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lollypopsx · 3 years ago

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A/N: This is a new trope! In which your brother is Harry Styles, but you two are completely the opposite! Please let me know what you guys think!

Warnings: OCD, Anxiety, Social Anxiety

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Having the Styles surname, everyone expected you to be just like Gemma and Harry. Loud, confident, talented, sociable, energetic. This list was endless.

But in fact, that couldn’t be further from the truth.

Gemma was a writer and she spoke out about things she felt needed to be discussed, you could barely even speak to people you didn’t know. Harry performed in front of thousands of people and had millions of fans worldwide, you couldn’t bare to be in crowds or rooms, especially with people you didn’t know.

You were the youngest of the three, and the baby of the family. Being born when Harry had just turned six, and then your parents getting a divorce not long after you were born, was still a curious subject for you, but one you simply got on with.

You were nothing like your siblings, or even your parents. You were always a very quiet child, always to the side of the crowds, not liking to be involved in busy situations and isolating yourself from unfamiliar faces. This soon escalated into a Social Anxiety Disorder, as well as having OCD. Day to day could be a big struggle for you, but you managed it.

Some days were much harder than others. And today was one of those.

This event had been planned for 4 months and you, Anne and Gemma were set to make an appearance to an award show, with all profits going to charity. Harry hadn’t publicly confirmed if he was attending or not, but he was under one of the surprise guests, also to support his sisters award nomination. The anxiety began when you were told your dress would be dropped round at 4pm, ready for you all to leave at 5pm, but you had only tried it on once before. What if it didn’t fit? You had to try it on at least four times to make sure it all fit. But that all came to an extreme at midday, when the hair and makeup artists arrived and you were freaking out.

“T-they said there would only be two here but there’s f-four. There’s t-two extra people” You whimper, your hands clammy with sweat and your heart hammering in your chest.

“Y/N, you need to breath darling okay...Gemma can go and get ready in the spare room with two of them alright? Me and you can be down here with all this space” Your mum rubs your shoulder gently.

“No...No I don’t want to do it! I knew this would happen I knew it would because they did five knocks at the door!” An odd number of knocks meant it would be bad news. Your grip was tight on your mum’s hand. “Shhh, it’s going to be alright darling, I promise. Let’s go and sit down, have some water and then we can let the lovely ladies do our hair and makeup alright?”

The tears were forming in your eyes but you were holding them back as much as you could.

You were well aware that your thought process could be perceived as pretty stupid from the outside, but you were so different to everyone else. And though different wasn’t always a bad thing, it meant that things that wouldn’t matter to others, mattered a lot to you and when things were taken out of your comfort zone, or even your daily routine, they would have a heavy impact on your mental health. But you always tried your best to go through with them, in order to support your family and charities.

“It’s only me!” Harry calls, knocking at the front door four times before letting himself in with his key, wandering in to see you and Anne standing in the hallway.

“You and Gem have done well to promote this event Mum, the tickets are all sold out. I tried to- Hey what’s going on?” He frowns, rushing over to the two of you after hanging his suit bag up on the closest door handle.

“I-I c-can't go H-Harry...” Your voice was stuttering and your breaths were heavy, your chest tightening as you felt the tears began to stream down your face.

“Hey hey hey, it’s alright, look we all prepared ourselves for this didn’t we. How many people will be there, the room layout, where you’ll be sitting and the closest doors out into the garden if you need to calm down. And I’m not going to be drinking so as soon as you want to leave, we can get in my car and come back” He says softly, his hands on your shoulders gently.

“Why don’t you come and sit down? And I’ll sit right in front of you while to lady does your makeup, alright?” Harry takes your hand, squeezing it twice and leading you slowly into the kitchen. Your eyes full of fear as you sit down, the table full of products you didn’t recognise.

