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thatgirlissopeculiar · 1 year ago
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Dream’s dnf fanart likes
November 14th
an animation of Dream and George, Minecraft skin style, getting tacos
Dream, George and all three cats in bed, George and the cats laying on top of Dream
Stardew Valley style, Dream and George outside the house on their farm, Patches on Dream's lap
tiny!George amongst giant things (Patches, a laptop, a glass of juice etc etc)
Dream and George, in each other's colours, wearing Spider-Man themed cat beanies
a gif of tiny!George tying 'ILY' on a laptop
Blade Runner inspired George
George sitting on the Nimbus 2000 (a broom from Harry Potter)
various moments of Dream from George's birthday stream, including George pouring sprinkles on Dream's face, and Dream hugging George
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amourtoken · 3 months ago
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hi!!! listen… corruption kink!ruby with innocent! reader and its the first time hes all like just the tip and you agree. but he just gets rougher and SLAMS INTO YOU??? PLEASSSEEEE
literally squealed over this bc I was excited to write it 😭 BUT UGHHHHHH that's so hot fuck me lol I'm definitely referencing like oddy/shark attack era ruby in this bc he makes me physically sick I need him so bad btw (also this is insanely long for what it is forgive me I got excited asf. ALSO not using his real name bc I don't feel like typing the whole thing out rn maybe next time)
Cw: corruption kink and a very very inexperienced reader with a nasty ass Ruby. He's evil. Oral (f receiving), nipple play, fingering, raw sex (don't ever do this), breeding, Ruby doesn't ever shut the fuck up, loss of virginity, size kink, dacryphilia, ruby is rlly rough and i could almost consider a part of this dubcon but lets not think too hard, overstimulation, just general freak shit.
I've added some visuals/x links so you can enjoy those scenes a Lil more <3
He's always been into you because you're everything he isn't. You're the perfect little clean cut angel and to be honest a little clueless about what life really has to offer yk? You haven't experienced so much as half of what he has and probably never will, and that makes you so much softer in every way. He'd love literally nothing more than to just jam you in a glass case and protect you from the world forever, admiring you like priceless art, however-
As much as that last thought applies, he has this uncontrollable itch in his brain that plagues the hell out of his thoughts and he swears it only gets worse by the day. He could leave you as you are, untouched and perfectly innocent, or he could defile the fuck out of you. It's getting harder and harder to avoid thinking about how bad he wants to hike that pretty white sundress you wear up your hips and bend you over the nearest flat surface. He's fucked his fist to the thought of how pretty you'd look split on his dick and all the high pitched sounds you'd make, how nice his name would sound when it's being whined while you're begging him not to stop countless times by now and it's really just not cutting it anymore.
It doesn't help that you're basically clueless to your effect on him either. You love tucking yourself under his arm while you're sitting on the couch together or basically crawling up into his lap to nap with your head on his shoulder. You act like that's normal, he practically has to peel you off of him sometimes and you always pout with big puppy eyes looking up at him cause he's so comfy and had the audacity to ruin it? Unbelievable. Every time you pass out with your head on his lap he can't help but imagine lacing his fingers in your hair and gagging you on his cock till your perfect makeup is running down your cheeks. He feels so gross but fuck he really can't keep depriving himself, it'd make you feel good too, so how wrong are these thoughts of his really?
He ends up caving to his own needs finally after yet another night of scrolling your socials and jacking off to any skin you'd show in your pics which was few and far between since basically everything was relatively tasteful. He'd get lucky and come across a beach trip set of photos and edge himself for hours to the thought of you riding him in that skimpy ass bikini of yours. He decides to make a move the next time you're over cause he can't keep up this act anymore.
You come over like usual and you just so happen to be wearing an oversized shirt you'd stolen from his place a few days back, which already had him reeling. He lingers a little longer than usual when you pull him into a hug as a greeting, hands resting on your hips for just a second before you're flopping onto the couch and getting comfy while waiting on him. Thank God he smoked before you showed up because it's helping to dull the nervous energy swimming in his chest. He hopes this doesn't fuck up your friendship cause he really does love having you around, he just can't keep living in this haze and hopes you understand. You're always so sweet and understanding of everything though...this should be fine.
He takes his usual spot next to you and throws on the first movie he sees cause he really isn't even paying attention, he couldn't even if he wanted to right now. You're no stranger to physical affection from him so his hand resting on your knee didn't feel out of place. It wasn't until his fingers were brushing under the hem of your shorts that you tilted your head over at him with a confused expression.
"You trust me, right?"
Of course? You always have, you've told him before. Why is he asking again? He keeps your legs spread with his arm as his fingers keep tracing circles against your hip under your shorts. He was silent for a bit before actually responding, which was a little out of character but the butterflies in your stomach kicking up were starting to muffle any of your thoughts. You've always found him attractive but that's your best friend, of course you find him pretty. He'd never want anything else to do with you that wasn't platonic. Right? His fingers brushing against the lace edge of your white panties is surely platonic.
your legs fall open when one slides off the couch and Ruby ofc takes this as an opportunity to take things further. You look so pretty like this, your eyes are glued to his face while his hands work on your lower half, he brushes his thumb over your clit through your panties and you yelp in suprise, grabbing his wrist to stop him. The feeling spread through your whole body like electricity, it wasn't something you were used to at all. You instantly started fumbling over your words explaining you've never done this before, no one's ever touched you this way, hell you hadn't even done it yourself. All of this information went straight to Ruby's cock. He knew you were inexperienced but this is a whole new level of purity to him, and he can't fucking wait to ruin you.
"'s fine baby you don't have to do anything but trust me. I'll make you feel good, promise."
He hooked his fingers around the waistband of your shorts and drug them down your legs with your panties leaving you completely bare for him. You hadn't done this before but you were fucking dripping for him in anticipation already (or nerves. Either way your heart was racing). He pulled the edge of his oversized shirt up your torso and had you hold it in your teeth to keep it out of the way, it was also a good way to muffle any of the sounds you were making. He'd never seen you completely naked so this was a fucking treat to him, he felt like a wolf staring down a lamb in the moment cause you looked beyond delicious in every way. He really couldn't deny himself a taste. Ruby used what little patience he had to tease you and really draw out the moment. The couch really didn't have much room so he took a spot on his knees on the floor and gripped your hips, adjusting you to face him with your legs wide open and shirt still caught between your teeth. He brushed his hands up and down your thighs a few times before spreading your pussy with his thumbs so he could get the best angle when he buried his face in it. Your back immediately arched off the couch and your hands flew to his hair, tangling in it and pulling harshly out of instinct. He groaned against you but didn't stop, licking wide stripes from your entrance back up to your clit repeatedly. God you were already trembling, he was gonna have so much fun with you.
you were already panting and whining just from his tongue but when he edged a single finger into you, your head falls back against the couch and you moan his name in such a pretty tone it has his cock twitching in his sweats. You were so tight around him he really worried if he'd even be able to fuck you tonight, he could make it fit one way or another though. Ruby was working another finger into you and pulled back to watch how you gripped him so fucking tight, he didn't leave you untouched though, his free hand rubbing slow circles against your clit that had you bucking almost involuntarily against him. Your thighs were shaking so bad when he hooked his fingers inside you to hit spots you didn't even know existed, he had your eyes rolling back so far into your skull you were dizzy. Ruby was nearly entranced by the whole ordeal, watching you literally drip down his fingers and wrist like a faucet. It's a shame no one else got to experience this first cause now there's no way he's ever letting someone else feel you, taste you, any of it. As far as he's concerned you're branded.
"Feels good, huh baby? Can't believe you've never done this. Gonna touch yourself thinkin' about me after we're done? Gonna call me and beg me to come fill this pussy up? Yeah?"
"Can't fuck you right till you cum on my fingers, don't wanna hurt you. You're almost there, just relax- fuck you're so tight-"
"Gonna fuckin ruin you for everyone else. You're mine."
Ruby presses a big hand to your lower stomach and you whimper like a dog, tears pricking the corners of your eyes. It felt like there was so much pressure inside you, it ran all the way up your spine and down your legs. He leaned back in to suck at your clit and you could barely catch your breath. The coil in your belly kept tightening until you were pulling at his hair and begging him for a break cause the feeling was so intense and foreign but he didn't stop cause he knew everything you didn't. You came around his fingers with nothing short of a scream, he figured his apartment neighbors would bitch at him and complain about the noise but he'd happily take a noise complaint if that means he can watch you convulse and sob through an orgasm he forced you through again. You were shaking and whimpering, hot tears running down your cheeks while he scissored his fingers inside you working you open and letting you enjoy the aftershocks in the moment. By then you figured you were done, nothing tops that right? Your head was laid back against the cushions and your eyes were closed while you tried to catch your breath but in Ruby's eyes you were barely even started. You only opened your eyes when you felt the tip of his cock slap against your clit making you jolt.
He was fucking huge, you thought his fingers were a stretch but this? He must be joking if he thinks that's gonna fit inside you. You whined about being sensitive and how he was too big but he was quick to reassure you he'd take care of you.
"Just the tip, I promise. You trust me right? You know I can make you feel good baby just let me-"
you hissed at the stretch when he slid in like he promised, he didn't even need extra lube cause you were still drenched from earlier. You couldn't help but squirm a little, the burn of overstimulating still very present at your core. Ruby was upholding his promise for now but fuck the way you gripped his cock and how warm and tight you felt around him, he definitely couldn't stand it for long. He tried to distract himself a little by letting his hands roam your body, fingers teasing your nipples until they were peaked and sore. He tried to fit another inch inside but you whined and pressed your hands against his chest to stop his movements, not that he could've moved much anyway with how tight you were, he's just running out of patience very quickly. He resorted to just rocking his hips slowly, pulling out entirely before just fitting the tip back in and it felt great but fuck it wasn't nearly enough.
Ruby's hand reached between you to tease your clit again, easing a little more of himself into you but was still met with whines and cries and squirming. He knows he promised it'd be just the tip but you can't blame him for breaking this single promise, right? Your whines were cut off when he pressed a hand over your mouth and you looked like a little deer in headlights in that moment which almost made him reconsider but fuck you'd forgive him later. You whined and near sobbed against his hand when he sank balls deep into you in a single thrust. You felt so fucking full you could barely move, the stretch caused an awful ache through your whole body but once you calmed down a little Ruby brushed his thumb over your bottom lip, letting it catch between your teeth and press against your tongue while he finally got to fuck you how he needed. He really tried to keep a slow rhythm but he couldn't stop himself from fucking into you like he was trying to split you in half, his arms tight around your legs to keep you steady. (Vis.)
you felt fucking divine around his cock, like you were made for him. He hoped he'd last longer but the way you gripped him was the end of him, he'd been aching while eating you out so of course he was already on edge. When he came he leaned over you, folding you nearly in half and you whimpered when you felt him nudge your cervix as he spilled into you enough to drip down your ass onto the couch beneath you. He'd clean it later. Right now he was more focused on feeling you cum around his cock, even though he'd already finished he felt like you deserved more for letting him fuck you like this. He pressed himself deep into you and started a fast pace rubbing circles on your clit until you were shaking and crying out his name in that pretty little tone of yours.
"G-good fucking girl- good girl- fuck baby that's it, that's good- cum for me again? Please you're so close, cum on my cock baby girl- let go"
You definitely followed his words cause you came so hard black spots flooded your whole field of view, you sank your nails into his wrist trying to steady yourself but your whole body felt like it was electrified. Ruby rocked his hips gently against yours to really draw the feeling out as he leaned down to press kisses to your jaw and cheek. He finally pulled out and sat back to watch his cum drip out of your abused hole, feeling satisfied with himself. You were fucking spent, panting and laying back on the couch with a sheen of sweat making your hair stick to your forehead and his shirt still tugged up to reveal your whole body to him. He'd stay in this moment for fucking ever If he could, but there's so much more he wants to do to you once you recover. He's got plenty to show you.
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iamnot-crazy · 4 months ago
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Pushing the line part 2
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Summary: The heart pirates have finally collected 98 hearts and are in the final stretch on your goal to promote your captain to warlord. However Law had other plans. He finally confronts you regarding the adjustment to the plan which you don't take well. This happens months after part 1 and you and law refused to talk about that day and continue as if nothing happened between the two of you but your actions and judgement for each other has slightly changed.
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You sat in the library, surrounded by newspapers, poring over notes and calculations. A sudden entry caught your attention, and you jumped up excitedly. "Captain, we just need two more hearts before you can ascend to the Warlord ranks!" You breathed, showing him your notes. "I think we should go all-out for the last two, and I've narrowed it down to four pirate captains. They all have incredibly high bounties and large crews, but with the right plan and timing, I think we can do it." You smiled proudly, gesturing at your notes and charts. "I've outlined plans for each of them and ranked them by difficulty. You can decide which ones we should target."
Law flipped through the pages, his expression impressed. "It'll be so nice to reach Warlord status. No more people running scared from us. We can relax in towns without worrying about the government." You fantasized, while Law grimaced. "I can finally talk to my sister again without fear of her trying to arrest me," you added, smiling blissfully.
Law sighed, lowering your notes. "Y/n, we've discussed this. Our plan is to use the Warlord title to destroy that system."
"I know, but it'll still be nice, even if it's just for a little while," you insisted, smiling.
Law slumped down beside you. "Maybe," he sighed, his frown deepening.
You raised an eyebrow, concerned. "What's wrong?" you pressed.
Law shook his head. "Nothing."
"You're not telling me something. Captain, as head of tactics, I need to stay informed."
