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We’ll Meet Again

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Prompt - “I got you.”

Requested - Yes - Anon

The first time you met was purely coincidental, you and your Master had been working on a mission for nearly a week without success. It seemed the mission was doomed to fail, impossible as every one of your attacks was countered until you were forced to retreat.

Everyone was exhausted, so many men had been lost in such a short amount of time, though really it felt like you had been here for so much longer. With each new attack less men were returning to camp, supplies and soldiers running dangerously low and the Council couldn’t get anyone out to Chisno to help.

You, Obi-Wan and Cody stood around a holomap, bouncing ideas of each other that were all met with failure. You were all drained, sore and tired from the constant action and needed an impossible plan for such an impossible mission.

“I have an idea.” Cody announced suddenly after the silence had stretched on.

You and Obi-Wan turned to the Commander, seeing the faraway look in his eyes as he ran through whatever plan he had thought up in his head. You both waited for him to calculate whether it would work before he turned to you with a nod.

“I have to make a call but hopefully we’ll have reinforcements here soon.” Cody said and he turned to leave the tent, leaving you and Obi-Wan to look at each other in confusion before just shrugging, you both trusted Cody and if he could get some form of reinforcements here then neither of you would complain.

It turns out Cody did have a plan and could come through with the reinforcements, just in time too because in the two days it took for Cody’s backup to arrive many more men had been lost in battle.

When the ship landed you looked over, having to wait only a moment or two for the door to open and a group to walk out. Your focus was immediately drawn to the man at the front of the group, long hair held in place with a red bandana, a smile spreading across his face as he gripped Cody’s forearm.

He was beautiful, that was the first thing you noticed about him. You didn’t know what you had done for the Force to put the two of you in the same place at the same time but you were thankful nonetheless.

“General Kenobi, General Y/L/N, this is Clone Force 99.” Cody said with a smile bigger than you had seen since before you were assigned this Force forsaken mission. “This is Crosshair, Wrecker, Tech and Hunter.”

Hunter.

They didn’t look much like any of the clones you were used to being around but Cody continued telling you about their enhancements and how these four clones could be the key to winning this mission and the planet.

“Thank you for coming, any help at this point would be greatly appreciated.” Obi-Wan told them and Wrecker chuckled.

“Don’t worry General, we’ll handle this!” Wrecker grinned as he punched his fist into his palm and you couldn’t help but smile with him, a small laugh escaping you.

It was then you noticed Hunter’s attention was on you, his lips pulling into his own little smile and yours softened as you looked at him, hoping your cheeks weren’t as flushed as they felt.

“Easy, big guy. Why don’t you boys come and look over what we have and then we can make a plan.” You said, immediately taking charge causing Obi-Wan to raise an eyebrow at you but you just ignored him, not daring to glance at him right now.

“Lead the way.” Hunter smiled as he gestured for you to go ahead and you fought to keep your smile from widening as you led the batch into the tent.

From that very first moment you and Hunter got along like you’d known each other forever. You bounced ideas of one another, a playful string of banter mixed in and you pointedly refused to look over at Obi-Wan even as you felt his amusement through your bond.

“You think we’ll win?” You asked Hunter when the others went to prepare and Cody and Obi-Wan went to inform the men of the newest plan.

“We’re good at what we do, we’ll win.” Hunter assured you, the tiredness you felt suddenly hitting you and Hunter stopped you from leaving the tent with a hand to yours.

That one little touch seemed to light something inside of you though, a rush of something flooding you and you felt something you hadn’t before.

Something about Hunter was intoxicating, despite only knowing him for several hours you knew he could be an important person in your life. The old Jedi rules didn’t even register in your head, attachments were bad but you didn’t care, not when Hunter’s hand on yours felt electric.

“It’s been a long mission, huh?” Hunter asked quietly and you let out a small huff.

“It’s been a long war.” You answered before sighing. “Sometimes it all feels impossible, like it’s never going to end.”

Hunter was silent for a moment but his hand squeezed yours softly.

“It will end.” He said and his voice sounded so much like a promise. “With Generals who care as much as you do, the war will end.”

You felt your face flush at his words, gaze falling away from him causing him to chuckle softly before you turned your hand so you were holding his and squeezed back.

“Thank you, Hunter.” You murmured, both of your eyes locked onto your joined hands before the rustling of the tent door snapped you apart just in time for Obi-Wan to poke his head through and call you to the front lines.

You and Hunter worked alongside each other like you had been doing it since the war started. His silent cues were easily read by you and you moved together and took down clankers with an ease you had never had before.

You kept hits away from Hunter with your lightsaber as he took down another wave of droids. Through the comms you heard Tech announce that he was moments away from shutting down the droid army, the only way you could win this campaign.

Just before Tech broke through the system you felt a burning pain shoot across your side, a whimper of pain escaping you as you forced yourself to stay upright, just about managing to deflect a blaster shot that would have hit Hunter had you missed.

As you fought you felt sweat pooling on your forehead, your whole body was shaking and the pain in your side got worse.

Hunter looked over at you and did a double take that almost had a clanker getting a shot in had Crosshair not dealt with it from the sniper's nest. You had clearly been hit, one arm wrapped around your side as you sluggishly waved your lightsaber this way and that.

Hunter felt his heart stutter as he watched you stumble, barely keeping yourself up as you took down another droid. He didn’t know why he cared so much about you. He hadn’t known you for long at all, less than a day and yet here he was with a wave of fear running through him.

“Tech you have to hurry up, General Y/L/N’s hit!” Hunter commanded into his comm and watched as you looked over at him, face contorted in pain and he forced himself to smile reassuringly over at you.

“I only need a few more seconds, bear with me.” Tech said calmly into the comm and Hunter nodded at you. “And the droids should be shutting down…now.”

As he had said the droids all suddenly went motionless before slumping to the ground and you went right along with them causing Hunter to curse.

“Hey, I got you.” Hunter murmured as he wasted no time picking you up in his arms, smiling sympathetically as you curled into his chest with a whimper of pain. “I got you.”

It didn’t take long for Hunter to arrive back at the camp, the rest of the batch already there as well as Cody and Obi-Wan, the Jedi rushing over as soon as he saw the two of you.

“She got hit by a blaster.” Hunter told the man before he could ask and gestured for Tech, it was a fairly standard injury, one that pretty much everyone had experienced since the war started so Tech was well equipped to handle it. “Tech look over her please.”

“Of course Hunter, set her down and I’ll apply some bacta patches and assess if there is further damage.” Tech said as Hunter placed you down on the cot and stepped back to let Tech pull your robe and start cleaning up the wound.

“Thank you for keeping her safe.” Obi-Wan said at his side and Hunter couldn’t help but frown.

“She got hurt.” Hunter told him quietly, not looking away from you as Tech worked.

“A single blaster shot that is easily fixable is better than what could have happened had you not been there.” Obi-Wan said, looking towards Hunter even as the man kept his gaze firmly on you. “You cannot blame yourself, you kept her safe and brought her back.”

Hunter didn’t say anything else, just nodded even though he didn’t fully believe the Jedi’s words and stayed where he was until Tech announced you would be fine.

It was a while longer before you had woken up, Hunter had sent the rest of the batch to help the 212th prepare their ships as he waited with you, ignoring the smirk Crosshair threw at him on his way out of the tent.

“Where am I?” You asked with a small wince as you tried to sit up but Hunter stopped you with a gentle hand to your shoulder.

“Relax, you’re back at the camp.” Hunter assured you and watched as you frowned before opening your eyes fully and mouthing his name causing him to chuckle softly. “You’re okay, Tech patched you up good as new.”

“Thank you for getting me back.” You smiled at him, bringing your hand up to wrap around his forearm and giving it a squeeze. “Did we win?”

“I told you we would.” Hunter couldn’t stop his own smile as you grinned tiredly at him.

“Never should have doubted you.” You told him, wincing again as you shifted. “I guess you’ll be heading off soon then.”

“Yeah,” Hunter sighed, not sure what it was about you that made it so hard to leave. “My boys are helping yours out and then we’ll be heading back to Kamino.”

“Thank you for your help, we couldn’t have done it without any of you.” You said, squeezing his arm again and Hunter finally let his hand slip from your shoulder down into your hand and squeezed back. “Hopefully our paths cross again, Sergeant.”

“It was an honour fighting alongside you, General.” Hunter smiled and you couldn’t help but chuckle.

“Call me Y/N.” You insisted and Hunter nodded at you, his smile widening at your laugh.

“I hope we meet again, Y/N.” He said and your smile turned soft as you nodded your agreement.

Before you could say anything the tent opened and somebody cleared their throat. When you looked up you saw Tech standing awkwardly with a data pad in hand.  

“Sorry for the interruption.” He said as he looked from you to Hunter and down to your joined hands. “But we must be leaving.”

“Tech!” You smiled, watching as his eyes widened slightly behind his goggles. “I’m glad you’re here, I wanted to thank you for patching me up.”

“Oh, you’re welcome, really it wasn’t a problem, nothing that some bacta and rest won’t fix. Are you in any pain?” Tech asked as he stepped closer and watched as you shook your head.

“It’s a bit sore but it doesn’t hurt any more, thanks to you.” You said and watched him nod.

“Very good, you should be fine in a few hours but do be sure to rest.” Tech instructed and you nodded, thanking him again before turning to Hunter who hadn’t moved.

“See you around?” You asked with a small smile and Hunter nodded.

“If you ever need any help, comm us, Cody has our comm number I’ll make sure you get it.” Hunter told you and you nodded, murmuring another thank you before he stood.

He hesitated before he forced himself out of the tent after Tech, looking back over his shoulder to give you a final smile before disappearing from view, hoping to whatever Force was listening that this wouldn’t be the last time you met.

