#huru falls

[frogandbird]

Ch 9 - Repo Work - Ch 11

“English” *Common* ‘TSL’

Violet cast a stray glance over their shoulder, then bolted out into the daylight. Oreo followed, much quieter than Violet would have thought possible.

The dusty ground and few scattered low rise buildings offered little cover for them, but Violet cared little if they were spotted. They cared more about the tools they needed. Oreo of course tagged along, and need to be safe but a little sun wouldn’t hurt them.

Violet didn't slow as they reached the chain link fence, instead using their bō to help themselves vault over the thing. They landed softly on the other side, turning to look at Oreo.

Oreo latched onto the fence, skittering up it like a little bug. Violet snorted as Oreo finished her skittering climb, hoping off at the halfway point to give a little bow.

Oreo chittered in response, happily trotting next to Violet as they moved deeper into the junkyard.

*Remember to keep close, it is still day time after all and I do not want us to get caught.* Violet spoke, giving a half glance at Oreo.

The box turtle nodded, trodding next to them.

Violet led them into the first ring of the yard, one full of cars that had yet to be stacked or raided for material and parts.

Violet ginned as they spotted a red truck, one that had the hood already popped open.

Violet handed Oreo their bag, happily moving over to pull the metal and things out of their way as they looked about. They could feel Oreo latch onto their shell, a small wight pulling on their shoulders.

It was several minutes before Oroe started to click, but Violet paid it little mind as a particular part from the still engine caught their eye.

Violet made a clicking sound as they pulled the part free, then yelped as they were pulled back suddenly.

Something crashed in front of them, making Violet blink and look up.

A crane with a magnet was retreating to another pile of cars, personably to move them about some more.

Violet leaned back to where Oreo was sitting. “Next time I would appreciate a heads up.”

Oreo smacked them with her tail.

“Ow ok ok!” Violet stood, retreating from the barauge of swipes from their brother.

Oreo gave a play full hiss, then stopped.

“wah?” Violet turned.

There, sitting in a particularly comical beam of light, was a small buggy. A dirty pale blue coat of paint, rectangular base with the signature orange cap and big blocky wheels, familiar in every curve.

Violet could not resist the urge to run right up to the buggy, not fully aware of how fast their hands were moving. Oreo was quick to follow, happy clicking coming from the smaller box turtle.

They reached the buggy quickly, Violet running a hand over the dirty and flaking paint.

*Who could let such a historical gem fall from grace like this!?* Oreo hissed in outrage, clambering to try and reach the fatter top of the buggy.

“I don't know Huru, I truly do not know.” Violet looked around the buggy. How could they leave such a beauty to fall into disarray like this? “But I must have it.”

Oreo finlay managed to get onto the top, evident by how his voice was now coming from above Violet as they circled the old buggy.

*Should… Should we just take it?*

Violet looked up at their brother, who was perched directly above them. They were about to speak when a voice cut them off.

“And who’ are you lot’?”

Violet jumped, spinning to face the voice as Oreo squeaked.

A mutant stood in front of them, a thin build with strangely purple skin, dark hair, small antenna and long arms that gradually became more and more suratted instead of ending in hands greated the pair.

*Dude! there are humans about! you gotta be careful!* Oreo hissed, looking around.

The mutant raised an eyebrow. Violet wondered what mutation occurred to let them keep any hair.

“What’s’ the tot hissn’ bout’?” The mutant asked, glancing at Violet.

“Humans are probably about.” Violet gave a quick transition, earning yet another gentle smack from Oreo.

The mutant laughed before Violet could hiss at their sibling.

“This is RepoMaintus Yard, there ant’ no humans about.” the mutant gave them a sly grin, waving the consern off with one arm.

Oreo squealed. *This is your lot? You gotta sell us the buggy! please please ple-*

Violet pulled their brother off their perch. *Slow your engines down there Oj, this is a negotiation! not a final sale.*

Oreo pouted in Violet's grip, arms crossed and legs held up in order to hang in a fetal position.

Violet turned to the mutant. “What would you give us to take such a thing,” Violet gestured at the buggy behind them. “Off your hands?”

The mutant snorted. “Startin’ off strong I see.” They tapped their chin a few times.

Violet huffed.

The mutant seemed amused by this. “Tell ya’ what’, you two ever do repo work?”

Violet tilted their head. Oreo shook their head as he was lowered to the ground.

The man grinned again, wider than it would have been. “it’s when ya’ go take something back from someon’ who don't’ pay’.” The man gestured at the buggy. “You do some work for me today and the buggy will be yours.”

“Deal! what’s the work?” Violet clicked. Oreo chirped in agreement.

The man laughed. “Quick to agree i see’. Go get me an RV from a mutant who barked up the wrong tree. Ey’ holding up in the woods, darkest part ov’ it near the bad side ov’ town.”

—

Violet hopped off the bus with a flourish, Oreo rolling as they fell. Violet offered a hand, but kept their attention on their tablet. It had gotten dark out, now a lazy light from their shell lit the two up.

Oreo gave a trumpet chirp as they popped back up to standing. Violet hummed at them and continued into the woods, a map pulled on in one corner with data and articles pulled up under it.

*To recap, we need to get the RV from this mutant in order to get the buggy. And we need to be tough as nails.* Violet looked at Oreo, who was clinging to their arm. *no offense haru, but you will need to toughen up for this. You go soft on people.*

Oreo gasped in outrage. *I can be tough! Just you wait and see!*

Violet huffed in amusement. *Good. Now! With the information I got from Repo, and these scans I did on the bus, he's a lawless hermit who doesn’t pay for anything, including his RV. He even has a 9.8% match for the Spine-Braking Bandits profile!*

Oreo shivered, clinging closer to Violet's arm. Violet patted them on her head with one of their metal arms. They actually had a 98% match but they where not going to tell Oreo that.

Oroe chirped suddenly. *There! In the clearing!*

Violet looked up. sure enough a run down RV was parked. The paint looked long faded, a canopy cover hanging on by a thread and mall lights hung about on polls and in the trees.

“Why hello there!”

Oroe screeched and jumped away, Violet however did not scream, no sir.

Violet spun to face the voice, bō in hand and tablet dropped on the ground before they could think.

A short, brown furred mutant stood there, eyes closed as they gave a small wave with two tiny hands. A tuft of yellow hair-like fur was atop their head and htey wore a cozy looking sweater and a pair of children’s jeans.

The mutant gave a chuckle, opening their eyes. “Sorry to scare you. I'm Todd.”

Violet didn't shake the hand that was offered, insted slowly putting their bō away. Oreo slowly came to their side, sniffing at Todd. Todd for the record, let this happen with no complaint.

“Sit sit! The puppies are about to eat!” Todd wandered over to the RV as they spoke, making Violet and Oreo share a glance.

Violet sighed and let the mutant lead them over to where a troph lay. With a pull of a lever the trough filled with food. Suddenly a sound was heard.

Violet stiffened as a sea of dogs came running out of the woods and stampeded to where the food lay.

Todd seemed happy with this and pointed Violet and Oreo to a picnic table. The two sat dutifully as it was the only place safe from the duzions of dogs that milled about and shifted from previously unnoticed through to unnoticed through.

A few moments later Todd appeared from the RV carrying a try with drinks on it.

“You guys want any of my internet famous lemonade? I donate most of it to anyone in need of a little sunshine!” The munat laughed as they set the tray down on the table.

Oreo took one of the three cups after a few moments hesitation. He gave a purr of delight after her first sip. Violet carefully took the second cup.

“So! looking to adopt a friend?”

Violet looked at the mutant. “Ah, no we came for another reason.” They took a tentative sip of the lemon aid. “Oh wow this is good.”

Todd glowed at the compliment.

Violet coughed. “We need to talk to you about-“

A dog barked, jumping onto them. Violet hissed slightly, scooting away from the yellow furred dog. Todd shooed the dog away with a toy, throwing it across the clearing.

Todd looked defeated when they turned back to Violet. “Is it about the RV?”

Violet clicked to hide whatever was rising in their gut. That did not feel good. “Yes, You haven’t made a payment in over two years. Me and my brother here,” Violet gestured to Oreo.

Oreo, for the record, had disappeared behind a wall of fluff. Violet raised a drawn on eyebrow as they spotted their sister under a pile of brown and gold fur.

Todd gave a soft laugh at the sight. “Yeah.. Turns out all you get for rescuing puppies is million-dollar smiles.”

Violet looked between their brother and the mutant, shame rising in their gut. They sighed.

“Groan. Ok, Ok. What can we do in order to get the RV?”

Todd offered a happy smile. Violet actually groaned this time.

— — —

Oreo tapped at the tablet, having propped it up on a borrowed pellow. The soft running was cut off as one of her siblings awncred the call.

*Chellio~* Sky acered. *whao where are you?*

Oreo chuffed. *We are helping a mutant with a bunch of puppies!* Oreo looked around the small tent that had been set up. *Oh, me and Vi will be here for a few days?*

Onix leaned into view of the camera. “Yer’ yelling Pops.”

Oreo shrunk back slightly. *He's not gonna get upset, will they?*

Onix hummed. “Probably not. Just call when you can until you come home.”

Oreo nodded. *Will do!*

— — —

The first day was the hardest, as all three of them went to find a place for the small cabin and dog houses, all blue-printed by Violet.

Oreo happily took to pulling the few trees that were in the way down, then leveled the era within only a few hours. Violet was slower, drawing up plans and looking into how to best get the wood ready.

The second day all three of them helped build up the base of the house, getting the main pillars and first few rows of the walls done. They had even gotten a few of the dog houses built up. They had a bond fire that night.

The third day was the final day. They got the last of the walls up and the roof on, and a door in place. Tood said they would get the windows done. Todd helped them make s’mores for the first time.

They left on the fourth morning.

— — —

Vi hummed along to the song that played on the radio, hand tapping at the steering wheel. Oreo had their head out the window, basking in the wind of the road as they drove.

Violet clicked at Oreo as they entered city limits. Oreo whined but ducked into the RV, closing the window slowly.

“Sorry Oj, don't want to be seen so close.” Violet clicked again.

Oj nodded, tail curling around their legs as they turned onto the road that led to the junkyard.

After another few minutes they turned into the junk heard proper. The gates opened with a lazy speed, with no input from Violet.

Violet ignored whatever technology had sensed the RV, they could look into that later, instead itching into the dusty yard and to where they knew the bugggy was parked.

Violet pulled the RV up next to the buggy. They made a small note of the fabric that had been ung up, a basic seance from one of the lesser movies. Lights had been set up.

Violet unbuckled themselves, nodding out the door. Oreo darted out, scrambling to the top of the RV. Violet rolled their eyes as they also got out. They stood with their arms crossed just a few feet away from the RV.

Movement made them tilt their head. Repo walked out from behind a pile of cars.

Violet spoke up. “We got the RV. I believe we had a deal?”

Repo laughed. “Oh we had a deal. deals aren’t’ sold things kid.”

Violet unfolded their arms. “Excuse me?”

Repo offered another to-big smile. “Scrapn’ is tricky business’ and you got tricked’.”

Violet hissed, moving to stand in Repos face. “We will be taking the buggy, bug.”

Repo just faster than Violet, one hand shoving them down half a second before Violet could bring their own hand up to defend themselves.

Violet hissed as they landed on the ground, holding a hand in Oreos' direction to stop her from jumping the mutant.

Repo smiled. “Th’ purple one’s’ funny.”

Violet groaned. “I keep saying I'm the funny one.”

Repo spoke again, ignoring their comment. “I'll let ya’ off easy, just a few broken legs.”

Violet hissed. they couldn’t reach their bō. the car pile.

*HARU, THE CARS!*

Oreo screeched, something gold and warm shooting past the pair.

Repo whipped around, looking for the source of the sound and light.

Violet took the few seconds they had to roll away, hopping to their feet as metal began to scream.

Violet's eyes widened as several cars crashed onto the bug mutant, metal screeching and protesting against gravity.

Oreo gave a hiss that was more threatening than Violet expected from the box turtle. *A deals a deal fuck’o’.*

Violet cackled a laugh as they ran to the buggy. Oreo joined them quickly.

Violet jumped ontop the buggy, lifting the hatch with a flick of their tail as Oreo jumped next to them.

Oreo and Violet shared a look before they both jumped into the buggy. Oreo churred in excitement as Violet let out a cackle.

“Alright! Let’s get this girl up and running!” Violet looked around the levers and buttons, pushing a small set of them in an order all four of the siblings had long memorized.

The buggy gave a lazy hum, slowly powering up. Violet rolled their eyes at the less than clean display but started to drive nonetheless.

Violet glanced out the top of the buggy, casting a lost glance at the bug. “Tallyho bug man! eat my dust!”

Violet ignored Repo's yell as the Moon Buggy began to slowly make its way into the city.

Something slammed into them, making the buggy run forward. Oreo yelped as they were tossed out of their seat. The box turtle turned as Violet continued stealing around the human cars parked in the neighborhood they were driving into.

Oreo whined. *Repos on us!*

Violet growled out several curses their mother would have grounded them for.

Repo's voice managed to reach them through the glass and metal of the buggy.

“Give me’ back my’ dork-mobile!”

Violet hissed as they swerved around a stray car. Oreo huffed.

*Moon-core lasers!* Oreo slammed a hand on a stra button.

Nothing happened.

The buggy was rammed again.

*crater dust cloud!*

“Shouldn’t things be happening?” Violet hissed, taking a sharper turn then they meant.

Oreo grumbled something, slamming hands into buttons and tail slashing the air.

“This is a movie vehicle, i'm surprised it even had fuel.” Violet grumbled to themselves, swerving to avoid an oncoming car.

Tire screeching came from behind.

*Not unless it's from the ‘Jupiter Jim’s Third Last Trip to the moon’ Movie!* Oreo trilled in excitement as he pulled a layer of metal off the dashboard.

Violet winced at the sound of metal being torn apart.

*Kicking on the Jupiter Jim Titan Turbo Mode! Remember how he had to hide the controls from-*

“He had to fool the Plutonians, yes i remember.” Violet hissed, more focused on driving then bantering with their sister. Violet still used the one lever Oreo hadent gotten to forward.

They both made their respective happy sounds as the engine finished powering on, speeding them past the speed limit.

Violet sped them along, rolling corners and blaring past cars and stray humans.

They hissed as the hum of electricity filled their ears as the engines crackled.