Law sighed, removing his hat and fidgeting with it in his lap. "Remember how I told you about Corazon and how he died protecting me?" His eyes remained fixed on his lap. You reached out and squeezed his hand reassuringly. Law continued, "The person who killed him was Doflamingo... his brother."
You squeezed his hand tighter, patiently waiting for him to finish. "The day he died, I swore to avenge him by not only killing Doflamingo but destroying everything he created."
You nodded in understanding. "And becoming a Warlord will bring you closer to that." Law nodded. "Okay, we can make that happen. I'll go through everything we have on Doflamingo, and when you become Warlord and get access to government information, I can help formulate a plan."
Law shook his head, gripping his hat more tightly. "I already have a plan, but it's something I need to do alone."
Confusion creased your brow as you searched his face for clues.
"I went out last night and got the last two hearts already," he admitted. "Tonight, I'm going to the marine base with all 100 hearts alone, and Bepo will take you and the rest of the crew to Zou."
"What!" you exclaimed, standing up angrily. "No! We worked so hard to get you here. You can't just abandon us! We can help! We are a team!"
Law shook his head. "No. I have to do this part alone."
"Why!" You slammed your fist on the table. "You haven't done any of this alone, why now!" Your blood began to boil as you hovered over the captain.
"Because it's too dangerous. I can't lose anymore people I care about."
"I can take care of myself! The entire crew can! We knew what we were getting into as soon as we joined a pirate crew!"
"It's a discreet mission. I need to operate quietly, and you know as well as I do that this crew doesn't operate like that," he reasoned.
"Then take me! Just me," you pleaded, starting to sob. "I can help you! I can protect you."
Law stood up and grabbed your shoulders, steadying you. "I can't lose you," he said, placing his forehead against yours. "And you need to take care of the crew."
You pushed back, looking into his eyes. "It's Bepo's job to take care of the crew. It's my job to take care of you," you sobbed, tears filling your eyes. "Please you don't have to do this alone."
Law kissed your forehead and pulled you close, holding you tightly. "I'm sorry. I can't risk it."
You grab his back holding him tightly. Before you could respond, his form disappeared from your touch. You whipped around to see he had transported himself to the door which he quickly slammed shut locking you in.
You ran to the door, screaming and pounding, "Law don't do this! Law please! Law!" You shout as you watch Law walk away, looking back at you longingly he mouthed some words before putting his hat back on and disappearing down the hallway.
You continued to scream and pound on the door, trying to jiggle the handle, but it wouldn't budge. You searched the room frantically for anything that could help you escape, throwing the bookshelf in frustration when you found nothing.
After an hour of destroying the room, you sat by the porthole, watching the bubbles pass by as the submarine moved through the sea, and began to cry. You didn't understand why he could just leave you like this on a possible suicide mission. A shadow passed in front of the porthole, and you jumped up. Peering out the window, you saw Penguin walking past.
You slammed on the window, gaining his attention. "Penguin! Help! I accidentally locked myself in here!" you shouted, causing him to turn around and look at you. "Penguin, please! I've been stuck in here for an hour," you begged.
Penguin slowly approached and stood in front of the door. "Captain said he locked you in here for your own safety," he said, and you cursed under your breath.
"Okay, fine, he did, but did he tell you why?" you demanded, looking at him with pleading eyes. He shook his head. "Law wants to go on a suicidal mission and leave us behind."
Penguin's eyes widened. "What do you mean?"
You slammed on the window. "Let me out, and then I'll explain!" you shouted angrily, growing impatient. The ruckus finally drew in another figure, Shachi.
"Penguin? Y/N? What's going on?" he asked, stepping away from the door as your angry aura seeped through.
"Y/N says that Law is trying to go on a suicidal mission," Penguin answered. "Do you think it's the Doflamingo thing again?"
You slammed on the window, scaring the two boys. "Again! You fucking knew about this shit! He is basically your brother and you just THINK that he might still be hung up on this vendetta!" Your face turned red with anger as you shouted at them. "Let me the fuck out now! I need to go with him!"
Penguin and Shachi looked at each other, terrified, before sprinting down the hallway. You screamed and pounded on the door some more, practically denting the metal.
You groaned in defeat, resting your head on the window. You looked over to see a white figure peek over across the hall. "Bepo?" you called, causing the figure to jump out of sight. "Bepo! I know you're there! Please! I just want to make sure he comes home when everything is over," you cried, your voice now raspy from yelling.
Bepo crept back into view, looking at you with sympathy. "Is he really trying to go after Doflamingo again?" he asked shyly. Tired of yelling, you simply nodded. He looked up and down the hall before placing a hand on the latch. "And you promise to make sure he comes home?"
"On my life," you stated confidently. Bepo shook his head.
"That's why he won't take you or anyone else. He doesn't want anyone to sacrifice themselves for him again," he sighed.
"Who gives a shit! If that's what it takes to keep him alive!" you shouted, causing the bear to step back. You sighed and lowered your voice. "Please, Bepo. I'm sorry. I just... I... I love him," your voice cracked as you finally confessed your feelings. "I'll do anything to keep him alive." Tears began to flow down your face.
Bepo sighed, reaching for the latch again. "Just try to come back alive. I don't think Cap can live in a world without you either," he said, lifting the latch and opening the door, freeing you.
You bolted out of the room and dashed down the hallway. As you ran, you skidded to a stop and turned to Bepo, jumping into a large hug. "Thank you," you sobbed into his fur as he wrapped his arms around you. "I promise to bring us both home."
You felt the submarine shake as it docked, and you jumped off the polar bear before dashing down the hallway.
You ran out the door to the deck tosee Law walking off the sub, holding the crate full of stolen hearts. When he reached the dock, he placed the crate down and gave one final look at the submarine before hitting the side twice to signal for it to leave. You took your chance to jump off the deck and onto the dock as the engines whirled up.
Law turned around in shock, staring at you. "Y/N!" he gasped before raising his hand to cast his room ability to summon you back into the submarine.
"No!" you screamed, running up to him and pushing his hand up in the air, preventing him from activating his powers. You huffed in his face as you held his arm. "I am coming with you, that is not up for debate!" you snarled.
Law's breath began to shake as he stared down at your angry expression. "Why?" he asked.
"Because I can't stand the thought of losing you," you declared. Law paused as he searched your eyes. "Because I love you!" you shouted, confessing your feelings. Law blinked, pulling his arm out of your hold, dazed.
"Why?" he asked again.
"Does it ever matter!" you retorted, grabbing the back of his head and pulling him into a deep kiss. Law initially froze but slowly melted into it, wrapping his arms around you for support as he kissed you back. You could barely hear the cheers from the ship as it began to float away, and you lifted your finger in a rude gesture at the crew.
Law pulled away from the kiss, looking into your eyes. "Fine, but promise me that you won't die protecting me. I don't think I can live in a world without you."
You smiled, hearing the words Bepo had said echoing through him. "I promise if I die, it will be through my own stupidity and actions, not for protecting you. If you promise to not get yourself killed on purpose."
Law shook his head. "How about we both promise to do everything we can to stay alive?"
You smiled. "Deal." You pulled him back into the kiss, sealing your deal.
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A/n thank you for reading let me know if you want a part 3 or if I should finish it here.
but hey if you wanna read more of my work check out my MasterList
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worrior-studios · 11 months ago
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Tigerpaw x Rusty
Growling Tigerpaw launched himself at Thistleclaw. But his mentor easily threw him onto the ground and pinned him.
"You are such a useless fighter! I swear, I should just kill you now." Thistleclaw spat, raking his claws against Tigerpaw's face.
Wincing Tigerpaw trembled as he felt blood run down his face. This is usually how training sessions with Thistleclaw go. It seems that Thistleclaw must hate him because his mentor abuses him so often.
But Thistleclaw says he's doing this so Tigerpaw won't be like his father, Pinestar, and run off to be a kitty-pet.
Pinestar used to be a respectful leader, but soon after Leopardfoot gave birth to his kits, he left to go become a kitty-pet, leaving his mate, Tigerpaw's two siblings named Mistlekit and Nightkit, behind.
As soon as his father left, Tigerpaw's life began to rapidly change. His siblings were very sick and soon died. His mother, Leopardfoot, was heartbroken because of this. She couldn't take care of him because of how depressed she was. Even now, she's still distant.
Thistleclaw is the only father figure Tigerpaw has, and he's far from the best. Tigerpaw is sure that he doesn't even care about him.
Tigerpaw also has no friends. The only cat he ever interacts with is Thistleclaw, and Tigerpaw is sick and tired of spending time with the mean gray tom. But he has no other choice.
"Don't kill me!" Tigerpaw pleaded. "I'll become a better fighter."
However, Thistleclaw didn't look convinced. He dragged his claws around Tigerpaw's eyes, not drawing blood but just teasing him.
"I don't know. You are pretty weak. I think you might as well become a kitty-pet. You are certainly a horrible thunderclan apprentice." Thistleclaw laughed.
"No, I'll never become a kitty-pet! I'll shred any kitty-pet I see!" Tigerpaw growled.
The tabby tom knows that he's bluffing, of course. Tigerpaw hates fighting, and that's another reason Thistleclaw hates him.
Intrest gleamed in Thistleclaw's green eyes.
"Hm. Will you actually do that?"
"O-Of course…" Tigerpaw lied once more.
"Well, then I have a challenge for you. Go into the two-leg place and kill a kitty-pet. Then bring me proof that you did it." Thistleclaw ordered.
Tigerpaw gulped. Even though he is bulky and seemingly strong, he doesn't want to fight anyone. Even a kitty-pet. But Tigerpaw knows that he shouldn't tell Thistleclaw if he wants to live.
"Do you want me to drag a kitty-pet's corpse over here to prove I did?" Tigerpaw asked. That seems complicated.
Thistleclaw snorted. "Of course not, you idiot. Just bring me the kitty-pet's fur or something like that. If you don't return with that, you might as well become a kitty-pet or I'll just kill you."
"I promise I'll kill one," Tigerpaw promised. "Just get off me."
Getting off of him Thistleclaw let out a growl.
"Don't come back soon," Thistleclaw said, padding back to the Thunderclan camp.
Once his mentor was gone, Tigerpaw then headed over to the two-leg place. Maybe Tigerpaw should just become a kitty-pet. That way, he wouldn't get hurt by Thistleclaw anymore.
But Tigerpaw knows that he wouldn't be happy in a two-leg because he would be locked up constantly, and he wouldn't want any two-leg touching him. Besides, he doesn't want to be like his father.
As Tigerpaw walked past two-leg nests, he was looking for cats to kill. Even though Tigerpaw knows he can't kill a cat, he couldn't just steal a kitty-pet's furball. Soon, Tigerpaw spotted a kitty-pet outside their two-leg nest.
He has a pretty flame-colored coat with gleaming emerald eyes and a collar of the same shade. He was also fairly chunky, but Tigerpaw couldn't help but find him hot.
Tigerpaw ended up staring at the cat, whom he assumed was a tom, for a while.
The kitty-pet noticed this and jumped over the fence, facing Tigerpaw.
"Hey, I haven't seen you around here. Are you a new arrival? You are kind of cute. I could show you around my nest if you want." He then added: "My name is Rusty. What's yours?"
Tigerpaw struggled to listen to all the questions. Normally, no cat talks to him in a non-threatening way. Let alone call him cute.
"No, I'm not a kitty-pet. I live in the wild. My name is Tigerpaw." Tigerpaw answered.
"Hey, you are hurt." Rusty suddenly realized this. "Come into my housefolk's yard. I'll get you some cobwebs."
Tigerpaw was hesitant about going into a two-leg "yard," as Rusty called it. But Rusty wants to help him, so Tigerpaw can't just refuse his offer.
"Alright…"
Rusty then leaped over the fence, and Tigerpaw followed. The orange tom then went over to a log and pulled out some cobwebs. He then plastered them on Tigerpaw's face.
"It's much better now. Thank you." Tigerpaw muttered. At least he wasn't bleeding any more.
"No problem. How did you get hurt? You are also a thunderclan cat, right?" Rusty asked.
"My mentor." Tigerpaw then answered Rusty's other question before he could ask him anything else. "Yes, I'm a thunderclan cat. How did you know that, and how do you have any knowledge of herbs?
"Well, my father spent some time with forest cats. He was even friends with one for a while. He taught me and my siblings everything he knew." Rusty answered. "Your mentor is your trainer, right? Why would your trainer hurt you so badly?"
Thistleclaw has hurt Tigerpaw; it was worse before, and he always gets away with it using various excuses.
Tigerpaw was a little hesitant to tell Firepaw about Thistleclaw. Because he knows he's going to have a meltdown, and he doesn't want to chase off the first cat that has shown him attention.
"His name is Thistleclaw. He hurts me often. If you want me to tell you about him, we're most likely going to be here all day, and I'll probably start sobbing." Tigerpaw admitted.
"Well, I don't care how long we have to be here, and if you cry, I'll comfort you," Rusty promised.
Tigerpaw was surprised that Rusty wanted him to keep talking. He really wants to get his anger out. So he has no problem telling Rusty what's on his mind, if he doesn't mind.
"Alright, listen closely…"
Tigerpaw then told Rusty about his family background. He told him about his dead siblings, his father leaving him, and how his mother was too sad to take care of him. He then told Rusty about how Thistleclaw constantly abuses him and how he has no friends.
As he spoke, the tabby tom started to cry. But Rusty comforted him, and he stopped.
"I'm so sorry that happened to you. You could live with me and my housefolk. Thistleclaw won't hurt you then." Rusty offered, nuzzling him.
