#however that doesnt actually make the anger fear stop :p

[catboyfurina]

I hate being a 'gets mad when I'm scared' person but also like. At least I know so I can make sure to not do anything until I've calmed down....

[cottonspotten]

dark forest trainee headcanons

only the oots ones

also i’ll only put “reason for training” if there was no canon reason

also long post 

THUNDERCLAN

ivypool reason for training: n/a - very tall and lean. she has a couple scars and dulled blue eyes, which were brighter when she was younger - she would’ve liked to be friends with sunstrike and icewing esp sun - when dovewing left, part of ivypool’s anger came from the fact she’s mad at herself for not having a better relationship w her sister - the dark forest training has probably affected her the most out of all the df trainees - she avoided birchfall in the df bc seeing her own dad there rlly hurt - when stressed in battle, she instinctively uses dark forest moves but stops the moment she realises it - she loves fernsong so much they have a very healthy n loving relationship

blossomfall reason for training: there is a canon reason but i also hc that she used the dark forest as a way to let out emotion - so she was actually very emotional and keeping it all pent up wasn’t good for her - she trusted bumblestripe but talking it out didn’t always work so she started going to the df - but then bumblestripe started getting distant bc of that so she started using the df training as her main way to let out stress & emotion - this means she actually has more scars than ivypool bc she pushed herself so much and just kept going - she has a big claw-mark across her face - def started crushing on ivypool real hard as training progressed - took thornclaw as a mate to try n get over ivy but that didn’t rlly work. she still cares for thornclaw & her kits tho

thornclaw reason for training: literally just wanted to be a better, stronger warrior - always has tired eyes - always cared for ashfur and tried to help him through his issues with squirrelflight. however, he always knew that ash was capable of something (not necessarily attempted murder, but something) so after ashfur’s death there was always this thought at the back of his mind that it was more than just a cold-blooded killer - he’s not an idiot he knew there was something off about the df to begin with just not that - tried to avoid the other trainees in the df - constantly feels guilty that he didnt catch on earlier (for both ash’s death n the df thing)

birchfall reason for training: to become a better warrior & make his family proud - he is. small. like dovewing. just so small,,, - always kept some of his kithood naivety which is a trait whitewing both loves and hates in him & also why he was so oblivious to the df’s true intentions - wanted to spend time w ivypool in the df so when she started avoiding him it rlly hurt :( - he loves whitewing a lot he gets all soft and mushy around her and he just,,,, loves her,,,,, so much,,,,

mousewhisker reason for training: particularly bc he wanted to be as cool as berrynose but also bc he wanted to see minnowtail more - he was soft,,, sweet,,, just so pure before the training - after it he was more hot-headed and frustrating - loved minnowtail so much - love love loved his twin sister hazeltail as well - looked up to berrynose a lot

RIVERCLAN

minnowtail reason for training: blamed herself for tumblekit’s death & wanted to prove that she could still be a good warrior (also mousewhisker) - so fluffy - very firm, strict and cold, she doesn’t show her emotions much - but mousewhisker was so sweet how could she not fall for him - her dad is webfoot of windclan but she doesnt rlly know about him since it was a short-lived relationship between dawnflower and him - she misses her mum & brother so much - willowshine always help n supports her tho,, 

icewing reason for training: to protect her family - beetlewhisker’s death hit her REALLY hard and the only reason she didn’t stop training is because she wanted to avenge him - she became overly sensitive and “loyal” to the dark forest to keep up an act, but never felt any loyalty to them at all - even after she was honest with mintfur, he still loved & understood her  - she still misses beetlewhisker and almost wanted to call one of the kits in her second litter beetlekit

beetlewhisker reason for training: his mom was doing it, why couldnt he? - had a v good relationship with his family - doesnt regret speaking up. he believes it had to be said - often bonds with hollyleaf in stc over their loyalty to the warrior code (nerds) - he uh,,, he dies in the last hope. following the norwegian version of river of fire, sneezecloud is harepaw’s mentor instead & that one brief appearance in that one avos book is just,,,,,, gone ok

hollowflight reason for training: he just wanted to impress his mentor and stand up to some bullies man :( - he had a close relationship w his mentor, reedwhisker. he was almost like a father-figure - was interested in becoming leader one day - he was always quite innocent and nervous but once he started training in the df he became a lot more reckless and argumentative 

