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0mysteiarchives · 1 year ago
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"Without a trace."
• Firefly , Aventurine , Misha , Robin
A/N: Felt quirky soo... reader dying alone arc
Warnings: reader actually dying like fr and angst ?? idk.. also ooc or something... i'll just put it in case
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Well..! So you were caught by death at an unexpected moment, but..
Not a single person in Penacony knew you were gone?
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Your body feeling heavy and your vision becoming blurry, you held tightly onto the last string of consciousness you had left, thinking about the person you cared the most..
Firefly had offered to take you around the plaza to play different games, try different pastries, watch the beautiful scenery from her secret hideout until by each other's side like a little 'date'..
Oh, how she eagerly waits for you as people come and go by her with the happy feelings she hopes to share with you, not even knowing you're gone.
Adventurine had made a bet with you, and the loser of the game has to take the other to an expensive, and luxurious restaurant. He joked that it would be a romantic moment between the two of you and watched as you brushed him off and accepted the deal.
Oh, how disappointed he felt when he never received a single message, thinking that you had backed out without telling him as he walked away from your meeting spot, unaware that you're even gone.
Misha had accepted your offer of helping around the Reverie out of sympathy, you watched as his expression turned from a confused to a happy, and appreciative one. He felt grateful that you would keep him company and have time to catch up.
Oh, how deeply sad he felt as he never saw you walk through the hotel entrance, thinking you had abandoned your promise. He'd overthink that you were gone.
Robin had given you a free ticket to her next concert, giving you a sweet smile and telling you to keep it a secret from her fans, to which you gave into and accepted the invitation. She gave you a hug before parting ways to get ready and make herself presentable mostly for you.
Oh, how hurt she felt when she was unable to find you within the crowd, quickly scurrying down after her performance to ask her fans, her staff members, and even her brother for your whereabouts. How heartbroken she'd be to find out you were gone.
And oh, how you wished that you could have seen them for one last time with tears in your eyes, as you apologize that you two may not meet ever again.
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Literally chilling in my chair w food and water casually writing random angst I thought would be cool rn
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God I fucking love him
I don’t even like Adventurine that much so far. But a certain SOMEONE was talking to me about him and now all I can think about is him smoking, seeing you stare at him, and then putting that stupid smirk on his face, leaning over, firmly cupping the back if your neck and pulling you in to shotgun his smoke djjdjxjd PLEASE-
I don’t even like the smell of cigarette smoke help-
He’d have you bLOW ON HIS DICE BEFORE HE ROLLS PLEASE-
Also has you sit in his lap. “You’re my lucky charm, baby~”
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Help idk if I wanna kiss him or punch him-
Keeps one hand on your hip, dangerously low, when he can.
Also leads you around with a hand on your lower back. Leans in real close to whisper in your ear when he wants to tell you something and you can feel the smirk from where his lips just barely brush your ear. Fucker probably nips your ear when no one is looking I hate this man- (affectionate)
I can imagine him in a pose where he’s leaned back, slightly to the side, propping his head up with a hand, manspreading, and holding his cards to his lips until you can see just the edge of that inFURIATING smirk while he looks at you from over the rim of his sunglasses oML- (Yeah this mf is using you to cheat at cards occasionally- You have a whole fuckin system for this shit at this point. Signals and all.)
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heliosunny · 2 months ago
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LUCKY EGG
Yandere!Adventurine x Reader
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The moment the egg cracked open, you expected something simple. A creature, perhaps a loyal companion to aid you in your travels, something small, manageable. But as the smooth shell split apart, the air shimmered with a strange energy, and a shadow emerged from within.
A man.
Tall, broad-shouldered, and unfairly beautiful, he stretched as though shaking off centuries of sleep. Golden hair framed his face in wild, tousled strands, catching the light like threads of molten metal. His striking eyes, a combination of cyan and magenta, locked onto yours, vivid and sharp, filled with something you couldn’t quite name.
“Well, well.” His voice was smooth, indulgent, laced with quiet amusement. “Aren’t you lucky?”
Before you could even process what was happening, he moved. A strong arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you into an embrace. His warmth pressed against you, a sharp contrast to the cool air of the room.
“I’m Aventurine~” he murmured, his breath warm against your ear. “And it looks like I’m yours.”
You knew what this was. You’d read about it before. Baby duck syndrome. The first thing a newborn creature sees, it imprints upon, forms an unbreakable bond.
You tried to step back. His arms didn’t budge.
“Aventurine” you said carefully, your voice wavering, “maybe we should-”
He chuckled, cutting you off. “There’s no need to be so stiff, treasure. You don’t have to worry.” His hand lifted, brushing strands of hair from your face. The touch was gentle. “I’ll take care of you.”
You swallowed. “That’s… not necessary.”
His smile widened. “Oh, but it is.”
“No need to be afraid” he murmured, tilting his head. “I already know everything about you.”
“What?”
His fingers trailed down your arm, slow and deliberate. “I was inside that egg for three days, listening. Watching. Learning. Every little thing about you.” His voice dropped to a whisper, almost reverent. “And now… I finally get to touch you.”
“That’s not—”
His thumb brushed over your pulse, feeling the rapid beat beneath your skin. A low hum of satisfaction rumbled in his throat.
“Excited?” He chuckled. “I can’t blame you. After all… you summoned me.”
The realization hit you like a ton of bricks.
You had put in the currency. You had pulled the lever. You had brought him into existence.
In his eyes, that meant one thing. You belonged to him. Panic rose in your throat, but before you could say anything else, Aventurine cupped your face between his hands, tilting your chin up so you had no choice but to meet his gaze.
“I’ll be good to you” he promised, his voice velvet-soft. “I’ll be everything you need. Everything you want.” His fingers pressed a little harder, just enough to make your heart hammer in warning. “And in return… you’ll be mine.”
Aventurine’s stomach growled. It was the first break in the tension since his… dramatic arrival.
His intense stare melted for a brief moment into something almost normal as he placed a hand over his stomach and huffed, looking mildly embarrassed.
You took the opportunity. If he’s hungry, then I have a reason to step away.
“I’ll cook something” you blurted out, turning toward the small kitchenette. “Why don’t you take a bath in the meantime?”
Aventurine blinked, then smiled lazily. “Taking care of me already? How sweet.”
You ignored the implication, already moving toward the ingredients you had. Not much. Barely enough for a proper meal, but you could make do.
Aventurine stretched, then smirked. “Guess I’ll take you up on that offer. But don’t miss me too much, alright?”
Oh, I won’t.
As soon as you heard the water running, you bolted. Not out the door, no, that would be reckless, but to quickly gather anything that would help. New clothes. A weapon. Supplies. An excuse to have some space from him.
The weapon shop was your first stop. If you were going to survive with him, he needed gear, something that would let him fight in the dungeons, earn his keep.
The shopkeeper eyed you as you browsed. “Buying for someone?”
You hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. He’s… new.”
That wasn’t a lie.
“Well, let’s see what he can handle.”
