#hurt/comfort fan fictions are my comfort zones

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Fuck or die

Paring: idol!Chan x fan!afab reader

Rating: explicit

Genre: smut

Warnings: smut, forced to fuck (not by chan or reader), could be dddne, shock content with one thing.

Ktober 5

Being trapped with someone you idolise and getting forced to fuck isn’t something you’d expect from waking up one morning. Partly inspired by the hentai/visual novel euphoria.

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!THIS IS PURE FICTION, NOTHING IN THIS IS REAL ITS JUST A STORY!

I wake up in a white room, my head and ears ringing. I don’t know where I am nor how I got here. I look around and take in what’s around me, nothing. Absolutely nothing. Well accept one thing there’s a man lying in the corner he looks strangely familiar to me. I walk closer to him and see who he is; Chan, Bang Chan, an idol from one of the groups I love. I almost freak out in happiness but I need to keep my cool. I should wake him up then maybe we can figure out together what’s going in, it’s weird that it’s us and not some other duo. He doesn’t even know who I am.

I decide to tap him on the shoulder. “Chan..? Wake up, please.” I whisper, he lets out a sleepy groan in response and opens his eyes slowly, rubbing them to make him more awake. “Hmm,..? Who are you and where are we?” He asks me, clearly confused about the situation.

“I’m.. y/n, if you’re wondering how I know your name I’m a stay..and for where we are I have no idea. I woke up here too.. like a few minutes ago.” I sigh and explain about myself and what I know so far.

“Right, we may have gotten kidnapped by someone which explains this room. There doesn’t seem to be any windows or doors only cameras..” Chan says while looking around.

Suddenly we hear the sound of a microphone being turned on, and a voice starts talking to us. “I see you both have woken up now. Welcome! I’ve set up a few games for you guys! Do as I say, or you die.” As the voice says ‘die’ guns come out from little compartments in the wall and point at us before going back into the wall. “What do you want us to do?” Chan says, putting his arm around me protectively even though I’m a stranger.

“Fuck or die. It’s simple.”

“I guess we could do that i.. I’m okay with that..” i mumble looking at him, he gives me a sigh and a nod with a concerned expression on his face.

The voice continues on “but there’s a catch. Each challenge gets harder and breaks your comfort zones. I’ve been studying both of you through cameras in your apartments.” It says.

“What are the challenges? Tell us. Now.” Chan demands, holding me close, acting as a protective shield.

“Well they’re simple really. I’ll drop a note down from the ceiling”. The ceiling opens up slightly, dropping a piece of paper before closing again. I pick up the note and hold it so it’s in both of our views

‘Challenge 1: cumming inside, hole: pussy

Challenge 2: pissing inside, hole(s): mouth and pussy

Challenge 3: taking advantage of her while she’s sleeping’

“the fuck is this? Is this some kind of sick joke?!” Chan yells, looking in the direction of the camera. “No way in hell I’m pissing in and raping a fucking stranger!” His grip on me gets tighter, his brows furrowed as he yells at the strange voice. “Then die-“

“Okay okay we’ll do it just please, don’t hurt us!” I start tearing up, knowing that if we don’t do this we’ll get killed.

“Are you sure?” Chan asks me, I nod. “Then it’s agreed! Start the challenges and remember I’m always watching. Bye bye now!” The voice says his final sentence before turning off its microphone. Leaving us alone in the white room with cameras pointed at us, they’re too high up to reach even if we tried to turn them off. “I’m ready.. let’s just get this over with.” I sob, stripping down until I’m fully nude before helping him out of his clothes.

“Lay down and open your legs..I’ll help stretch you out with my fingers otherwise it’s gonna hurt.” Chan says. I open my legs for him, he gently puts two fingers inside of me, using them to scissor me open. I bite my lip and try to hold in my moans. After a few minutes he pulls them out and positions himself at my entrance. “Deep breaths, y/n. Deep breaths.” He groans as he pushes himself inside of me. He’s surprisingly big it hurts. “It’s okay..it’s okay. You’re doing great. Keep breathing.” He encourages as he thrusts into me faster. He’s grunting as he thrusts into me deeper than ever. It feels good, but I know it won’t last long, he’s going to have to cum inside me. there’s a high chance I’ll get pregnant from it but anything to not die, especially in a place where no one would find our bodies. He cums inside of me and collapses next to me as we rest, panting heavily. He looks like he’s about to pass out.

I put my arms around him, holding him closely for support. “I’m so sorry, I’m so fucking sorry.” He whispers, nuzzling my neck and holding me tight. “let’s do the next one in the morning I can’t take this anymore.” I start crying, horrified for the 2 challenges we have left. “Yea..yeah I agree. Let’s do what we can.” He whispers as he holds my body against his. We lay there, hugging each other in the dark, neither one speaking. I feel safe here, in his arms. it’s comforting and reminds me that at least we have each other right now; even if we’re complete strangers.

the next day, we wake up, we fell asleep on the ground last night, still fully naked since theres nothing else in this room that we could sleep on. “are you ready for the next challenge or do you need some time?” he asks me, stroking my hair.

“let’s just do it.” I pick up the note and read the next challenge. ‘pissing in mouth and pussy’ I gag a little, grossed out by the idea of being pissed in the two of my most important holes. I hand the note to Chan and he reads it as well, cringing at every word he reads. “okay.” he sighs. “mouth first or..” “mouth.” I say, I feel my face heat up. I get down on my knees, mentally preparing myself for what’s about to happen. He gently thrusts his dick into my mouth and begins uritating. I whince as I force myself to swallow every drop. He grabs my head with his hands so he wouldn't spill it everywhere. Once he’s finished, he pulls his cock out of my mouth and stands up, grabbing my hand.

“I’m sorry y/n.. god I feel awful after doing that.” He says as he rubs my hand. “it’s fine.” I say stubbornly. “you still have to do it to the other end of me anyways.” I give him a weak smile, sitting down with my legs open. “you’re probably gonna have to get tested for so many things once we get out of here. I’ll take you and pay though.” Chan growls, pushing himself inside my vagina once again. This is the worst feeling I have ever felt, he was pushing all the way in so hard it was almost painful. I start shaking. I don’t think I can handle this. not long after he releases his bladder and balls inside of me, emptying them both.

He stops once he’s done, pulling out of my body quickly.

“ew..” I tear up as I think about what the voice just made us do. My eyes start hurting because of how hard I'm crying.. “don’t cry, baby. I didn’t like it either. I never thought I’d be forced to.. relieve myself inside of a person, especially a stranger.” he hugs me, I blush at the sudden contact and as he calls me ‘baby’. He doesn’t know it means a lot to me, but he does. I hug him tightly, wanting to keep him close. “i think I.. I think I love you.” he says, pulling away from the hug and placing his head against mine. “me too.” I reply bringing him back into my arms.

After that he sits down with me and lets me sit comfortably in between his legs, wrapping his arm around me while he pets my hair, trying to calm me down. I sniffle and look at him, he smiles softly as I stare at him. “What happens when the challenges end?” I ask him quietly. “we get out.” he says as he holds me close, kissing my head. “We stay together until then. and maybe after if you’d like.” He says smiling at me. i fall asleep in his arms.

while I’m asleep. Chan takes this time to do the final challenge, raping me in my sleep. he doesn’t want to do this, but he has to, to get both of us out alive. He slowly pulls down my panties and shoves himself inside of me, tears streaming down his face as commits the assault on me.

“fuck.. fuck this situation, fuck whoever made me do these stupid challenges.” He gasps as he goes deeper inside me, his tears dripping onto my body. “Channie.., please stop..I don’t like this,..I.. I want you to stop.” I whisper in my sleep, trying to push away the fear.

“Fuck, y/n...please.. I’m sorry, I really am... I wish you were awake so I could make it easier on you, but I can’t.. this was the final challenge. just shut up and take it.” he cusses, kissing me deeply to shut me up and to stop me from screaming. I whimper and shake my head no, I hate this, I don’t want to take it.. he keeps shoving himself inside of me. “stop fighting me..” he mumbles, moving his hips faster to cause more pain for me. I finally snap awake, tears pouring down my cheeks as I try to pull myself out of his grip but I can’t, he’s fully pinning me down as he rapes me. “this is the last challenge y/n, just fucking take it so we don’t die.” I stop complaining, knowing there’s no way out of this. I fall asleep being tired from my attempts to stop him, I just let him do it, soon enough we will be out of here.

I wake up to feel Chan’s warmth lying beside me. I snuggle closer towards him, wrapping my arms around his torso and resting my head on his chest. “Good Morning…” he whispers, running his fingers through my hair. “morning..” I reply as I snuggle even closer. “I’m so sorry about last night. I had to, to keep us alive.” he kisses my forehead. “it’s fine.” I sigh, “let’s just get out of here, a door appeared so let’s just go through that.” we get dressed and walk up to the door, hand in hand we push open the door, met with the smell of fresh air. “we should probably get you a pregnancy test from the amount of times I came inside of you.” he chuckles, leading me into town. “food after?” I ask. “food after” Chan smiles

[sophiaatwdluver]

LESSONS | Carl grimes

Carl grimes x Y/N fluff Summary: Carl teaches you how to drive and he’s worried you will crash and get hurt but your a natural and you prove him wrong taking him by surprise and he finds it hot.