SHADOWCLAN

applefur reason for training: wanted to be stronger (like her brother) & also had a tiny crush on birchfall - after marshkit’s death, she got a lot closer to toadfoot - had some serious self-doubt issues esp in the dark forest & realising she had betrayed her clan didnt help - misses birchfall a lot - she kinda just wishes the clans could be at peace

redwillow reason for training: he thought the clans were weak + some personal issues with blackstar - he felt genuine loyalty to the other cats in the dark forest, even the trainees. they were like family to him since he didn’t really have any - he and blackstar never really got along. redwillow looked down on him and saw him as weak. he challenged his orders a lot and felt as though blackstar was restricting him, esp when blackstar gave him a half-blind mentor - blackstar originally disliked how much redwillow argued with him & also before of how rude he was to whitewater constantly, and then also came to dislike him more because he looks a little like sol

ratscar reason for training: he wanted to face his fears of getting hurt - he prefers dodging attacks. this is partially bc getting such a big scar on his side at a young age made him not want to get any more injuries - after/during his training in the df he did get braver - he’s always been fierce, stubborn and bold but he got more arrogant with training - he loves his SISTER & they would prob die for each other

tigerheart reason for training: he was cocky and ambitious. training in the df intrigued him as well - there was a brief moment he thought of fighting for the df - he held a grudge against ivypool for a long time but loved dovewing enough not to act on it - even after he got over his grudge he wasnt ivypool’s biggest fan. the feeling was mutual. 

WINDCLAN

sunstrike reason for training: she wanted to be a better warrior sure but it was mostly to see cute girls - im not a huge fan of her canon design so she’s probably a calico with more yellowy patches rather than orange. still got that forehead spot tho - a Big Lesbian - was definitely crushing hard on furzepelt  - always impressed by ivypool and likely had a small crush on her as well but she was too caught up on furzepelt to rlly think abt it - ok let’s be honest here she probably crushed on every girl who was training in the df just furzepelt was the one that really made her floaty

furzepelt reason for training: just some grudges - def had some feelings for sunstrike - was p good friends with antpelt - was never a huge thunderclan fan and antpelt’s death only set that dislike more in place - thought onestar was dumb for multiple reasons

breezepelt reason for training: n/a - had the tiniest crush on antpelt but pushed it away bc “love is weak”  - cared about his nightcloud so much but only ever showed affection away from his clan for the same reason - softened up once his relationship with crowfeather was fixed - always loved heathertail, even when they were apprentices

antpelt reason for training: dislike for windclan & clanlife. he wanted to be stronger - he and breezepelt got along for several reasons - never enjoyed clanlife. he didn’t think it was right for him and being in the df really showed him that - his friendship with furzepelt was one of the only reasons he stayed

apparently larkwing was also a trainee but there were literally no mentions of her in the df so ??

[huffle-dork]

Control (Part 2)

Part 1: [x]

(This is the bad part, read ta own risk!) 

TeFA stared at her two friends, then their respective darksonas. They were all in the same place, and she didn't know if she should be more scared or relieved that they were actually with her for once. She wanted to run over to them, but yet her body wouldn't move.

Anibase, meanwhile, drank in the sight. She loved it. “TXkgZnJpZW5kcyBhcmUgYWxsIGhlcmUuLi4hIE5vdyB3ZSBjYW4gZmluYWxseSBzIFQgYSBSIHQuLi4h ((My friends are all here...! Now we can finally s T a R t...!))” She then turned to TeFA. “Tm93IG15IGRlYXIgc2VsZiwgdGVsbCBtZS4uLiBIb3cgZG8gSSBjIE8gbiBUIHIgTyBsIHlvdS4uLj8= ((Now my dear self, tell me... How do I c O n T r O l you...?))”

TeFA nervously swallowed. “By… killing me, in my dreams, reminding me why I shouldn't exist, showing what I would hate most, controlling my fears/guilt/anxiety to the point where it tears me apart.” Anibase looked unamused. She then sent the butterfly pendant straight through her right shoulder, cutting off her limb.

“VyByIE8gbiBHLi4u ((W r O n G…))”

Huffle, who was beyond groggy and having trouble waking up, screamed as she saw Anibase tear through TeFA’s limb.

“Holy shit??! what the fuck?!” She sobbed, feeling her heart hammering in her chest. She backed up, holding onto Juri as she scooted before her back hit something. Before she could even respond, Unreal was kicking her back to the ground so her face smacked and scraped across the floor.

“Stop your pathetic crying!” She sneered as she waved ink around her hand, changing it into various sharp shapes, “or you’ll be n͙͇̬͆̇͂ë̢͙̺́̈́͌x̨̛͓̙́̚t̨͉̰͊͐̃!” Huffle whined quietly in the back of her throat but stayed still, fearing the worst.

“Fuck!” Juri had screamed when the pendant went through TeFA’s shoulder. She had a death grip on Huffle’s wrist as Huffle tugged her back all the way up until Unreal kicked Huffle.

Juri dragged Huffle behind with shaking hands even as she opened her mouth and said, “Says the one who’s always crying ink!”