They lowered themselves into their seat, twitching as cars raced past and people jumped out of the way.

“I can’t shake him.” Violet winched as they ducked with the movement of the buggy.

Oreo clicked. *I’ll try the Gravity Grease 3000*

Violet grunted as they swerved again. “I think that's just gonna get some people very oily.”

Repo's truck crashed into them again, sending the two forward once again.

Oreo clicked. *Maybe I should use the bug zapper.* They sounded to dissiponted than Violet could process at that moment.

“And why didn't you start with that? We’re losing paint and metal here.” Violet grunted.

Oreo just sighed.

Violet rolled their eyes.

A metal arm came from the shell and drew a ‘3000’ onto the metal.

Oreo trilled.

Violet hissed aferontaly as Oreo shreaked in excitement.

Violet winced at the sound of electric humming turned into a roar. Blue light took up most of the merriest vision.

Oreo squealed in delight as the buggy spread up yet again.

Violet cackled as they could see Oreo dancing in their peripheral vision.

They couldn’t wait to rub this in Sky's face. After they modified it of course.

[yanderefairyangel]

UTANOHA - Paradox！－新型アリス症候群－New Alice syndrome

威名、名声、名利を追う　愚かな子羊達 imei, meisei, meiri wo ou oroka na kohitsuji tachi

The foolish young lambs who chase after fame, reputation and profit

私欲だらけ兎の手　赤く淫らに咲く shiyoku darake usagi no te akaku midara ni saku

Take the paw of the White Rabbit, where selfish and lascivious desires bloom in red, fully

染まる頬で舌を嬲/なぶる somaru hoho de shita wo naburu

Their cheeks go red as they tease with their tongues

（キミと　ボクと　ワタシとで） （kimi to boku to watashi to de）

( You and Me and I )

さあ花開け　青きこの戦の場-学院-で sā hana hirake aoki kono ikusa no ba de

Now let the flowers bloom in this blue battlefield - academy -

（共に） （tomo ni）

(together)

秘めやかに　密やかに（逢瀬） himeyaka ni hisoyaka ni （ouse）

In secret, known to no one else (a rendez -vous)

その指を絡めて（今宵） sono yubi wo karamete （koyoi）

We intertwine our fingers (tonight)

声に瞳に毒が潜む（堕ちよう） koe ni me ni doku ga hisomu （ochiyou）

Your voice and gaze becomes intoxicated by poison (let's fall)

囚われるは　未来の僕 torawa reruwa mirai no boku

Entrapping my future self

（声を）聴かせて（いつもの） （koe wo）kikasete（itsumo no）

(Your voice) Let me hear it (always)

明日を手招こうか asu wo temane kouka

Shall I beckon tomorow ?

「愉楽/ゆらくの刻を　召し上がれ」 「yuraku no toki wo meshiagare」

"Enjoy this time of pleasure"

紅い花を散りばめた　肢体で空を仰いで akai hana wo chiri bameta shitai de sora wo aoi de

The red flowers are scattered around your limbs as I look up to the blue sky

碧い涙浮かべてる、君を夢魔/むまに捧ぐ aoi namida ukabeteru, kimi wo muma ni sasagu

Blue tears pops in the corner of your eyes, I'll offer you to the Nachtmar*

劣情　愛情、焦げつく足が retsujou aijou, kogetsuku ashi ga

Lust, love, they set my feet on fire

（痺れ、焦り、震えてる） （shibire, aseri, hurue te ru）

(From numbness, anxiety, I shiver)

一歩その先　続く道は消えてゆく ippo sono saki tsuzuku michi wa kiete yuku

One step further, the road began to vanish

（因果の音） （inga no ne）

(Sound of casuality)

秘めやかに　密やかに（愛が） himeyaka ni hisoyaka ni （ai ga）

In secret, known to no one else (this love)

煮えたぎり　希求/ききゅうし（醒/さめる） nie tagiri kikyū shi （sameru）

My boiling desires (have awoke)

残滓/ざんしした想い抱え（歩こう） zanshi shita omoi kakae（arukou）

Carry on the remaining of my former feeling (let's take a walk)

痛み、叫び、声を枯らし itami, sakebi, koe wo karashi

In pain, you scream, your voice is so hoarse

（君を）想って（死ねれば） （kimi wo）omotte（shinereba）

(If only I could die) wihile thinking (of you)

幸せになれる？ shiawase ni nare ru?

Would I become happy ?

答えの意味はすぐ側に kotae no imi wa sugu soba ni

The meaning of that answer can be found right here

「運命はかくあるべき」とか知らないから 「unmei wa kaku arubeki」toka shiranai kara

"That is how Fate should play out" is something I don't understand

（あがけ！あがき続けて） （agake! agaki tsuzuke te）

(Struggle ! Struggle still !)

「もがきなさい」 「mogakinasai」

"Please, keep struggling"

秘めやかに　密やかに（君と） himeyaka ni hisoyaka ni（kimi to）

In secret, known to no one else (with you)

花開く　その愛（恋が） hana hiraku sono ai（koi ga）

This love opens like a flower (it's love*)

例え偶然でもいい（それでも） tatoe gūzen demo ii（soredemo）

I don't care if it's a simple coincidence (however)

せつな、触れた、それが全て setsuna, hureta, sorega subete

One moment, one touch, that's is everything to me

（青い）一瞬を（春でも） （aoi）isshun wo（haru demo）

(This [blue] sad) instant (of spring)

大切にしたい taisetsu ni shitai

Is what I treasure most

痛みも毒も　飲み干そう itami mo doku mo nomi hosou

The poisonous pain that comes within, I'll swallow it all

（ままごとと、いわれても） （mamagoto to, iware temo

(Even if you say it's just a mere play)

さあ　はじめよう sā hajime you

Now, let's begin

（これは） （korewa）

(this is)

君が見たその姿も（真実） kimi ga mita sono sugata mo（shinjitsu）

The image you saw that day (the truth)

愛も夢も悲しみさえ ai mo yume mo kanashimi sae

The love, the dreams and even the sadness

（全て）ニセモノ（虚像か） （subete）nisemono（kyozou ka）

(Everything) is but a fake (an illusion)

真実はどこだ？ shinjitsu ha dokoda?

Where on earth did the Truth went ?

答えの意味は…すぐ傍に kotae no imi wa… sugu soba ni

The meaning of the answer.... is right here !

*Muma in japanese refers to "nightmare" but what distinguish it from "akumu" is that it can also be used to refer to a specfic type of demon, the incubus or Nacthmar, hence my translation

*Ai and Koi both means love but in different intensity, ai can still refer to a platonic love whereas koi mainly refers to a romantic one in at least 99% of the time

[hamishpetersen]

distrust, disorientation, disintegration

Review published in HAMSTER Magazine Issue 4 of:

Daegan Wells A Gathering Distrust Ilam SOFA Campus Gallery 21 February - 22 March

Daegan Wells A Gathering Distrust Ilam SOFA Campus Gallery 21 February - 22 March

distrust, disorientation, disintegration Hamish Petersen

eleven ceramic pots are lined up like a narrow jetty, risking itself the further it extends. they are made of clay Daegan dug from the shores of Moturau, near a memorial for the ‘Save Lake Manapōuri’ Campaign.

“Moturau is the correct Māori name for Lake Manapōuri. […] The name Moturau is sometimes said to have been given by the northern rangatira Tamatea, who travelled through the area with his travelling party after their waka, Takitimu, capsized at Te Waewae Bay.” [1]

Daegan dug the clay not far from where they remember having fallen over on a childhood trip. this was familiar ground at the time. their family had relocated nearby after finding employment in the second hydroelectric project at the lake in the mid nineties. it’s always a strange sensation to fall over on familiar ground, to ram your hip into the kitchen bench while absent-mindedly refilling your water glass. Sara Ahmed reminds me that disorientation, “can shatter one’s sense of confidence in the ground, or one’s belief that the ground on which we reside can support the actions that make a life feel liveable.” [2] for the Save Lake Manapōuri campaigners it was the threat of topographical disorientation that motivated a call to action (for inaction) in a rising euro-american awareness of mass extinction, deforestation, and climate crisis. you’ll have to rearrange your week if the water rises and an isthmus becomes a channel.

“This pass or ford, Te Kauranga, was where waka entered Circle Cove.” [3]

attempting to retain the orientation to the world they had sketched around them, the locals took to public protest action in order to have their lived topography legitimated by the commercial and governmental bodies that threatened to submerge them. the campaigners’ story was somehow written in a script that achieved legibility for those in power, whereas other stories entwined in that whenua at different times were illegible (read: unintelligible (read: unreal (read: illegitimate))).

who gets heard when successive acts of speech are speaking over one-another? over the land. over the silvered macrocarpa of hay barns. over the seasonal tracks to a southern kainga, or the best places to cook in the rain.

in some sense this work subverts the typical reading of craft practices like pottery through these stories. the red, bisque-fired pots on the floor fit readily into a negotiation of binaries and

hierarchies of usefulness / decoration, femininity / masculinity, and particularity between functionality / formalist history in the vein of the pākehā potters and image-makers lauded for their ‘capture’ of an essence of Te Wai Pounamu. however, the way Daegan articulated the space using a projection of pensive, frothing waters onto crisp aluminium in one corner, casting spears and flutters of light across the room, called me into my body. i felt myself small and my movements calculated in order to orient myself to the row of pots in the appropriate way. in this environment the clay forms were language through which land, peoples’ histories there, and Daegan’s relationships with Manapōuri locals were articulated through an embodied process — Daegan and the clay. some stories get through that somehow, not that I need to know all the details. they are not always for everyone to know.

FFO: Ceramics, environmentalism, queer phenomenology, swimming in space, activism, layered histories.

[1]Te Rūnanga o Ngāi Tahu, “Popup Panel: Moturau” Kā Huru Manu, Atlas — A Cultural Mapping Project, 2018, http://www.kahurumanu.co.nz/atlas. [2] Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, (Durham; Duke University Press, 2006), 175. [3] Te Rūnanga o Ngāi Tahu, “Popup Panel: Pakererū” Kā Huru Manu, Atlas — A Cultural Mapping Project, 2018, http://www.kahurumanu.co.nz/atlas.

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Chukua mawazo yote mpe BWANA YESU na yanayokushinda Mpe BWANA YESU ayatatue, Yeye anaweza yote.

Tambua

BWANA YESU anao uwezo wa kukusaidia, maana alisema....Njooni kwangu, unayesumbuka na kulemewa na mizigo, nitakupumzisha.... peleka mizigo yote kwake

Pili

BWANA YESU hawezi kukuacha kama ni Mtenda haki yaani unaishi Neno lake alafu akuache, hawezi kukuacha. Hata kama unaona amekuacha, Yupo na wewe. Yusufu ingawa aliuzwa, akasingiziwa kubaka, na akafungwa Gerezani, lakini wakati wote alikuwa na MUNGU hakumwacha, na MUNGU baada ya kuona uaminifu wa Yusufu alimtoa Gerezani akaibukia Ikulu kuwa waziri mkuu wa nchi.

Usifikiri uweza wa YESU KRISTO umepungua kwamba alitenda lakini sasa hatendi, Mpe nafasi atende, kumbuka Wakina Petro wangezama kwenye maji kama wasingemwamsha YESU ingawa alikuwemo kwenye boti, Mpe nafasi, Mpe mizigo yako, uwe huru, Amina.

Rejea

“Cast your burden on the Lord [release it] and He will sustain and uphold you; He will never allow the righteous to be shaken (slip, fall, fail).

......Psalms‬ ‭55:22‬.....

@2023 the greatest Glory for me.

[deepseavibez]

Nerve_26 || KNJ

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Nerve [Namjoon x Reader]

Prompt - @casnextdoor

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Part 25.5 - Cold-Blooded

Part 26 || Ascension

Part 26.5 - Mount Ever-rest

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Genre - cheating; aftermath; husband au;

Summary - You would never expect it really. He's doting. He's sweet. He's hardworking. But he's forgotten his morals. Suspecting it is one thing, but when he confirms it, will you stay or walk away.

Warning - Cheating(Aftermath); (Not! Implied!) Smut; SMUT!;

Word Count - 7.8k

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The following update contains scenes of a sexual nature. To bypass the scenes skip through the portion between the following '###'.

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'You have got, to be fucking kidding me.' Bree laughed and rested both palms in her office desk. 

'It's right in front of you,' Kenta motioned to her monitor. 

'I know that, Ken!' She snapped. 

'Hey,' Yuna bristled, her legs stretched out in front of her on the chair across from her. 

Bree sighed. 'Sorry, I'm just,' she circled her head with her finger, 'it's just surreal.' Her eyes grew wide, 'it really shouldn't be this deep,' she clicked her tongue. 

Yuna knew exactly what Bree was on about. Kenta had shown her the footage as early as 7am, despite the long night they'd all had. 

He had gone to bed with her, both of them needing each other's comfort, each other's presence. But she wouldn't put it past him to have waited for her to fall asleep and go off to do his own thing. 

She couldn't blame him for that either. Protecting y/n, solving mysteries, putting the puzzle pieces together, it was in his blood, in his bones. And he'd honed his skills to a phenomenal level. 

So to have no answer, no end in sight from an issue that came across as a simple – a crazy lady with a gun, there was no way he had any sleep last night. 

And for good reason. 

Bree was losing her mind about the footage from her club last night. Kenta identified the entrance Maiya used, her route inside the club from change up, to the bar, and the two times she entered VIP3. Kenta logged the time, she had y/n cornered, her position, and tracked everything that had happened in VIP3 with his own hidden camera, that Bree didn't have to know about, right up until Huru escorted her out later that night. 

There were three major issues. Maiya had entered as a guest, and gained access as an employee. But how? When all of Bree's employees had a bracelet with a chip that could be scanned for identification. She couldn't have gained access to any of the back rooms, the change room, or anything else, unless she had one. And she did sport a silver bracelet in her hand when she left. 

The server that was originally meant to be the waitress of VIP3 had unexpectedly called sick, that very day, and couldn't show up for work. 

But she had sent a replacement. 

The third issue was that Maiya had approached the bar, the one that Kiri wasn't attending, empty handed. 

The exact same camera, facing her direction, showed her leaving the bar, with a device, and a bracelet. 

'So wait,' Bree chuckled coldly, 'You're telling me,' she held her fingers up, pinching her thumb and forefinger together as if trying to keep her peace from leaving her bubble, 'that the bracelet and the recording device, dropped out of thin air.'

