#hyperfix makes me happy and productive yayyyyy cons: i see something i don’t agree with and get the urge to end my life real fucking bad | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

narugen · 1 month

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i’m just like. so sad LOL me when i want to talk abt my faves to/with someone but they need to have a very specific niche/mindset that matches mine or ill be very upset bc im a cunt and i can’t be open minded but im also possessive so seeing anybody else talk my faves causes me to eat bricks

#egg boils #also i’m possessive over my faves so that’s like double fucking whammy.????#me when someone tries to talk abt mina/narumi (not as a ship i mean as characters) and they have a diff opinion from me and i have to be S #So Fucking Normal. it’s why i’ve stopped interacting with posts abt kn8 in general i just . I can’t .!#holy fuck i’m so mentally ill i haven’t felt this cock and balls in a very long time .#hyperfix makes me happy and productive yayyyyy cons: i see something i don’t agree with and get the urge to end my life real fucking bad #i don’t think i’m suicidal over an animanga btw it’s bc i’m very lost in life rn and the hyper fixation has stopped helping and started #making it worse ! Yayyyyyy i need to #big sigh #i don’t even think a job could fix me. I don’t know i feel very trapped rn #suicide mention

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