She regretted her words even before they finished leaving her mouth but she couldn’t take them back now.

TeFA stared back at her frightened friends, and knew she wanted to comfort them. Her face went numb, devoid of any pain. ‘It’s just an arm, she seriously could've done way worse.’ She stared back at her younger self, awaiting the next question: besides, if she spoke out of line, it would be her mouth or throat next for sure.

“SG93Li4uIERvIEkuLi4gQyBvIE4gdCBSIG8gTCB5IE8gdS4uLj8= ((How... Do I... C o N t R o L y O u...?))” Anibase growled, anger seizing her noosed-throat.

“By… by making me feel like my absolute worse, telling me why I don't deserve others or things, convincing me that putting on a smile that we’ll see our two friends again one day.” TeFA muttered. She hung her head. ‘Crap, she better not make me say it.’

Anibase giggled, then went deadpan, and brought back back the pendant straight through TeFA’s left hip, knocking her down to the floor. “VyByIE8gbiBHIGFnYWluLi4uIQ== ((W r O n G again…!))” She then weaved her rope through TeFA’s hair and pulled her up so she could look straight at everyone else. TeFA bit back a scream, and made sure no tears fell down her face.

Unreal knocked Juri over and growled, eye glowing bright. “Watch your fucking mouth, mincemeat.”

Huffle was shaking and trying to hold back tears but she was beyond terrified. She then saw Anibase lift up TeFA and before her brain could react she was on her feet.

“Hey!” Huffle shouted, voice shaking, “leave her alone!” She swallowed, bracing herself for the worst, but she couldn’t just stand here and watch her friends get trampled on!

Juri took being knocked over as long as it got Unreal away from Huffle. She was not expecting Huffle to yell at Anibase though. Her heart was pounding but like Hell was Juri not gonna stand by her friends.

“Screw it,” Juri whispered and rapidly stood up next to Huffle while keeping an eye on Unreal and a very disinterested, on everything that was happening, Ouros.

Anibase simply ignored the other two, but then a grin grew upon her face. “T2gsIG9sZGVyIHNlbGYsIGhvdyBtdWNoIGRvIHdlIGxvdmUgb3VyIGZyaWVuZHMuLi4/ ((Oh, older self, how much do we love our friends...?))”

TeFA’s eyes shot open, and her voice grew quiet with worry. “Oh please, no, no don't do it-” and she was quickly caught off, as Anibase, with a simple glow of her right eye, cast an illusion that everyone could see: Huffle and Juri hanging by nooses, dead as a beaten down door. However, real Huffle and Juri were fine, and were standing just below their illusionary-selves, but TeFA could no longer see them.

“NO! NO NO NO NO!!!” TeFA screamed and convulsed, and Anibase giggled evilly.

“Tm93IFRFTEwgTUUuLi4h ((Now TELL ME…!))” Anibase demanded, shouting. “SG93IGRvIEksIGNvbnRyb2wgeSBPIHUuLi4/IQ== ((How do I control y O u…?!))”

TeFA screeched. “YOU MERELY INFLUENCE ME!!! IT IS I THAT FEELS THIS! I FEEL LIKE I SHOULDN’T EXIST, I FEEL LIKE I AM A TERRIBLE FRIEND, I FEEL LIKE A-” and TeFA quickly got the pendant through her heart and head, and collapsed dead.

Anibase smiled. “QW5kIHRoYXQsIGlzIGhvdyB5b3UgdCBSIHUgTCB5IGNvbnRyb2wgc29tZW9uZS4uLg== ((And that, is how you t R u L y control someone…))” She kicked the now dead TeFA over to the others to see, and laughed. “VGhhdCBsYXN0IG9uZSB3YXMgd3JvbmcsIHBhcnRpYWxseS4uLiBCdXQgc2hlIHdhcyByaWdodCB0aGUgZmlyc3QgdGltZXMgYXJvdW5kLCBJIGp1c3Qgd2FudGVkIHRvIG0gRSBzIFMgd2l0aCBoZXIuLi4= ((That last one was wrong, partially... But she was right the first times around, I just wanted to m E s S with her…))”

Huffle’s eyes were overflowing with tears and she screamed, “YOU FUCKING DEMON!! WHAT THE HELL??!” Her feet were walking before she even could think, even though her whole body was screaming at her about the danger, that she was gonna get herself killed.

But soon she was scooping up Anibase by the front of her shirt and cry-yelling in her face, “WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?? TEFA DOESNT DESERVE ANYTHING OF THIS!!!”