Kenta walked toward the window of Bree's office and looked out. 

Yuna knew her fiance was ready to blow a gasket. But Bree's incredulity was just the tipping point. He'd been tense ever since visiting Yoshi. 

'Because clearly,' Bree hit rewind on the footage for a few seconds, and turned the monitor forcefully in his direction, 'she has nothing but her phone on her. She doesn't even have a coat. No pockets, no bag.' Bree but her lip and lowered her tone. 'How the fuck…' 

'The footage was spliced.' Kenta shoved his hands in his pocket. 

Yuna's heart ached for him. He was beating himself up about this. But he couldn't have known and he couldn't have done anything even if he was there. 

He was worried about Yoshi. And some part of Yuna was absolutely terrified that he was going to back out of Barcelona. It seemed like a selfish thought, but she wanted him to herself. He deserved a break. 

But she also knew he was the best at what he did. He would be so double-minded about leaving. He would constantly be worried about Yoshi and his team, and y/n. 

Yuna wouldn’t lie to herself either. Kenta was the best choice to keep her best friend safe.

Yuna shut her eyes tightly. Ugh. Kim Y/n.

Guilt was eating at Yuna for the way she'd treated her best friend the night before. 

Her emotions had gotten the better of her. 

And she felt even worse when she'd talked to Kenta that morning. 

*

'You gonna see y/n, today?' He asked without looking up from his tablet, coffee in hand. 

'I had no plans to leave the house today.' Yuna nursed her own mug, and read through updates on the group chat for the project. 

'Yuna.' 

Kenta didn't… scold her. Not the way he would scold, y/n. No, the tone he took with her was always so soft, but held a tad of reprimand, as if to say 'Yuna you know better.'

And Yuna did know better. But some things took time. 

'Kenta.' She replied, doing her best to push aside the nagging voice in the back of her head that agreed with him.

Yuna sighed when Kenta put his tablet down and crossed the kitchen toward her. 

He circled his arm around her waist, and aligned her against his body. 

Yuna straightened up, and though she had every intention of breaking his hold so she could think more clearly, and negate any chances of being coerced into doing anything she wasn't ready for, her body sunk into his hold. 

'I saw what happened last night,' he whispered to her, his breath tickling her nape. 

'So?' Yuna bit back. 

'You asked her,' he dropped a tender kiss on the exposed skin on her shoulder, 'how would she feel, if she was you. But Yu, what would you do, if you were her?' 

Yuna swallowed hard, doing her best to hide the breath that was knocked out of her. 'I would have given her a choice.'

Yuna gasped as Kenta bit her. Hard. 'Liar,' he murmured against her skin. 

Yuna blinked back tears. Because Kenta was right. If she was y/n, she would want y/n safe from harm. Removing her, and her safety, and any other weakness, would help her think, find a way through the situation. 

Especially if she was the only one meant to be looking down the barrel of a gun. 

Because collateral damage was a bigger burden to bear. 

But Yuna would still be stubborn. She just needed a day. One day. Just to wallow in her self-pity before making things right. 'I'll see her tomorrow.'

Kenta stopped with his ministrations. Yuna almost heard his jaw snap shut.. 

'Maiya played a recording of Namjoon and her. Of that night.'

Yuna whirled around, the shock jolting her out of her internal war. 'What the fuck?!' 

Kenta nodded solemnly. 'She played it. In front of everyone.'

Ohmygod. Yuna covered her mouth with her hand. The pain and the humiliation. It was nothing short of a nightmare. 

'And they were just about making things work.' She leaned into Kenta and placed her head on his arm. 'What did y/n do?' 

Kenta's arms came around her. 'Y/n slapped her.' Yes, y/n! 

He placed a tender kiss on Yuna's head. 'Had to hold her back from doing more.

Then I let go, which was what she was waiting for, Huru took over, then Namjoon punched him…'

'God, what the hell didn't happen last night?' Yuna pulled away. 'And what do you mean Namjoon punched Huru, for what exactly?' 

'Well, Huru seems to have finally found someone he likes. Someone that gets past his cold robolike exterior.'

Yuna fisted her hands in his shirt. 'No.'

Kenta sighed, dropping his head. 'Yeah.'

'Are you fucking with me?' Yuna bent her head and looked into Kenta's face to make sure. 'Y/n? Kim Y/n? Married to Kim Namjoon, Kim Y/n?' 

The situation would have been comical in any other setting. 

'Holy, fuck.' Yuna turned away and held her head. So much had happened. So much had gone down. And instead of being there for her best friend, Yuna pushed her away, giving in to a vindictive part of herself she told y/n to leave her alone, all when y/n needed her the most. 

'How,' Yuna burst into tears. 'How the fuck, does she go through these things?' Kenta closed his arms around her again and held her to him. 

'How, Ken!' Yuna sobbed. 'She's been through so much, so fucking much. How does she survive this? She looks at him like he's her whole world. She's discovered so much about herself, based on his existence, based on his work and music, and his whole… persona. How does she recover when all of that is shattered? Who does she go to?'

'We just gotta remind her she still has us, baby.' Kenta swayed from side to side. 'She's strong.'

'But just because a person is strong, it doesn't mean they should be pushed until they break. It's not fair! Fuck!' He shook with the force of her frustration. 

'Hey, hey, this is your soulmate we're talking about, she is capable of… well anything at this point.'

'I know.' She did know. Y/n never gave in. And she never gave up. 'I know she won't leave him. We know she won't.'

'So she'll get through it.' Kenta bent his head to nip at her lower lip. Grounding her in his own way. 

'That's going to be so hard.' Yuna learned further into Kenta's hold, fearing for her best friend, and what came next. 'And we're leaving soon.'

Yuna knew y/n. She wouldn't turn to anyone. She would confide in her husband, and her family, but none of them were Yuna, and they could never be Yuna. 

'We'll remind her that we are just a phone call away.'

Straight to the point, her fiance. 

It's not like she could deny it. She couldn't walk away from her own project and she wouldn't live with herself if she did. Not to mention, y/n, angry or not, would kick her ass. Literally. 

That only left making amends. Yuna and y/n had to be on the same page. So y/n knew that her soulmate actually was just a phone call away.

'You always get your way.' Yuna complained, knowing she was about to leave her house and do exactly that. 

Kenta chuckled lightly. Understanding her. Knowing her. Foreseeing her next step somehow. 'Funny. I feel the same with you.'

*

‘Where the hell did she get someone with that type of knowledge?’ Bree paced and made gestures with her hand.

Yuna could tell, Bree wasn’t just mad about the fact that someone had bypassed all the safety measures she had in place at Orbit, but Bree seemed to be pissed on y/n’s behalf. 

And Yuna couldn’t blame her. Y/n was very…dependable. It was easy to pick up the phone and dial your best friend. For a favour, a helping hand or an ear to listen. 

Y/n seemed to be a human reminder that no matter what a person thought or felt, or did, and no matter what they were going through, they weren’t alone. 

Yuna had her fair share of bouts of jealousy when people flocked to y/n for life advice or career advice and offered her shoulder to cry on when their hearts were broken. Yuna would be lying if she didn’t admit that she always had an insecurity about her position with y/n, but not because of y/n herself, or anything she did, but because y/n was such a better person than she was.

And she thought that many more people had better to offer y/n.

‘They had to have some sort of tech background.’ Kenta turned back to them. ‘Maybe tech, or even security… it's very clean.'

His tone sent a shiver up Yuna's spine. But he was right. Yuna watched Maiya approach the bar, sit down, nothing in hand except her phone as Bree stated, and a second later, her hands were full and she was leaving. 

Whoever Maiya had met clearly didn't want to be seen, but that would mean that this was deeper than it looked. Maiya was a pawn. 

Almost too perfect. 

Kenta had been repeating that since last night, because he'd had an inkling that Maiya was not the mastermind. The crazy lady with the gun was supposed to look like ‘a’ crazy lady with a gun. 

'This puts my whole club at risk.' Bree placed her hands on her hips and bit at her bottom lip. 'What do you recommend, Ken?' 

Kenta didn't answer immediately. And Yuna being Yuna, knowing Kenta like the back of her hand, understood that the tick at his jaw meant he was trying not to snap at Bree. 

And with good reason. Bree was as much of a victim as anyone. 

No one could have predicted any of what took place the night before. 

'I think whoever got through your systems only did it for that specific incident. All the evidence points to it being planned. And as such, they or he or she or whatever, has no reason to do it again. As long as y/n is not in the club or her activities pertaining to Orbit are not broadcasted.'

A slow blink from Bree. 'Are you trying to tell me that this happened because it was a known thing that y/n was gonna be in my club?'

Oh no. 

'It certainly made things easier.'

'I can't believe you.' Bree huffed a laugh. 'Y/n frequents Orbit even if she's not sticking around to party, and you know that.' Bree pointed to herself, lip curled up in a snarl. 'It happened in my club. MINE! My walk-ins can afford to buy me out, that's how rich they are. And if they're that rich, they're that important.

The safety of every woman in VIP3 last night was my responsibility and I get that! But I didn't see this coming and neither did you! So stop trying to act like you're the only one that gives a fuck!'

'Oh-kay!' Yuna stood up and clapped her hands together. 'Let's keep level heads, it's no one's fault. Y/n would bite your head off for insinuating it,' Yuna side-eyed her fiancé. 'And, Bree, what you can do, is maybe invest in a new system, or even upgrade, because I can tell you're not very satisfied with the off chance that anyone could get into your system when the mood strikes.'

'I'll give you some recommendations if –,' Kenta started 

'Don't bother.' 

Yuna raised her eyebrows and stared Bree down until she relaxed her defensive stance. 

'I mean yes, sure, you can.' Bree finally gave in, but didn't look back at Kenta as she addressed him. 'But it's secondary to what you actually need to do right now. Which is to figure this shit out.' She motioned to the monitor. 

Speaking of… 'Did anyone get in contact with you to reimburse you for the damages? The vent, the stock at the bar where the team had their scuffle, and the door of VIP3, and whatever else…?' 

Bree chuckled lightly. 'Yeah, in fact Ria called me to do that, on behalf of Arem and Jin did the same on behalf of the band, but Sylo already got on it by the time they called up.'

Yuna was glad. Bree wouldn't claim on account of her being a friend. And she had the money to make up for whatever the costs were. But Y/n and Yuna always agreed on the inch spacing between business and personal life. 

'Well then, if that's out of the way, I think I’ll go and find my best friend now.' Yuna pulled Bree in for a hug. 'I'm so sorry this happened at Orbit, Bree. I'm sorry about last night's loss on account of’ throwing people out and shacking up in your office,' Yuna looked up at the ceiling, '… all of this.'

'Shit happens.' Bree pulled away and shrugged. 'I'm just honestly glad Y/n’s okay.'

Yuna thought the same.

Kenta cleared his throat just as Yuna was grabbing her bag. 'I apologise.'

Yuna almost smiled at the random apology. Kenta was like that. Once he knew the next step, and what needed to be done, rather get it out of the way. 

'Noted. And ditto. I was… frustrated.' 

A curt nod and Kenta was holding the door open for them to leave. 

'I'll keep you updated,' Yuna heard him call over her shoulder. 

'Appreciate it. I'll touch base with the employee that called in sick last night, and let you know if I learn anything new.'

Yuna would have asked why the harddrive would stay in Bree's office, but she knew her fiancé a little too well. A copy of his own would be stored away somewhere, he would have made sure of it. 

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The Kims - the night before…

🎶- Prisoner - Raphael Lake, Aaron Levy, Daniel Ryan Murphy

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'Mmhhh,' he moaned, and he leaned further into the sensations he felt. 

Delicate fingers on his chest, and thighs encasing his own. 

But y/n's lips were the real reason he knew he had to be dreaming. She nipped at his jaw and left a trail of open mouthed kisses along his neck down to his shoulder. 

He was helpless in need of his wife. She turned him inside out, with his love and his words and her touch. 

He loved when she caressed his arms, and nipped at his lips when she kissed him, marked and played with him and peppered sweet nothings on his skin, making sure that he knew how much she loved him as he was, scars and all. 

He loved being adored by her. 

And it had been a long time since he was shown that kind of attention. 

'Fuck,' he bucked up into the warmth he felt between her thighs. She was open, and pliant and rubbing her core against his cock, and it was all too good to be true. 

He had to be dreaming. 

Some sort of double back from the events of the night and his mind's way of providing a perverse sense of  comfort. 

'Joon, I need you.'

His eyes flew open and as heated as he was moments ago, he felt like he'd been doused with cold water. 

It was real. His wife was on top of him, on his cock and she was fucking naked. 

He panicked. 'Y/n, what are you –,' 

He broke off with a groan as she scored her nails over his pecs and down to his stomach. 

Fuck. It had been so long, too long.

His fingers fisted in the sheets. If he reached for her, touched her, gripped her thighs, or made any contact at all, he couldn't trust himself, he would not be able to hold back. 

'Baby, what are you doing?' His sleep ridden voice was rough, even to his own ears. 

'God you sound so sexy like that,' she lowered her lips and kissed her way down to his navel. 

'You need to move, y/n,' he growled, 'we can't do this.'

She stopped. Thank fuck. But only to lift her head and regard him. 'Do you not want me?' 

What the fuck? 

'Of course I want you,' he replied sharply, 'but this…this-isn't the right time.'

'But I want this.' She dropped her gaze and trailed a finger below his navel, down to his cock. 

Hell if she thought this conversation was over. 

He lifted his body up, knowing full well he'd be able to carry her off him, and put some distance to get their heads screwed on straight. 

She just needed a bit of space, then she would start thinking again. 

She pushed him flat on his back and she rocked into him, making his cock jerk. 'I can do all the work, I want this, I want you inside me.' 

It was all he could do not to grab her round ass and pull her onto his hard on – it would be so easy to find his way home. 

This was such a bad idea. They'd both been through hell and back, in their lives and their marriage, and sexual deprivation at this point was an understatement. 

'It's not about the work, y/n. Fuck, baby, please you're driving me insane.'

He couldn't resist, as her slick entrance coated his cock and he grit his teeth, doing his best to breathe through his body's instinct to give into what he craved. 

He had to hold back. He had to. When she woke up, when she opened her eyes and her brain was less foggy, she would hate him. She would hate him for taking advantage and for giving in and not doing more to stop her. He couldn't handle seeing that look of disappointment in y/n again.