Aventurine arrived just as the shopkeeper was about to suggest something basic. He had changed into the spare clothes you found earlier, but they fit him loosely, still damp from his shower. His golden hair was dripping, and damn him, he still looked effortlessly elegant.
He immediately came to your side, standing just a bit too close. “You’re picking out a weapon for me?” His voice was teasing, but there was a pleased edge to it.
“It’s practical” you muttered. “If you’re staying with me, you’ll need to fight.”
“Oh? You want me to protect you?”
“That’s… not what I said.”
The shopkeeper, blissfully unaware of the tension, gestured toward a set of swords and daggers. “Here, try these.”
Aventurine barely spared them a glance. Instead, his fingers brushed over a dark-bladed dagger with intricate carvings. The moment he touched it, a faint shimmer of magic pulsed through the air.
The shopkeeper’s eyes widened. “That’s—”
Aventurine flipped the dagger in his hand, a smirk playing on his lips. “Defense magic, huh? That’s a useful trick.” He twirled the blade effortlessly before giving you a sidelong glance. “See? I can handle myself.”
You frowned. He’s skilled. More than you expected.
Still, you paid for the weapon. Better for him to have it and use it for dungeon runs than… whatever else he has in mind.
After stocking up, you both headed home, passing through the market district. That’s when Aventurine’s sharp gaze locked onto something.
A crowd.
A gambling crowd.
People were shouting excitedly, coins clinking as dice rolled.
His lips curled in amusement. “What’s this?”
You tensed. “A waste of time.”
His smirk widened. “Come on, treasure. A little gamble never hurt anyone.”
“It does when you lose all your money.”
“But what if I don’t lose?”
You exhaled sharply. “Aventurine—”
Too late. He was already striding forward.
You groaned, following reluctantly. This was a terrible idea.
The moment Aventurine placed a bet, something strange happened.
The dice always landed in his favor. Cards always turned in his favor.
People muttered, eyes narrowing. “Is he cheating?”
“Not a chance” the dealer said grimly. “I’ve been watching. He’s just… insanely lucky.”
Within minutes, Aventurine had doubled, then tripled his winnings. He turned to you, holding up a handful of winnings with a wicked grin. “See? I told you.”
You crossed your arms. “It’s dangerous to win too much.”
His eyes glowed with amusement. “Why? Afraid someone might get jealous?”
Yes. But that wasn’t the real problem. The problem was him. The way he enjoyed pushing limits.
You grabbed his wrist. “We’re leaving.”
Aventurine blinked, then smirked. “Oh? Possessive already?”
Still, he let you pull him away, even as the crowd buzzed behind you.
As you walked back home, Aventurine toyed with a golden coin between his fingers, glancing at you with unreadable intent.
“You know…” His voice was low, teasing. “Maybe I really am the luckiest man alive.”
You didn’t respond. But as he slipped his free hand into yours, holding it far too tightly, you realized something chilling: He wasn’t talking about the gambling.
You woke up to an empty room.
For a moment, panic gripped your chest. Had he left? Had he changed his mind?
But then, the glowing screen of your status interface caught your eye. Your points had skyrocketed. You blinked, staring at the numbers increasing in real-time. What the hell? The only explanation was him. He had gone out and soloed a dungeon. You exhaled, rubbing your temples.
With a sigh, you moved to the kitchen, deciding to cook breakfast while you had the chance. Whatever his reasons, he had at least earned a meal. You prepared an extra plate, leaving it on the table for him in case he returned while you were out.
You needed time to yourself.
After everything that had happened: the imprinting, the suffocating presence, the gambling spree,... You needed some space to breathe.
As you strolled through the bustling streets, you found your gaze lingering on pet owners. Dogs trotting beside their humans, birds perched on shoulders, even a few rare magical beasts following their companions. It was normal. Yet your egg had spawned a man.
Why?
Your fingers tightened around your bag. Was this normal? Was there something wrong with that machine?
By the time you returned home, you heard voices.
Aventurine’s smooth, teasing tone. And a woman’s sharp, irritated response.
He’s arguing with someone?
You stepped inside, eyes immediately locking onto the scene.
Aventurine stood near the entrance, arms crossed, expression smug. His golden hair caught the light, making him look deceptively relaxed. The woman in front of him looked less amused. She had striking violet eyes, dark robes, and an air of authority. A merchant? A guild member?
“You owe us” she hissed.
Aventurine tilted his head, all mock innocence. “Do I?”
The woman’s gaze flickered to you as you entered, lips pressing into a thin line.
“You!” she said flatly. “You’re his keeper, aren’t you?”
Before you could respond, Aventurine’s smile sharpened. “Now, now,” he murmured, stepping toward you. His hand landed firmly on your lower back, pulling you close. “There’s no need to drag my dear partner into this.”
The woman scoffed. “So you haven’t told them, huh?”
You looked between them. “Told me what?”
Aventurine sighed dramatically. “It’s nothing serious. Just a little misunderstanding.”
The woman’s eyes narrowed. “He cheated.”
You froze. “What?”
Aventurine chuckled. “That’s a strong accusation.”
The woman crossed her arms. “You won an unnatural amount of times. The casino wants their money back.”
You knew he was lucky. But was it really cheating?
You turned to Aventurine, watching the way his lips twitched in amusement.
“…Did you?”
He grinned. “Define cheating.”
The woman huffed. “Listen. Just return the winnings and we won’t cause trouble.”
You hadn’t touched a single coin from his gambling spree. You had no interest in dirty money, and you had told him as much.
You turned to Aventurine. “Just give it back.”
His grip on you tightened.
“I don’t think I will.”
The woman scoffed. “Typical.”
Aventurine sighed, shaking his head. “Come on, treasure. Why should I give up something I rightfully won?” His eyes glinted with amusement—and challenge. “Unless, of course, you don’t trust me?”
Before you could argue, the woman straightened. “Fine. If you won’t return it, then prove it wasn’t a fluke.”
Aventurine raised a brow. “Oh?”
She smirked. “A wager.”
His expression lit up with interest. “Now that,” he purred, “sounds fun.”
You barely resisted the urge to slam your head against the wall.
Aventurine’s eyes gleamed with amusement. “A wager, huh?”
The woman smirked, arms crossed. “That’s right. A proper gambling match. If you win, you keep the money. If you lose, you return every last coin.”
Aventurine thrived on risk, thrill, danger—this was just entertainment to him. But if the casino was challenging him, that meant they weren’t convinced his luck was natural.
You saw the way Aventurine was looking at you: expectant, testing. As if he was waiting to see if you would stop him.
“I accept.” Aventurine’s grin widened.
The woman exhaled sharply, clearly expecting this answer. “Fine. Tomorrow night. High-stakes table.”
You hated everything about this.
The woman gave you a sharp look before turning on her heel and leaving.
The moment the door shut, you rounded on Aventurine. “What the hell was that?!”
He chuckled. “Oh, treasure. Don’t look so upset.”