Huffle is thrown to the side by a wave of ink and is soon met face to face with her own dark side. Unreal growled low in her throat, “ K̥͚̜̀̐̇n̢̮̻̍̃͘o̗̝̣͌̓͘w̺̩̣͗̈́̓ ̲̼͚͂͂̋y̧̧͕̌́̕o̺̤̔̀̓ͅu̧͖̤͗͝͝r͚̭̗̆̿͝ ̧̨̠͐͌̿f̜̬̞̽̎̃u̜̬̞̓̄̊c̩͕̤̄̒̿k͍̗͇̓̀̔i͙͔͙̇̃̔n̫̮̝̍̒̓ǵ̡̰̮͠͝ ̢̘̮͐̏͗p̨̩̯̊͗̇l̼̘̇̈́͜͝ä͈̰̼́̂͝ć̖̪͍͌͂e͈͓̤̿̇͂. ͔̟͕͒́̄”

Biting back a frightened sob, Huffle struggled and fought against Unreal who was pinning in her down in a puddle of sticky ink, “why are you doing this?! What have we done to you all?! W-we’re good people! We don’t deserve this!”

Juri was shaking in shock as she stared at TeFA’s corpse. When Huffle was pinned by Unreal she snapped out of it. “Huffy!” Juri yelled. She ran forward only to be stopped after a few feet as gravity increased on her and forced Juri to her knees.

The hairs on the back of her neck stood on end and she didn’t have to turn to know who was behind her. “Please no,” Juri whisper-sobbed. There was no response from Ouros and Juri began crying in earnest.

Anibase giggled at all the sadness going around. “QnV0IGxvb2suLi4hIEkgZXZlbiBoYXZlIHNvbWUgY29udHJvbCBvdmVyIHRoZW0uLi4hIExvb2sgYXQgdGhlaXIgZmVhciBpbnN0YWxsZWQgYnkgbSBFLi4uIQ== ((But look...! I even have some control over them...! Look at their fear installed by m E...!))” She steps over TeFA’s body and walks over to the others. “RG9uJ3QgYmUgc28gYnJhc2gsIGluc3RlYWQgdGFrZSB0aGVtIGFuZCBqdXN0IHNpbXBseSBzIE4gYSBQIHRoZW0uLi4= ((Don't be so brash, instead take them and just simply s N a P them…))”

She waves her hand towards Huffle and Juri, who are complete messes. “TGlrZSBzby4uLg== ((Like so…))”

“I’m not afraid of you, you pint sized little freak!” Huffle screamed, kicking and kneeing Unreal even as the ink held her back from doing any real damage. Unreal chuckled darkly and leaned in closer to Huffle’s ear, “I know what you are afraid of though. Do you really wanna experience that?”

Huffle growled and snapped up at the dark side, “You can’t actually hurt me, ink blot! You’re all shadows and empty threats! I’m sick of you and anyone else trampling over me!” Angry tears burned her vision as she swallowed the anger stirring in her stomach. Anger wasn’t her, Anger was Unreal’s. Unreal’s eyes glowed bright as she clasp her hand over Huffle’s mouth and the ink dropping from her eyes burned and bubbled as it dropped on the girl’s skin. Huffle’s breathing quicken and her body jolted with terror.

“You really are a f̤̜̦͋̓͝ớ̙̠̹̐ǒ͈͎̼̔̐l̹̲̪͐̃͒,̢̦̭͋̓̍ ͉̯̟͌̄͋Ĺ͎̣̫̌̋a̗̙͑̀͑͜ù͉̥͓̕͝r͔͚̬̃͐͗ě̞̤̭̆̐n͓̜͇̈́͌̀.̟̦̹͆̊̈́” The ink on Huffle’s face flashed green and blue and glowed and Huffle’s eyes dimmed as if in a daze. Unreal dragged her hand away from Huffle’s mouth, which was now filled with sickly bubbling ink. Huffle choked and struggled, fear bright in her eyes, her vision showing her getting dragged into inky blackness and drowning. Unreal stood and kicked Huffle over, sneering at her host’s flailing and crying.

“Pft. Hope she’ll learn not to talk back now.”

Ouros dropped a hand onto Juri’s head, ignoring her tiny shriek. Gravity shifted in disturbing ways around Juri who fought it. Juri rose slowly, unable to fight it as Ouros manipulated the gravity around her body. She didn’t have to possess Juri to make her do what she wanted.

Slowly, Juri was forced to walk closer to Huffle who was choking and flailing around. She knew she was crying but gravity had tightened around her throat enough it was all she could do to breath properly. Once she reached Huffle Ouros had her stop.

“Hold her down now,” Ouros commanded from behind Juri.

Juri’s breathing sped up as she was forced back into kneeling and grabbing Huffle’s arms to force her to stop flailing. She didn’t know what Ouros’s end goal was, she didn’t want to know.

