#hxh x female reader

[millenialfanfictionaddiction]

Dating Ging Freeces

Ging Freecss x fem! reader

Warnings: Swearing, mentions of sex/intimacy but nothing actually happens

A/N: Why do I do this? Because I'm me and I have little dignity left

*slams head against wall repeatedly*

Tiffany you dumb bitch why do you have to develop stupid crushes on toxic men

*rests head on wall, take deep breath*

Ok I'm fine now

Being with Ging is annoying to say the least

Honestly you probably wonder daily why you are still with this man 🤨

But love is a crazy thing YN

In all honestly, Ging is probably more the fwb type

He doesn't like to be tied down

As evident by his lack of parenting to Gon 🙃

Gon you sweet angel you deserve so much better 😫

He'd probably be like "It's ok my dad's an amazing hunter :D"

So if you are looking for a "relationship without labels" Ging's the guy for you

When you first met him, you were turned off by his brass attitude and rude behavior

He's might be shy but he's outspoken on alot of things

If you are a ruins hunter like him, he will test your knowledge, constantly feeling the need to on up you 😒

Yep he's one of THOSE guys

But don't let it bother you YN

Don't play into his games because we all know he's just testing you

When he tries to one up you, just say "oh thats nice"

Ging 👉🏻😐😑

There is no real definite moment in your relationship where you become a couple

Honestly you guys just start hanging out together and that's kind of it

Actually you two probably just sort of form of truce and that's it 🤷‍♀️

Intimacy doesn't start right away

And like your relationship, it kind of just happens

Like Ging will just walk up to you one day, kiss you passionately and that's all she wrote 😅

Intimacy does happen often when he's with you

I will give him this, I think he's a pretty passionate guy

He's also romantic but not on purpose

Will take you to some of the most gorgeous places on earth without even thinking about it

Mans enjoys the little things life has to offer and wants to experience them with you

While he might be romantic, he will also just up and leave you 🙄

After a night of passion don't be surprised if you wake up in a bed alone

He will leave you a note on the pillow that says something like

"I'm off. I'll reach out soon. Ging"

You will have to be pretty secure to be in a relationship with Ging

Mans will not contact you for weeks or even MONTHS!

And when he does, it's not much

Just a text or two

BUT they are cute 🥺

"*sends picture of gorgeous landscape* I can't wait to bring you here" or "the only thing that could make this place more beautiful is you"

😫😫😫 mans is romantic

He's also possessive and jealous as HELL

Seriously, you two might not have a defined relationship

But Ging will make it VERY well know that you are his and his alone

Even if some guy is merely talking to you, Ging is in the corner, glaring 😑

He's literally a child YN

Gon and Killua are more mature 🙄

You are a social and sweet person

Many hunters think of you as a literal Angel sent from heaven

And they truly have no clue why you are with Ging 😒

Honestly that's the question that surrounds most of the Zodiac meetings

Oh, btw you and Ging serve on the zodiac council together

And while Ging rarely shows up, you often get hounded about you relationship

Totally get thrown under the bus with that one YN

"Alright before we start does anyone have any issues to being up?"- Miss Cheadle asks

"Yeah I have a question, YN when are you going to realize how shitty Ging is and dump his dumbass?"- Kanzai asks

You 👉🏻😐🙄

"Seriously YN you are gorgeous and perfect and Ging, well Ging is Ging!"- Pyon asks

"Everyone please! This isn't a quarrem about YN and Ging's love life"- Cheadle adds

"Thank you"- you

"Even if we are all confused as to why someone like YN would date Ging, we should be respectful"- Cheadle

You 👉🏻😐 thank you

"I mean, the man is a literal child abandoning jerk who rarely shows up to meetings but it's not about that! I'm sure Ging and YN make a great couple"- Cheadle

You 👉🏻😐 yep

"And I'm sure whatever weird connection they have makes them both happy even if Ging tends to ruin everything"- Cheadle

You 👉🏻 ight imma head out ✌🏻

I told you, you gotta be tough to be in a ship with Ging YN

And when Ging does show up to meetings, you can bet there is ONE person who will irritate him to no end

"I'm so sorry to keep everyone waiting, where is Miss YN?"- Pariston says smirking at Ging

Ging will probably growl at the mere mention of your name from Pariston's lips

You come in the conference room and take you seat next to Ging

"I'm sorry, Beans needed my help with something"- you say smiling and sitting down

"Miss YN you are always so kind and giving! I would live to have someone like you working at my agency"- Pariston smirks

Ging will seriously be growling so loud at this point

YN do something 😫

"Pariston, thank you but I'm very happy where I am"- you say calmly

Ging grabs your hand under the table because the feral man needs to chill out

But don't worry, that won't stop Pariston

Oh no no no

Because he's equally as annoying as Ging 🙃

God I'd HATE being a member of the zodiacs with those two on board 🥴

At every turn, Pariston is trying to get under Ging's skin

"Miss YN, can I just say how beautiful you look today?"- rat man

Ging 👉🏻😑😠

You 👉🏻 😐 🙄 thank you Pariston

"Miss YN you should be vice chairman when become chairman. I'd love to work closely with you"- Pariston

"OVER MY DEAD BODY RAT"- Ging yells 🤬

You 👉🏻😐🤦‍♀️ thanks Pariston but I think I'll pass

But the absolute best thing EVER happened during the question and answer session the zodiacs held for the hunters

You know the one where Leorio punched Ging 🤪

Honestly classic 👌🏻

You sat there while the crowd applauded Leorio for his amazing performance

"I told you to go visit him"- you say as Ging gets up from the floor, rolling your eyes

As you stand up to check on Ging, you cross in front of Pariston

Causing the rat to stick his leg out and "accidently" trip you

As you fall, gracefully 💅🏼

My headcanons and I always wished I was graceful so let me live my dreams ☺️

Pariston stands quickly and catches you mid fall, like in one of those romance books

You stare into his eyes, blushing

"My goodness Miss YN, are you-"

Before he can finish, Ging's fist is connecting with Pariston's face and that's all she wrote

"I said, get the HELL away from my girlfriend you rat"- Ging

You 👉🏻👁👄👁 girlfriend?

The zodiacs 👉🏻😱 he finally admitted it

All the Hunters 👉🏻 standing ovation for Ging punching Pariston 👏🏻

It's like the WWE up in here!

After the meeting, you help patch Ging up

"Girlfriend huh??"- You say trying not the smile

Ging rolls his eyes

"Well it's true isn't it?" He scoffs

"Yeah I guess just never thought I'd see the day"- you shrug

"Well I guess I just need to introduce you to Gon then"- Ging says

"Oh I already met him"- you waving your hand

Ging 👉🏻😃 whet-

"Yeah Kite introduced us. He's a really sweet boy Ging, not sure where he got that from"- you chuckle

"Hey I'm sweet! I defended you against Pariston didn't I?!?"- Ging groans

"Like I couldn't have handled him? How do you think I've managed at meetings when you don't show up?"- You

Ging 👉🏻😑 I'm going to kill that asshole!

You roll your eyes knowing Ging is a true man of his word 🥰

[shadowsphere]

Hello! 👋🏼 can I request a Gotoh/Reader smut scenario where he meets reader while out on orders and things get pretty heated 👀? Thank you 🙏🏼

Oh, I forgot to specify I’d prefer that the reader is female (as per the gotoh request, and that nothing too crazy happens, if that’s okay) thank you 😅

🔮Errand Distraction ─ Gotoh

☽ Featuring: Gotoh x Fem! Reader

☽ Request? ✓ I hope I understood by what you meant when you said nothing too crazy happens. If I didn't, I'm so sorry. Also, sorry it takes so long to get to what you really want to see, I just like building background. Where you see the line is where the story actually starts.

☽ Includes: flirting, making out, dom! gotoh, teasing, semi-public make out, semi-large age gap, reader is in her 20s and gotoh is in his 30s, grinding, almost caught, sexual tension, groping, neck kisses, hickeys, i almost put a plot twist at the end because i love forcing people to wake up and realize it was nothing but a dream however i didn't this time

☽ Synopsis: Gotoh only had one job, a job he was used to doing, yet he managed to mess up the easiest job ever by getting distracted.

☽ minors do not interact

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Gotoh had took a monthly survey of what the Zoldyck household needed.

As a butler, it was his job to make sure that the family had everything they desired. So, he started with the oldest family member: Maha Zoldyck. The 98-year-old was the simplest member to please. Gotoh walked swiftly, his destination was the garden where Maha liked to meditate.

When he made it there, he saw the oldest member sitting down with his legs crossed, seemingly unaware of Gotoh's presence. Gotoh knew better though. With a bow, Gotoh acknowledged Maha "Master Maha, I am going on an errand run, would you like to request anything specific?"

Gotoh spoke formally but firmly, hoping that Maha wouldn't make him wait an hour before speaking. Luckily, Maha was feeling pretty merciful and spoke, his voice shaking but firm. Evidence that even though he might be older, his strength was still there.

"Yes. More clothes that fit me." Gotoh nodded in the bow position he still held and stood up straight. Maha's frame was getting smaller and smaller as he got older. He was almost as tall as Killua now and constantly needed new clothes as his body shrunk.

Gotoh then left the garden, his new destination was Silva Zoldyck's room. Gotoh knew he would find Zeno and Silva in that room, both discussing things to do with their lifestyle.

Gotoh didn't waste time. There was nothing that could distract his journey from the garden to Silva's room. That was a quality that the Zoldycks loved about him.

When Gotoh got to the room, he knocked and waited for Silva's deep voice to instruct him. "Enter." Gotoh entered the room to see Silva on his couch and Zeno sitting in front of him. Both of the men stopped their conversation to look at Gotoh who bowed in their presence.

Zeno nodded, pleased with Gotoh's consistent show of respect and Silva smiled, his benevolence and kindness shining through whatever face he tried to put on. "Gotoh, are you here for your survey?" Gotoh stood up straightly "Yes, master Silva."

Zeno thought about his options before nodding. "I want a life's saving of Kirin." Gotoh had no reaction to Zeno's outrageous request, he was used to it by now. Silva, let out a sigh at his father's request. "That's too much." Zeno laughed at how tired Silva seemed for Gotoh. "No beer is too much for us Zoldycks." Silva knew it was impossible to persuade his father to ask for anything else so he moved on.

"Gotoh, I'm fine without anything this time." Gotoh wasn't surprised, it was rare for Silva to request anything from him. Gotoh bowed again and swiftly left the room, he understood that his presence was no longer required.

Three down, six to go.

Gotoh wandered the hallways, looking for Kikyo. She could never be found and would only appear if she wanted to. Today, Gotoh was blessed with the fact that Kikyo was walking in the direction of Silva's room.