'Touch me, Namjoon.' She grabbed his hands and placed one at her waist and the other on her breast – it took everything in him to let it fall away. 

She frowned at his hand then whispered softly, 'You want me? Right?' 

A flash of pain tore through his chest. 'It's not that simple, baby.'

'It is,' she forced the issue. 'You think I'm beautiful,' her pout almost did him in. 'You want me, I know you do,' she took his length in her hand. 'This tells me everything I need to know.'

Throwing his head back at the feel of her fingers around him, after weeks of wishing and imagining and dreaming about this, he was embarrassed to admit he was so close to cumming right there in her hand as she stroked him. 

'Y/n, please,' he choked out, 'baby we need to talk about this. We aren't ready.'

He was sure his cock was about to explode and he was losing his fucking mind. 

'We’ve talked enough,’ her gruff tone doing all sorts of things to his dominant side. ‘I don't want to talk. I want to make love with you.'

Warmth seared his blood at her words. 

'I love you, y/n. And there's nothing more that I want, then to be inside you, to claim you and remind ourselves who we belong to.'

'Then do it, make me wet, make me moan, make me cum so hard that my body shatters for you.'

His wife sounded so soft, and so lost and so vulnerable. It was all he could do not to gather her in his arms and hold her to him, to hide her from the world. 

He shook his head, willing himself to be strong, not trusting himself to say the right words. 

'Fine!' The sudden coldness in her tone, had him gaining some sense of clarity. 'I'll do it myself.'

At first he thought she meant she would touch herself. And though he'd seen it before and he would love to watch, he also knew what kind of torture it was for y/n to stroke herself to orgasm. 

True to herself and her nature, y/n knew her body and how slow or how fast she needed to go to draw out her pleasure or give herself a hard and fast release. She knew her spots, how deep and the exact pressure necessary for her clit. 

Namjoon was a fast learner.

Which meant that he could be doing the exact same thing to her, pleasure doubled – for her because he knew her inside out and for him, because he was the only one that did. 

But his wife did him one better. True to her words from earlier, about him being hers, and only hers, she gave his cock an experimental squeeze that had him seeing stars for a second and he felt her move to position herself above him. 

He blinked and when found his cock lining her soaked entrance, he had to  muster whatever last bit of logic he had left to do what he did next. 

'Y/n!' He grabbed both her wrists and pulled her on top of him. 'You've had a fucking long night.' He glared at her down his nose, and pushed aside the fact that her amazing breasts were flush against his chest. 'And you are not thinking straight right now. You need to stop!' 

But to his surprise, her face screwed up in pain. 'I want you to touch me, Joon. I want your hands on my body,' she whimpered. 'I want your fingers inside me and I want to feel you, all over, until there's nothing and no one else.' She didn't cry, but he could tell she was at the edge. 'I need this. I need you.'

Her words reached into him and latched onto his soul, into a part of him that no one else could ever touch, could ever have access to. ‘I don’t want you to wake up and hate me, y/n.’ He cupped her cheek. ‘I don’t have that in me.’

'I'm thinking straight. I am.' He heard her words, but he was still hesitant. 'I could never hate you. I would never.' She whispered against his lips. 'We've already established as much. Whatever mistakes, whatever regrets we’ve had, you will never be one of them.'

He breathed hard. 'Y/n.'

She carefully lifted herself off his chest, and pulled him up with her. 'Please.' All she had to do was whisper the plea, and he was mush, he was a goner – he obeyed her willingly. 

Taking his hand again, she brought it to her breast, and squeezed the mound with his hand, and this time he reveled in the sensation. He loved his wife's body. He loved when he could grip the supple flesh like he owned her, which in his mind he did. He loved showing her how much her scars and her stretch marks and any mark marring her skin wasn't as relevant as the ones his fingers and his teeth made to mark her as his own. 

He loved trailing his tongue through every nook and crevice and reveled in her whimpers and her soft sounds of satisfaction as he slowly brought her to the edge, making her lose herself in the pleasure he could give her. 

By her reaction, when he pinched the hard bud between his fingers, the way she tilted her head back and left her body open to his eyes and his exploration, she would allow him to do as he pleased. 

The need put him together, her trust ripped him apart and he didn't have the strength to fight the need anymore. 

Flipping her onto her back he grabbed both her wrists and held them above her head in one hand. He let her feel his strength, his body holding her in place. 

He'd made some fucked up mistakes already. Broken promises that would forever change their bond and make who they were before all of this something irreparable. 

But he would have to trust her. 

She came to him, and asked of him, only something he could give her. And if he could help, make it better, in anyway, in any form, even if it was sex, even if some part of him knew it was a temporary fix, he would give it to her. 

He reached between their bodies and used his freehand to play with the bundle of nerves between her wet folds. Her gasp was music to his ears, and he almost lost it when he slid a finger inside her to find her so ready for him. 'So warm, so wet, all for me,' he kissed her cheek lightly when she replied with an 'only you' and slid a second finger as she lifted her body to meet them. 'Are you sure, baby?' 

He needed to ask one more time. It was a long shot, and he didn't know how he could turn back now when his fingers were deep inside her, but he had to ask. 

She kept her eyes closed as she nodded and he bent down to nip at her earlobe. 'Look at me, and give me an answer.'

Her eyes lit up with the type of  ferocity he would welcome any day over the sadness and the pain. 'Yes, I'm sure,' she lifted her head to bite at his bottom lip, 'now fuck me!' 

In his head his pride struggled against its chains, and his ego sported a feral smirk.That's his y/n. 

Her demand blazed a challenge in his blood. It had been too fucking long since he'd claimed her. 

He pumped his fingers and played with her just the way she liked it. Hard circular motions on her clit, and fast pumps with his fingers. 

He felt her thighs quiver, and watched her face contort with a flurry of emotions. 

It had been too long. For her and for him. 

He hadn't been inside her for months, the same way she had felt empty without him filling her.

She bit her lip to keep her moans at bay, but he hit her sweet spot to make sure that didn't happen for long. 

'Oh god, right there,' She tried to struggled against his grip on her wrists but he didn't let up. She wanted to lose herself in sensation and he would give her that.

'I love when you ride my fingers, y/n. So fucking beautiful.' The temptation was too close and too much to bear so he bent his head and took a nipple in his mouth. She hissed and arched her body toward him as he rolled his tongue over the hardened bud and teased by grazing his teeth across the edges. 

'Fuck, I'm close.' She said as she continued to rock to meet his fingers. 

He felt it, he felt her muscles contract around his fingers and just when she was about to go over the edge, he pulled out. 

'What the fuck!' She was furious enough to break off his hold. 

He wanted her that way. He needed her to be angry. He needed to hear her. He needed her. He needed her so much. 

Gripping her thighs, he opened her legs and positioned himself at her entrance.'You'll come when I tell you to come.' He ordered. 

'Like hell!' She lifted her body off the bed and raised her chin in challenge. 'I can easily get off with my own fingers if you won't do the job, right.'

'Oh yeah,' he kept his eyes on her and he ran his tongue across her neglected nipple, 'Then why did you come to me?'

Her mouth shut and her lips screwed up tight and her body followed his mouth when he pulled away. 

He rested his body on his hands, ghosting his lips against her jaw, against her chin. 'It's me, it's always me. It's always been me.'

She swallowed audibly. 

'Admit it,' he growled, as he held himself above her, making it clear that he would be inside her already if she would stop being stubborn. 

This was the thrill of it. This was the intimacy and the love and the chemistry involved. A compliant y/n was not actually y/n and it wasn't any fun. 

But making her admit it, challenging her and pushing her and edging her, that got her off as well as him. 

He peeked down between her open legs, her pussy called to him. The musk of her that was so uniquely y/n made him feel heady and out of sorts, but he waited it out. He would always wait for her. Because y/n would always give in, only ever to him. 

His fingers circled his cock and he teased her entrance, coating the tip with her juices, knowing that the simple ministrations would drive her insane. 

He knew when it happened, when she gave in. He didn't know how, and he didn't want to question it, nor could he describe the change. But somehow she was… softer, more… breakable. 

'It's always you.' She met his eyes and the moment would forever remain etched in his mind. 'It's only ever going to be you. I need you.' She squirmed and pushed forward to meet his length, but he pushed her flat on her back, splaying his large hand over her abdomen.

Never one to just roll over and take it, y/n raised her hips to meet his cock. 'Now, please fuck me,' her hands caressed his back and she let him feel her nails, to drive her point home, 'please let me come.' 

He snarled at the slight sting. Fuck any right or any possible wrong in that moment, because he couldn't hold back any longer. 

He grabbed her ass and heard her cry out as he buried himself deep.

His forehead dropped to hers, and he stilled trying catch his breath, catching hers instead, and let her adjust to his size again. 

He felt her fit so perfectly around his cock, her muscles adapting around him, squeezing him already. She was only ever made for him. 

'I missed you.' Y/n admitted, her face screwed up in a mix of pleasure and pain. 

He hummed as he pulled out slowly, and slammed back in and he knew right then, that slow and easy was not gonna cut it. Not this time round. 'Fuck, there's no way I'm going to last long.' 

Her fingers found purchase in his hair, tugging lightly in exquisite pleasure-pain. 'Then you better get going.' Her nose brushed against his. 

He thrust once, twice, and then set a pace as she met his hips with her own. 'Harder,' her own hands pulled him impossibly further into her body, 'yes, d-don't stop!'

Her nails scored down his back and he thrust himself right to the hilt. Fuck. 

His wife's body, her plush breasts that she squeezed just the way she liked as he worked her pussy, her openness and vulnerability, it was all his. Only his. 

'Oh god, yes. Oh fuck!' His balls drew up and he knew he was almost there. But hell if he wasn't going to take his wife with him. 

He reached between their bodies again and stroked her bundle of nerves until she contracted around his cock, bringing him more pleasure than he could fathom. 

'Namjoon,' she arched up into his hand, her hips clamped down and he knew she was at that point. 

'Let go for me, baby. I'm right here. I have you.'

She continued to hold onto her release, and some part of him knew it was because of instinct, because if she let go now, if she let herself feel, if she let herself shatter, there was no going back. 

Sex with y/n was never just sex, would never just be sex, every aspect of her emotional spectrum was tied to it. 

He knew he'd have to push her over. She clenched around his cock and he almost saw stars. Using iron grit to keep himself from cumming before she did. Combining his thrusts, and his fingers circling her clit, he bent his head and bit down on the sweet spot between her shoulder and neck.

Immediately, he felt her body give in for her and he watched as she cried out breathlessly.

She squeezed her eyes shut, her back bowed, and her arms held onto him for dear life as the force of her release clamped down on him. 

The contractions around his cock were almost too much as he reared up and continued to pump in and out of her as she rode out her orgasm. And he would have held on a bit longer, somehow. 

But y/n shifted, brought her lips up to his own neck, and bit down… hard. 

And he snapped. 

He roared and went blank with the pleasure of his own release and fell into his wife's waiting arms. 

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Present day

Namjoon awoke with a sense of warmth, a sense of stability he hadn't had in a long time. 

He'd found his wife's naked form curled up against his body, her head on his chest, their legs tangled around each other with the blankets somewhere in between. 

It was warm. It was heaven. It was everything. 

He knew how he felt. The sex was the right move, because words were one thing, and promises were a step up, but the night before, with all the pain and the pressure and the rampant emotions, sex somehow… felt like that last step, that brought them together, that made it real. 

But he needed to wait and see what y/n's reaction was. 

He stared at her sleeping form, watching her breath softly, and scrunch her nose and he could be kidding himself but he knew she felt safe in his arms, and he felt like there was a certain sense of peace across her features. 

He didn't have to wait long, before she slowly started to wake. 

'Mmmmh,' she opened her eyes and did a luxurious stretch, then snuggled back into him. 

She rested her chin back on his chest and peeked up at him. 'Morning.'

Cute. Her voice was muffled and riddled with sleep. Her hair was tousled, bed head combined with a bit of hair pulling and lax, a contrast to the usual rigidity of her shoulders that conveyed her guards were up. To Namjoon’s eyes, she looked fucking gorgeous in this state.

'Hi,' he offered a hesitant smile. 

She frowned and lifted her head. He knew she could tell that the gears in his brain were already spinning. 'You're worried about my reaction, aren't you?' She cut straight to the chase. 

He gave a solemn nod. 

They were well beyond the 'between the lines' and words saying one thing and meaning another. 

Instead of answering, she moved to straddle him, his hands easily closing over her thighs. And his cock twitched, but holding onto his self-control, he ignored it for the moment. 

She gathered her hair and threw it over her shoulder, then placed her palms on his chest. A smile grew ever so slowly on her face and he couldn't help but return it. Seeing Y/n happy, meant his world was somehow intact. 

She giggled. 'That was actually pretty amazing.' 

He had to agree. 

Playing. She was playing with him. He didn't know… how to feel about it. It was a good sign, that was for sure. 

She stretched her body languidly atop his and he squeezed her thigh in a possessive hold. 'I missed you,' she murmured, tickling the skin on his chest. She belonged in his arms. She fit so perfectly against him. 

Shifting further up, she closed her eyes as her center brushed the tip of his cock. 'No regrets. I promise.' She whispered against his lips, when she opened her eyes again. 

The relief that surged through him threatened to bring him to tears. Unable to help himself, he switched their positions much like the night before, and covered her with his body. She giggled as he planted kisses on her forehead and all over her face then he stopped. 

Did she think less of him, after hearing what she heard? Maybe she did and she wouldn't admit it to protect his feelings. What if her feelings had changed at all?

Looking down at her, he berated himself, because if any of that was actually true, it would be his fault. 

He wished he could turn back time. His wife, his y/n, his love, the light of his life, the song in his soul, he wished he could have done so much better by her. 

‘Hey,’ she enclosed his cheeks in her palms, ‘Are you okay?’

The question surprised him. Was he that transparent? Of course he was, y/n knew better than anyone else, maybe better than he knew himself. 

He still tried to play it off. 'Me? You're the one that was held at gunpoint.' 

'Humiliation,' she started, her knowing eyes searching his face, her honest concern shining through her own, 'for someone held up in high esteem, is as close to death as one can get.' 

He dropped his gaze, battling the emotions inside his body, not wanting to feel any of it. 'I deserved it.'

