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4linos · 2 months ago

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in plain sight

hwang hyunjin x gn!reader

request: mutual crushing with hyunjin. (ft. bsf bang chan)

wc: 1288 (,,>﹏<,,)

It’s a familiar kind of tension in the air every time you walk into class, one you’ve grown used to over the past few months. The kind of feeling that can only be described as almost unbearable, and yet you can’t seem to pull away. You’ve had a crush on Hyunjin for as long as you can remember since that one day in class when you first noticed the way he smiled that shy little smile, the one that made your heart race. But you’ve never dared to act on it. Why would you? You’re convinced he’s not interested, and besides, you’ve heard the rumors everyone’s been talking about how you two have something going on. Except neither of you has ever said a word.

Hyunjin, for his part, is no better. He’s painfully shy around you. You see it in the way he blushes when your eyes meet, or how he stammers when he tries to answer a question in class while you’re watching him. He’s aware of the rumors, and truthfully, he might be a little embarrassed. He’s always been the more reserved type quiet, thoughtful, and a little awkward around people, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. So, when it comes to you, his crush, he tries his best to keep things under wraps, despite his every instinct telling him to be close to you.

What he doesn’t realize what neither of you realize is that it’s so obvious to everyone around you that the two of you are crushing on each other. Your friends notice it every time you laugh just a little too hard at his corny jokes, or when you volunteer to work on assignments with him, making excuses that “Oh, I just thought it would be nice to collaborate on this one”—even though the real reason is that being around him makes you feel like your stomach is doing flips.

And then there’s the professor. They’re perceptive, maybe even a little too perceptive, always making teasing remarks whenever you and Hyunjin are paired together for group work. “You two work well together, don’t you?” they’ll say with a wink, watching you both squirm as you pretend to focus on the project instead of the awkward electricity between you. It’s getting to the point where you can’t even look at Hyunjin without your cheeks turning bright red. And he’s no better, barely able to meet your gaze without his face turning a shade of pink that’s almost as obvious as the way his hands tremble when he passes you a note or a textbook.

But still, nothing happens.

You tell yourself it's okay. Maybe Hyunjin doesn’t like you the way you like him. You try not to notice how his laugh makes you feel as though everything is OK, even when everything else seems to be in chaos, or how your heart racing whenever you see him in the hallway. Maybe he's just being friendly, you think. Maybe he's just awkward. Maybe you're imagining things.

And Hyunjin? He’s in the same boat. His heart always skips a beat when he sees your eyes light up when you speak to him and how you smile at him from the other side of the room. He's wondering if you feel the same way. But there is also the uncertainty and rejection anxiety. You always seem to have so much going on, and he convinces himself that you’re way out of his league, so he keeps his distance—at least outwardly. But inside? He gets butterflies in his stomach every time you're close.

That all changes one afternoon when Chan, your best friend and Hyunjin’s unofficial life coach, corners you in the campus courtyard. He’s been pestering you for weeks, always hinting that you should do something about your feelings for Hyunjin. It’s getting a little ridiculous at this point, and you’re honestly starting to feel like it’s becoming a running joke between the three of you.

“So, when are you finally going to ask Hyunjin out?” Chan asks, grinning as he leans against a bench. His tone is casual, but you can tell he’s already getting exasperated. “Everyone’s literally waiting for it.”

You roll your eyes, trying to play it cool. “What are you talking about? There’s nothing going on.”

Chan raises an eyebrow. “Yeah, okay. You keep telling yourself that. But you seriously think no one’s noticed? The professor knows, the class knows, even the janitor knows,” he says, throwing his hands up as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world.

You bite your lip, feeling a familiar blush creeping up your neck. “I’m not sure he’s into me,” you mutter, looking down at your shoes. “Besides, he’s probably just being nice.”

Chan’s grin falters, and he crosses his arms. “Are you seriously telling me you’ve never noticed the way he looks at you? The way he gets all flustered every time you talk to him?” He throws up his hands in frustration. “You’re both too shy for your own good. I’m honestly about to intervene here.”

You groan, wishing you could just ignore him. “I don’t need you to intervene. It’s fine.”

Chan narrows his eyes, obviously not buying it. “I’m telling you, if you don’t do something soon, someone else is gonna beat you to it.” He leans in conspiratorially. “You think no one notices the way he blushes when you walk in the room? Trust me, it’s so obvious.”

You try to change the subject, but Chan isn’t having it. “And don’t get me started on how you always volunteer to work with him on assignments. You laugh a little too hard at his corny jokes, and I see the way you get all smiley when you talk about him.”

You turn away, your face burning with embarrassment. You can’t deny it. It’s true. You like him, and everyone knows it.

“Okay, okay,” you finally say, exasperated. “What do you want me to do?”

Chan grins. “Finally make a move. Go talk to him. Tell him you like him. Do something, anything.”

You stare at him, unsure how to respond. You want to, but it feels so risky. What if he doesn’t feel the same?

That afternoon, you're sitting in the library, attempting to concentrate on an assignment, when Hyunjin walks by, his gaze shifting to you before he swiftly moves away. Your heart races in your chest, and you can't help but smile. You know he's avoided eye contact for a while, yet his shyness is almost endearing. As if on cue, Chan's words resound in your head:

Just do something.

You take a deep breath, stand up, and head over to Hyunjin. He's at one of the tables near you, thumbing through some notes, completely oblivious of your approach. When you reach him, you clear your throat, attempting not to sound anxious.

"Hey, Hyunjin," you murmur softly. He glances up, his eyes wide with surprise. His face quickly becomes shades of pink and you can almost see the nerves running through him. "Oh, hey," he stutters. "I didn't see you there." You laugh quietly, your nerves diminishing slightly. "I wanted to ask you something," you continue, attempting to control your voice. "I've been wondering... maybe we should get coffee sometime? Just the two of us?"

Hyunjin's mouth opens and shuts, as if he is attempting to find the words that were right. His flush deepens. "I... I'd really like that," he says, slightly breathless. You smile and your heart races in the finest manner conceivable.

You didn't need a great confession or a big dramatic scene. Sometimes you only need to take the first step. And perhaps the two of you had been waiting for each other all along.

asks are always open if you have a question, concern, or request!

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zee-143 · 1 year ago

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~Random texts with Bsf! Hyunjin~

A/N: The Chan one I made is really getting liked omfg😭Anddd I think I'm ready for requests. Head cannons or short imagines is what I'm confident in writing now. So pls request. I'm bored as hell😖 Also go onto my blog and read the pinned post if u wanna request!!

Hwang Hyunjin x Fem! Reader

Genre:Fake texts, Fluffy fluff

Warnings: None :)

#stray kids #skz #stray kids fake texts #stray kids fanfic #stray kids fluff #skz fluff #skz fake texts #skz fanfic #hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #skz hyunjin #stray kids hyunjin #hyunjin fanfic #hyunjin fluff

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livixcore · 8 months ago

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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ masterlist

current wips //

secret secret [chase atlantic x skz x reader] [smau/written - series] [with @hazeracha]

heatwave [hwang hyunjin x f!reader] [enemies to lovers]

[lee minho x f!reader] [enemies to lovers] [one bed trope]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ genre key

☁️fluff ❤️‍🩹angst ❤️‍🔥smut 📱smau/texts 🫧series

✮ 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

nothing here yet…

✮ 𝚕𝚎𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚘

nothing here yet…

✮ 𝚜𝚎𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚋𝚒𝚗

i do every year don’t i? (idol!seo changbin x f!reader) ☁️

✮ 𝚑𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚗

all this for him? (idol!hwang hyunjin x f!reader)❤️‍🔥

✮ 𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚓𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐

nothing here yet…

✮ 𝚕𝚎𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡

nothing here yet…

✮ 𝚔𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚖𝚒𝚗

nothing here yet…

✮𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝚓𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗

nothing here yet…

✮𝚘𝚝𝟾

random bsf!skz x f!reader texts 📱

i’m open to writing member x member (x reader) just send in your asks and i will eventually get around to them!! i’m new to writing in the sense that i may take a little longer than expected to complete something however that doesn’t mean my writing isn’t up to a good standard (i really hope it is good for everyone:))

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biniminisblog · 1 year ago

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Would you be able to make a fake text, for skz, where they find out you like one of the members and they get jealous?

bsf!skz reaction to finding out you like another member | skz texts

pairing: skz x reader

genre: fluff, slight angst, best friends to lovers

a/n: hi, thank you for the ask! i hope i did it correctly! i also purposely left some of the members’ endings a bit vague so you guys can interpret what happens to them after. please consider reblogging/leaving a comment and check out my other works as well if you want!

bang chan

lee minho

seo changbin

hwang hyunjin

han jisung

lee felix

kim seungmin

yang jeongin

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danihow · 3 years ago

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Right here

Bsf!Hwang Hyunjin x Fem!Reader Non idol AU Stray Kids

Summary: A double date with your best friend as a bet to try an prove how dates weren't easy didn't seem like a bad idea, and it wasn't, right?