“You just agreed to gamble against a casino! Do you have any idea how dangerous that is?!”
He hummed, stepping closer, hands sliding into his pockets. “Dangerous? Or exciting?”
You scowled. “Aventurine!”
He caught your wrist, gently but firmly. “You doubt me.”
You hesitated.
“I don’t—” You exhaled sharply. “I don’t trust them. They wouldn’t offer this bet unless they had a plan.”
Aventurine chuckled, tugging you closer. “And yet… you’re worried about me.”
His fingers brushed over your pulse. “How sweet.”
You swallowed. “Just be careful.”
Aventurine smirked, pleased. “Of course. After all…” His voice dropped to a whisper. “I wouldn’t want to leave you all alone.”
The casino was packed.
Golden lights flickered overhead, the air thick with tension and anticipation. Aventurine looked completely at ease, dressed in sleek black, looking dangerously elegant. His golden hair fell in loose waves, eyes gleaming like polished gems under the chandeliers.
You felt out of place beside him, but Aventurine didn’t let you stray. His arm remained draped around your waist, his fingers tracing small circles against your skin.
“You’re nervous” he murmured, lips dangerously close to your ear.
You stiffened. “I don’t trust this.”
He chuckled. “Then trust me.”
Before you could respond, the dealer motioned for the game to begin.
High stakes. One match. Winner takes all.
Aventurine’s smile was sharp as a knife.
The cards were dealt. Dice rolled. Coins clinked.
Aventurine played with effortless confidence.
Every turn, every call, he moved like he already knew the outcome. As if fate itself bent to his will.
The other players grew tense. Whispers spread.
A final roll. A reveal.
Aventurine leaned back with a satisfied sigh. “Well… looks like I win.”
Then the woman from before scowled. “This—this isn’t normal.”
Aventurine tilted his head. “Are you accusing me of cheating?”
The casino staff shifted, uncertain. They wanted to. But there was no evidence.
Aventurine turned to you with a pleased smile. “See, treasure? Nothing to worry about.”
You exhaled shakily.
But as you looked at the dealer—at the way his hands trembled, his expression grim, you felt a creeping sense of unease.
Because Aventurine hadn’t just won. He had shattered the game entirely. And for the first time… you wondered if his luck was something more than just chance.
The moment you both stepped into your old apartment, you knew, you couldn’t stay here anymore. Not after the casino incident. Not after the way people had started watching you both. The absurd amount of points and money Aventurine had earned made you both a target. And that was the last thing you needed.
You exhaled. “We’re moving.”
Aventurine raised a brow, lounging lazily on the couch. “Oh?”
You crossed your arms. “We have the money for a better place. It’s safer this way.”
He tilted his head, studying you. Then, slowly, a pleased smile curled on his lips.
“Protecting me, are you?”
You stiffened. “I—no. I’m protecting myself.”
Aventurine only chuckled, stretching like a satisfied cat. “Mmm. Whatever you say, treasure.”
With a new apartment secured, you had another thought.
Aventurine looked like a disaster.
Not in the way you wanted, he was still frustratingly beautiful. But his clothes were either borrowed, stolen, or just not fitting his presence.
So you dragged him to the mall.
Aventurine smirked as you sifted through outfits, your eyes sharp with concentration. “I never took you for the type to play dress-up.”
You rolled your eyes. “You stick out too much in your usual mess. If we’re moving to a nicer place, you should at least look the part.”
He hummed in amusement but let you work. And, of course, the moment he tried on anything remotely elegant—he drew attention. Women whispered. Staff fawned over him. A group of admirers even giggled near the fitting rooms, watching as he adjusted a sleek black suit.
Aventurine was dangerous in a tailored outfit—sharp lines, golden hair effortlessly styled, eyes glinting with mischief. He thrived under the attention.
You, however, had enough.
Leaving him to entertain his admirers, you slipped away to the nearest bar. You just needed one drink. One moment to breathe without him watching you so closely.
The bar was dimly lit, quiet despite the low hum of conversation. You ordered something strong, letting the burn distract you from the ever-present weight of Aventurine’s presence.
But, of course…
It didn’t last long.
A glass clinked onto the counter beside you.
“You wound me, treasure.”
You tensed.
Aventurine slid into the seat beside you, smirking. His new outfit fit him far too well, making him look even more untouchable.
“You ran off” he murmured, swirling the drink in his hand. “Were you jealous?”
You scoffed. “I just needed a break.”
He chuckled, taking a slow sip. “And yet, here you are—drinking alone.”
You didn’t reply.
Aventurine leaned in, voice dangerously soft. “What am I going to do with you, hm?”
You ignored the shiver down your spine and ordered another drink.
The world blurred.
You hadn’t meant to drink so much, but Aventurine kept pushing.
Another glass. Another toast. Another teasing smile. By the time you stumbled out of the bar, the streets swayed beneath your feet.
Aventurine, of course, was perfectly fine.
He caught you easily, holding you upright with effortless strength.
“Tsk, tsk,” he hummed, lips brushing against your ear. “Look at you. Completely at my mercy.”
You hated how warm he felt.
Aventurine sighed, lifting you into his arms without effort.
“I guess I’ll have to take care of you, won’t I?”
You barely registered the journey back.
Soft sheets. A familiar scent. The feeling of being lowered onto the bed. Aventurine’s fingers brushed your forehead, tucking stray strands of hair behind your ear.
“…You shouldn’t be so reckless, treasure.”
Your vision blurred. “M’fine…”
He chuckled, low and dark. “No. You’re really not.”
You were slipping—consciousness fading.
But just before sleep took you, you felt it.
A hand on your cheek. Aventurine’s voice, barely a whisper.
“…You don’t even realize, do you?”
A slow, deliberate sigh.
“I was always meant to be yours.”
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swivi · 6 months ago
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I swear fictional characters has made my expectations so high that I think I might die alone, because tf am I gonna do when someone asks me what my type is? Oh my bad, I'm into pixels and animated drawings. Hbu?🥰
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fisshbones · 9 months ago
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Honkai Star Rail Characters as twts/texts
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kuroshioi · 11 months ago
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Ride it.
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Context: you ride their cock like there is no tommorow.
Warning: mdni, reader has no gender here, some unchecked grammar mistakes.
Author's note: I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING OFFLINE FOR A LONG TIME HELP-
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God, how long has it been already since you were in this position? You don't remember but all you know is that it feels so fucking good. It's a sinful pleasure but a pleasure you want so badly right now that you no longer have self control over yourself.
You already had more than four orgasms but your desire is not melted that easily, you want more. You want that cock stuffed inside you and ride it for hours and hours to come even if you had to beg for it. And here you are right now. Panting and moaning while still not willing to stop because it's them you are taking. Not some random guy on the street you met and decided to have a hookup no, it's someone special you care about.
"still not tired huh?" They said with a slight smirk on their facing already knowing the answer "no! please..just one more..?" You give them a pleading look. A look that they can't deny no matter what.