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I loved and I loved and I lost you

I was the first to love him and he loved me or so I thought. When our parents announced that it would be my older sister would be to one that would be the one to get married to him I hoped that he would say that he didn’t want to marry him because he loved me. But when he didn’t I left. I ran away from home and from him. It’s been at least three years since I’ve seen anyone from my family or his. About six months after I left I heard that the wedding was called off. That was also around the same time I met Chrollo and the rest of the phantom troupe. Ever since then I’ve been with them. Even though I wasn’t a member of the troupe but because I was with Chrollo. After we get done at Yorknew city and back to Meteor City we are getting married. Chrollo has proven to me that he was nothing like Illumi. Unlike Illumi who didn’t put up a fight for me Chrollo was willing to burn a city down if anyone even looked the wrong way.

Chrollo was currently in the city trying to find Nostrade’s daughter while I was back at the hideout with the rest of the troupe members. Currently Nobunaga, Machi, Phinks and Pakunoda were taking care of two kids would for some reason decided to follow Nobunaga and Machi. Why someone would follow those two let alone two kids I will never know. Pakunoda called to tell us that they were bringing the two kids back to the hideout.

I was sitting next to Feitan when the four members walked back into the main part of the hideout with the two kids. One of which I thought I would never see again and he was shocked to see me too. “Y/n?” Killua asked. Of course everyone looked at me. “You know this brat?” Phinks asked. “I used to. I haven’t seen him in years.” I said. “You’re a troupe member?” Killua asked. ��Not exactly.” I said. “What does that mean?” Killua asked. “That’s enough questions. The boss won’t be happy to hear that you were bothering her.” Nobunaga said. “Why did you leave?” Killua asked. “What did I tell you!” Nobunaga yelled grabbing Killua by the collar of his shirt. “That’s enough. Let him go Nobunaga.” I said. Nobunaga did as I said. “I left because I felt like it. I’m not an official member because I’m marrying the leader once we leave. I’m not answering anymore questions and you will tell no one that you saw me. I don’t wish to see any one in my family or anyone else.” I said. “But.” Killua said. “Enough. I mean it tell no one Killua. I don’t want to have to send a troupe member after you and your friend here. I’m happy with the phantom troupe and I love someone and they love me back. They are willing to do anything for me. Please don’t ruin it.” I said. “Fine I won’t tell anyone that I saw you.” Killua said. “Why not?” The other boy asked. “Why what?” I asked. “Why can’t Killua tell anyone that he saw you? I’m sure that your family would want to know that you’re okay. When was the last time you saw them?” The boy said. “Who are you?” I asked. “I’m Gon. I’m friends with Killua.” Gon said. To be honest that shocked me Killua was never allowed to have friends. But I guess a lot changed since I left. “So why did you leave?” Gon asked. “I have my own reasons why left. The only person who knows why I left is the boss.” I said. “So you don’t trust the rest of the troupe?” Gon asked. “I never said that. The boss and I agreed that I can tell the rest of the troupe when I’m ready. They don’t mind because they respect my decision.” I said. I got up from spot to go change since it was almost time to go meet Chrollo and the hotel. “Don’t hurt them too much okay.” I said then left to go change.

I changed into a knee length black dress that had sleeves went to my elbows. I went back to joins the others. I saw that Gon’s was clutching one of his hands. It was bruised and bleeding. That’s when I also noticed that the skin on Killua ankle’s gone. “What happened to the boys?” I asked. “Well Nobunaga wanted to arm wrestle the boy with the black hair and Phinks said the white hair boy did that to himself.” Shalnark said. I nodded. “Will someone get me some bandages and a bowel of water please?” I asked. “Are you serious?” Phinks asked. “Do you really want to question me?” I asked. “I’ll go get the stuff for you.” Machi said. “Thank you Machi.” I said. “Would you like to give you a few minutes?” Shalnark asked. “Please.” I said. “We’ll wait for Machi to come back.” Shalnark said.

It was a few minutes later that Machi came back handing me the bandages and the bowl of water. The rest of the troupe members left the room leaving me alone with Gon and Killua. I fixed up Gon’s hand first. “He misses you.” Killua said. “I don’t miss him anymore.” I said. “Are you really getting married?” Killua asked. “Yes.” I said. “How exactly do you know Killua?” Gon asked. “I used to know Illumi. But that was years ago and I got over it.” I said. “You love him.” Gon said. “Loved. I loved him. But not anymore.” I said. “Does he make you happy?” Killua asked. I couldn’t help but smile as I finished bandaging Gon’s hand. “He really does.” I said. “I’m glad that you found someone that loves you like how he used too.” Killua said. “Do you want me to bandage your ankles?” I asked. “You already know that this does bother me but since they don’t know that so you can go ahead a clean and bandage them.” Killua said. I nodded and took care of Killua’s wounds.

When I got done bandaging and cleaning both Gon and Killua wounds I emptied the bowl of water by throwing to the side. I grabbed the bowl as I stood up. “At least I get to say goodbye this time.” Killua said. “I know. I just needed to leave. Who knows maybe one day I’ll come back to see everyone.” I said. “I know that everyone would love that. I hope that life will still be good to you.” Killua said. “Thank you Killua. I have to go now.” I said. “See you Y/n.” Killua said. I smiled as I messed with Killua’s hair. Then I looked at Gon. “Thank you for being his friend.” I said. Gon smiled at me and nodded. I left the room to join the rest of the troupe. Nobunaga stayed with Killua and Gon while the rest of the troupe with to join Chrollo at the hotel.

While the rest of the troupe was all round the hotel making chaos. I was going to go join Chrollo but he told me that Silva and Zeno was also in the hotel. He told me to go find a place to hide until he knew that they were gone because he knew that if they saw me that they would take me back if they did.

Once I got told that they were gone I rushed to meet him. When I saw him I noticed that the suit that he was wear was now pretty much destroyed and there was a cut on his cheek. I put a hand on his cheek. “Are you hurt?” I asked. “Just some scrapes is all don’t worry.” Chrollo said putting a hand on top of mine. “There are two boys back at the hideout.” I said. “Why are they there?” Chrollo asked. “They followed Nobunaga and Machi. I don’t know why they followed them. But one of them is Illumi brother.” I said. “Is he now? You don’t think that he will tell Illumi do you?” Chrollo asked. “No I made him promise not to tell him. He saw how happy you make me and he didn’t want to ruin it.” I said. “How can you be so sure that he will keep his word.” Chrollo said. “Because I trust him.” I said. “The other two mentioned you.” Chrollo said. “What?” I asked. “They seem to think that I have the knowledge to your whereabouts.” Chrollo said. “I’m guessing you told them that you have never heard of me right.” I said wrapping my arms around his neck. “I didn’t want them to take you from me.” Chrollo said wrapping his arms around me. “When I hired Illumi.” Chrollo said. “You hired Illumi? For what?” I asked. “To murder the ten dons. Instead of getting paid he wanted information on now.” Chrollo said. I rolled my eyes. “We should get back to the hide out. Hopefully we can get some alone time before the rest of the troupe get back.” Chrollo said. “Well we won’t be alone exactly. Nobunaga and the boys are still there.” I said. “Well that’s better and all of the troupe.” Chrollo said picking me up.

When we got back to the hide out neither Nobunaga or the boys were there. We took the alone time to have sex for the first time in a while. A few hours later we could hear the rest of the troupe started to file back in. We got dressed and went back to join the other who had started drinking by the time that we rejoined them.

Meanwhile after escaping Nobunaga

After escaping the Phantom Troupe hideout Gon was curious to know more on Y/n. “So how long have you know her?” Gon asked. “My whole life. Our families are old friends.” Killua said. “When was the last time you saw her and why exactly did she leave?” Gon asked. “It’s been at least three years maybe longer. She left because our parents wanted Illumi and her older sister to get married but.” Killua said. “But she and Illumi loved each other didn’t they.” Gon said. “Yeah they did. Y/n told that he would stand up to our parents saying how he didn’t love her sister but how he loved her. But when he didn’t I guess that it proved to her that he really didn’t love her at least that what I’ve always thought.” Killua said. “So you don’t really know the real reason why she left?” Gon asked. “No none of us do. She didn’t leave a note or anything. She just left without a trace.” Killua said. “So did her sister and Illumi get married?” Gon asked. “No about six months after she left he called it off. He’s been looking for her ever since.” Killua said. “So he still loves her?” Gon asked. Killua nodded. “Yeah I don’t think that he as loves anyone to the way he loves her.” Killua said. “How come you didn’t tell her that Illumi still loves her?” Gon asked. “You saw her. She’s happy with them. She also said that she loved Illumi but that she doesn’t love him anymore. If I did tell her that Illumi still loved her would be kinda of unfair to her.” Killua said. “So you won’t tell him you saw her? What about her family don’t you think they would want to know?” Gon asked. “No I won’t tell anyone that I saw her for the same reason. I don’t want to ruin everything for her. If I tell Illumi or her family they will force her to come back and if that happens then the phantom troupe would then try to take her back. It would be a war.” Killua said.

It’s been a few hours since the chain user kidnapped Chrollo and we went back to the hide out bringing Killua and Gon back with us. We were waiting on Pakunoda to get back. The rest of the troupe decided to chain Killua and Gon. I didn’t try to stop them because I was too worried about Chrollo. I was pacing not really caring if it worried anyone else. Surprising it was Killua who was the main one trying to calm me down. Even through everyone was telling him not to talk to me. But one thing was a bit odd Hisoka was staring at me more that he normally does.