“Hi Y/N, I’m Kacey, I’m going to do your makeup today” She gave you a friendly smile and straight away her hands were going towards your face. Your eyes widen and you quickly pulled away. You didn’t even know this woman and she was already touching you. “No stop! Please! Please don’t touch me! P-please please” You sob, begging as you hug your knees to your chest, your breath freezing in your chest and you mind going foggy as you bury your head under your arms.

“Y/N, come on. Let’s get you into your room. Just you and me okay?” Harry kneels in front of you.

“H-harry I-I...I can’t...can’t do I-it" You whimper, your fists balled up so tightly that you could feel your nails pinching into your skin.

“That’s okay, we don’t have to go any further. Let’s just go upstairs so you can have your own space” Harry whispers calmly, reaching his hand out to you. You slowly place your hand in his as he takes you up to your bedroom.

“H-Harry I’m going t-to make e-everyone late” You hiccup through your panicked breaths. Reaching anxiously to flick the light switch on and off as you entered your bedroom. If you flicked the light switch on and off, one less bad thing would happen today.

“Let’s take a seat, and just breathe alright.” Harry reminds you calmly. “You don’t have to go, I’ll talk to Mum and I will stay here with you so you don’t have to be alone. How does that sound?” He picks your fidget spinner up from the desk and hands it to your gently.

“B-but they’ll be s-so disappointed and p-people are expecting you” You whine, your hands shaking as you grip your fidget spinner tightly and flick it between your fingers.

“No one would ever be disappointed in you Angel, they’ll understand. As for me...No one’s expecting me Y/N, no one knows I’m going so no one will be disappointed that I don’t show up.”

“T-th...thank you H-Harry" You mutter, your breath still quick and heavy and you could feel your pulse racing once again.

Once the makeup artists had left, Harry brought you back downstairs and began to cook the two of you dinner while Anne and Gemma finished getting ready. They looked beautiful, and you felt an intense pang of guilt knowing Harry was missing the event because of you.

Harry took some beautiful pictures of them two and you felt the tears begin to well in your eyes once again.

What if they were tired of you...so tired of you that they didn’t come back? Or something awful happens to them in the car? What if someone dangerous would be at the event?

The room was spinning as you gripped onto the table. Your vision blurry from the tears and your heart pounding heavily in your head. It was like you couldn’t hear anything else.

“Don’t leave me...please” You muttered over and over again. You thought you were saying it to yourself, but the next thing you knew, you were sat on the sofa, with fresh tears dripping down your cheeks and your siblings and mum in front of you.

“Darling, we’re here. We’re just going out for the evening, and we will be home when we can alright? H is going to be here...” Your Mum stroked your hair slowly, blowing cool air gently into your face. That was one of the small things that managed to bring your focus back.

“Y-you’ll...you’ll come back?” You mutter, your eyes zoning in and out of focus.

“We wouldn’t leave you for the world, love” Gem whispers, squeezing your hand twice.

“H-Have fun...a-and don’t forget to text when you’re there” You sniffle sadly. Thank god Harry was staying with you.

They both kissed you twice each before saying goodbye to Harry and heading to the car.

“It’s going to be alright, shall we just watch a film? Calm you down a bit?” Harry whispers softly.

You nod quietly as Harry pulls out the sofa bed in the living room. And for a sofa bed, it was surprisingly comfy. He brought down your duvet and pillows, as well as your grey blanket and laid beside you in bed, wrapping his arms around you gently.

“We’re never going anywhere Y/N. We would never ever leave you” He whispers, rubbing your back as you stayed quiet with your eyes glued to the TV screen, your tear-stained cheeks were dry and crusty, and your eyes red and puffy.

Harry rubbed your back gently until your breaths were quiet and your heart rate was steady. He hated that he couldn’t stop the mental pain you went through day to day, but he loved you and since you were born, he did everything in his power to make you feel okay.

That would never change.