Gotoh bowed in front of her and addressed her appropriately, "Mistress Kikyo." Kikyo said nothing, impatiently waiting for Gotoh to continue on with what he wanted before he interrupted her. "I am doing my monthly survey. Is there anything you desire?" Kikyo walked passed Gotoh, and without acknowledging him at all, she spoke. "A new hat."

That interaction usually summed up how Kikyo treated Gotoh on a daily basis. He was used to it by now and moved on with his mission. Again, he was blessed. The next person he was looking for was Illumi, who was also on his way to Silva's room.

Most likely to speak about Killua.

Gotoh bowed "Master Illumi." Illumi stopped walking and stood in front of Gotoh. Unlike Kikyo, Illumi usually noticed Gotoh's presence and waited for him to speak without a care in the world. Gotoh decided to keep it short and simple, understanding that Illumi probably wanted to speak of his little brother.

"Is there anything you require?" "Scissors." A one-clipped word Something that was natural for Illumi. Gotoh straightened up and saw how Illumi bowed his head a little before moving on. Gotoh had noticed how Illumi's hair was even longer than before, understanding the need for scissors.

Gotoh made his way to Milluki's room next. Gotoh knew he had to prepare his brain to deal with the number of requests Milluki would make. The boy was very demanding and selfish, but there was nothing Gotoh could do about it.

Gotoh was at Milluki's door and knocked on it firmly. Milluki was most likely busy playing games and wouldn't hear if Gotoh knocked any other way. From inside, he could hear Milluki yell. "I'm busy! Go away!" Gotoh didn't let that deter him though, he spoke to the door instead. "Master Milluki, I am on my monthly run. Is there anything you need?"

Gotoh waited a few seconds. He couldn't walk away no matter how much he wanted to, he had to wait on the boy to answer. "The butler?! Butler, get me new figurines from Sailor Moon, the manga of One Punch Man, and the new Final Fantasy!" Gotoh's eyebrow twitched in annoyance.

No matter how long Gotoh has been here, Milluki never tried to call him by his name. Gotoh let out a sigh and walked away, making note of what Milluki wanted. Next on the list would be Killua. But the boy was out with his friend Gon.

Gotoh didn't need Killua here to know what he would want. Every month, Gotoh bought Killua chocolate and would leave it up to Illumi to find a way to give Killua his chocolate. So Gotoh moved to the second youngest.

He walked to Alluka's room, he knew what the young girl would want, but still let her have an option. Gotoh knocked softly and then walked in. Alluka was sitting in the middle of her room, surrounded by multiple stuffed animals.

Gotoh cleared his throat and Alluka looked up at him. She stopped playing with her toys and stood up quickly, which caused her to almost fall over. Luckily, she caught herself. "Mistress Alluka, do you need more stuffed animals?" Alluka, when she wasn't around Killua, was silent.

Gotoh had no idea why, but he managed to work his way around it usually. Alluka looked at the ground and nodded. She didn't really care what kind of animal she got, she was always happy with what Gotoh chose. Gotoh left as fast as he had entered and made his way outside to the youngest Zoldyck.

He was making his way to the play area where Kalluto was known for forcing himself to spend time there. However, when Gotoh got there, Kalluto was sliding down with an unamused expression on his face. Kalluto looked up when he heard footsteps and saw Gotoh.

Kalluto instantly knew what Gotoh was there for and spoke before he could do anything. "Kimino." Gotoh nodded his head and walked away. Conversations with Kalluto always ended before they started, which made Gotoh's job much easier. Gotoh made his way to the entrance of the Zoldyck manor, ready to finish his errands.

You were nervous.

You knew why, you kept count of the days until it was time for Gotoh to come to your store and ask for what he usually asked for. You didn't know how long you had this attraction for the way older male, but you couldn't resist him.

It didn't help that the more you saw him and heard him speak in that deep, monotone voice, the more your attraction and want grew. It became so bad that every time a customer walked in, you immediately looked up to see if it was him.

If it wasn't, your day would be ruined. With a store that sold everything someone could ask for, you usually got a lot of customers. Which meant your disappointment would be tripled at the end of the day.

You looked at the clock. You knew what day it was, you memorized what time Gotoh would enter the store. Today was the day you would make your move.

On cue, Gotoh walked in. A whimper almost escaped you. You haven't seen this man in a month and seeing him again affected you more than you expected it to. You cleared your throat though, you needed him to know that you found him attractive.

If he didn't reciprocate, then you would move on. If he did...you didn't know what to do.

Gotoh, following routine, walked up to the counter and started listing off everything you needed. You were focused completely on his lips, seeing how with every word he pronounces, his lips would become slightly pouty.

Gotoh had finished giving you a list of everything he needed you to get. However, you didn't move. Gotoh was staring at you confused but noticed how focused you were on him. This caused his lips to twitch a little, wanting to smirk at your obvious attraction.

Gotoh wasn't oblivious. He knew you wanted him, but Gotoh was a butler. He couldn't give you what you would end up wanting. However, he can't lie and say he doesn't find you attractive.

He's imagined multiple instances of having you in his bed, but it was an impossible wish.

Gotoh cleared his throat to get your attention. You noticed and looked up to make eye contact with Gotoh. Even though his face was stoic, his eyes were twinkling, giving away the fact that he knew what you were doing.

You gulped and started stammering, much to his amusement. "S-S-Sorry. Can you..can you repeat it?" Gotoh nodded but decided to tease you. He wanted to see how you would react to him pointing out your behavior.

"It's really rude to not listen to your customer." Gotoh watched as your face morphed into a panicked expression. This was the first time he's ever caught onto your behavior.

You were horrified.

Gotoh caught onto the fact that you weren't paying attention. Was it really that obvious? No matter how terrified you were right now, you knew this was a one-in-a-lifetime chance to flirt. You took a deep breath, then responded. "I...It's only because you're....you're really attractive."

You grimaced at how awkward you were and Gotoh found amusement in your response. He pushed his glasses up on his face and looked down at you with a tilted head. He stayed silent for so long, causing you to fidget under his gaze.

You knew you shouldn't have flirted. He's probably disgusted with you.

"Gotoh."

You stood there, confused, wondering what he was saying. Was he trying to tell you to go do your job? Gotoh noticed you were confused and sighed. "My name is Gotoh. If you find me attractive, you should know my name." You just stood there, understanding the reasoning but not being able to believe you now know the name of the man you've been pining over.

Gotoh's eyes traveled over the girl's body, taking in the fact that the outfit she was wearing fit the aura she gave off. You bit your lip, noticing how he was looking you up and down. Was he as attracted to you as you were to him?

Gotoh's eyes traveled back up to make eye contact with you and noticed how you were nibbling at your lip. He licked his own in response, the shop suddenly becoming hot and tense. You let out a small sigh. If he didn't reject you, that means you have a chance.

You leaned over the counter in front of Gotoh and stared at him deeply. You were acting confident, even though you knew your body was trembling. "Gotoh...I'll keep that in mind tonight." Gotoh's eyebrows furrowed. Were you insinuating what he thought you were?

"Tonight? Then make sure you aren't too loud, wouldn't want anyone to hear you." Gotoh leaned against the counter as well, leaving you two face to face. Gotoh noticed how you swallowed when he got closer to you. "Since you know my name, don't you think I deserve to know yours?"

The girl in front of him looked away from the intense eye contact. "You don't deserve to know." If the eye contact had continued, she wouldn't have been able to deny him. She needed to continue playing whatever game this was. Gotoh's stare continued silently before he let out a deep, soft chuckle that had your thighs shaking.

"What do I have to do to know your name?

You thought about it. You could ask him to do a lot. But you didn't want to scare him off, so you started simply. "You can kiss me." Gotoh was surprised by how confident you were now compared to earlier. It seemed the longer you spoke, the more your confidence grew. "A kiss huh?"

You nodded in confirmation. Your confidence was short-lived when you felt his hand grabbing your chin gently. He forced you to look at him and pulled you closer slowly by your chin. He tilted his head when you were close enough. All he needed to do was lean forward and your lips would lock.

You weren't breathing. You know you said he needed to kiss you, but you didn't expect him to go at it like this. Gotoh looked into your eyes and saw how needy you were just for a single kiss. A smirk made its way to his face as he tilted your head to the side and placed a soft kiss on your neck.

The whimper you let out was intoxicating.

Gotoh pulled back to see your eyes were closed tightly and your hands were gripping the counter. He was enjoying the effect he had on you so much, but couldn't deny that your facial expression made him want to do more.

"Your name?"

You couldn't believe that he sounded so calm after what he just did. It was like he didn't care that what he did was so intimate. But when you opened your eyes, you saw how hard his stare was.

He could keep his voice steady, but his eyes gave away how affected he was.

The shop felt like it was on fire now.

You opened your mouth and stammered out your name, still stuck on what had just happened. "Y-Y-Y/n." Gotoh opened his mouth to say your name. "Y/n." Your body got goosebumps with how he said your name. You licked your lips and nodded.

Neither one of you spoke then. There was so much you both wanted to do but didn't know if it would be okay to. But finally, the thread of tension broke when Gotoh saw how hard you were breathing and how your thighs were rubbing together.

He wouldn't be much of a gentleman if he left you unsatisfied right?

It all happened so fast to you. One second you were looking at Gotoh and the next he had his hand on the back of your head, pulling you to him so that he could kiss you.

And kiss you he did.

The kiss was passionate and deep, something you were surprised by. You didn't think he would start a kiss off like this. Your hands went to grab onto the suit he had on as you ignored the dull pain of the counter pressing into you.

Gotoh's free hand went down to your breasts and he groped them through your top. You let out a moan, allowing Gotoh's tongue to slip into your mouth and explore the wet cavern. Each time your tongues connected, Gotoh would let out a deep groan.

As the kissing continued, both of you forgetting that you need air to breathe, Gotoh removed his hand from your head and moved it down to grip your ass.

You both pulled away to catch your breaths, and a line of saliva connected your lips. You were breathing heavily but Gotoh didn't want there to be a break right now. He needed more.

He dipped down and connected his lips to your neck, and started placing multiple kisses. Your head leaned back and put your hands on his combed-back hair. You bit your lip to suppress the moans that wanted to come out once he started to suck at your neck.

You couldn't tell him to stop sucking, you wanted the evidence of what was happening to be there forever. "G-Gotoh..." Your words came out breathy, turning Gotoh on more than he thought anything could. He forced his hand up your top, cupping your boob gently.