Word count: 3.55k

Warnings: Best friends to lovers, reader doesn't realizes her feeling until 3/4 in the fic, FLUFF, a bit of Changbin x Reader and Winter x Hyunjin but nah, Changbin being reader's love counselor, kisses, idk?

A/N: This happened and I don't even know from where. Hope you aoll like it, I'm really glad with how it turned out.

"Why the actual fuck is dating so goddamn hard?" You asked, falling face first on our best friend's couch of his shared apartment, comforted by the vanilla smell the cushions had thanks to the spray his roommate used every once in a while.

"Dating is not hard, Y/N, only your love life makes it look like that." Hyunjin says in a muffled tone, a donut between his teeth as he sat down on the chair

Maybe it was, yeah, maybe you were just damned to have the worst love life amongst your friends, having attended more wedding in the past two years from your friends and your older acquaintances than you'd like, not having a partner in quite a while and all of the dates you went to ending up horribly.

Like the one you had the night before, when the guy straight up acted like a jerk the whole dinner and dared to leave you at the restaurant. Still, you wanted a good love life.

"Oh? So, it's my fault now?" You say with a faux outraged tone, your eyes squinting to him, who shrugged his shoulders at your words. "Then why are you still single? Mr. Dates-are-so-easy?" You tease, body moving in a lazy manor to sit up on the couch like a decent human being.

"That's- that's because I want to be single." He clears his throat, swallowing the bite of chocolate donut. "But if I wanted to, I would actually have a girlfriend right now, or a boyfriend, if we are getting in there too." He points at you with the bitten donut, as if proving a point that wasn't actually there.

You rolled your eyes, not daring to fight him back because you could kind of grant him what he said. Hyunjin was quite handsome, and his tall frame usually dragged the attention of multiple girls and some boys every time you two hung out in between classes. And, besides that physical fact, he was really funny and nice to be around.

But still, just because he was pretty, he couldn't mean that he can just pull of a partner if he wants to. Your mind kind of upset (in a jokingly way) that he was implying you couldn't even wanting to.

It cannot be that easy, not even for him. You thought.

"Well, Mr. I-can-get-whoever-I-want, why don't you go on a date then? It's been more than six whole months from your last date with that Ryujin girl, and guess what, it ended up in nothing." You dared, a diverted tone in your voice, making him look at you quizzingly before scoffing.

"It didn't went anywhere because I couldn't see the two of us as a couple, we are even friends now!" He defended, taking a sip of his coffee before continuing eyes never leaving yours in a try not to lose the idea. "Why do you want me to date so bad? Are you so sick of my single ass being there for you when your dates go south?"

"Kinda, yeah, but that's far from what I'm saying, I'm just trying to prove a point here mister." You say, fingers moving in a manner that signaled the whole room.

"And what point is that because I'm kinda not getting it."

"That dating is not easy, even for you, and that you are single because of that." Your words were emphases at your convenience, making him raise an eyebrow in a fun gesture, finding the whole situation rather funny, just as you did.

"And how are we proving that?" He asks, voice full of a challenging tone, upper body leaning over until his elbows rest on his knees.

"Let's go on a double date, this Friday, you find someone to go on a date with and I do too, and let's see who manages to achieve a second date." You say after thinking it a bit. "But none of those fangirls of yours, someone neither of us know."

"Same to you then, but what do we gain here?"

"I'll buy you that paint we saw on the store the other day."

"The expensive ones?" He questions, amused but a bit interested.

"Those." You nod, making his eyes wide a bit under the strands of his blond hair that fell over his forehead.

"And what's in for you?"

"Besides the satisfaction of proving my point, you'll owe me a meal." You say, a playful smirk not painting your face, mirroring the one he sports as he tends his hand out for you.

"Deal."

"Perfect."

"The ate must be after 5 o'clock tho, I have a class before then." He says, taking in your nod before resuming your evening as you usually do, zapping through the channels in search of the murder investigations' one.

Was this a good idea?

Next Friday, 5:47 p.m.

This was the most stressing idea you've ever had.

You had found a cute guy that wanted to go on a date with you, Seo Changbin, but now, sat on your mattress and looking at your closet you had no idea on what to wear.

Why were you even trying so much? You barely knew Changbin, having shared a class with him the prior semester in which he was the teacher assistant and apparently, those months being enough for him to be interest in you in the date type of interest after talking to him as almost friends for a while. But you never use to put too much effort in what you wear, liking how you looked on almost all of your clothing. Then again, if this was not the son of the president, why did you felt so pressured to look good?

Maybe it could've been that this date is not only- no, hell no, you were not dressing up for Hyunjin, he was your bestie, he has seen you in sweats and old paint-stained shirt more than actually dressed up, why the actual hell would you try to impress him? You should impress Changbin, not your best friend.

"Fuck it" You condemn, standing up and picking an black bomber jacket that fitted you a bit too wide but still looked good and kept you warm from the night cold, some light makeup, shoes with a tiny bit of a platform and of we go.

Don't overthink it, don't overthink it, don't overthink it, don't overthink it. You repeat to yourself as your pack your essential stuff on your purse, just before the sound of the apartment phone pulls you out of your thoughts. "Oh, oh" You said, rushing to "Hello?" You ask, pressing the phone between your shoulder and your ear as you close your purse and check all of your apartment in search of anything to fix before going away.

"Y/N? It's me, Changbin, I'm outside of your building."

"Oh sure, I'm coming, give me a minute."

"Okay, I'll wait here." He says before you hung up, gathering your keys, and turning off the light before leaving, and in a matter of three minutes you are at the lobby, greeted by the doorman and spotting Changbin smiling at you from the sidewalk.

"Hi."

"You look really pretty." He says, checking you out with a smile.

"You too look quite handsome." You smile back, liking the way he was so casual about complimenting you. "Should we get going?"

"Of course, ma'am." He says, bowing as he opened the door of the passenger side of his car. "Your carriage is here."

Maybe this won’t be a bad date.

Friday, 7:38 p.m.

You had arrived at the restaurant an hour and a half ago, almost as the same time as Hyunjin and his date had.

Hyunjin's date was a beautiful girl who held both an adorable and attractive aura around her, Minjeong, she had said to you, and damn, did she look good by your friend's side. But him, he looked different, he did not look as proud as you'd had though he could, holding a small smile against his lips as he has her arms interlocked in his, looking at you.

Now, more than halfway through the double date as your plates of food slowly get empty you have that obnoxious feeling that Hyunjin will win.

He had Minjeong wrapped around his finger and you could easily notice that by the way she looked at him and how he treated her just made the sparkles in her eyes shine a tiny bit more and her smile turn a millimeter wider, feeling a bit of some weird feeling in your belly as you looked at them, enjoying the date, realizing that Hyunjin was right, for him dates were easy, and if he wanted he could have a partner right now.

And it isn't that you aren’t enjoying the date, you are, genuinely thinking this is by far one of the most fun and easy going dates you've been in, having not thought of running away just yet. Changbin was actually a really nice man, funny, handsome, fit, and with manners, he was amazing. You could swear to anything above that on a single date with him alone you could easily get more. But as of now, the weird feeling you have is twisting your stomach in weird ways, making you almost unable to want another date with him even if it seemed like an amazing idea.

