#hs!sonny carisi

[adarafaelbarba]

Idk if you’re comfortable but could you like, do an AU style writing of virgin!sonny and virgin!reader like just graduated high school and he has a ton of trouble unclasping her bra bc he’s nervous 🥺 no smut needed but I just want that

(it got a bit smutty 😬 hope that’s okay 🙈❤️)

Pairing: HS!Sonny Carisi x HS!Reader

Fandom: Law and Order SVU

Requested: Yes

Request: «Idk if you’re comfortable but could you like, do an AU style writing of virgin!sonny and virgin!reader like just graduated high school and he has a ton of trouble unclasping her bra bc he’s nervous 🥺 no smut needed but I just want that» - @sweetcannolicarisi

Warning: fluffy cuteness with a sprinkle of awkward first time sex. Still rating this mature, so do NOT read if you’re under the age of 18!

A/N: This is an AU to my original Sonnyverse ( created with the wonderful @sweetcannolicarisi who sent me the request ❤️ ) They’re the same age in this one (unlike the OGverse where he’s two years older than her!) Enjoy! ❤️ -Karen

Sonnyverse Masterlist

A soft moan slipped your lips as Sonny worked a mark on your neck. It was the summer of your high school graduation, and soon you would be parting ways. He would be going to college in New York while you had been accepted into a college across the country in California.

«Sonny», you whimpered, bucking down into his lap, eliciting a moan from him at the friction you created. You had started dating last year, and now, before you both went your separate ways seemed the perfect time to take the next step in the relationship. «Do that again doll, please», he pleaded, his hands going under your top. Smiling softly at him you bucked your hips again, leaning your forehead on his as you both moaned.

Wrapping your arms around his neck, you dipped your head to capture his lips with yours, kissing him soft at first, but deepening the kiss as it got more heated. «Do you have protection?» You asked, looking at him. «Yeah», he murmured, his hands trailing up your back to your bra.

Sonny let out a few annoyed huffs while fiddling with the clasps of the fabric which made you giggle. «You okay babe?» You asked nervously. «I can’t get the stupid clasp open!» He groaned, hands shaking with nerves and anticipation.

You decided to tease him a bit more as he struggled, so you started rolling your hips into his, feeling bolder by the seconds. «D—doll please! I can’t concentrate. Fuck you make me feel so hard», he groaned. Leaning in, your lips were right by his ear now as you whimpered in his ear from how good you felt.

After a few more misses, Sonny finally managed to open your bra, «Yes!» He cheered before kissing you again.

Lifting up your top, you quickly tossed it with your bra to the side, leaning back in to keep kissing his soft lips. «Oh, wow, you’re gorgeous, doll», Sonny murmured, kissing the newly exposed skin.

You almost tore off his shirt, trying to get further. It wasn’t that you didn’t love the fact that he was taking his time with you, it was just, you wanted him, and you wanted him now. «Babe, I want you so bad, quit stalling!» you whined, running your hands up and down his now exposed back.

The furthest you had come before, in the year you had been dating, was hands under the shirt and basically dry humping. You had been whined up for long enough and felt your coil was ready to snap. «So impatient», he snickered, earning a groan from you.

«Please babe, my fingers just aren’t doing it for me anymore!» you whined, catching his attention. «You finger yourself thinking about me?» He asked. «Yeah.» You would be blushing if it wasn’t for the fact that he was practically drilling holes in you with his eyes.

Dragging your hands down his bare chest, your fingers stopped at the hem of his pants, popping open the button and pulling the zipper down. «I want you to be my first, and only», you murmured, looking him in the eyes as you said it. «I want you to be my first and only too», he replied, opening the zipper and button of your shorts.

Both jean items were tossed to the side as you laid back on your bed, looking up at your boyfriend with such love. «You’ve got to tell me if it gets too much, I don’t want to hurt you», he whispered, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. «I will», you whispered in return.

Rolling the condom on, Sonny grabbed the lube from the floor and squirting it onto his member before giving it a few strokes. «You ready?» He asked, «I am, please stop stalling baby», you murmured, biting your lip.

Sonny nodded before lining his cock up with your cunt, slowly pushing it into you, inch by inch. «Oh fuck», you purred, arms around his neck. «You f—feel so good, doll», he moaned, kissing you as he bottomed out. He stilled as you adjusted to his size. And you felt yourself dancing on the line of pain and pleasure.

«Y—you can move», you moaned, kissing him sloppily. Doing as he was asked, he started moving, dragging whimpers out of you as he did. «Feels so good», he groaned. Feeling yourself lost for words as moans took over, you let your arms slide down his body until they grabbed his ass, pulling him into you more. «F—faster!» You moaned, biting your lip.