Tigerpaw couldn't believe how kind and welcoming Rusty was. It seems that Tigerpaw may finally have a friend. Tigerpaw has thought about becoming a kitty-pet before. But he isn't sure that he wants to do that.
Sure, he would be free from Thistleclaw, but Tigerpaw doesn't want two-legs touching him, nor does he want to be locked up in their nests constantly. He wants to be free in the wild!
"Thank you, but I want to stay in Thunderclan. Maybe Thistleclaw will get nicer." Tigerpaw said, dipping his head.
Rusty didn't look convinced, and he opened his mouth to argue. But he quickly closed them.
"Alright. I don't know whether this will help or not, but I'm pretty sure I know where your father is. He lives a few nests down, and he's named Pine now. He was my father's friend." Rusty told him honestly.
Tigerpaw's mind raced. He could meet his father. The cat he heard so much about but hadn't seen in a while Even if Tigerpaw wants to meet Pine again, he knows that he can't right now.
Pine left his siblings to die, and he left Leopardfoot depressed. Tigerpaw can't forgive him, at least not yet.
"I can't face him after what he has done to me. I need to recover still. Maybe I'll meet him again sometime, though." Tigerpaw replied.
Rusty nodded. "I understand. I can take you there some other time." Rusty then hesitated. "Can you meet me here again? Maybe in a week? I really like talking to you."
Tigerpaw let out a purr. Even if Rusty is a kitty-pet Tigerpaw enjoys spending time with him as well.
"I'll gladly meet you in a week." Tigerpaw purred.
"Great!" Rusty replied, nuzzling him.
Tigerpaw then remembered something and shuffled his paws.
"Can I have some of your fur? It's a strange request. I know. But my mentor, Thistleclaw, thinks I'm killing a kitty-pet so I need some sort of proof." Tigerpaw asked awkwardly.
"Sure." Rusty laughed. "I have plenty of fur to go around."
Once Tigerpaw grabbed a mouthful of Rusty's fur, he said goodbye and padded away. As he headed back to the Thunderclan camp, Tigerpaw couldn't help but smile. He can't wait to meet Rusty again.
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holllandtrash · 2 years ago
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I really have a thing for secret relationships for some reason, so maybe Lewis’s relationship with some pop star or famous actress being outed?
Okay back on my blurb bullshit before i call it a night
this is on par with tonight's met gala butttt you're an actress, you've been dating lewis for almost a year now but you've been keeping busy and working on projects, HOWEVER you're in new york, you're attending the met gala and god damn do you look fucking good
now, you've def been seen at some races before and fans have speculated that you're dating a driver but you and lewis are so private that there's no trace of you two being together anywhere
so anyway you show up the met gala dressed to the fucking nines and who do you run into but danny fucking ricciardo and you know him, of course you know him. the drivers know you're dating lewis its not a secret from them, and there are so many celebs at the met gala its not weird that you would run into a lot that you know (danny being one of them)
so you don't think anything of it when you go up to him and give him a hug and catch up quickly on the carpet and some paparazzi's are like 'y/n!!! danny!! over here! smile!!' and what are you gonna do? say no?? danny's a friend, he's your boyfriends friend too so you pose together
and your first thought is oh god twitter is going to have a field day with these photos. everyone is going to assume you're dating.
and there's been rumours of you dating costars before but as you're smile you're already thinking of ways to put the danny rumours to rest that haven't even started yet, that's where your mind is, you're thinking ahead. you're not in the present.
which means your reaction time wasn't fast enough to stop daniel when he opened his mouth to ask "where's lewis tonight?"
he sees your face, the brief moment of panic and daniel knows he slipped up, he knows he shouldn't have asked that. you obviously don't answer that question because there's about 30 cameras on you, some with mic's and some that undoubtedly picked up on him asking you where the 8 7 time world champion lewis hamilton is.
so you just smile and step away from daniel. the best solution is to just say nothing. daniel nods, fixes his tie and you both go your separate ways.
but oh man does the internet work fast
it's not even two minutes later when your assistant, bless her soul, approaches you hesitantly and whispers in your ear that the specific clip of daniel asking where lewis is is now spreading like wildfire on twitter. and you ask if it's obvious what he's saying and sadly, it is. the audio isn't the best but there's no denying that lewis' name came out of daniel's mouth
this was not how you wanted to go public. in fact, you and lewis never really discussed how it would happen, but daniel ricciardo not thinking before he spoke was certainly never part of the plan.
of course you're panicking, you don't know how lewis is going to react, if he's been told what's going on. he is in miami, it's not like he's somewhere across the world already asleep, there's a chance he too has already seen the clip
when your assistant finds you again before she leaves you for the dinner portion of the evening, she doesn't look stressed, even though you feel stressed.
"what?" you ask, pulling her aside. "have you talked to lewis? is he mad at danny?"
she just shakes her head and opens up instagram. it takes way too long for the content to load but doesn't that always seem to happen in these dire moments where you feel disgustingly sick and have no patience?
finally, she opens up lewis' instagram stories. and right there, the only image he's shared today is one of you taken only minutes ago as you posed on the carpet alone, with what he would say an angelic smile and a devilish stare that could do more harm than good.
and it was impossible to miss the two heart emoji's he added
he heard seen the clip after all and decided to run with it. no sense in hiding the relationship anymore. if anything, lewis was probably thanking his lucky stars that daniel said something because he's been waiting for the perfect opportunity to show you off
the next time someone brings up lewis tonight, you don't shy away from answering
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simm-mouse · 2 years ago
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Alright part 2 of my theory on hidden Nervous. I'll have part 1 linked if you haven't read it yet. I suggest reading that one first before this one
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Alright, you know the section where I theorized that psp and hidden Nerv being the same clone? Forgot about that part, I no longer believe in that theory(if you personally believe this however that's fine, I'm just changing my views on it.). If you look on the wiki, there are a total of 5 versions of Nervous Subject. We already have two in Sims 2, but he also appears in 3 and 4. But the one in Sims 3 isn't going to be talked about cuz it's just him as a toddler, which doesn't really make any sense because mostly the adults and elders in 2, are children or have not yet been born, not even Glarn and Kitty appear, but Glarn's parents Notso and Zo appear not even as teenagers yet. If we go with the more common theory for the sims timeline that each game adds 25 years later besides 3, which is supposed to be a prequel, then Nervous would be an elder or dead. Which doesn't make sense (I know it's more the fact that the developers didn't really focus on the timeline from the other two games when adding premades from other games, but still it's confusing).
So we're gonna focus on hidden, psp, and 4 Nervous. All three are clones of Nervous. All three are different from the original as the Sims 2 shows copies of some Sims and they're not identical to the original. I mean look at Pleasantview and strangetown's Bella Goths, their appearances are different. Even though all four look different, one thing's the same. All four smell of trauma and cat piss
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Hidden would actually not be seen outside of the house as he never got to explore out into the world before his death(which fits more with the name hidden Nervous). He still ages into an elder by the Beaker's experiment. But they didn't have enough elixir of life to age him back, so he didn't get age down right away. So after they torture him he goes up to the roof to look at the sky. Just like with the friday the 13th video, He dies by getting struck by a meteorite.
For psp Nervous, he looks the most normal out of all versions of Nervous. It's pretty known why he's like that, but I like to think that he's the most genetically accurate. He'll have Olive's, and Grim's biological genetics before his death. So he'll be almost completely different, other than having the same clothes, it's hard to tell that he's even a clone. So it's very easy for him to walk around town and not be mistaken as the original Nervous. He would still say that he's just working for the Beakers as a way to hide the truth from others. He probably was caught after they found him trying to sneak out, and that's when It was impossible for him to escape and had more painful experiments done on him. His body just couldn't take it anymore, and that's when he was shocked to death by one of the machines used on him. Well shit, two clones are dead, hopefully the next one doesn't die
The current clone they have is the Nervous from the sims 4. Even though that game is an alternate universe or some dumb shit that messes with the timeline, he's a Nervous so he's gonna be talked about. This Nervous is trapped with now four Beakers. Yes, Atom and Ceres also torment this man. They'd even put the blame on him for the trouble they caused. He has yet to go out and explore the world, so right now he's stuck in the house.
Does Nervous know that he has clones? Probably, he figures that the Beakers would clone him if they haven't put in the effort to get him back since he ran off to live with the Curious brothers. Has he ever met the psp Nerv since he's the only clone that went outside? No, if so they would've been fist fighting
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fighting-my-demons · 1 year ago
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This migraine has been going on for a week. Plus I was really sick from the rain. I feel like a lot had added up to fuck up my immune system, which is really rare because my health is always on point. I have been doing things to keep my calm like watching a show that I never got to finish, which is healing my inner-pre-teen and listening to 90's rnb. I like taking myself back on a "Back To The Past" rocketship. It's such a good feel. Unfortunately there are some dark times and of course the music I would listen back then is taking me back. River Flows In You. LuvSic pt1-4. Have You Ever? At Your Best You Are Loved. Feather.
Every now and then I think of you and everyone else. I feel guilty for so many things. I wish I could I say sorry to your family and our friends. I did a shitty job holding us altogether. I was really dumb back then, but I do thank you and the others during that time to accept me when I didn't know who I was. I was a total embarrassment during those times and was not there for you and everyone. I left. I think about every now and then. It doesn't help when there is an anime that is a pretty close to our friendship story but we never got together. I loved that anime but it's painful to watch again because I think of all of us. We were all so tight and now we are all total strangers. I blame myself. I ran away. I didn't know how to react. All the emotions were new to me. I had no idea how to react to be honest. I wanted a new life and move on. I hurt many people through that process. Now that I'm older and I think about it every now and then, I know I was very wrong. I wish I knew better during that time. What I can say is that I learned how to keep my circle tight as after because of you and everyone in our old friend group. During those times I know I was very annoying, hyperactive, and very much in my own world. I regret not expressing to you, him, your parents, his parents, and everyone how much I appreciated everyone. Honestly I wouldn't be the person who I am today if it wasn't for you and everyone. Life is painful and beautiful, huh? I just hope everyone is doing well. The music I would listen on my mp3 takes me back to you guys. I know it's a regret I have deep down. I haven't visited your house or your grave since you that year. I have seen your relatives who definitely saw me. One of them was trying to get my attention a few years back, but I ignored them so hard. I ignored everyone because I knew I failed them during those dark times. I also ran because I was part of that heartbreak. That Mikki only knew how to escape. She never had a safe place before, which is why she was always moving and not letting anyone get in her way. I cringe every time I think back of what I did. However, I am me because of all of that. I wouldn't be here because of what I learned. This is a frequent thought. Because of you and everyone, I cherish what I have. I cherish the people in my life. I say "I love you more" to everyone. I take accountable of everything I do. I'm wiser. I'm braver. I'm emotional. I'm head-on. I don't run away anymore. I'm mellow. I'm more mature. I'm pretty sure your family hates me but I don't blame them. In one way or another I want to give back because you and everyone treated me like family. I will never forget that. Again, thank you and everyone. I hope you're okay with your family up there. I always think about you. I know I can't go back in the past and apologize to everyone who I wronged and disappointed, but I will carry on and continue to be the better person who I am today than my yesterdays. I can't believe 16 years has passed. I love you so much, E. In another world, it would be like Ano Hana.
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hawkinsschoolcounselor · 2 years ago
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I'm curious as to what you mean by saying Mileven is a geek fantasy, as I haven't heard that before that I can recall. Is there a specific trope you think Mileven is emulating?
It's like Weird Science.
Mike was pegged in season 1 for not only being a nerdy loser, but also being ugly (frog face). Then along comes this strange girl with superpowers who ends up having eyes for Mike and only Mike. He dresses her up to look like his image of a girl. She takes care of his bullies for him. She essentially solves all of his problems. She's an amazing girl, capable of unreal things. We see him brag about her abilities and the fact that she saved the world (twice!). It's very important to him that she be this grand mythical figure who no other girl could possibly match. She makes him feel amazing because, while, in his mind, she could have anyone she wanted, she chose him.
Ultimately, Mike derives value in his life from the fact that El sees value in him. It's a crisis for him when he thinks she doesn't need him anymore because he doesn't think anyone else could ever love him. It's a very pathetic relationship, but it's the sort of fantasy many loser nerds, especially in the 80s when Weird Science came out, had. That's why it worked so well as a concept.
Now, Weird Science had a twist to it. The girl the losers created wasn't actually there to be their fantasy girl. She actually manipulated their lives to the point that they developed the confidence to go out and get real girls, at which point she left them as they no longer needed her. They created her so they wouldn't be losers anymore, and that's just what she did, only not in the way they planned.
Here, though, the Duffers appear to be missing the entire point of the movie by having El need Mike, despite her entire story supposedly being about finding herself, as much as, if not more than, Mike needs her. They're essentially subverting a trope that was, in itself, a subversion. El isn't going to have a "my work here is done" moment in regards to Mike. This magic girl who came into Mike's life and made everything better isn't there to nudge him into being a better person. She's there to be his ideal girlfriend, just as he's there to, essentially, be a trophy boyfriend.
The sad thing is that they've added this extra element to the story. We have Will, someone who has known Mike for most of their lives, who is absolutely gone for Mike. Mike loves El due, in large part, to the fact that he doesn't feel anyone else could ever want him. He's totally unaware of the fact that someone else does, and the real tragedy is that we're meant to believe Mike could never return Will's affections anyway. It's a ridiculously cruel twist that, honestly, didn't need to be added, especially since it's mostly just been used to further prop up the geek fantasy relationship. If they were genuinely invoking what Weird Science did, El would be a vehicle for Mike to recognize and act on Will's very real feelings for him. However, they aren't about to do that to the most popular character on the show.