Why would this happen to you?

You were so absorbed in trying to pinpoint your emotions that you didn't notice when both Changbin and Hyunjin had paid for each half of the food, snapping out as everyone got up from their seats, Changbin kindly taking your jacket off the back of your chair and placing it in your shoulders, his warm and welcoming smile spreading out to your own face, lips mirroring it.

"I think it’s time we part ways." Hyunjin started, hands on his pockets as Minjeong stood beside him, a friendly smile on her pretty features.

"It was nice meeting you two." She says kindly.

"Same to the both of you." Changbin says, nodding to Hyunjin.

"Have a goodnight, guys." You say before they turn away, heading to Hyunjin's car just as you and Changbin do the same, walking silently to his car.

"Thank you for the date." He says from the driver seat, turning the engine of as you park in front of your department complex.

"I should thank you; it was really cute and fun-"

"I don't think we should do it again." He says, looking over at you with guilty eyes.

"Wh- what do you mean? Did I do something?"

"Don't get me wrong, you are an amazing girl and all, and I really enjoyed our date too, but I can't get in between you and your friend like that."

"Me and my... Hyunjin? What does that even mean?"

"Yes, him, I'm not stepping there, I don't belong there." He says, with seriousness but at the same time not pressuring you, at all, and it felt nice.

"There's nothing between us tho, we are best friends." You explain, utterly confused where all of if this was coming from.

"You are sure you don't feel anything for him?" He interrogates you, not weirded out, or accusingly, his voice holding more of a knowing tone, matching the look in his eyes as his eyebrow raises.

"No I... I don't."

"What did you felt today on our date?" He asks again, a hand on the steering wheel but car still turned off.

Fuck, not even you knew, but you hated the idea of him noticing how you didn't felt like how you were supposed to, how he did.

"You didn't look like feeling quite the date, you know? Zoning out a bit much and looking at Hyunjin a bit too." He starts, a tiny smirk on his face, taking in the way you look surprised and somewhat flustered by the topic.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, we are not together or anything, this was just a date, just trying to get each other better, not strings attached." He says, his words actually sticking in your brain, sinking in and relieving some wight you felt. "And what I learnt from you today, is that you have some denial in you, girl." The smiles he wears makes you feel at ease, quite more than you should considering the situation of your date interrogating your feelings.

"I don't know what you are talking about, Changbin."

"You are quite more discreet than Hyunjin tho, and quite distracted if I may say. But I saw the way he looks at you, Y/N, and I'm not daring to get in there, I'm not cruel." How Hyunjin looks at you? How did he looked at you that you didn't notice?

"Way more discreet? How do I look at him that makes you think this?" You can't help but ask, your mind passing through hundreds of different ideas per second.

"It’s weird to say it considering I was your date, but you looked at him like he was your world, and dude I would die for someone to look at me like that." He says calmly, the way he is talking about this so easily making your kind of concerned. "Y/N, do you love Hyunjin?"

"of course, I do, we're-"

"No, you know what I mean."

"I. I don't know, ok? We0ve been friends for so long I never questioned what I felt."

"Well, question it then." He deadpans before getting of the car, circling it to open your door, but you don't get off immediately.

What was Hyunjinto you?

He was your best friend, obviously, he has been ever since high school when you poured strawberry smoothie over the two of you in the hallway and he overreacted as the drama queen he is.

He has always been there for you, your first break up, your graduation day, when you two got into college together, when you got your first pregnancy scare, everywhere and any when, he was there for you, and you were there for him.

You loved him, just like you said, but you never thought deep on that love, always filing it as platonic. But now- now it didn't felt so platonic, the turmoil in your stomach during the dinner, the stress before the date, fuck, even the time you got a bit upset of his date with Ryujin, all of it slowly falling into place like a big puzzle.

And fucking hell, you loved loved Hyunjin, you were in love with your best friend all along.

"Shit, what am I supposed to do now?" You said, looking po at the man on your side, who smiled warmly as you stepped out the car.

"Maybe you should go for it?" He starts with some doubt, not sure on what proceeds. "It will always be up to you at the end."

"God, okay okay, thank you Changbin and... I'm so sorry, you are amazing I swear but-"

No, don't, I get it, maybe we can stay as friends? Taking advantage of how there aren’t any feeling between us right now."

"Sure! Yeah of course, I'd love to be friends." You nod quickly, a small smile on your lips as your heart still beats fast of your realization.

"Well, see y-" He starts, closing the door you just stepped out of.

"Hold on, can you make me a favor? Before letting you be."

Friday, 8:24 p.m.

The thumping of your platforms resonated through the hallways of the building, the only day you need to get to his apartment on the eleventh floor the elevator is only working to the seventh, making you run up five stores of stairs, your heart beating fast and panting.

After your sudden realization, courtesy of Changbin and his psych session, he drove you all the way to Hyunjin's building, an urge of telling him everything you realized flooding your veins and nerves.

706...

708...

710.

Here, now facing his apartment door, breath heavy and a hand against the door frame, your free hand up to knock on the door but stopping midtrack.

Was he even home? Has he already ended your date with Minjeong? Because that you did didn't meant he did too. Fuck, now what? What if he wasn't home? What if the date with her functioned? What were you going to do with your feelings if Changbin just read him wrong?

Your chest tightened, your anxious thought flooding your mind before the door opened before you, greeted by Hyunjin who now wore some sweats and a plain white T-shirt, his hair falling messily over his face.

"Y/N? What are you doing here? Did Changbin-"

"Shut up." You say, stepping in as he moved aside, confusion written all over your face.

"What's going on?"

"I know the reason my dates never worked out."

"Oh, you do?"

"It's you, you are the reason Hyunjin."

"M-"

"Stop interrupting. You are the reason I never get a second or third date, I... I've been so in love with you I just closed of feeling anything for anyone else. You were right here all the time and I just tried to fill in the space I unconsciously assumed you'd never want to take. Fuck, I compared everyone to you, I always hoped for someone to be like you." You ranted, spilling all of what you were feeling before he could even close the door all the way, froze in his place as his brown eyes looked into yours, finding some sort of signal you were serious.

"And I know I may be too late, but after talking to Changbin and remembering all of what I've felt and did today I come to realize Hyunjin. I love you. And I don't care if I'm late and you don’t, I wanted to take it out."

"I've waited so damn much to hear you say that..." He mutters, a sense of happiness so big inside of him he felt overwhelmed in the best way possible. "I- I'm so happy right now I could kiss you right where you are."

"Go ahead then." And that's all it took, all it took for Hyunjin to walk to you, large hands cupping your face in the sweetest way ever, kiss pressing into yours into a kiss you hadn't realized how much you needed, all your worries and weird feeling being replace by an immense love and adoration, a hand of yours flying to his blonde hair as the other cradled his jaw, trying to express all you felt for him now that you knew.

It wasn't until you were in absolute need to breathe that you separated. "God, that was so much better than I imagined."

"Wait, what about Minjeong?"

"She talked about a second date, but I cut her off, I... I just couldn’t do that to her." He says, thumb caressing your cheek as his eyes shone with so much adoration. "I couldn't date her or anyone when I'm in love with you."

"How long have you known?" You couldn't help but ask, hands still over him and taking a bit of a distance to look at his face perfectly.

"For two years at most; when I went and picked you up from that club date you had with that jerk, I realized I hated seeing you cry, and how much I wanted to be the reason of your smile." He chuckled at the end, leaning against your forehead again, enjoying the contact, hands slowly getting off your cheeks, unto cupping your jaw.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"You kept going on dates, what you expected me to do?" He said, the brightness in his pupils never leaving.

"Fuck, you're right I guess." You huff, chuckling and looking down for a seconds before looking up again."

"But I’m glad you know now, better late than never, don’t you think?" His voice was so sweet and full of love you felt like melting against his touch, all the emotions he couldn't express before hitting you like a truck, but you didn't mind.