This spurred him on as he started moving faster, the low ache you felt, turning into pure pleasure. «Such a good girl», he moaned in your ear, kissing up and down your neck as he moved in you.

You could feel the oncoming pressure of the coil about to snap and you responded by clamping your walls down on his hard member. «I’m so close», you whimpered, leaning your head up to kiss him. «Let go for me, doll, I’m there too», he murmured.

A string of soft moans flowing from you both as you let go. You swore you saw stars as he rode out your orgasms.

Coming down from it, but still chasing your breaths, Sonny pulled out, which made you whimper in protest at the loss of feeling full, rolling over onto his back and pulling the condom off and tossing it into the trash can by your nightstand. «That was amazing, doll», he murmured, leaning over to kiss your shoulder. «It was», you replied, smiling lazily.

Silence fell over the room as you both stared at the ceiling. Realization was hitting that you would soon be split for the better part of four years. «I’ll miss you», you whispered, tears pricking your eyes as you rolled on your side to look at him. «I’ll miss you too», he replied, kissing you softly. «But you won’t ever loose me, cause I love you, and you’re the one for me», he added. «I love you too Sonny», you whispered, kissing him deeply. «You’re the one for me too.»

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[dynowrites]

Can I have this dance? HS!AU

This is a little thing I’ve been working on today! It’s wirh Sophia and Sonny! @giraffe-puppy

It was homecoming and Sophia didn’t want to go. The only reason she was going was for her cousin, Gemma. She didn’t want to go alone so after lots and lots of begging, Sophia agreed.

“Maybe that cute boy you flirt with will be there.” Gemma teased Sophia as she fixed her lip gloss. Sophia blushed as she looked at her cousin.

“I-I do not flirt with him! Sonny is just a friend… he helps me with my math.” Sophia simply said as she finished her hair before rushing off to get her heels.

“You’re such a liar. You two flirt all the time! When dad brought me to your house the other day, you two were totally flirting while we all did our math homework!” Gemma laughed as she went to get her shoes as she put her earrings in.

Once the two girls were finishing getting dressed, Gemma’s father had driven the two to the school. The girls thanked him before walking into the school and heading towards the cafeteria. Sophia looked around and smiled brightly as she noticed Sonny across the room with a few friends. He looked over to Sophia with a small smile and gave her a quick wave.

“Go talk to him!” Gemma smiled at Sophia as she gave her a small push. Sophia glared back with an ‘I hate you’ look before walking over to Sonny. He took a few steps towards Sophia and smiled.

“Hey, Soph. You look… wow… beautiful.” Sonny blushed as he looked away from her. Sophia giggled and smiled brightly at Sonny.

“Thanks. You look handsome yourself.” Sophia smiled as Sonny blushed more.

“T-thanks. I thought you weren’t coming?” Sonny asked as him and Sophia began to walk around some. Sophia nodded and stopped to get a drink.

“Gemma wanted me to come since she didn’t want to be alone. I thought you said you weren’t coming either?” Raising a brow, Sophia looked up at Sonny. He was only an inch or two taller than her.

“Gina dragged me along, y’know. Said if I didn’t have a girl, I wouldn’t ever go to a dance.” Sonny shrugged as he stood beside her and got a drink with her.

“Your sister is insane. I’m sure one day you’ll go to a dance with someone you like!” Sophia rolled her eyes. She knew Gina and Teresa always always teased Sonny about him and girls. He was just a little nervous talking to girls and extremely shy.

“Thanks…” Sonny smiled at his friend before they heard the music change from an upbeat song to a slow song. Sonny looked down at Sophia some. “Would you… like to dance?” Sonny asked the girl. She blushed but quickly nodded as she dragged him to the dance floor. She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck as Sonny hesitated to place his hands on Sophia’s hips. The two slowly begin to sway to the music.

Sophia stepped closer so she could lay her head on his shoulder. Sonny wrapped his arms around tighter around Sophia as he held her close. He looked down at her and smiled brightly as Sophia looked up at him. Her green eyes met his blue ones as she got up on her tiptoes and placed a small kiss to his cheek. Sonny blushed bright red as he looked away from her. Sophia laughed softly as the song ended. Sonny watched her as he placed his hand against her cheek before leaning down to place a kiss against Sophia’s lips. She kissed him back before slowly pulling away.

“Soph! We have to go!” Gemma called from across the cafeteria. Sophia took a few steps away from Sonny and blushed deeply.

“Thanks for the dance, Sonny. And the fun night. I’ll see you Monday?” Sophia said. Sonny nodded as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“I’ll text ya when I get home..?” Sonny asked. Sophia nodded with a large smile and a nod.

“Alright. Bye, Sonny.” Sophia turned and rushed off towards her cousin to leave. Sonny waves some as he watched the two girls leave.

