kyung Soo, you want to break up with me?” Her voice broke at the last syllable and that made him break. He didn’t like crying. He hated crying. But also, it was hard for him to cry. He rarely cries “Kyung Soo, no, love, don’t cry” She grabbed his head tenderly, moving his hands away but Kyung Soo didn’t want to show her his face, so he hid in her hands, unable to control the need to be close to her, to be comforted by her “Kyung Soo” She called his name again, her voice a bit higher, worried. She didn’t insist, but arranged his body between her arms, caressing his back and kissing his head. he calmed down after some minutes. He felt stupid and scared, but Ae Ra looked even more scared. She called his name again, and this time he had the strength to move away from her warm chest. She grabbed his face softly, cleaning under his eyes. His body shivered involuntarily, as it always did when she was overly tender with him “What is going through that beautiful head Kyung Soo, tell me” “I’m terrified of troubling you with this feeling, with what I want to have with you” “How could you trouble me?” “If people find out that you have a boyfriend, they are going to lose it” “Yes, and they are going to attack you” “No, you are going to get the hate, is always like that!” There was a hint of laughter in her voice when she answered him “Kyung Soo, I get hate because they always relate me with some famous actor or idol, and their fans go nuts and start sending hate” “Your fans too Ae Ra” “Yes, but nothing terrible, and if I cared, I would have talked to them, they are civilized humans Kyung Soo” “I’m terrified of hurting you in any way” “Then you should know that you breaking up with me would destroy me” He chuckled, not sure why he could understand her though “The solution would be terrible for both” “Kyung Soo, your feelings towards me, your touch and gestures, your love would never be troublesome for me, ok?” He didn’t answer, he wasn’t fully convinced yet “Kyung Soo, this is insane, who put those ideas in your head?” “Chanyeol” “Of course is Chanyeol’s fault…look, of course when people find out about us there is going to be a reaction, reject and acceptance, and honestly, I couldn’t care less, why would I? how they reactions could do anything for us, we love each other, we found each other, you helped me when I needed it, I trust you and I treasure you with all I have, not a million hate comments would make me leave you…what about you? Would you be able to let that pass? Even if you have a strong mindset, a hurtful comment at the wrong time can really destroy you…Can you let that go?” “I can, I will” The bright smile that his short answer brought to her face made him regret all he said before, how could he take away that smile “We will pass through it when it comes ok? Pinky promise” She lifted her finger and waited for his. He gave it a little thought, just to mess with her a little bit, and then linked his finger with hers “Promised” He said, taking this child custom very seriously “And we went through so much, we got shot once!… some hate is not going to defeat us” He could only nod, a bit embarrassed “And don’t listen to Chanyeol” He nodded enthusiastically “Are we ok now Kyung Soo?” “Water under the bridge” “Are you sure?” She asked, grabbing his face and looking straight to his eyes “Yes, we are not breaking up, we stay together, stronger than ever” She giggled and gave him a peck on the lips. The brush of lips evolved, and in the beginning, he was just following her movements, answering automatically, still a bit shaken by what just happened. But then his lips started asking for more, so he carefully caught her lower lip between his teeth. She responded to his move with a low moan and that always fueled him. He was going to change positions with her, pinn her against the mattress so he could apologize somehow. But a sound stopped him. He rested his forehead against hers, as Ae Ra giggled “Was that your stomach?” He asked, already knowing the answer “Last night you promised me food, so I had a light lunch, and then you weren’t there and I didn’t get to eat anything” He kissed her pout, feeling remorseful “Let’s get up, I’m going to make you breakfast” “I like that…happy anniversary Kyung Soo” “Happy anniversary, I love…so much” “Me too” She kissed him again, but he cut it short so he could feed her something.

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She had to go to her producer’s studio to finish the details of her new record. She liked to call this process polishing since the 10 songs were pretty much ready. He would only make them better. Add some harmonies here and there, fix tempos, etc. It was 6 pm and they weren’t done yet, but she had things to do “You are leaving? You are leaving in the middle of work? We are not finishing this because you are leaving? Are you ok? It is really you?” She rolled her eyes at him “You never do this, once I had you here until 7 am, my wife borrowed you a pajama, and now you are leaving?...hey, did you get a boyfriend or girlfriend?” “The first one” “Really, who is it? It’s another idol? Who? Don’t date them, they all suck” “You were an idol” “That’s why I’m telling you” She rolled her eyes again as she quickly packed her things “I don’t know if you noticed it, but all the songs of the record are love song, I changed, I’m not the same from before who would spend nights in a row without sleep, I have a boyfriend now and I will take care of him” He clapped at her, standing up and holding her by the shoulders “Good for you, once you find the right one you need to change some things, and the things you change are always good things, you start taking care of you, you use your time more wisely, you have constant support and a person who will always be by your side without judging you” “So I can leave in peace?” He nodded solemnly “Always, we will finish this tomorrow, what time you told him you will be there?” “7:30” “Well, it’s 7:10 my dear” Ae Ra cursed loudly, looking at her cellphone, it was indeed 7:10, she was running late.