Not long after Pakunoda got back that the chain user called. He wanted to talk to Killua and Gon to make sure that they were okay. Then he wanted to talk to me. I walked over to get the phone from Gon. “Hello.” I said. “Why do you love this monster?” He asked. “Believe it or not he’s not the first monster I have loved.” I said. “Meaning?” He asked. “I used to love an assassin.” I said. “Say his name.” He said. “Do I have to?” I asked as tears filled my eyes. “If you want to see him again.” He said. “Do I have to say it front of everyone or can I step away?” I asked. “You may step away.” He said. I rushed away from everyone once I knew I was away from everyone else. “Okay I’m away from everyone else.” I said. “What was the Assassin’s name?” he asked. “Illumi Zoldyck.” I said. “What happened between you two?” He asked. “When the time came he didn’t fight for me. Can I please come with Pakunoda. I want to see him.” I said. “Are you a troupe member?” He asked. “No.” I said. “You may but not one else. I’ll call back in ten minutes.” He said then hung up.

I took a minute to catch my breath before walking back to join the others. As I walked out of the room I was end I jumped when I saw Hioska. I was worried that he heard. “You didn’t hear me did you?” I asked. Hioska didn’t answer me but he did put a hand on my cheek. “Take your hand off of me Hisoka.” I said. But he didn’t. I pushed his hand off of me and walked away but he grabbed me pulling me back. “What the hell is wrong with you? Let me go now.” I said. But again he didn’t answer instead he pulled me into a hug. What in the hell is going on. I quickly pushed him away then I slapped him. “Was that necessary? I haven’t seen you in years and this is how you greet me.” HIsoka said but it wasn’t his voice. I knew that voice. Of course Hisoka would somehow know him.

“What are you doing here?” I asked. “Hioska asked me go cover for him so he could go fight Chrollo. He did say that someone I knew was here I never thought it would have been you.” Illumi said. “Of course he wants to fight Chrollo.” I said rolling my eyes. “Now I know why he refused to help me find you.” Illumi said putting his hand back on my face but I slapped it away. “I have to get back to the others. Don’t cause a scene and I won’t tell them that you’re not really Hisoka. After this I plan on never seeing you again.” I said walking back to the others. I handed Shalnark back his phone and of course they asked me if I’ve seen Hisoka. I told them no and a few minutes later Illumi pretending to be Hisoka walked back into the room. 

Just like the chain user said he called back ten minutes later.  He told Pakunoda where he wanted to meet and that no one else besides Killua, Gon and I were allowed to come. When the four of us left it was still raining. When we got to the airport is when Hisoka decided to show himself. I glared at him. The chain user allowed him to come along with us. In the airship I stayed away from Hisoka. Both Killua and Gon sat on either side of me. This did made me crack a smile.

By the time we got to the meeting point both Killua and Gon had fallen asleep on my shoulders. I gently shook them awake letting them know that we were there. As we walked out of the airship they stay close to me. I could see Chrollo with blonde hair boy who looked no older than the boys. I nudged both of the boys. “Go ahead boys.” I said. Killua hugged me. I smiled and hugged him back. “Go on.” I said. I was surprised when Gon hugged me. I hugged him back and the boys walked to their friends. Once they started to walk to the blonde hair boy Chrollo walked over to me. He was about half way back over to me I looked over to the blonde hair boy who gave me a nod. I took that as a okay to run to Chrollo. I ran over to him jumping in his arms. I kissed him as he put his arms around my waist. “Are you okay?” I asked noticing some scratches on his face. “I’m fine. Those boys seem fond of you.” Chrollo said. “The white hair one is his brother and the other is his friend.” I said. “Did he tell him?” Chrollo asked. “I’ll explain later.” I said grabbing his hand. I noticed that the blonde hair boy was walking towards us. “Why is he coming towards us?” I asked. Chrollo turned around and when he saw the boy walking towards us he pushed me behind him.

“What more do you want. Are you going to do the same to her?”Chrollo asked. “No. I just thought that the two for you should know that I arranged for an airship to come and get the two of you. It will take you anywhere you wish to go.” He said. “Why would you do that?” Chrollo asked. “I’m not doing this for you. I’m doing this for her. It’s not her fault that she got caught up with the likes of you. The least I could do is show her a little kindness.” He said. I got out from behind Chrollo so he could at least see me. “Thank you. I appreciate you doing this.” I said. “I wish you the best.” He said. “Same to you.” I said. He gave me a nod then turned back around walking on to the airship he was in.

Chrollo grabbed my hand as we walked the other way. By that time Pakunoda was back on the airship. I was confused. Confused on why we could go on the airship I came to in. Why the boy had to send other airship. “Chrollo what’s going on?” I asked. “Here is not the place to talk about what happened.” Chrollo said. Of course I saw Hisoka walking towards us. “I’ve waited a long time for this moment. Let’s fight.” Hisoka said as he took off he’s shirt. Why he did I will never know. “I won’t be needing this anymore.” Hisoka said taking something off his back. Him showing us his was not a troupe member wasn’t shocking. “Now this won’t be considered in fighting. So there’s no need to hold back.” Hisoka said. Chrollo started to laugh at that. “We can talk. Because you aren’t a troupe member. I can’t fight you or rather I’m simply not worth the trouble. Because you see he stabbed his judgement chain directly into my heart. I can’t use nen anymore.” Chrollo said.

With that Hisoka left now it was just the two of us. “Is that why you asked if he was going to do the same to me?” I asked. “Yes. I didn’t want to see you get hurt by him.” Chrollo said. “So we can’t go back to the troupe can we?” I asked. “For the time being yes. I’m sure that they look for a way to break this.” Chrollo said. “Where did you want to go since we can’t go back to Meteor city?” I asked. “Where ever you want.” Chrollo said. “I have to tell you something. But promise that you won’t be mad.” I said. “What happened? Did anyone hurt you?” Chrollo asked. “No. No one hurt me. But he did see me. Well in a way.” I said. “How did he find you?” Chrollo asked. “He and Hisoka know each other.” I said. “Of course they do. I guess now we will have to be extra careful to make sure that he doesn’t come after. Because I won’t be able to do anything to stop him.” Chrollo said. “I know. We have to pick a place where he won’t dare to think.” I said. “Perhaps once we get to our destination we should go ahead and get married. I know it’s not what we planned.” Chrollo said. “Do you think that just because we will be husband and wife stop Illumi from trying to take me back?” I asked. “I know that it won’t. But at least that he will know that you are over him.” Chrollo said.

Three months later

For the time being we have been staying on Whale Island. A week after we got here we decided to go ahead and got married. We talked about having another ceremony when we can be with the troupe again. I have been the one who keep the troupe updated on us and vice versa. Since I got relay stuff from the troupe to Chrollo without anything happening. The troupe was currently looking for an nen exorcist to fix Chrollo. But I still couldn’t help but wonder how Killua and Gon were doing. I mean Killua had already wormed his way into my heart but I didn’t really know Gon that well and he wormed his way in there too. I guess you can say I wanted to have a kid. I just didn’t know if Chrollo wanted to have kids. It’s not like we never talked about it I just didn’t know with the situation that we are currently in if we want to bring kids into it. I decided to wait for Chrollo to get back from his walk so we could talk about it more. Although I did think that I could already be pregnant because I’ve been dealing with morning sickness for at least two weeks and I haven’t told Chrollo. I was currently making lunch for Chrollo and I. All of a sudden I felt a small pin prick on my neck. I moved my hand to the spot where I felt the prick. When I touched it I noticed that there was a pin stuck in my neck. I pulled it out to get a better look. I recognized it very quickly. It belonged to Illumi. It fell from my hand as I started to stumble to get to Chrollo and I’s bedroom so I could at least feel somewhat safe. But I could feel my eyes start to get heavy fast. I barely made it to the bedroom. I didn’t remember if I closed the door or locked it as I fell on our bed as it all went black.

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I loved and I loved and I lost you

My head was pounding as I opened my eyes. I put a hand to my head as I sat up in the bed. “Oh good you’re awake I was afraid that I used a little too much toxin.” A voice said. I quickly looked over to where the voice came from and I saw Illumi. “Why did you do this?” I asked. “I just want you to prove that you are safe and alive to our families then after that I promise I will take you back.” Illumi said. “Sure. Sure you will. I know you don’t plan on taking me back.” I said. “No I promise that I will take you back.” Illumi said. I opened my mouth to say something but I suddenly felt sick. I jumped up from Illumi’s bed and ran to the bathroom.

I rushed to the toilet kneeling on the ground and started to throw up. I went to hold my hair but Illumi grabbed ahold of my hair went one hand and rubbed his other up and down my back. “You’ve never reacted like this to any toxin before.” Illumi said. “I don’t think it’s the toxin. I need to get back.” I said as I reached up and flushed the toilet. “No just stay here. I’ll get a doctor to come and check you out first.” Illumi said. “No I’m fine. Besides I think I know what’s wrong.” I said as I got up from the ground going over the sink grabbing the mouthwash.