"Well darling, who am I to refuse your little desires?" They said as they held your hips up, ready to start another round.
"come on, ride it."
A long night of sinful pleasure it is then.
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Characters: Diluc, Kaeya, Zhongli, Ayato, Pantalone, Childe, Jing Yuan, Sunday, Adventurine + your favs☆
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arsonlookers · 11 months ago
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VERY NEEDY IDOL! YAN! AVENTURINE
Suggestive below read at your own risk~
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Imagine down bad yandere! idol adventurine really wanted to be treated like this by his manager Reader.
He has dreamed all night and all day daydreaming about being under you, and he is soooo down bad.
He doesn't care if he would be the top or the bottom in the relationship at all.
all he cares about is you and him together, being intimate, being lovely dovely with each other being able to love and be loved back, that's all inside his mind.
Imagine just how yandere! Adventurine would go down on his knees and begs you to just fuck him, even better if you made him pussy drunk at all. he will be ecstatic and even incoherently thank you non-stop
"ThaThank you~ ahhh~~ mmmnn~ ahh~ Thankyou~thank-thank you baby~ agghbabyy~ "
He will never let go of your leg unless you give him all he wants, and he will even shamelessly make a bet with your dignity on the line so if you either lose or win he will have an advantage one way or the other.
After all, he doesn't want to lose this chance to be able to fuck his sexy and lovely manager~
just push more against his d!ck he loves the feeling of your heels just pushing against his member and looking at you with his love-sick eyes. Don't ever lose eye contact with this man because he will grip harder on your leg if you look away even for a second.
"Look at me~ please just look at me~ "
He loves how soft your thighs are and how plush it is against his face, and even snuggles his cheeks against your thigh while keeping eye contact, he can smell your arousal because of how close he is to your private and he is just as turned on as you.
he will tease You about it but he is no better since you can clearly see his packing under your heels and even with your heels on you can feel how he is getting bigger than before which is not normal at all.
With your dirty mind, you start to imagine just how hard he can get and just how good he would feel inside you.
with lust-filled eyes, you just can't look away from his obsessed and lustful gaze.
Imagine after all this is happening it will end up from just pushing his member down by your heels to literally sitting on his face shamelessly putting more strength and griping on your sides to not lose the sensation of drowning in your juices and being faced against your pussy~
"Stay~ hmmm~ you taste so goood~ ahh~ mmm~"
Praises you just how you make him feel and loves how your juices never end.
He loves how it moves so fast from him begging to now eating you out was a dream for him. grips his hair please he loves how tight and sends electrics on his body. the pain is reminding him that this is real and not a dream.
That you are in front of his face eating you out and hearing your godly lovely moans and whimpers. He will forever cherish this moment and nonstop imagine this every moment of his life.
he is in your mercy so please give him more~
"Ahhh~ hmm~ more~ just mo-more~ stay like this ~ forever ahh~ you taste sofckingGoood~ahggghhh~~"
Its even better if not just this position you know~ he can do all and if possible he will do ALL with you~ He means it~
E.V.E.R.Y. S.I.N.G.L.E. P.O.S.I.T.I.O.N.
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Until you pass out~ and even if you do pass out, don't really expect he will just stop ~ no honey~ he will continue even after that~
"you need something baby?"
don't really worry he does take good after care for you. you cant walk? he will serve you breakfast in bed
You want to go to the restroom, he will take you there
He will be at your beck and call. just call him anywhere, everytime, and anything he dont really care he will ditch everything in a matter if seconds. FOR. YOU.~
Art is not mine!!
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jiejies-corner-store · 1 year ago
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this cruel world
pairing. aventurine x reader tags/tw: fem!reader, pregnancy, complications with pregnancy, references to childbirth, angst w/ open ending, spoilers to aventurine's real name, mostly 2.1 spoiler free i think sfw a/n: i did not proofread this at all, but i'm playing through 2.1 and i have to keep stopping because baby aventurine is hurting my soul. might make a follow up to this pt. 2
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The more you had, the more you stood to lose.
Aventurine lived his life holding onto this one fact.
“--vasha…”
So why… why did he ever aspire to gain more than he could handle to lose.
“Sir, you need to leave the room we need to stabilize her,” the nurses ushered him out of the room. The cold white lights of the hospital room made his head spin. The smell of sanitizer burned his airways. Everything was happening all at once and there was nothing he could do. He was about to crash out. He was about to lose it all.
From there it was a blur. It wasn’t until he felt a hand touch his shoulder that he even realized he’d been standing staring down at this… glass box for an hour. His neck strained but he couldn’t take his eyes off of it.
“He looks just like you,” Topaz said, joining her colleague, staring down at the small infant encased safely in the clear incubator. All sorts of things were attached to the steadily breathing Avgin child, monitoring… waiting. Just as he imagined you were at the moment. Hooked up to a hundred machines as the nurses and doctors worked to try to keep your brain alive and your heart pumping.
“I’ve… not even been able to hold him yet,” Aventurine said quietly. It was wrong. It was wrong to acknowledge his son’s existence. It was almost as if the second he did, he would lose you. A sick gamble.
Topaz broke her gaze and instead looked to Aventurine. “She’s going to be okay you know. These are the best doctors that the galaxy has to offer—”
She shut up when Aventurine had nothing to offer her except for a dejected look. After watching over the young Avgin in silence for a few more minutes, Topaz left with a simple pat on the father’s back, and left him to his thoughts.
Outside, rain poured in heavy sheets of water.
Finally, Aventurine sat down next to his newborn child and finally swaddled the child into his arms, closing his eyes as tears began to build up in them, “Welcome to this cruel world… Ilyas.”
When he opened his eyes again, an identical pair stared back in wonder.
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drabblesdear · 3 months ago
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Aren’t you a sweetheart…?
He smiles almost sickly, his eyes crinkling in the sides. It was unsettling, scary, even.
It was odd how he was still smiling so shamelessly after he had tried to stab you in that back.
You weren’t dumb. Ofcourse you knew something was up. So you caught the knife.
And positioned it to his neck, turning the tables.
“Aha…aha…” He chuckled, laughing at his own stupidity, “…Who was I to think I could fool you…?”
You gritted your teeth, eyes hardening as you pressed the knife to his neck deeper, “An idiot, clearly.”
“Ngh…Aren’t you a sweetheart?”
“Shut up.” You growled, using your leg to hit his crotch. Yet he barely flinched.
“Kill me if you want…its an honor to die by your hands, dear.” He murmured, his eyes turning almost masochistic.
“…And if I don’t?”
“I’ll make you, I’m afraid…”
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0mysteiarchives · 1 year ago
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The Yandere Penacony Escape Attempt Experience
"I'll keep you by my side, whether by will or force."
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Finished the main story days ago and needless to say i'm still recovering from my wife's death-
But after digging through every bit of the character's personality that I could, there's yandere possibilities when I see it
warning: yandere themes and possibly ooc once again i really need a better grip holy shit-
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"Wherever you go you feel watchful eyes gazing upon you. No matter the location whether it be a large area or an entirely different planet. You'll never be able to shake off the unerving feeling of being followed. But it can't be them right? You're sure you've left them behind.."