WARNING: slight smut but not strong, boner but no mention of thinking about hard smut

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You wake up happy and warm at the fact your boyfriend, was right behind you cuddling you. You could hear his steady breath, telling you he’s still sleeping. As soon as you start to drift back to sleep you feel Carl brush your hair on the top of your head with his soft hand gently. You turn to look up at him softly with a bright smile on your face.

“good morning angle” carl says warmly looking down at you with love

“good morning” you reply with the same smile and energy

Carl eyes widen the slightest bit as an idea popped in his brain

“Y/N? Have you ever learned to drive?” Carl asks curiously

“uhmmm, no. Why do you ask?” You question him with your head slightly tilted

“because I want to teach you.”

“when?”

“today, after lunch.”

“ok! Sound like a plan.”

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You and Carl are walking towards the gate of Alexandria when he starts to get nervous at the thought of you crashing and getting hurt. He brushed if off thinking that’s only a worse case scenario. You on the other hand are astonished at the fact Carl wanted to help you learn how to drive. You wanted to feel powerful driving a car with Carl by your side. Before you knew if you were in front of the car and Carl was getting into the passengers seat.

“Hello? Earth to Y/N?” Carl asks in somewhat of a concerned tone.

His words made you stop zoning out and actually pay attention which means you stepping into the drivers seat. “Sorry I zoned out a bit, so what do I do first?” You asked

“well first things first you need to put your seatbelt on!”

Carl stated in a joking matter even with the worse case scenario in back of his head.

carl reaches over your body to grab your seatbelt, also buckling you in. His warm body towering over you brought butterflies to your stomach.

“gotta stay safe y’know?” Carl says, again giving you the same loving look he did when he woke up.

(the next part will be kinda boring bc he’s actually teaching her how to get ready to drive)

“ok so first you have move your seat around, find how your seat needs to be for you to comfortably press the gas and break.” Carl states very focused on teaching you how to drive so you won’t crash.

“next, practice moving your feet from the gas pedal to the break.” He was taken by surprise when you slammed hard on the gas and you guys very fastly drove down the rode

Carl looks over to you and can’t help but think how unbelievably hot you looked, very focused on not crashing, slightly turning at some moments with gust one hand, he could feel the growing bulge in his jeans

he couldn’t even deny the fact that you were that you were a natural, already almost as good as him. In the middle of his thoughts he feels you swiftly and fastly turn to head back to Alexandria. when you guys approached the gates of Alexandria Carl turned to you giving you a gentle kiss on the cheek.

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HIIII TO WHOEVER REQUESTED THIS I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKED IT! This is my first time writing fan fiction and I really hope it doesn’t suck😭 to whoever is reading this! Ty for being on my page or ty for reading this! I know this this was kinda boring but oh well, everyone has to start somewhere! I luv you, and I’m proud of you, always remember that :)

[sparkletastic-cookiedough]

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Literally just a link collection of all my tumblr writing.

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DPxDC: Danny Phantom fan Damian, best friends with Dash. (they hang out at an arcade, also BATNIPPLES)

DPxDC: John Constantine is Danny's comfort human

DPxDC Dick Grayson is investigating a travelling circus (my favorite prompt, but it's just a prompt)

DPxDC: Vlad masters is a lion? Completely centered around Zeke Morris, an OC.

DPxDC: Danny does his taxes.

DPxDC: Cardboard Danny AU

Danny Phantom: Jazz Fenton Gaslighting People (Short)

DPxDC: The Tangerine Pimpernel (Long)

DPxDC: Danny is applying for a grant with Wayne Enterprieses (The best dramatic irony)

DPXDC: Constantine taking care of baby Danny

DPxDC

Danny in a Maid Dress

The Phantom Cafe (Short)

In Love With The Speed Force : Barry Allen is obsessed with a god. Also the Justice League gets high in this one.

Bartender Dan has a no bats policy.

The Justice League investigates Danny's box selling business. (Featuring the Bodacious Vibes detector)

The Titans discover Danny and Dani are different people

Danny has access to dead knowledge

The Fentons make arrows for Green Arrow (Short)

Trans Danny, mourned by Bio-sibling Damian

The one where Team Phantom destroys all conflict in the Batman universe

Dani is in Hally's Circus, Dick thought she died and now she's back

John Constantine "rescues" Danny from the ghost zone

Steph plans to prank Batman

Bodyguard Danny

Danny vs Plastic Man vs Nightwing: Who would win at Twister? (short)

Wes Weston gets ghost powers, Flash is concerned

Riddler kidnaps Danny, Batman has to answer a riddle to save him

Team Phantom produces a fictional movie on Amity Park

Danny is traumatized, the Batfam is traumatized, everyone is sad and traumatized. (short-ish, hurt/ comfort)

Danny can predict the future, thus Flash yells at god (again, more of a prompt than a full story, cause sometimes I only write the beginnings.)

Dani pranks the justice league

The DC universe is about to collapse, Danny has to herd them out. (Prompt, as I am addicted to beginning stories and never finishing them)

Danny's family reincarnates (yet another prompt.)

Tim has infinite spleens

Jason can see through the fourth wall, and is not down for this Phantom of the Opera nonsense.

The Bats investigate Jazz

Wes is investigated by Superman, Magical shenanigans occur.

Catwoman steals an artifact that has a ghost in it.

Danny putting on his own Brucie Wayne act as Bruce's secretary

Jazz as Damian's Babysitter

Zatanna interacting with a Liminal Gotham

Danny is Batman's Clone (Dramatic Irony, my beloved)

John Constantine accidentally adopts Danny

Jason is dating Jazz, gets Tim and Danny to meet (mostly just Jason and Tim fluff)

Dash Baxter, Metropolis Cop (short)

Queer Platonic Relationship Fluff with Tim and Danny (features a prompty cliffhanger that goes absolutely nowhere)

Danny runs over Kori with a car (featuring yet another cliffhanger prompt ending that goes nowhere)

Clone Adoption Agency

Tim gets his spleen back from Cujo

Danny runs a daycare in Gotham

Maddie is Jim Gordon's Sister (short as heck and not great, but it's the first one I wrote, so it's special to me)

Batman Crossovers (No Danny Phantom edition)

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Just Batman (and other DC characters)

Superbat Ship: featuring Batfam Fluff.

Jason can see through the fourth wall (short, more of a prompt than a post, and a continuation of the AU from an above DPxDC post.

Batfam tries to steal the watchtower (based on art!!!)

Matchmaker Tim Drake (again, more of a prompt)

Neurodivergent Batfam Moments

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Bruce wearing his kids merch (short)

Clark Kent covering Bruce Wayne's drama

Superbat ship stuff (Short)

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Only If For A Night

[Soooo...yes, I might have yet another obsession with a fictional, emotional unavailable man, haha. This is just a little drabble for you. I still write for Negan, of course. In the meantime, I hope you also enjoy this little fic. If it isn't your cup of tea, feel free to scroll past it.]

Summary: Joel has a nightmare. You try to make him feel better, make him forget his demons, only if for a night.

Warnings: angst, brief talk of trauma, smut, blowjob, fingering, unprotected p in v, f!Reader on top, creampie, cockwarming I guess?

You woke from heavy breathing and occasional grunts coming from the makeshift bed on the other side of the room.

Joel had insisted to sleep on the sofa, offering you the bed for as much comfort as this world still beheld. He was gruff, not a big fan of casual conversation, but he was a man of his word, one you could rely on, the only one you trusted with your life. You had met some months ago during a smuggling mission and had worked together since. Your new job required you to transport ammunition to one of the safe zones well outside of your usual territory. It was risky to say the least, but you needed the reward. So here you were, finding shelter for the night in an abandoned house. Joel must have fallen asleep during his watch which was very unusual for him. You rubbed your eyes which slowly adjusted to the darkness around you. Your bare feet touched the wooden floor and you shivered. As soundless as possible you made your way towards Joel who was fast asleep, one arm hanging down the sofa, the other draped across his eyes.

"Joel?" you questioned carefully, your fingers lightly touching his arm. He still breathed heavily, unevenly, and with your next touch to his heated skin, he jolted awake and upright, eyes wild with fear. You had never seen him like this, it made your blood freeze.

"Jo-Joel?" you asked again, this time very timidly, carefully.

He seemed to wake up fully, recognizing you. With a deep sigh, he rubbed his hands over his face.

"Sorry for scaring you, t'was a nightmare..." Joel's voice was heavy with sleep, barely above a whisper. "It's always rough 'round this time of the year."

This time of the year.

He talked about when the world turned to shit. You had heard about his past, about what happened to his daughter, but never asked him anything about it. It wasn't your place to talk with him about such traumatic things.

"It's okay, you're awake now, I'm here."

He scoffed at your remark, his eyes not meeting yours.

"That's sweet o'you, but it isn't somethin' you can influence. It's my issue, has been for a very long time. I'm used to it."

You huffed at his statement, deciding to ignore it, carefully sitting down beside him.

"Go back to sleep, it's still dark outside", he tried again, but you just shook your head.

"No, won't let you sit alone with your nightmares."