Once I walked out of the bathroom Kikyo and my mother rushed in. My mom rushed over to me putting her hands on my face. “Oh thank god you’re okay. Do you know how worried you have made all us for the past three years?” My mom said. “I told you that Illumi would find her and bring her back home. You did great son.” Kikyo said. “Well I’m sorry that I’ve worried everyone but I have to get back I have a life now.” I said as tried to walk past them but my mom grabbed my arm yanking me back. “Where you do you think you’re going young lady. You are not going back to wherever in the hell that you’ve been.” My mom said. “I just can’t do that mom.” I said. “Why the hell not?” My mom asked. I was afraid to answer. I knew if I told them that they would go and kill Chrollo. “Well?” My mom asked. “I’m married and I think I’m pregnant.” I said. “What in the hell were you thinking!” Kikyo yelled. “Who is it?” My mom yelled. “If I tell you his name you’ll kill him.” I said. “That’s more than he deserve for you ruining everything.” My mom said. “How did I ruin everything?” I asked. “Because of you you’re older sister couldn’t marry Illumi like we had planned for years and we couldn’t marry you off to the other family we had planned to.” My mom said. “I couldn’t help who I love.” I said. “Do you honestly thing like love exist in our families.” My mom said. “It may not exist to you or anyone else in our families but I love my husband and he loves me.” I said. “Tell me his name right now!” My mom yelled. “No.” I said. “Illumi do you know?” Kikyo asked. “Yes. He hired me to do a job a few months back.” Illumi said. “Illumi please don’t.” I said. “And he knew where she was for months?” My mom asked. “Actually she’s been with him ever since she left.” Illumi said. “Illumi.” I said. “What’s his name?” Kikyo asked. “Chrollo Lucilfer the leader of the phantom troupe.” Illumi said. “The phantom troupe. No you are not allow to return to that man do you understand me.” My mom said. “What no. I’m not a little kid anymore you can’t tell me what to do.” I said. “You can and you will young lady. If you don’t I’ll make sure that not only him but everyone in that little troupe will die by morning do I make myself clear.” My mom said. I nodded my head as tears filled my eyes. “Yes ma’ma I won’t go back to him.” I said. “Come on now Kikyo we have a wedding to plan.” My mom said. Kikyo nodded and they walked out of Illumis’s room.

“Why did you have to do this? I told you to leave me alone.” I said. “I am sorry if I knew that this is what would have happened I won’t have brought you back.” Illumi said. I laughed a little. “Sure. Sure you did. Why did you tell them you saw me? I was happy.” I said. Illumi put a hand on my cheek but I slapped his hand away. “Why did they mean by a wedding?” I asked even though I already the answer. “Our parents made an agreement if I found you and brought you back that we could get married.” Illumi said. “Of course. I need some air I’m sorry.” I said walking away. I walked out of the mansion and outside.

I started to walk around the grounds. It was long before I could hear someone following me. I knew who was following me. A small smile came to my face. “Come on out mike.” I said. Mike came out from the trees and made his way over to me. He started to nudge me with his head. “Easy boy. I know I missed you too.” I said as I started to pet him. Mike put his nose to my stomach and started to stiff my stomach. “Don’t be rough I might be pregnant boy.” I said. “He could probably sense it. Animals can sense that kind of thing.” Illumi said as he walked over to me. “I wanted to be alone.” I said. “I understand but if I don’t come and find you something else could happened.” Illumi said. “What if I am pregnant?” I asked. “I’ll say it’s mine.” Illumi said. “Right do you honestly think my mom or yours would believe that? The baby would come earlier than they would expect.” I said. “The child would look similar to me so they wouldn’t question it much.” Illumi said. “Why would you do this for me?” I asked. “Because I took you from the man that you really loved. You love him more than you ever loved me.” Illumi said. “Illumi.” I said. “No it’s okay. I didn’t fight for you when it mattered and I just thought it would have been best to just forget about us. But when you actually did it I guess you could say I couldn’t do the same. Did you know I became a hunter?” Illumi said. “No I didn’t. When did that happen?” I asked. “A little over six months ago. I did it to make the job that Chrollo hired me for to make it easier and because Killua was doing it as well after he ran away.” Illumi said. “Wait he did what? He didn’t mention that when I saw him. What happened?” I said. “He stabbed mother and Milluki.” Illumi said. “Oh wow.” I said. “I also became a hunter to find you. So I guess it kind of worked.” Illumi said. Mike nudged my face with his nose. I started to laugh a little. “Okay boy I distracted you long enough. Go on. I’ll be around.” I said. Mike nudged me one more time then left. “You know I think that he missed you the most.” Illumi said. “I missed him a lot too. Come on we should get back inside.” I said holding out my hand. Illumi just look down at my hand in confusion. “We are supposed to act like we like each other again right?” I asked. “You are right. You should take off your rings.” Illumi said. I nodded and took of my rings putting them in my pocket then grabbed Illumi’s hand then we made our way back to the mansion.

We walked back into the mansion where both of our moms were waiting. “Where were you two?” My mom asked. “We took a walk to catch up.” Illumi said. “I see you took care of those god awful rings that the spider gave her.” Kikyo said. “She won’t see them again.” Illumi said. “Good those rings were ugly. Now I’m sure the rings you will give her will more beautiful than he gave her.” My mom said. “How’s the wedding planning going?” I asked. “You’ll be marrying by the end of the week. We just need to finish some little details. We had this planned for almost three years.” My mom said. I forced a smile. “That’s amazing. I would love to see the dress.” I said. “We are actually picking up the dress tomorrow.” Kikyo said. “I would love to come with to go and pick it up.” I said. “Oh no that would ruin the surprise. Illumi didn’t you say you wanted to wait till you found her to get the ring right.” My mom said. “Yes that is correct.” Illumi said. “You can go with Illumi.”My mom said. “Yes Ma’ma.” I said. “Come on its dinner time.” Kikyo said. “Well I really need to get home. I’m so happy that you’re back where you belong.” My mom said kissing the side of my head. “I know.” I said. “Thank you for bringing her home Illumi.” My mom said. Illumi nodded then my mom left.

We follow Kikyo to the dining room. Diner had to be the most awkward ever. Of course Zeno and Silva was furious when they found out that I was with Chrollo and that they never knew. After dinner Illumi and I went back to his room. I went over and sat down on his bed. Illumi came over and sat down beside me. I wanted to go back to Chrollo but I couldn’t. “Do you think he’s looking for me?” I asked. “Yes.” Illumi said. “Well we need to make him not come after me.” I said. “How do you want to that?” Illumi said. “Since he hired you to do a job right. I’m sure that you still have his number correct.” I said. “You are correct” Illumi said. “Call him and let me talk to him. I’m the only one that would make him not come after me.” I said. “You don’t have to do that.” Illumi said. “I have to. Please give me your phone.” I said holding out my hand. Illumi handed me his phone. I unlocked it to already see missed calls from Chrollo. I called him back putting his phone to my ear and waited on him to answer.

“I swear Zoldyck if you hurt her.” Chrollo said. “Chrollo.” I said. “Y/n are you hurt? Where are you?” Chrollo asked. “I’m fine I can’t tell you where I am. I’m not coming back either.” I said. “What are you talking about?” Chrollo asked. “I can’t tell you. Did you honestly think that we would last.” I said. “I love you.” Chrollo said. “Stop.” I said. “No I love you. I know that something happened. Zoldyck must have done something to make you say all of this.” Chrollo said. “No. No one has done anything.” I said. “I love you.” Chrollo said. “Stop saying that. You don’t. You don’t love me. You never did. Illumi has always loves me and always will.” I said. “I will get you back. Once I can use Nen again I’ll get you back.” Chrollo said. “Goodbye Chrollo.” I said and hung up. I handed Illumi back his phone. “Do you think he and troupe will come for you?” illumi asked. “No he’s not with the troupe and can’t be.” I said. “What happened?” Illumi asked. “That blonde boy that Killua and Gon are friends with he stabbed Chrollo in the heart with a judgement blade. He can’t use Nen or talk to any troupe member if he does he will die.” I said. “But you’re a troupe member.” Illumi said. “Not an official one. The blonde boy must have felt sorry for me because he allowed me to stay with Chrollo.” I said. “So that’s why you wanted to make sure he doesn’t come after you.” Illumi said. “I’m not worth starting a war.” I said. “Yes you are. You didn’t tell him.” Illumi said. “I’m not sure if I’m even pregnant.” I said. “How long have you been throwing up in the morning?” Illumi asked. “Two weeks.” I said putting my head on his shoulder.

Illumi and I didn’t talk much the rest of the night. The next morning we had went to go get the ring like we said we were. The ring was beautiful there was no doubt about it. But I knew nothing would be able to beat the ring that Chrollo gave to me. I knew it and Illumi knew it. But this would make our moms happy. If this was three years ago I would have been happy that I was marrying Illumi. But that was then and this is now.

Just like our moms said Illumi and I were married at the end of the week. I told my mom that Chrollo would never come after me and she actually believed it. Silva and Zeno I’m not so sure that they believed it. I’ve still thrown up every morning. Illumi promised me that he will be by my side the whole time. That’s when we also decided to tell them about my morning sickness. They all seemed happy and called a doctor. The doctor came and went telling us that he would come back before the day was over with the results. I was in mine and Illumi’s room sitting on the bed a nervous wreck. Illumi wasn’t here because he left not long after the doctor left to do a job but he promised to finish the job as soon as he could to get back.

At the end of the day the doctor called me back finally confirming that I was pregnant. I thought that I would have been happy to hear that I was pregnant but I wasn’t I was sad. I sent a text to Illumi to let him know. I put my phone down on the bed and left the room to go tell our moms. Of course they were happy to hear that there was going to be future assassins. Then they went off to probably start planning for the baby. I went back to Illumi’s and I room going to lie down in bed. I didn’t feel like getting under the covers. I brought an extra pillow close to me. I buried my face in the pillow as I started to cry and cried myself.

I could feel someone stroking my hair. I pushed my face more into the pillow. I felt a cold hand on my stomach when startled me awake. I saw Illumi sitting next to me. “You scared me.” I said sitting up. “I’m guessing they brought it.” Illumi said. “Yeah they did. I wouldn’t be surprise if the baby’s room is already done.” I said. “It is already done.” Illumi said. “I guess I’ve been asleep for a while then. What time is?” I asked. “It’s about seven in the morning.” Illumi said. I nodded as I got up from bed grabbing some clothes and went to take a shower.