He also forced his other hand down your pants, cupping your cunt through your panties. He could feel how wet you were and groaned into your neck. Gotoh started rubbing your pussy and teasing your nipple with his rough hands.

You couldn't even think about the fact that you were still in an area where if people walked into the store, they would know what was happening. But neither of you cared right now.

Speaking of someone walking in, the door of the shop opened. But you were so distracted by what Gotoh was doing, that you couldn't hear when the door opened. Lucky for you, Gotoh had a very good sense of awareness and fast reflexes.

He moved away from you before you knew it. When your eyes opened up to whine about him suddenly moving, you noticed a customer walking up to the counter. You cleared your throat and tried to fix yourself as best as possible.

As you gave your best customer service smile and started working even though your body was begging you to go back to what you were doing. Your eyes looked up again to see that Gotoh had left the shop once you started working.

Minutes passed and Gotoh was entering the manor. That's when he realized he completely forgot about the things he was meant to get and returned empty-handed.

He smirked, at least that would give him a reason to return back to the shop this month.

[pillow-anime-talk]

(almost like) mom & dad.

request: ji sweety!! ♡ i loved “wife & huband”! can i request killua, alluka and kalluto being very attached to illumi’s wife? like kill and alluka interrupting their moments alone or kalluto following her everywhere and she is always very sweet and maternal to them?

# tags: headcanon; current marriage relationship & mother figure; romance; big fluff; bit of comedy?; sweet moments; jealousy; sfw

includes: female reader ft. illumi zoldyck & his younger siblings {hxh}

part one {click}

author’s note: omgggg!! i like this even more than the first part!

↘ You had very good contacts with his siblings from the beginning, as I mentioned in the first part; literally from when you introduced yourself for the first time and then moved to the Zoldyck mansion. However, when your and Illumi’s marriage finally did come true, your relationship with his family (and your own too) improved even more.

↘ Your husband’s mother talked to you about all kinds of topics every day, his father used to call you his ‘Daughter’, and his grandfather, Mr. Zeno, would invite you to tea in his office every few days so that you could talk about his and your missions more often. You felt really great between them, like a real member of their big, strong family.

↘ But the best part of this marriage, as it turned out for you, wasn’t taking a new surname, but being adored by Illumi’s younger siblings; the four of them loved you so much. I mean, it might seem that they preferred you to any other member of their family or any of their butlers.

↘ Not gonna lie, but Illumi got fed up with his siblings’ behavior towards you at times, but how could he take them away from you when you got along so wonderfully with them and literally reconciled all siblings by saying that Alluka is an important member of their family and needs as much attention as every other person in this house.

↘ Nevertheless, it was quite annoying for a man when you and he had your little moment like a kiss or something more intimate, and suddenly, literally out of nowhere, the mentioned Alluka appeared with a coloring book, asking you for a minute or two.

↘ You never said ‘No’ to her. Not only because they were her demands, but also because you loved her like your little sister you never had.

↘ She asked you to play, for a new hairstyle, to dress her up in a nice dress, for a walk together... There were many things that you did together as women.

↘ Killua has bothered you a lot too! Of course, you were never angry with him, especially when he asked you to train together or to small talk about Gon, Kurapika and Leorio. You always listened with curiosity to the stories of his three friends and their travels, and then you trained for several long hours, having fun.

↘ He showed you the importance of Nen and the techniques of silent walking, and you trained his temperament so that he would never be guided by emotions, which are often disastrous.

↘ There was also your favorite one – Kalluto.

↘ You literally didn’t love anyone more than him.

↘ Maybe except Illumi, but this headcanon isn’t about him. Lmao.

↘ As time passed, Kalluto was more and more bold and honest with you. A couple of weeks passed, but it was definitely worth waiting for him to finally come up to you, grab your warm hand, and smile at you as beautifully as never before.

↘ Kalluto saw you as a better version of a mother who liked all her children the same, and this is what made him follow you so often, completely ignoring Mrs. Kikyo, his father and other siblings. The woman didn’t hold it against you; in a way, it was even a good and joyful sight for her. She wanted your own children and her first grandchildren more and more!

↘ They definitely couldn’t have had a better sister, daughter and wife than you.

↘ Despite being a killer, I mean, a hell of a good assassin, you didn’t lose your feelings and positive emotions, so you could pass them on to others; you could give them as a teddy bear for Alluka, you could give them as a new sweater for Killua, you could give them as a hug for Kalluto to make him feel some love from the other person, and you could also give them as a new game or standee for Milluki who also adored you (and who I must include here too).

↘ So finally, after many months, you were ready to receive Illumi’s first compliment; it was a compliment you never expected to hear. Or at least not so fast.

↘ “... You will be a amazing mother to our children, Y/N. I don’t know a more gorgeous person than you.” He told you one evening when you, he and all his younger siblings were sitting in the living room, watching TV with Kalluto asleep on your own lap. At the same time, Killua and Alluka fell asleep on both of your shoulders, and Milluki fell asleep on the armchair with a packet of chips that you had bought him earlier.

↘ You smiled broadly at your husband then, and he slightly reciprocated the gesture, gently taking your hand with his much larger one.

[nightqueen1221]

Hiii!! Can I request where the Zoldyck family finds out that Killua has a S/O and so they meet the reader and the reader is like SO STRONG AND PRETTY✨ She's chill and calm but makes Killua laugh and smile like a REAL smile, what are they're thoughts about her?

This is shory, I'm sorry. I also didn't know if you wanted a oneshot or headcannons.

Killua's Dad

-He's interested, only to see if you're powerful. Mostly because he wants Killua to only be with someone to help produce heirs for the Zoldyck family. Dude still really believes Killua is going to be the next head of the Zoldycks.

-He still has good manners with meeting people, even if they have a weak aura. Seeing you for the first time was a bit odd, you appeared to him as someone more lazy, yet your aura says otherwise.

-You basically met his standards right than and there. What made him even more pleased is you were strong physically, not just with nen.

-Somehow with you being so, calm, you made Killua smile and laugh. He never really saw his son this way. Curious, he wanted to find out more of him you could unlock.

-Brings up marriage WAYYYYY to early, maybe first or second time meeting you. Killua gets incredibly flustered at the thought and brushes it off.

-He's happy for his son, and most likely won't intrude in the relationship unless he feels like he absolutely needed to.

-Treats you like his daughter and otherwise don't entirely care.

Killua's Mom

-She would either hate you till the day she dies or adore you. She'll hate you for "not meeting her standards" or love you for "meeting all her standards."

-Killua doesn't have the best relationship with his mom, so how she views you doesn't really effect him. He might have a few words to say if she has a disliking of you.

-She'll praise he son for finding such a lovely dear, if she favors you. Again, this is all about where you fall on her list of favorites.

-Her opinion doesn't really change on you no matter what you do. And like his father, brings up marriage way too early. She'll also bring up kids, when you're kids yourselves.

-She doesn't really talk to you if you're considered bad for her son. She just tells him to break up with you, or kill you. He most definitely doesn't do any of that since he cares about you. This most likely will end with an argument and you two fleeing his house...again.

[ofrolysdogs]

i hate you!

another feitan smut???? yay! this one is kind of an enemies to lovers with a special order of hatefucking, because who doesn't love it when two people who hate each other from infinity and beyond are secretly fucking without anyone's knowledge?

this contains; afab reader, hatefucking (main ingredient), deepthroating, public sex, backshots, violence??, you both almost get caught, spelling errors probably because I don't proofread ngl

words: 2.1k

MINORS DO NOT FUCKING INTERACT

you never liked feitan.

it was clear as a sunny afternoon during summer to the rest of the troupe and you and feitan had a rivalry that leaned into the enemy zone, from the small disagreements to the full blown screaming matches, he considered you annoying while you considered him insufferable.

but what the troupe doesn't know, is that the two of you have the roughest, nastiest, kinkiest, hate sex anyone could ever imagine, this started a few years ago, 5 months into being a spider, after a failed mission, feitan had blamed you for the failure while in return you said he got in your way of trying to kill off an enemy, you both were at the height of ripping each other's heads off until he pinned you on the floor and ravished your cunt from behind as he held your head down on the cold hard floor,, he told you it was to teach you a lesson, while it didn't necessarily work, god did that feel good.

every now and again your head would replay the scene where he would bite at your neck, drawing small amounts of blood, as he penetrated his long, girthy cock deep inside, stimulating your walls and abusing your cervix, while sometimes whispering how much of a nasty slut you are for allowing the man you claim you hate so much to dominate you, he grew great pride in how he practically humiliated you, and he knows how good he fucked you too, because you had the most powerful orgasm of your life, whenever you know you're in complete privacy, you masturbate to the thought, how he made you practically scream his name, how sorry you were for getting so out of line with him and how you'll never argue with him again, I mean yeah it completely bruised your ego, but god, it felt so hot for some reason... it took you a bit to realize you had a humiliation kink.

but anyways, ever since then, every now and again the two of you would go to private places on missions and secretly slut each other out, he'd call you all kinds of sluts, whores, bitches and all, and you loved every last moment, from the slaps on your pussy, to the end where you cum so hard your eyes roll back to the void.

you also enjoyed taking his cock down your throat, he'd call it a type of "cleansing" as he would wash your little potty mouth if he saw you getting a little too mouthy, so, he puts you in your place, like the good girl you are.

well, enough rambling, let's get into the present, shall we?

today's heist was going to be taking place in a monarchy country, the item of choice was going to be one of the rarest, most beautiful gemstones in the world, so beautiful rumor says people cry tears of joy looking at it for the first time because it reminds them of something nostalgic, honesty, you wanted the damn thing for yourself, maybe make it into a necklace or something?

as of late the troupe stayed in a luxurious hotel that's nearby the royal family's estate, from what you seen, the building was heavily guarded, but that's not a problem, 9 times out of ten they most likely aren't even nen users, so killing all of them would be a piece of cake, right now was nighttime so it was essential to get rest...

..................

"it's all your fault, (Y/N), we didn't get the treasure because you weren't fast enough to catch him."

the words that seeped from his mouth made your fists clench, you swiftly punched the wall nearby, though it made no hole, eyes landing on his small frame covered by his all black outfit, glaring daggers at the man who stood beside a large tree, though dark, you could still make out his features.

the mission ended in failure and another group of bandits managed to take the gemstone after a battle between the two, and damn were they strong.

"listen, if you're trying to get me riled up, now is not the time, you god damn midget."

feitan's brows drew forward, you can tell, he was glaring at you now. "watch your mouth, you know better than to speak to me like that."

you felt butterflies in your stomach when he said that, anger was clouding your thought though it still had room for arousal, you knew exactly what he meant when he said that, if the two of you kept this up, it could end in another hate fuck session.