"I can’t believe you were always here, right in front of me."

"And I’ll always be here for you, just as how I’ve always been." He says, pecking your lips with a smile plastered on his lips, a sudden fullness bursting in his heart, who was already overfilled with joy and adoration.

"I love you." You whispered, centimeters away from his face, breaths mixing together.

"Say it again." His whispers brushing over your lips, a part of his heart still not believing you, his longtime crush, and best friends, was in love with him too.

"I love you, Hyunjin."

"I love you too, so much I feel like crying." He admitted, making you both laugh in each other’s arms.

And there you stood for at least another five to ten minutes in his doorway, wrapped in each other’s embraces just taking in the way your friendship had evolved.

"So, about Changbin talking you into sense..." He starts, pulling you from your hand over to his couch.

"Don’t ruin the moment for god’s sake." His bubbly high pitched laugh resonating through the living room, putting a smile on your face almost immediately.

Yeah, you were whipped for Hyunjin.

This is a work of fiction, people mentioned or involved are actual human beings and none of this work is based on actual facts over the celebrities mentioned nor is intented to portray them in a realistic way.

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yunkiwii · 4 years ago

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—potions gone wrong—

☆ hogwarts au ☆

pairing: bsf!hyunjin x gn!reader | ft. jeongin and mentions of minho

supportive oc: angela, female

genre: sfw. comedic and chaotic, may be considered fluff by some people

wc: 2.4k

warnings: hints of jealousy, mentions of illegal (magical world wise) actions, potion-induced obsession

a/n: i'm pretty sure that in the harry potter series amortentia doesn't work the way i described here, but let's just ignore that shall we? ♡

summary: two boys decide to make a love potion to conquer the crush of one of them. unfortunately, something seems to have gone wrong and y/n needs to step in..

shout out to: ficscafe prompt dialogue event ♡

↳ "I'll give you 20 bucks if you kiss me."

↳ "I don't think that's legal, but we can work around it."

↳ "Shut up, this isn't a wattpad fanfic"

Completely imersed in the pile of books you gathered in the library in order to try and understand more about potions, you get startled when a boy throws himself into the chair next to you, a yellow stripped tie hitting your head in the process.

"I'll give you 20 bucks if you kiss me."

"What? No!", you give him a disgusted and confused look before digging your head into the old dusty pages again.

"Come on!! Angela keeps coming to me trying to snuggle and kiss me and-", as dramatic as he is, Hyunjin pretends he is going to be sick, exaggerating on the nasty sounds way too close to your ear.

"What? Why?", your bestfriend finally caught your full attention as you turn to face him, "Wait, Angela as in like, Angela your major crush perfect-Angela? Weren't you supposed to like, I don't know, enjoy the attention?" But then the face he makes, his cheeks turning shades of pink as his gaze drifts away from you and he sinks down in his chair in embarrassment, realization hits you, "No! No you did not! Are you like what, dumb?", you flick is head inducing a loud squeal to come out his mouth.

"It was Jeongin's idea!", his voice three pitches higher than before, "And I can't be that dumb if I managed to make that stupid love potion work. But that's beside the point, will you do it or not?"

"Do what? Kiss you? And how will that help you dimwit?", you went to flick his head again because, to be fair, he deserved it, but Hyunjin knew you too well and held your hand in time to stop you from hurting his pretty face, as he likes to state.

"To break the curse! Make her give up on me by making her think we're together or something!"

"What curse? There is no curse! And she isn't even thinking right now, she might just kill me out of jealousy!", at this point you're pratically yelling at each other and are forced to leave the library, resuming this odd conversation on your way to Ravenclaw's common room.

"I still can't believe you let yourself go with what Jeongin tells you. He's evil you know?"

"Should've guessed by the green scarf huh?", you slap his arm lightly, not very fond of the jokes made regarding the fact your other best friend is a Slytherin.

"So, how do I solve this?", he basically pleas at you as you sit down on the desk next to the fireplace, as far away as possible from your housemates. Every two in three students has made, or attempted to make, some sort of potion or spell to have something in their advantage. However, amortentia wasn't just "some potion", and if some were to find out that Hwang - head in space - Hyunjin succeded at his attempt they would never leave his poor ass alone, so for now your plan was to keep this subject as low-key as possible.

"Marry her." you say nonchalantly while, without his knowledge, already looking up all about amortentia, its possible side effects and how long it would take to wear off - if ever-, receiving a whine in return.

"It was really fun at first, you know? The flirting was cute, the smooches were great," and boy he put some emphasis on that adjective,"but now it's like she's obsessed with me! She's clingy and talks with that annoying voice and I can't seem to get rid of her!" Hyunjin throws himself face down into the old couch and whines again, words muffled by the pillow where he burried his face. "She's probably standing right outside the door just now!"

"Wait, what do you mean it was fun at first? How long has this been going on Hwang Hyunjin? And why am I only knowing of this now?", you turn around in your chair way too fast, hitting with your knee on the other chair next to you before facing the mop of brown hair all spread around the blue pillow.

"Well, I barely ever saw you all week!", the boy turns his head just the minimum amount to look at you, "You're either with your nose buried in those old books, or with your hands all over Lee Minho! Not my fault you no longer have time for your friends..."

"First of all," you pull out the pillow he's laying on, his face falling on the black cushion as a few curses leave his lips, "lower your tone! I did not spend the week with my hands all over Minho, I am tutoring him in potions!"

"Which you're not that good at, that's why you walk everywhere with those fat books..." Hyunjin rolls his eyes at you as he recovers the pillow from your hands again, "Don't deny it (y/n), you've got the hots for him!"

"Oh sweetie, I sense jealousy in your tone... is that why you gave Angela a poorly made potion?", you show him the page you've been reading between the backs and forths of your not so relevent argument, only for him to realize the potion should've worn off two days ago. Instead, it only got worse. "Perhaps you could use some reading too huh?"

The boy rips the book from your hands, grunting between his teeth sounds you doubted to be words as he makes his way out, only to shut the door as soon as he opens it, squealing loudly when his eyes meet the ones from the Gryffindor's brunette standing right in the middle of the hallway.

"I'm telling you (y/n), she won't leave me alone! It's like she's obsessed!", Hyunjin keeps his back against the door, afraid the girl could open it by some miracle driven by her potion induced feelings, hence she doesn't have the password.

"Well, you see Hyunjin... that's because she is! And it's your fault, you should simply face it..."

"Oh I'm going the kill Jeongin...", the boy grunts ignoring your words completely as the whines coming from the other side of the door overlapped them, "Can you go get him? Or get rid of her?"

You make your way to the door Hyunjin refuses to unblock and, when words and pushes didn't make the tall boy move, you had to resort to your wand, although the simple threat was more than enough for him to make way for you. He stayed hidden in the corner as you parted the door slightly to tell the girl her beloved had disapparated from there, and she should probably look at the quidditch court. The fact she believed you only proved how strongly she was affected by the potion, since everyone knew Hyunjin would never go to a sports court by his free will and disapparating into and out Hogwarts wasn't possible at all.

As soon as the path got clear you both made your way to the shrieking shack through the whomping willow everyone was so afraid of, but that was exactly why the three of you claimed it as your secret meeting place.

Jeongin was already waiting as you sent him a message through your magic notepad when you got rid of Angela, and you had to secure Hyunjin to not throw the book at the Slytherin boy who only laughed in return. The laughter didn't last long though, because you only stopped Hyunjin so you would be the one scolding the younger one, flicking his head the same way you did to the lover boy earlier.

"Hey! What did you do that for?", the boy frowned at you rubbing his forehead.

"To bring you back to reality, so you can both fix the mess you made!"

"But what's the problem?" Jeongin looked at you with honest confusion on his face, "Is this about the potion? You know that thing wears off in like a week or so right?"

"Exactly... do the math now genius..." Hyunjin rolls his eyes before leaning his back against the spiderweb covered walls.

The three of you spent the whole afternoon trying to figure out what went wrong in the first place, you analyzing every single detail of the procedure, and the boys trying to recreate every step they took to reach the final product. But, after hours of research and theories nothing seemed to have gone wrong, well except for the exaggerated and long-lasting effect of the potion.