Anibase watched in complete delight. She thought she loved every bit earlier, but this? She might as well be in her twisted-up version of heaven. “WWVzLi4uIFkgZSBTLi4uIFlFUyEhIQ== ((Yes… Y e S… YES!!!))” Anibase clapped her hands in excitement and bounced around like the child she is. “VGFrZSB0aGF0IGFiaWxpdHkgdGhleSBoYXZlLCB0aGVpciB3IEkgbCBMLi4u ((Take that ability they have, their w I l L…))” Anibase grinned.

“QW5kIHMgTiBhIFAgaXQuLi4h ((And s N a P it…!))”

[igot7idiot7]

Senior Year

Chapter 6: Eros and Apollo

Ch. 1 // Ch. 2 // Ch. 3 // Ch. 4 // Ch. 5 // Ch. 7

Pairing: Wonwoo x Reader x Mingyu

Words: 1038

Warnings: cursing but its senior year, lets be real what senior doesnt curse

Summary: Homecoming! :D

A/N: i didnt realize that i breezed through september but meh who cares.

Tuesday, October 4, 2016

    “And don’t forget to buy your tickets for the Homecoming tickets for this Friday after the game!” The news blared over your silent classroom. The same announcements as yesterday, it was rare that they would show something new in the middle of the week. “Remember, its semi-formal, so no casual tee shirts!”

    As the newscast continued and the government teacher(in all her glory) was waiting for the class to get their homework out before she collected it, the girl with bleach blonde hair turned to you. “Don’t you think that the whole ‘homecoming court’ thing is ridiculous? Like, only the ASB president, football players, and cheerleader ever get on it?”

    “Honestly, yeah, I wish someone who wasn’t a white teethed teen would get it honestly.” You whispered back as the homecoming court was introduced. It was mostly the popular people as expect, but wait. “Wait was that Mingyu?” The girl looked back at you again. The list of the court was the last thing on the screen before it ended, and Kim Mingyu was at the bottom of it. “No fucking way.”

    “Isn’t that the kid you hang out with?” The girl looked at you as you nodded your head in a response. 

    “He didn’t tell me he was nominated, what.” You pulled out your phone to openly text Mingyu in the group chat you had with your lunch crew. 

You: gyu, wtf why didn’t you tell me???

Mingyu: lmao srry

Joy: It was sort of expected though, Y/N.

Jinyoung: #NotShocked

You: u all suck. get an education, pay attention in class!!!!!

Wonwoo: says the one who sent the first text

You: :P

    “With a boy like that, its serious. Do you know if he has a date yet?” She asked you. “He probably does. He is gorgeous.” 

    You laughed lightly, “I don’t think he does. However, he does like to joke that boys turn gay when they see him. I tell him he’s an idiot.” With that you put your phone back into its hideaway in your school bag. 

    “Well, he’s totally eating my heart like Frosted Flakes, damn he is hot.”

    “I would suggest seeing a doctor for that,” both of you burst out laughing, getting a glare from the teacher and curious stares from your peers. The rest of government went the way it always did, boring and once again covering probably cause.

    You stood outside Wonwoo’s classroom, waiting for him to leave to get lunch with you. He asked you earlier that day during first period to meet him outside his fifth period so he could take you to lunch, probably the nearby Subway. He made it clear to you that he did not want you to invite Mingyu along either. Things were still tense between the two for the past week. It was almost impossible to get them to talk to each other, let alone be near each other. Still, it was unknown to everyone why they were fighting; it was irritating, but you had hopes that today Wonwoo would finally explain everything over lunch with you. 

   Out of the corner of your eye, you could see Mingyu exiting his English class and heading towards your direction. He shinned his signature smile and waved to you. “Hey Mr. Smiley. Haven’t seen you smile that wide for a week, ykknow?” 

    “Hey I wanted to ask you somethin’ actually...” He looked down to his Nike Pros. It’s rare he is ever shy with you unless he’s tell you about his new crush. 

    “What is i-” You were interrupted buy a pair of long thin arms wrapping around your shoulders protectively. They were easy to recognize as Wonwoo’s arms. He looked to you and smiled before he looked back up at the taller boy. His grip around you tightened.

     “I thought we had a deal, Kim.” As rare as it was to see Mingyu shy, it was even more rare to hear Wonwoo call him ‘Kim’. That was only when they were in an argument. 

    “What deal?” You looked at both of them confused.

    “Yeah, what deal, Jeon?” Mingyu’s stare burned holes into Wonwoo’s face. 

    “You know the deal, Kim. Don’t try to fucking play dumb, you know exactly what I’m talking about.” 

    You watched in fear seeing their glares at each other. They had always tried keeping their fights away from you, but this must be a fight on a whole new level. “Hey... Guys, what if we jus-”

    “Stay out of this Y/N.” They both said to you sternly. 