"you were very close to getting him."

"YOU GOT IN MY GOD DAMN WAY!! JUST LIKE LAST TIME!! LEARN TO TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY!"

with quickness, your neck was now tightly held, so much so that you couldn't even breathe even just a little, his eyes, staring angrily into yours forcing you to look at him, almost growing hypnotized by his gaze....

"say another word, bitch."

letting out small whimpers, you could see that now, he showed genuine anger, not the anger clouded by the need to fuck you to oblivion, but the type where he would want to take your head off.

his grasp loosened until he released you completely, you took in the air as if you had just found out about it, you fall to the floor, legs completely giving up on you.

you couldn't even look up at him, you felt him stare down at your weakened form, hearing a small chuckle with it.

"(Y/N)....I would like you much better if you weren't so annoying.."

"and I would like you better if you weren't so damn insufferable..." you looked at him with half lidded eyes, hands in his pockets, a neutral expression.

"insufferable, hmm..?" he turns his back and walks a few steps away from you until he stops abruptly, his head turned back to look at you again, now sitting with your back against a tree behind you. "... if I really was truly insufferable... you wouldn't be screaming my name as I penetrate you..."

those words, you turn your head in embarrassment, a beat was forming between your legs, growing more and more so.

"...and if I really was truly annoying... you wouldn't be fucking me..."

feitan let out a huff and walked over to you, his crotch was close to your face just a tiny bit, but hidden away in his cloak was a growing erection.

as he stared down at you, trying to hide away the fact that it's all a front to get him to pound you, he imagined how you'd take his cock deep inside your throat, letting out muffled gags every now and then and those cute moans of yours, it's almost as if his hands came up with an answer for him, reaching for his pants to let himself out.

the tip of his cock touched the tip of your nose, you wasted no time grazing your tongue across, tasting his murky pre-cum, before taking him in whole.

feitan threw his head back, his eye closed, and his hand resting firmly on the back of your head lightly pushing you down further, it's been so long since the two of you got some action on, mainly because it's been months since the troupe got together again.

his cock was hitting the back of your throat making you gag a bit, choking, you pulled back, gasping in air as your hand jerks him off at a fast pace, your other hands fondled with his balls.

lifting his dick up, your tongue made contact with the base close to his balls, before taking them into your mouth, you had to be careful not to let your mouth close too tightly, your arm grew tired from all the jerking you were doing to him.

after a short while you take his balls out of your mouth and went back to deepthroating him, when his cock reached a certain part in your mouth he thrusted into you, catching you off guard and making you gag.

he was now face fucking you, holding both sides of your head firmly as he used your throat as his personal fleshlight, it was long enough for you to be able to tell that he was close to his climax especially by how fast he was going.

and after some time he finally came, he quickly pulled out his cock to spray his semen all over your face, leaving your tongue out, but he didn't care about that, he purposely reached for your hair.

you quickly came to realize that his cum was in your hair, you touched the front strands to feel liquid.

from the look in his eye he tried not to let out some type of laugh, seems as if he wanted to keep up the tension.

"why would you get cum in my hair?"

"why not?"

you rolled your eyes, before standing up to take off your bottoms and undergarments. "anyway, which position?"

"doggy."

you turned your back on him to get on your knees, looking at the ground to see that... it isn't that dirty, right? you stuck your ass in the air, leaving your moistened pussy out for him to see.

without a warning you felt his cock touch your entrance before sliding himself in, both of his hands rested on your sides, when the tip reached your cervix you let out a soft moan.

the softness didn't last long though, he started to pound himself into you at a rough and fast pace, making you let out a series of moans and yelps.

your ass bounced on his, as he thrusted himself into you, the sounds of skin to skin contact and your moans could be heard through the woods, as if you didn't care who caught you.

"oh my...... fucking god.... shit, your dick is so big...." you moaned out with each of his thrusts, before he tangled his fingers into your hair, pulling it back and using it as a makeshift leash as he lands a hard slap to your ass.

it hasn't even been a few minutes and you can already feel something coiling in you, as if you were already at the finish line.

until footsteps could be heard..

"(Y/N)? Feitan? where are you too?"

you could hear shizuku's voice in the distance.

"the boss told me and Shal to come look for you two, it's been almost half an hour!"

"shit..." you heard feitan say to himself before he quickly pulled out of you and adjusting himself, you got up as well and put on your underwear then your bottoms until you realize you still had cum on your face and hair..

"damnit, how am I gonna get this off?" you used the bottom of your shirt to wipe off the substance, all feitan really did was watch as you rubbed the semen he planted off of you, now it looked as if the two of you weren't fucking just now.

now shizuku was here, she was alone despite saying she brung shalnark with her, they must've split up..

"oh, there you two are, what have you been doing all this time?"

"out." you replied, pretending as if you were moaning like hell.

after that whole exchange, the troupe eventually formed again.

you all planned that within the next.... how many more months or years it'll take for the boss to call everyone back in, to steal something else.

everyone was gathering their things to head their separate ways, you walked out of the hotel building in order to take the train back to your home city, but you didn't notice that you had someone coming with you.

"you looked nice with my cum on your face."

you turned your head to see a certain short-ass standing unreasonably close to you, he looked up, now seeing his full face as he gave you a small smirk.

"oh shut up, you should've saw what you looked like when I had your dick down my throat, imagine if someone of the troupe saw you, they'd tease you for days."

your eyes landed on a man who stood from the opposite side of you, his eyes widened before he awkwardly walks away.

"you idiot, you should've kept your mouth shut."

"yeah like you didn't start it.."

but all in all, the two of you had some type of affinity for each other, maybe one day, everything would be better in the future.

[bwabys-scenarios]

Reunited

Illumi x Reader

Part 4

part 3

part 5

(Name) gently massages her aching legs as the last few applicants make it out into the open. The door slowly lowers, and a man reaches out, hoping to make it in time before it is closed before he can.

The girl turns her head from the pitiful site and continues to stretch while she still has time to do so. She reties her shoes and makes sure her bad is secure on her back before finally standing and joining the crowd.

Her companions had taken time to theirselves as well to get ready for the next stage, and now they were all gathered together.

“The fog is fading!”

(Name) stands on her tippy toes to look over the crowd and sees that Kurapika is right. As the fog began to fade, a landscape of trees and marsh is revealed.

“The Numere Wetlands, also known as Swindlers Swamp.”

Everyone turns their attention towards their guide.

“We must cross these wetlands to reach Phase Two of the exam. This place is home to many bizarre animals. Many of them being cunning, insatiable creatures who deceive humans and prey upon them. Be very careful.”

He turns to look at them, the atmosphere growing tense and heavy.

“If you let them fool you… you’re dead.”

The crowd breaks out into whispers and disbelief. (Name) shivers and retrieves her dagger out of her bag, deciding to put it in her pocket for quicker use instead.

“These wetland creatures will use every trick in the book to fool their prey. An ecosystem in which creatures obtain food through deceit… hence the name Swindlers Swamp. Stay very close to me so you won’t be deceived.”

(Name) glanced in Gon and Killua’s direction, then edges towards them. She knew they were capable kids, but they were kids none the less.

“Let’s stick together.”

Gon grins and nods, and while killua just folds his arms behind his head and looks away.

“What a joke.” Leorio mutters with a scoff. “How can they fool us when we’re expecting it?”

“DON’T LET THEM FOOL YOU!”

The group of contestants turn to see a beaten up man limping out from behind the building.

“D-don’t fall for it…”

He limps closer, pulling something behind him. (Name) steps in front of the kids slightly, ready to shield them if need be.

“He’s lying to you!”

The man points to the examiner, who looks on with an unreadable face.

“He’s an impostor! He isn’t an examiner, I’m the real examiner!”

(Name) gets a feeling that someone is watching her again. She runs the back of her head and turns to see if anyone is looking in her direction. No one is there, and she begins to think she might be crazy.

“An impostor?”

Leorio looks on in shock. “What’s going on?”

“Then who is he?” Contestant 294 asks.

This is when (Name) starts to tune things out. The feeling that someone is staring at her, someone whose eyes bore into her like needles, became too overwhelming.

She continues to look around for the source, not caring about the current situation. She starts to move through the crowd, searching.

(Name) only stops when she bumps into someone’s chest. She looks up and her blood runs cold.

Applicant number 44 gazes down at her, a cold smirk on his face. He gently reaches his hand to caress her face, then tilts her chin up to meet his eyes.

“Lost, little rabbit?”

(Name) had heard from Tonpa that Hisoka was a dangerous man, and had watched him dissolve someone’s arms into followers just hours before for bumping into him. She knew she was as good as dead. Had he been the one staring at her?

“S-sorry Mr. Hisoka I didn’t me-“

A finger was pressed to her lips. His smirk turned into a full blown sinister smile.

“Oh dear, no need to add the Mr., just call me Hisoka.”

He pulled her closer to him, so tightly the wind was almost knocked out of her lungs.

As he held her, he pulled out his pack of cards, picking a few firm the deck and throwing them at the proclaimed “Examiner” and Mr. Satotz. Mr. Satotz caught them with ease, while the other was struck in the chest.

“I see, I see. You’re the real one, that settles it.”

The attention is on Hisoka, and by extension, (Name). She catches her group out of the corner of her eye watching on in horror as Hisoka tightens his grip on her even further.

“Examiners are Hunters, selected by the committee to perform this duty without pay. Any Hunter bearing the title we seek would have been able to block that attack.” Hisoka explained while caressing her cheek again.

Satotz watches Hisokas behavior with a blank face. “I’ll take that as a Compliment. However, should you attack me again, for any reason, I will report you for turning on an examiner and you will be immediately disqualified. Am I clear?”

“Yes, yes.”

(Name)’s friends don’t take their eyes off the pair for a second. They begin to walk over, but (Name) shakes her head slightly, signaling that he was to dangerous to mess with.

Once Hisoka is done with his explanation his attention is back on (Name).

She doesn’t want to see his sick smile any longer, but she’s forced to keep eye contact with the man. He licks his lips.

“I… I don’t care what happens to me. Just… please don’t take this out on them. I was the one that bumped into you.”

His smile fades for a second, before growing even larger.

“Interesting, very interesting. Don’t worry little rabbit, I have no intention of killing your friends. If you just become my woman I’ll leave them b-“

Hisoka stops and cuts his eyes to his left. He abruptly legs go of (Name) and backs off, slinking away like a cat.

“So… interesting.”

He grins a catlike grin and disappears into the crowd, leaving the girl to fall to her knees.

[casparscunttt16]

What I think it’ll be like dating…

Leorio Paladinight!