"We should just obliviate the poor girl..." suggested Jeongin at one point, head in his hands as a sing of withdrawal.

“I don’t think that’s legal, but we can work around it...” You agree with him closing the book you were now reading for the fifth time.

"Are you guys serious? Because that sounds great! Can we get away with it?" Hyunjin's eyes were sparkling in hope as he shifted in his seat to a more straight up position, ready to do whatever it took to get to walk in peace around the school, without being unexpectedly smooched in the cheek and squezeed into a hug every time the girl spotted him.

"No, it's a joke!" You both sigh at your friend's desperation before calling it a day, deciding to resume your research first thing in the morning.

As per usual, you met with the boys for breakfast at the dining hall, though this time they weren't alone and you couldn't help out a giggle when Angela, as glued to Hyunjin as possible while feeding him something funny looking with a spoon, winked at you as soon as you sat in front of her and next to Jeongin. The latter looked almost as horrified as the pampered boy, and you had to focus to try and keep yourself from bursting into laughter before the scene that was unfolding in front of you.

Hyunjin looked like an annoyed pouty baby slumped in his chair - as an attempt to go unnoticed -, while the smiley girl, - one that seemed to have way too much energy in the morning -, pulled some strands of the boy's hair behind his ear before kissing his cheek, "You're so pretty Hyunnie-jin, and I hate to leave you," the girl pouts as she pinches his cheeks rather aggressively, "but don't worry sugarplum, I'll be waiting for you in the astronomy tower when you leave class." This time the kiss is aimed at his lips, but Hyunjin antecipates her intentions and dodges his head with a slick move, just not fast enough to be fully free of her, ending up with her lips awkwardly attached half to his jaw, half to the corner of his lip.

"So you decided to give in?" You couldn't help the grin that was forming on your face, finding it hilarious how the universe always had a way to keep things balanced.

"Shut up. I had to if I didn't want to starve myself, it was one sacrafice I was willing to take." Hyunjin furiously rubs his face with a napkin, as if it would erase the memory of the previous demonstration of affection.

"I say it's the karma, you were basically playing and manipulating her the moment you gave her the potion, now you face the consequences."

"It's like she's taking revenge..." Jeongin mumbles more to himself than to his friends, but he was still heard, and had now two pairs of eyes locked on him waiting for a further explanation to what seemed to be a pretty plausable theory. "We already concluded we didn't do anything wrong, right?"

"Yes, it's still hard to believe though..." you take a sip of your pumpking juice with a raise eybrow, honestly still impressed at how they pulled that off.

"So what if she got aware that Hyunjin gave-"

"We, Jeongin, we!! This wasn't just me okay? I just got the, uh, benefits?"

"Ok, sure, whatever... What if she became aware that we," emphasis on the pronoun as he glanced at Hyunjin, "gave her a potion and now that it wore off she is pulling this act as a pay back? Because, according to our lover boy, if it was nice at first then why would she suddenly start acting all obsessively?"

Both you and Hyunjin took a moment to reflect on this new theory, one Jeongin was really proud of as showed by his smug grin when he crossed his arms and relaxed back in his chair.

"I hate to admit it, but that makes a lot of sense... and explains why she winked at me when I got here..."

"Okay yes, she is faking it... why else would she wink at (y/n) when I'm the one she's supposed to be focused on?", the boy threw his arms up with a questionting - and slightly offended - look.

"Time for confrontation!" you were already standing up with Hyunjin following the lead, but you held yourselves back when you realized Jeongin wasn't moving, looking between the both of you still grinning.

"I've got a better idea..."

It was a terrible idea, you thought, and wanted no part in it at all so you let the boys discuss the details while you just sat there judging their poor life decisions.

The plan was for Hyunjin, instead of confronting her and get it over with as you suggested, to play along as if he too was deeply in love with her, and see who would break out of character first. As much as you tried to explain how childish and stupid the plan was, the boys simply wouldn't listen to you, convinced this was the best idea they've ever had.

Hyunjin got oddly excited about this and ran to astronomy class, already antecipating the act he would pull off when he'd see the girl waiting for him at the bottom of the stairs when he'd get out, leaving you and Jeongin alone in the dining all. The contrast of your opinions on this was pretty clear in your faces, Jeongin laughing loudly, you furrowing your brows and shaking your head in disapproval.

Then, all of a sudden, the boy stops laughing and looks at you, "What if they actually end up falling in love after all this?"

He sounded seriously concerned yet amused at the same time, while you only rolled your eyes at him before collecting your books and leaving for class as well.

"Shut up, this isn't a wattpad fanfic."

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jisungsplatforms · 4 years ago

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Dahlia

Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x gn! reader

Genre: angst; hanahaki au, non idol au

Warning: language, mentions of cheating, tiny tiny spoilers & allusions to some of my other fics if you squint hard enough. Some elements of Felix x reader (purely platonic tho)

Note: this does NOT portray Stray Kids’ true personalities. This is all purely FICTIONAL

*this is one of my longest fics i’ve ever written so sit back, relax, and enjoy the show.

(Based off of (G) i-dle’s “Dahlia)

(Page II)

Dahlia:

“Signifies a lasting bond and commitment between two people;

symbolizes elegance, inner strength , change, and dignity...”

Hwang Hyunjin is bad news.

He’s a player, he’ll leave once he gets bored of you.

Hwang is no good for you. You deserve so much better, Y/n.

That was all you heard ever since you started dating Hyunjin. Different variations of it, all with the same connotation. People warned you, left and right, whenever they saw you two together. But you didn’t care, you choose to love him anyways, despite the rumors you’ve heard about him. It was all...

...Blind love. Sure, you fall in love fast, and every single time, you’ve been cheated on; but you knew that he was different, you could feel it. You had faith in Hyunjin.

Today was your one year anniversary. You sighed at the calendar hanging on your wall, a vase with a single dahila (given by Hyunjin a few weeks ago) sat on a table beside it.

“Did you know back then, lovers used to gift their beloved dahlias as a sign of everlasting love and commitment?” Hyunjin said with a pretty smile, holding a bouquet of a dozen dahlias.

“Oh really now?” you giggled, taking the bouquet into your hands. “Are you trying to tell me something?” You tilted your head, your eyebrows raised playfully.

“Hmm. Only that I want to spend the rest of my life with you,” he cheekily said. “And that I will love you, and only you, even for the our next 100 lifetimes.”

You writhed in giddiness, touched by his words. “I can’t wait then,” you said, planting a soft kiss onto his plump lips, the two of you smiling into the kiss.

That was a year ago; 3 months into your relationship, probably the happiest year you’ve ever had. Every day with Hyunjin felt magical, like it was too good to be true. He was nothing but gentle with you. He held your hand as if you were glass. His eyes stared into yours as if you had the shiniest of diamonds for eyes. His beautiful smile always made your heart flutter, but his kisses was what really did the job. You thought that you could never had enough of him. You were his princess and he’s your prince charming.

But little did you know that the magic will soon wear off...

You stared at your phone in sheer disappointment.

Sorry, I can’t make it today. Something really important came up and I can’t miss it.

-was what was written on your screen, sent by your boyfriend. Bringing the phone closer to your face, you replied.

Really? You can’t skip it? Or even do it later?

Nope. Sorry, babe. There’s nothing I can do.

Oh...okay then.

Cheer up, babe. We’ll just go on a date on another day! I’ll make it up to you. Promise! :)

‘Go on a date on another day’ For some reason, reading that message shot a pang of hurt through your chest. To you, it basically implied that today was supposed to be just ‘another date’ for you guys.

Did he...forget that it’s our one year today? you thought sadly at the possibility as you put your phone down. Shaking your head, you tried to erase the negative thoughts from your mind. No no no, Hyunjin wouldn’t have forgotten. He was the one who even arranged the date! You held your cheeks in your hands. Sighing, you stood up to leave your bedroom to get a glass of water, feeling a heaviness to your chest. A million thoughts ran through your head as you made your way to the kitchen.