I don't know if the Duffers have some surprise on the way, but I feel like it's far too late, anyway. They had their chance to address this to set up some good development in the final season, but they didn't. Yeah, there's subtext that hints that Mike has unaddressed feelings for Will, but the time for subtext is over. They missed their chance to do anything meaningful with this, should it really be the plan. It really does look like the geek fantasy is what they've been going for, even if the biggest movie to invoke it completely subverted it.
Maybe I'm wrong. Hell, I'd love to be wrong about this. But you asked me an honest question, and I wanted to give you an honest answer.
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spencestyles · 3 years ago
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I’d do anything
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summary: spencer is in love with y/n and y/n is in an abusice relationship. will spencer be able to save y/n? love her when she needs him most?
pairing: spencer reid x bau!fem!reader
warnings: ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP DO NOT READ IF NOT COMFORTABLE READING THIS CONTENT, normal case violence
words: 4k+
please do not read if you are uncomfortable with the content of it abuse is a trigger. be mindful of this.
enjoy!!
SPENCER'S POV
"Guys this is my boyfriend, Owen," y/n said to the team on a night out.
For the longest time she and I have been best friends, nothing more. I have been in love with her for a while now, but I have always been too afraid to tell her. Now that she had a boyfriend, I knew I had lost my chances.
"Oh my gosh!" Penelope yelled. "It is so nice to finally meet you! y/n has told us so much about you!"
Owen smiled and gave y/n a side hug, "Hopefully all good things."
"Yes," JJ quickly said. "She makes you seem amazing. Hopefully you can live up to the expectations."
"Hopefully I do not disappoint," Owen replied.
The night continued with the team asking Owen questions. I had met Owen before and he truly was a nice guy. That was the worst part. However as the night continued, y/n acted strange and almost seemed afraid of Owen. She was acting timid, something she has never done, not even in front of an unsub.
Owen went to get y/n a drink so I decided it would be the perfect time to ask y/n, "Are you okay? You've been acting strange, is Owen hurting you?"
"What?" y/n laughed. "Spencer are you okay? Of course not. Owen and I are perfectly fine."
I sighed, "Okay, just checking. Are we still on for Dr Who tomorrow night?"
"When have I ever not showed up for Dr Who?" y/n retorted. "I will obviously come. Nothing can ever come between us and Dr Who."
Owen suddenly came up behind y/n, "Wait, you're hanging with Spencer tomorrow?" Owen asked aggressively. "I thought we were going to do something?"
y/n laughed, "I told you I can't ever hang on certain Fridays because I watch Dr Who with Spencer. I also never agreed to doing something together, I would have never forgotten a Dr Who watch party."
Owen glared at me. Obviously he was angry I was hanging out with y/n.
"I think it's time for us to leave," Owen said, grabbing y/n's arm very hard. "Say goodbye to your friends." Owen walked over to the table with y/n and put on a fake smile. As they walked out the door, I noticed y/n look back at me, tears in her eyes. Something was wrong.
The whole team was sitting at the table talking about something random when I decided to speak up, "How did you guys like Owen?"
A mix of complements were thrown by the girls, but the guys, they didn't seem too impressed. JJ, Emily, and Penelope, all went to get drinks while Rossi, Hotch, Derek, and I stayed at the table.
"What did you guys think of him?" I asked.
"I hated him," Derek said simply. "I saw the way y/n acted around him, much profilers the girls are. She's acting just like someone who has been manipulated and abused."
Hotch nodded, "I agree with Derek. I know we aren't supposed to profile team members, but the girls obviously don't see anything wrong."
"Are you guys sure?" Rossi asked. "I mean he seems very nice and maybe you all just think he is not good because you all wish y/n and Spencer were together."
The guys looked at me as I began to blush profusely, "I don't want to be with y/n that much anymore." They looked at me in disagreement. "Guys I'm serious, she has a boyfriend."
"Yeah and you don't like her," Rossi argued. "Just admit that you still have a crush on her and then if something really happens I will believe you."
"Fine," I sighed. "I still like y/n."
YOUR POV
"What the hell y/n," Owen screamed at you. "What the fuck is Dr Who night? You know I don't like him."
You choked a sob, "Owen it isn't like that. I don't like him, he's my best friend. Please don't hurt me."
"He obviously has something for you and you have something for him," He yelled.
"I d-don't lik-ke him Owen," I whispered. "I promise."
This had become your normal routine. Spencer or some other male would say something and Owen would go crazy. Especially about Spencer. Owen would yell at you and sometimes things would escalate. That unfortunately is how it went tonight.
It started with a push, then a slap. Sometimes it progressed more, but that was rare.
"We are going somewhere," Owen said.
You were being dragged out of the house, "Owen, what?"
"Well since you can't be obedient, I'm going to have to teach you somehow y/n."
And like that you were knocked out unconscious.
SPENCER'S POV
I walked into work carrying a coffee for both y/n and I. I decided to get her a coffee to apologize for last night's irrational decisions. I had come to the conclusion that Owen wasn't actually abusive, I was just jealous.
Derek and Hotch though, not so much.
"Baby girl, that guy is a grade A asshole," Derek said to Garcia. "Can you please just do one background check?"
Penelope sighed, "I can't do that Derek, I promised y/n I wouldn't look into him."
I decided to ignore the conversation and wait for y/n to come in for work. After about thirty minutes of waiting I decided to ask Hotch.
"Hey, is y/n coming in today?" I asked.
"Um, no," he said, pulling out his phone. "I got this strange text though, can you look through it."
"Yeah let me see," I said, walking over to where he set his phone down.
"Agent Hotchner, I will not be able to come into work tomorrow for the case. I have an issue with my tonsils. I am sorry." I recited. "I don't think y/n typed this, maybe we should send someone to her house and to Owen's house."
Hotch groaned, "I'll send Derek and JJ, I am hoping our next case doesn't become y/n. Please continue to look over the text and I'll have Garcia look into Owen."
I nodded and put the text onto the white board so I would be able to write on it.
"Hotch, look at this," I said, Hotch walking over to me. "First, y/n hasn't called you agent Hotchner since her first day here, she usually calls you Hotch or Aaron. Also, y/n got her tonsils removed when she was 7."
"Garcia, have you looked into Owen at all," Hotch asked.
"Yeah a little, but it's all normal," Garcia answered.
Hotch glared at her, "Not enough, do a full deep dive. I don't care what y/n told you not to do, he is hiding something and so is she."
Garcia nodded and went straight to work as Hotch's phone began to ring.
"Morgan, you're on speaker."
"Okay so y/n's apartment was spotless," Morgan said. "But it was also locked, so I don't think she went home to her apartment last night."
JJ began to add on, "Owen's apartment on the other hand, was a mess. Like it looked like there was a robbery of some form. Also, y/n's purse was there."
"Garcia what do you have on Owen?" Hotch asked.
"Owen Winters, he is 42 and from Southern California," Garcia began. "As a child CPS was contacted many times and it looks like his dad killed himself when he was 8. It looks like he has an extensive amount of charges for abuse and harassment, all from his ex-girlfriends."
"Do any of them live near?" I asked.
"Yes, boy wonder, 25 year-old Vanessa Montgomery works in a coffee shop near the white house," Penelope explained.
"What is the coffee shop?" I questioned.
"The Starbucks over on Pennsylvania Ave. near the White House," she answered. "Why?"
"I know her, she is the barista that always gets our order perfect," I replied.
"Morgan and JJ pick her up on your way back," Hotch ordered. "Owen Winters is our new unsub and y/n y/l/n is our newest victim."
I sighed as I began to prepare the questions for Vanessa. I looked over at y/n's desk and decided to start looking through it for any details.
As I walked over to the desk, I looked at the coffee on y/n's desk. I wanted to apologize for something that I was right about. Why didn't she tell me? was the only thing going through my head.
At her desk I noticed some things that I guess I hadn't seen before. On her desk she has four framed pictures. One of her, Hotch and Rossi. Another that was her and the girls. One that was of her, Derek and me, from one of the first cases we had together . The last one however, was the one I had never seen. It was a picture of y/n and me from when she took me to Colorado to ski and hike.
I smiled at the memory,
"Spencer, be careful," y/n yelled as I walked closer and closer to the edge of the cliff.
I laughed, "y/n I'll be fine! Come here, let's take a picture."
"Fine! Spencer I swear if I fall, you are coming down with me."
"For you, y/n, I'd do anything."
I then began to look deeper in her desk. I felt like I was violating y/n's personal space, but this needed to be done. As I looked through her drawers, I wasn't able to find anything that could help. Until I looked in the last drawer.
In this drawer, I found papers for a restraining order that had been filed and denied. y/n was trying to get away from Owen.
"Guys, I found something," I said yelling into the conference room. The team looked at me to continue, "y/n filed a restraining order on Owen but it was denied. The date was two months ago. I was thinking back and y/n has been acting a little strange for the past five months. Owen has to have her."
"Reid, we already established Owen has her, but this ensures that he was abusive," Hotch said.
Emily sighed, "The timeline makes sense. She has been hanging out with us less and she has worn more turtlenecks in the past five months than I have seen anyone ever wear."
"Yeah," Penelope said. "y/n has ditched us for girls night for the past few months. She also got mad at me at team dinner last night when I asked why she wasn't wearing something more revealing."
"Her smiles have been fake," I added. "She smiles at us all the time to brighten our days, but they haven't been as nice, welcoming."
"Well, Reid, it looks like you were correct," Rossi said.
"What do you mean?" JJ asked.
Derek laughed, "Last night when you three went off to get drinks, Reid told us he thought Owen was acting violent with y/n and thought she was acting strange. Hotch and I immediately agreed, but Rossi didn't seem convinced. Rossi thought Reid was just jealous because he has a crush on y/n and he doesn't realize she likes him."
"Derek, not the time," I said sternly.
Emily laughed, "I can't believe you of all people couldn't see it Spencer. y/n is hopelessly in love with you and now she is dating a scumbag because she doesn't think you like her."
I sighed as I began to look over where y/n could be located, thinking about the idea of dating y/n wouldn't help us find her. We had made little progression on this, but we knew it had to be somewhere with significance to either one of them or both of them.
I decided to ask Garcia, "Garcia, have you made any progress on where y/n could be?"
"Yes 187, it looks like Owen owns a small cabin around half an hour from here," Garcia said.
"Okay let's go now," Hotch told us.
Garcia gasped, "Wait there is a live feed. I'm putting it up on the screen."
The video was horrific. y/n was tied to a chair looking almost dead. She had blood falling from above her head and looked like she had been through hell.
"Hello BAU," Owen said to the camera. "I have your dear y/n, but you wont be able to get her. y/n will never be out of my sight ever again. I will not have Dr. Spencer Reid ruin our relationship."
"It's not your fault Spence," y/n said to the camera. My heart clenched. She was in pain and I couldn't be there to help her.
"He is the one in the way of our relationship y/n," Owen yelled. "Of course it is his fault."
"Spencer isn't the issue with our relationship Owen," y/n yelled back. "You are."
Hotch started to grab his things, "She shouldn't have said that, we need to leave now. She is already in danger."
We all ran to the SUVs. I went in a car with Derek and Hotch. Derek drove and broke every traffic law imaginable, making the thirty minute car ride less than twenty. The three of us grabbed out vests and began to run to the cabin.
Suddenly, Hotch stopped me, "Spencer it isn't safe for you to be there."
"Hotch I have to go," I protested.
"Spencer, you are the reason she is there," Hotch said. "It may be Owen's fucked up mind, but you are the trigger that made him angry. y/n loves you more than him and he noticed and now we're here. Stay outside." I decided to not fight and stay outside to wait for the other team members. The other SUV pulled up quickly after us.
"Jesus Christ, that was the fastest I've ever driven," Emily complained. "Spencer what are you doing out here?"
"Morgan and Hotch already moved in, Hotch doesn't want me inside," I explained.
"I'll stay out here with you Kid," Rossi said. I nodded in thanks as I watched Emily and JJ run to the cabin. I stood staring at the cabin. Time had become slow motion. It felt like an eternity watching the movement inside.
I heard Derek yell from the cabin, "MEDIC! WE NEED A MEDIC!" I immediately ran into the cabin. I looked over and saw y/n in Derek's arms, barely breathing. I heard Owen yelling at me, but couldn't focus on anything besides y/n.
"y/n," I said, moving to where I was holding her head. "y/n, I need you to listen to me. I love you, I always have and I am so sorry I never told you."
"Sir, we need you to move," the medic said, trying to move y/n onto the stretcher. I began to move when I felt someone grab my hand. I looked down and noticed it was y/n. She gave my hand three squeezes. I Love You.
With y/n on her way to the hospital and Owen getting taken back to Quantico, Derek, JJ, and I all went to the hospital to keep tabs on y/n while the others closed the case.
I sat in my chair nervous out of my mind. Derek sat next to me trying to calm me down and JJ was across from me.
"Spencer, you need to calm down," Derek told me.
"I can't calm down Derek, y/n could die," I said frantically.
JJ began to laugh, "Did you know the other day y/n told Emily, Penelope, and I, that she wanted kids? Can you imagine that? y/n with kids?"
A tear trickled down my face, "She always told me she wanted two kids, one boy and one girl. y/n would be a great mother."
Derek laughed, "The thing that would make y/n such a great mother if her kids were also yours Pretty Boy. I have known since the beginning you two would have pretty kids." I laughed, but also glared at him.
"y/n y/l/n?" The doctor called. The three of us stood up and the doctor began to walk towards us, "y/n is out of surgery. It was touch and go for a while, but she is stable. There were many noticeable signs of abuse that were old, she has a broken harm and three broken fingers, all of which are old."