Joel's eyes met yours, his icey stare bore into you, he was pissed you could tell, though it seemed too tired to really make a scene.

"Wasn't an offer," he just spat, voice cold and distant.

"Mine neither", you stood your ground, meeting his gaze with equal determination. Before you could think about it any longer, you leaned into him, pressing a soft kiss to his lips.

At first he didn't respond, didn't move a single finger. When you pulled away to look at him again, he just looked at you, a mix of surprise and anger plain on his face.

"Told you to go to bed."

"No. It isn't your decision to make, Joel. You're always in charge, always functioning. You're not okay. And I won't sit around or sleep when you're hurt like this."

"You're not my wife," he said, nearly muttered under his breath.

"I know," you just mumbled, heart beating fast. Of course being someone's wife wasn't on your list, it held no special meaning in this fucked-up world, though you couldn't deny the feelings you had developed in the last few months. The need to help Joel, the need to touch him, to touch his body and his heart, to make him smile, if only a little, to make him feel good...it was hard for you to ignore this need, this pull you felt towards him. Even harder now that he really needed comfort even if he would never ask for it because he was so used to deal with his demons all on his own.

"Just let me...," you tried again, your hand resting lightly on his arm. You felt him tense under your fingertips, not used to a tender touch either, your tender touch.

Joel didn't meet your eyes, his gaze was fixed on your hand. He seemed to fight with himself, not sure if he wanted to push you away or pull you into him.

"Joel," you whispered, making him look up to you. "Please, let me make you feel good. Let me-"

You couldn't end your sentence, Joel's hand grabbed yours on his arm, before he brought it to his lips, pressing a kiss to your fingertips before letting it go.

The shaky breath you drew in was the only sound in the abandoned house. Lightly, carefully, your fingers grazed his lips, his cheek, before you leaned in again to kiss him. This time he kissed you back, slowly but he did. The kiss lasted a long time and grew more passionate with every passing second. His hands wandered from your hair to your shoulders, downwards to your hips and urged you to stand up and straddle him.

His hands were all over you while you ground down on his lap, feeling his hardening length through your trousers. He grew impatient by the second, clawing at your clothes while not breaking the kiss. This felt better than any wet dream could prepare you, better than what your imagination came up with in lonely nights.

Your lips wandered downwards, kissing his jaw, his neck, his collarbone. Meanwhile your fingers undid the buttons of his shirt, one by one, exposing his chest to the cold air. Noticing the goosebumps right away, your lips kept kissing his skin, feeling him shiver.

"Fuck," he mumbled, when your nails grazed one of his nipples, followed by your tongue.

With every downward motion, you also slid down further, sooner than later landing on your knees between his spread legs. He looked so handsome from your perspective, cheeks heated, mouth agape, eyes wild.

Biting your lip, you undid his belt, then the button of his trousers and the fly. When you motioned to help him pull them down, he stopped you.

"You don't have to do this."

Heart still beating fast, your desire got the best of you, kissing his hard length through the denim of his trousers.

"Shit," he swore, his head lulling to the side.

"I want to, so much," you answered him, face mere inches from his groin.

"It's yours, darlin', c'mon, make me feel good," Joel finally exclaimed, voice thick with arousel.

You didn't have to be told twice. With fast movements you helped him pull his trousers down towards his ankles, his briefs went with it too. When your eyes met his hard cock, your mouth watered. He was a sight, packing exactly what you always imagined.

Experimentally, you kissed his tip, tasting the salty precum. Joel's moan was music to your ears, so your fingers grabbed the base of him, stroking his length with enough pressure to make him shake above you.

He was silent except for the occasional moan and curse, enjoying your touch, the feel of your hand around him, pumping him just right. When your lips finally closed around the head of his cock, his hand flew into your hair, anchoring himself.

"Fuuck-," he managed to say before you went down on him, swallowing as much of him as you could at the first go. Feeling the wetness between your thighs, you kept bobbing your head, taking him deeper and deeper with your movements. What didn't fit in your mouth, you stroked with your hand.

Joel was much more vocal now, his own thighs tensing with the pleasure, fingers still woven into your hair.

"Shit, so good. Such a good girl, fuck, feels so...gooood."

The deep sound of his voice made you tingle all over, moaning around his length with the praise he gifted you with.

"Up, c'mere," he demanded after some moments, guiding you away from his throbbing length by your hair.

"Take off your clothes, darlin'." He let go of you, lips puffy and eyes hooded and he didn't need to tell you twice. With shaking fingers, you got rid of your trousers and underwear, pulled your shirt over your head and made quick work of shedding your bra. Meanwhile Joel, not taking his eyes off of you for a heartbeat, drinking in every inch of your skin, got rid of his already open shirt and kicked off his trousers and underwear still stuck at his feet.

When you were cold at the beginning of the night, you only felt heat now, naked from head to toe, bare and vulnerable, but the gaze Joel gave you made you feel anything but. You felt like a goddess.

Straddling him again, your wet center came in contact with his length which pulled whimper out of your mouth and quiet curses out of Joel's. His right hand travelled from your cheek towards you neck and from there down, down, down, groping your breats, finding its way over your stomach to your dripping pussy.

Two of his fingers stroked you while your eyes fluttered shut at his ministrations.

"Look at me," he exclaimed, voice deep.

Your eyes shot open, locking with his just in time for his fingers to enter you. He met no resistence, sliding in perfectly, fucking you slowly.

"Fuck, darlin', you're so wet, y'hear that?"

He pumped his fingers a bit faster now, the sound of your wetness obscene in your own ears. With your mouth agape, your hands flew around his neck to anchor yourself, your hips kept moving with Joel's strokes, like having a will of their own.

"That's it, fuck y'self on my fingers, just like that."

"Joel," you moaned, feeling him curl his fingers just right, his thumb coming down on your clit, flicking it with the right amount of pressure to make you see stars. Your hips stuttered, clenching around his fingers when you came with his name leaving your lips.

He held you steadily in his lap with his other hand by grabbing the flesh of your hips, pumping his fingers time and time again before he retreated them.

The bliss of your orgasm clouded your mind, your legs and arms felt like jelly, your heart beating so fast, faster than you were used to. You didn't register Joel lifting you up a bit to position himself at your entrance, stroking himself, coating himself in your juices. You didn't register it until he pushed into you, pulling you down, down, down, impaling you on his girthy length. He was a tight fit, stretching you deliciously.

"Fuck, Joel," you babbled, cock-drunk, and so full of him.

"Yeah, I know. Shit, you feel so good, so tight." He kissed you, tongue licking at your lips and slipping past them. His hands embraced you, keeping you safe and secure while he bottomed out.

His heated skin against yours, his hot breath against your neck when he broke the kiss to nip at your skin, his heartbeat, fast, so fast against your own chest, you could have died then and there.

Hands still around his neck and secure in his embrace, your hips kept lifting a bit before sinking down again. The movement made him moan, his cock dragging across your walls deliciously. It didn't take long for you to increase your movements, bouncing on his lap. His hands grasped your hips, helping you lift yourself up and down, up and down.

"Like that, darlin', just like that", he mumbled into your skin, occasionally biting at your sweaty flesh while the next high kept building inside of you.

"Joel, I'm gonna...," you warned him, riding him faster and faster.

His hands held you still then, pumping himself into you with sharp thrusts upwards, driving the air out of your lungs.

"Go on, cum on my cock, sweet thing, c'mon."

One look into his stormy eyes and you came shaking on his lap. He fucked you through it, praising you so sweetly, only his rough voice gave away how close he was himself.

"Don't," you babbled, letting him guide you on his cock, faster and faster, chasing his own high.

"What?" he breathlessly asked, gaze fixed on your face.

"Don't...pull out."

The moan it ripped from him, this one little sentence, made you unravel again in his arms, cock still pushing into you time and time again against that spot.

You felt him tense under you, moaning your name when he came, forehead resting against yours, giving you all he had to offer.

And then he fell silent, your unsteady breaths the only sound. He locked eyes with you again after a while and you could see a faint smile painting his lips before he shook his head.

"What?" you questioned, insecure all of a sudden without the adrenaline of arousel. You motioned to stand up on wobbly legs, but his hands pushed you down, keeping you impaled on his softening cock.

"Don't," he said, voice low and spent, "Stay."

His lips found yours in a soft kiss and your heart ached. You knew with the first sunlight this side of him will be gone again, his soft touches and heated words, his kisses. He will be the ever grumpy and cold-hearted Joel, so you decided to enjoy this as long as you could, letting him wrap the blanket next to him around your cooling bodies, embracing you with warmth.