On her way home she texted Kyung Soo telling him she was late. He answer her not to worry, of course. When she arrived, Kyung Soo was at the phone with his boss. He was very serious, a bit mad even. When he hung up, he came to greet her and told her what they were talking about “Our client has a sudden public appearance this weekend in Bussan, I will be leaving tomorrow night, and I will be back Monday Morning, I’m so sorry I have to…” “Don’t mention it, don’t be sorry either, we can have a weekend getaway any other time” Kyung Soo smiled brightly at her and greet her properly this time. They went to bed early since Ae Ra had an early schedule  for a photoshoot “This Monday I have a free morning, I will sleep at your place so I can met you when you arrive” “I like that, thank you” She winked at him and cuddled closer to him “Right now my work load is at its 50%, once I have my comeback it would be 80% and then with the tour it will be 100%...right now I feel like we have been doing alright” “I think we have been doing great” She agreed with him “I have been asking some of my idol friends and I got a lot of secret dating advice, especially from Chen, my agency fellow, he is married and no one knows” Kyung Soo’s surprised face was so clear even in the night “He is married, since when?” “Two years? Amazing right?” He agreed “They gave me the best restaurants to go, how to travel and don’t get caught, a lot of interesting things” “I feel kind of bad that all you guys have to go through this” “Nah, they do it so they can protect what they have, have a bit of privacy, they weren’t really worried about what people could say, almost all of them told me that and it made so much sense to me” “How is that?”   “I already told you that I don’t care what people could say about us, but I do care about keeping you away from any kind of hate, I don’t want peoples noses in our relationship, and everything about me is so public, I want you to be the only thing that is just mine” She put her hand on her chest, gesturing the feeling she was trying to explain “I like that, be selfish, keep me to yourself” “I don’t want girls commenting on how cute you are and how sexy your thighs are” Kyung Soo gave her one of her favorite expression, the surprised eyes, eyebrows high, pout on “My sexy thighs?” “Oh yeah, so sexy, but better is what you can find in the mi…” He covered her mouth giggling “Don’t finish that sentence” She laughed with him and her laugh quieted down as sleep took over.

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The comeback was one week away, so rehearsing was hard now. Yixing had her and her dancers locked at his studio for 6 hours and more. By now the choreography was perfect, but not enough for Yixing “Listen to me Dinosaur, we are all very tired, the choreography is coming out great, yes we need to polish, but not today, we are done for today” “Ae Ra…” “Yixing, I know, you are hardworking, a perfectionist and I love that, that’s why I have been working with you for years, but I’m not going to push myself to the extreme anymore, we are 5 days away from the comeback, we will rehearse again tomorrow, rested and focus” He opened his arms in surrender, allowed everybody to leave, but said nothing more. She didn’t like leave like this, but she understood his position. They would talk about that tomorrow.

She told what happened to Kyung Soo as they were washing the dishes “I’m 100% on your side” She wasn’t surprised by his answer, she knew Kyung Soo wasn’t the biggest fan of Yixing “I just hope he is not disappointed, I’m sure he will understand, but I don’t know, today it was just weird” “Ae Ra, you are not just doing this for us, right? I know that you used to be worse than Yixing, but then all this happened, and your way of working changed so much” “Yes, of course it’s because of us, but mostly for me, I wasn’t happy missing hours of sleep, skipping meals, hurting myself and I feel like I’m talented enough to achieve the same quality, with a little less pain” He agreed with her “Kyung Soo, I’m an ambitious person and l will keep doing my job for as long as my fans want me, but my priorities changed, right now my first priority his us…I always heard my older colleagues or my friends talking about how they have to choose, idol life or love life, public life or private life, and no my love, I’m going to have both!” She ended her statement kissing him on the cheek, gaining a sunshine like smile from him.