    “No. You two have been fighting for over a week. What the hell is going on?” You went between them looking at both of them. “It’s not fair to anyone that you are fighting, and won’t make any attempts of even trying to get along.”

    They stared at each other blankly for a minute before Mingyu straightened up. “Jeon, your choice.” He looked up as he shoved his hands into his pockets.

    Wonwoo tensed as he tried to avoid your gaze. “Fine... Y/N... We-”

    “We’ve been fighting over you.” Mingyu interrupted him. “We both wanted to take you as a date to homecoming.” 

    “That’s what you two have been fighting over? Really?” Anger started to find its way to your head. “Is it that fucking important to both of you to have a date? That is absolutely ridiculous that you would get in a fist fight over a date.” They both looked down ashamed. 

    “We’re sorry. We just..” Wonwoo started.

    “Sorry isn’t going to cut it this time. If you guys want a date that bad then go find yourself one, cause I’m not going to be it. Shouldn’t be too hard for you, Mr. Homecoming Prince.” You turned on your heel but before you left you added, “And don’t plan on talking to me until you both decide to be mature.” Hopefully Joy would give you a ride home today, because it was decided you won’t be talking to the two idiots until you’ve cooled down, and they stopped being idiots. Which would hopefully be sooner rather than later. The last thing you needed was to loose you best friends in the middle of senior year.

Chapter 7

[solarpunksoftie]

additional fun facts about the Gene Pool

because i cant be stopped and oh hello new obsession

my sides

A - Adrienne   E - Ethan   L - Laura   P - Pandora   D - Daryl

Favourite Colour

A - Green

E - Red

L - Blue

P - Yellow

D - Purple

Favourite Music

A - The Struts, Major Lazer, Ariana Grande

E - Rise Against, Green Day, Paramore

L - Lindsey Stirling, Sleeping At Last, Ratatat

P - KONGOS, Arctic Monkeys, Bastille

D - Twenty One Pilots, The Neighborhood, The Front Bottoms

Favourite Foods/Bev

A - Popsicles, Bananas, Mussels / Dr. Pepper

E - Yogurt+Granola, Lamb, Bacon / Juice

L - Steak, Mushrooms, Ramen(its convenient!) / Tea

P - Berries, Spaghetti, Clif Bars (chocolatey ones) / Coffee

D - BBQ Chips, Goldfish, Cheesecake / Hot Cocoa

Favourite Movie

A - Avengers

E - The Sting

L - Cosmos: War of the Planets (they fuckin lov terrible movies)

P - Indiana Jones and the Lost Arc

D - Heathers

Favourite T.V. Show

A - Rick and Morty

E - Brooklyn Nine-Nine

L - Star Trek (tos)

P - The Walking Dead

D -  Cutthroat Kitchen

Favourite Fiction Genre / AO3 Tag

A - Action / Smut

E - Drama / Hurt Comfort

L - Sci-fi / College AU

P - Fantasy / Graphic Depictions of Violence

D - Slice of Life / Whump

Favourite Musical / Song from it

A - Catch Me If You Can / Live in Living Color

E - Les Miserables / Do You Hear The People Sing 

L - Hamilton / Non-Stop

P - Into The Woods / I Know Things Now

D -  Heathers / Lifeboat

Favourite Activity

A - sex, dancing, late night shenanigans with friends

E - attending protests, witchcraft, hiking

L - painting, research, watching movies

P - cooking, playing horror games, playing with animals

D - sleeping, listening to music, cuddling (but they’ll never admit it)

Favourite Affection

A - kisses. not necessarily romantic, forehead, cheek, hand, etc are all awesome

E - massages, especially shoulders

L - hair play

P - hand holding and casual touches

D - hugs, but so touch starved he’ll take anything

Favourite exercise

A - Dance!

E - Swimming

L - Climbing

P - Bicycle

D - pass…

If They Had A Super Power…

A - Flight

E - Pyrokinesis/Pyrogenesis

L - Time Stop

P - Invincibility

D - Invisibility

Weapon Of Choice

A - Falchion… specifically this one 

E - spiked bat

L - Pistol

P - Bowie Knife

D - Switchblade

Travel Destination

A - Amsterdam OR Cross Country Road Trip

E - International Relief Aid (they have no concept of relaxation)

L - Ireland

P - Hawaii

D - no thanks..