[tiredsmashbros]

something a bit more personal so heads up

some tomm (me) lore: i've been a big fan of dragon ball since 2019, was actually a dragonball fanartist for two years straight (was my previous heavy fixation until i caved into mario). i'm also a big fan of matpat / gametheory since ofc 2014 due to fnaf and got back to frequently watching him around 2021.

both HUGE impacts that idk where i would be without them ever interfering my already heck of an enigma life. worse part is the fact i have to say goodbye to them both JUST a day apart. yes mat isn't deceased but the thought of not seeing him as much anymore after JUST getting to watch him again is straight-up heartbreaking. i would still watch and am already fond of the existing crew and 100% approve his retirement reasons. yet it all has been tearing me apart personally. it hurts. a lot. its sad. very sad. but in the end: i'm happy. i'm happy for the memories, experiences, and growth i received with them that i was able to receive in my life. both young and now as an adult.

watching. playing, drawing, and talking about how goku and his friends will get through the next challenge. it's made me love friendship adventure stories so much more, anxiously waiting for the next episode of super every saturday night on toonami. impacting me to become more optimistic and not to be afraid to draw what i really love (fanart). matpat encouraged me to think inside AND outside the box, to question reality and fiction, open to criticism and theorizing in a more bigger picture. wether serious, comedically, or satire, it wasn't just learning about the world or inner depictions of video games, food, or how to style ourselves; but for fun and loving those around you. appreciating the moment and learning at the same time. someone i could genuinely relate to and open my heart back up to older franchises such as mario, learning the film industry as i always wanted to, learn to appreciate food and get out of my comfort zone, and ofc be more knowledgeable of what i wear and how it can impact me. i could seriously just keeping going on and on.

idk how to end this other than by saying thank you. thank you toriyama. thank you matpat. never was it in my bingo card of 2024, but nothing is going to stop me from continuing to love and appreciate the things these two amazing individuals brought into the world, impacting so many lives. 💚❤️💛💙 + 🐉💥

[honeyhotteoks]

First off: you're my absolute favorite fanfic author! The way you write the characters and their emotions and dialog is just beautiful! Into the Aurora and This Night Together inspired me to actually give my writing a fighting chance!!!

With that said...how did you start posting your work? I really want to, but I'm sooooooo nervous!! What if no likes it? What if everyone hates it? And is there a certain way to format the post? I'm fairly new to ✨️actually✨️ posting on tumblr and have no clue what I'm doing 😬

oh my gosh, thank you so much!! i’m so honored to know that i helped inspire you to write fic 😭

this is a great question!! i have lots of advice for you, check under the cut~

okay so as far as how i started posting, this is probably not the post helpful answer. i’ve actually been writing fanfic since i was probably like 14 for various fandoms, i used to post on ff.net then on ao3 and now here, and it’s just been years of publicly posting fandom works online. that being said…… at some point you will just want to rip the bandaid off and when you do, i have some advice

there are going to be people who don’t like what you write, it doesn’t matter what you write or how you write. you like my work and i have a lot of followers, but i’ve had people give pretty negative feedback about aurora, tnt, and some of my one-shots. or reviews that aren’t “mean” necessarily but are “constructive”…. however, i’m a big believer that in the world of fan fiction, unsolicited constructive criticism doesn’t belong in comments when the author is posting their hobby for free. all i’m saying is that it’s gonna happen at some point, but you have to remember that the people doing that aren’t writing fic, and i genuinely do not care about the critical opinions of someone who’s never put themselves out there creatively before.

something that hurt when i started posting was the lack of engagement, and i know this is something a lot of writers still struggle with, especially on tumblr. there are fics i have written that are like deeply dear to me and i’m really proud of but have so few notes compared to other fics and that used to really bum me out. what i’ve learned is this:

people actually aren’t perpetually online they just seem it, so if you post something once and never mention it again, people with busy lives are going to miss it

the time you post doesn’t have to matter… but if you’re trying to drum up engagement, then consider the time of day you’re posting. tumblr has good analytics to tell you blog engagement stats and stuff like that, i find that can help with knowing most of your followers are from XYZ time zone and they probably will not see something you post at 2 PM during the work/school day vs. 7 PM or something like that

try not to be sad if you get a majority of likes and not reblogs. i personally like tons of work that i intend to read later, i treat my likes like bookmarks, that doesn’t mean someone didn’t like your work enough to reblog it, it means they use their likes differently OR potentially they have a blog where they don’t feel comfortable reblogging fanfic, especially nsfw fic.

if you’re posting anywhere, know your tags. don’t post something with two hashtags and assume it’ll find its way. unfortunately it won’t, so make sure you tag everything appropriately so it lands in people’s suggested feeds

if you do all of that and then your fic gets some notes but not that many….. and you’re wondering….. why didn’t more people like it? well part of that might just be that it’s not showing up at the top of people’s feeds anymore. if you want to establish yourself in the writing space, engaging with readers is important. if you get a really nice review in a reblog, don’t be afraid to reblog it back. if you get a certain number of notes, don’t be afraid to reblog your own fic and say thank you for 100 notes etc., just to push it up on people’s feeds.

if you’re posting on AO3, just make sure that you’re filling out all the tags, warnings, pairings, etc. AO3 has been around a while and is a well oiled machine, and i know a ton of readers on there use the filters to find the exact niche of fic they want to read. i cannot tell you how many fics i pass by that don’t have tags, are missing a good description, etc.

okay now as far as formatting goes…… here are my thoughts after a lot of trial and error:

before you decide on anything formatting wise, just remember that readers engage with fic on tumblr in a variety of ways. some people are on desktop, some people are on your actual blog web address, and some people are just on mobile. before you teach yourself html coding for fancy lettering in ombré colors…… are your readers going to be able to see it in dark mode? if not, maybe don’t invest the time, because the first thing i do when i see a post like that is scroll because it’s taking me too long to know what’s going on

so yeah, are there rules to format? yes and no. content “yes”, visual “no” but people do follow a particular trend. what i like to do is keep it simple to avoid the formatting issues i mentioned above, but i also invested a little time in figuring out a “look” for my posts so when people are scrolling they might see my layout and know it’s me. details below->

1. a header image or header images, it’s the quickest way for people to get a vibe and it might capture an aesthetic. some authors have a header made for them as an author, some do a custom one per fic, but i typically just make an aesthetic black and white collage and go with that because it looks cool but i don’t have to learn photoshop to do it. go with what you know on this one

2. a title and a SHORT description, i think ‘untitled’ is tough…. people won’t read or remember your fic. no description means people are guessing and might not click, and too long means people might scroll. my rule of thumb is a couple sentences.

3. content tags, and this is VERY important — people need warnings or clarity on what the fic is about. most people skim the tags to find out if they want to read it over a description, especially when we’re talking very short form fic or smut. that’s why tags might be funny or informal, but it’s also really important to tag anything that might be triggering in a variety of ways. something i always make sure i include is every sex act or kink (i never know what triggers one person and not another), and anything related to: violence, abuse, self harm, mental health, physical injury, death, food/diet content, and body descriptors of reader. if you’re writing self insert and you’re describing the reader a particular way, that’s fine but you should disclose it. some of my fics are specifically written for ‘curvy’ reader in mind and its tagged that way vs. like …. ‘short/small/size-kink’ reader. Gender is also important here, i always tag fem!reader because i feel like that works, but i often see more trans inclusive terms like afab!reader etc., so it’s up to you! but we definitely want to be mindful of readers who could feel dysphoric if surprised by pronouns/body-parts/etc.

4. a clear identifier of the ships in the fic. i.e. put the ‘yunho x reader’ or ‘idol!yunho x fem!reader’ tag high up so people know who they’re reading

5. otherwise, i personally recommend keeping the top of the post short, putting in a cut, and then posting everything under the cut because a long post is just a lot to scroll through etc. i favor the small text for my fics headers and regular size text for the actual body of the fic just to keep it looking nice.

hopefully this helps! i’d be happy to talk through anything else too, i love getting into this stuff. my biggest recommendation would be to ask yourself what kind of work you want to post and invest some time in developing a style for your format etc. - even if it’s close to what other people are posting that’s okay! just keeping it consistent and looking good helps get readers to click, so search around and see what you like and then play with your posts in drafts before you do anything.

good luck!!!

[mamuzzy-creates-stuff]

Hi there ! K, S and V for the rarepair ask game please !!

Hiiiiiiii, thank you for the ask, Hasta~ I go with OrdoMaze :3

K - If available, share a WIP of your ship (fic, art, fanvid, etc., whatever you'd like!). If you don't have a WIP available, feel free to share an idea for a fanwork you'd like to create for them.

I... actually have something angsty in my pocket. xD

Ordo looked up, like a trapped animal, feral and unyielding. Pathetic creature, Maze thought disgusted, Pathetic, pathetic daddy's boy. Daddy's boy was reluctant to hurt him in the presence of Skirata it seems, otherwise his throat would have already been torn out. Maze grabbed Ordo's chin, thick fingers made the Null look at him and he leaned closer to keep his gaze captive as well. "See if your precious daddy will love you after this" he hissed and pressed his lips to Ordo's.

Maze also has a lot of issues.

S - What do you think are their favorite activities to do together?

Maze had to realize eventually that Ordo is not that selfish as he looks. Either Maze chooses places and activities for themselves, like a museum or theatric plays, or going to restaurants because Ordo loves his stomach, or Ordo makes sure that he carefully plans a date for themselves that can make Maze content. It's not because Ordo doesn't have favorite activities (he enjoys cooking and baking), it's just he is so invested in Maze, he starts to adapt to his habits and hobbies, that he naturally starts to getting interested in them. No, he still don't find fiction interesting, nor the dramas, musicals, holomovies Maze is obsessed about, but Maze finds them interesting and that is enough reason for him to get out of his comfort zone. He wants to understand Maze.