Is it possible that he really did forget?

Is he lying to me?

Am I just overthinking things again?

Or did he finally get...bored of me?

Looking back, you started to think about how lately, Hyunjin has been cancelling and rescheduling your dates. Every time you text him, asking him to come over, he’d reply with something along the line of “can’t i’m busy. sorry.” Of course you felt hurt, but you always told yourself, he’s a busy man. We don’t always have to be together.

And of course, you werent oblivious to how every month, the amount of dahlias Hyunjin used to give you slowly decreased. Once a dozen dahlias became only 8. 8 slowly became half a dozen. Then 6 became only 3. But you’ve convinced yourself that you didn’t need flowers to determine how in love you were, telling yourself how expensive live flowers actually are, so it makes sense he’ll end up giving less flowers. That’s it. That’s what you’ve conditioned your mind to think.

You’ve convinced yourself that Hyunjin truly is a good guy.

You didn’t even realize you were already in your kitchen until you felt yourself holding the cup to your mouth, the cool liquid making it’s way down your esophagus. You put the cup onto the counter, mindlessly staring at it. Maybe your were just overthinking things. That’s it.

Trudging back to the bedroom, you sat on the edge of your bed, sighing heavily, trying to contain the tears that were threatening to come out. Your lit up with a notification.

—

From Lixie Ramsay 🧑‍🍳🍽

—

Hey Y/n, are you feeling well?

Seeing a text from Felix, you grabbed your phone.

Not really. How’d you know??

Idk. I guess you can call it...best friend telepathy :D

You smiled, typing in another reply.

Well thank GOD for bsf telepathy cause I feel like shit rn.

Overthinking again?

Yes :(

Aww sorry to hear that dude :((

Wait. What happened with Hyunjin? Isn’t it your anniversary today?

Your heart ached at the message, the good mood you were slowly feeling again plummeted. Luckily, Felix noticed how long you were taking to reply to him.

Ah nvm... Anyways, I’m pretty much free rn so that meeaannnsss...I’ll take you out on a date instead!

Even though you were wallowing in misery, you couldn’t help but tease him.

You? Pass

How rude. And here I am being the greatest friend anyone could ask for, and you have the audacity to be picky?

Have fun with your pity party then, best friend

You sniggered at his reply. No no. I’m sorry I’m sorry, I’ll take up your offer LOL

Good. Be ready in about 20 mins. I’m coming over so we can go to the café together!

Okayyy :D

You got up and put on a nice, but comfortable outfit to go out in with your best friend.

You were just sitting on your couch, awaiting for Felix’s arrival when you heard a knock on your door.

“Y/n! It’s meee~!” came his loud, deep voice. You chortled as you got up from your couch, making sure everything was secured before going to your door. You opened it to see Felix’s bright smile greeting you.

You giggled, opening the door wider. “‘Sup, bro,” you nodded your head. Felix returned the gesture.

“‘Sup. You ready?”

“Yup! Let’s go.” Before you could get out of your house, Felix stopped you.

“Wait wait! I have something for you!” he lightly pushed you back inside. Only then did you notice that he was holding a single sunflower in his left hand. Your eyes widened a little, confused.

“What’s this?” you asked.

“A sunflower!”

You rolled your eyes at him. “Duh, I know that, but what’s it for?”

Felix beamed. “Well, I knew that you were feeling sad today, and I heard from someone that sunflowers are known as “happy flowers”, so I thought that I should give you one! To cheer you up!”

You looked at the flower in awe, incredibly touched by his gesture. “Lix...” you trailed off, feeling happy tears beginning to prick your eyes. You took the sunflower from his hands and stared at it, already feeling the positive vibes radiating from it.

“I know, I know. I’m the bestest best friend anyone could ask for. Now let’s go! I’ve been dying to try the carrot cake in that new café a few blocks down!” Felix said, sliding his arm to yours, “I heard that they have one of the best carrot cakes in town.”

You looked up from the flower to look at him, grinning. “Thank you so much for this, dude. I really appreciate it.”

Felix shrugged with a small smile on his face. “It’s the least I could do. Really.” He waited for you as you locked your front door, arms still linked, then making your way to go to the café Felix has been dying to go to.

The two of you walked together, catching up on each other’s current events going on in your lives, seeing how you weren’t able to for the past two weeks. Right now, Felix was telling you about a certain crush he has in one of his classes.

“Ooh, so, have you tried asking them out? Or even just told them that you’re interested or something, in the very least?” you wiggled your eyebrows. In response, he sucked in his breath a little. His face contorted in a slight grimace.

“I...tried to...” He said with his teeth clenched. You looked at him in puzzled.

“What do you mean ‘tried to’, Lix?” you asked. “It’s either you did or you didn’t.”

Felix sighed in embarrassment, his mind wandering back to the memory. “I sorta might’ve accidentally revealed that I liked them but sorta might’ve got embarrassed and accidentally took it back?”

“What?” you deadpanned.

“Okay okay. It’s dumb. I know. But they were so SO cute just talking, TALKING, and it just slipped out, I guess!” he said, exasperatedly. “I really couldn’t help it! Honest! So, I just panicked and covered it up by saying ‘I’m so lucky to have a friend like you'”

You looked at him blankly, slowly unlinking your arms. “Oh no,” you sighed, slightly shaking your head. “Oh baby nooo...”

“Yeah. I’m pathetic, I know.”

You hummed in pity, patting his shoulder. “A little, yeah, but it’s okay. Things like that happen, unfortunately. Don’t worry though, it’s not like it’s the end of the world,” you grinned, “You’ll have a lot more chances to actually confess in the near future.”

Felix nodded, crooning. “You’re right, Y/n. Thanks,” he said, giving you a hug as he gave you his well-renowned sunshine-like smile that you couldn’t help but smile back.

“No problem.”

Topic after topic, the two of you were so immersed in your conversation that you guys arrived at the café.

“Finally!” you cheered. “That was a surprisingly long walk.”

Felix sighed. “For real. But on the bright side: carrot cake!”

“Is the carrot cake even that good?”

“Dunno. Only one way to find out!” Felix walked a few steps ahead of you to open the door for you when he suddenly stopped. His whole body went rigid. In a blink of an eye, he turned around, gently pushing you away from the building. “Darn. What a shame, it’s full today. Oh well,” he frantically stated.

You glanced back behind him to check the inside yourself, only to see that it was only half full.

“What’re you talking about? There’s totally enough space for us. Let’s go.”

Felix’s face was full of dread. His body was stiff, his eyes shook a little as he maintained eye contact with you. He was nervous, and you could tell.

“You’re not okay. Is there someone in there you wanna avoid?” you said in urgency.

“Uhm. You could say that,” he murmured, looking down. Looking back up to see if there were any shifty looking faces that were in desperate need of a beating, your heart dropped in horror and dispair. Through the window, you saw Hyunjin, your boyfriend, sitting with a pretty looking lady. You watched them with woeful eyes as they smiled and laugh with each other. You couldn’t believe it, you didn’t want to. You wanted to believe that this was all a misunderstanding. You only snapped out of it when you felt Felix’s small, warm hands.

“Let’s-uh- let’s just go, yeah?” he said quietly. Nodding mindlessly, you let him lead to somewhere else. Anywhere but here. Felix rubbed your back, trying to give you any kind of hug he could give you as you walked away. You tried your best to push back the cough making it’s way to your throat. Good thing Felix was guiding you the entire way, others you would’ve fallen due to your blurry eyesight.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered into your ear. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

It’s okay. You have nothing to apologize for, is what you wanted to tell him. But you couldn’t, for if you do, you might end up breaking down in the middle of the streets. You breathed heavily, containing both your tears and the pressure down in your chest and throat.

You snuggled closer to your thick blankets, trying to assimilate the warm you crave for from it. Felix was by your side, rubbing soothing circle to your back. You guys never went to go to another café. Instead, he led you home, seeing how it wasn’t the right time for you two to go out. You appreciated his gesture. It makes you wonder why can’t every guy be like your best friend, your brother, your soulmate. Felix let out a long exhale.