“Was that your girlfriend?” Gina teased the boy. Sonny looked at his sister and frowned.

“N-no! Gina, stop.” Sonny quickly became flustered with his sister as she laughed.

“Ma texted me. She said she’s down the street. C’mon.” Gina said as her and Sonny went to leave the cafeteria to meet their mother outside the school.

[carisi-dreams]

Would you be willing to do some Camaro smut with Nick bottoming,,,

so, we already have this…(which I wrote pretty close to when I first received this request), but I tried my hand at writing that scenario again…set in the fumbled, hs!au verse!

“These tacos…” Sonny groaned after he stuffed the last bite into his mouth. They’d put away ten between them and Nick could tell from the rapturous expression on Sonny’s face that he had no regrets.

“I know,” Nick answered his unfinished sentence. “I told you! Worth the twenty minute wait.”

“More than,” Sonny agreed forcefully. “We may have to break up so that I can date one of the people who work there and get some kind of in. I don’t think I’ve ever had a more perfect bite of food.”

“I’m telling your nonna you said that,” Nick teased. “What’s she going to think when I tell her you described food truck fish tacos as the ‘perfect bite of food’?”

“Don’t you dare,” Sonny threatened with a wag of his finger. His eyebrows pulled down low in a concerted effort to appear firm and Nick just laughed in his face.

“Better not break up with me then,” he answered. The tone Nick was aiming for was casual, but his heart tugged a little under the jocular attitude.

“That’s blackmail.”

“I’m glad your classes are going well,” Nick retorted without a hint of apology. He grinned and showed all of his teeth. “When you’re rich you can fly us out to eat all of the tacos we want.”

“Fly ‘us’ out, huh?”

“Mmhmm.”

“You still planning to move to New York when you graduate?” Sonny seemed surprised and the mood shifted slightly from playful to a little more serious.

Nick nodded and finished chewing slowly to buy himself some more time.

“I’d like to. Should have enough saved up by the time I graduate…”

“I’m saving up, too,” Sonny added eagerly. He looked hopeful. “Whatever I have, if you need it, you can have it.”

“I couldn’t take your money,” Nick responded with a shake of his head and dismissive smile as he stood to his feet. He gathered up the last of the paper plates and empty salsa containers and stuffed them in the plastic bag they’d come in. “I’ll figure it out.”

“You just said you couldn’t wait until I was rich so I could fly us out to buy tacos,” Sonny pointed out in a teasing tone. “The least you can do is let me help pay for any moving expenses. Having you close by again…I’d pay any amount I could for that.”

“You’re a sap,” Nick teased as he tied a knot in the plastic bag. He still wouldn’t meet Sonny’s eye. “That’s years away. You’ll probably have me replaced with some smart ass by that time. Heard you’ve been hanging out with Rafael recently.”

At the noise Sonny made Nick hazarded a glance over.

“Not sure if ‘hanging out’ is what I’d call it. More like, ‘getting schooled in every subject.’” Sonny laughed and ran a hand over his hair. “Besides, you’re my favorite smart ass.”

Nick rolled his eyes and Sonny pushed to his feet and swiped their empty cups. He nudged his shoulder against Nick’s and waited until Nick met his eye before speaking again.

“I miss you,” he said sincerely.

“I know.”

“Don’t go all Han Solo on me now, Amaro.”

A beat and then Nick leans in to press a kiss to Sonny’s mouth.

“I miss you, too.”

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The previous night they had gone to bed after frotting against each other and making out for ages. Sonny was still adjusting to the time differences between the coasts and Nick had been happy just to have Sonny in his bed again.

But tonight was different.

“I want to—I want you to—” Nick’s sentences kept getting interrupted by Sonny stretching up to kiss him.

They were back in Nick’s bed after a day of sight seeing. There hadn’t been more tacos, but Nick had promised they could go again tomorrow. It was a nice day, Sonny was certainly happy to escape the frigid East Coast winter that was descending on New York, and Nick wished desperately that winter break was longer. But it wasn’t and he was determined to wring everything he could out of this trip so that the memories could keep him company on the nights where he missed Sonny so fiercely it was an ache in his teeth.

“Anything,” Sonny mumbled into Nick’s mouth around another kiss. His fingers stole under Nick’s shirt dug into Nick’s side. “Anything you want.”

“I want you,” Nick panted. He could feel Sonny smile into the next kiss.

“You’ve got me.”

“No, I—“ Nick made a frustrated noise in the back of his throat and then flipped them over so that Sonny was on top. He let his legs splay open and twined an ankle around Sonny’s as he pressed up into him. He tried again. “I want you.”

“You want me?” Sonny repeated. There was an amused smile on his face and glazed look of arousal in his eyes. He caught the side of Nick’s neck in his hand and smiled down at him. “You want me?”