Five months later

I now have a very noticeable baby bump. I’m five almost six months along. I haven’t heard from Chrollo since the day I told him not to come after me. At first I hoped that he wouldn’t listen to me and come to take me back. But as time went on and he didn’t I accepted that I was here and that I have to be with someone that I didn’t love. I was sitting in bed with my back against the headboard rubbing my stomach. Illumi was on a job that would take a few days but he had finished it and was on his way back. “Hey little one it’s mom. I wish that you could have met you father but I guess that you will never be able to. It’s all my fault I couldn’t run from my past and because of that you won’t know him. I’m not sure that Illumi will love or care about you. He keeps saying that he will but I just don’t fully believe him. I really hope that dad would come to fight for me because he knew how destroyed me when Illumi didn’t do the same. But he had to do the same.” I said as tears filled my eyes. Then I started to feel the baby kick for the first time. “Oh little one you don’t know how happy you made me.” I said. The baby started to kick more as I heard the door open.

I looked towards to the door and saw Illumi. “Are you alright?” Illumi asked. “Come here.” I said as I motioned my hand to him. Illumi walked over and sat down on the bed beside me. I grabbed his hand and put it on my stomach. “Can you do that again for mom little one?” I asked. The baby started to kick again. Illumi had a small smile on his face. “This is the first time I felt the little one kick.” I said. “They seem to really be reacting to your voice.” Illumi said taking his hand off my stomach. When I looked at Illumi I could feel my heart start to flutter like it used to. No. No no. No I. No I can’t start to have feeling for Illumi again. I love Chrollo and he loves me. He’s just waiting to get his Nen back then he would come to get me. But I couldn’t help but wonder if he already had his nen back and just never came for me. He had to find someone else. That had to be the reason. He hasn’t come and he never will. My feeling for Illumi slowly started to come back. I put my hand on top of his. I gave him a small smile. I wrapped my other arm around his neck. Then I pulled him to me and kissed him.

Illumi wrapped an arm around me pulling me closer to him. I took off the hand that was on top of his and also wrapped it around his neck. Then the baby started to kick which made me pull away giggling. “I guess that the little one tell us to stop.” I said. “I guess so. Should I ask what brought this on?” Illumi said. “Just felt like it. Lay down with me please.” I said lying down in bed. Illumi nodded and lay down beside me. I cuddle up to him putting my head on his chest. “Have you eaten anything today?” Illumi asked. “I’m pregnant Illumi I’m always eating.” I said. “Have you been okay?” Illumi asked. “I’ve been a bit more tired than usual. Can I ask you something?” I said looking up to him. “What is it?” Illumi asked. “Have you seen Chrollo at all?” I asked. “No I haven’t.” Illumi said. “Oh okay.” I said burying my head in his chest. “If you want I could try to find him.” Illumi said. “No it’s okay. I’m okay here. I’m okay here with you.” I said.

Three months later

It’s could be any day now that I could give birth. Illumi told me to stay in bed until I give birth. I was the only one in the mansion besides the butlers. Everyone was away of different missions. I was just hoping not to go into labor until they got back. I heard a knock at the door as the baby started to kick. I got up from the bed and went to open the door. As soon as I got up I felt a pain in my stomach. I double over in pain as I grabbed my stomach. “No. No. No little one. Illumi’s not home.” I said as there was more knocking at the door. I groaned out in pain as I sat down on the bed. “Come in.” I said. The door opened and Chrollo walked in. “What are you doing.” I said as I felt around wave of pain. Chrollo rushed over to my side putting his hand on my knee. “Are you okay?” Chrollo asked. “I think I’m going into labor.” I said. “He got you pregnant.” Chrollo said. I rolled my eyes. “No he didn’t.” I said as I winced again. “Why didn’t you tell me? You should have told me.” Chrollo said. “You can’t use nen. If you tried to fight any of the Zoldyck you will die.” I said. “Couldn’t. I couldn’t use Nen. But the troupe fixed me.” Chrollo said. “They did?” I asked. “Yes they did. Come on let’s go everyone misses you.” Chrollo said as he stood up a bit leaning in to kiss me. But I turned away from him. “You can’t do that.” I said. “Did Zoldyck do anything to you?” Chrollo said putting a hand on my cheek. I slowly took it off. “I had to marry Illumi. My parents promised that if Illumi ever brought me back then we could get married.” I said. “Did you tell them that you were already married?” Chrollo asked. “They didn’t care. They forged our divorced papers.” I said. The pain started to get worst making me start to cry. “Can you walk?” Chrollo asked. I shook my head. “It’s okay I’ll carry you.” Chrollo said. “No just leave.” I said. “No I’m not leaving you in this house.” Chrollo said. “If you take me the Zoldyck will know who took me and will come to look for you.” I said. “I don’t care. I can protect you and our child now.” Chrollo said. “It’s that I don’t.” I said but stop when another wave of pain causing me to scream in pain. Then someone burst through the door. Chrollo quickly scooped me up into his arms holding me close to him. I saw Kikyo and Kalluto. This was not going to end well.

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I loved and I loved and I lost you

Kikyo stayed in Illumi and I room for a few hours. I could tell that she was worried about Kalluto. Deep down I knew that she loved all of her kids. I was sitting on the bed enjoying the quiet. I decided to go to the babies room to grab some things while they were sleeping. I grabbed my phone as I got up from bed incase Illumi called so it won’t wake the babies while I was gone. I walked into their room and at the same time my phone did go off like I thought. I answered it and brought my phone to my ear. “Hey did you find Kalluto.” I asked. “No. The trail went cold not far from the mansion.” Illumi said. “So are you, Saliva and Zeno on the way back?” I asked. “Not yet. Father and Grandfather got called to help with ants. I’m going to look for a bit longer.” Illumi said. “Ants? Why do they need his help for ants?” I asked. “They are cinema ants.” Illumi said. “Oh got it.” I said. “How are the babies?” Illumi asked. “Right now their sleeping. I came to their room to grab a few things so I don’t have to walk back and forth.” I said. “You should try to get some rest also.” Illumi said. “I’ll try. But one of them will probably start to cry as soon I try to go to sleep.” I said. “I’ll try to get back to help you as soon as I can.” Illumi said. “I know. I should grab what I came here to grab and get back to our room.” I said. “Alright. I’ll call you later.” Illumi said. “Okay.” I said. “I love you.” Illumi said. “I know.” I said and hung up.

*Meanwhile with Chrollo and Kalluto*

Chrollo was currently carrying Kalluto to prolong the other Zoldycks to follow them. Not many words were spoken between the two of them. “She misses you.” Kalluto said. “She didn’t seem like it.” Chrollo said. “She just wants to protect the baby. She told me that it’s your baby and not big brothers.” Kalluto said. “I know she managed to tell me that it’s my baby before you and your mom walked in.” Chrollo said. “She’s been really sad since big brother brought her back. She doesn’t love him like she used to. You’re the one to give her the spider ring right.” Kalluto said. “I am. Do you know if she still has them?” Chrollo said. “Yes. I’ve seen her look at them a lot. I don’t think she likes being married to big brother. But she acts likes she does.” Kalluto said. “She did tell me before she stopped talking to me and she was being forced to marry your brother.” Chrollo said. “She told me that she loves you. But she thinks her feeling for Illumi.” Kalluto said. “I see.” Chrollo said. “Do you know why I let you go?” Kalluto asked. “I don’t but I am grateful that you did.” Chrollo said. “I did it because I want Y/n to be happy again. She not happy. You make her happy.” Kalluto said. “Well I appreciate hearing you say that.” Chrollo said. “I overheard mother and big brother about Y/n having more kids. I think she’ll agree. She’s starting to show signs of that Stockholm thing.” Kalluto said. “Are you talking about Stockholm Syndrome?” Chrollo asked. “Yeah that.” Kalluto said.

*End*

I grabbed what I needed from the babies room then made my way back to Illumi and I’s room. Thankfully they were still sleeping when I got back into the room. I sat the supplies I had brought on a table that was in our room. I decided to try to get some sleep. As soon as I laid down on of the babies started crying. I got up from bed and went over picking her up. “You okay baby.” I said. She just kept crying. “Oh tell me about it. I miss daddy too.” I said. Her crying got a little quieter. “Are you hungry?” I asked which stopped the crying. I walked back over to our bed sitting back down and started to feed her. As I was feeding her my phone went off. I looked at who was calling I didn’t recognize the number so I ignored the call. A few minutes later my phone with off again and it was the same number again I ignored it. Then the number called again. This time I was angry. I grabbed my phone with my free hand and answered it bringing it to my ear. “Who is this and what do you want.” I said. “Y/n it’s me.” Kalluto said. “Kalluto hon where are you. Do you know how worried we are.” I said. “I’m sorry.” Kalluto said. “Where are you?” I asked. “I can’t tell you but I’m safe. How’s the baby?” Kalluto asked. “Babies actually. I had twins girls.” I said. I could hear voices in the background. “Hon is there people with you?” I asked. “Yes. Is big brother with you?” Kalluto said. “He’s out looking for you. Can I talk to someone that is with you?” I said. “I have to go.” Kalluto said then hung up. I quickly grabbed to remote that I was given to alert the other family member’s if I need help if Illumi wasn’t home. I stopped breastfeed the baby incase Milluki walked in. I sent a text to Illumi to call me.