On the other hand, Maze is convinced that maybe sex is the only common ground between them.

However Maze is actually allowed to watch Ordo cook their food (they tried to cook together once, kitchen knife ended up in armor that time). Maze is the 'what will happen when we add this?'-type of guys, while Ordo goes 'NO!!! I'M DOING THIS FIRST TIME, NO EXPERIMENTING UNTIL I KNOW HOW SHOULD IT TASTE!!!'-type of rage. Maze finds Ordo extremely cute while does this task with his usualy serious and focused face.

Ordo won't tell Maze that his perfect date is actually is just staying "at home", Maze reading in silence or loud, caressing Ordo's hair while he is napping in his lap.

V - If your ship got married, where would they go on their honeymoon and why?

Ordo is a true mandalorian at heart. If it was for him, they would just say the words, exchange armor pieces and that was it. Maze doesn't want to hear any of this. Their marriage should be something special after all. They need to make memories together!

Ordo doesn't understand the fuss about it, but when Maze states where he wants to go, he follows. Not just follows, he helps in organizing too and he is actually very proud of himself, when Maze is satisfied with the upcoming tours in nature.

Assuming they have enough budget for that I think they would choose something mild-climate planet, like Aldreaan, Chandrila, and similiar planets.

I think they realize here that there is actually something common in them. They both enjoys silent hiking in the nature (Ordo is not fan of dirt though...), doing a little camp for themselves under the stars, sleeping in a tent and falling asleep to the distant sounds of animals. Ordo especially enjoys if he has catch their own meal and doing something tasty out of it on open fire.

[ewanmitchellcrumbs]

Hi Ange, I'm not exactly a very active member with other users within the fandom, but seeing what I saw unfold recently was incredibly unsettling. I understand if you don't want to respond to this ask, in the name of leaving it in the past, that's totally understandable.

I wanted to send love your way, and hope that you are able to move past and heal. Seeing the things that were said was so jarring, especially because one of the perpetrators that was revealed, I had opened up to one of them about one or two things I was struggling with, and seeing how they spoke of so many persons left me dumbfounded. I hope it doesn't sound presumptuous of me to be afraid that I might have been secretly judged/made fun of for the things I opened up about, or if it seems that I'm overestimating my importance.

I'm a very introverted person, and opening up to others and interacting with others doesn't come easily to me, and I was starting to get comfortable with doing things like commenting, reblogging, turning off anon, but now I've be scared back into my cave, so to speak. Seeing how you've dealt with this very scary, hurtful, cruel situation has instilled in me a great admiration for you, I never thought I could so deeply admire someone I didn't even know, on a little website where we're supposed to bond over the things we like. But my god have you shown yourself to be someone to be admired, a true example, even thought it may not feel like it. I've been following your blog for a while, and I just wanted to say that you're a beautiful person, and so, so strong. Thank you for the fics you've chosen to share that many including myself enjoy repeatedly. I'm sending love your way and praying for your peace and that you will find closure.

Thank you for the kind words of support 💕 And I am so deeply sorry for how all of this has made you feel. Fandom is supposed to be fun. I come on here to thirst over ✨that old man✨ and post and read fan fiction. It shouldn’t feel like a war zone for anyone.

I hope we can get things back to normal soon and that your confidence to interact returns with it. Sending you lots of love!

[doubledyke]

hey, i’ve read some of your writing and i really like it. do you have any tips?

aw dude that's really sweet. i'm really self conscious about everything i write so i appreciate hearing that. i'm still learning myself, so my advice is probably gonna be kind of obvious yet nebulous (much like my writing). oh and im not great at following my own advice, but we can ignore that.

first and foremost i'd say try to have fun. get weird with it. don't stress too much about it. it's supposed to be an enjoyable pastime, so write what YOU like, how you like. the "rules" of grammar and composition are helpful, but you're allowed to be a lot more lax with creative writing. i know i am 👀

in my humble opinion, you can never have too many details, even- or especially- oddly specific ones. personal experiences are a great way to inject some minutiae, and i enjoy the insight they provide into the author's perspective, background, thought process, etc.. there are infinite other tools at your disposal too. like the number of times i've found myself browsing ancient, niche forums just to confirm one insignificant bit of information is ridiculous.

don't be afraid to take your story as seriously or unseriously as you want. sometimes i'll be snapped out of focus with the thought of "am i really writing this rn" 😂 but i just try to remind myself that i'm (usually) having fun, i'm not hurting anyone and someone might even enjoy the final product.

for eene, try to listen to the voice acting as much as you watch the animation. and don't be afraid to step outside your comfort zone when writing a character. i'm neither comfortable, nor very good at writing for ed, but i nutted up and gave it a shot recently and yeah it's nuclear level cringe but i suppose it can't get any worse, right? RIGHT???.... i love learning new words, so when i'm writing for edd (and in general) you know i keep that thesaurus tab open. with eddy, there's always room for more irreverence. i'm also one of those people that cannot help but drop almost every g when i write eddy. and it's just as important to get their idiolects down, which can be tricky. BUT that's mostly if your goal is to stay close to the source material, which is definitely not necessary. i'm just not a very creative person 😂

if you're in a rut, skip to another section, or hell even another chapter. the fic i'm working on rn was hatched from a simple premise several months ago, so i started at the end and have been building on that. an unconventional starting point can be really helpful when you're struggling to start at all. because i'm me, it's turned into a nightmare beast that i can't seem to contain, but i still have a general idea of where we're going and we'll get there eventually lmfao. to that point, outlines, bullet points, notes, etc. are all very useful.

take breaks, let her sit for a while. i'll write a whole bunch, leave, come back to review and be like girl what the hell is this. fresh eyes make a big difference! however, don't be like me and get too caught up in the weeds. i make compulsive little tweaks of my shit up to the point and even after i hit post. more often than not, it's more stress than it's worth. i just can't help it 🥴

and then of course, read other people's stuff. i'm not much of a fiction reader but i make exceptions for the sake of my hyper-fixation. it truly does help to see different perspectives and styles of writing. everyone has a unique voice that really comes through in creative writing, which i love. i've gleaned a lot from reading other people's work as well. i frequently come across new and creative ideas for changing up sentence structure, dialogue tags and narration by reading stuff from fellow fans.

aaaaaand yeah idk what else really. like i said, i'm not the best at writing but i think as long as you're getting your ideas across in the way that you want to, you're golden. anyone who makes shitty remarks about someone else's writing can sit and spin honestly.

[glamoureddreamer]

Welcome to my blog! <3

Intro post

About my blog

Hello everyone! Welcome to my blog! I am GlamouredDreamer but you all can call me Dreamer! I take writing fan-fiction requests and post it all here! This is a judgement free zone and I think of all my followers as my friends! We’re all here to have a good time and read some funny lil fics about funny lil people :)

What I write

I will pretty much write anything, just ask! Everyone is welcomed without judgement, don’t be afraid to ask!

•Character X Character, Character X Reader, and Character X OC

•Requests, Drabbles, Headcanons, Imagines, Match ups, Oneshots, Preferences, and Stories

•Angst, Au’s, Dark themes, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Lime, OC’s, Platonic, Romance, Smut, and Whump

⭐️When requesting for something please please tell me the fandom or give me some indication on what fandom it is

Warning I write content that might not be suitable for some readers ‘dark themes’ are as follow abuse, eating disorders, mental health issues, rape, self harm, violence, yandere themes, incest and more.

I wanted to state just because I am writing about a topic doesn’t mean I’m encouraging or romanticizing it, I am just writing about it. It’s fiction it’s not real, I am not hurting anyone. However if you ignore my warnings and seek out this content and it triggers you that’s your fault, I have put up multiple warnings on all of my accounts.

Antis DNI or I will block you (I bet half of you antis don’t even know what the word proship means)

If that bothers you or shouldn’t be reading that please leave or block!

Thank you all for being understanding!

Fandoms I write for

Avatar: The last Airbender

Avengers

Bendy and the ink machine

Cuphead

Camp camp

Deltarune (all chapters/au’s)

Detroit become human

Don’t starve (together and all other versions included)

Eddsworld

Five nights at Freddy’s (any game)

Friday night funkin

Good omens

Hazbin hotel

Helluva boss

Hollow knight

inFAMOUS second son

Inside job

Lucifer

Metal family

Poppy Playtime (all chapters)

Resident evil village

Rick and Morty

Sally face

Sherlock(bbc)

Spooky month

Stardew valley

Supernatural

The amazing digital circus

The walking dead

Undertale and au’s

Villianous

We’re about to close up so feel free to check out my Masterlist

As well as my other socials on Ao3, Wattpad and Carrd!

Thank you everyone! I hope you all have a fantastic day and a great night! Take care of yourselves, and remember you’re loved!

[mindrottinglystupid]

Hello Hello!!