Nick nodded and ground his pelvis up and into Sonny’s.

“I want you,” he said again, emphasizing each word as he maintained eye contact.

“You—oh. Oh. Oh.” Nick watched as Sonny’s amusement flickered between confusion and arousal before landing on understanding. And more arousal. There was a contemplative look in Sonny’s eye and his hips stuttered down into Nick’s before he caught himself.

“You want me to…”

“I’ve been prepping.” Nick reached out for his nightstand blindly and came back with a strip of condoms and a bottle of lube. “Just with my fingers,” he blushed, but forged on, “but I want you to…I want you inside of me this time, Sonny.” He lifted his chin and fought his feelings of awkwardness. This was still Sonny, after all. He would understand.

“I can do that,” Sonny croaked. His hand shot down to his crotch and Nick watched his expression carefully. “Just—damn, nearly blew just thinking about it. Give me a sec.”

“Take all the time you need,” Nick soothed.

He got an idea and he shucked his shirt and then his underwear and let them fall over the side of the bed. Reaching for the lube he drizzled some on his fingers. First, he took the time to stroke himself. With a barely bitten back groan he moved on quickly, drizzling a little more lube on his fingers and then letting his fingers drift to his hole. He circled first, closing his eyes and focusing on the memories of what he had down before, and then pressed a finger inside. Sonny made another choked off noise and Nick’s eyes flew back open. He felt emboldened by the clear want in his eye and tried pressing another fingertip inside. It was a little slow going, practiced did not mean expert, but he took his time as Sonny wriggled out of his clothes. In his haste he tripped over Nick’s and the whole thing was nearly a moot point, but Sonny caught himself before he could crash to the floor.

“You okay?” Nick pulled his fingers out and leaned up in concern.

“Fine. Fine,” Sonny panted with a wave of his arm. He climbed back on the bed and slot himself between Nick’s thighs. “Just. First you feed me the world’s best fish tacos and now you want me to top you. A lot going on in my brain.”

“If you don’t want…” Nick didn’t think that was it, but he had to be sure.

“What about me nearly giving myself a concussion in my haste to take my clothes off indicates that I don’t want this, Nick Amaro?” Sonny braced his hands on either side of Nick. “I want this. Badly. Let me just—” He leaned in to kiss Nick deeply.

The kiss went on for awhile, Sonny taking control, but taking his time. He tried to pour all of the feeling he couldn’t put into words into it as his tongue traced Nick’s bottom lip before slipping inside his mouth again. His hands pat the sheets in search of the lube and Nick swiped it and pushed it into Sonny’s hands. A gentle lip bite was Sonny’s thanks before he pulled back and upturned the bottle on his fingers. Lube dripped from his wrist to the bed, but Nick didn’t even mind. There was nothing else on Nick’s mind as Sonny circled his hole and then sank a finger in slowly.

He watched Nick’s face carefully. There was no sign of discomfort, so he continued, crooking his finger and twisting slightly. He knew when he found what he was looking for when Nick moved like he was zapped and his cock bobbed agains his stomach. It drooled precome on his tanned abs and Sonny took a moment to lap it up. That drew a loud groan from Nick and Sonny smiled to himself as he tried adding another finger. He took his time. By the time Sonny thought Nick was ready they were both panting and leaking precome. Lube had gotten everywhere and Nick had resolved himself to just throw these sheets away rather than to try washing them.

“You ready?” Sonny struggled with the foil wrapper of the condom before finally getting it opened and on.

“Been ready,” Nick managed to tease.

Sonny chuckled and rolled his eyes. “Alright, alright. Someone’s getting mighty demanding.”

“If you’re scared…”

“Scared!?” Sonny squawked in response to Nick’s continued teasing. Nick laughed at Sonny’s expression and Sonny dug his fingers into his ribs to tickle him. “I’ll show you scared!”

“Rather you show me a little something else,” Nick leered.

“I’m going to ignore that ‘little’ comment and get on with the show,” Sonny sniffed.

Nick wiggled his eyebrows. “By all means.”

With a smile still on his face he wrapped his hand around his cock and edged it closer to Nick’s hole. He circled for a few moments, taking his time and pushing in gently before pulling out before finally sinking in at a glacial pace. Nick could tell Sonny was holding his breath and he reached up a hand to smooth over Sonny’s brow.

“Feel okay?” Sonny’s eyebrows were knit together in concern.

“Full,” Nick huffed out honestly. “Keep moving. Please.”

Sonny obeyed and continued. When he was finally fully seated inside of Nick more sweat had sprung up on both of them and their ragged breathing was the only sound in the room.

“Stay there, for just a second.”