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lollypopsx · 3 years ago

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I don’t know if you saw but The Forum provided cake and cookies for Harry tonight. So what about Ivy, Harry, yn catch Ivy trying to have some cake or something but she hasn’t even ate dinner yet or already had dessert or something but she has icing all over her face and you and Harry and everybody else laugh over the situation

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"Vee, go and get your teddy from the sofa, we're all going to go and have an early dinner out today before the show" You stroke her hair sweetly while you were standing outside the dressing room door talking to Sarah.

"Mummy I need a wee!" She whines softly.

You let out a chuckle and open the door for her. "Do you need me to come and help?"

"No! Mumma I'm four, I can wee by myself" She states firmly. Oh so much attitude.

"Alright...shout if you need me" You laugh, wedging your foot in the door so you could hear her from the hallway if she needed you.

"She seems much more settled now..." Sarah smiles, Mitch was getting the baby dressed and wrapped up to go for dinner and Harry was finalising last minute details for the show.

"I know, she went through a phase where she wouldn't eat much, but I think that was from the travelling. But she seems much more settled" You sigh in relief.

You felt two strong arms wrap tightly around your waist. "Mmmm hi dove" He whispers, nuzzling his face into your neck. “Where’s my littlest love?” He frowns, his eyes scanning the corridor.

You let out a chuckle “she’s having a wee and I’m not allowed in because she’s four and she can wee all by herself” You giggle softly. “I also told her to get her teddy from the sofa before we go for dinner” You yawn softly.

“Oh, I moved it onto the shelf just incase a cleaner came in and threw it away. I’ll go grab it” He gently places his hands on your hips and slides you out the way, pushing the door open wide.

Ivy was no longer in the toilet, upon exiting the toilet, her eyes had fluttered over to the table in the corner of the dressing room. Her eyes widened with a giant grin on her face. So many pretty looking cakes and cookies.

The sweetest smells were flooding the room as she peaks around the room slowly, hearing the chatter of the adults outside the door, her tiny hands quickly grabbed for her favourite looking one, she didn’t want anyone else to have her favourite one.

The cupcake was so sweet, one of the best things she had ever eaten. “Mmmm yummy!” She whispers, grinning widely at the sugary goodness, although she got half way through and decided she didn’t want it anymore and that she wanted a cookie instead.

She placed the cupcake back on the tray, her eaten half was facing the back, but before she could reach for a cookie, she heard the door swing open and quickly stepped away.

“You all done bug? Ready to go for dinner?” Harry strolls in, picking up her teddy from the shelf and walking over to her. His eyebrow immediately raised, looking between the table and his daughter. “Ivy, did you have one of those cakes?” He crosses his arms over his chest, his eye bows raised and a smile on his lips, which he was desperately trying to hide.

“No Daddy, I didn’t...” Her eyes widened. Harry nodded gently, biting his cheeks tightly to supress the laugh attempting to escape.

“Okay...if you say so” He nods.

She nods and runs out of the door, towards you.

“Took your time little madam...” You chuckle, Mitch was rocking the push chair gently as Sarah zipped her coat. You had also been joined by Jeff, Anthony, Pauli, Niji, Nyoh and Elin. Harry followed close behind her with a smirk.

“Vee...what’s that all around your mouth?!” You frown, wondering what she could have possibly found. Harry’s face said it all and you shook your head with a smile.

“Ives, have you been eating cake in the dressing room?” You raise an eyebrow.

Her cheeks rushed with the brightest shade of red and she looked down at the floor, the cupcake icing had been smeared all over her lip. The rest of the band couldn’t control their laughter.

“But she’s so cute like that” Nyoh grins widely.

“You know the rule darling, no sweet treats til you’ve eaten all your dinner. I hope you still eat it all” You sigh softly, rummaging in your bag for a wipe.

“No no, that’s okay lovie. Daddy will just have to...eat it all off!” He swipes Ivy up into his arms, tickling her belly gently and attacking her face, very gently, in lots of kisses.

Her shrieks of joy and giggles were enough to fill the corridor, and everyone’s hearts apparently!

“Do I have one child or two...” You shake your head and sigh, smiling widely.

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