'No.' Her response was resolute. 'That was taking it too far. I never asked about the details, because I thought I didn't really want to know, that it would be too painful. But now I know why,' she brushed her nose against his, 'it's not fair to ask you to relive a nightmare.'

'You're letting me off easy.' He retorted. He ached inside. Through all the pain, through everything, she still protected him. 'Like you said, she had the ability to use it because I gave her the leverage.'

'You can't suffer for the same thing twice.' She ran her fingers through his hair, comforting him. 'What happened yesterday, was not you, it was not about you. You were just collateral damage. But it was damage.' She placed a tender kiss on his jawline. 'And damage is one thing, we have to work on together. You're never gonna be alone in anything that you do, Namjoon. Not while I'm around.'

Her words, her concern, her love… it did something to him. Y/n was the one that had been through hell the night before but here she was, checking on him. It was his stability and his strength and his solace she craved and came apart in his arms with a trust that made him want to savage any that dared hurt her, that dare try to take her away from him. 

But her soft fingers held him with such a gentleness, that despite the very strength she looked for from him, his tears spilled over onto her chest.

He turned his face into her palm. ‘I’m so sorry, y/n.' His lip quivered and much like the night before he let his wife see how much his mistake had actually cost him. 'I’m so sorry.’

—-------

You held Namjoon as he fell apart and hid his head in your neck and your own tears threatened to spill over.

You weren't completely out of your mind the night before. 

Vulnerable, and raw and slightly off kilter, but you couldn't hold back anymore. 

It may have been unfair, the way you went about it, the desperation in which you asked, almost coerced your husband, but you didn't regret it, and you could tell, he didn't either. 

Something… changed. 

You had said plenty of words, made plenty of promises about being together, about staying together, but coming together again, that passion, the love, a puzzle piece clicked into place. 

You had no intention of initiating sex at all. But Namjoon, with his lean, hard body, and muscular planes that all but projected a sense of safety – making love with Namjoon, was as much for him as it was for you. 

Last night… 

He knew exactly what to do when you gave the greenlight. He used his fingers and took control, reminded you that he knew your body and what to do to drive you into mindless pleasure, and he knew how to get you to submit to him. 

In every aspect of your life you had it together, had the upper hand, even in your personal lives your husband let you lead the way, but Namjoon was in charge in the bedroom. 

And you loved submitting to him. 

Your pussy clenched at the memory of his fingers inside you, the pleasure, the pain, after weeks of ignoring your body's natural response to your husband. 

He stretched you, a beautiful pain that you luxuriated in and took advantage of your sweet spot as he plunged deep, only to be an asshole and stop you right there, just before you crossed the edge, causing you to almost bite his head off in frustration. 

You could push Namjoon, fight him, challenge him, force his hand, but one thing he would never relent on, was his control on your pleasure. He'd made it quite clear. 

There were no complaints. You knew your role, to be as y/n as you could be, and he knew his, to put you in your place, always. 

You closed your eyes against the raw hunger you saw in his own eyes  last night. The way he held your thighs open, his growls and groans, the shudder in his body when he finally surged inside you. His commanding voice when he declared he owned your right to cum. 

You needed him between your legs, caging you in, holding you down, the wetness glistening on your thighs, the dirty, hot, sex of him plunging in and out of you. The gasps, the moans, the sounds of his flesh meeting yours, his cock brushing up against your sweet spot deep within your core, it ratcheted your need for him to a fever pitch. 

The contracting of your inside muscles around him, the orgasm that ripped through your body left you limp, sated, exhausted after such a long while. 

You were satisfied. And you knew why. It was an integral need in you, where your body hummed and your blood thundered when Namjoon was near you, like every cell in your body calling to him like a siren song. Sometimes all a woman needed was to rub her body over something hard, hot and male and God you loved being filled. To feel full. And last night you had, because you had only ever given that right to one man. And it would be his right for as long as you lived. 

But even better than your satisfaction, was seeing Namjoon's face tighten as he released into you and came apart in your arms. Only you were privy to that Namjoon. Only you. Unrestricted, unrestrained, Kim Namjoon. 

And more so, he knew, he knew with every bone in his body and the very air he breathed, you were his, and his alone. 

'I love you, Namjoon.' You whispered when he was quiet for too long. 'I love you so much.'

You brushed away the treacherous tear that escaped your eye and went back to holding him to you.

'You are more than this mistake, much more. And we can only do better from here on out.' 

He lifted his head, and his red rimmed eyes tore into you in a way no physical wound ever could. 'I don't understand how you're so strong.' He shook his head. 'Last night, saving your girls, buying yourself time, and being able to get a handle on your coping mechanism, and now you're in front of me, reassuring me, taking care of my heart,' his voice brittle, ‘when I'm the one that broke yours.'

It was only ever yours to break.

He wrapped his arms around you and crushed you to him. 'I don't deserve you, y/n.'

You let out a wet chuckle. 'No you don't.' You touched his forehead to yours. 'But you have me. You have me, Namjoon. You will always have me.'

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[sf9]

Macy T^T you’re so cute omg 😩 thankfully it’s been cooler here! As a fall baby, I absolutely adore the fall/winter weather since I can layer my sweaters and sleep in onesies! I hope you’re doing well! And please don’t worry about responding on time! I’m sure you’re busy with school and work! Hehe, here’s a pickup line: are you a broom? Because you sweep me off my feet! Also! I got a new plant and his name is tobert! -huru anon

Huru anon!!!! I’m SO sorry for taking so long to reply, these past few weeks have been rlly tough on me and I kind of just took a step back from everything XD also HECK yeah for cooler weather!! Autumn/Fall is AMAZING, I also love sweater and onesie weather :”)) it’s so cozy and great ;;;;;; I’m doing much better now!! Uni kicked my ass so badly XD but it’s calming down now dhbdhbd I’ll get a break soon and I’m looking forward to it so much ,,,, ALSO THE PICKUP LINE HDHDBHDH I SMILED SO MUCH!!!!! It cheered me up a lot, bless you Huru anon, you’re so so great 😭😭😭 also Tobert!!!! He sounds like an adorable plant, I hope he’s growing well and strong :’D ily so much Huru anon 💖💖💖💖💖

[divinefireangel]

Heyy because SF9 are giants, can I have a reaction on how they are with tiny/shorter s/o? 💗

For some reason I'm smiling like an idiot while writing this 🤦🏾‍♀️😔

Warnings: Fluff. I just went off :].

Youngbin:

Omg he loves you to bits

Thinks you're the cutest fucking thing ever

Since he's tall, he will be kissing your head a lot

Pets you a lot

Looks at you with that smile he gives Jaeyoon when he eats

So much love 😭

Loves to watch you struggle with the higher cabinets tho lol

Laughs adorably seeing your sad plight

"You are so cute "

You can't ever be upset at him cause KISSYS

So many of em you're drowning

Everytime you seem to feel bad about your height, he'll kiss you

Okay his favourite thing ever is when he picks you up to sit you on the counter

Also melts when you just flop on top of him 🥺

Like a puppy who's happy to see him

Inseong:

Proud parent when you do literally ANYTHING????

Like sir, you are hubby. PLS

Laughs cutely at EVERYTHING you do

Why am I screaming?

His favourite thing ever is to rest his head atop yours

It's actually comfortable

For the both of you don't worry 😂

But he's ready to lean down to your height without any hesitation

He claims it's to make it easier for you

But the truth is he can't hear a thing you're saying 💀

He'll NEVER make fun of your height

In fact he'll reassure you that you aren't tiny

But just are fun sized XD

Will beat up anyone who makes fun of your height (including members 💀)

YOU'RE NO. 1 HYPE MAN AKA CHEERLEADER

My god he's whipped cause of your smallness

Jaeyoon:

My hubby 🥺

He's always hugging you

Feels this eerie sense of wanting to protect every time when he's near you

And hugs are always bear hugs btw

Kisses you hair so much

When you look at him with those doe eyes as you struggle to keep your head up

My gosh he loses it

Chances of crying cause of your tinyness : VERY HIGH

Loves carrying you bridal style

Loves seeing you in his clothes

Literally any piece of his clothing lmao

He also loves that even though you are so much smaller than him

He can freely lay on top of you, head on your chest and just sleep there

Won't ever admit it

But when you play with his hair or cheeks when he's cuddling you like a baby

He knows he's home 😭

Dawon:

"Baby baby baby babyyyy"

But those aren't the only petnames he uses lmao

He comes up with so many creative ones like grape, blueberry, muffin, chocolate chip, etc etc

It's all food names

And only the foods he can easily hold in his hands lol

So small foods names 😂😂

Adores when you hug him and put your head on his shoulder

Well you try for shoulder but end up on his pec

He loves holding your face with both his hands🥺

He's a meanie so he will purposely keep things on higher shelves

Only for you to call him and ask for his help

Loves giving you piggy back rides

Makes sure to lean down to kiss your cheek when you aren't paying him attention

Solely to startle you 💀

Zuho:

*sobs in huru*

SO SOFT

SO WORRIED THAT YOU MIGHT HURT YOURSELF DOING DANGEROUS STUFF

Like jumping, standing on your toes, trying to fit in between tall people, etc

His go to reaction whenever you seem tiny is just cooing

Like he coos his cats 🥺

His hands are always touching you

Either they are holding your own or on your shoulders

On his feet every time you need help

Especially when you don't need it 😂

The most Protective Boyfriend™ ever

Okay but he's gonna be super super clingyyy

Cute clingy but still clingy

You know that thing parents do with toddlers? When they make the kid stand on their feet and walk making them laugh uncontrollably?

He's gonna insist on doing that so much 🥺

If you seem like you'll fall, it's okay

He'll catch you and never let you go

Rowoon:

*cries*

HE'S SO FUCKING HAPPY OKAY

Like yeah there are many disadvantages

BUT YOU'RE SO EFFIN CUTE

He genuinely thinks he can keep you in his pocket

Always messes up your hair

ON PURPOSE

Skinship to the max

But due to the height difference

It's just hand holding

Your hand looks so small in his 🥺

Just completely hid away in his palm

Aggressive but kind compliments and gestures

Like pulling you towards him when he senses danger and stuff

Readily picks you up to kiss you 💀

Always taken aback when you hug him

You can barely reach his heart 😭

But you already are in there so it doesn't matter

Yoo Taeyang:

Our god, Yoo TaeYang

His instinct is to hug you from behind

All the damn time

And also to keep you very close to him and his protection

We all know that our sunshine is the type of boyfriend who will coordinate outfits

He loves matching things PLS

So every time he goes shopping, he buys something for the both of you and just cries a lil cause what he's bought for you is so much smaller than his

He loves how since you are small, he can just pick you up in his arms whenever

You can't even protest lmao

Also why he does so much for you

Like the simplest things which you don't even need someone's help for

He does them for you

He cherishes you like that

Silently laughs at your struggles too 💀💀

Hwiyoung:

The first one

I repeat

THE FIRST ONE

To beg you to wear his clothes

Lemme explain.

You is tiny baby

He is not so tiny baby

So his clothes on you will make you look like tinier baby

Making his heart swell in his chest

Pinches you cheeks till they go pink

When you nuzzle your face into his broad self

He feels like he'll fall on the ground

Just an overall simp, if you may

He's never gonna let go of your hand cause he fears you may get hurt if he let's go

If you whine about your height he whines that if you were taller you wouldn't be as cute

Chani:

Boy ain't that tall

But that won't stop him from making fun of your height every single chance he gets

It's okay tho cause he will hold you hand while nagging you

That is in public

At home, is a different story

He's literally all over you

He won't express it out loud but he's silently begging for you to ask for his help with anything

Like getting the snack box from the higher kitchen cabinet

Or your book that he kept on the shelf you can't quite reach

Loves drowning you in his hoodies

Especially when you make sweater paws

If you grab his cheeks to kiss him with your sweater paws

He will start crying.

Cuddles with you being small spoon ALWAYS

I have a feeling that his hugs are heavenly when you're shorter than him

Your arms easily circle his waist, head naturally rests on his shoulder, ears able to hear his heartbeat

He loves pulling you towards him by your clothes cause you collide with his chest when he does that

[alessabriel]

Moments like those were unique with characters from tokyo revengers - p2.

I am in love with the Tokyo Revengers manga and I couldn't help but write about some characters that captivated me relentlessly, I hope I am doing well and that there is not so much OoC. Take good care of yourself, drink water and eat correctly, it is important to do so.

Anyway hello again and goodbye again ✨ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

↬ Ryohei Hayashi | Peyan.  (icon)

It was surprising in her eyes how your voice always seemed melodious, calm and at the same time so low. Peyan could fall asleep just by listening to your calming voice, with you close he did not want more than you to talk, talk about everything and nothing, about what you did in your day, what you talked about with your parents, about your subjects and even about your always exciting animes.

Like right now, they were in a part of the musashi temple at the end of a not-so-relevant Touman meeting.

“I really didn't think it would end like this, you know? I wanted to know a lot more about the villain of (insert favorite anime), it's disappointing ”you continued your talk playing with your boyfriend's fingers, you got lost drawing patterns without fixed lines.

A silence made you look up from your boyfriend's hand, meeting his soft, bright and almost lost gaze on you. Your cheeks did not take long to color, perhaps you had talked a lot and before I could excuse you, a short, soft and sweet kiss cut your voice.

"I could listen to you all my life, do not apologize and keep talking, I will always keep silent to listen to you well" said Peyan after the kiss, his cheeks reddish but his look dictated love and his words even more.

How the hell did I manage to fall in love with you more every day? With the emotions so alive in you you just pouted without even realizing it. Peyan saw you lost in your pretty face, your hair slightly ruffled by the wind, you wore his sweatshirt that seemed to cover you whole and as the emotion was noticeable in your eyes, you were excited to talk to him about your animes which he did not quite understand. But what he saw to be able to talk about it with you, and he hoped you would allow him to do it for a longer time.

"You are a fool Ryo" you whispered when you were closer to him, you could feel his warmth and how he hugged you carefully, it must be a sin to fall in love more every day "but I was telling you about this villain, they made him weaker and more alien in the end of the manga, and the protagonist won by pure script "

"I saw the last chapter but it doesn't quite convince me how they beat the villain"

With a smile and settling yourself better next to Peyan you proceeded to speak, your melodious and calm voice only altering itself with the emerging emotion, and thus they locked themselves in their own bubble giggling from time to time.

Nobody could get them out of that bubble.