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Kyung Soo thought he was used to having an idol girlfriend. He thought it wasn’t a big deal. For him, it was like any other girlfriend. But he wasn’t ready to see her back on stage. He wasn’t ready to see her billboards on the street. He wasn’t ready to see her as soon as he turned on his TV. It was such a strange feeling. Because when he saw her on TV it was her. It was the same eyes he knew, the flirty wink, the same hip movements he knew so well, the same hair. But also it was makeup, sexy clothing, a new hairstyle every time. There was something new every time, and there was his everyday Ae Ra, together at the same time. He loved it. The only thing he hated was that her comeback single was the song she wrote about their first kiss. And it was too provocative and literal for his own good. Of course, he was a bit proud of himself for inspiring such flattering song but he still blushed profusely the first time she showed it to him. If before meeting her he was a normal fan, now he was a hardcore fan. He bought every magazine with her inside, every product she endorsed and created an Instagram account to follow her and like her things. And in every video she posted on YouTube, every picture she posted he left a comment. Some compliment followed by three hearts and a kissy face. Ae Ra never answered them or pressed like “Because fans are on to that, they don’t miss a thing!”  But she always sends her a text saying “I saw your comment” followed by three hearts and a kissy face. It was their inner joke, their secret.

She didn’t lie when she said that concerts would take 100% of her time. By now they were pretty much living together. They only spend 8 hours a day together, sleeping. She left early in the morning and arrived late at night. He missed her. So much. But it was unfair from him to say that he missed her because she was calling him all the time, texting him all the time and sending him pictures all the time. He did his best to answer, he wasn’t very good answering text, Chanyeol always complained about it, but he knew that she liked that. Watching her get ready for the first date of her concert was in equal parts stressing, amazing, empowering and stressing again. But she took everything like a champion. She arrived home ready to sleep, so he did his best to give her comfort every night. Some nights he was shocked at how she still had the energy to have sex with him. The night before the concert it was different. She had her ritual. And of course, it didn’t involve sex. The day before the concert she woke up early, went to the concert venue for the last sound check then went to her parents’ house for lunch and then went back to her place. Kyung Soo asked for a day off so he could accompany her. He prepared her the bath and washed her back. Then cooked her a light meal and ate with her in the living room as they watched her old concerts. She went to bed at around 9, and before sleep, she asked him again if he was going to go to her concert. He said yes, for the nth time, getting excited by the idea of seeing her on stage.

Chanyeol and he went to the concert venue as soon as they were done with work. They had backstage pass, Chanyeol bought her light stick and matching t-shirts for him and his friend with Ae Ra’s face on it. Kyung Soo refused to wear it, not for her face, but the idea of having a couple outfit with Chanyeol twist and untwisted his stomach. Baekhyun came at the back entrance to meet them. He was wearing the tour t-shirt, like everybody around “We will get you two a couple of t-shirts too” He walked them to her waiting room where Minseok was giving the last touches to her hair. Inside her room were Mister Min and her harem, with the newest member Jongin. Ae Ra got up from her seat to greet them and Kyung Soo felt the air leaving his lungs. She looked so gorgeous. It made no sense to him. Everything looked prettier than before, her hair, her eyes, her cheeks, her lips. God, her lips. She was wearing a flowy red dress with black boots. A small part of his brain thought that it was too short, but he laughed at the thought. He better get use to it “Do I look pretty?” She asked, twirling and making a cute pose “You look gorgeous Ae Ra” He answered enthusiastically, and Ae Ra felt her cheeks burn. The rest made fun of them, with kiss or barf noises. There were 20 minutes left until the beginning of the show. One by one everybody started leaving her room. Kyung Soo was the last one, but when he was about to open the door, Ae Ra stopped him “Stay with me, I’m so nervous” “You are?!” He was honestly surprised by it. She was laughing 2 minutes ago, messing with Sehun and eating some candies. She looked just like always “I’m scared…stupidly scared, I have been doing this for years, I love doing concerts, but so many things happened, I’m so nervous Kyung Soo, hug me” He did so immediately, but very carefully, not to mess her hair or makeup. Ae Ra rested her chin on his shoulder and took a deep breath “After the concert, could you come here so we can leave together?” “Of course, anything you want, I’m going to pretend that I’m your bodyguard” “Aww, like the old times” They laughed together and Ae Ra moved away from her current position and gave him the softest kiss on the cheek “How are you feeling?” He asked, caressing her waist “Great now, you?” “I’m a bit nervous, this is the first time I’m seeing you live” She made a mocking noise “Fake fan” “Is not my fault! Your tickets are always sold out” “Well, from now on you will never need to buy a concert ticket, aren’t you lucky?” He went serious went he answered but his eyes gleamed with something “Very lucky” He answered, and it hid a meaning deeper than those two words. They stayed like that for a couple of minutes until Mister Min knocked at her door and shouting that there were five minutes left They both hugged each other tightly for a couple of seconds and then let him go “I love you Kyung Soo” She said caressing his cheeks “I love you too” “Hurry up and go to your seat, I got you front seats” She said walking to the door. She turned around and held his stare for a while. He gave her a questioning look and she smiled at him, giving him her signature wink. Kyung Soo felt that warm tingling in his chest.