It was only about a minute later Kikyo came rushing “Is everything okay?” Kikyo asked. “Kalluto just called me.” I said. “Did he say where he is?” Kikyo asked. “No he didn’t. He called from a number I didn’t recognize.” I said. “Call him back so Milluki can track the call.” Kikyo said. “Okay. Can you grab the other baby?” I said as I stood up grabbing my phone. Kikyo went over and picked up the other baby from her crib. “Come on now dear.” Kikyo said. I followed her out of the room and into Milluki. Kikyo just opened the door without knocking which cause Milluki jump in his chair. “Damnit mom you didn’t have to scare me like that.” Milluki said. “Sorry son but we need you to track a call. Kalluto called Y/n but didn’t tell her where he was.” Kikyo said. “Why would I do that it’s not my fault he left.” Milluki said. “I know of someone who has a copy of greed island. If you track the call I’ll ask if I could have it for you.” I said. “You’re lying.” Milluki said. “If I’m not do you really want to risk that?” I asked. “Fine. Call him back.” Milluki said.  I clicked the number that Kalluto called me from. I put the phone to my ear has I waited on him to answer. “Y/n.” Kalluto said. “I know that you don’t want to tell me where you are but if you do I promise that I only I will come and get you.” I said. “I don’t know they told me not to tell you where we are.” Kalluto said. “They? Please Kalluto.” I said. “Can you bring the babies with you?” Kalluto asked. “Why do you want me.” I said but stopped. I knew where he was and who he was with. “You’re with the phantom troupe aren’t you.” I said. “Are you mad?” Kalluto asked. “I just care if your safe and that you will let me come to get you.” I said.  “But I want to stay.” Kalluto said. “Hon I don’t think Kikyo will be happy hearing that you want to stay with them.” I said. “I don’t want to make mother sad.” Kalluto said. “I know you don’t. Do you think I can talk to a woman named Pakunoda so I can find out where you are.” I said. I heard voices in the background but couldn’t make out what was being said. “They said that Pakunoda is dead.” Kalluto said. “What! When did that happened?” I said. Again I heard voices. “They said she died the same night that you and Chrollo left.” Kalluto said. “That long.” I said. Then Milluki looked at me and nodded. “Hon I got to call you back your mom just walked into the room.” I said. “Promise not to tell.” Kalluto said. “I promise.” I said and hung up.

“Why is he with them?” Kikyo asked. “He seemed to have the idea that Chrollo is the father of the twins and not Illumi. Where he got that idea I don’t know. Chrollo must have drilled that into his head.” I said. “The nerve of that man. Did he tell you where he is?” Kikyo asked. “They will only let him tell me if I bring the twins with me.” I said. “I will not allow that to happen. Once Illumi gets back we will discuss how to handle this.” Kikyo said. “I’ll send him a text.” I said sending him a text telling him to come back now. “Milluki go ahead and send Illumi the location.” Kikyo said. “Yes momma.” Milluki said. “Take the twins back to yours and Illumi room. I’ll send bulters to guard the three of you.” Kikyo said handing me the other baby. I nodded and walked out of Milluki room and went back to mine and Illumi room.

I was half way back to mine and Illumi’s room when one of the maids saw me and rushed over to help me by taking one of the babies from me. As we walked into my room I saw Illumi texted me back saying he would be home in thirty minutes. I thanked the maid that helped me and she left. I put the baby I was holding back in her crib and went to sit down on the bed. I put my phone on the bedside table as tears filled my eyes. I wiped my eyes as the door opened. “Is everything okay?” Illumi asked. “Kalluto is with the phantom troupe.” I said. “How do you know that?” Illumi asked as he walked over to where I was sitting beside me. “He called me. He also said that he will only tell me where they are if I come to get him and bring the twins.” I said. “I’m not going to allow you to do that. You are not going to be near that man. I will go and get Kalluto.”Illumi said. “I don’t think we really have a choice. Kalluto wants to stay. Just maybe if I’m the one to go get him I can bring him back.” I said. “No.” Illumi said. “Illumi.” I said. “No I’ll do it.” Illumi said. I decided not to fight him on this so I just nodded. “Milluki traced the call you should go to him to find out where they are.” I said. My phone started to ring. I grabbed my phone and saw that it was the same number Kalluto has been calling me from. “Hold on this is Kalluto.” I said. I answered my phone and put it to my ear.

“Is everything okay Hon?” I asked. “Are you still coming?” Kalluto asked. “Illumi said that he would come and get you. Just tell me where you are hon.” I said. “No. Chrollo said that only you can come and get me. If anyone else comes to get me that we would be gone before they even get to where we are.” Kalluto said. “Illumi doesn’t want me to. He wants me to stay here with the babies.” I said. “Well if you don’t come I’m staying.” Kalluto said. I let out a sigh. “Fine I’ll come but I’m going to need help with bringing the twins with me. I’ll only come if Machi comes to help me.” I said. “Hold on.” Kalluto said. It was silent one Kalluto side. “What are you thinking I told you that I would go get him.” Illumi said. “Kalluto said if I’m not the one to get him then he would stay and that they would be gone by the time that anyone would get there.” I said. “Then I’ll follow you.” Illumi said. “They’ll know if you follow me. Just trust me on this please. I said. “They said that Machi can come and get you and the twins. You need to meet her In town.” Kalluto said. “Okay when do I need to meet her?” I asked. “Wiithin in the hour.” Kalluto said. “Okay I’ll get the twins ready.” I said. “I’ll see you soon.” Kalluto said. “Okay hon.” I said then hung up. 

I sat my phone down and go up going to pick up one of the twins getting them ready. After getting the twins ready I got myself ready. As I got ready Illumi had gotten the twins into their car seats. I went over and grabbed one of the twins while Illumi grabbed the other. “I hate that you are doing this.” Illumi said. “It’s not like we have a choice. I’m the only one that can put a stop to this.” I said. Illumi kissed the side of my head. “We need to get to town.” I said.

Illumi and I left the mansion making our way into town. On our way there I got a text with the meet up location which was a small café in town. Illumi helped me take the twins into a table towards the back of the café. Once he was done he gave me and the twins a kiss then left. I waited about thirty minutes before I saw Machi walk in and towards me. I gave her a small smile as she sat down across from me. “You look good.” Machi said. “Thanks. Is Kalluto okay?” I asked. “He’s fine. He really likes being with us.” Machi said. “I’ll only come with you to bring Kalluto back if you also givin me greed island if you still have it.” I said. “You’ll have to talk about that with the boss.” Machi said. “Fine.” I said. “They’re really cute. They really look like you and the boss.” Machi said. “Their Illumi’s kids and not Chrollo. I want him to have nothing to do with them.” I said. “I know that you’re lying. You may be able to lie to yourself and everyone else but I know and you know that the boss is the father.” Machi said. I looked down as tears filled my eyes. “You still love him don’t you?” Machi asked. I nodded a little. “We should get going.” Machi said getting up. I followed behind her grabbing one of the car seats while Machi grabbed the other. We left the café and got into a car. After getting the kids safety in the car we got into the driver and passage seat then Machi drove off to where the others were.

The car ride lasted about an hour and a half. Machi pulled into a driveway that leads to a house that was almost the size of the Zoldyck mansion. Machi parked the car and we got out. We got the babies out of the backseat. “Are you ready to go in?” Machi asked. “I mean it’s not like I can go back now.” I said. Machi started to make her way inside and I followed behind.

As soon as I walked inside Kalluto was the first run up to me hugging me. I smiled as I wrapped an arm around him. “Don’t you do that again okay hon.” I said. “I promise. I really like Chrollo he’s really nice.” Kalluto said. “I’m glad.” I said as the baby that Machi was carrying started to cry. “Looks like she’s hungry. Is there an empty room I can go feed her in?” I said. “Yeah the boss has got a room set up for the babies. Come on I’ll show you.” Machi said. “Can I come and help? I want to hold one of the babies.” Kalluto said. “Okay you can come to help hon.” I said. Machi lead the two of us to a room that was already set up with everything for the twins. Almost like Chrollo thought that we would stay. “I’ll let the boss know that you have to feed one of the twins and to come to see you soon.” Machi said sitting one the car seats down. I nodded and Machi left. I put the car seat I was carrying down and got the baby out gently handing her kalluto. “Be careful with her okay. Go seat down in one of the chairs.” I said. Kalluto nodded and went to seat down. I got the other baby out of car seat and went to sit down in the other chair. I covered myself in case anyone else walked in while I was feeding her.

When I got done feed her I burped her then decided to put her down for a nap. When I went to go get the baby that Kalluto was holding to also put her down for a nap they both were sleeping. I smiled to myself as I took the baby from Kalluto and put her into a crib. Then I grabbed a blanket and put it over Kalluto and kissed his head. I heard a knock at the door. I quickly rush over to open the door making sure that whoever it was didn’t wake the kids. When I opened the door I saw Chrollo. “Their sleeping right now.” I said. “All of them?” Chrollo asked. “If you mean the twins and Kalluto then yes.” I said. “Then can we talk?” Chrollo asked. “I would rather stay with the kids.” I said. “You can’t honestly want to go back to him.” Chrollo said. “Don’t rise your voice you’ll wake the kids.” I said. “Do even remember why you fell in love with him in the first place?” Chrollo asked. I thought about it and tried to remember. But I just couldn’t. “See you even you can’t remember can you. Do you remember why you fell in love with me?” Chrollo asked. “We didn’t all at once because you knew how much Illumi hurt me. You also waited until I was ready.” I said looking at the ground. “Kalluto told me everything. I’m sorry that I basically did the same thing to Illumi did to you. But you must have known that I since I couldn’t use my nen I would wait till I could use again.” Chrollo said. “I know but I can’t stay here with you. Illumi and I are married now I have to go back if I don’t he will come to find me. He already didn’t like that I came here to get Kalluto back.” I said. “Didn’t you say that they forged our divorce papers?” Chrollo said. “So?” I asked. “We can prove it so your marriage to Illumi would be void.” Chrollo said. “You can’t do that when you’re married to a zoldyck. You can come and see the twins but once they and Kalluto wake up we’re leaving.” I said. “Is that what you really want to do?” Chrollo asked. “It’s not like I have a choice.” I said. “I’ll talk to him” Chrollo said taking my face into his hands. “You can’t talk to someone like Illumi. It not going to let me go again that easy.” I said putting my hands on top of his. “You let me worry about that.” Chrollo said as he leaned in to kiss me. But I turned my head to prevent him from kissing me. “I can’t.” I said. “What did he do to you?” Chrollo asked. “He loves me.” I said. “What about me? Do I not love you?” Chrollo asked. “Don’t put words in my mouth.” I said. “You’re acting that he loves you more than I do.” Chrollo said. “I don’t think that.” I said. “But you’re acting like you do.” Chrollo said. He right I have been acting like Illumi loves me way more than Chrollo does. Tears filled my eyes as I threw myself into Chrollo arms burying my face in his chest. “I’m sorry.” I said crying into his chest. “It’s okay. I’ll take care of everything. I promise everything is going to be okay.” Chrollo said and kissed my head. 