I let out a shaky breath, "When can I- we see her?"
"I can only let one person in at a time and I doubt she is awake," the doctor explained. JJ and Derek looked at me, signaling me to go to y/n's room. I followed the doctor to her room.
"It might be a little much to see, she may not look like herself. She is very, very fragile and has wires attached to her," the doctor said before opening the door for me. Walking into the room, the environment was tense. y/n was laying in the hospital bed with wires attached to her and much of her body was wrapped up from the surgery and from her injuries.
I went over and sat next to her bed, grabbing onto her hand, "y/n, you can't hear me but I am here. It's Spencer. I am so glad you are okay, but why didn't you tell me about Owen? I could have done something. WE could have done something. I am just so glad you are safe."
For the rest of the time, I sat there watching her sleep. Not in a creepy way, but to make sure she was safe. I was so pissed at myself for not realizing what Owen was doing earlier. I should have been able to see the warning signs. Some of them were subtle, when she wouldn't hang out with the team or was constantly checking her phone. But some of them should have been immediate red flags, the flinching in front of the unsub or how she always wore clothes to cover herself. I should have known. The team should have known.
I felt y/n's hand move and saw her shift, "Spencer?" she asked.
"y/n," I said breathlessly. "I am right here, but I need to go get a nurse. You are at the hospital, Owen hurt you."
I started standing up to leave, "Spence, no. Don't leave me."
I sighed, looking at her disheveled features, "y/n, I will be right back. You need to see a nurse."
Walking out of the room was painful, hearing her sobs in fear of being hurt again. It pained me to know I was leaving her when she needed me, again.
I walked over to her nurse, "Um y/n y/l/n has woken up, I thought you should know." The nurse said her thanks and walked with me to y/n's room. As we walked in, the sound of y/n's labored breaths became more noticeable.
"Miss y/l/n, we need you to calm down," the nurse said, running to y/n's bedside.
Immediately, I walked over to y/n and held her hand. "Sir, you need to exit the room," the nurse said, ushering me away from y/n. At that moment I didn't know what was worse, hearing y/n's cries or feeling so helpless in the situation.
Suddenly, I felt a presence next to me, "Reid, you need to leave, it's not good for you here."
Derek.
"Derek, I-I-I can't just leave," I stuttered. "I need to be there to help, she's all alone."
"Kid, you need to shower," Derek said.
"No, Derek you don't understand," I said angrily. "I can't just leave her here again. I didn't notice when she was hurt and I need to show that I care."
Derek sighed, "Reid, she knows. She's not going to hate you. No one knew that she was going through that. It's not your fault."
I was about to say something when I say y/n being moved out of her room by doctors, "What is going on?" I asked.
"Miss y/l/n is getting taken back into surgery," the doctor said. "We don't know what happened." I began to hyperventilate. I was freaking out. y/n wasn't alright. She was going to die.
As I began to sob, Derek pulled me into a hug, "She is going to be alright man. You'll get to see her again and talk to her and finally ask her on a date. Does that sound good?"
I unconvincingly nodded my head.
"No, Spencer, don't do that," he said. "Don't doubt the doctors and think about the statistics, y/n is not a statistic."
I nodded, wiping my eyes.
"There you go," Derek smirked. "Now, go take a shower at your house so y/n wont shy away at your scent. Also, maybe get her some flowers. She likes-"
"Pink roses," I interrupted, laughing. "Pink roses are the most difficult flowers to find."
Derek laughed, "At least try to find them."
"For her," I began. "I'd do anything."
After that, I ran to the SUV to head to Quantico and get my car. The car ride felt like forever and I wasn't excited for the possibility of seeing Owen. Thankfully, I didn't see Owen between the time of dropping off the SUV and going to the parking lot to get my car. The car ride to my apartment was short, thank God. I decided to take a quick shower, just wanting to freshen up. I got dressed in my home clothes, which were in fact different from my work clothes, contrary to the belief of most of my team members.
I made it to the flower shop that was down the street from my apartment. I was usually able to find at least one pink rose here, but it was typically very difficult.
"Hello," the shop owner said. "We are close to closing Spencer. Do you need anything in specific?"
"Pink roses," I stated.
The owner laughed, "I'll have to check the back, but don't get your hopes up."
I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up, but I couldn't help myself. y/n loves pink roses and I love y/n.
The owner came back, "You my kind sir, are in good luck. We had one bouquet left of pink roses in the back."
"Thank you, thank you, thank you," I said, pulling out my money. The owner nodded as I ran out the door to my car.
Speeding to the hospital, I made it to the waiting room. In the waiting room, I couldn't find the team. They were all there, but they weren't in the waiting room. I decided to go to y/n's room and see if they were near there.
Walking to y/n's room, I heard laughter. I looked into the room and saw the team in there along with y/n, smiling. I knocked on the door and slowly opened it.
"Spence," y/n smiled. "I missed you."
"Well I should get going," JJ began. "I need to go see my boys."
The rest of the team followed with their excuses for leaving y/n and I alone.
"H-hi y/n," I stuttered. "I brought you flowers, h-how are you?"
"I am as good as I can be," y/n laughed, obviously compensating the pain. "Thank you for the flowers Spence, I can't believe you could find them at this hour. You have always told me-"
"10 AM is the best time to buy pink roses," I interrupted. "Sorry."
"It's okay Spence, how are you?" She asked.
"Not that great," I said honestly. "Why didn't you tell us y/n?"
y/n sighed, "It was hard Spencer. I already barely had time alone with you guys and I didn't want to ruin it. Owen was also very scary- a mad man. I felt hopeless Spence, I didn't know what to do. I mean I've seen situations like this all the time in cases, but when it was actually happening I felt like there was nothing to do."
I held on to y/n's hand, giving it small kisses while she continued to talk me through her feelings, "and Spencer, I don't want to be alone tonight. Do you think you could stay?"
"Of course y/n," I answered.
"Thanks Spence, you're the best," she said. We continued to sit in a comfortable silence, watching the new episode of Dr Who on the small television in the corner of the room when y/n spoke up again, "Did you mean it?"
"Did I mean what?" I asked, hoping she didn't mean my love confession.
y/n looked at me, knowing I was avoiding the topic, "When you said you love me Spencer. Did you mean it?"
"Yes," I answered.
"I love you too," She said.
I smiled, "Maybe once you're better Icantakeyoutodinner?"
"Spencer say it slower and I'll answer," y/n laughed. "I couldn't understand you."
"Once you're better maybe I can take you out to dinner?" I asked.
"Of course," y/n said. "But no Indian, if we are going on a date I want to go out somewhere. I want to feel pretty."
"To me, you are the most beautiful girl in the world," I said.
y/n blushed profusely, "I still can't believe you found those pink roses! I bet you had to look all over."
"I did, but for you, I'd do anything."
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skania · 3 years ago
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The Final Stroke: Thoughts on Haru's conflict (+Rin)
Okay so reading all the summaries of The Final Stroke Part 1 has left me with A LOT of thoughts. About Haru, about Rin, about Rin & Haru and how all the different character conflicts will be tied together in Part 2.
BUT since I have been waiting YEARS for Free! to feed me some juicy Haru conflict, of course I'm sinking my teeth into that first because peeling off Haru's layers has always been my favorite Free! sport.
It's been a long while since I've tried to get into Haru's head AND I haven't even watched the movie yet so I'm probably wrong, but here goes nothing. As per usual, it will be long and image-heavy because I can't keep things short and sweet to save my life.
Also, it's heavy on spoilers about The Final Stroke so please do not read without reading Fencer's summary first!
AND since it's basically impossible to discuss Haru without discussing Rin and vice-versa, please do also expect a healthy dose of RinHaru.
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Utsumi: Indeed; it’s a path Haruka never would have chosen himself. But despite claims that he doesn’t care about winning or losing or scoring certain times, he’s always been attentive to Rin’s presence. [x]
Please assume there's a huge "IMO" attached to this whole post.
In Season 1, we saw Haru struggle to understand that the reason for his emotional turmoil was quite simply that he wanted to swim with Rin again.
In Season 2, we saw Haru struggle because he wanted to follow Rin into the Pro world, but he felt like he didn't deserve to do so because he didn't have a dream and thus, no strong feelings about competitive swimming itself.
Needless to say, there's a pattern.
In Season 3, the series kind of took a detour. Still, it did plant some seeds, the most important IMO being the following:
"After I hit 20, I will be..."
"If you ask me what lies ahead of me, I..."
"You can't survive without throwing something away. I didn't want to throw anything away. But I lost."
"Maybe I don't deserve to compete at the global level."
Road to the World adds some extra layers to all that by showing us just what else is connected to that fear of Haru's.
Because, what do we see after Rin tells Haru that no matter what wall [Rin] faces, the one thing that doesn't change is his desire to keep swimming with [Haru]?
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We see the moment Rin tells Haru "aim for the world with me, Haru!". Then, the moment Rin asks Haru what his dream is—right when Haru finally felt free after achieving the dream he had that season, that of swimming with Rin again. Lastly, we see the moment Rin asks Haru "what will you do?" when it comes to choosing between swimming in a recreational pool, or the one used by the National Team.
Every single one of these moments brought Haru closer to his dream—and Rin is the common factor in them all. So when Rin tells Haru,
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It's obvious by those flashbacks alone what Haru's answer is. He, too, wants to keep swimming with Rin in that world.
But before the thought can fully form in Haru's mind, Albert flashes through it. We immediately see Haru's disposition change, and the result is the most telling of all.
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Just like always, the imagery is on point. Rin and his desire to swim with him give Haru strength and purpose and Haru clenches his fist—but this time, Albert seeps that strength from him until his fist goes limp. And suddenly, Haru doesn't know what to say to Rin anymore.
Because, what Albert makes Haru wonder, is this:
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From my limited perspective (like I said before, I haven't watched TFS yet), I think that might just be where the heart of Haru's issue in The Final Stroke lies.
I think a big part of why Haru wants to win against Albert so badly is probably because he wants to prove to himself that he does deserve to be in that world—like Rin. That all his friends are right to believe in him.
And he feels even more pressured because he thinks he's running out of time.
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All this pressure to win—not to feel the water better or to be the best in the water he loves so much, but simply to win before he's "ordinary"—does not let Haru swim freely. He doesn’t swim like himself.
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He is probably terrified of his own limits and of how close he might be to hitting them, and this fear and pressure are binding him.
Moreover, while Haru decided that he wanted to swim in that world, the truth is that he doesn’t know what the future holds for him.
He has no long-term, tangible plans. Unlike Rin, who wants to win a gold medal, Haru just wants to swim "in the whole world". This, added to the fact that he thinks he’ll be ordinary by 20 and that he has not managed to beat Albert, makes it so Haru is basically blinded to what the future can bring for him. He can’t see that sight.
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Part of the reason for this, I feel, is that the series has never addressed the big elephant in the room.
What exactly does Haru get out of competitive swimming, besides swimming with Rin? Because "swimming in that world" is nice and sweet and idealistic, but it doesn't cover the fact of racing itself.
I used to talk a lot about why Haru needed to find a reason to enjoy competing even when it isn't against Rin. That he needed to find a reason to want that for himself. I even thought S3 may finally go for it, but it ended without Haru finding meaning in that "world of wins and losses", as he used to call it.
Usually, he’d look at Rin to point the way forward. And it is knowing that Rin (and to a lesser extent, Ikuya) is there fighting with him and aiming for the world as well that gives Haru some reassurance.
However, from what we know from the summaries, Haru isn’t thinking of them when he swims. He is entirely caught up on needing to beat Albert because of what it has come to represent to him.
There’s also the issue of Haru’s competitiveness. Haru spent a long time suppressing it and only indulging in it with Rin. But he has always wanted to be the best in the water—the one who "feels" it best.
It wasn’t that he wanted to win, or that he hated losing; it was just that he couldn’t simply accept that there was someone who could feel the water more than he could. (x)
So when you combine all of this, I feel like Haru has lost sight of the most important thing—that instead of swimming just to win, like it’s a job, he should swim to feel the water he loves so much and, most importantly, for the team (with his friend’s feelings in his heart).
That way, he could swim like himself and the water won’t be sad nor lonely.
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This all sounds like a lot and it is. Haru is all but suffocating under this weight.
So, when Rin comes and tells him that [Haru] will be facing Albert alone—that they aren’t fighting him together, like Haru hoped for—Haru snaps.
It’s not only that what Haru perceives as the biggest obstacle to his dream (Albert) is standing before Haru (alone) and Rin won’t be there to share his struggles, but also that Rin is the reason he’s there in the first place because Rin is the one that made Haru stop wanting to be ordinary.
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He’s the reason why he’s gotten to this point and the reason he came into the global stage and ran into Albert. He’s also the biggest thing Haru will lose if he can’t win against Albert—because if Haru’s dream ends, he won’t get to swim with Rin in that world anymore.
And now Rin’s walking away from swimming free and leaving him alone with this beast of a swimming machine and with [Haru’s] own limitations. And Haru feels trapped. He feels bitter. He feels betrayed. Terrified.
And, of course, lost. Because just like Rin once said, "Without you, I have nothing to aim for, you know?"
So, he snaps.
And by burning bridges with Rin, the very embodiment of "For the Team", the one person that he has always wanted to swim with most of all, the one whose feelings he was still connected to above all—by virtue of swimming together in that world, by sharing a dream—Haru now feels like he's truly alone in the water.
Haru is essentially turning his back on the very reason he swims for—in more ways than one. So, he’s becoming a second Albert. Only there to win, not to have fun.