-Sparkle , Black Swan
"Why would you try to run and hide? They've given you everything you wanted and you're just going to throw that all away? Try as you might, but you'll be back in their arms soon enough. But this time the punishment won't be so forgiving on you."
-Adventurine , Sunday
"Leaving? How could you do such thing? They won't get you back by force but stay with them a bit longer won't you? They'd rather not lose someone so very dear to them ever again, maybe you'll forget about disappearing in due time."
-Acheron , Firefly
"May they remind you that you're involved with a popular figure? They could have your reputation down in seconds, family taken away in a blink of an eye. It might seem harsh, but whatever it takes to get you back, they'll do it."
-Robin , Sunday
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"Why is Gallagher not here??" Because he had 6-7 lines and all I got was that he's a silly guy doing his job..also is it just me or I expected a slightly deeper voice??
"Where Misha??" No.
Also I placed Acheron in the 2nd because I saw a thread talking abt relic lore with Acheron losing someone so- makes sense?? no?? :(
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animekpopsimp · 10 months ago
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Can you do a nerd reader with hsr men (doesn’t have to be romantic) I just adore your writing style <3
Honkai Star Rail x nerdy reader
Dan Heng
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Dan Heng is a bit of a nerd himself, so the two of you just click. You both love spending time going through all the artifacts he's found, or talking about something new you've learned. He finds it comfortable to have someone around who's just as interested in the same things he is.
Welt
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Welt can also be considered a nerd, so he quite enjoys your company. He's always happy to listen to you ramble about something you've learned, he'll simply sit there and let you talk for however long.
Adventurine
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Adventurine isn't very smart in the traditional sense, but none the less, he enjoys your company. He may not always understand what you're talking about, but he'll listen to whatever you're talking about anyway, even if you may have to explain it a second time.
Dr. Ratio
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Dr. Ratio is a very smart man, and he enjoys the company of other smart people, you included. The two of you will sit there, one of you rambling about something while the other listens. Ratio is just happy to have someone around who's as smart as he is.
Jing Yuang
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As a general, Jing Yuan isn't the smartest person. He isn't stupid, but he's more focused on his combat skills. When it comes to your nerdy personality, he finds it adorable. He'll let you ramble about any topic you find interesting, as long as you're happy.
Argenti
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Argenti loves how passionate you are about learning new things. He may have trouble understanding what you're talking about anything you've learned, as long as you're happy.
Sunday
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Sunday isn't dumb, but he isn't the smartest either. He loves listening to you ramble about whatever topic interests you because he knows it makes you happy. Your nerdy personality is adorable to him.
Boothill
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Boothill isn't that smart, so if you're rambling about a specific topic, you might have to explain things more than once. He thinks you're adorable and absolutely loves hearing you go on about whatever topic interests you.
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stargildedskies · 1 year ago
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I know I'm predictable at this point but………. c’mon just imagine a threesome with these two.
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azes-ocean · 5 months ago
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~Liar, Liar, your soul on fire~
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Aventurine angst (No comfort)
( Aventurine x gn reader )
Warnings: Reader is dead, Su1cidal thoughts, low self worth, overall angst, please tell me if I have to add more 💙
Small spoilers for the penacony quest 💙
Non-canon events, not proofread.
An: I feel angsty 🥺
“Welcome to this sad world.
“Kakavasha.”
“May the mother Gaiathra open her eyes three times to you.
“May your virtues be paraded and your schemes ever concealed.”
“Isn’t that ironic?” Aventurine asked you, his smile fading lightly, but still plastered on with practiced ease. His eyes, already usually looking like dark purple pools, seemed especially bottomless today.
In a place you can’t reach.
Surrounded by waters he only ever let you touch.
‘How sad you didn’t know that even the slightest touch send waves until the deepest level to him’
How sad you’d never know.
“I know you can’t answer, can you?” He laughed to himself, his carefully practiced expression fading before he managed another smile, blinking away any sorrow.
Hide away the tears that weaken you.
How stupid of him.
If Ratio saw him he’d call him idiotic.
Wait, no, why was he thinking of other people?
Yes, yes, when did he ever forget he was worth just 60 coins? 
Oh right.
It was with you.
You, who was the love of his life, who had never put him down, only lifted him up.
You, who loved him so much that you never questioned his fake laughs, his sudden disappearances, his questionable actions and habits.
You, who acted as if every gift he gave you was precious and unreplacable.
You, who’s every smile lifted him up to a place that he could only describe as priceless.
No wonder he never belonged there.
He laughed again, bitterly, his hand creeping up to clutch his watch on his wrist tightly, looking down to hide his tears that he failed to keep.
He couldn’t show you his tears. 
He couldn’t.
Why does he deserve to cry for a loss he deserved?
“Forgive me…” he whispered under his breath, his voice cracking as he clutched his wrist tighter, trying to pretend it was your warm hand in his, comforting him, about to wake him up from this nightmare. “Please…” he blinked back more tears, biting his lips so hard it hurt.
But the pain in his chest didn’t let him notice it.
Please, please, if the mother Gaiathra had truly favored him.
Please, please, please bring him back to you.
Kill him, rip his flesh from his bones, let him suffocate in the vacuum of outer space, let him feel your pain.
Please.
Please.
It would hurt so much less than knowing he was living whilst you were gone.
All the pain in the world, let him take it, just let Aventurine see you again.
He was utterly pathetic, wasn’t he? Begging to the Aeons he had always cursed, praying to the gods he had never believed in.
Go on, you think it too, right? You do right? Then please tell him.
Wake up and slap his face, scar his body, kick him until he was bleeding a river of blood.
But please don’t leave him.
The world can’t be this cruel.
You told him that, right?
“Do you think demon’s are real?”
“Thats silly, Aven, the world may like to beat you down and stuff, but its not that bad.
Afterall, the world let us have each other, right?”
Liar, liar, beautiful, perfect liar.
You were just like everything in Aventurine’s cursed life.
You promised him happiness. Companionship. Reason. Purpose.
Love.
Then you left him alone, alone, alone again.
Just when he thought he had found a savior to his sins.
A light in his darkness.
A joy in his misery.
A truth to his fake. 
Turns out you were just another big lie.
But please, please, he’d believe that lie again. He’d preach it, he’d praise it, he’d let himself be swallowed whole in the illusion again.
So tell it to him again please.
“I love you, Aventurine. Don’t doubt that silly.” 
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fisshbones · 4 months ago
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Cute things hsr characters do
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Note: These are short hcs with characters of things that i personally see as cute. Gn!reader. No Tws, Just soft characters!
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March 7th: 📸
Sometime ago March had gifted you a plushie and ever since she’s called said plush “our son.” She has some stuffed animals herself that she’s put small accessories/clothes on; so it only makes sense for her to dress y’alls “son” up too. March also takes your shared son on shopping trips and tucks it in at night.