“Do you need to rest? Are you hungry?” Chrollo asked. “No I’m fine. I just don’t want to be far away from the kids.” I said. “They will be fine we have monitors set up so if they cry or wake up we will know.” Chrollo said holding out his hand. I nodded and put my hand in his as we walked away from the kid’s room. “Does the rest of the troupe hate me?” I asked. “Is that want you think? Do you honestly think that?” Chrollo asked. I nodded. “No they don’t. They hate themselves that they didn’t prevent him from taking you.” Chrollo said. I nodded as I kissed his cheek.

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“What in the hell do you are doing here?” Kikyo asked. “I’m just here to take back what’s mine.” Chrollo said. “She doesn’t belong to you. She never did.” Kikyo said. I let out a whimper of pain. “What did you do to her? Zeno! Silva!” Kikyo yelled. “Just leave.” I said getting out of Chrollo arms. Silva and Zeno rushed into to the room. “This time we are going to kill you.” Zeno said. “I’m not here to cause trouble. I just want my wife and child.” Chrollo said. “That is not your child.” Kikyo said. “She lied. That’s mine child.” Chrollo said. “I’m taking her away. She doesn’t need the added stressed.” Kikyo said as she walked towards me grabbing my arm. But Chrollo grabbed me before she could pulling me towards him. “Chrollo stop. You can’t help me like this.” I said yanking my arm out his grip and walking towards Kikyo. Kikyo put a somewhat comforting arm around me leading me out of the room with Kalluto.

“Don’t you worry Silva and Zeno will take care of him. Once I get you settled in the room I got set up for you then you can call Illumi.” Kikyo said. I nodded. Kikyo lead me to a room that was set up much like a hospital room. Kikyo hand me a nightgown to change into. I took the gown from her and went into the bathroom to change. After I changed as soon as I walked out of the bathroom Kikyo was there waiting for me. “Come on now let’s get you in bed.” Kikyo said leading me to bed. I laid down in bed as another wave pain hit. I leaned back in bed as I let out a small cry. “There we go just let it all.” Kikyo said. It was a few minutes passed before the pain went away. Kikyoo handed me my phone. “Call Illumi and I’ll call the doctor.” Kikyo said as she stepped out of the room leaving Kalluto to watch over me.

I patted a place next to me. Kalluto came over and sat down next me as I called Illumi. “Y/n is something wrong?” Illumi asked. “The baby’s coming.” I said. “I’m almost back just hold on.” Illumi said. “He’s here Illumi.” I said. “Where is he now?” Illumi asked. “He was in our room. I’m not sure what happened to him Silva and Zeno said that were going to take care of him.” I said. “Okay I’ll deal with everything.” Illumi said. “I’ll see you soon.” I said. “See you soon.” Illumi said and hung up. “Was he right?” Kalluto asked. “Right about what?” I asked. “The baby that it’s his and not big brothers.” Kalluto said. “Of course the baby is Illumi’s. Illumi and I love each other.” I said. “Then why do you seem sad ever since big brother brought you back?” Kalluto asked. “I just miss the other members of the phantom troupe. I got really close to them.” I said. “So you never loved him?” Kalluto asked. “No I never did.” I said as I looked down. “Don’t worry I won’t tell.” Kalluto said. “Tell about what?” I asked. “You still love him and that it’s his baby and not big brothers.” Kalluto said. “Thanks Kalluto.” I said. “What about big brother? Do you love him?” Kalluto asked. “I don’t know. I used to but when he brought me back those felling started to come back.” I said at the same time the door opened and Illumi, Kikyo and a doctor walked in.

Illumi walked towards me as Kalluto got down from the bed and went back to stay at Kikyo’s side. Illumi leaned down and kissed me. “I’m glad to see that the baby decided to wait till come until I got back.” Illumi said. “I’m glad too. Do you know what happened with Chrollo?” I asked. “Oh don’t you worry about him. Sailva and Zeon are taking care of him in the dungeon.” Kikyo said. I just nodded. “Alright dear now how far apart are your contractions?” The doctor asked. “Maybe every ten minutes or so.” I said. “If I had to guess you are probably not dilated much. Now has your water broke yet?” The doctor asked. “No it hasn’t.” I said. “Okay since your water hasn’t broke yet this could be false labor pains.” The doctor said. “I sure hope not. I’ve been pregnant long enough.” I said. “I’ll just check to see how along you are. Do three want to step out? This will only take a few minutes.” The doctor said. “I wish to stay.” Illumi said. “We will step out. Come now Kalluto.” Kikyo said. Kikyo and Kalluto walked out of the room as the doctor put on a pair of rubber gloves.

Illumi grabbed my hand. “Now this might be a bit uncomfortable. I need you to prop up your legs please.” The doctor said. I nodded and did as the doctor said. The doctor grabbed the bottom of the gown I was wear up to my knees. Then another wave of pain hit which caused me to grip Illumi’s hand tighter. I could feel something wet. “There we go. You’re water is broke now. Let’s just check to see how dilated you.” The doctor said. The doctor did his thing and was done within a minute or two. The doctor fixed my gown and too off the gloves throwing them away. “You seem to be almost five centimeters dilated. You can be ready to push within the hour or it could be a few hours from now. I’ll check about every hour to see it you get more dilated. Now I have to go back to the office to get a few things that should alright correct.” The doctor said.  “Yes that’s fine I see no problem. I’m sure that she doesn’t mind either.” Illumi said. “I don’t mind. Kikyo probably didn’t give you enough time to grab anything.” I said. “I promise I’ll be back within the hour. I’ll go inform Mrs. Zoldyck.” The doctor said. “Go with him Illumi . Kikyo would probably be a little less mad if your there too.” I said. Illumi nod and leaned to kiss me then walked out of the room with the doctor.

It was a few minutes later that Kikyo and Illumi walked back into the room. I guess Kikyo must have told Kalluto to go do something else. “That doctor better come back.” Kikyo said. “Don’t worry mother he will be. You brought him here so fast that he was unable to bring the supplies to help her.” Illumi said. “She was having contractions and needed a doctor. Now come on Y/n get you cleaned up. I already informed a maid to come and changed the sheets.” Kikyo said. Illumi help me up from the bed after that Kikyo came over and lead me to the bathroom. “I can handle it.” I said. “Are you sure?” Illumi asked. “Yes. If I need help I’ll say so.” I said. “Alright Y/n.” Kikyo said handing me a new gown to change into. I took the gown and went into the bathroom closing the door behind me.

I sat the new gown on the bathroom counter as I went to get a rag. I turned the water on and started to warm it up. I got the rag wet then ringed it out cleaning my legs. After I got cleaned off I changed into the fresh gown. “Hopefully mama can get a small nap in before you come into the world.” I said rubbing my stomach. Then I heard a knock at the door. “Yes.” I said. “Are you alright?” Illumi asked. “Yes. I’ll be out in a second.” I said. “Alright dear.” Illumi said. I picked up the dirty gown and the rag I used to clean myself throwing them into the hamper. I then walked over to the door opening it back up. Illumi was waiting for me on the other side. Illumi helped me back to bed. I could see that the sheets were already changed. I laid back down on the bed not really caring to get under the blankets. “Have you two decided about how many children you’ll have?” Kikyo asked. “No we really haven’t talked about it.” I said. “Mother she hasn’t even had the first one yet.” Illumi said. “Illumi it’s alright. I’m just sure that she wants to know how many grandchildren she’ll have.” I said as I closed my eyes. “You’re tired.” Illumi said. “A little but I’m okay.” I said opening my eyes again. “Rest.” Illumi said. “No I’m okay.” I said. “No rest for now. I know that you haven’t been sleeping much because the baby has been kicking a lot at night. I’ll wake you when the doctor gets back.” Illumi said. I nodded and then closed my eyes again falling asleep for a short time. 

I felt someone shaking me awake. “Come on dear wake up. The doctor is back.” Illumi said. “Okay. I’m awake.” I said opening my eyes. “Ah I see that you were able to get rest. Now I brought some IV fluids I wasn’t sure if you wanted to have them and I also brought along an ultrasound machine because I saw on your chat that you never had one during your pregnancy.” The doctor said. “Yes because we saw no point into it.” Kikyo said. “Understood. I just brought it along to make sure that the baby doesn’t get into any trouble.” The doctor said. “Might has well check on the baby.” I said. “Yes Mrs. Zoldyck. Just let me plug it in.” The doctor said. The doctor plugged in the machine and turned it on. “Now it will take a few minutes to start up.” The doctor said as he grabbed the bottle of gel from the machine. Illumi put a blanket over my legs. The doctor rolled my gown and put some of the gel on my stomach. The doctor grabbed the wand. “Are you ready to check on your baby?” The doctor asked. I smiled and nodded.