“As long as you need,” Sonny promised. He ducked in to kiss Nick’s eyebrow, his nose and finally his mouth. “No rush.”

“Feels kinda…strange. Not bad, though,” Nick admitted. He tilted his hips up further and Sonny grabbed a pillow to shove under his hips. “Oh.”

“Better?” Sonny scanned Nick’s face.

Nick nodded and Sonny circled his hips slightly, not pulling out, but still trying to find the angle he had had before. When Nick suddenly tensed and then sagged back into the bed with a bitten off word he knew he had found it.

“Right there,” Nick ground out. “Oh my—that felt so good. Right there, Sonny.”

“I got you,” Sonny promised. He pulled out about an inch and then angled back in on that same spot. Nick groaned louder this time and Sonny smiled. “I’ve got you.”

[mcbenson25]

What Was Never Meant To Be Part 4 (Finale)

As promised...the final part!

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Warning: angst, anxiety, anxiety attack

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Life had to be pulling a cruel joke on you.

Or maybe you were dreaming and you would wake up and everything would be okay.

And yet a part of you already knew nothing was okay right now.

This was real.

He was real.

Dominick Carisi was standing in front of you.

For a moment neither of you said anything. You were both afraid of what would happen next. So you both stood there staring at each other.

Waiting for the other to interrupt reality.

To bring it crashing.

"Momma who's that?"

And there it was.

You saw his eyes travel to Rosalie as she hide behind your legs, curious of the stranger.

Stranger.

How you wished he was.

You saw the hurt in his eyes as the filled with tears.

How dare him.

He has no right.

He hurt me.

"Rosalie darling why don't you go watch TV for a bit and then I'll give you ice cream?" Your voice trembled.

The little girl smiled before giving small wave to Sonny and disappearing to her room.

You saw him choke back a sob as he met your eyes.

"She's so big" he said quietly.

No.

He doesn't get to play the sad card. The broken and alone card. It had already been used and it had only left devastation in its way.

"Yeah she is. What do you want?" You said coldly.

You saw him flinch at the sound of you voice. He had never heard you be this cold.

"I uh...I thought I could come and we could talk." He said avoiding you eyes.

You gave a small forced huff of annoyance.

"Talk? Now you want to talk? You know what? We were done talking the minute you kissed Amanda!" You voice was getting louder as you saw him look down in shame.

It was truly amazing how although he was taller than you he seemed so small right now.

Vulnerable.

Hurt.

Heartbroken.

Just like you were all those years ago.

"I jus-st wanted to meet her. To apologize to you". His voice broken and near crying.

You felt so much anger.

It had all been pent up over the years waiting to blow.

And it finally did.

"Oh yeah? Well sorry to tell you that you just came to waste your time. I don't need any of your apologies or pity or anything else. You hurt me. YOU BROKE ME!" You shook angrily.

"I'm sorry," he sobbed, "I never meant to hurt you."

Right when you were about to go off on him again he was on his knees sobbing and crying.

"I'm so sorry. Please, I'm sorry. Please," he sobbed uncontrollably as his breathing quickened and his whoke body began to shake.

No.

This cannot be happening.

Sonny Carisi was having an anxiety attack.

Immediately your anger was forgotten as you rushed to his side and embraced him.

Despite everything, no one deserved to go through that alone.

Even if you had.

"Hey. Look at me it's okay. Shhhh it's okay." You tried to comfort him as the strong passionate man you had known broke down in front of you.

He cried saying things incoherently and you pulled him closer to you.

"ItsnotokaynothingisokayI'msosorry" he muffled into your chest.

Nothing is okay.

Understatement of the year.

As you rubbed his back he slowly began to calm down.

And become self concious of his surrondings.

He lightly pushed you away as he stood and took a good couple steps back, hs eyes wide and full of fear and regret.

"I'm sorry. I-I didn't mean to do that," he said nervously, once again avoiding your gaze.

"No it's fine. I was a little too harsh." You said softly.

"Rightfully so," he said matching your tone.

There was a quiet silence between you for a while.

It gave you time to really think about all of this.

You sighed.

Rosalie deserved to know who her father was and have the opportunity to spend time with him.

"Sonny," you finally said.

His eyes looked up at you unsure.

"Her name is Rosalie and she is four. She's so beautiful. She has the prettiest smile and most wonderful laugh. She lights up any room she is in and is the amazingest little girl in the whole world." You say taking a pause before continuing.

"She deserves to know you. And I don't have the heart to keep her away from you. But there are conditions."

He looked up at you with hopefull, pleading eyes, "Anything"

"You can come see her whenever you want. You just have to let me know. You will go with her to every field trip and parent conference. You will spoil her rotten and give her all the love she deserves. You will be her knight in shining armour," you pause as you felt your eyes well up in tears.