Because that’s the thing. Haru says he’s doing it for his dream, but since he can’t see that dream clearly, he lacks direction. All he can see is the immediate future and all that stares back at him are his own limitations—embodied by Albert himself.
Albert represents, then, the road Haru must not take. Haru can’t be all about becoming stronger simply for the sake of winning—and he must definitely not do so alone. Like Ikuya said in S3, if Haru isn't gaining that strength for someone else (the team), there's no point.
So, since this is Free!, Haru needs to go back to his roots and truly swim for the team once again. But I feel like he also needs to re-contextualize his dream and truly define what it entails, for once and for all. Which, if we go by everything we've seen so far—should involve swimming with Rin.
Only then will he be able to swim freely again.
There's A LOT of foreshadowing and things from S3 that will most likely play a role in that and I haven't even touched Rin's choice to not swim free anymore, but this has gotten really long and I've run out of image slots lmao so I'll just have to ramble about those some other time 🙇‍♀️
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vdlest · 3 years ago
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Bucky Barnes x Girlfriend!Reader
Summary:
You and Bucky together with the other Avengers went to Florida for a mission. When your ex-suitor were also in the same area, your boyfriend, Bucky Barnes, is triggered by your ex's words. How can you make him feel better?
Warning:
Jealousy
A little bit of smut
Swearing
You and the rest of the Avengers are staying in the safehouse for a few days now. This mission lasts longer than you think. But since you are in a mission with your Bucky, everything seems alright. However, things became off-handed between you and Bucky upon the arrival of your ex-suitor, Frank, who is currently working under Stark Industries.
It turns out that Frank has been living in Florida for quite some time now, so Stark thought he'd be useful to this mission. On the other hand, you haven't seen Frank since high school and you must admit that you also liked him back then, but that's not important anymore since you're happy with your relationship with Bucky.
Speaking of Bucky, the guy clearly doesn't like Frank that much. He hates it when he is too confident when talking to you and the rest of the team. It's like he's showing you that he is better than Bucky, but you have no care or concern about how he thinks. All that matters to you are your work as an Avenger, your friends, and the love of your life.
"Sir, the information I gave you could be accurate if only Mr. Barnes here did not intervened and change the strategic plan I made based on my research," Frank said.
Everyone is in the dinning room for a meeting of what happened in yesterday's tasks.
"Excuse me," Bucky glared at Frank as he points himself, "Are you seriously blaming me for your inaccurate research?" he asked then he chuckled, "I am not the one who made that research, boy. So whether I intervened or not, your strategic plan could've worked out."
Whenever Frank and Bucky would be in the same room, a heated argument should be expected.
"Enough," Steve stopped Bucky and Frank, "We should just think of something else. We're running out of time already," he pointed out.
"Y/n and I could sneak off the building tomorrow morning and we'll give access to Barton and Banner," Wanda suggested.
"Yeah, I think the only way to get this mission done and over with is to use the "disguise & sneak off" tactic," you added in support of Wanda's suggestion. You turned to Steve, "Once Barton and Banner are in to hack the security system, the rest of you can take it from there."
Steve seemed to like your plan so he nodded and asked all of you to get the rest you all need because you have an early day tomorrow.
You left the dinning room alongside with the other Avengers, while Steve, Tony, Bruce, Clint, and Bucky are left inside the dinning room to finish their whiskeys that they started before the meeting. You're about to go to the kitchen to grab something to drink with Wanda and Nat when Frank approaches you.
"Hey Nat, Wanda, go ahead and find something to drink. I'll go catch up," you said to Wanda and Nat, they gave you a nod. Wanda gave you a warning look, she knows how jealousy and Bucky don't match up well enough. You faced Frank, "Hey, you need somethin'?" you asked him.
Frank smiled at you, "I was wondering if you want to go and visit a few places the day after tomorrow and before you and your friends go back home," he proposed.
You didn't want to be rude but you are not clearly into him anymore and you know that he isn't the guy you want to be with in visiting tourist places here in Florida. It's Bucky.
You clicked your tongue, "That's a very nice offer Frank, but I don't think it's a good idea."
His face turned into a disappointment, "It's Bucky, isn't it?"
You nodded, "Frank, Bucky and I are together. He's my boyfriend. I know things were pretty well between us during high school, but we didn't make it because it wasn't meant to be at all. So, let's just be friends and stay like that." You wanted to tell him about this since you got here in Florida, but he keeps on disregarding whatever you say about your relationship with Bucky.
Unknown to you, Bucky's near both of you and can actually hear your conversation with Frank.
"But y/n..." Frank moved closer to you and held both of your arms, "...he was a killer. He's the winter soldier. He killed millions of people."
You moved a step back away from him, making you free from his hands. You gave him a disbelief look upon moving away from him.
"You don't know him, Frank," you shook your head and glared at him, "You don't know who Bucky is. You may know him as the winter soldier but it wasn't him. He didn't have a choice when he did those awful things. He is the love of my life and the bad things you're telling me about him won't change how I feel for him. First of all, you have no right to judge him. You have no idea who he is."
Before Frank could say anything in reply to you, Bucky approached both of you. He stood besidd you as he give Frank a death defying stare.
"Say another word and I will break your neck. You'll see the winter soldier you are telling y/n about," Bucky said.
"See, y/n!" Frank said as he waved his hand to motion towards Bucky, "He killed lots of people from the past and he could do it again! He's a threat to your life, he's a threat to every man's life!"
You saw Bucky clenched his jaw and how his knuckles been wanting to punch Frank's face, but you immediately put your hands on his shoulder to calm him down. Steve, Tony, Bruce, and Clint came out of the dinning room and were already sensing not so good things between Bucky and Frank.
"Frank, I don't think it's advisable to go across my pal," Steve said as he drag Frank away from Bucky.
"Wait, Steve," you stopped Steve from dragging Frank away. You walked towards Frank and held him in his collar, his feet can't even touch the ground anymore as you lift him up in the air, "Bucky is not the winter soldier, he never was and he never will be. Put that in your mind. You understand?" when he did not answr you, you tightened your grip on him, "Do you understand?!" you repeated.
"Yeah, yeah! I understand." he answered.
The moment you put Frank down, Steve and Clint dragged him outside and talked to him.
You turned around to face Bucky, but when you're about to approach him, he walked away and went straight to your room.
"He's still sensitive about the winter soldier thing," Stark said behind you. He taps your shoulder before making his way to the kitchen where Nat and Wanda are, "You should go and talk to him. Make out after," he joked.
•••
You did not have to knock on the door of the room that you and Bucky shared in the safehouse, it is open and it is also your room anyway. When you entered the room, you found him near the window, staring outside and you could feel that he's thinking of something.
"You know what Tony asked me to do after I talked to you?" you closed the door behind you and rested your back against it, "He said we should make out."
It was just you, trying to lighten up the mood.
But he did not even dare to look at you. He is just staring at the glass window and what's outside.
"Bucky," you walked towards the edge of the bed, which is only a few inches away from where he is standing, "You know he's just trying to tear us apart. Whatever he said was all a lie," you reached for his hand to make him face you.
His eyes met yours, making you see how Frank's stupid and baseless words affected him. He has always been sensitive when someone is bringing up his past. He is not denying the fact that it was part of his past, but he also know that it wasn't him anymore.
You put his hand on your cheeks and leave a few kisses on his palm while your eyes are still with him, "No matter what happened in the past, it doesn't dictates who you are now. You are a different person from who was inside your head before. It doesn't even matter what happened in the past, only you and I matter. You matters, only you. So please, stop doing this to yourself over and over again," you said, almost in a pleading voice.
"I'm not affected by the fact that people are still seeing me as the winter soldier or who I was before, but I..." he kneel in front of you as he grabbed both of your hands, "...I am asking myself if I really do deserve you."
"You what?" you asked and you shook your head, "Bucky, come on. We're really doing this shitty conversation? Of course you deserve me. When you and I became a couple, there's not a day or any time of the day that I'd find myself smiling like a fool. Whenever you're out of my sight, in a mission or something, I'd find myself longing for you, your hug..." you pulled him towards you as you lay on the bed and putting him on top of you, "...your touch, and most of all..." you twisted your finger in his dog tag and pulled him closer to you, "...your kiss." you said before you kissed him on his lips.
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You didn't have to wait, he kissed you back as soon as he felt your lips against his.
You found yourself deepening the kiss both of you are sharing, and few seconds later his hand moved to your waist and the vibranium one removed strands of hair blocking your face.
He pulled from your kisses as he caresses your face, "How did I get so damn lucky to have you, y/n?" he asked as he look into your eyes deeply.
You smiled, "We're both of lucky. We'll talk about your cocky attitude later, but for now..." you pushed yourself up and push him on the bed as you straddle him on his waist, "...I need you to do me."
He smiled as he pull your shirt up, undressing you and leaving you on your brassiere, "Oh, on the contrary..." he pulled himself up and unclasps your bra, "...I'm the only person who deserves you."
You grin but before you could say anything, he kisses you and claims your lips like a hungry beast and you're his last meal. While he's busy ravishing you with his lips, your hands are busy unbuttoning his shirt, but when you ran out of patience, you just rip it off.
Upon hearing the shattering sound of fabrics, he stopped kissing you, surprised with your aggressiveness, "Did you also learned that from Nat?" he asked.
You chuckled, "No, I learned that with you, asshole. Now stop talking, just do the work."
He pinned you against the bed, feeling the matress behind you as he slowly tug your pants down alongside with your panties.
"Spread your legs for me, and let me taste you, my love."
You obliged and spread your legs to the hungry man in front of you.
"This is gonna be a long night, so hang on and let me make it up to you," he said before he went down between your legs, remembering that Tony told you to make out, but you ended up doing a lot more. MORE.
-v.dl
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changbinslovelylegs · 2 years ago
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Our story: Hyunjin and Felix's story
Pairing: Felix x Hyunjin (skz)
WC: 4751
Warnings: Language, making out, violence, Slytherins will be assholes, slight cheating
Blurb: Hwang Hyunjin always thought he was the guy who ruled the school, enter Felix Lee to knock him down a peg, or 5
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Tagged: @enollie @hebii666 (If you wanna be added let me know)
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Leave it to Hwang Hyunjin to make a little first year cry when he accidentally spilled his juice on him, cussing him out in every way because his shirt was expensive.
The little boy ran away wailing, Hyunjin shouted one last yeah you better run before getting upset himself. Minho had gotten him this shirt for his last birthday and now it was ruined!
Leave it to Hwang Hyunjin to push past anyone who stood in his way, especially when he was pissed, and quite literally at that.
Bodies falling over with a "humf" or "YA" but Hyunjin didn't care, if they didn't wanna be pushed then they shouldn't of stood where he wanted to walk.
On the other hand, Leave it to Hwang Hyunjin to be the best friend ever!!!!!! When he isn't causing havoc for the other houses he's hanging out with his two best friends in the entire world Lee Minho and Seo Changbin. He's always making sure to spoil them with expensive gifts and constantly giving them affection.
You see, Hyunjin does have a soft side but only a select few get to see it, the way he laughs at Changbin's silly jokes or the way he smiles when listening to Minho's next prank idea.
Hyunjin was a total drama queen, but his friends didn't care they loved him all the same. So when he came home that night crying that his shirt was ruined by some stupid Ravenclaw first year, they just cooed and hugged him until he felt better.
"Where are my Gucci slides! Minho-Hyung have you see them?" Hyunjin was frantically looking around for his shoes, since the trio were going on a date to the beach.
It was the nearest beach to the castle but it was still a 20 minute broom ride so students were only allowed to go on the weekends. It was a hot summers day today so they had all decided that a day at the beach was needed.
"No I haven't, sorry. why don't you just wear the Dior ones?" it was no secret that Hyunjin was rich, always flaunting the latest designs unless he was in his school uniform.
Once they had gotten to the beach, everything was going smoothly until a ball landed near where they were sitting, this upset Hyunjin because he was enjoying his time with his friends and did not like that it was interrupted.
He got up, crossed his arms together and walked up to whoever was coming over to collect their ball. He would show them...
"Hey! watch where your ball flies!" Hyunjin spat before looking up, at probably the most beautiful human he had ever laid his eyes on.
"Chill man, it's windy out here" the gorgeous specimen replied.
"So, not my fucking problem you can't keep track of your ball, why should I even give it back to you?" just because he was beautiful, doesn't mean Hyunjin was going to back down.
"Look theres no need to be rude. I actually came over to apologise because I almost hit your friend but... I don't think so anymore" much to Hyunjin's surprise, the boy took (more liked snatched) his ball back before briskly walking away.
"Who the fuck was that?" Minho asked, being the drama queen that he also was, was only now just calming down from the almost concussion.
"I have no idea, but I am going to find out and ruin him"
Felix was well known for a lot of things, he was the vice captain of the quidditch team for one. He and Chan who were the best of friends also ran the Gryffindor quidditch team.
What he was mostly known for however was the fact that he was a transfer, and being from Australia had its perks. He thought it would bother him but on the contrary he loved every chance he got to talk about his hometown.
Hyunjin was the furthest thing from his mind until someone would bring him up in conversation to which Felix always replied with something on the lines on that he was a stuck up asshole and someone needs to show him and his friends that it is not ok to act the way they do.
Then the conversation would end and Hyunjin would be free from his mind once again, not wanting to be bothered with him for any longer than he has to.
"The infirmary today was nuts!" Yunho, one of Felix's friends sighed as he sat down across from him getting ready for dinner.
"Many patients?" Chan and Hongjoong both said together, which caused them to laugh a little at their silliness.