The doctor put the wand on my stomach as he started to move it around.  “There’s the little one. Would you like to know the gender or would you like to be surprised?” The doctor asked. “I don’t mind either way.” I said. “I would prefer to wait.” Illumi said. “I would like to know.” Kikyo said. “Oh. Well is it okay with the two of you because I wouldn’t say unless it’s okay with you two.” The doctor said. I look Illumi who nodded. “Yes it’s fine.” I said. “Looks like the two of you are going to have a girl. Oh Mrs. Zoldyck are you sure that you never had an ultrasound before?” The doctor asked. “Yes I’ve never had one. Is everything okay with the baby?” I asked. “Yes everything is just fine. Mrs. Zoldyck you’re pregnant with twin girls.” The doctor said. Then another contraction hit. I grabbed Illumi’s hand tightly. “Okay I’m going to see if you dilated anymore.” The doctor said putting the wand down. I propped my knees up like last time as the doctor checked how dilated I was. “Okay Mrs. Zoldyck it’s time to push. Now does Mr. Zoldyck and Mrs. Zoldyck mind holding up your legs?” The doctor asked. “I alerted Saliva and Zeno they should be here in a very seconds to come and help.” Kikyo said. “Alright but for right now I need the two of you help.” The doctor said. Illumi let go of my hand as he went to hold up one of my legs and Kikyo went over and held the other. “Okay Mrs. Zoldyck I’m going to need you to push.” The doctor said. I nodded and then did as he said. I gripped the sheets as I let out a small scream. “Okay and stop.” The doctor said. I laid my head down on the pillow as I let out a small sigh of relief. “It’s time to push again.” The doctor said. I grunted as I started to push again. “I can see the head keep pushing.” The doctor said. I kept pushing. “You can stop.” The doctor said. I leaned back on the bed at the same time Saliva and Zeno walked in. “It’s about time that the two of you showed up.” Kikyo said. “We were dealing with our friend.” Saliva said. “Well I need the two of you to switch places with Illumi and I.” Kikyo said. “If you’re going to switch place you need to do it now it’s time for her to push again.” The doctor said. 

Saliva and Zeno quickly switched place with Illumi and Kikyo. Illumi grabbed my hand and kissed my head. “Okay time to push again.” The doctor said. I started pushing again as I gripped Illumi’s hand tighter. “Keep pushing. The first baby it almost out.” The doctor said. “First baby?” Saliva asked. “Yes its twin girls.” Kikyo said. “The first baby is out.” The doctor said as I started to hear crying. The doctor put the baby in my sight and I could see that she already had some hair on her head. Her hair color was the same as mine. “Would you like to hold her Mr. Zoldyck?” The doctor asked. Illumi nodded and the doctor put the baby in his arms tying the umbilical cord off. Illumi cut the cord off then leaned down so I could see the baby girl better. “She’s beautiful.” I said. “Well she takes after her mother.” Illumi said kissing my head. “Let me see her. I’ll go clean her off.” Kikyo said holding out her arms. “Mother y/n hasn’t got to hold her yet.” Illumi said. “She’s about to push for the second baby.” Kikyo said. “Illumi its okay let her clean the baby.” I said. Illumi did as I said and handed her the baby.

“Okay Mrs. Zoldyck it’s time to push again.” The doctor said. I started to push again. “And stop. I can almost see the head.” The doctor said. I smiled as I looked up to Illumi. “I need you to push again.” The doctor said. I pushed again as I groan in pain. “Keep pushing Mrs. Zoldyck.” The doctor said. I did griping Illumi hand tighter. “Okay take a break. In the next push your second baby will be here.” The doctor said. Kikyo walked back into the room holding my daughter in her arms wrapped in a blanket. “Okay push Mrs. Zoldyck.” The doctor said. I started to push again holding tightly onto Illumi’s hand. “Keep pushing the baby is almost out.” The doctor said. Then I could hear crying. “Another beautiful girl.” The doctor said. I saw that this baby had black hair. “Would you like to hold her Mrs. Zoldyck?” The doctor asked. “Please.” I said. The doctor put the baby in my arms. I put my hand on the back of her head. “She looks just like you Illumi.” Kikyo said. The baby I was holding opened her eyes and I could see that she had my eyes. “Ah but she seem to have her mother’s eyes.” Illumi said. “Why don’t we get give them time alone.” The doctor said.

“Mother seems happy.” Illumi said. “Well she finally has girls.” I said about to get up from bed. “Wait don’t get out of bed. I’ll go clean her.” Illumi said coming over and we switched babies. I sat up in bed holding the older twin to my chest. “You do look a lot like mama but you have your daddy’s eyes. But your sister looks like daddy with mama eyes.” I said.  She started to cry. “Oh you must be hungry. Do you want me to feed you now or do you want to wait for your sister?” I asked. Which made her start to cry more. “Okay I’ll feed you now.” I said. I started to breastfeed the baby in my arms. “I see you already started to feed her. Her sister also started to fuss when I was cleaning her.” Illumi said. “You know we never discuss names.” I said as Illumi put the other baby in my free arm as I started to breastfeed her as well. “You can pick the names.” Illumi said.  “Kikyo will probably give us suggestions. We need to get more stuff. We only had stuff for one baby.” I said. “Mother probably already got the stuff sent to the mansion.” Illumi said. Then there was a knock at the door. “I’ll go see who it is.”Illumi said. Illumi opened the door a little but enough to see who it was. “Yes?” Illumi asked. “We need you. Kalluto let him out and they left.” Zeno said. “Let me settled them into our room.” Illumi said. “Hurry.” Zeno said. Illumi nodded and closed the door. “Are they done eating?” Illumi asked. “No but I can finish feeding them in our room.” I said. “Did you tell Kalluto anything?” Illumi asked taking one of the twins away. “No.” I said fixing the gown as I got up from the bed.  “He let Chrollo out.” Illumi said. “Why would he do that?” I asked. “We are going to find out. Are you sure that you can walk?” Illumi said. “Yes. I mean my legs are sore but I can walk.” I said getting up from bed. “Mother and Mulluki will still be home so you and the twins will be safe.” Illumi said. “And let Mulluki keep on looking at my breast. I rather protect them my babies myself.” I said.

Illumi walked me and the twins to our room. There was already one crib in our room. “Don’t worry I won’t be long.” Illumi said as he put the baby he was holding in the crib. “We’ll be here waiting on you to come back.” I said. Illumi kissed me. “You better go before Saliva or Zeno come to find you.” I said. Illumi kept a hand on my neck. “Are you sure you didn’t tell Kalluto anything?” Illumi asked. “I already told you I didn’t tell him anything.” I said. Illumi looked at me as if he was waiting for me to say anything else. “You need to go. We’ll be fine.” I said. Illumi kissed me again. “I love you.” I said. I couldn’t believe that just came out. I never said that since being back. I still wasn’t even sure about my feeling for Illumi was. “I love you too.” Illumi said. Then there a knock at our door. “Come in.” I said. The door opened and Kikyo walked in. “Saliva and Zeno are waiting on you Illumi.” Kikyo said. “That’s what I’ve been telling him but he just wouldn’t leave us.” I said. “It’s always hard to leave for the first time. Don’t worry son they will be fine.” Kikyo said. Illumi kissed one more time then left. “Why don’t you go cleaned up.” Kikyo said. I handed her the baby and went to grab a change of clothes then headed to the bathroom.

I took a quick shower so I wasn’t away from the babies for long. But my mind kept going back to when I said I love you to Illumi. Did I still love Chrollo or do I love Illumi. Did Illumi do anything when I wasn’t looking? Did I say it on my own? But why did Kalluto let Chrollo go or did he even do it because they wanted to see if I would crack. But I didn’t break. So will Illumi be back in our room when I get done. It had to be right. Perhaps Kalluto really didn’t let Chrollo go. Please Kalluto if you did let Chrollo go tell him everything. Tell him that the babies are his and not Ilumi’s. Wait Kalluto doesn’t know that I had twins. He just knew about one baby. A knock at the door made me jump. “Everything okay in there?” Kikyo asked. “I’m fine. I’ll be out in a minute.” I said. “Alright Y/n.” Kikyo said. “You better hurry Chrollo because I’m not sure how much longer I can last. Because I think I’m starting to love Illumi again.” I said quietly to myself. I put my dirty clothes in the hamper and left the bathroom.

“There you are. I bet you feel better. Don’t you.” Kikyo said. I noticed that there was now two cribs in the room. “Do you and Illumi have any names picked out?” Kikyo asked. “We don’t. But I’m sure you probably have some in mind. When Illumi gets back why don’t we talk about them.” I said. “Yes we can do that. Oh I’m just so happy that you had girls. I’ve always dreamed about having girls.” Kikyo said. Completely forgetting about Alluka. The poor girl. Being locked away from everyone and everthing. Just because they fear her. I can’t help but think if Chrollo does save me and the twin if we could take Alluka with us. The girl needs to be in a home where she is loved and cared for. “Y/n.” Kikyo said breaking me out of my train of thought. “Sorry must have space out looking at her.” I said putting a hand on the baby in Kikyo’s arms.    

A/n: I know that Chrollo eyes are grey in the anime but I based his eye color on the manga.

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I plan to make a part 2 maybe 3 to I loved and I loved and I lost you