“Man, I-I’m sorry you had to see that, especially on your anniversary,” he soft said. Felix was furious, not only at Hyunjin, but himself as well. He felt like he couldn’t protect you, like he failed as your best friend.

“It’s okay, Lix. I’m fine,” you murmured. “Actually,” you paused, “I’m not fine. But you don’t have to apologize for something like this. This had nothing to do with you.”

“I know,” he sighed. “Im just frustrated, you know. I’m mad that you’re hurting like this.”

“Yeah me too,” you said emptily. “I just hope that this was just a misunderstanding.”

“He better damn well make sure that it’s just a misunderstanding,” he grumbled. “Otherwise i’m gonna have to settle some things with him. Hope he knows that i’m a black belt in Taekwondo.”

You snorted. “Thanks, Felix.”

“I will have a ‘chat’ with him. Mark my words.”

You laughed at him. You could faintly feel the angst in your heart lessen, but not completely go away. Hearing your front door unlock, you stiffened. You tried your best to not look at it.

“Babe! I’m here!” Hyunjin’s voice rang at the entrance. You felt Felix’s hold on your form tighten. Hyunjin walked closer to you two.

“Hey, Felix,” he said flatly. “didn’t know you were coming here.”

“Hmm.” Felix nodded his head, not even trying to make eye contact with the tall brunette. Hyunjin nodded back in annoyance.

“Anyways, you can leave now,” he sneered with his jaw clenched. “Your job is done. Now it’s my turn to spend time with my beloved.”

Both you and Felix tensed at his words. He looked down to look for your approval. Seeing your unsure nod, he hesitantly let go of you, watching you as he does so.

“It’s okay,” you mouthed to him. He made a sharp breath as he stood up, still refusing to look Hyunjin in the eye.

“Goodbye,” Felix called out, more to you than the other. You felt a sense of foreboding when you heard the door shut. From your side, Hyunjin let out a harsh groan.

“Finally,” he said, sitting down as he wrapped his arm around you. You couldn’t let yourself relax in his arms like how you’d usually to. You just felt uneasy in his presence right now. “So? How was you day? Missed me?” Hyunjin asked. You couldn’t take it anymore. You couldn’t bring yourself to pretend anymore.

“Are you cheating on me?” you more declared than asked as you sat up straight. Hyunjin’s eyes widened for a millisecond, a flash of fear in his eyes, but he just played it off.

“How could you accuse me of something like that?” he said, defensively. “I’m your boyfriend. Don’t you trust me?”

You bit your lip nervously. “I saw you, Hyunjin. At the café.” His face contorted in panic but quickly masked it as disbelief.

He scoffed, “Well you saw wrong, Y/n. That was just a friend, I would NEVER cheat on you.” He shook his head disappointingly, removing his arm from you. “I can’t believe that you would ever doubt me, babe. I’m actually really hurt by this right now.”

You felt a wave of guilt rush over you.

“Oh...I’m sorry,” you muttered. “I just thought-“

“You thought what? That the rumors were true?” Hyunjin laughed sarcastically. “Man, and here I thought that you were different.”

Your eyes teared up even more as the guilt inside your chest increased. Was I really wrong? you thought. “No! I’m-I’m sorry, Hyunie! I didn’t know! I just felt hurt because today was su-”

“Yeah, yeah. It’s okay. Let me just, be alone for a while, Y/n.” Hyunjin quietly got up and walked out of your house. You walked as he slammed the door on his way out, wrapping the blanket tighter around you. You were starting to regret letting Felix leave. The air around turn colder in your empty apartment.

It was supposed to be our one year anniversary, you thought, finally letting your tears out. And yet again, you tried controlling the tickling down your throat.

“He told you WHAT?” Felix exclaimed, looking at you incredulously. You had to shush him when you noticed some of the other people in the coffe shop giving you both tiny glares.

“He told me that it was just a friend that he had to me,” you said, quietly. “And that he would never cheat on me. He also said that felt hurt that I didn’t trust him, so I felt bad cause he did looked super upset.”

Felix rolled his eyes as he let out a sardonic “ha”. “That’s rich. Coming from him?” You let out a tiny pout.

“I don’t know, Lix. He seemed like he was telling the truth though?”

“Yeah, seemed, Y/n. I don’t know if you should trust him anymore. And besides, it even sounded like he was trying to make you feel bad instead of apologizing.”

“Well yeah cause-” Felix cut you off, holding up his hand to stop you from saying anything else.

“That’s gaslighting, bud. A huge red flag if you ask me. He didn’t even remember that it was your anniversary!”

Scrunching your eyebrows, you pondered upon Felix’s words. You knew he was right, but you really wanted to give Hyunjin the benefit of a doubt. All of a sudden, you felt a pressure in your chest. In need of relief, you coughed into the juncture of your arm. Felix winced in pity.

“Ooh, sounds nasty. You good there?”

You nodded as you continued coughing, giving him a thumbs up. Once you finish with your fit, you cleared your throat a little, grabbing the water bottle beside you to drink.

“Mhmm, yeah. Just a tickle, that’s all.”

“You sure? You’ve started coughing since yesterday,” Felix stated. “Are you sure you aren’t getting sick cause of the weather or stress or something?”

“Uhh nah. I don’t think so,” you said. “I’m sure it’s nothing.”

Felix hummed, totally unconvinced by your reasoning. He knew deep down something was wrong; he just didn’t know what. It was quiet for a while until Felix up at the window and let out a little gasp. You raised your eyebrows at this, silently asking him what’s wrong. He glared a little at the window before turning to you.

“Hate to do this but look. Behind you, don’t make it obvious.”

You slightly turned your head to see what he was looking at. Your eyes widened. You saw Hyunjin and the same girl from 2 days ago, passing by at the other side of the window, hand in hand. You watched in disbelief as the girl tipped toed to kiss his cheek while he giggles. You quickly turned your head in the other direction to avoid him as they walked by, feeling the pressure in your chest worsen. It hurt even more when you remember the small bouquet of dahilas in her hands. You felt your eyes burning with tears, sucking in deep breaths. Turns out that that was a mistake.

You calming yourself back-fired. You ended up having a coughing fit; but it didn’t feel like any cough you’ve ever had. It felt way heavier, like you were almost suffocating. Bringing a fist to your chest, you pounded on it as if it would help. You didn’t know if the tears in your eyes was from the couch or seeing your bastard of a boyfriend. You couldn’t even open them so you opted to just keeping them shut .

“Y/n?!” Felix yelled out in alarm. You felt him come up behind you, rubbing your back. “Oh shit...” you heard him breathed out. You slowly opened your eyes and turned to him. He looked frantic, but he wasn’t staring at you, rather on the floor. You looked back to see dahlia petals on the floor.

Huh? you thought in bewilderment. Last time you checked, there wasn’t any plants in the shop, aside for the plastic Swiss Cheese plants in the corners of the place, if they even count at all.

Felix noticed your gaze on the petals. “That shit’s from you,” he pointed out. “We need to get you to a hospital. ASAP.”

You looked at him weakly. “But-“

“NOW, Y/n.”

“I- what?” you gasped in horror.

“You’ve, unfortunately, contracted the Hanahaki Disease,” the doctor announced in sympathy. Felix rushed you to the nearest hospital after your little scene. When you arrived there and told the receptionist at the entrance, she immediately paged you to the emergency room. You were scared. You didn’t know what was so urgent to rush you to an emergency room.

“Hantahapki? What the hell is that?” Felix asked, coming out rather aggressively. He was horrified; who wouldn’t be if they witnessed their best friend coughing out flower petals.

“Hanahaki,” the doctor subtly corrected, “It’s a rare disease that makes you cough out petals. Not many people gets it.”

Your heart beak was fast. If it was rare, then who knows what could happen.

“Okay, Hanahaki. So do you know how Y/n got it?”

The doctor removed her glasses and put it on the desk beside her. “Well, though it is a rare disease, we do know enough about it,” she declared. “The Hanahaki disease, fortunately, isn’t contagious and is only produced from unrequited love.”