――――

↬ Pah-chin | Hayashida Haruki.

It was late after leaving school, both of them walking side by side talking and even though it was quiet it was filled with your soft hums as you walked up the sidewalk. Pah-chin could only smile to see you jump when there were cracks you didn't want to step on, hear your giggle when you did it, and sulk when you couldn't. How are you so cute without needing much?

"Do you have a Touman Huru reunion tomorrow?" you questioned continuing your journey over the upper part of the areas where there were trees.

Pah-chin took your hand more firmly and gave you support to continue walking up the hill, he loved these moments.

"Yes but I'll stop by you later to go see movies together" Pah-chin replied without much difficulty.

"Brilliant!" you exclaimed stopping your journey to jump down from the top hooking your arms around his body, you heard the soft moan but you tightened it more when the hug corresponded to you, it was a lonely journey and they could do it without prying eyes "A long time ago I don't see your parents, oh! Do you think they like Huru now? "

Pah-chin just rolled her eyes and hugged you a little more before kissing you on the cheek, and continuing to walk.

"My parents love you and they were asking a lot about you, even I'm stupid I know they adore you"

"Huru!"

――――

↬ Baji Keisuke.

Perhaps it may be the sunlight filtering through the curtains in your room that falls on your face softly, so softly that they hardly seem to bother you and give you a splendid shine. You seem to come out of the clouds, sent from heaven to earth.

You are so Beautiful.

Baji just keeps silent and remains static admiring completely how you seem so lost in all the class work that it has cost him horrors to finish and for which he almost begged the teacher to regulate his grade of the subject, which he tried to do and He tries to lie to himself that he does not expect your bright gaze on him along with your smile, he loves to see you smile.

"You have more than half the correct questionnaire Kei"

Your congratulation was more like a comment on the air but you said it with a smile on your lips, you were completely lost in his binder sheets; His work was clean and with as neat as possible calligraphy, as if he did it with extreme care, perhaps that is why it took so long you reasoned and left it on the low table ready to take the small notebook to write down those wrong or incorrectly used terms and the silence took you by surprise so looking up you admired Keisuke looking at you lost, smiling, with bright eyes and slightly reddish cheeks. Without even thinking about it, you looked down at the notebook, the pen trembling for a few seconds between your fingers but you took it easy.

"And although more than half is fine, you still have spelling mistakes Kei"

Baji just smiled without any regret, at some point before he would have been embarrassed but now that his spelling mistakes could be counted on the fingers of one hand he felt productive and maybe a little better about school, and it was hard not to admit that he had missed it. I loved hearing you scolding him.

"Can you correct me in your bird post-it's?"

A feigned heavy sigh emerged from you and Baji couldn't help but laugh, it was so warm the afternoons studying, could it be considered study appointments?

――――

↬ Yamagishi Kazushi | Gang Dex (?

Although the days he spends with his best friends are good and they figure in his memory, the days he spent with you in a park after school or in one of the two's rooms, both of them just relaxing and talking about whatever topic. occurred to them. That happened now, Yamagishi was sitting on the floor in front of the coffee table and talking about what his friends did, but the silence made him look at you suddenly.

"Is something wrong Kaz?" you question doubtfully and pouting softly with your lips, and Yamagishi knows you are doing it without even knowing it.

"I'm sorry you were silent, I feel like I talk a lot and-"

"I like to hear everything that happens with your friends Kaz, they are fun and it is refreshing to listen to you, I like to do it"

If you looked at Yamagishi with red cheeks, you didn't say anything and you kept listening to everything he told you, you liked that he could talk a lot and on many topics, it was lovely to listen to him.

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↬ Smiley | Nahoya kawata.

The hot steam from the small place that emerged from the kitchen of the same had an exquisite aroma of food, specifically Ramen and was the most common scene in two young people every Thursday after school. Nahoya Kawata or better known as Smiley was sitting next to you, a short distance and near his feet his backpack. And she loved Thursdays because those days they had dates late into the night, and this one started eating Ramen. Knowing you and remembering your disappointed look, I take the matter between his hands or his fingers.

"Leave me little" Smiley asked, taking the chopsticks from your hands to split them in half, admiring your amazed look at the chopsticks now separated, and he felt a little more in love than yesterday "They're just chopsticks babe, don't look so amazed"

You can detect the soft and mischievous fun of him, and your heart beats warmly in your chest.

"But Naho you are great!" you say with a smile without seeing him, because your gaze was fixed on your plate of reddish broth Ramen, this time it would be spicy Ramen and next Thursday some random food.

To your surprise you felt Nahoya kissing your hundred next to his hand on your waist, the closeness left within your reach the aroma of fabric softener and shampoo in it as well as your sweet perfume, it smelled great.

"You are cooler, pretty"

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↬ Angry | Souya Kawata.

Going out together from time to time was absolutely normal, even though they went out with his brother and his girlfriend other times on double dates and I knew how much you liked spending time with his brother's girlfriend, you seemed to have a lot of fun. Angry could only memorize your smiles in those moments and now take your expressions concentrated on the shelf in front of you on many small jars of nail polish various colors and shades, if he was honest with himself the tones could not distinguish them very well from others but you give your time there. He could hear the whispers and murmurs of the women around him, everyone he could hear said things like 'what a tender couple' 'they last a long time' 'oh how cute' and somehow they embarrassed him, but not enough to break your confidence in being walking by your side all this new cosmetics store and much more. For a few corridors when he finished selecting some orders from his Mother, he was in possession of a small purple basket.

"It's so difficult Yas!" You grumble slightly spitefully at the shelf you were going through from top to bottom.

"Why don't you choose a color that you don't have S / o-chan?" Angry questioned looking at all the nail polish colors.

Weighing the question, you took it and rummaged through all the enamels until you found one of bright turquoise color next to another a little more opaque and black, once with them you showed them with all the pride.

"These are so cute Yas!" You say excitedly leaving them in the basket and without even anticipating it, your boyfriend selected another one of a somewhat dark fuchsia pink color and you questioned him with your eyes.

"This color is cute and you don't have it among the ones you have at home, it looks like the color of your eyes"

They both had flushed cheeks and they continued walking through the aisles selecting some lip balms or hand moisturizers, it was nice to go shopping together.

I am firmly convinced that I will do the other characters and no one will be able to stop me, well if you are reading this stay hydrated and well fed, sleep well and now if bye!  

〘💜 ♆ 💜〙

[inseongsfoxybae]

Heyy congratulations on 100 followers you deserve it! Could I please have number 6 & 12 for Zuho please, thank you so much, I look forward to reading it!

Don't let go

Pairing: Boyfriend Zuho + Female reader; established relationship

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: None

Words: +1,3k

Author’s message: Hey, baby! First of all, thank you so much for your support and for this sweet request. Sorry for the long waiting TT. Hope you like it. Please, let me know your feedback, it’s very important to me. Foxy kisses 😘

P.S: As english is not my mother language, it may contain misspelled. Also, sorry for any other mistakes :)

Synopsis: Juho finally has a day off and dedicates all his free time to enjoy the warmth of his lovely girlfriend.

6 - Just chilling and cuddling at home + 12 - Dancing together around the room

*media from Twitter - credits to the owner*

Finally, Juho has a break from his crazy schedules and hours on end spent in his studio. The cold beginning of spring made him promise to you that he'd stay at home cuddling to keep both of you warm under the blankets.

And, now, here you are, tucked in your bed with comfy matching pajamas and a thick comforter on top of your bodies. When the pale light of the first hours of morning creep through your thin curtains, you open your eyes and see yourself safely cradled between your lover’s loose arms.

His chest rises and falls at a calm pace, low snores escaping through his parted lips, the gentle sound you are so used to hear. You slowly move to look up at him, being careful not to wake him up so early on one of his rare days off. Your loving eyes admire his features, a finger barely tracing the contours of his nose and lips, your heart swelling with love.

You keep staring at your sleeping boyfriend for a couple of minutes, enjoying the peaceful silence of the world around you, until you feel a tiny weight on the warm blankets, softly moving over your legs. You glance at your feet to see Huru calmy observing you from his spot, a low meowing falling from his small mouth as he comes closer to you.

“Good morning, my baby kitten”, you coo at him, softly petting his head. “Look at how cute your daddy is while sleeping”, you take him in your arms and both of you observe Juho in his deep slumber.

Huru meows again and gets rid of you, moving to set himself on Juho’s chest, softly poking his cheek as trying to wake him up. You chuckle at his manners, snuggling closer to your sleeping boyfriend again, your lips leaving sweet pecks on his other cheek.

Juho stirs beside you, a low groan escaping his lips as his lovely small family tries to take him away from his deep dreamland. He moves a little, turning to his side, and Huru quickly gets off of him and walks out of your bedroom as if his task was done.

“Good morning, sleepyhead”, you whisper, continuing to pepper Juho’s face with small kisses.

“Morning”, he mumbles, voice still laced with sleepness and eyes still refusing to open.

You smile as you get closer to his face, brushing your lips against his in a soft kiss. In response, a small smile crosses his mouth while his arms get a little tighter around your waist, embracing you in a warm hug.

“Hey, baby”, you coo at him when his eyes flutter open and meet yours. His lips curl up in a bright smile at the sight of the love of his life waking up beside him.

“Hey, princess”, he murmurs, still groggy, lazily pecking your lips and throwing a leg over yours like he does every time he has enough time to spend with you in bed.

“I still can’t believe we’re going to cuddle all day today”, you smile at him, slowly stroking his cheek.

“I know. I missed you for so long and now I don’t want to let go”, he says, one of his hands caressing your back as he rests his forehead on yours.

“You don’t have to let go today”, you reassure him, hearing a low hum of him as he relaxes beside you.

Both of you keep quiet for a long moment, listening to the calm heartbeats and steady breathes of each other, feeling so warm and loved in each other’s embrace. Many minutes have passed - maybe thirty, maybe sixty -, but you feel like you would never want to break this peaceful bubble of yours.

Suddenly, Huru enters your room again, his meowing looking less friendly this time.

“I guess someone is hungry”, Juho chuckles.

“Yes. Maybe it’s time for us to get up and feed ourselves too”, you say, reluctantly leaving your boyfriend’s arms and sitting up. That’s when you hear Juho’s stomach growl and you crack a laugh, poking his toned belly. “I guess Huru is not the only one hungry here”, you tease an embarrassed Juho.

You walk into your kitchen with Juho clinging to you, hugging from behind as you struggle to put Huru’s food on his pot and get some ingredients for cooking your breakfast.

“Will you help me or not?”, you chuckle as your boyfriend tightens his grip around you.

“You said I don’t have to let go today”, he mumbles against your skin as he places soft smooches on your shoulder and neck.

“I think you can at least give me a break now so we can have breakfast”, you playfully roll your eyes as Juho whines behind you, reluctantly loosening his hold and moving around to help you.

A few minutes later, you sit down on the couch to eat, happily enjoying this little moment together. Juho pulls you into his lap and can’t stop smiling when you feed him, occasionally pecking his cheeks and nose when his cute eyes widen at the good taste of the food you prepared together.

You know how clingy Juho can be, but this time he’s really surprising you, following every little step you give around your shared apartment, hands always touching and arms holding you somehow.

He finally gets what he want when you give in his need and lay with him on the couch to watch videos on YouTube - *to cuddle*. Juho pulls you flush against his chest, snaking his arms tightly around you and nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck, humming appreciatively at the feeling of you so close to him.

“What are you going to watch, baby?”, you softly ask, a small sigh escaping from your lips as you get distracted by your boyfriend’s lips innocently exploring your skin.

“You can play anything. I’m sure neither of us is going to pay much attention anyway”, he chuckles and you decide to play SF9's playlist on YouTube.

Juho was right. You are too distracted with each other to pay attention to the beats of the songs playing on your tv, focusing on stare at each other and softly make out under the warm blanket you’d dragged to the couch.

Until a well-known beat captures your attention and you quickly turn your head to the screen in front of you. The last festival is playing and you can never miss the small cute dance of your boyfriend on this song, cooing at how adorable he is. Even Huru seems to enjoy his daddy’s song, slowly approaching the couch and turning his gaze to the tv.

You sneak away from Juho’s embrace and get up, grabbing Huru and dancing with him around your small living room, following the movements of your happy lover on the screen.

“C’mon, baby. Dance with us”, you excitedly exclaimed, taking one of his hands in yours and pulling him to you.

Juho laughs at your cuteness, joining you *and poor Huru* in a crazy dance, laughing and tickling each other in the middle of your room, singing at the top of your lungs. You repeat the song twice, thrice, four times, until you’re breathless and hoarse. Huru finally gets rid of your tight grip around him and runs away from the room, making the two of you burst into laughter.

“I wish all of our days were like this”, Juho says, pulling you close by the waist, his still uneven breath fanning your face.

“Me too”, you sigh, resting your forehead on his. “I wish today never ended”.

“I know. And I don’t want to let go of you. Never”, he mumbles, lips ghosting over yours.

“So do it”, you close the small gap between you, kissing him ever so sweetly while Echo plays in the background.

[lost-inthedream]

How sf9 would warm up their s/o who's cold

☆★ Requested for the writing party

This is pure fluff and made as little (and very cheesy) scenarios.

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➹Youngbin:

 he definitely analyzes your outfit and nags at you if you are wearing a too thin coat for his taste. He meets you and immediately touches the fabric and look into your eyes with a questioning look, he repeats your name without clearly mentioning the issue. In any case, you know what he means and just laugh it off. "Binnie, take it easy. Look, I'm pretty.,"You draw a sweet smile from him. “Yes, baby, you’re stunning in this color.”

As soon as you cross your arms before your chest in a sign of cold, he starts to rub your upper arm and pulls your body against his. Close to your ear, you hear his voice in a warm tone "Princess, I guess we should come back home right now so I can cuddle you properly" He doesn't mind if people are looking, just suggests you to insert your hand inside his long coat pocket as you head to the parking lot.

➹ Inseong:

You get habituated to have your boyfriend glued to you during cold days, he insists that only you can warm him right. So you laid some pecks on his clothed shoulder and let him be. Once you start to feel the cool breeze provoking shivers on you for real, he helps you at covering your neck with the coat you have on, he even takes off his own scarf to lend you. “We should have stayed home” he complains paying attenction to your facial expression and touching your icecube-like cheeks.