"And if you ever break her heart, I swear to you, you will never see her again and I'll make sure to make your life a living hell," you trembled out you voice threatening to crack.

"Because that little girl deserves nothing less."

Sonny was in tears as he nodded.

"Never. I promise you. I will never hurt her," he said gently before meeting you eyes, "or you again."

He tried to reach for you hand but you stepped back realizing how close you had gotten.

"Don't."

He looked down shamefully.

"Look Sonny. I was hurt pretty bad that day. And I ran. Away from you, from everything. But yet my feelings for you seemed to follow me. Because somehow my heart still felt something for you. It took years to get through that. I don't know what the future holds for us but please, I can't do that. I don't want for this to get complicated. Maybe someday I'll change my mind or find someone else. But for right now I just want to clear my head and just be friends."

"Right. Of course." He said.

You sighed softly.

It was nice to get that off your chest.

You looked at him and gave him a small smile.

"Do you want to meet your daughter?"

"Yes," he said returning your smile.

Maybe you were both never meant to be togther or maybe it was just bad timing. Maybe the future would change that. You had grown into a different person and so had he. There were so many possiblities for the future and for once you were ready.

Ready for what lied ahead.

Because life had a funny way of doing things.

And you were finally at peace.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Taglist: @wittysunflower

Okayyyyyyy. There you gooooo. After a month with just a small request here we are 4 parts later (sorry not sorry). This request was so fun to write and I hope you enjoyed it. Also made the ending so that you could decide what happens next! As always thank you so much for reading and don't be afraid to drop those requests!

[dynowrites]

“you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?” With poly hs!au?

TW: mention of child abuse

@giraffe-puppy and I have talked about this in our spare time

Sophia avoided both Sonny and Rafael for a few days. Ignored any phone calls, texts, she even ate somewhere else in the school. Sonny spotted Sophia getting off the bus before rushing over to her. Sophia his her face causing Sonny to frown.

“Doll! Rafi and I have been so worried about you! Are you okay?” Sonny asked. Sophia slowly lifted her head and smiled.

“I’m fine.. I-I got to go.” Sophia said as she went to rush off. Sonny grabbed Sophia’s and listened to her yelp out in pain. Sonny let her arm go but slowly rolled her sleeves up to reveal the multiple different sized and colors of bruises.

“Soph, baby… what’s going on? Is someone hurting you?” Sonny asked his girlfriend. Tears formed in her eyes as she looked away.

“I feel the other day. The stairs were very slippery when I was walking down them…” Sophia whispered. Sonny grabbed her face gently in his hands.

“Doll, you looked away just now when you said that. Are you sure you’re telling me the truth? Raf and I both love you and if something is going on at home we want to help you…” Sonny said as he gently wiped Sophia’s tears from her eyes.

“M-my dad… he lost his job last month and he-he.. he loves me, Sonny. He’s done everything for Giovanni and I since mom passed away. He’s just drunk and angry. It’s not his fault!” Sophia began to sob. She loved her father and was always a daddy’s girl.

“Soph, we need to tell Raf and-“

“And tell the police?? Giovanni and I have nowhere to go. Enzo moved to Boston to be with his family when he graduated high school. It’s not like he’s going to magically show up in New York to take care of us! I’m fine, Sonny… I promise.” Sophia whispered as Rafael came rushing to them.

“Soph! Cariño, you’re alright. I’ve been worried sick about you. Are you okay?” Raf asked. Sophia nodded as she wiped her tears and pulled her sleeve down.

“Yeah.. just having a bad morning. I should get to class. The school is having a little art show tonight if you two want to come. A few of my paintings are featured. I get it if you two can’t come but it means a lot if you did.” Sophia smiled some as both boys placed kisses on her cheeks.

“We’d love to. I have to run a few errands for my mom before it though. I’ll just pick Sonny up. Unless you just want to run them with me? I’ll buy us all dinner tonight.” Rafael smiled. Sonny nodded before the three of them went their separate directions to class.

[carisi-dreams]

I posted the final chapter to fumbled! if you’ve read it, left kudos or commented--thank you so much! I was originally aiming for writing a 10 chaptered fic that was about 10k. something short & sweet. this grew a little and I’m pretty proud of what it became!

keep you eyes peeled for several more chaptered fics this fall 🎃

                                to read Fumbled on AO3

[carisi-dreams]

“Well, expect to be wooed, Amaro.”

[carisi-dreams]

“Prove it,” Nick challenged.

“Oh, I will, Amaro,” Sonny promised. “When’s the last time you were on skates.”

Never, Nick’s brain supplied.

“Not as recently…”

He fidgeted and knew he was caught out, but the look on Sonny’s face was anything other than triumphant or smug. Sonny offered his hand with a small smile.