This is my “say what I think and look back in a few years and cringe” blog, but also where I post (subjectively terrible) things that I write about nothing in particular. I’m a minor btw (age range: 14-16)

HUGE fan of Good Omens and Gravity Falls.

spotify (for whatever reason)

I have almost every health condition known to man so my posting WILL be sporadic and quality will vary. I will also dedicate a part of this blog to my journey through my health issues and sharing the resources I find to try and help other disabled individuals. If anyone has questions I am 100% open to answer them all :)

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The Power of Minestrone Soup (6774 words) by HelpWhyAreAllTheUsernamesTaken Chapters: 4/14 Fandom: Original Work Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Additional Tags: LGBTQ Character, Resurrection, Magical thermos, Spanning multiple years, No Sex, No Smut, LGBTQ Themes, Car Accidents, New York, New York City, Attempt at Humor, Humor, This isn't a childrens book i swear, Abusive Father, Dead Father - Freeform, No Incest, Original Fiction, Magical Realism, POV of God, Original Universe, Gay Character, Gardens & Gardening, Minichapters, Painting, Angst with a Happy Ending, Light Angst, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Humor, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Eventual Fluff, Asexual Character, Asexual Relationship, Gay Male Character, Gay Pride, Everyone Has Issues, mini chapters, Ireland, Learning how to paint, Ducks, A lot of ducks, Angst, Gay main couple, Birds, painting birds, Hospital Visit, Main character ends up in the Hospital, Feel-good, In a way, Trans, Trans Female Character, Trans Character, Writers, Drag Queens, Gay Bar, lots of gay, Everyone Is Gay, Everyone Is Alive, Maybe - Freeform, Everyone is Queer, Queer Themes, Queer Character, Queer Youth, Queer Families, Queer Friendly, Angst and Feels, Cussing, Homophobic Language, only a scene or two, cursing Summary:

Michael Jones, a Computer Specialist at the Undisclosed Corporate Company, works every day from 5:30 to 6:30, respectively. Nothing different ever happens to Michael until he dies in a car crash on his way to work. This doesn’t last, as he wakes up clueless about the last 15 hours, holding his baby blue thermos filled with Minestrone Soup. He now has to work through the rest of his life trying to figure out why he is so attached to the thermos, who exactly he was before, and if that person is worth being.

For You (431 words) by HelpWhyAreAllTheUsernamesTaken Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Original Work Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Additional Tags: Poetry, Love, Love Poems, Destruction, Self-Sacrifice, Long poetry, seriously this might not be considered poetry at this point Summary: I turned on music, zoned out, and wrote. This is what came of it.

The Girl in the Woods (626 words) by HelpWhyAreAllTheUsernamesTaken Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Own Work of Fiction - Fandom, Original Work Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Apple & Meitene Additional Tags: Own work of fiction, Adoptive Daughter, Short Story, 1800's, living off the land, Gardening, taking care of animals, sfw, No Smut, Mother-Daughter Relationship, Family Fluff, No Drama, Quick Read Summary: A short story I wrote a while back about an Old woman and her adoptive daughter. Set back in the 1800's (roughly).

What They Created (732 words) by HelpWhyAreAllTheUsernamesTaken Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Own Work of Dystopia, Original Work Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Additional Tags: Short Story, Possibly more chapters, Dystopia, Own Work of Dystopia - Freeform, No Smut, No Sex, POV First Person Summary: I cannot think outside of the box. I do not have free will. If I do, They will find out. 3 strikes, and then I'm gone.

All of my Poetry (2461 words) by HelpWhyAreAllTheUsernamesTaken Chapters: 33/33 Fandom: Poetry - Fandom, Original Work Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Additional Tags: Poetry, Bad Poetry, I'm Bad At Tagging, Sad, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Recovery, Rhyming, Originally Posted on Tumblr, poems by chapter, POV Alternating, Emotions, Poetic Summary: This is all of the Poetry I've written (also posted on Tumblr) in one place! I'll put each poem in a different chapter. I might post them separately, but right now, this is the easiest.

The Unlucky Humphrey's (1104 words) by HelpWhyAreAllTheUsernamesTaken Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Original Work, Childrens Story - Fandom Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Additional Tags: Mother-Son Relationship, Father-Son Relationship, Children, Children story, Funny short story, Short Story, Boarding School, Summer, Start of School, Humor, Attempt at Humor, Comedy, idk how to use tags, I'm not good at summarys Summary: Mr. and Mrs. Humphrey had a very long Summer trying to control their son Sam. Summer's almost over, but how on earth are they going to get through it? This is a VERY short story about two tired parents and a boy who has too much energy for his own good. (I'm not good at Summary's)

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I identify as a triple-A battery (Agender, asexual, aromatic). I’m autistic with horrible anxiety and a crippling fear of crane flies. That’s all you need to know.

And if you like anything I post reblogs help TONS more than likes!!

more abt me below the cut

Other interests:

-Space (specifically astronomy but also aerospace engineering)

-Biology and Environmental Science

-Chemistry (when it comes to space)

-Writing essays on literally anything

-Cinematography

-Knitting really colorful things only

Sexual Orientation Explanation:

Asexual is when someone doesn’t feel sexual attraction towards any person, asexuality is a spectrum! But i tend to lean towards the very far end. Aromantic is someone who doesn’t feel romantic attraction towards any person, this is also a spectrum! I also tend to lean towards the end of the scale as well. Agender is someone who is genderless or gender non conforming. Someone who is agender can also use labels like non-binary and trans and can also reject the idea of gender as a whole. They can also identify as any sexual orientation. Personally I feel more genderless and non-binary.

[your-lovely-rose]

If you’re here, you’ll want to order something. Don’t be shy. Below is a list of what you can ask for (I don't judge, and I’m fine with a lots of dark subjects) - it's a safe zone for everyone.

Before we begin: I won't be angry if one person fills my inbox. It is for you to send me your requests (even if there will be more than 10 or 50 or they even will appear every few minutes). Do you have another idea or do you want me to write you something else? Then send it to me.

Additionally, if you accidentally send me the same request several times (because you thought you deleted it by accident or for other reasons, I don't go into detail) I won’t be angry/upset. I understand that it can happen.

❥ Request Status: CLOSED!

❥ Day of publishing fanfics/requests: Friday

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☞ What I can write?

➵ Alphabet

➵ Headcanons

➵ Preference

➵ Scenarios

➵ Short story (One Shot, Drabble)

ⓘ ┆ Important note: Sometimes things can go wrong and request can come out longer than I thought it might be...

☞ Typ fic & Genre:

➵ Angst (ger. meaning ‘dread’ or ‘anxiety’) - The story features prevalent physical or emotional torment of characters. There is also usually a feeling of helplessness.

➵ Case fic - A fanfic, typically based on a mystery or procedural franchise, which focuses on the solving of a case.

➵ Crossovers (X-over) - A story featuring elements from several different fandoms.

➵ Death fic - A story in which one of the characters dies; often focused on its consequences.

➵ Dark fic - A type of fan fiction characterized by a heavy, depressive atmosphere and the presence of dramatic themes (angst, violence, torture), almost always with an unhappy ending.

➵ Fluff (Cuteness, Warm, Fuzzy Feeling) - Fanfic designed to evoke feelings of happiness in the reader and makes you feel warm inside when you read it. The story is soft/gentle, lighthearted, comfort, happy, etc (the opposite of angst).

➵ Horror Story - is a genre of fiction that is intended to disturb, frighten or scare. Often divided into the sub-genres of psychological horror and supernatural horror, which are in the realm of speculative fiction. The main themes of horror are usually vampires, demons, ghosts, werewolves, haunted buildings, cannibals or zombies. The storyline can be based on real threat and fear, with the main motives usually being psychopathic killers, rapists, virus outbreak, dangerous animal, beatings or nightmarish memories/visions of the protagonist. The element that distinguishes this type of horror from thriller is the level of violence it contains and the numerous presence of gore scenes.

➵ Hurt/Comfort (H/C) - Type of fanfic in witch one character receives comfort from another after (or while) suffering injury, illness, or a traumatic experience. It has various types, like: 

➥ Hurt/No comfort, also called sometimes Whumpage/Whump (slang: thumping, beating) - where no one comes to take care of character, excessive whump may also be considered as darkfic.

➵ Romance -

➵ Smut (Porn) - Erotic story/Contains scenes typically not allowed for under 18, depends on the marking:

➥ Suggestive (Safe For Work) - Mild provocative references or materials, the content does not contain anything of explicit nature.

➥ Lime 🍋‍🟩 (SFW) - Contains sexual situations, but lacks the graphic nature of a lemon.

➥ Vanilla - Used in reference to sexual situations. Indicates a story does not contain any unusual sexual practices.

➥ Lemon 🍋 (Not Safe For Work) - Contains graphic sexual situations, Minors Do Not Interact!

☞ Ships ♡ Relationship:

➵ Character x Character:

➥ Canon

➥ No canon

➵ Original Character (OC) x Character

➵ Reader x Character

␥ Polyamorous π

ⓘ ┆ Is the practice of, or desire for, romantic relationships with more than one partner at the same time, with the informed consent of all partners involved.

␥ Male/Female ⚥

ⓘ ┆

␥ Yaoi ⚣ (Boys’ Love/BL) (M/M)

ⓘ ┆ The work featuring a relationship between two (or more) men. It can be romance or sexual, but yaoi also includes of works depicting emotional and spiritual relationships.

␥ Yuri ⚢ (Girls’ Love/GL) (F/F)

ⓘ ┆ The work featuring a relationship between two (or more) women. It can be romance or sexual, but yuri also includes of works depicting emotional and spiritual relationships.