The first thing he felt when Ae Ra appeared on the stage was regret. He should have work harder to get tickets for her previous concerts. The thought of having missed that majestic entrance for so long made him really angry with himself. Ae Ra opened with her most recent single, covered in red lights, on top of a red platform,  dancing flawlessly and singing live, her voice reaching every single bone of everybody there. Kyung Soo didn’t even notice when the first third of the concert passed and it was time for the ment. Ae Ra had already change into a set of royal blue shorts and a white blouse that made her irradiate light on stage. “She walked over the runway that connected the main stage with a center stage and stood there, receiving all the shouting and cheering from the audience. It was deafening. When she took the microphone to her mouth everybody went silent “I’m back everybody” She started, and the audience when nuts cheering “There were some long months away from the stage, but mostly away from what I love to do the most, make music, but today we let all that behind ok? I don’t want to say this is a new beginning, because I’m not starting anything, but this is a change, a change of mind, a change on the way I live and a change in the way I present myself to the world, I feel stronger than before, braver, also more respectful to myself and more caring with myself” People remained silent, listening with respect “I also wanted to take this time to thank you all for waiting patiently and come back to me, I want to thank you all for respect my desire for privacy and for don’t give up on me…I’m not going to apologize for this absence, I needed to be away, it was vital, I needed to put myself first, Thank you for understanding that and for being here today, let’s celebrate our reunion with a lot of singing, dancing and screaming ok?” Kyung Soo had to cover his ears when those 50.000 people answer back “I opened the concert with a song from my new record, my new record that’s very charged by something, did you guys got what that something was?” Apparently everybody new “Yes, is an unapologetically love record” Kyung Soo blushed at the whoos and the whistles “The record was inspired and is dedicated to someone who helped me so much, who is still supporting me, who understands me and loves me for some mysterious reason…now, we are both very jealous regarding what we have, we don’t want strangers middling with our relationship, so I hope you guys can understand that, and then, when we both feel ready to come out and share our relationship you can all accept him and respect him in the way he deserves…that’s was so embarrassing! Enough of this, let’s keep moving! Music!” Ae Ra resumed her show, singing that song that she said was about that weekend in the countryside. Kyung Soo took some minutes to control his heart. He knew that Ae Ra was going to talk about him during the concert, but he didn’t know what she was going to say. Her entire speech touched him. And it was also inspiring, as a fan, he felt the urge to show her his support. He was ready to buy everything, to go everywhere, to stream all her videos and like everything she posted. But most especially, as her boyfriend, as her partner, he was ready to support her all along. To cook her whenever she needed a good meal, to cuddle her whenever she had a nightmare, to kiss her, hug her and made love to her whenever she needed it. He was ready to give her whatever she needed, to give her patience and love. And he knew he was going to get the same from her. If this was her dream, he was going to be next to her, because it was his dream too.

Ae Ra finished her song and found him in the crowd, finally. They look at each other for a while. She wanted to blow him a kiss but she knew how obsessive her fans were about every single gesture she had. So she settled for a wave and a wink. He answered by winking back at her, followed by a smile and two finger hearts. Screw her fans, she blew him a kiss and then dashed to the center of the stage. She returned to her focused stage persona, knowing that surrounding her it was her family, her friends, co-workers, her agency, her manager, and most importantly Kyung Soo. Her fan, bodyguard, boyfriend and life partner. In that chronological order.

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Note: Thank you so much for all the love that “Bodyguard” got. I can’t thank you enough for the warm comments, the likes and the reblogs.

This is the first time that I write from Kyung Soo’s point of view, I hope I made him justice.

Now with our Duduya gone, I will keep posting stories, he may not be here, but my creativity doesn’t have to do military service.