Aventurine: 🎲
Aventurine frequently gifts you custom tailored clothes and shoes. Some that are in your style, some that are matching with him, and some for more… intimate occasions. He knows your measurements by heart. Along with your preferences in fabrics, length, and style.
Gallagher: 🥃
Every time you bend down he slides one of his hands above your head so you don’t bump/hurt tour head. It’s not even a conscious decision his body just moves on its own to protect you, even in the smallest of ways.
Gepard: 🛡️
Walks on the side facing the road. It’s in his nature to protect others. This comes in various forms including blocking your body from the road. If anything or anyone dangerous comes from that side he can be your knight in shining armor. Truthfully this doesn’t stop at just roads. If you’re walking by a construction site he’ll also block you from that as well. He’d rather get hurt than have you hurt.
Sunday: 🪽
Sunday puts little post-it notes in your room + shared areas as a reminder. A reminder for what? All different things!! Some notes are reminders for any tasks you may have to do, including eating/drinking water. Others are just positive affirmations like that he loves you and is proud of you!!
Robin: 🕊️
Styles your hair and lets you style hers too. She has an image to uphold so she won’t wear the hair style you gave her out if it’s too crazy, but if it’s subtle or classy she’ll def wear it. She likes to run her hands through your hair and braid it (if you’ll let her.) She likes to think of this as a relaxing bonding moment. Since you gifted her this moment of relaxation she’ll sing to you. Sometimes it’s one of her own songs. Sometimes it’s just one she knows you love.
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madamofthestars · 1 year ago
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Wanna play a game!| Mini yandere Adventurine headcanon
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Tw-Yandere content
🖤Adventurine found your escape attempts amusing for it so cute how hard you try. So much so that he decided to play a game with you if you win he let’s you go and if he wins you will be his forever.
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arsonlookers · 10 months ago
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Gamble your future with me~
Aventurine x reader
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You know how handsome Aventurine right? like man, he can have both girls and boys at the same time it wouldn't be a surprise if he cheated on you.
There are plenty of Fish in the sea and those fishes would be very attracted to a man like him naturally, that applies to you too.
One night at a loud banging casino bar, minding your own business since you just came from your Younger sister's wedding, and having thoughts on when, are you, going to get a man for yourself? since your younger sister already beat you to it. You're already old enough to marry now imagine still being single and a virgin but still no status. Such as a LOVER. You already question Gods and Diety on when are you going to have a lover? is he gonna fall from somewhere? like in a romance anime? or just maybe, if God provides he would miraculously FALL in front of you.
"yeah right" you mumble to yourself laughing at the thought a little
When suddenly, something did fall in front of you technically not a man but chips. Golden Chips. Falling from the sky. burying people down.
'what the hell is going on?' you thought looking at the culprit
A man wearing, a very lavish style that suit him very much, glasses and a hat with a chip at hand playing at it as if nothing just happened.
He does...look handsome, You are not gonna deny yourself that, he is an eye candy if you may say so. A literal Eye candy. With a spade-like open chest window...
"Heyy~ my eyes are up here~" He said teasingly smirking at you as you unconsciously were staring at his boob.
making you look up at him embarrassed being caught on staring inappropriately.
making you just look away and stare at your drink pretending nothing happened even though inside you are dying of embarrassment.
"are you gonna ignore me?" he calls out to you again now sitting in an empty spot beside you.
now looking at him trying to look cool. not embarrassed at all. "umm, Hi? no no I'm not ignoring you, just having thoughts" you said preventing yourself from looking down at his open chest again.
"Hmmm~" he sounds not so convinced, just teasingly checking you out up and down. And with that making you conscious of his eyes, behind his glasses.
"would you care a drink with me? My treat" The mysterious man smiles as he looks at you in the eyes.
And something in his eyes makes you wonder, How pretty it is, without his glasses.
for a moment it's as if time has stopped for a while just by staring into his eyes, that is when he smiles at you and orders a drink from the bartender.
he breaks the contact but it resonates with you, how pretty his eyes are, and having this urge to just take his glasses off and stare at his eyes forever if possible.
"what would you like pretty lady?~" he asked looking back at you with a small smile with his hands on his cheek.
"The usual [favorite alcohol] please, thank you" looking back at the bartender.
"I'm Aventurine, and what would your name be, pretty lady? " he asked still looking at you
you smile a little "Y/n L/n, pleasure to meet you Mr. aventurine"
Since that night the more you visited the casino every night, the more you get to understand and get to know who this Mr. Aventurine is. He is not that bad of a companion every night you see, he does entertain you in his own way.
The more you get interested and fall for his charms, You already sign yourself to him unconsciously.
after another win of his gamble.
"You win again," You said passing him his drink
He just shrugs and smiles at you, knowing to himself that he has become accustomed to your presence and becomes comfortable talking to you. Having this little bubble surrounding you and him. Just You and Him.
You on the other hand already falling for him secretly, you don't want him to know about it because you can clearly see it in him. he is not yet ready to have a relationship or even face his own feelings. You are pretty observant yourself so you held yourself back from confessing since if you confess he might push you away because he is scared or not used to this affection. And possibly ruin this little bubble the two of you love.
Throughout your friendship with Aventurine, you have a fair share of problems and trust issues but you both manage to clear that one up. Since then he has started to trust you little by little starting with his identity you know that AVENTURINE is not his real name but he never tells you his real name, but you can wait. You think to yourself that you are a decent patient person [you think]. another is his person-like details, not really detailed but at least he gave you a grasp of his work and who he really is.
As time passes by you get to know him more and more even outside the casino he starts asking you out as a FRIENDLY outing he says. To the point, that you actually become his closest friend.
You are currently inside his apartment, petting his plenty of share of Cat cake, you just found them so adorable since you first visited his apartment and since then, you always had a habit of bringing foods for them and even sometimes you end up forgetting aventurine and your HANGOUT because you spend a lot of time with his cat cakes.
Aventurine actually secretly envies his cat cakes because he just want to 'hangout' with you but it always ends up you giving your attention to his pets, he envies them whenever you just enters his apartment the first things you would ask is
"where are they?" goes to search his room and after seeing them starts to pet them and feed them on his bed
"awwwww, your soooo cuteee" you cuddle them and nuzzles your face on them.
Aventurine on the other hand had this emotion build up within him feeling all this emotions of just wanting your attention and all not to his cats.
Then you would notice him looking at you and to his cats with his face pouting
"pff" you would secretly adore how his face contorted to jealousy by his own pets.
the day would just end with you cooking for him in his kitchen and secretly taking glances at you or helping you out, even better how you still have both your attention halves on him and his cats since just like their owner they are clingy.
the first one to confess is actually to your surprise Aventurine, It's when you meet Dr. Ratio personally. Well let's say this time he is starting to not like your interactions with the man, and he is starting to understand his feelings for you, after all, he is conflicted between you being his closest friend like family or he having a romantic feeling going on.