You let out a shaky sigh. “So it is true. He doesn’t love me anymore,” you muttered. You felt the familiar pressure in your chest so you relieved yourself, petals spewing as you coughed. Felix immediately rubbed your back in alarm.”

“Is there anyway to treat it, doc?” he worriedly questioned. The doctor nodded.

“Yes actually. One option is for the patient’s love to be returned by the recipient,” your heart dropped a little hearing this “-or the other is to undergo surgery.”

“Surgery?” you both inquired at the same time.

The doctor nodded again. “Yes, surgery, our safest option. However, doing so will result in Y/n loosing all feelings of love altogether.”

“So what you’re saying is,” you said slowly. “-if I do the procedure, I won’t be able to love again?”

“Unfortunately, yes. Romantic love that is. You can still love people platonicly, like your friend over here,” she said gesturing to Felix. “Family and friends, basically. You just can’t have romantic feelings for anyone else, even if you really wanted to.”

You and Felix looked at each other in sorrow. “I,” Felix started off, “really think you should do it.”

You bit your lip as you shook your head. “I don’t know. This is a pretty big decision. Can’t I just, like, think about it for a while? Before I really decide if I want to do this?”

“Of course you can, Y/n,” the doctor said. “Just don’t take too long making a decision, okay? Because it will kill you, if you don’t decide on time.”

The two of you looked up at her in horror. “KILL?!”

She winced a little at your loud voices, prompting the two of you to apologize. “Yes, kill. Those aren’t just petals coming out of no where.” She gestured to the pile between the tree of you. “They have to produce somewhere. At first they’ll start of as a little bud, that’s why as of now, you’re only coughing out several petals each cough, eventually getting bigger and bigger until the flower in your lungs fully bloom, which could end up bursting out of your chest.”

Felix turned to you in pure terror, slightly shaking you. “I REALLY think you should do the surgery today.” You brushed him off of you.

“Okay yeah, that’s terrifying, but I won’t be able to love ever again, Lix!” you countered. He look at you like you were crazy.

“You won’t be able to feel ANYTHING if you don’t!”

You contemplated on the situation. You didn’t know what to do. The doctor interrupted your train of thoughts.

“Don’t worry, Y/n you have about a few weeks minimum to make a decision. Luckily you came to us the day you started coughing out the petals. Otherwise, if it happened earlier and you kept it to yourself, you might’ve...you know.” You shook your head in acknowledgment.

“Yeah. Okay, thank you, doc.”

It’s been 5 days since you’ve been to the hospital; 5 days you’ve been diagnosed with the Hanahaki Disease; 5 days since you’ve last seen Hyunjin.

You still weren’t sure if you wanted to undergo the procedure. Felix said that this was the best option, but you didn’t want to listen. You still had hope in your heart that maybe, just maybe, Hyunjin still loves you deep down. You heard your phone ding from the table. You picked it up and saw that is was from your “boyfriend”.

Hey! Haven’t seen each other in a while. Wanna talk?

Your heart sped up. You didn’t know if it was from excitement that he finally contacted you, or fear that you might end up finding out the whole truth. Your fingers typed out a reply.

Yeah, come over today. I’ve missed you

Liar, you thought to yourself.

Sure! See you soon!

You typed out your final reply, burying your face into the throw pillows.

A knock was heard from your door, signaling Hyunjin’s arrival. You tensed buy quickly calmed yourself down. You got up to let him in. You were greeted by his big smile, which you knew now was fake.

“Hey, babe! I’ve missed you!” he cheered.

Fucking liar. Putting one a fake smile, you said a quick “miss you too” and let him in. Closing the door, you gave yourself a mental pep talk before going straight to the point. You turned around to face him

“You’re cheating on me,” you stated, emotionlessly. You didn’t even say it as if it was a question, you knew. Hyunjin looked panic before composing himself.

“Again, Y/n? I told you, it-”

“I SAW YOU, HYUNJIN!” you cried out, not even containing your emotions anymore. “I SAW YOU OUTSIDE OF THE CAFÉ. I SAW YOU HOLDING HANDS. I SAW HER KISS YOU AND YOU DIDNT PUSH HER AWAY. IN FACT, IT LOOKED LIKE YOU ENJOYED IT.” You walked quickly towards him to push his chest.

“WHAT’S WORSE WAS THAT I SAW THE DAHLIAS YOU GAVE HER, A FLOWER THAT YOU SAID WAS SPECIAL TO US!” you fell to the floor, sobbing. The jig was up, Hyunjin knew.

“I trusted you Hyunjin...I really did. I even convinced myself that you weren’t like the rumors said,” you said weakly, already too tired to scream. “I love you. How could you do this to me?”

Hyunjin watched as you broke down. He didn’t know what to say; how to comfort you. He couldn’t even lie to you anymore. He felt bad for you. But he could’nt deny that he’s lost feelings for you.

“I’m sorry...”

Hearing this made you cry even more, you cradled your chest as you sank deeper to the floor. He didn’t even deny it. He didn’t even try comforting you. You heard his heavy footsteps leave your house, closing the door behind him. Your heart lurked even more. So this is it, you thought.

It hurts.

It hurts so fucking bad.

You were used to being cheated and lied to, so why did it? You clutched your burning chest, trying to regulate your breathing. More tears spilled out of your eyes.

It was because you genuinely loved Hyunjin.

You couldn’t take it anymore, you started wheezing out the dahlia petals out of your chest. A bunch of petals flew out of your mouth. You couldn’t breathe. It was too much. You crawled to your phone to call Felix. It rang once, twice, before he finally answered.

“Y/n?”

You could’ve even speak anymore, the room started spinning, your vision started blurring.

“Lix...hospital...” you managed to let out before collapsing.

“Y/n? Y/n!”

You woke up to the sound of beeping. You looked around and noticed that you weren’t home anymore. You tried getting up, flinching when the IV bag connected to you stopped you.

Ah, I’m at the hospital.

You laid back down and relaxed, trying to relive what happened last time you were awake. All you remember were blurry images of you crying, petals, hearing Felix’s panicked voice, then nothing. You eyes shot open at the thought.

Felix?!

You looked around the room to finally see him sleeping in the corner. You could faintly distinguish the dried tear marks on his freckled face.

He must’ve been here for a while.

The door know turned to reveal the same doctor to diagnosed you a few days prior. “Hello, Y/n,” she greeted, standing by your bed. “Seems like you’re doing well now.” You nodded. You tried speaking to answer her, only to find that you couldn’t because of how dry your throat was. The doctor noticed this and shook her head.

“Don’t. Just rest, it’s okay.”

You bowed you head as a slight thank you. She walked closer to you to pat your head.

“Congratulations, the procedure was a success.”

You eyes widened at the implication. So that’s why you’re here. It all made sense now. You have her a smile as you gave a raspy “thank you.” She talked to you for a while before deciding to leave you to rest a little more. She announced you could be discharged from the hospital by tomorrow.

You felt a little disappointed that you couldn’t love anymore, but still overall glad that you’re still alive. You glanced at the papers the doctor left on the table beside you, grabbing it to read it a little just to see that is was just your information. Beside it, you saw that she also left a cup of water for you. You gulped it down, letting out a relieved “ah” went you finished.

You didn’t want to think about anything right now, and you sure as hell didn’t even want to think about your now ex-boyfriend. You closed your eyes to think about what went wrong in your life. Especially now that you have to live without loving anything the way you want to. You contemplated with an emptiness in your chest.

Our love is-

“...however, they do carry negative connotations;

betrayal, dishonesty, instability.”

-Dahlia

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(Case #XX1-

Name: Y/n L/n

Patient: Cured; Discharged: XX,XX,XXXX at XX:XX)

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A/N: PHEW FINALLY DONE WITH THE FIRST PART OF THE SERIES. IVE BEEN EXCITED TO WRITE THIS FIC FOR A LOOONG TIME. (G) I-dle’s “Dahlia” is what inspired me to start the Hanahaki series so THANK YOU MINNIE

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