Summary: Headcanons about Leorio! :)

Warnings: A little smutty.

-Protective, not overprotective but just enough for you to know he cares and wants to make sure you’re safe. If anything bad were to happen to him he’d never forgive himself.

-He was not clingy or very affectionate when you two first began dating. However when Leorio started to get comfortable in your relationship he gradually started getting clingy and showing lots of PDA.

-You’re always able to calm him down and prevent him from doing something stupid or petty out of anger.

-His favorite thing to do is kiss you, he’s always somehow kissing you. You’re sitting on the couch reading a book? Leorio is going to pull you onto his lap and kiss you all over.

-He loves whenever you’re in a good mood and lightly pepper kisses all over his face. After figuring out when you’re in a good mood you’re all lovey he tries his hardest to make sure you’re happy.

-He thought it would be a complete train wreck when he introduced you to his friends but they actually really liked you immediately!!

Gon loves to see Leorio happy and he loves you for keeping him so cheery and smiley. Killua thinks you’re really nice and likes to be around you because he thinks you’re fun to hangout with. Lastly you and Kurapika were friends before you had began dating Leorio and finds it very amusing how much Leorio has rubbed off on you.

- He goes out of his way to please you, and he’ll do anything to see you smile or just to keep you happy in general.

-He’s very thoughtful! He often remembers the little things about you and incorporates them into dates that he plans. Let’s say you told him you like strawberry milk right? Next time it’s his turn to plan date him has strawberry milk.

-He likes giving a bit more than receiving, he loves pleasuring you. He gets off by getting YOU off.

-He’s very very vocal in bed and wants you to be vocal as well.

-He puts your needs before his, he has to make you cum at least twice before he does.

-He has an unreasonably high sex drive, he can’t get enough of you. He has to constantly keep coming back for more.

-He leaves hickies EVERYWHERE and certainly has no shame in it. At first he’d only have them in places only the both of you could see but not anymore.

-He’s possessive in bed.

-He’s usually the top but he loves when you spontaneously decide to top him.

-He likes the romantic aspect a lot more than the sexual aspect of your relationship.

-He said I love you first. What happened was the two of you were spending time together at your apartment just cuddling and kissing etc. As you two were watching a romcom he kissed you forehead as you drifted away into sleep he mumbled out. “I love you”.

-He loves self care says with you. Have got to be his favorite thing to do with you, he loves self care Saturdays with you.

-He takes skincare very seriously! He also uses your skincare products. He lets you pamper him in return though.

a/n: Hey loves! I have been very busy recently, so sorry for the lack of updates.

[aizawasbrazybaby]

I just know Leorio would be the BEST husband and father

[unicreamuwu]

Illumi’s Beautiful Wife- Yandere Illumi x Reader Part 2

Warning: Illumi finally going into yandere mod, Illuso's past ( kinda ) mentioned

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Faint footsteps were heard in a dark hallway. A young girl and a younger boy.

"Big sister, should we actually tell father about this?" A young boy asks the person next to him who is his sister.

"Yes, Illuso. Whenever mother speaks to another person or people, we must inform father, or else things won't go too well for mother. Including us," the girl told the younger boy while walking down the hall.

The boy whose name is Illuso stared down at his feet for a moment. He remembers the moments when the "lessons" he has to experience when he was still a toddler. Soon, they finally arrived at the door in front of them. Before the girl could open the handle, a small hand was placed onto her's. She looked down to see her brother still shaking.

"Illuso? What's the matter? Why are you always like this right now?" she asks.

He shivers slightly.

"Big sister...I-I don't want to go in that room...alone," Illuso told her in a scared tone.

She turned down to gaze at him.

"Why is that, Illuso? You're not alone. You have me by your side. Like we always have," she asks in a concerned tone.

The young boy looked away for a bit before speaking up.

"N-Never mind...let's just hurry this up," he told her.

The girl's eyes soften a bit. She still remembered the moments when her father was alone with Illuso when he was a baby. She set those memories aside and turned the doorknob.

Inside was a dark room. There were candles that had purple flames, needles everywhere, and some cushions. In the center, there was a tall man with doll-looking eyes, sitting on one of the cushions.

"Hanabi, Illuso. What reports do you have?" he asks.

The little girl who goes by Hanabi stared down at her brother who has about a bead of sweat or two rolling down from his face. She really wanted to hold his hand, she really does, but she was taught that assassins are not allowed to have positive emotions.

"Hanabi, Illuso..." a dark voice broke the girl's thoughts.

They both look up to meet with eyes that are dark as the midnight sky with nothing in it.

"When an assassin asks you a question, you will have no hesitation to answer," Illumi told them, not changing his dark look.

"Y-Yes. I apologize, father," the young girl told him with a slight bow.

"The mission ended with a success. The clients already died after Illuso's attack along with mine-," she was cut off by her father.

"I meant about your mother, Hanabi..." Illumi said in a calm, dangerous manner.

This time, she felt a bead of sweat drool down from her head. Was she feeling nervous right now? She stopped herself from this feeling quickly and looked at her father.

"Well, Illuso and I spotted mother with some people. We thought they were friends of uncle Killua," she explained to him.

Illumi turned away slightly and mumbled something under his breath in a deadly, threatening tone. Hanabi knew what he said. He turned back to his children.

"Very well, then. You are dismissed," he tells her.

Hanabi bowed and let out a "Thank you, father" and walked to the door. She could hear Illuso following her.

"Illuso."

The little boy stopped in his tracks.

"I didn't ask you to leave. So, will you stay here for a little longer? If you don't mind."

Hanabi turned to her brother and saw the horrified expression on his face. She saw him move his head in a shaky movement and move the rest of his body forward.

While she watched him walk to his father, she just closed the door.

~~~~~

Back inside the mansion, Y/N was walking down the hallway with Killua. She sent his friends to the butler headquarters because she was afraid that the family members wouldn't allow them to be inside their home.

Out of nowhere, she stopped in her tracks. This made Killua stop as well. He looked up at her and saw her emotionless expression.

"Killua...you know where to go, right?" she asks him.

"Uh yeah. I know," he replies.

She turned down at him and planted a smile on her face.

"Well, I suppose you should go to your destination."

With that, she turned her heels and walked off.

Killua watched his sister-in-law leave his sight. He has to come up with a plan to take both his sister and her baby. Maybe her as well.

~~~~~

While walking, Y/N passed by a large window. She stopped and placed her hand on the glass.

The night sky was so beautiful with those stirring stars. She could hear the sound of the violin in the wind.

Her thoughts were cut off by sharp footsteps approaching her.

She shakily turned her head to see her true nightmare.

"Hello again, my beautiful wife..."

[thedancefloorsilly]

hello, i read some of your stories and i liked them a lot, i haven't seen headcanons of kurapika with a taller s/o, so can i request a headcanon of kurapika where his s/o is taller than him (191cm) to whom Does she like to hold him in her arms and is very affectionate and careful with him?Of course, if you don't want to do it or you don't like the idea, you can ignore my request, thank you very much.

kurapika with a tall fem! s/o

aw im glad u liked them!! and YES TALL PPL FTW eheheheh as a tall girl I love this request :)) I made this as like general hc’s and not anything specific btw :P

fluff, fem! reader, no warnings

- As someone who’s more attracted to what’s inside rather than physical appearance, Kurapika first looked and treated you the same as he did to any other person. But, of course he acknowledged that you were tall, because who wouldn’t! 

- (And of course, that wasn’t to say he didn’t find you attractive deep down, because your height was definitely a wow factor for him).

- When Kurapika first began to develop feelings, he did assume that you were only into taller folks at first, and was debating whether you would fall for him or not because of that reason.

- But you can only imagine how happy he was once you both admitted you liked each other!!

- Kurapika’s absolutely not one of those douchebag guys who wouldn’t let you wear heels because of your height. Listen.. if you’re feeling happy and confident with them, then thats all that matters! 

- Something he especially loves is just being in your arms. When Kurapika gets stressed, he definitely has a tendency to spiral out sometimes, so having that time where he can relax and let someone else take care of him is just so relaxing. 

- now, kurapika hardly cares whether who’s the big spoon or the small spoon, but 97% of the time he’s usually the one being cuddled :>

- you two could just be on the bed spooning after a long day, and as you lay your arm over him, he will just continue to sink into your chest as he takes in the feeling of your hold. 

- When you guys are walking while holding hands, he will always walk a bit faster to try and keep up with you!

- (It’s actually a little cute when you see this in person...^^)

- And also?? Forehead kisses??

- Yeah, you always give Kurapika a bunch of those! You guys could just be having a conversation, or simply just looking into each others eyes (like those cute intimate moments), and you’ll gently push his bangs to the side, bend down, and peck his forehead. 

[pillow-anime-talk]

wife & husband.

request: can i request hcs for illumi in an arranged marriage with a girl who is charismatic and outgoing (somewhat more contrary to Illumi) but ends up falling in love with him because of the way he is?

# tags: headcanon; arranged marriage; strangers/?; romance; fluff; sfw

includes: female reader ft. illumi zoldyck & rest of his family in the background {hxh}

part two {click}

author’s note: sorry to you for waiting for this heaedcanon!

↘ I think it all started with the fact that Zoldyck family and your family was the two largest killer families in the whole world. Therefore, of course, you have heard about each other. Your fathers met during several shared missions, your grandparents were friends (along with Netero, #canon), and your mothers had common topics to talk about.

↘ The only thing that separated you two was that he had many siblings while you were an only child. That’s why your parents wanted to enlarge family and grandchildren.

↘ The marriage between Zoldyck’s eldest child and you has been announced for next summer. So, you had over half a year to get to know each other and get closer to each other; at first you didn’t like it... You wanted to meet someone by fate, not by your parents, but you respected your mother, father and grandfather too much to refuse them.

↘ To your surprise... Illumi wasn’t a bad guy. He was very intelligent, handsome, had a pleasant voice and sense of style. Sometimes you caught yourself thinking that you would love to run your fingers through his beautiful hair or kiss his thin lips. After all, you were spending a lot of time together, and additionally three weeks ago you moved into the Zoldyck estate to be closer to your future husband.

↘ In meanwhile, you also met his huge family; you adored Milluki a lot and Mr. Zeno reminded you of your beloved granddad, so you listened to all his stories very carefully. 

↘ Alluka (as befits a sweet girl) saw a big sister in you and played with you in her own room. I love her so much, istg.

↘ By the way, you often stood up for her, so Killua later accepted you as well.

↘ Kalluto was super shy, but when you brought him colorful candies or delicious cake, he would send you a small smile and also say a quiet ‘Thank you’. Then, of course, he ran away or hid behind his mother’s long dress.