But after Dr. Ratio actually complements you. COMPLEMENTS YOU. Do you know to what extent amazing that is?! The most perfectionist man in the world or even in the universe whose pride is the tallest of tall who thinks of people as a waste of space because their " Idiotcy" Complements you?! He starts to think of it as if he was about to take you away from him, not after hearing it from your mouth.
"did you know Ratio asked me to be part of the Genius society? " you said nonchalantly not really bothered by it
On the other hand, Aventurine is shocked?! as if you just dropped a bomb on him with that calm voice of yours, He just can't believe it Plus imagine his realization when you called Dr. Ratio in A FIRST NAME BASIS his mind is overwhelmed with information and cant believe what he is hearing.
"Are you joking? THAT doctor??" tries to be calm when his voice is obviously shaking right now
You just nod to his question calmly drinks your soda
"what did you say? did you say yes??" In his voice, he is shaking waiting patiently on your answer
and you just answered "I haven't thought of it yet, I just said give me time to think" and you shrug your shoulder continuing drinking your soda
he was dumbfounded since that interaction, he just kept thinking of you and the question of the Doctor gonna take you away from him?? is he gonna lose you? that's when he connects all the puzzle of his feelings, answers why he is so attached to you, jealous of his cats spending more time with you, not having your attention on him, and talking to the Doctor. now he knows...now he realizes how important you are to him, even though he has not given you his name and truly trusts you he knows deep down how much he wants to tell you so badly.
"I love her..." he mumble in his breath on his realization
After all of that, The very next day he sets you on a proper date this time... well kind of disguises it as a Friendly Date at first.
But then when you both are in his apartment and finish the 'date' at his house the both of you become cozy with each other and start to talk about each other's day this is when he lets his feelings out and ask you the question he is itching to know the answer of.
"Y/n?" he asks his head lying on your thigh like normal
"hmmm?" you on the other hand entertains yourself on playing with his hair and braiding it if possible
"did you accept the Doctors' offer? of joining the Genius Society?" he asked looking at you in the eye searching for the truth and also admiring how pretty you are right now.
"hmmm? why?" you asked looking down at him and smirking
he looks at you and knows that smirk very well but he lets it slide, he really loves your playfulness secretly. "I just wanna know"
a smirk turns into a smile "No, I'm too tired of dealing with people who will always want to be at the top. and my hands are already occupied with greater work" smirking as your hands keep playing with his hair
"hmmm? " he hummed loving your gentle touch, and feeling relieved about your answer for him, you will be by his side and you chose not to go so that's good.
with the atmosphere, he decided it was time, that he should not run away this time and face his real feelings. Now. So he starts to confess and tells you how comfortable he is with you, how you earned his trust, how grateful he is meeting you, how you made his day, how comforting you are, how he just loves your laughs. he blabbers and talks his feelings out, you on the other hand just keep listening and playing with his hair trying to hide your blushing face away from him and pretends you are chill, when in reality you are a mess right now.
he sits up from his previous position and holds your face with his hands, making you look at him in the eye.
"y/n, You are the only person who made me feel this way, the only person who made me trust somebody again" he smiles gently and his heart pumping hard inside his chest, just wanting to let this feelings out this time
"Y/n L/n, I Love you Love you at your worst love you at your best always loves your smile always Loves your everything" he smiles and looks at you intently
After hearing his confession you just go nuts, you feel so conflicted but at the same time so grateful and relieved that your affection for this same man is reciprocated, Looking at him makes you redder. Your heart goes kabooom inside as if a bomb just exploded and everything around you is blurry except you and Aventurine.
he looks so vulnerable right now, a blush on his cheeks and a genuine smile as he looks at you straight in the eye, waiting for your response.
'He is so cute...so handsome as ever' you thought hearing your own heartbeat against your chest beating and beating as you stared longer at the man
So you touch his face and kiss him on the cheek, already feeling bold. As your heartbeat keeps pumping so hard against your chest looking at him and how he too is blushing mess, smiling and making you blush red.
"mmm, I ...Love you too Aventurine...for a really long time" hugs him tight not wanting him to see you like this, A blushing mess for him and him only.
You can feel him hugging you back, and you can also hear a stifle and a sob from him feeling everything at the same time you just want this moment to not end.
After a moment or two still in the same position of embracing each other now in a much more comfortable spot, you laying in his chest and him hugging you tight in lying position.
"Aventurine?" You whisper his name repeatedly and sweetly to remind him or Yourself that this is true, everything is not a dream or a hallucination of yourself
He hummed at your call making his chest vibrate against your head
"Kakavasha" He says quietly as his hands find their way to your hair and start playing with it.
"kakavasha, kakavasha?" You said his name confusedly. repeating it twice making sure the pronunciation is correct
"hmm, yes darling?"
he hummed, secretly likes it when you Call His Real name, savoring how it rolls in your tongue. How sweet it sounded in your voice. How it made him shiver inside.
You look up at him and smile brightly "Kakavasha" this time confident about your pronunciation and happy to finally know his real name, feeling all this emotion at once you find comfort in putting your head again in his chest and hearing how his heartbeat is beating. You whisper to yourself one last time "Kakavasha" liking how his name rolls on your tongue and decide to close your eyes while only hearing and be in comfort of his touch and heartbeat.
After that eventful night, everything between the both of you did a little change. Not significantly but there are some changes like now you can openly compliments him and shyly kiss him on his cheek, and he too becomes a little more vulnerable around you and clingy.
Nothing can ever convince you that this is the most precious memory you can have ever wanted in your lousy life. A caring boyfriend and a peaceful life. You want this to last forever, with your future hubby.
Well, the only problem now is, your Insecurity. You know better than anyone that he is perfect than all the men you could ever wish for, he is handsome, pretty, considerate, loving, cute, and caring, he may be cunning and all but you know deep inside that he is scared, that behind his mask named Aventurine, there is a frightened version of him, scared whenever he bets and just want all of this to end.
That is why you are scared... You are scared to lose him to another woman or man, you are scared that he will leave you for another, you are horrified to the thought of him leaving you and never ever coming back. That he will never come back and you will never feel his warmth embrace and his teasing jokes, his loving laughter, his eyes, and how it made you feel whole.
You believed that It was just pure luck that YOU, of all people, he got attracted to, and dated one night. You thought that maybe you have already USED all your Luck in this world to get a man like him attracted even interested such as yourself and NOW dating You?!
Like all the Gods in this world must have pitied you for not having a Lover since birth, to present himself and ask you to be his lover!
One day, like normal you visited his apartment and just, spent your time there, waiting for him to come home like usual. When you feel so bored doing nothing, an idea pops inside your head and decide to visit him, you know it's his work time but you just missed him.
So you entertain his cats for a little while and go out to surprise him.
When you were about to go inside the casino, in your luck you saw him outside.
You are about to approach him when a beautiful gray-haired woman is suddenly in the picture and talks to him first.