“Come on, lover boy. I’ll teach you. Promise not to let you fall.”

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                                             next chapter up!

[carisi-dreams]

Being second choice for someone he wanted to make his first choice stung. The fries were churning in his stomach and as he paid at the register he ignored his phone buzzing away in his pocket. He didn’t want to hear the apology, the explanation or the pity. He just wanted to be left alone and forget he’d ever had this stupid idea, and even worse, had gotten his stupid heart broken in the process.

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[carisi-dreams]

added another 2 parts to Fumbled today! 

A piece of paper was stuck in the pages and he dismissed it as belonging to the person before him who had this book before he saw his name scrawled along one side of it. He leaned back in his chair and balanced on the legs as he sat his pencil down and unfolded the paper. Sonny’s scrawl was recognizable, if not the most legible. The words on the page swum for a moment before he could parse out what they read.

I like your laugh. You should laugh more.

[carisi-dreams]

FICTOBER18 DAY 15 PROMPT | “I thought you had forgotten.”

fandom: Law and Order: SVU alternate universe (hs!au) pairing: Nick Amaro/Sonny Carisi warnings: none

Nick leaned back against the wall and deepened the kiss as he raised his hand to rest on the side of Sonny’s neck. Sonny hummed into his mouth a little and licked at Nick’s bottom lip before changing the angle slightly. It went on for what seemed like hours. The soft slick sounds and heavy breathing were the only thing Nick could dimly concentrate on between the thundering of his heart and the long press of Sonny along his front. The music from the party receded into the background and for a moment nothing else mattered.

But just as quickly as Sonny had started, he stopped and took a step back. His chest was heaving slightly and his eyes were bright when they met Nick’s. He chuckled nervously and tugged the front of his shirt down as he scanned the hallway.

“I think she’s gone,” Sonny croaked. He cleared his throat and then tried again. “Not bad for a proper first kiss, eh?” he said in a quieter tone with a little wiggle of his eyebrows.

Nick pushed back against the wall in order to stand up straighter. Where he had slouched down his shirt was now riding up his back. His lips felt swollen; he fought the urge to run a finger over them absently. He sniffed and pretended to look around as he got his bearings.

“Wasn’t our first,” Nick murmured without thinking. Sonny had claimed he’d spotted Maria making a beeline for them several minutes ago. Was it only minutes ago? Nick hadn’t had time to look around himself, but he hardly cared now.

“What?” Sonny asked with a frown. Nick kicked a foot back against the wall and tugged at the sleeves of his sweatshirt, Sonny’s sweatshirt actually, and looked up at him.

“Sixth grade. Seven minutes in heaven,” Nick replied with a tiny smirk. Sonny blushed a little and he ducked his head and scratched the back of his neck.

“Right. I thought you had forgotten,” he muttered in reply. Nick huffed out laughter and thought ‘not likely’ to himself.

“I’ve got a steel trap memory,” is what he said aloud to Sonny. He tapped a finger against his temple for emphasis before he reached for Sonny’s hand and threaded their fingers together. “Now let’s go get a drink.”

[dynowrites]

Couple’s Costume

This is set in my HS!AU

“C’mon, Nicky. It’s our first Halloween together! We need to do something.” Sonny said as they laid in his bed. Nick was curled up against Sonny’s chest just listening to his heart beat.

“It’s stupid. Plus, we’re too old.” Nick mumbled as he looked up at Sonny. Sonny chuckled as he placed a kiss to Nick’s forehead.

“I have a family friend that does this really awesome Halloween party every year. And I want to go.” Sonny said. Nick sighed some as he nodded his head slowly.

“Alright. What were you planning?” Nick asked Sonny as his expression changed quickly. He had no idea what he was going to do.

“I don’t know.. I didn’t have anything planned? Uuuh… okay! So the party is Saturday! Dress in black and be here no later than 4 so I can do your makeup!” Nick look confused but he didn’t question it. Whatever Sonny has planned he was going to trust him.

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When Nick showed up at Sonny’s house, he was dressed in black skinny jeans and a black T-shirt. He was taken to Sonny’s bedroom where he bad black and white face paint laid out. Sonny smiled as he sat Nick down and began to paint his face. Once he finished, Sonny smiled as he showed Nick with a mirror.

“It’s not the best, but I tried. You’re a cute skeleton.” Sonny smiled as he placed a quick kiss to Nick’s lips. Nick smiled as he laid back in the bed.

“Well, finish up, Sonny. I might end up falling asleep.” Nick laughed as he watched Sonny carefully do his own skeleton makeup.

[dynowrites]

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret HS!CAMARO AU YES PLZ

“Nicky?” Sonny asked as they were cuddling in his bed. Nick glanced down at Sonny with a smile.