↘ Mrs. Kikyo was totally and irreversibly in love with you, and Mr. Silva respected you as an assassin and was really looking forward for you to giving him a grandchild (or some grandchildren).

↘ Your cheerful personality and willingness to know everything around (including Mike, the butlers, the whole mountain and the woods surrounding the property) was something new to Illumi. However, did it bother him? Not exactly, tbh. I mean, he became friends with Hisoka, who was also quite a chaotic and original person.

↘ He didn’t want to admit it, but he liked you.

↘ (A lot.)

↘ But still not as much as you liked him, ‘cause you were genuinely charmed by his skills. You told him about it very often, almost declaring your feelings for him, but you didn’t regret it.

↘ You thought that he would also give you a nice compliment one day, and in the future your relationship will become something worthy of your hard work and time.

↘ After some thought, when you looked at him while he was showing you some random things (like his needles or flowers in the garden), you thought that this marriage wouldn’t be as bad as you first thought. On the contrary. You were looking forward to this day.

[insomniasymphony]

Pariston Hill x Female Reader [His self-made present]

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Constellation: Pariston Hill x Female Reader Words I got: Christmas, Present, Underwear Rating: Mature Requested by: @Arisu 

          ►►Look how pretty he is           Getting his own present ready           To drop on its knees when necessary.◄◄

[Picture is from a card collecting game]

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The time moves steadily forward while the mountains of paper in front of you don't seem to diminish in the slightest – even though you've been working on them for hours. In a few minutes, it will strike midnight and your first day off in months will begin in your office. Christmas will start, the streets will rest quietly between the concrete walls of this city and maybe you'll treat yourself to something good to eat.

It is hard to keep concentrating on the letters and lines of the documents. Your head is already in the mood for closing time. Everything in you wants to relax, enjoy your holiday and do nothing at all for a fortnight – except maybe think a little about Pariston Hill.

He went home hours ago because his work is basically melting off his desk like ice cream. His cheerful mood has somehow kept the office alive. But staying behind alone quickly stifles joy and the ghostly mood wears on your nerves.

Again and again your gaze slides to the clock hands. They drag out every second and yet they are getting closer and closer to the full hour. You can count the moments on your fingers and when the hand finally moves past midnight, you drop everything and sit back.

“Merry Christmas to me.” You stretch your arms above your head and hear the crack in your shoulder. The rigidity at your desk has forced you into an uncomfortable position for far too long. Then you close your eyes, enjoying the silence in which no letters crash down on you and try to swallow you up. It's pleasant, peaceful, and for the first time in a while, you don't think anyone can spoil your end of the day with more work.

Pariston himself has always made it clear you will be on holiday for the next two weeks. And this despite you thought he found pleasure in flirting with you a little now and then to keep his day lively.

Perhaps you are just imagining his smiles for and his behaviour towards you. He is, after all, a desirable man and the women in his office are, mostly, much more beautiful than you are.

The atmosphere in your bureau lulls you to sleep. The tension finally falls away and your desk chair comfortably cushions you in leather. You keep your eyes closed, enjoy the blackness behind your eyelids and let yourself be carried away by unsteady thoughts. For half an eternity, until you hear the click of a lock and laboriously open your eyelids.

Fatigue has taken over your entire body, making it difficult to sit halfway upright in the chair and receive your guest. You realise too late that Pariston Hill has sneaked into your office.

“Mister Hill!” His presence, the mere sight of him, sends a lightning bolt through your body, making you jump up all at once. “How can I help you? What are you doing in the office so late? Haven't you already gone home?”

“I did.” The joyful smile on his lips makes you swallow. Of course, he was home. His suit isn't the same one he wore all noon. The yellow fabric on his body was missing. Instead, he had changed into a white suit, the hem of the collar and sleeves shimmering in dark green.

His gallant steps to your desk hold you captive. It is only when he sits down amusedly on the work surface and his red shirt gleams clearly in your eyes that the situation seems to take shape. Out of nowhere, he pulls a small red packet from the inside pocket of his jacket to set it down in front of you. Then he adjusts his white tie, which partially disappears under his green waistcoat.

“I thought I'd bring you a present before you go on holiday.” There is a serene joy in his voice that you would like to share with him, but the day has been too long for that. Instead, you accept the package with raised brows.

“Thank you. I wasn't expecting to get anything from you.” Slowly, you push yourself to your feet. It's time to go, so you don't actually fall asleep in the room and be overwhelmed by extra work the next day, despite being on holiday.

But Pariston raises his index finger as if you don't meet his requirements and it actually makes you hesitate for a moment.

“You should definitely open it.” His suggestion is the closest thing to an order. “And try it out. I won't look either.”

Once again, he gives you a bright smile that settles some of the amusement glistening in his eyes. Then he looks away, but remains seated at your desk. You have no idea what he is thinking or planning. The only thing anyone knows is that Pariston sometimes likes to joke with others to drive them up the wall. He is the most popular man in the Hunter Association and yet he is probably the most hated guy on the top floor.

Still, there's a tingle in your fingers. Opening the parcel has a strange charm, and you can't help but open it according to his wish. What your fingers pull out, however, isn't anything you take as a serious gift. What clings to your hands is soft fabric, Christmas red and forbiddingly skimpy. It is underwear with the Christmas smell of gingerbread clinging to it. Everyone knows they're not sold that way. It also means Pariston must have washed them.

“I ... don't know what to say to that.” The words escape you, but Pariston doesn't respond. He doesn't care if you say anything more. He wants you to try it out – put it on. And you know you won't get away with it. He won't let you go if you don't comply with his demand.

Once again, your eyes wander to the underwear he has brought you. Whatever he hopes to gain from it, it is nothing more than a game. And it's only lingerie, nothing to be afraid of.

So you take off your clothes.

Your eyes remain glued to Pariston's back the whole time. Your hands creep over your body, push aside the underwear and put on the present. The red brassiere tickles slightly at the neckline because white fur adorns the edges. The same goes for the top edge of the panties; the stockings that wrap smoothly around your legs and attach to the briefs with a suspender.

There are no matching shoes, so this sight is all you can offer Pariston, but if that's what it takes to get him to let you go, then it shall suffice.

“Done,” you announce to him. “But what's the point?”

Momentarily, Pariston turns to you before pushing himself off the desk and turning to face you fully. His eyes linger on you, scrutinising you from top to bottom, and when he gestures with a slight wave to come closer, you cannot resist. You obey, put up with it and endure his attention.

“Aren't you a lovely Christmas present?” The bubbling of his enthusiasm clings barely perceptibly to your perception. Only then do you comprehend his words.

“Christmas present? Who should I be a Christmas present for?”

“For me!” Elated, he steps closer to place a warm hand on your back. His closeness nestles almost innocently against your body, if it weren't for nimble fingers that settle on your bottom and systematically make you squeeze your legs a little closer together.

His face comes so close to yours that you are sure his scent is getting to you. So you hold your breath. For eternal seconds, his free hand slips between your legs and the other moves to your face so he can breathe a kiss on your lips. So gentle and unassuming you don't know how to react.

The heat of your body clings to his fingers, overcoming any obstacle to caress your skin. Simultaneously, there are those airy kisses, oddities that cloud your senses and from which you can't break away.

Pariston occupies your senses, gently caresses them and lovingly snuggles against your body while you feel the movements of his fingers inside you and no longer know how to push away the suffocating atmosphere between you. He isn't a man you can rely on, and yet he seems to desire you in his very own way.

His movements send electrifying currents through your body, enveloping you in soft sounds that glide across his lips as his tongue traces a thin line across your neck. All you can see is his shoulder, his suit, a bit of stray hair.

Your fingers claw at his back without restraint, tugging at him as the sigh on your tongue grows heavier and you let yourself fall in his arms for a moment. Heat washes over you. Your perception falters. Your fingers tremble and don't calm even as Pariston's hand dwindles between your legs and he takes two steps back.

It's no big deal to him as he wipes your lust from his fingers with a red cloth. “Looks like you enjoyed your second gift as well.”

The amused yet insidious smile on his part makes you falter as you wrap an arm around your body.

“I assume you have more gifts planned?” Your lips pucker as the warmth on your face refuses to go away. “What are you planning next?”

“A meal.” Instructively, Pariston raises a finger. “After all, it's Christmas and I don't want us to go to bed hungry.” With a shooing wave of his hand, he turns away. “You've got five minutes or I'll have to take you like this.”

You have no bloody idea what's going on in his head, but Pariston Hill wants to spend Christmas with you. The man who can't be caught is taking you out.

And on this night, it shall be enough. It shall be good enough to make Christmas a little more pleasant, even if it is only for one night.

[kiame-sama]

Manifesting Rage (PlatonicYandere! Gon x Motherly! Reader x PlatonicYandere! Killua)

Warnings: blood, Mention of near reader death, platonic yanderes, yanderes, description of emotional scenes

Just a part from the platonic yandere boys with a motherly reader

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"Why does it even matter to you? It's not like you're our mom! Just leave like every other adult in my life!"

Your hard gaze softened slightly, looking at Killua differently now that you could see where he was lashing out from. He was scared you were going to hurt or abandon him because that is all any of the adults in his life have done. Killua was terrified of actually caring about you just in case you do the same thing everyone other than Gon did and betray his trust.

"Killua..."

Everything happened in an instant, yet time seemed to slow down. The sound of a gun firing with a silencer on it. The sudden softness of another body. The pained coughing that gurgled with blood as it began to fill the lungs.

Killua was painfully aware that the warm body shielding him also happened to be the origin of the strangled choking sounds. He slowly turned his head, eyes wide as you pulled back to examine him and ensure he wasn't harmed.

Killua had seen the face of death many, many times, and now he saw it on you. He had killed and seen countless people on the brink of death, they always had the fear of dying clear in their eyes, but you didn't look scared or panicked. You were smiling at him and he just couldn't understand why you were so relaxed and calm despite the blood you coughed up.

You looked... Happy?

One of your hands, which was now soaked in your blood, came up to rest on his cheek ever so gently. Your eyes were filling with tears from either pain or relief at seeing the young 12 year old boy was still safe and sound. Killua was rooted to the spot, his eyes wide and his expression one of clear shock.

"You're... Okay..."

Your voice was strained and more blood came from your mouth as you spoke, but your smile never wavered. Even as several tears fell, you still smiled that warm, loving smile. The smile he had seen before but never had directed at him.

It was the kind of smile a mother gave her child when she realized they were okay and not injured. The kind of smile his mother never gave to him.