You and Inseong are rarely seen outside in very cold days. You prefer your dates to take place in the confort and warmth of your house, sometimes his. He orders some hot food, takes the remote control and covers both of you with multiple blankets, wishing that nothing makes you stand up from that couch, the coziest pillow fort.

➹Jaeyoon

Jaeyoon is naturally a clingy boyfriend. As soon as you comment on the temperature, he nests you onto his chest and caresses the back of your head, tenderly messing your hair with his sweater paws. The soft wool of his clothing also touches your face and makes you smile. “Y/N, you’re suddenly so silent” he notices as you snuggle on him, your embrace tightening around his body, a Teddy bear.

“You are so warm and smell good.” Your voice is muffled but you do not bother to pull back from his chest. You can feel as he sighes, clearly melted by your words, he surely has a silly smile making his eyes become two half moons. You take adventage of his body for some minutes more before he invites you to his place.

➹Dawon:

You do not even need to say. If you shrink a little bit when you are on the balcony looking as the snow flakes, he knows it. Sanghyuk does not say a word, he purely runs inside and comes back with a fluff blanket to lay over your shoulders. You thank him, but he just shakes his head in response and brushes his nose against yours. The cold touch makes both of you chuckle like two idiots.

You accept his embrace, his gesture mantains the blanket exactly where it has to stay. “Tell me when you want to go inside.” he says calmly and kisses your forehead. You spend some minutes more just apreciating the light flakes that sweetly cross down your sight.

➹ Rowoon

Asks multiple times if it is too cold for you. “Are you sure?” He fixes your cold cap covering your ears, his face gets a bit serious but in the end he messes with a lock of your hair and whispers how pretty you are, making you shy. ”Now my face is getting hot.”

“That’s the idea” he jokes.

He takes you inside the closest restaurant if you insist that it is not too cold. Prefers sitting by your side over across from you, so he can mantain you close. You laugh when he asks you to open your mouth big, but there is alredy a generous portion of noodle held in the chopstick.

➹ Zuho:

Ju immediately interprets your complain about the cold weather as a good reason to head back home and cuddle until you both fall asleep. “We don’t need to be cold when my place is so warm for us” he suggests lifting your face to him by the chin. “What do you say, love?” he asks slightly pouty. How to say no??

You easily find your pajamas inside one of his drawers and change into them so your bodies can meet again in his bed. Both of you sleep quite quickly, only to be waken up a few hours later by Kkompaeng and Huru waking graceously on top of you, his low meows calling you out of cozy dreams. Juho shushes them, settling their fluff frames between the two of you. Your eyes weight and you doze off once again.

➹Yoo Taeyang

He notices how cold your hands are and cage them on his, making them disappear for a while. "Oh my God, you need gloves". You can see so much concern in his face as you struggle to not shake, managing to smile and say you are alright. He blows the warmth of his own breath a little bit, then buys you a coffee so you can come back home before you freeze.

Taeyang prefers taking you to your own place, where he can watch as you get comfortable in your cough or bed. He loves the soft smell radiating from your blankets. "You won't ask me to leave, will you?" he asks as he looks you unfolding that large cover that you have just picked from the wardrobe. "My love, I'm sure that we both fit under this blanket right here"

➹ Hwiyoung:

None of you seem to be willing to enter before the eclipse starts, the sky is perfect for witnessing such phenomenon. In any case, you admit you should have take a blanket with you. Despite Younkyun proximity to you, it is impossible to not shake at some point. He notices your struggle and pulls you between his legs. “Not the best weather to stay in the rooftop”. You hear him murmur behind you, tightening his embrace around you in every way he can, therefore with legs and arms.

“Why did the sky chose to be this beautiful in such a freezing night?” you complaim knowing that you eventually is going to need a real blanket, same for your boufriend. He plays it cool, but he smoothly shivers as well. “This is a hard question, love”. You forget about the eclipse for a second as your eyes get stuck on the view of your legs folded together.

➹Chani:

He is always going to offer his own coat, he simply cannot bear with your shaking next to him. The way you shrink your frame trying to warm yourself (and failing) just gets his heart in pain. There is no way of convincing him otherwise, he definately takes off his warm item and envolves you with it. “Don’t say a word, baby. It’s better now, right?” he asks tilting his head to the side to appreciate how cute you look protected in his coat. 

You both need to find a rescue or go home quickly because soon or later, he is going to be cold just like you were. You cup his face, nose and cheeks getting redish. "Chani, I am very thankful for your gesture but we still need make you warm." You could warm him up in public, but you know it would make him shy. The two of you eventually make your way home in a hurry because you promised that you would spoil him with warm cuddles and kisses.

[journalofanobody]

花の色は うつにけりな　 いたづらに わが身 世にふる ながめせしまに hana no iro wa utsuri ni keri na itazura ni waga mi yo ni huru nagame seshi ma ni The colour of this flower has already faded away, while in idle thoughts My life goes by, as I watch the long rains fall.

-- Ono no Komachi

[tobesensation-9]

Hey, I saw you requests are still open, could I request something cute with Juho please like maybe having a cuddling session together when he's in the studio. But I don't really mind if you have another idea! Thank you

Aw.......cuddles. The things I crave all the time these days. I don’t really have an idea how the studio looks, so maybe you meet him at the studio and you both go back to either your place or the dorms and cuddle? 

Let Me Feel Your Warmth (Zuho x Reader)

Genre: Its cuddling involved so of course its fluff lol

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It’s only stopped raining for a few days, it vanishing as quickly as it came. But today you've been wondering why you've been feeling tired all day, and it was because the rain made its grand entrance back to your city. You waned to feel the warmth of Juho all day, and that was what you set out to do. 

Walking out of your place you call him, wanting to give him a heads up before you showed up at the studio. “Hey I'm heading over to you is that okay?” 

“Yeah no its fine. Why? You missed me?” 

You hear his chuckling over the phone as you roll your eyes and smile, “No I missed Huru more.” 

“Really??”

“No, you. I’ll leave the studio in 10.” 

After picking up some hot chocolates you’re knocking on the door if his studio. When he approaches and opens the door, all you see are his little eyes, peeking from the side of the door. 

“Um...hi,” you giggle at his cuteness but you’re also confused.

“Oh okay,” he opens the door wider, and lets you in and then closes the door right behind you. 

“Why were you looking like that?” You ask him as you hand him his hot chocolate. 

“All the members have been barging in on me, so I was just on the lookout.”

“Oh,” you giggle, “So...when are you finishing up?” 

You’re walking closer to him now, running your hands along the chair he’s sitting in. 

“In a little bit, why?” 

You loved Juho, but sometimes he was really oblivious sometimes. 

“Well, because its a rainy day and it seems nice to just you know,” he continues to look at you confused. “To cuddle.” You smile at him with your cute and adorable smile that you knew that even him in clueless state couldn't resist. 

“Ahhhh. Well I’ll hurry and finish up.” 

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The two of you opened the door to your place and shedded off all the work clothes and stresses of the day. 

Once you removed your jacket, Juho grabs your hand and guides you to your bedroom. When you reach you bed he playfully tackles you to the bed. 

“I didn't realise how tired and worn out I was until now.” 

He cradles his head into your chest which draws a giggle from you. 

“Yeah this is nice. I wish could cuddle like this everyday.” 

The two of you cuddle and cradle each other for the rest go the night until the two of you fall asleep. 

[clareisa]

Sf9 Reacton: Taking Care Of Their Sick S/0

Request (requested by @khg190312): hiii ^^ so, since i'm kinda sick, can i request a reaction on how sf9 would take care of their sick s/o? i love your writing so keep up the good work!!

A/N: This took too long and I'm very sorry about it sweetie. Hope it will make you happy anyway 💞

- gifs are not mine, credits to rightful owners

- English is not my first language, so please let me kindly know if I did a mistake

Youngbin:

Parent mood on! Youngbin would be taking care of you perfectly. He would be making you tea whole day and make sure you are taking your medicine. Would be doing a lot for you, almost won't let you even shower by yourself. Be ready for his nagging tho. "I told you! You should have been dressing up warmer! No! Don't sulk I didn't mean it like That!" He would be so cute and giggly after that. He wouldn't care if he got sick, he would just want to be as close as possible.

Inseong:

You wouldn't be able to step out of your bed. Inseong is strong believer that resting and sleeping can heal any sickness you have. Always gives you your medicine and make sure you are eating regularly. His favourite thing about you being sick is that he can hold you in his embrace the whole day and sing you lullabies to make you smile or fall asleep.

Jaeyoon:

Would try to make you always smile. With telling jokes, talking about embarrassing stories of his band members or dancing silly. Would motivate you to becoming healthy by showing off his body to you. "The faster you'll be healthy, the faster you can be again having this." He would smirk, took your hand and lead it on his abs to make you flustered and smile at least a little.

Dawon:

No no No! How could this happen to his princess?! Is not fair! He hated to see you in pain. He would be calling you every 10 minutes when he won't be able be with you. Everytime he would come over to take care of you he would bring new plushie, bouquet of flowers and more and more medicine you don't even need. You can't be mad at him, he just want his princess to be healthy again.

Zuho:

Juho would definitely bring Huru over to your apartment for you not be alone when he won't be able to be with you. Huru always helps him when he is sick so he is sure his kitty will help you as well. He wouldn't say much or try to make you laugh. He would just be cuddling with you all the time and caressing your hair gently to make you feel relaxed and ease the pain.

Rowoon:

His mother side will come out in full power. Won't let you do anything by yourself. He would even turn you in bed so you don't need to move. Cooking diet and healthy meals 24/7. He would probably forgot that he has dance practices and would be just by your side the whole time of your sickness. Feeding you, showering you... just everything. He will make sure you are healthy again or he won't leave your apartment.

Taeyang:

This ultimate sunshine won't be worried much because he know his angel is a strong girl. But will be with you every second of his free time. He didn't like that pain in your face so he was smiling at you all the time trying to make you happier as well. Would surprisingly dorky and child like just to make you feel better.

Hwiyoung:

Softest boyfriend ever! Always asking if you need anything and would do everything he would see in your eyes. Cook a meal? Done! Cuddle? Done! Pick you up and walk around the apartment? Done! Without complaining and with the biggest smile on his gentle handsome face.

Chani:

Confused baby. How could you get sick? You were always careful. Wouldn't really do any special things. Chani would be just your perfect cuddle bear. He would help you by being there. He would give you so much love that you'll be healthy again the fastest in your whole life. He didn't know how he did that. He was just there for you to hold.

[saltys-writings]

SF9 as (bad) April Fool’s jokes:

Youngbin: “Jamong is actually a cat.” - he only says it once and very silently, but nobody will ever let him live it down

Inseong: Says he secretly writes homoerotic fanfiction about his members. The others never go through his computer again. (It’s actually perfectly innocent Pokémon fanfiction... involving the members.)

Jaeyoon: places whoopee cushions all throughout the dorms and company and smiles fondly at whoever falls for it

Dawon: shaves his head completely finally and then does a vlive where he screams for four hours straight

Zuho: Says he will upload a song made only from Huru’s sampled meows. Nobody knows he actually has several songs like that.

Rowoon: “Me and Chani are getting married. I hope you all will continue to show your love and support for our SF9 regardless!”

Taeyang: does nothing cause he forgets it’s the 1st of April, but will be the butt of a few of his members’ jokes and pranks

Hwiyoung: “I will reveal my back tattoo properly on the 1st of April!” - nobody believes him

Chani: “Oh you all ate the totally not poisonous food I totally didn’t leave out on the kitchen counter on purpose and are feeling very very sick right now? ...what a shame.”

[thzmttkk]

FAVOURITES 2020

Long list of this years favourites. Spotify playlist via this link here. Buy Music Club link for albums here. Special mention to Sferic, Experiences Ltd, Youth, Motion Ward, West Mineral, and XPQ? who pushed nothing but cool stuff this year. Same for an unstoppable flow of spaced out mixes by Perila, Pontiac Streator, Special Guest DJ, Ben Bondy, Exael, Aeriform, J, JS, mdo etc. Too many to list them all really.  Most listened albums (a-z) buymusic.club link Actress - 88 ( Self Released ) ASC - Isolated Systems ( Samurai Music ) Civilistjävel! - Generalstrejk ( Low Company ) CS + Kreme - Snoopy ( The Trilogy Tapes ) DJ Python - Mas Amable ( Incienso ) DVS1 - Beta Sensory Motor Rhythm ( Axis ) Israel Vines - And Now We Know Nothing ( Interdimensional Transmissions ) Jake Muir - The Hum Of Your Veiled Voice ( Sferic ) K-Lone - Cape Cira ( Wisdom Teeth ) Koraal - La Casa del Volcán ( Nous’klaer Audio ) LF58 - Alterazione ( Astral Industries ) Move D & Benjamin Brunn - Let's Call It A Day ( Smallville ) Perko - City Rings ( Numbers ) Piezo - Perdu ( Hundebiss ) Pontiac Streator - Triz ( Motion Ward ) Regis - Hidden In This Is The Light That You Miss ( Downwards ) Romeo Poerier - Hotel Nota ( Sferic ) Sockethead - Harj-o-Marj ( Youth ) Soft Boi - So Nice ( Climate Of Fear ) Terrence Dixon - From The Far Future Pt. 3 ( Tresor ) Tolouse Low Trax - Jumping Dead Leafs ( Bureau B ) Ulla - Tumbling Towards A Wall ( Experiences Ltd. ) URA - Blue ( NAFF ) Favourite mixes (a-z) Agonis - INVEINS \ Podcast \ 061 link Bake with Lewis Lowe (Redstone Press) - 30 November 2020 link Bake with Wonja - 28 September 2020 link dBridge - Essential Mix 2020-02-01 link Dino Sabatini - Global Vibe Radio 227 link Erika - vurt podcast 23 link F-on - Alpenglühen #54 link Forest Drive West - Bleep Mix #131 link Garçon - Dekmantel Podcast 284 link Garçon - MNMT 277 link GiGi FM Presents Azu Tiwaline NTS 11/11/20 link Jane Fitz - isolatedmix 97 We Fall Into The Sun link Joe Ellis - Phonons Podcast 065 link Jon K - Cav Empt /// TTT TOKYO Tape link Joy Orbison - wooly window sessions part wun - UKG 4/4 +++ link Karl Meier - The Bunker Podcast 211 link Konduku - The Memoir — Page 46 link Lcp - Blowing Up The Workshop 111 ◆ re:st link Lemna - MNMT Recordings: Lemna (live) — Contact Tokyo link mad miran - a message of manifestation, from the music room link mad miran - clone records x radio radio x ade link mdo - Knekelhuis 63 link Milo Bragg - Campfire Stories 79 (A New Dawn) link Milo Bragg - Club Rooted #1 link Nadia Khan - RA.710 Nadia Khan link Objekt - Essential Mix 2020-06-06 link Patrick Russell - IT.podcast.s09e01: No Way Back Streaming link Patrick Russell - Patterns of Perception 76 link Pessimist And That w/ DJ Python - Noods Radio - EPISODE 9 link Spekki Webu - RA.714 link Toki Fuko - Oslated Mix Episode 205 - Toki Fuko link upsammy - Bleep Mix #122 link Vlada - RA.742 link Woody92 - Patterns of Perception 68 link