You can clearly see it in your distance how his smile is, the usual business smile but it's just something about her talking to Kakavasha is making you worried and insecure. So to not ruin their conversation and to calm yourself you just turn around and leave him for the day.
This goes on for weeks, and knowingly inside you know that this is not right but you just can't stop yourself from overthinking.
You know that he is a very busy person and just doing his job, after all, he is also a part of the IPC, but only seeing him come home in the middle of the night and leaving supper early the next day as the routine continues is making you very conscious about yourself and your relationship.
You trust him, but not yourself...
and that's what brings you here now, waiting for him to come home late as usual and him just wanting to rest and go to the dreamland.
You can hear the door unlock, and hear his footsteps get closer. he calls out for you when he sees the kitchen lights are still open, when he sees you he approach you and lazily kisses you on the cheek.
"hi, pretty why are you still awake this late in the hour?" he wraps his arms around your waist and puts his head on your shoulder waiting for your reply.
You sigh deeply and ask
"Can we talk?" You unwrap his arms around your waist and face him.
Feeling the mood Kakavasha looks concerned to you and is very confused
"hmm? Sure we can... are you alright?" He did not like how you avoided his eyes when he said that so he puts his hands on your cheek and makes you look at him
"Please look at me, what's wrong baby?" he asked concern in his voice and sadness over his face
You look him in the eye and avoid a second later, feeling hesitant and guilty for feeling like shit this.
"Can we...." you said hesitantly but he is a patient man and did not complain when you took your time
"I need.....we need a break" You look in the ground feeling guilty and have no confidence facing him for saying it.
'you deserve better, I'm not enough, you're better of without me' you thought unknowingly letting the tears that you held back for weeks fall from your eyes
you dont know what his reaction is until.
"No" he said sternly and silently with no hesitation in his voice
So you look up after fearing it and face him because you just can't believe what he said but you feel deeply relieved inside in your better try to see him clearly you just can't because of the tears making your vision blurry.
You feel his fingers move and wipe the tears away from your eyes and cheeks, with his action you can now see his face.
his eyes look at you sternly and sadly. his eyebrow frowns looking at you you can feel that he is furious and sad about what you said.
"No" he repeats this time his voice is louder and looks you in the eye
"I don't want that, and won't allow that... Ever" he said it like a matter of factly
"but..." you try to explain when he suddenly replies
"NO buts" he said glaring slightly warning you to not continue
and he surprises you with a tight hug, not wanting to leave space because if it's loose then you might just run away and never come back again, or he may not feel your warmth again in his embrace.
He don't like that, not the idea and never in this reality.
you hug him back and cry your heart out feeling vulnerable in this state and feel warm inside
You stayed like that for a very long time as he pats your back trying to comfort you.
only the silence of the room your cries can be heard between the two of you.
until you have calm down.
"do you want a cup of water?" he continues to pat your head and back not letting go as his voice is calm and comforting
you nod in his chest embarrassed and relieved of everything.
when he lets in your embrace, you do not like the feel of loss of contact so what you do is he wraps your hand in his and just stares at it.
he firmly holds your hand without any word and takes a cup of water and give it to you
after everything, the two of you decided to move onto the couch for comfort, after he sat down he yet again wrapped his arms around you and made you sit on his lap hiding his face away from your view.
"Can...can you tell me why?" he said silently not wanting to sound vulnerable when his voice already sounds like it breaks
so you take his arms off, change your position, turn around to sit facing him, and wrap your leg in his back as your head on his shoulders. and his head is buried in your boob area.
And you tell him everything, what you are feeling, and how everything happened and every little detail of your problem for over the weeks.
he just sat there silently hugging you tight from time to time until your rant was over.
He moves his head and looks at you then kindly flicks your forehead.
" I didn't know you felt like that, love" and then he moves closer to you to touch your forehead with his and make you look him in the eye.
His gaze is soft and caring, but also understanding. he looks at you for a good minute to let you know that he is serious.
" I love you, now and forever I want you to know that" he then put his hands on your cheeks kissed your forehead, and then looked at you again, not breaking any contact.
"If You don't believe me" he smirked
"why not take a gamble with me?" with a hint of seriousness and teasing tone in his voice
You look at him with confusion but also you are intrigue on his offer, since you rarely gamble against him after all you know deep down he will win either way.
"and the stakes?" you asked with a small smile in your lips looking at him with curiousness
" my everything, baby" he gently rubs his thumb on your cheek
"If you win then I will gladly offer everything on me, my attention, my love, my body, my mind, my touch, my thoughts, my time, our future, my future. My everything" he said lovingly looking at you and his other free hand twirling a strand of your hair on his fingers like how he usually plays with his chip"
"and if I lose?" now reciprocating his actions you put your hands on his head and massage a part of it. loving how soft his hair in your touch.
"then you got nothing, literally nothing baby" But inside he already decided to let you win in this gamble.
he loves you too much to let you lose this one, he always takes pride when he wins all his gambles but this one? He will Take Pride and even brag it to everyone When he Lost.
"It's all or nothing, love" His gaze in you was loving as if telling you to take it, gamble with your everything, gamble together with him.
"gamble your future with me, offer your everything, my love" he smirked but this time not his business smirk, it's a smirk where you feel secure, you feel you know that he will offer everything for you, a knowing smirk where he will surely make you feel and be the winner.
You move closer, put both your hands on his cheeks, and kiss him lovingly. after a while, he reciprocated your kiss. he licks your lips asking for an entrance and so it starts to become a heated one, tongue, and tongue collide and feel and explore each other's mouths. Your hands move and wrap around the back of his head and pulled him against yours wanting the feeling of him close to you. Not caring for the loss of air, just straight-up wants.
he wants you and You want him, and this fuels this kiss.
after a while of heated kisses, you break it off, breathing heavily but not breaking the contact. You gobble the air around you as if you haven't breathe for a long, long time.
on the other hand, Kakavasha is also at a loss of breath, that was one heated and passionate kiss he had. and looking at you breathless and just staring at him as if asking for another is making him even more worked up. he wants you, and this is reflected in his gaze a flowing desire only for you.
You touch his face cheek this time and he touches yours.
"I'll take it, I offer my everything for you, my Kakavasha" A tear slipped in your eyes so happy to take this love, this relationship to another level.
he moves his fingers wipes the tears on your face, kisses your tears away, and envelops your face with lots and lots of kisses until you feel fine and laughing again.
"Love you kakavasha" you said quietly not wanting to disturb his slumber and just staying in this comfortable moment with him.
The both of you embrace each other on the couch and just listen to his heartbeat your head on his chest and his on top of your head until you fall asleep in each other's embrace. peacefully in the night.
As the night goes on you have a nice dream for the first time... With the man of your life, smiling ear to ear and calling your name, standing in the vast flower garden full of flowers and the soft laughter of a little girl and his. both of them calling your name sweetly as the little girl calls you and hugs you tight. "Ma-" she smiles at you, and her smile resembles his.
Kakavasha...
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