What felt like hours to Killua was only seconds as your hand fell from his face and your dying body fell to the side, leaving him staring in stunned horror. You bled from a wound on your back right where one of your lungs happened to be and the realization of what happened dawned on Killua. Some idiot had taken a shot at him, and before he could react, you had put yourself in between the shooter and him, getting hit by the bullet instead.

He touched his cheek and his hand came away red, captivating his attention. How many times had he seen blood before? Why was it so distressing now? He knew death well, so why was he terrified at the thought of you dying?

Because, to him and Gon, you were their mom. He may know that is impossible and Kikyo is his true mother, but he would happily kill her just so he could claim you as his mom. He cared about you despite how hard he tried not to, and judging from the fact you sacrificed yourself to keep him safe, you cared about him too.

Something inside of him broke as he stared down at his bloodied hand, his nen rising far beyond what it had been capable of before. His pain and grief broke free from his trained emotional control, empowering him far beyond what he had felt before. He wasn't himself anymore, but that didn't matter. All that mattered to him at that point, was finding your killer and making them regret ever being brought wailing into this world.

Gon watched the exchange in a mixture of shock and sorrow, too stunned to fully react to what was going on around him. As Killua turned his attention towards where the shot had come from, another went whizzing by his head just a few centimeters away from his head. In that moment chaos broke loose, the electricity surrounding Killua in seconds as it began to change and take tangible form in that of a long whiskered dragon.

Killua did not react to this change, remaining unmoving for just a fraction of a second longer before he rushed the idiot that shot you. Gon saw the empty eyes of his friend which no longer held his iris or pupils, simply blank with uncontrollable rage. Once Killua had began pursuit of the man who shot you, Gon rushed to your side to try and stop your bleeding, doing his best to keep you conscious and semi aware of your surroundings.

If only Leorio were there, he would know what to do.

The onlookers- who had remained undetected the whole time- watched on in surprise at the fact that you had quite literally sacrificed yourself for Killua. The assassins had not really known that kind of affection and it confused them to an extent, wondering just why you cared so much for someone you weren't even related to by blood. Not to mention the gentle smile you had given the boy despite the pain you were in, almost as if you were a mother protecting her- oh.

The three assassins being three of Killua's family members. Zeno, Silva, and Illumi watched on in curiosity and a twinge of admiration, now having some kind of understanding to your self-sacrificing behavior. Silva knew what familial love was, as did Zeno, Illumi however had only known manipulation and harming one another as love, so your actions were both admirable and surprising.

"Don't die. Don't die!"

Gon murmured, putting pressure on the wound and worrying that every time your eyes closed, it would be the last time. The trees shook and the ground tremored with every move Killua made as his rage continued to consume him. He was in a blood rage and sought to destroy your killer, unable to break free of his anger as he pursued them.

"Killua!"

Gon's voice broke through to Killua, snapping him back into reality as he looked down at the complete mess he had made of the man who dare harm you. There wasn't much of a human form left and Killua had just been beating a corpse for who knows how long before Gon pulled him out of it. He turned back to Gon slowly, his clothes soaked and stained with blood.

"... Yeah?"

"We need to get (y/n) to a hospital!"

"She's still alive?"

"Yeah, but I don't know for how much longer!"

That information alone spurred Killua into action, the vague hope in his chest of you surviving encouraged him to rush to you and Gon. He made it back quickly, your breathing was shallow and your eyes were glazed, but you were still alive. He could help so long as you were alive.

"We need something to carry her on."

"Okay!"

The boys worked together in making a makeshift stretcher out of a slab of bark from one of the nearby trees, carefully moving you onto it and setting you down as gently as possible. Together they lifted your makeshift stretcher and carried you as quickly as they dared to move you towards the town, desperate to reach a doctor in time. This left behind only the three assassins as they reflected on the most recent turn of events.

Killua, a trained assassin through and through showed his fangs and his heritage by choosing a dragon as the manifestation of his rage. But this didn't happen like it had in the past. It was supposed to be some glorious battle of life and death where the final and most dangerous card is played at the last moment. Instead, Killua was nowhere near harm and had even been protected from harm by someone throwing their life away for him.

The blood of one of his dearest companions stained his hand instead of the blood of his enemies and he couldn't handle it. Learning through pain makes sure the desired lesson stays rooted in the mind, and Killua had been in complete anguish. He wasn't just pained, he was feral with denial, as if killing someone brought another back to life. He couldn't accept being without his beloved motherly companion.

That drew their attention to you.

You had fought both Silva and Zeno before and managed to get away from them mostly unscathed, a feat that impressed them. You and that other boy, Gon, were the obvious center of Killua's world and they had just seen what happened when that center was removed. You were Killua's mother in his eyes- his real mother- and he would turn feral with grief without you. You were a strong Nen user and a female, meaning you could be paired with Illumi and your children would only make the family stronger.

You were going to join the family one way or another, so you may as well accept that designation with open arms. They were bringing you in with or without your permission. They would let Illumi try winning you over first, but more drastic measures were waiting on standby to force you in.

But, you had to survive first.

[hentai-dreams-shop]

HENTAI DREAMS SHOP

HENTAI DREAMS SHOP

taurus. she/her. esfp. bisexual

—headcanons, scenarios, one shots, drabbles, incorrect quotes, imagines

I do fluff, angst and smut!

anime stories

headcanons, scenarios, one shots, drabbles, incorrect quotes are publishable in the blog. i accept requests. any ideas and kinks are welcome, as well as fluff, angst scenarios and relationship headcanons.

no pedophilia. i accept blood play, torture, dubcon, noncon, etc

some characters have restrictions

i have the right to refuse certain requests at my discretion

will do character x character if i agree with the ship

minors do not interact

all characters will be aged up accordingly in nsfw one shots!

no inappropriate or violent graphic images

will do yaoi, yuri, bisexuality, transgender sex, threesomes (and more)

will not have a regular posting schedule

—hunter x hunter, jujutsu kaisen, attack on titan, haikyuu, demon slayer, my hero academia, black butler, death note, kuroko’s basketball, spy x family, miraculous ladybug

HUNTER X HUNTER

gon, killua, kurapika, leorio, chrollo, hisoka, illumi, shizuku, machi, pakunoda, nobunaga, uvogin, feitan, shalnark, neon, ging

sfw only — gon, killua, shizuku, neon, ging

nsfw accepted for all other characters

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

JUJUTSU KAISEN

itadori, megumi, nobara, maki, yuta, inumaki, gojo, geto, toji, naoya, sukuna, nanami, todo, choso, mahito

nsfw accepted for all characters above

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

may contain manga spoilers!

ATTACK ON TITAN

eren, mikasa, armin, jean, sasha, connie, annie, reiner, bertholdt, levi, erwin, pieck, hange, porco, zeke, historia, ymir, gabi, falco

sfw only: gabi, falco, historia

nsfw accepted for all other characters

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

may contain manga spoilers!

HAIKYUU

hinata, kageyama, tsukishima, yamaguchi, tanaka, nishinoya, sugawara, asahi, daichi, yachi, kiyoko, oikawa, iwaizumi, matsukawa, terushima, ushijima, tendo, goshiki, semi, shirabu, kenma, kuroo, lev, akaashi, bokuto, konoha, suna, atsumu, osamu, kita, aran, sakusa, hoshiumi, hirugami

all nsfw accepted for above characters

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

may contain manga spoilers!

DEMON SLAYER

tanjiro, nezuko, zenitsu, inosuke, genya, kanao, ubuyashiki, sanemi, shinobu, giyu, rengoku, uzui, himejima, muichiro, kanroji, obanai, sabito, makomo, akaza, douma, kokushibo, muzan, rui, enmu, uzui’s wives

sfw only: tanjiro, nezuko, zenitsu, kanao, ubuyashiki, himejima, makomo, rui

nsfw accepted for other characters

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

may contain manga spoilers!

MY HERO ACADEMIA

midoriya, bakugou, shouto, kirishima, kaminari, momo, mina, jirou, iida, aoyama, sero, uraraka, hagakure, shinso, monoma, hawks, dabi, shigaraki, twice, toga, mirio, tamaki, nejire, aizawa, midnight, natsuo, fuyumi

sfw only: tokoyami, uraraka, aoyama, hagakure

nsfw accepted for all other characters

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

BLACK BUTLER

ciel, sebastian, alois, elizabeth, claude, bardroy, finnian, mey-rin, joker, snake, agni, soma, grell, william, charles grey, charles phipps, undertaker

sfw only: ciel, alois, elizabeth, finnian, mey-rin

nsfw accepted for every other character

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

DEATH NOTE

light, ryuzaki (L), near, mello, matt, misa

sfw only: misa

nsfw accepted for every other character

near will be aged up even in sfw one shots

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

KUROKO’S BASKETBALL

akashi, daiki, kuroko, kagami, kise, murasakibara, shintaro

sfw only: kuroko

nsfw accepted for every other character

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

SPY X FAMILY

loid, yor, anya, damian, yuri

nsfw for loid forger only

no nsfw for loid x yor

relationship headcanons, scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

MIRACULOUS LADYBUG

marinette, ladybug, adrien, chat noir, chat blanc

marichat, ladrien, adrienette, ladyblanc, ladynoir

only character x character

scenarios, incorrect quotes, smut, angst, fluff

thank you!

—hentai-dreams-shop

[evilzoldyck]

2x+4y = Who Cares

Sometimes you couldn’t believe that you’re actually here. Sitting at an expansive lecture hall at eight in the morning, listening to the Professor explaining the mechanics of a… drawing with numbers on it? You couldn’t really tell. If you were held at a gunpoint and had to explain what your major even was, you’d find yourself to be non-existent in a matter of seconds.

And it wasn’t you who was surprised that you’ll be enrolling to one of the most prestigious university in the country, your friends initially thought you were just taking the piss.

A month ago you were just coming back from a short trip from the coast after your friend graciously invited you all to party on his yacht, a form of celebration after acquiring his boating license. Then when you got home, your parents sat you down for a little talk. Apparently your parents were unsatisfied with your current lack of prestige contributions to the family name. They had a problem having an only child with no real ambitions. It turns out having an aspiration for being an influencer wasn’t good enough for the highbrows.

Obsessed with upholding the family name and keeping up with the high society, they wanted you to become academically accomplished like the other children. You thought it was a bit weird. Your parents never cared for your grades. It was all about lining up the foreign cars in front of the mansion, purchasing the nth second home in another country and building up connections by going to charity galas.

Now that the trend does not involve materialistic matters, they were at a loss. It was unfair but they had a strong image to maintain. Using their extensive influence with the board of directors and under the table payment for your enrolment, they handed your acceptance letter like a golden ticket.