"Like you wouldn't believe, one guy came in because he tripped on some stone so he had a broken toe. another guy came in because he actually managed to fall off the rotating staircase! how he's still alive amazes me!" Yunho went on to explain, because after classes Yunho dedicated his time to helping out in the infirmary because after he finished school he wanted to become a healer.
"Who in their right mind keeps walking when the stairs are moving?" Hongjoong asked dumbfounded.
"Anyone else?" Chan asked.
"They were the only two serious injuries, lots of other people came in though for minor scratches and cuts. One girl needed stitches cause some Slytherin pushed her over and her hand landed on a piece of glass."
Most likely Hyunjin, knowing his temper, Felix thought to himself, since he was always seeing Hyunjin push people who were in his way.
Felix will never know why Slytherins were the way that they were, he was just happy that he wasn't one of them unlike poor Yeonjun who was the nicest Slytherin Felix had ever met, made Felix do a double take when he found out what house he was in.
Everybody knows not to mess with Hyunjin, and to never talk back to him unless they wanna get their ass whopped, but the way that mysterious blond boy actually had a go at him, yes he was mad but he was also curious.
The mysterious blond boy was the only thing on Hyunjin's mind until he bumped into him again in the halls.
Who is this boy?
And who the fuck does he think he is?
But why was he so gorgeous?
And why do I have dreams of kissing him?
"Oh it's you again" the boy said in a tone that was half amused and half pissed off.
"Oh it's you again yes, yes it is" Hyunjin mocked but only to mask his true feelings of "sudden butterflies"
"Ugh your such an ass" the boy wondered why he hadn't walked away yet, and honestly so did Hyunjin.
"But you love it, deep down, you love my ass" Hyunjin once again proved that he was up himself, but of course he was up himself! he had coco chanel hand make his school uniform!
"Why are you so rude?"
"I don't know, people annoy me, what are you gonna do about it?"
"I um..." Hyunjin had pushed the boy against the wall, long enough to startle him and to also finally figure out what his name was, Lee Felix.
Lee Felix, hmm.
"I asked you a question angel" Hyunjin probed, his hand delicately brushing Felix's hair out of his face.
"Don't call me that"
"Don't tell me what to do"
Felix continued to stare at the hot Slytherin until a loud noise broke him out of his trance, he shook his head a few times and pushed Hyunjin away.
"We should hang out sometime" Hyunjin found himself saying, despite everything he stood against when it came to other houses.
Lee Felix was just something else.
"You'll have to do better than that" Felix winked before walking away, leaving the same way he walked in, half pissed off and half amused.
The next few days were the weirdest days of Felix's life, he thought Hyunjin would be free from his mind but on the contrary, he was all he could think about!
During class, after class, during meals, after meals, it was making him go insane! not to mention that Hyunjin himself was making himself present whenever he could.
Inserting himself into Felix's life as if he had been there all along and to be honest Felix kinda liked it. They hadn't kissed yet but they were defiantly going on dates. How a Slytherin convinced a Gryffindor to go out with him he will never understand.
Hyunjin took him all over the castle so that they could steal small moments together before their next class. It always pained them when they had to leave, also knowing that they could not yet sit together in class, it would bring up too much suspicion.
That night in the dorms Hyunjin thought it was finally time he told his friends about his new found love. They had been wondering where he keeps disappearing too and why he always looks so giddy.
"I think I'm in love" Hyunjin spat out, rather without his own permission, his heart racing a million miles per hour.
"Who is he? is he hot? Can I make fun of him?" Minho was quick to ask, wanting to know all the details.
"YA! you can't make fun of him, what is wrong with you?" Hyunjin asked bitterly, but ultimately brushed it off as Minho being Minho.
"Who is he?"
"His name is Lee Felix-"
"Wait, that guy from the beach? a fucking Gryffindor?" Minho didn't know why he was getting so riled up, neither did Hyunjin.
"Yeah I know chill! it's messing with me too alright I can't sleep I can't eat because all I do is think about how much I wanna be with Lee fucking Felix of all people!"
"You really like him? you're not shitting me?"
"I like him so much you have no idea!"
The rest of the night was spent massaging Changbins head after he claimed it was hurting, Minho was still wondering how Hyunjin could like someone from a different house but ultimately gave it up considering they were best friends. and he just wanted his best friend to be happy.
When Felix finally confessed his love about a Slytherin to his friends, they had similar reactions as Hyunjin's friends, mainly asking why because "don't you know they always act like hooligans."
Felix was just happy that he now no longer had to hide who he was dating, they could sit together and hold hands and walk around together freely.
Slytherins usually stuck to themselves so it was quite a big shock to the general public to see a Slytherin holding a Gryffindor's hand, they were usually starred at because of this.
Neither of them cared though, they just wanted to be happy together and live their lives.
Their first kiss happened while they were out on yet another date, Hyunjin had taken Felix to a privet looking area of the castle and surprised him with a picnic.
This had made Felix so happy that he couldn't help himself from leaning in and pressing a long lingering kiss to the others lips.
Hyunjin's eyes went wide with surprise, but a good surprise and he melted into the kiss. Absolutely loving the way that Felix's lips felt against his, like they were made for each other.
The only thing that slightly annoyed Hyunjin was how slow Felix wanted to take things, he didn't nessescarily have to say it but Hyunjin knew.
He knew in the way Felix would kiss him goodbye so sweetly and then be on his merry way like he hadn't just given Hyunjin blue balls, again.
He knew in the way Felix would always try to stop him if Hyunjin moved his hands too low. Don't get Felix wrong, he loved to makeout and even some light upper body groping; but Felix was a virgin unlike Hyunjin who was known to be quite the slut, so he needed more time until he was ready.
Another reason everyone was so shocked to see Hyunjin happily taken was because of the fact that he was known to sleep around and not care who he hurts in the process.
He once slept with 3 different people in the same day and all he said was "sorry not sorry" when they found out. This is also why many people spoke behind Felix's back and wondered why he would ever consider going out with someone like Hyunjin, considering Hyunjin had never "gone out" before him.
"Angel, is everything ok?" Felix originally detested the nickname before they got together but now he absolutely loved it.
They had been kissing, like they do often enough considering the both of them really enjoy it, however Hyunjin once again moved his hand closer to Felix's crotch area and this time Felix felt like he owed an explanation.
"I'm sorry it's just-" Felix thought for a moment, how does one tell someone that they are a virgin? especially to someone they knew has had sex numerous of times.
"It's ok angel take your time" Hyunjin was very sweet as he took Felix's hands in his and softly stoked them. Felix took a deep breath before speaking.
"I know you like me very much, and I do too please don't think I don't. I'm just not ready for more physical things yet, I'm a virgin" Felix said the last part quieter so that the whole Slytherin common room didn't hear.
Hyunjin basically ruled the school so no one questioned it whenever he brought Felix inside, they all knew if they did they would be beaten to a pulp no matter how much the Gryffindor irked them.
"Oh baby, thats totally ok, thank you for telling me. You know I would never pressure you right?" Hyunjin cuped Felix's face so they were looking at each other.
"Yeah I know, I just thought you should know"
"Aw your so cute, my cute little angel" Hyunjin leaned down to kiss him once again, admiring the way Felix instantly relaxed.
They just opted to cuddle for a little while, basking in each others warmth as their day passed by. Felix even met Hyunjin's friends who weren't as bad as Felix originally thought, though they might of been on good behaviour because he was there.
"Babe I gotta pee" Hyunjin was no stranger to being blunt. Beating around the bush just made no sense to him when he could just be blunt and the person would understand right from the get-go.
"Aw, hurry back for more cuddles" Felix pouted even thought he knew that Hyunjin would only be gone for a moment.
Once Hyunjin had left, it was finally time for Felix to grill his friends. He saw the look or worry they possessed once he smirked at them.
"So, Hyunjin asked you to play nice while I'm here didn't he?"
Hyunjin's walk to the bathroom was quiet, most of the people were in their common rooms having fun or in the great hall having some snacks. People only congregated in the halls during school hours.
Once he entered the bathroom he saw another Slytherin by the sink washing his hands, when that Slytherin saw Hyunjin he was quick to turn off the tap and turn around.
That was when Hyunjin could tell who it was, Lee Minhyuk.
Lee Minhyuk was a year older than him, somehow got away with wearing fake nails, and was basically the Hyunjin of the year above him. He Hung out with his two best friends and didn't give a fuck about anyone else.
"Hwang Hyunjin, it's weird seeing you smitten" Minhyuk commented with a smirk, oh he knew what he was doing.
"Ok, and?" Hyunjin probed, he just wanted to pee and get back to his baby.
"Have you two had sex yet?" Minhyuk walked closer, taking long slow steps on purpose.
"You can't just ask that!"
"I'll take that as a no then."
"He isn't ready if you must know!" Hyunjin was getting furious, like who was Lee Minhyuk to assume and criticise?
"Well I am, why don't you take me instead" Minhyuk's voice was dripping with lust, as he pinned Hyunjin to the bathroom wall.
There was no where to run, and there was no where to hide Hyunjin's obvious boner, it's not like he wanted it to happen, it's just that Felix wanted to take things slow which was fine but also gave Hyunjin blue balls and here Minhyuk was offering himself and saying he is ready.
Hyunjin just couldn't stop himself from kissing him, almost as if he was in a trance. Minhyuk loved this as he deepened the kiss and even started groping his thigh.
It was in this very moment that Felix walked in and saw the whole thing, gasping at the sight which had the two kissing males pull away.
It turned out that Felix needed the bathroom as well but he wishes he had chosen a different bathroom, or just wishes today never happened.
"Oh fuck you Hwang Hyunjin" Felix spat before walking away already crying a little. Hyunjin followed right after leaving a smirking Minhyuk behind.
"Angel please I didn't mean-"
"DON'T CALL ME THAT! in fact don't ever talk to me again" Felix's lips were wobbling, and his whole body was shaking a little.
"But we never discussed monogamy, Felix please-"
"Don't give me excuses because I don't want to hear them. You were just kissing somebody else, seriously fuck you" Felix ran away, not wanting to deal with anything right now. All Felix wanted to do was curl up in his bed and die from betrayal.
“UGH I hate everything” Felix stated as he sat down for dinner, it was Mexican night, thankfully one of Felix's favourite.
“What’s going on?” Chan turned to his friend with worry, Hongjoong also looked over from the distress coming from Felix.
“Hyunjin and I are having problems” Felix huffed, playing with his food but not really eating it.
“I hate to say it but that’s what you get for fooling around with a Slytherin” Hongjoong cut in, then added “there a snake for a reason you know.”
“But it wasn’t just fooling around to me! I really liked him!” Felix’s lips wobbled, it made Chan want to march right over to Hwang Hyunjin and punch some sense into him. Felix tried his best to keep his composure in front of everyone but it was no use, some people were already looking.
“What happened Lixie” Chan asked and took his hands in his, Felix squeezed tightly so that he wouldn’t cry in front of everyone.
“I saw him making out with Lee Minhyuk, the guy who wears the fake nails.” Chan and Hongjoong both gasped at this.
“And…?” Hongjoong pressed on.
“And I confronted him about it, he acted like it was fine because we never discussed monogamy” Felix wiped a few of his own tears, who knew he would be crying over a Slytherin.
“If you really like him then don’t give up just yet, and if he really likes you then he will apologise” Chan cringed while saying that, he never quite understood what Felix saw in Hyunjin but he let it go considering they were friends.
“I don’t think I’m in the mood to eat” Felix wiped his eyes when more silent tears fell, the squeezing really helped.
“Come on Lix just a few mouthfuls? we have a quidditch game tomorrow” Chan tried to coax, Felix needed to be at his best if they had any chance of winning.
“Who are we versing again?”
“Hufflepuff.”
"Oh I think I just fucked up" Hyunjin exclaims as he returns from the bathroom, looking like he just got mauled by a bear which 100% translates to just got done making out.
"You and Felix do it without protection or something?" Minho snickered but shut up instantly when Hyunjin shot him a glare. He sighed before speaking.
"I was making out with Minhyuk. He was hot and feeling horny and honestly so was I because Felix wants to take this so dam slow- anyway we were kissing and I think Felix saw us"
"You think he saw you?"
"Yeah, if the running away and crying sounds weren't anything to go by. I really liked Felix guys UGH why does my dick control my life!" Hyunjin threw his hands up in exasperation, a desperate cry for help from his friends.
Minho laughed at that, so did Changbin, before stopping themselves to try and help.
"First of all, you should apologize since you were in the wrong. You did a shit thing and Gryffindor's don't like that" Changbin started, looking straight into Hyunjin's eyes to make sure he was listening.
Changbin had no idea how he knew that, because he despised having to apologise, Minho also looked at him with concern.
"Why did he have to be so saddened by it, it was just a kiss!"
"Yeah but Felix is the first guy I've ever seen you be so smitten with, the first guy who you didn't fuck on the first date for one thing!" Changbin explained, and Hyunjin had to admit to himself that Binnie was right, if Felix was anybody else they so would have fucked by now.
The next few days were very hard for both Felix and Hyunjin, they were both sad and moping around, they were both angry at themselves but for different reasons.
Hyunjin wished he had never kissed Minhyuk, Felix wishes he had listened to hsifriends when they tried to tell him that Hyunjin was bad news.
That night while Hyunjin was walking back to the common room with his friends he stopped none other than Bang Chan, and he was walking over to them like he had a purpose.
“Hwang Hyunjin!” Chan called, gaining the attention of all 3 Slytherins. Changbin gave Hyunjin a look while Minho snickered.