Element

A - Air

E - Fire

L - Earth

P - Water

D - Smoke

Theme Songs

A - Raise Your Glass, P!nk - Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time, P!atD

E - Architects, Rise Against - Uprising, Muse - Feeling Sorry, Paramore

L - Conquest of Spaces, Woodkid

P - Laugh Till I Cry, The Front Bottoms - Stressed Out, Twenty One Pilots

D - Trapdoor, Twenty One Pilots - Be Nice To Me, The Front Bottoms - The Draw, Bastille

Little Quirks

A - Happy Dances, Winks, Hair Fluffs

E - Impatient finger tapping, “Cool Kid” posing, Blowing hair out of face

L - clasped hands, Adjusting glasses, straitening tie

P - deforest kelley bounce, hands nervously in pockets, always ready to rabbit

D - Tired face rub, eye roll, lip biting

Zodiac Sign/Planet (all from my full chart)

A - Aries Moon

E - Scorpio Mars

L - Libra Mercury

P - Sagittarius Jupiter

D - Pisces Saturn

Shadow Emotion

A - Loneliness

E - Sadness

L - Confusion

P - Fear

D - Anger

Alignment

A - Chaotic Neutral - fuck it this looks fun

E - Chaotic Good - I will burn this city to the ground to save a child

L - Lawful Good - do the right thing the Right way and you get the best results

P - Lawful Neutral - follow the rules and you won’t get hurt

D - Neutral Evil - I’m tired just kill yourself

Hogwarts House

A - Gryffindor

E - Slytherin / Gryffindor

L - Ravenclaw / Slytherin

P - Gryffindor

D - Hufflepuff

D&D Class

A - Sorcerer

E - Druid

L - Wizard

P - Ranger

D - Rogue

MBTI / my function stack

A - ESFP / Se

E - ENFP / Fi

L - ENTJ / Te

P - ISTP / inferior Ni

D - INFP - none, hes a disorder

God Tier 

A - Maid of Breath

E - Knight of Space

L - Sylph of Mind

P - Mage of Rage

D - Page of Doom

High School Superlatives

A - Best Person to Travel With

E - Most Likely to Help Hide a Body

L - Most Likely to Succeed

P - Best Person to Get Stranded With

D - Worst Case of Senioritis

Vices/Virtues

A - Sex/Kindness

E - Rage/Courage

L - Overwork/Diligence 

P - Alcohol/Vigilance 

D - Drugs/Humility

When Stressed

A - loses all sense of direction and will jump onto the first suggestion someone makes to relieve the stress. Gets paranoid about appearance. Easily becomes overwhelmed/sensory overloaded and needs soft things, stim things, and fidgit toys to keep from becoming entirely incoherent.

E - Gets really impatient and short with people. If the stress escalates they will angry cry from frustration. Slams doors, yells unnecessarily.

L - Comes to a complete stop. They can’t complete a thought coherently and are easily confused. Prone to quitting from distress, coming to the conclusion that the most logical thing is to remove ones self from the stress while also stuck on the fact that it’s stressful because it’s too important to ignore. They basically experience blue screen of death by becoming a feedback loop of “oh no”.

P - The paranoia is in full bloom. they can get delusional and jumpy. Fears intensify. Outwardly, the only sign that somethings wrong is the occasional thousand yard stare or, contrastly, they get hyper vigilant. They’re just always ready.

D - Nap Time. If naps are not acquired they become crazy aggressive and verbally abusive. Every problem is a personal attack and it must be Gene’s fault. Craves death but will settle for a razor.

When They Like Someone

A - a smooth motherfucker. loves the seduction game. will wear lingerie under her clothes in case the opportunity arises to take it off ;)

E - Skittish. romance is the one emotional department they always fumble with. will compliment a lot and try to win them over, but takes a long time to act on anything for fear of misreading the other person’s intentions and making them uncomfortable.

L - Direct. knows the importance of presentation and is a good manipulator, so may implement their skills unintentionally. Really they just want the other person on the same page as them.

P - Suspicion. they normally aren’t attracted to someone unless the other person flirts first, and they are distrustful of others’ intentions. only once they feel safe with their crush will they act more directly and can actually be very charming.

D - Obsession and Despair. This person becomes their everything, which terrifies them, so they try and pull away to avoid getting hurt, and then get upset that the person isnt paying enough attention to them, and then the “im unlovable” spiral begins.

When Injured (with irl experiences oops)

A - powers through with force of will. will convince herself that its not a big deal. would probably try to finish a marathon with a broken leg. not stubborn if told to seek help, however, theyre just really bad at judging the severity/urgency of an injury. (went through their day without a care in the world after a head injury, legit didn’t think it was a big deal. the bump just looked nasty)

E - stubborn as a mule to keep up their badass image. will brush off most things even if they know its bad news. the only time the facade drops is when theyre alone, and then theyre a mess. (helped someone move despite the fact that they were seriously ill. hid it the whole time. collapsed when they got home)

L - reacts appropriately to the situation. has an objective enough knowledge of medicine and anatomy to assess the severity and urgency of an injury and will seek help if needed. 