Out of all the degrees they picked out for you, they picked the most competitive yet nuanced one. Engineering. Hell- even the units doesn’t even make sense to you. Engineering Hydrology? Experimental Robotics? Numerical Reservoir Simulation? Math??

Now you had a sense of understanding of how exhausting it is for your parents to conform, but you had never felt true exhaustion once you’d step foot on campus. Every day your timetable was filled to the brim, your cute tote bag now poorly stretched by all the heavy required books, your desk was piled with homework and assessments you can’t even comprehend.

What were you even doing here?

You barely go to your classes and when you do you gained nothing. However you were notified just last week if you weren’t keeping up with your attendance your place here would be compromised. Looking around you saw students actually participating and being eager to learn. They’d always come in to every lectures, tutorials and labs with their laptop always typing away and making notes of every word the Professor says. 

You felt like an imposter.

You knew your place here wasn’t earned. And after learning what a competitive program you’re currently in, you knew you had cheated someone else out of their placement here that was rightfully theirs. Someone that was actually competent and worked hard to achieve their dreams. 

Now you loved your parents, but it was just about time that they realise university just wasn’t for you.

Not even half a semester had passed and you were already failing. With every test that comes back to you was marked with a red zero, your Professors’ feedback longer than your actual answers. At this rate your academic progression status was nearing an exclusion.

You hadn’t even realised the lecture had ended when your last test paper was handed in front of you by another student.

“Thank you,” you commented in small. You cursed at yourself for sitting at the far back because it was it was you whose paper was handed in last and now the guy that handed them wouldn’t come back to his seat.

“The test was crazy hard wasn’t it?” He remarked, taking a seat next to you once you made eye contact with him again. You gave him a brief smile and a hum in reply, hoping he would get the hint that you didn’t really want to talk right now.

“I studied all week for this… I can’t believe he deducted marks on this que… I’m just glad I passed… -bout you?” You zoned out from his prattle you didn’t realise he asked you a question.

“Hm?” You questioned him to repeat again.

“What about you? How did you go with the test?” He still kept an enthusiastic smile, keeping the one-sided conversation lively. Hesitantly you flipped your paper over to reveal a zero out of forty five mark on the top with red ink.

Damn, this was crushing your self-esteem more than an influencer party at Yorknew City.

“Oh..” He bit his lip regretfully.

“Yeah,” you shoved your paper into your bag and stood up to leave the hall. “Look I got to go, see you.”

He called you out to wait as you walked down the stairs. Frantically grabbing his laptop and bag as he rushed down to meet you at the bottom. “Hey you wanna study together at the library sometime? I mean not that you need it- but I mean I’ve been told to be a great tutor from time to time- but it’s not like I expect you to pay me-”

His ramblings were cute, you could see the hopeful desperation in his eyes. And though you couldn’t tell an aquifer from a humidifier, you could tell if a guy is interested. This was not unprecedented, with a class demographic of predominantly guys you were bound to be approached by one of them, plus it didn’t help that you always wore outfits that these guys might’ve not been accustomed to seeing.

“- I mean I’ll buy you coffee too if you’d like?”

You were just at the verge of accepting an offer from a guy whose name slipped your mind when Professor Mackernasey cut your conversations short.

“I believe my you’ve mistaken my hall for a common room, don’t you have classes to go to now?” The white haired man chided.

The both of you were ready to finally leave but he stopped you just as when you were at the threshold of the door by calling out your name. “Mind staying back a bit?” You looked back at the man leaning up against the desk and cringed with what you presume to be your past papers in his hand.

“This might take a while, you best be off now.” Morel added when he sensed the young boy linger at the door way.

“Sir.” He acquiesced and let the automatic door behind him close, leaving you and the burly professor alone in the room.

“I assumed you had a look at your mark?” Though he carried an airy untroubled tone, his question made you look down in humiliation. Meekly you nodded whilst keeping your eyes away from his line of sight. “It’s not good,” he sucked in his teeth as you shuffled your feet together.

“I know,” you softly replied.

“I found it quite amusing that you’ve also somehow mixed up the wrong information for this test. You’ve written the wrong unit code for Engineering Hydrology, gave Professor Kite quite the confusion.”

“… Who?”

Morel raised his brows at you before continuing, “your unit coordinator for Experimental Robotics?”

Right, the unit you stopped showing up to labs for. “Oh yes, doctor robot, umm- May I please be excused? I actually have plans-“

“Now hold on just a second,” his demeanour turned hard at the mention of your hastiness to leave. “You don’t get to enrol to my class only to fail at every single given assessment. I expect an explanation for this.” Morel crossed his arms and scrutinised your shrinking figure behind his dark sunglasses.

No other man had talked to you like this, commanding a demand while exuding confidence and authority. It honestly made you want to cry.

“I don’t know what I’m doing here,” you sighed. “My parents-“ you paused as to prevent a sob from tearing your voice. “My parents wanted me to be here but I can’t- I can’t do it.” You furiously wiped a stray tear from your eyes.

Damn it, now you were crying in front of him.

“I don’t understand anything, I’m so stupid-“ His voice cut you off as to stop you from degrading yourself further. You feel him pull you in for a comforting hug as he offered you a tissue from the desk. You wallowed in your self-pity, focusing on trying to calm down your chokes from your soft cries that you missed how close you actually were to the huge man before you.

Morel stroked your hair gently, basking in your clinginess to his front as he towered over you. He found himself smiling at the situation, loving the amount of attention you gave him albeit in a skewed sense. When you absentmindedly pushed yourself against him, he had a death grip on the edge of the desk that was enough to make the wooden board creak from the stress.

He patiently waited for the moment he could corner and crowd you like this. When you first walked into his class he thought it was too good to be true. A girl as cute as you waltzing into his lecture every Tuesday, gracing him with a smile each time he caught your eyes. A privileged airhead that was just too fucking nice and pretty and just perfect for him.

“Hey, no more tears now,” he soothed as he rubbed the tears from your hot cheeks. You were too busy trying to keep your cries at bay you failed to take account just how borderline inappropriate this was.

“I’ll withdraw from all my units today-“

“No.” Morel vehemently rejected, pushing you slightly away so that you could look up at him properly. “No,” he repeated in a tone gentler from the last. “You don’t want to disappoint your parents now would you? After all the work they did to get you here?”

“Of course not,” you whispered back as you rubbed the blurriness from your eyes with the edge of your hands. “But.. do I even deserve to be here in the first place? I can’t do the work that’s expected, I’ll just waste everybody’s time.”

“Well you got me now, sweetheart.”  A sweet, sympathetic smile graced his lips as he tucked a strand of hair that stuck to your cheeks from your crying. “You’re my student aren’t you? I’ll help you throughout your studies here.”

“Just relax, I’m gonna take care of you.”

Something tells you he’s willing to do more than that. With the way he’s holding you so closely with his tree trunk arms caging you in and the way he’s practically coaxing you to melt into his body made you do a double take at your conscience. 

You weren’t just imagining it after all when you gave him the benefit of the doubt. The small tell-tale signs of his interest in you suddenly came rushing to you all at once.

Overwhelmed by the sudden reality hitting you, you pushed slightly at his muscular chest to make space between the two of you. Was this really happening? From what you knew, he wasn’t married nor were you aware he had any other significant partner in his life. You’ve surely entertained men much older than you a couple of times but those were different. Your past experiences with them were just a brief beneficial transaction that wasn’t taken too seriously.

However, this was a Professor you were dealing with. You’ve already been enrolled through bribery and if you were ever caught that you’re now sleeping with a Professor you’ll be paying the tabloid editors’ rent for months.

Morel frowned at your conflicted contemplation but it quickly dissipated when you looked back at him with a coy grin. “Like a private lesson?”

‘Now you’re getting it,’ he thought.

“Exactly,” Morel confirmed enthusiastically and you giggled in response. God you were just too cute, he couldn’t wait to finally get you under him. The experienced teacher could already imagine the passionate trysts the both of you would have. Whether it be in his office, a hotel room, his place or car he’s going to love you all the same. And though it might seem like a senseless agreement to you, Morel meant every word he said when he said that would take care of you.

“You really wanna be in my class?” His words reverberated against your chest as he turned your head up close towards his. “You wanna learn?”

You nodded in response as he tugged your plump bottom lip before resting his unto it. He tasted of smoke and salt as he ardently moulded his lips against yours. Large hands briefly caressed your breasts before working your thin blouse open. You rested your hands around his neck, allowing him to taste you as you yielded yourself before him.

Morel slowly pulled away, wanting to drag the blissful moment to eternity if he could. Meanwhile you played with the buttons of his pants in eager as he chuckled at your overzealousness. Morel planned to take you into the safety of his office but seeing just how anxious you were for him, he was tempted to take you on his desk right there and then knowing anyone could bust through the door at any second.

All you ever knew was an easy life, if you had to jerk some Professor’s dick to make your parents proud then consequences be damned.

But unfortunately like many others you weren’t given the benefit of hindsight. If you had truly understood the depth of his promise, you would quickly learn how constricting his vice was on you, how painful his jealousy was and how easily he could keep you in the dark and conceal you in a cloud of smoke.

You just hoped that the elated smile on your parents’ face brought upon by the high distinctions on your record was enough to pull you through this nightmare.

[aizawasbrazybaby]

Brain Rot• Brain Rot

A/N: Finished season 5 and I can’t stop thinkin about my boy

Mayadere!Kite who stalks you from a few hundred feet in his creepy estate. Seeing the adrenaline pump through your blood as you try to find a way out

Mayadere!Kite who wields a butcher’s knife this time as he gains the upper hand on his prey. Closing the distance.

Mayadere!Kite who backs you into a corner and presses the sharp metal into your throat.

Mayadere!Kite who demands that you strip for him or let blood spill from your slit throat that’ll paint the carpet

Mayadere!Kite who watches a slight grin grow on your lips because he knows how much you love playing this sick version of hide and seek

Mayadere!Kite who is unable to resist dropping to his knees whispering little praises under his breath on how beautiful your body looks under him

Mayadere!Kite who uses his spit as lube before shoving his girthy cock in your cunt without warning. Adoring the slight jump at the sudden intrusion.

Mayadere!Kite who makes a short cut near your cheekbone just to lick up the blood before it could run down

Mayadere!Kite who chokes you quiet to hear the lewd sounds of him rearranging your insides.

Mayadere!Kite who pushes your knees to your chest because that’s his favorite position to put you in when he’s about to cum

Mayadere!Kite who places you on his pull out couch to cock warm for the rest of the night after filling you up

NotsoMayadere!Kite who is blushing harshly silently shuts your dream diary and puts it back in its original spot before turning to see a horrified y/n in the doorway of your room.