␥ Platonic (relationship/love)

ⓘ ┆ Is a type of love in which sexual desire or romantic features are nonexistent or has been suppressed or sublimated, but it means more than simple friendship.

␥ Forbidden Love, Mutual Pining & Unrequited love (one-sided love)

ⓘ ┆ Forbidden love may refer to a romantic relationship between two individuals which is highly discouraged or strongly opposed by a third party, such as the public; either due to cultural, societal, political, or religious reasons.

ⓘ ┆ Mutual Pining is when two people who like or love each other, but think the other one isn't interested, making this trope also a sort of unrequited love.

ⓘ ┆ Unrequited/One-sided love that is not openly reciprocated or understood as such by the beloved. The beloved may not be aware of the admirer's deep and pure affection, or may consciously reject it.

␥ Friends with benefits (FWB / FWBR)

ⓘ ┆ Is a term commonly used to reference a relationship that is sexual without being romantic. Typically, these relationships can be between people that consider themselves non-platonic and friends. These non-committal relationships can be short term, or evolve into serious romantic relationships - most often, however, it ends when the other person confesses their feelings.

⚠ Stockholm syndrome

ⓘ ┆ Is a coping mechanism (that victim use to survive the days, weeks or even years) to a captive or abusive situation. People develop positive feelings toward their captors or abusers over time. This condition applies to situations including child abuse, coach-athlete abuse, relationship abuse and sex trafficking. Treatment includes psychotherapy (“talk therapy”) and medications, if needed.

☞ What else can you add to your request?

➵ Reguest with only one character

➵ More than 1 character (I have no limit)

➵ Type of reader

➵ Modifications of characters

➵ AU's

➵ Things from another fandom/crossover (like mixing characters, worlds, etc.)

➵ Everything you will see on the blog (prompt, etc),

➵ Mix 2 types (or more) of prompts (but write me what is of what),

➵ Links - if you think I can't handle something, I don't know something or you just want to be more sure that your request will be accepted give me a link with additional information.

⚠ Various kinks/parafilia (Minors Do Not Interact!)

Note: if you send me a request from your profile (not as anon) it may happen that I will write to you if I need help with the request (or to let you know how my work on it is going).

☞ Dark themes (triggers&warnings), which you can choose/use in request(s):

➼ Abortion

➼ Abuse

➼ Arranged & Forced Marriage

➼ Blackmail

➼ Blood&Gore

➼ Cannibalism

➼ Death (execution, murder, suicide, etc)

➼ Degradation/Humiliation

➼ Drugging

➼ Incest/Stepcest (+ pseudo)

➼ Infertility

➼ Kidnapping

➼ Manipulation

➼ Phobia/Anxiety

➼ Prostitution

➼ Rape/Sexual assault (SA, Non-con/Dub-con),

➼ Risk Aware Consensual Kink

➼ Stalking

➼ Starving

➼ Stockholm Syndrome

➼ Torture (emotionally, mentally and physically)

➼ Any violence

➼ Unplanned Pregnancy

➼ Yandere (obsessive/possessive behaviour),

⚠ What I do not write?

➼ Most illnesses

➼ Scat

➼ Things that I don't know

➼ Phedophilia/Grooming

➼ Real person/people fiction (RPF is a fan fiction works, that tell stories about real people, usually celebrities, instead of fictional characters) - I can only write to a fictional character played by an actor (like: Buggy, Draco Malfoy, Connor RK800, Steve Harrington, Eliza Esposito, Harley Quinn, Daenerys Targaryen), but to the actor/actress (Jeff Ward, Thomas Felton, Bryan Dechart, Joe Keery, Sally Hawkins, Margot Robbie, Emilia Clarke), model or singer, to a real person - no.

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~ Your Lovely Rose

[anakinniesluv]

E’s Etiquette (guidelines)

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*.- Readers Guide Below -.*

*.- Red Zone - DNI -.*

Hardcore dd/lg writers

Writers (18+) that write nsfw (or even just fics tbh) about minors

Anyone who expects me to write scat, piss, somno, noncon (not cnc, NONCON), incest, suicide, self harm, etc.

Anyone over the age of 30 (with all due respect ofc, just too old for me!)

Any form of discrimination (racism, homophobia (even though I’m a girl of God, we still love people as people), sexism, ableism, etc.)

*.- Orange Zone - Thin Ice -.*

Stepcest fanatics

Pet play writers

*.- Green Zone - Feel Free to Interact! -.*

The Outsiders fans

Anyone willing to give me ideas

Marauders/HP fans

Dog lovers

Hurt/comfort enjoyers

Enemies/rivals to lovers enjoyers

Literally anyone, feel welcome!!

*.- MY Guide (what I will and won’t write) -.*

*.- I Will Write; -.*

Female reader, smut (less often than others though), angst, fluff, most kinks, age difference (if both are of age ofc), fictional characters, ages 14+, anything not in the ‘will not write’

*.- I Will Not Write; -.*

Male reader, OC, mommy kinks, scat, piss, pegging, anything involving butts, pet play, EXTREME bdsm, noncon, SA in any form, pressuring, age play, dd/lg, abuse, major character death, no aftercare, substance abuse, punishments, kidnapping, anything illegal, lactation, ships, anything that would obviously be a nono

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[bnasheee]

the post is now gone now, i cant seem to find it now. i read "to a married man" as in that is the person who is offended as if flaunting sexuality he can't partake in is rude. the post never specified breaking people's comfort zones by BEING sexualized. that is understandable. anyone who dosnt want to be seen and exploited like that deserves to not get hurt. sorry if i upset you, i just get nervous with the way social media companies try to push puritanicalism. im a queer asexual so i curate my feed enough to vet out things i don't want to see but think its important for the basic existence of queer people to be sex positive ESPECIALLY kink positive in that regard. so yeah, sorry for the misunderstanding

no yeah i deleted it because i truly honestly hate my words being misunderstood and then being accosted about it because someone assumed they knew what i meant. That is genuinely something that frustrates me more than most other things. I am actually very sex positive or at the very least sex neutral. I do not give a shit what other people do with their lives. It does, however, bother me a lot when people actively disrespect someone else's boundaries like that. The post was 100% about how its weird and disrespectful to make horny posts about someone who is married and has said he doesn't like it. Its disrespectful to him and his wife and also just deeply unhealthy for the person posting it to obsess that much about a stranger to the point of disrespecting his boundaries.

I don't beleive in the puritanicalism of social media or the policing of what other people do. I am literally an openly queer fetish/kink artist myself. What i do beleive in is the fact that the weird sexualization of content creators and people who act like they arent people who should be respected is wrong. There's a rampant attitude among people who are fans of someone disregarding that person's feelings about content like that and treating them like they're fictional characters or dolls and basically acting like they can say or do whatever they want to the creators theyre fans of just because they are fans of them. People actively disregard the autonomy and comfort of content creators because they do not see them as real people. That is what i have a problem with, not people being openly horny/kinky.

[venustell]

Hi I'm Venus

So to start things off, I am not a writer. I am an artist at heart but to be straightforward with it, my hands hurt like hell and I am truly too depressed to come up with something visually pleasant. So like most tipsy artists, I am choosing to write. 

I wanted to start this blog, trying something completely out of my comfort zone to have fun and get better at writing with some help from fellow community members. 

Any advice or prompts would be super cool. I would like to dabble in fan fiction or write some of my own stories for people to enjoy. 

To some things up I just wanted to say Hi. I am Venus, and I am here to write and learn from all of you out there. 

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transcribed for anyone who needs it:

Beaming Up: DeForest Kelley

by Ruth Berman

DeForest Kelley arranged to meet me at a time when cast, crew and equipment would be shifting from Soundstage 1 back to the Enterprise on Stage 9, a maneuver which he knew from experience would leave him enough time to sit down for a while.  "Hello," he said, coming up behind me.  I turned to an unusual sight.  In "The Empath," Dr. Leonard McCoy had just been horribly tortured over on Stage 1.  The tunic of his uniform was in rags.  DeForest Kelley, on the contrary, was in normal health, and he briskly led the way to his dressing rooms, McCoy's rags fluttering around him.  "What have you got on your mind -- what do you want to know?" he asked.

"Well, about McCoy, for one thing.  What sort of a character would you say he is?"

"Well, that's.... What sort of a character."  Kelley stopped to consider.  "I think he is pretty well described in a brochure that Roddenberry put out in the early part of the first season.  He's a future-day Mencken, very out-spoken, and says what he thinks.  I picture him as a dedicated physician, who came aboard for some reason that hasn't been explained quite clearly -- why he came aboard in the first place -- perhaps from some deep hurt in his background.  But he somehow rather hates to see all of the computerized happenings going on about him.  I think that he feels the search for true adventure in medicine is slowly going as compared to... as opposed to, what's taking place through computers and so forth.  I have..." he hesitated.  "I know what McCoy is in my mind, and.... Right now it seems kind of hazy to me.  I guess maybe because I just got through doing a scene down there."