P - Panic. has a slight inclination to hypochondria that only comes out when something is wrong. stubbed tow? its broken. stomach ache? it could be cancer or their appendix is gonna burst. weird symptoms they dont recognize? absolutely positive theyre gonna die. if they cant see whats wrong the panic is worse. is actually not bad dealing with flesh wounds, but still wont hesitate in seeking care. (full blown panic attack when a uti started exhibiting unfamiliar symptoms and couldn’t receive immediate care)

D - secrecy. wont tell anyone. 10/10 most likely to silently stitch up a wound themselves and no one would be the wiser. (suffering silently through a migraine without medication, cleaning up self harm cuts)

Negative Influences

A - Reckless behavior, abandoning obligations in favour of a fun activity, drug use

E - Being argumentative, “anyone who doesnt agree with me is the enemy” knee jerk reaction, grudges

L - Obsessive behavior, hyper focus, over rationalizing feelings away

P - Irrational fears, distrust of others, exhausting hyper vigilance

D - Depression my dudes, self worth issues, self harm in all forms

Positive Influences

A - Trying new things, Courage, enjoying the simple pleasures

E - Passion, Moral compass, Determination

L - keeping my life structured, love of learning, the designer

P - self preservation, observing others’ personal boundaries, being prepared

D - ?????, keeps me from becoming too powerful,, ???????

When To Worry About Them

A - would rather stay home than go out, reclusive behavior

E - either theyre constantly fuming or they become painfully apathetic

L - none of their ideas make sense, language issues

P - always v stressed

D - smiley mask, overly compliant, overly positive

How They Chill

A - Nature Walks

E - Low Key hangouts with friends

L - Coloring books

P - Music - will often chill and listen to music with Daryl

D - Sleep - falls asleep while listening to music with Pandora

ill probly add onto this when i think of more stuff, but here for now

Self Care

A - Dressing up, cuz looking good for your own sake does wonders for emotional wellbeing

E - Talking to people, it’s not fair to you or your friends to shut them out, and the attention makes Adrienne happy

L - Hot Shower. As well as being good hygiene, hot showers improve circulation and relax muscles and the mind

P - cooking a whole meal for yourself, because you have a penchant for denying yourself food, and its a creative, mentally stimulating activity that gets you moving and is satisfying

D - He’d say sleep, but he always wants to sleep so its mostly detrimental. So he’s with Laura on hot showers, but like, in the dark. They’re good for if you’re upset, or nauseous, or tired, or have a migraine, or need a cry. Don’t gotta put much thought into it, if somethings wrong it can probably be fixed with a shower. Also the warmth is super nice, and a locked dark bathroom is basically the most secure place you have access to. AND you can use nice smelling soaps and stuff, so Addy is happy too. Showers are just default best.

Which Sanders Sides theyre most like

A - Patton

E - Roman

L - Logan

P - Anxiety

D - get fucked

As My Friends… 

A - Kevin - big puppy dog, adventure/food/trouble friend

E - John - loud and proud and also my libra buddy

L - Owen - too smart jesus christ

P - Bri - anxiety ridden and prepared for everything

D - Jake - seriously hes the embodiment of depression anyway its horrifying

Physical Details

A - always wearing body glitter. nothing too Extra but just enough for a slight shimmer

E - has all the tattoos ive ever fantasized about. when i think up a new one it gets added to the collection. the buffest looking; when they work out they go for tone cuz they love the look

L - the only one who wears glasses. also wears a binder cuz theyre most comfortable flat-chested

P - carries any injuries i have at the time, including random bruises or cuts. actually the strongest even though they dont look it

D - has cuts all up their arms. they’re normally wrapped in bandages or hidden under hoodies. Deep under eye bags and the thinnest by far cuz they never heckin eat

Group Opinion

A - despite being the oldest everyone sees her as the little sister they need to protect. they love when shes happy and they all put in efforts to keep her out of too much trouble for the most part

E - they see them as a bit of an egomaniac, which isnt too far off. they are the judicial voice of the group, keeping everyone in line. those who deviate too far face their wrath.

L - the nerd. the others actually try to dismiss them a lot, since a lot of times they end up holding the group back. wildly unappreciated even though theyre normally right and helpful

P - doesn’t normally pop into group discussions, and is more of a casual observer, only participating when necessary. the others appreciate this about them, because for real if they contributed all the time id be a lot more stressed out

D - the villain. everyone always attacks everything they say (with good reason). despite this they still somehow end up winning a pretty good amount of decisions, cuz they are disgustingly good at twisting words and appealing to what at least one of the others wants. no one trusts them