“Hmm?” He hummed. Sonny looked down as he thought about what he wanted to say.

“I get that you’re not… out yet. I just… want to know why you are keeping me secret?” Sonny asked. Nick thought about it as he slowly began to rub Sonny’s back.

“It’s just.. it’s a long story. My dad’s very homophobic and if they guys on the team found out, I’d get it worse than you have…” Nick frowned as he tangled his fingers with Sonny. Sonny nodded and placed a kiss to Nick’s cheek.

“I get it, Nicky. It just hurts pretending I don’t know you. I can wait, though. Until you figure it all out.” Sonny smiled. Nick glanced down at him and place a very loving kiss against his lips before Nick pulled Sonny closer against him.

[carisi-dreams]

@barisi-esq asked: Can we get "do you think the crunch of a leaf is it screaming out in pain when you step on it?" with Sonny boi in the high school!au? I can so see him asking this and it melts my heart like everything else he does!!

Sonny swung his hand a little where it was interlocked with Nick’s, looking at his feet as they neared Sonny’s car. Nick was humming a little to himself and his footsteps were dogged by the heavy bag on his opposite shoulder. Sonny happened to have math club that day so he’d waited for Nick to finish up practice so that he could give him a ride home. It wasn’t too far of a walk, Nick claimed to like the opportunity to clear his head, but Sonny didn’t quite buy that explanation. He’d been finding more and more reasons to stay after school to give Nick a ride home and he tried to not examine that too closely.

“Do you think the crunch of a leaf is it screaming out in pain when you step on it?” Sonny asked out of the blue, looking over at Nick. Nick give him a slightly judgmental look and shook his head.

“I will never understand what goes through your head, Sonny,” he said drily.

“What if, right? What if it can feel us stepping on it?” Sonny pressed as they neared the car. It was slightly beat up and not anything close to new, but Sonny kept it clean and it ran like a dream for a car its age.

“They’re dead once they fall off the branch, right?” Nick asked as he took the conversation in stride. “So even if it did feel pain at one point, it wouldn’t now that it’s on the ground.”

“You sure you don’t want to join debate?” Sonny asked with a squint across the hood as he looked over it at Nick. Nick laughed and scoffed as he shook his head.

“Why, you trying to spend more time with me?” Nick shot back with a cocky grin. Sonny smiled and pinked a little before ducking his head.

“Would help with the fake boyfriend thing, right?” Sonny asked as he avoided Nick’s eye and opened the car doors.

“Jesus, Sonny! Keep your voice down,” Nick hissed as he looked around wildly. “Whatever happened to keeping this a secret?”

“No one’s even close by, Nick. What are they going to do, read my lips from fifty yards away?” Sonny asked skeptically with a raised eyebrow.

“Still! We need to be careful. You were the one that had this idea in the first place,” Nick pointed out with a shade of something like anger in his tone. He tossed his seat in the back seat as he slid into the passenger seat before slamming the door behind him.

“Can you take it easy on my car?” Sonny chastised incredulously with a gesture to the door. “And excuse me for just trying to help you out, you didn’t have to go along with it. I don’t see why you’re so upset when it’s just you and me here. It’s not like we’re in the middle of a football game.”

Nick just sighed and yanked the seatbelt around himself, staring stonily out of the front windshield. Sonny gave him a long look and opened his mouth to say something else, but Nick cut him off.

“I get it. Can we just—I’m tired and hungry. Can we just go home?”

[carisi-dreams]

full fic coming soon, read the drabbles here

[adarafaelbarba]

Sonny Carisi Familyverse

💕 = VDay Bingo | 🌶 = Holiday Bingo

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Fics:

Sonny talking about his wife (John Mulaney post)

Daddy’s little helper (instagram post)

Baby Dominick’s first birthday

Goodbye Brother

Reconnecting

Ferry Ride (NSFW)

First Tattoo together (excerpt) (full one shot)

An English Major (John Mulaney post)

Meeting Again ~ College Graduation

First Time (NSFW)

First Kiss

First Date

First “I love you” 

First Anniversary (NSFW)

First Apartment (NSFW)

First Time Meeting the Squad 

First Fight (NSFW)

Angie on the beach (text to Sonny)

First Child (NSFW)

“what did you do?!”

Mustache loving (NSFW)

First Time ~ HS!AU (NSFW)

Mistletoe (NSFW) 🌶

Holiday Party (NSFW) 🌶

Ugly Sweater (NSFW) 🌶

Marry Me 💕

A Carisi Easter

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Asks:

Family vacation

Carisi Christmas

Who do the kids look like?

Kids’ full names

Age Difference (Dom, Angie, Bea)

How many kids do they have?

Any Twins?