He turned to the folder that held his copy of the script and dug into it to take out the "brochure" on McCoy he had mentioned.  "I added a few notes that I haven't looked at in a couple of years, things that Walter Lippman said about Mencken -- he denounces life and yet makes you want to live, a reactionary in almost everything except affairs of health and matters of beauty."  Kelley looked over his notes.  "Somewhere here there's a beautiful, terrific phrase that Mencken said to someone..."  He found it. "'If after I depart this vale you ever remember me and have thought to please my ghost, forgive some sinner, and wink your eye at some homely girl.'  I keep this brochure stuck down here in the script because every now and then I refer to it.  To try to keep my eye on the road, you know."

"This is a new kind of show for you to do, isn't it?  You haven't done much fantasy or science fiction before?"

"No," he said, "I was never a science fiction buff, although one of my very favorite shows was The Twilight Zone.  I was an avid fan of that show and wanted very badly to do that show.  But at the time it seemed that I couldn't connect with it.  I had seen some science fiction on the screen, and what I saw I liked, but I just never, you know, really got with it.  I still do not read science fiction.  I had been mostly involved in westerns, not as a choice, but something I fell into, in playing 'heavies.'  It was making me a very comfortable living, and I had just about figured, 'Well, this is the way I'm going to go. You've got to be paid, and the phone is ringing occasionally, and I'm making a pretty decent living.'  And I couldn't knock it.  Then I did a picture with Bette Davis and Susan Hayward called Where Love Has Gone.  It was not considered a good film, but it for some reason did a lot for me.  It got me out of the 'heavy' thing.  It was the first thing I had done that was not a western in a long time.  But I was not born a cowboy!"

He went on, "My being in this show is a strange situation in itself.  I have made only two television pilots.  I've been in this business 21, 22 years, and in all my years I've only made two television pilots where I would have been a running character.  Both of those pilots were for Gene Roddenberry.  The first was 333 Montgomery, in which I portrayed Jake Ehrlich, the criminal lawyer, and in which I was to star.  That didn't sell.  Then I was turned down for Star Trek.  Roddenberry wanted me, but somebody else didn't, and so I was turned down -- Gene was disappointed, and so was I -- for the doctor role.  So they hired John Hoyt.  Later, Gene did another pilot, Police Story, and he called me in again for that.  And after I had done Police Story, why, they decided that I should really play the doctor on this show!  This is the first series I've ever done.  It's a new experience for a free-lance actor."

"Quite a different pace, I suppose, much heavier," I said.

"Yes, it is.  It's very tiring.  It's rewarding in many ways, but it's an exhausting routine.  Matter of fact, we're all kind of run-down."  He looked ruefully at his cigarette.  "Probably smoke too much.  I know that Bill is weary, and Leonard, and so am I.  The pace kind of catches up with you, but then a week goes by, and you kind of get your second wind.  I can't help but believe that this is a more difficult show to do than, let's say, a western or a dragnet or something of that nature.  We're vitally concerned, all three of us are, with this show, the scripts -- even after we get the script we're concerned.  It may reflect sometimes as an antagonism, but it isn't antagonism, it's simply wanting it to be right, and as a result we sometimes have to have a few fights, you know, to get it that way."

"I've noticed changed between even the final script and the show," I commented, "often very small changes, but they often make a great improvement."

"That's right," he said, nodding.

"There was one show where you were in the 1930's, and McCoy was coming out from under the influence of a drug, but still groggy.  In the script he falls asleep saying to a girl, 'Quite all right, I don't believe in you either.'  But the way it came out was, 'Quite all right, my dear, I don't believe in you either.'  Which sort of captured his gentleness and gallantry."

"Right," said Kelley.  "That was 'City of the Edge of Forever,' a Harlan Ellison story.  I thought that was one of the better shows that we did.  We've done a number, but I think that was one of my favorites.  And I liked 'Metamorphosis,' and I thought 'Miri' was a good show."

I had disliked "Metamorphosis" and was surprised at his including it.  I said cautiously, "Those all had pretty good roles for McCoy.  Do you think that's one reason you remember them?"

"It may be," he began, thinking the question over.  He stopped and shook his head.  "No, those were my favorites.  You couldn't say McCoy was featured in any of them.  I have never had more to do on a show than Bill or Leonard.  I have a pretty good role on this show, but McCoy has only been really featured one time -- and not really then.  That was in a show I can't even recall the title of. ["The Man Trap"]  It was not a very good show.  It led off the first season of the first year.  There was another one, 'Tomorrow is Yesterday' -- I had hardly anything to do in it -- a Dorothy Fontana script.  I was very light in it, but I thought it was one of the best."

Since learning how often Kelley had fought at the OK Corral, I had been wondering how he felt when Star Trek took him there.  "Were you startled when you first saw the script for 'Spectre of the Gun'?"

"Yes.  It's the third time I've done it.  I did it on You Are There, and I played Ike Clanton.  Hal Wallis saw me in it, and he was going to make the movie, so he called me and wanted me to do Ike Clanton in the movie, but I was committed to another picture, Tension at Table Rock, so I lost the role.  After I completed the film, they were still in production, and Wallis called and asked me to come along as Morgan Earp.  Then when I saw this script I rolled on the floor, and I thought 'My god, I'm doing it again in space!'  I called somebody, and I said, 'The only thing left is to do it as a musical.'  In this I was one of the.... There're a couple of brothers... McClowery brothers.  Leonard was one of the brothers, and I was the other.  It was a situation that could have been funny, but nothing was ever done about it.  It didn't emphasize that in that time Spock and McCoy were brothers, but it struck me as funny."

"What sort of roles would you like to do in the future, now that Star Trek has broken your image as a western heavy?" I asked.  "Would you like to do stage plays, for example -- you haven't done much stage work, have you?"

"Well, I started in live theater, in Long Beach, when I first came to live here," Kelley said.  "I had about eight years of stage work, five in Long Beach and three in New York.  At the same time, in New York, I was doing live tv.  I went there hoping to get to do a Broadway show.  I didn't -- it was nothing but heartbreak.  But I would still like to do a Broadway show.  It's a hunger, almost a lust for the theater.  I guess because I started there.  Each hiatus I've considered going out on tour with a show, though I haven't done it yet.  When this series ends, I think I'll take a fling at motion pictures.  But as far as what sort of role it would be.... I just don't know.  I've been every type of role from psychopath to psychologist, to hick-farmer, and so on.  I don't expect to be a leading man.  I don't picture myself as such.  I suppose it would be a character role.  I wouldn't object to doing a heavy again.  You know, I came along with guys like Jimmy Coburn, Lee Marvin -- we're all heavies.  Suddenly it all changed.  People noticed heavies do well in series, in sympathetic roles."

"Do you keep up with things like movies, plays, other tv shows?"

"I've been very negligent," he said.  "I used to, but now there are movies I haven't seen you wouldn't believe!  I usually have to get up at five, and if you go to bed at 12:30 or so you're not too sharp the next day.  But I'll have to.  Hit matinees or something."

"Do you watch your own show?"

"Yes, usually."

"Do you find it's helpful to you as an actor?"

"I guess it is," he said.  "I don't go to the dailies. You just see a lot of work-prints, and you don't know what it'll be like put together.  A lot of actors go.  But I don't.  None of us on this show do.  You know, there's one thing about re-runs -- I can relax and enjoy it as part of the audience.  'Gee, that wasn't such a bad show,' I sometimes realize.  The first time through I watch as an actor.  I see myself making mistakes I'm not aware of when we're on the set."

"Could you give me an example?"

"Well, like 'City' -- I fall on the needle, and Kirk kneels down, and I go into a madman's yell.  On stage it was good.  I thought I was yelling at the top of my range.  But on screen it just didn't have -- it didn't project the sort of horrible fear it was supposed to."

A crewman -- from the show, not the ship -- came in.  "You're needed for a lineup," he said.

DeForest Kelley said goodbye, and Dr. McCoy went back to the Enterprise.

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Just Ask

How long does it take to film an average episode of Star Trek?  (Linda K. Williams and Helen Strahl)    Six working days, or a bit over

How far in advance are they filmed, and are they filmed in the order shown?  (Mary Redding)    Filming for this fall began in May.  They are not shown in the same order.  For example, the pilot film, "Where No Man Has Gone Before," was not the first episode broadcast.

Will Star Trek have any new stars this year?  (Tony Boatright)    No.  Instead, the characters of the regulars will be developed in more detail.

How is the "star date" determined?  (Michael Hoy)    Randomly, within the format of four digits, a decimal point, and one digit more.  Because the order in which episodes are to be shown is not set until after they are filmed, it would be impossible to set up an internally consistent progression of dates.  Within a single script, the digits after the decimal measure tenths of a day and can change consistently.  In terms of the Star Trek universe, stardates are based on a mathematical formula which varies depending on location in the galaxy, velocity of travel, and other factors.

Here’s an interview with De from 1968 (during the filming of “The Empath”) from a fanzine called “Inside Star Trek”.

“Inside Star Trek” was the first official Star Trek fanzine, distributed through the first officially authorized Star Trek fan club.

The zine was published from 1968-1969 (during filming of the third and final season of the original series) and then again from 1976-1979 (during pre-production until Star Trek: The Motion Picture was released).

The artwork was a bit cheesy, but every issue featured behind the scenes info and an interview with one of the cast or production team (usually on set during a break in filming).