Favourite tracks longlist (a-z) playlist Al Wootton - Snake Dance ( Livity Sound ) Andria - Komina ( Phase Group ) Archivist - Cinder Cone (Patrick Russel Remix) ( Second Nature ) Artefakt - Delphic ( Delsin Records ) ASC - Lost to the Void ( Samurai Music ) ASC - Orchid ( Samurai Music ) Azu Tiwaline - Terremer ( Livity Sound ) Batu - SYX ( Timedance ) Ben Bondy - Bodi ( Experiences Ltd. ) Ben Bondy - Lith ( Experiences Ltd. ) Black Merlin - MIEA ( Bitta ) Blâme - Bells ( [Re]Sources ) Blazer SoundSystem - Heavens Gate ( Youth ) BNJMN, rRoxymore - Atoms Speak - rRoxymore Remix ( Delsin Records ) Cio D’Or - Celestial ( Semantica ) Civilistjävel! - Generalstrejk ( Low Company ) Clarity - Taking Effect ( UVB76 ) CS + Kreme - Slug ( The Trilogy Tapes ) CS + Kreme - Blue Flu ( The Trilogy Tapes ) CUB - Dream Logic ( Osiris Music ) D.K. - The Three Realms ( Good Morning Tapes ) DB1 - Point Three ( Nullpunkt ) DJ Python - Alejandro ( Incienso ) DJ Python - oooophi ( Incienso ) DJ Python, LA Warman - ADMSDP ( Incienso ) Don't DJ, Harmonious Thelonious - Hambi ( Midnight Shift ) Donato Dozzy - Mai ( Samurai Music ) DVS1 - Drifting ( Axis ) DVS1 - The Five Aggregates ( Axis ) DYL, DB1 - ECOU #2 ( re:st ) DYL, DB1 - ECOU #12 ( re:st ) E-Unity - Not for Me ( TemeT Music ) Eszaid - The Most Sacred Syllable ( Good Morning Tapes ) Felix K - Deconstructor ( Nullpunkt ) Feral - Crossing ( Hypnus ) Flora Yin-Wong - Aurochs ( Modern Love ) Forest Drive West - Terminus ( R&S ) Forest Drive West - Hidden Past ( Mantis ) Franck Vigroux - Styx ( Raster ) Gavsborg - Making Love To Volca ( Equiknoxx Music ) Gavsborg, Shanique Marie - Earth & Clan ( Equiknoxx Music ) Grimescapes - Emergence ( Youth ) Haedong Seoungguk, D.K. - Daegeum Dosa (D.K. Huru Mix) ( Total Unity ) Henzo - Not Like That, Not Like You ( Worldwide Unlimited ) Higher Intelligence Agency - Sound Matter ( Headphone ) INTe*ra - Aqueduct B1 ( Acting Press ) Israel Vines - Tri Polar ( Interdimensional Transmissions ) Israel Vines - Path Correction ( Interdimensional Transmissions ) Jabu, Daniela Dyson - Slow Down ( Do You Have Peace? ) Jake Muir - Resevoir Of Memory ( Sferic ) Jake Muir - Fleeting Touches ( Sferic ) K-Lone - In The Pines ( Wisdom Teeth ) K-Lone - Bluefin ( Wisdom Teeth ) K-Lone - Honey ( Wisdom Teeth ) Karenn - On Request ( Voam ) KGIV - Blue Octavo ( Eye Teeth ) Konduku - Fallout ( IDO ) Konduku - Cipres ( Mantis ) Konduku - Şeker ( Disk ) Koraal - La Casa del Volcán 7 ( Nous’klaer Audio ) Koraal - La Casa del Volcán 9 ( Nous’klaer Audio ) Kӣr - Topot ( Disk ) Lack - RRRush ( Livity Sound ) Laksa - Fire Kit ( Hessle Audio ) Last Life - Escape ( Samurai Music ) LF58 - Metamorfosi ( Astral Industries ) Ligovskoï - Emeyo ( IDO ) Lo Kindre - Grey Skies (i) ( Phase Group ) LOG - LOG 4 ( Experiences Ltd. ) Low Budget Aliens - HOME SICK! ( XPQ? ) Lurka - Rhythm Hi-Tek ( Timedance ) Lurka - Clean ( Don’t Be Afraid ) Maayan Nidam - Untitled B2 ( Hellium ) Marco Shuttle - Ritmo Elegante ( Spazio Disponibile ) Meetsysteem - Je Wist Het Al ( Nous’klaer Audio ) Mike Parker - The Melting Mask ( Spazio Disponibile ) Monolake - Beirut ( Morphine ) Monolake - Espace Fourier ( Monolake ) Move D, Benjamin Brunn - C-Sick ( Smallville ) Nathan Melja, Pariah - Synesthesia - Pariah Remix ( Kalahari Oyster Cult ) natural/electronic.system. - Scirocco ( Tikita ) natural/electronic.system. - Marea ( Mantis ) NRLSD - Marching Band ( Man Band ) øjeRum - Prelude To The Immortality Of Nothing ( Opal Tapes ) OL - Block24 ( ГОСТ ИНСТРУМЕНТ ) Pan Sonic, Muslimgauze - Muslimgauze - Remix 2 ( Sahko ) Pearson Sound - Alien Mode ( Hessle Audio ) Perko - Stutter ( Numbers ) Perko - Pippin ( Numbers ) Pessimist - Love In The Jungle ( Ilian Tape ) Piezo - Blue Light Mama Magic ( Hundebiss ) Piezo - Amore Tossi ( Hundebiss ) Pontiac Streator - Triz Cohors Pt. 3 ( Motion Ward ) Pontiac Streator - Stuck In A Cave ( Motion Ward ) Primal Code - Elixir ( Hypnus ) RDS - Aro ( De Lichting ) Regis - The Sun Rose Pure ( Downwards ) Regis - Everything is Ahead of Us ( Downwards ) Regis - Eros in Tangiers ( Downwards ) Relapse - Two Worlds Colliding … ( Pinecone Moonshine ) Robin Stewart - Not Buoyant ( The Trilogy Tapes ) Roméo Poirier - Le bématiste ( Sferic ) Roméo Poirier - Du rocher ( Sferic ) Shed - Try ( Tectonic ) Significant Other - Little Blue Pills ( Oscilla Sound ) Simo Cell, Abdullah Miniawy - Caged in Aly's Body ( BFDM ) Skee Mask - Zzodiac ( Ilian Tape ) Sockethead - Love Loss Missing Yearning ( Youth ) Sockethead - In Search Of Truth ( Youth ) Sockethead - Jahiliyyah ( Youth ) Soft Boi - Something to Say ( Climate Of Fear ) Soft Boi - Guestlist ( Climate Of Fear ) Stave, Grebenstein - Rack 4 ( Standards & Practices ) Surgeon - The Golden Sea ( Ilian Tape ) SW. - theMARTIANswing ( Avenue 66 ) Tammo Hesselink - Ballet Mécanique ( Nous’klaer Audio ) Terrence Dixon - Unconditional Love ( Tresor ) Terrence Dixon - Program Weight ( Tresor ) Terrence Dixon - Earth Station ( Tresor ) The Untouchables - Pon A Dread ( Rupture London ) Tolouse Low Trax - Dawn Is Temporal ( Bureau B ) Tolouse Low Trax - Inverted Sea ( Bureau B ) Tolouse Low Trax - Berrytone Souvenier ( Bureau B ) Toma Kami - Gymnase Chaos ( Man Band ) Two Shell - Fracture ( Mainframe Audio ) Ulla - Leaves and Wish ( Experiences Ltd. ) Ulla - Feeling Remembering ( Experiences Ltd. ) Ulla - Soak ( Experiences Ltd. ) upsammy - Send-Zen ( Dekmantel ) URA - Dirge ( NAFF ) URA - Shojin ( NAFF ) Varuna - Ratu ( Mantis ) VC-118A - Plonk ( Delsin Records ) Via Maris - Lapse ( Timedance ) Wang Inc. - Gommone ( Random Numbers ) Waon-P - BRF dante2infelno - donfellianoeverythingmix ( The Trilogy Tapes ) Web - Ancient Wind ( Acido ) Yogg, Pharaoh, CUB - The Neverending Gever (CUB Version) ( Parallax ) YPY - Garando ( Acido )

[sluttysan]

SF9 reaction to you giving them a back hug for the first time

✰Inseong: Inseong would get super soft once you gave him a back hug for the first time. He’d turn around and hug you back, saying something along the lines of “oh, this is new,” and would become the most sappiest. He’d flash you his beautiful smile and give you a sweet kiss on the lips, then pull away, ruffling your hair and still cheesing hard. He was madly in love with you, so Inseong would just be a big, fluffy mess overall. Knowing you were comfortable enough with him to initiate the skinship, he would feel more confident about initiating it right back.

“Honey, you’re the sweetest.”

✰Youngbin: When he felt you snake your arms around him and give him a back hug, he’d absolutely melt. Youngbin would get so flustered, and you’d have him giggling uncontrollably from this new and sudden affection. He would blush, telling you that you caught him by surprise, and that you were the cutest thing ever. He wouldn’t stop thinking about your hug for the rest of the day bc it really made his entire day. Binnie would also reciprocate the affection later on, and he’d make greeting with a back hugging a thing between you two. 

“You’re so cute, baby. I really appreciate the hug.”

✰Jaeyoon: As soon as your hands encompassed Jaeyoon, he would become putty in your arms. You’d leave him smiling for days, and he wouldn’t be able to contain himself. He’d sigh in content and grab your hands, intertwining his fingers with yours. Jaeyoon would just be holding you there, rocking you back and forth. He’d then turn to face you and kiss you all over your face. He just loved the affection from you, so expect him to be touchy all day long and give you several back hugs from then on. Skinship with you always makes Jaeyoon giddy, so the small act of you initiating it first made him feel so special and loved.

“Please hug me like that more often. I’ve clearly been missing out.”

✰Dawon: At first, Sanghyuk would pull away from you when you back-hugged him, but only because of how shy it made him. He was never one to be shy, but he could help but feel that way when you gave him a back hug out of no where. He was usually a bold guy who made you feel that way, so when the tables had turned on him, he tried his best to hide how bashful you made him feel by teasing you.

“I knew you couldn’t resist me, but geez, you just had to sneak up on me like that, huh?”

Don’t worry, he’d only tease you for a little bit, just until he saw that you were annoyed with him. Once he stopped the teasing, he would switch up and show you how he really felt, and he’d be sooo soft and doting. He’d finally admit that he loved the hug, blushing even more than before.

“In all seriousness, I guess that hug was nice.”

✰Zuho: When you hugged Juho, he would smile warmly and wouldn’t pull away. He’d let you hug him for as long as you needed to, and as your grip loosened on him, that was when he’d turn around, giving you a big, heartfelt hug. Juho would breathe deeply, mumbling how relaxing your hug was. There was nothing more that he loved than affection with you, and he would place a big kiss on your forehead to show you that. You hugging him like that made him more comfortable with his relationship with you, and it also made him fall for you even more. Expect him to ask you to cuddle later in the day to continue your little moment with him.

“Babe, I love your hugs. They’re so relaxing.”

(the way he’s holding huru is so cute uwu)

✰Rowoon: Oh boy, where do I start lmao. First of all, we know Seokwoo absolutely loves skinship, and we already witness that with how he is with the members. So just imagine how touchy he gets with you, especially after you initiate it. Once you wrapped your arms around him, his lips would part into a huge grin. He’d chuckle, turning around right away to greet you back. He’d encompass you the biggest hug, which might last for quite some time. Just expect this one to reciprocate your affection x100000. His affection is no joke, and you might have to force yourself out of your boyfriend’s clingy hold haha, rip to you

“Well, hello to you, too, babe. What a pleasant surprise.”

✰Taeyang: If you hadn’t previously seen how cheesy this boy could get, you would finally see it after you give him a back hug. When you gave him a back hug for the first time, he was so excited and wouldn’t be able to control himself from his flooding emotions. He’d be all smiles and you would see how genuinely happy he was. If he was having a hard day, you just made him forget all about it. It’s therapeutic for him, as Taeyang is very much fond of affection with you, and any that you give him will result in you receiving even more. When he turns around, he would hold your face and say the sweetest things to you before hugging and kissing you warmly.

“And this is exactly why I love you, Y/N. You just know how to make me so happy.”

✰Hwiyoung: Just as your arms surrounded him and pulled him close to your body, he jumped, startled by the sudden skinship. He’d place his hands over yours, embarrassed by his reaction. Youngkyun would try to act as cool as possible, but wouldn’t be able to hide a timid smile from emerging when he turned to face you. He would shyly ask if everything was okay, since you never gave him a back hug before. 

“Y/N, is everything okay?”

“Yep. I just wanted to hug you.”

Upon hearing your words, he would flush, appreciating your affection. When you initiate affection with him like that, he’d feel elated. He would also be glad that nothing was wrong, and in that moment for him, everything was just right. Feeling sentimental, Youngkyun would hug you right back, holding you longer to make up for his initial shock.

“Oh...Well, I love you.”

✰Chani: Chanhee wouldn’t have thought that it was you who gave him the hug, since his members often feel the need to grab him from the back and hold on, so he would pull away from you. However, when he turned around and saw that it was just you, he’d laugh and explain to you that he thought you were one of the members *cough cough Rowoon*. He’d then quickly pull you in for a proper hug, and apologize so that you didn’t feel discouraged about it (you might want to hug him from the front next time lmao).

“Sorry, Y/N, I didn’t realize it was you. Come here.”