“I’ll see you bitches back at the dorm” Hyunjin shoed off his friends then walked right up to Chan.
“Well if it isn’t the Bang Chan” Hyunjin had a smirk on his face.
“I want to speak with you” Chan seethed through his teeth, trying his best to stay calm and not hit him.
“Pray do tell Bang Chan, speak.”
“You really hurt Felix with what you did you know, he was so close to tears during dinner yesterday.”
“Look, I had no idea he felt that way, I thought it was just a fling.”
“Do you even like Felix?”
“Of course I like Felix, he’s so adorable and innocent.”
“Well then you better make this right, I don’t wanna have another conversation like this.”
“You don’t scare me, Bang Chan!” with that in mind, Bang Chan walked off not wanting to deal with a Slytherin any longer than he has to.
Just because Hyunjin really liked Felix and yes he did want to fix things between them, doesn't mean he was gonna let people like Bang Chan push him around. If Hyunjin wanted to fix things it would be because he wanted to, not because someone else told him to.
Hyunjin did the right thing and gave Felix some time to process, he didn't wanna confess his love too soon and have Felix deny him.
After a few days, thats when Hyunjin decided that enough was enough and he needed to find Felix.
He saw Felix hanging out with his friends and even though he wasn't alone it was better than nothing.
"Felix, can I have a moment please?" Hyunjin walked up to the group and asked.
"I thought I said I never wanted to speak to you again" Felix didn't even make eye contact, in fact he was avoiding his gaze all together.
"Please! I promise I only need a minute"
"UGH fine, you have exactly one minute"
Felix followed Hyunjin out of the courtyard and he led the way to the place where they had their first kiss. Waiting there was a surprise that Hyunjin had set up.
"I'm so sorry Felix, I never should have kissed that asshole. I'm not even going to tell you why I did it, just know that I am deeply sorry" Hyunjin apologised, much to Felix's surprise. He just thought he would try to spin excuses again.
"You may go on" Felix couldn't help the small smile creeping into his face.
"The truth is, I love you" Felix stopped dead in his tracks at that, a gasp leaving his lips.
"I love you angel" Hyunjin said again, with no intent behind it except for truth.
"I think I... I love you too" Felix admitted, turning around to finally look Hyunjin in the eye. "but promise me this will never happen again"
"I promise angel, it will never" and then they kissed, long and hard and passionate, only pulling away when Hyunjin tapped his arm.
"SURPRISE" both Minho and Changbin exclaimed, as happily as they could manage. They were holding a sign that said, "will my angel go to the Yu Ball with me?"
"Yes Hyunjin, oh my god yes" Felix was ecstatic at this point, jumping up and down, leaving a million little kisses all over his face, that stupid kiss long forgotten.
“Sorry for the disturbance students and staff this won’t take long. The nominations for Yu ball Queen are; Kim Soojin, Jung Mina, and Ying Taehee. The nominations for Yu ball King are; Hwang Hyunjin, Kang Yeosang, and Han Jisung. Thank you and have a blessed day.”
"I can count on your votes right?" Hyunjin frantically asked, slamming a bunch of papers that say vote for Hyunjin for Yu Ball Queen down on the coffee table.
"Of course Jin, were your best friends who else are we gonna vote for?" Changbin laughed at the question, and Hyunjin relaxed. Of course his friends would vote for him because they were his friends.
"Don't forget you also have Felix's vote" Minho added, which made Hyunjin smile, the thought of Felix voting for him instead of someone else admittedly turns him on.
Hyunjin spent the next few hours with Felix putting up posters on the walls and secretly taking down a few of the other candidates ones. Hyunjin was pretty sure someone from Ravenclaw won last year so Kang Yeosang can step aside.
When the night of the Yu Ball finally came, that was also the night that Hyunjin finally met Felix's friends. Felix never took Hyunjin into the Gryffindor common room because he knew he would be under fire for it since other houses aren't meant to go to other common rooms.
"Babe this is Chan, and this is Hongjoong" Felix introduced after giving the two a hug.
"Ah yeah I've met Chan before, but it's nice to see and meet you" Hyunjin did his best to be polite since that was not what he was known for.
"Likewise, enjoy the dance" Chan walked away with his date and so did Hongjoong after they said goodbye, considering they just wanted to be with their dates.
Unfortunately Hyunjin didn't win Yu Ball king, and while he was a little frustrated about it he untimely let it go because he didn't have to dance with the queen. Felix was the only queen in Hyunjin's eyes.
There was a dj playing a mix of songs, whenever Day6 needed a break, most of them were fast ones but Hyunjin wasted no time in brining Felix close to him and swaying slightly once a slow song came on. Hyunjin learnt tonight that Felix was quite a huge fan of Day6, he planned on remembering that for future things like presents and surprises.
"I love you so much angel, I hope you know that" Hyunjin softly spoke, his hands politely staying still for once.
"I love you too fuck I love you so much" Felix leaned in, kissing Hyunjin like his life depended on it.
Hyunjin was quick to reciprocate, sliding his tongue in and letting it roam around as much as it wants. They kissed like this for a few moments until Felix was just overcome with so much emotion his eyes became glassy. No tears fell but he was just so happy.
"I um... I think I'm ready"
And with that said, the two of them left the dance early to go participate in other activities. Where sinful noises and sinful actions were present, but they were both so in love and Hyunjin finally got the cure for his blue balls.
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The Phenomenon of the Immortal Sun: Jasper Hale x Fleur Swan, Chapter 6
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None of the characters in Twilight belong to me, all rights go to Stephenie Meyer!
Authors note: I have no idea if I used these song lyrics in a previous chapter in Eclipse... I have a garbage memory.
"Stars did fall. Thunder rolled. Bugs crawled back, In their holes. The couple screamed, but it was far too late. Her jealous heart did retaliate."
Ten Cent Pistol by, The Black Keys.
Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie looked like they wanted to kill someone. Alice, Dean, Esme, and Bree all looked confused and hurt.
Rosalie inhaled deeply.
"We need to do something about those two..." Rosalie said.
"They're way out of line... Edward especially... human or not I would kill anyone who comes near Fleur." Jasper added, fury was still in his voice.
"What can you guys do he's your brother. Besides after Bella turns they were going to go live in that cabin you guys renovated for them."
"We'll need to do something, you don't need any of this right now... I'm disappointed in him." Esme said sadly.
Before I could say anything else I could hear Bella scream.
"She must've just gotten bitten." I murmured.
"Hey you're probably thirsty, your eyes are starting to turn black, let me get you something," Esme suggested.
"That'd be great thanks... Jazz, could you hand me my phone?"
"Sure, what for darlin?" Jasper said sitting next to me.
"I need to call Sam and Leah... they need to know about this too. If we keep it from them, they could consider it a threat."
Carlisle's office door swung open, Edward ran toward the front door and slammed it. Carlisle came out with an annoyed look on his face.
"He's going to be the second death of me I swear he is."
"Well Seth already knows, maybe he told Leah." Bree suggested.
"Maybe he did but it won't hurt to check." I replied. I dialed Leah's number first thinking she might be a little more understanding.
"Fleur?" I heard her ask on the other line.
"Hey, Leah... has Seth told you anything lately?" My voice trembled slightly. I heard Leah sigh before letting out a laugh.
"Yeah, Seth told me you were pregnant calm down." I heard her reply.
"Oh, so Sam knows too?"
"Yeah but he's a bit skeptical... you know how he is." Leah mumbled.
"Yeah... but what about Bella... he does know that today is her changing day, the transformation is already happening."
"The last thing he told Seth about her is that she's not our concern anymore... it's her choice to change, we can't stop it." Leah explained.
"Listen I gotta go, I'll see you soon."
"See you later." She hung up a few seconds later. I rested my head on Jasper's should and sighed in relief.
"Here Fleur, maybe this we'll make you feel a bit better," Esme said, handing me a glass.
I grasped the cup and chugged it, it was gone a few seconds later. I didn't feel much better.
"Your eyes are still black...each bag should have the exact amount of blood you need for the next few days... How about you have some more?
I gulped down another bag, it still wasn't enough.
"This isn't good." Carlisle explained, he looked puzzled.
"Ehh...why isn't that good?" I inquired
"Well, if you can never be satisfied with the amount of blood your drinking you will eventually begin to starve. You will lose your strength, and could possibly have moments of insanity." Carlisle explained.
"I can handle this... it'll be worth it for him. Besides like you said before it most likely won't be a full 9 months."
"We'll all be by your side darlin." Jasper reassured, kissing my cheek.
"I'll monitor you whenever I can, it seems they're already growing quickly." Carlisle said, gesturing down to my bump.
Over the next few weeks, my baby grew more and more, but I was beginning to get weaker. No matter how much blood I drank, nothing seemed to sedate me. The rest of the Cullens were on edge with Edward and Bella, and since Bella was finally a vampire, they couldn't trust them at all. They weren't around much but when they were Rosalie and Jasper seemingly stood guard for me. I was zoned out, laying in an armchair since I was beginning to get sick of sitting on the same couch when Esme interrupted my concentration.
"Fleur, Leah and Seth are here." She called out.
I sat up and smiled, gesturing for her to bring them in. Leah and Seth walked in carrying some wrapped boxes with them.
Esme walked in with them before giving a quick goodbye as she wanted to help Carlisle and Rosalie with collecting food for me.
"You two did not have to get me anything." I said.
"Look aunt Leah has to get my nephew something." She said a smile was on her face.
I opened the box, a stuffed wolf plushie was inside, a dreamcatcher was underneath the plushie.
"These gifts are great thank you!"
"No problem, I thought they would be nice."
"You are the only one who thinks it's a boy, everyone else thinks it's a girl."
"I trust your instincts." Leah shrugged before pulling up a chair and sitting next to me.
"So how are you Fleur?" Seth asked, he shuffled around in his place, his eyes were scanning for someone else.
"It's getting rougher now since he's growing so big but, I know it'll all be worth it in the end."
"Your eyes look really dark, aren't they suppose to be red?" Leah inquired.
"We're beginning to think he's half-vampire half-human, he has a heartbeat it's just slightly faster than usual humans. He's definitely drinking the blood I get."
"I heard what happens to vampires when they don't feed...it gets rough." Leah said rubbing my back comfortingly.
"I have my moments but, they haven't been too bad."
"Where's the rest of the Cullens?" Seth inquired.
"Hunting, Edward, and Bella don't show up much... they don't want me to have my baby. But the rest of the Cullen's are really supportive and Jasper is ecstatic about it." I rubbed my bump unconsciously.
"But how do you eat?" Leah asked, her eyebrows were furrowed.
"Carlisle and Rose get these bags of animal blood for me." I saw Leah sigh and Lean back against her seat.
"These vampires aren't so bad after all...I'm glad Seth found Bree... she seems nice." Leah smiled.
"Oh she really is, she didn't know what she was doing when she was turned... I'm glad we're able to help her."
"So... when do you think you'll give birth?"
"Carlisle said I could give birth in a week or two... It's nerve-wracking, it's so unpredictable."
"Hey, you'll be fine... I'll stay here for a bit if you need." Leah offered.
"That would be nice but, I don't want to put you through any trouble."
"It wouldn't be any trouble besides If Edward or Bella tries something... they're going to have to deal with me too."
I laughed but before I could say anything I could sense Edward and Bella coming in, but the others were still farther away.
"Great... now we got werewolves constantly coming in." Bella complained.
Seth and Leah looked up shocked.
"Bella... did you forget you were in a toxic, manipulative love triangle for a solid year with a werewolf... for a solid fucking year." I snapped back.
"Jacob doesn't talk to me anymore!" Bella roared.
"Good for him, he needs to move on." I said, Leah nodded in agreement.
"You always have to stick your opinion in don't you?" Bella said.
"Uhh... you walked in for 5 seconds are were already trying to start shit with me." I snapped, the rage in my body burned.
"Hey, don't you snap at my wife." Edward snarled, he started walking up to me slowly.
"Back off Edward." Leah warned, she seemed to feel how pissed off I was.
"Can it mutt."
"Edward... I've been starving for almost a month... don't try me."
"What can you do? You're frail, weak, impaired." Edward pushed, walking up in front of me.
"What in the fuck are you two still doing here? I mean... honestly, you both got what you wanted, Edward you got a mate, and Bella, you became immortal. If you can't stand the decisions we're all making then why don't you just leave?"
"Because we're protected, we're the feared Olympic coven... Who wouldn't want to stay here." Edward explained, he rolled his eyes as if it were obvious.
"Oh I see... you're using them, you're too unskilled to protect yourselves so why wouldn't you want to let everyone else do the work?" I said in fake shock, Leah and Seth began to chuckle.
"I'm not unskilled enough to protect myself from you." Bella smirked, joining Edward in front of me.
"...You two fucking try something I dare you because the way I've been feeling all month I fucking dare someone to mess with me. I growled standing up on my own, it was strange... it was like a new strength filled my body.
Leah came up in front of me and put an arm between us three.
"Just drop it you three... this isn't going to end well." Leah warned.
Edward smirked and then grabbed me, I quickly flipped him around and as I warned before kicked him through the glass wall.
I heard shuffling and turned around to see Leah holding Bella down with Seth helping her out. I turned back around to the window, I saw Edward lying on the ground with Dean, Alice, Esme, and Emmett looking up at me in shock. I saw Carlisle approach Edward, a deadly look was on his face.
"Damn short stack!" I heard three sets of feet running inside Jasper, Rosalie, and Bree came into the lounge room. Bree went to go help Seth and Leah with Bella.
"Darlin are you okay?" Jasper called toward me worryingly. I couldn't say anything however as that newfound strength had dissipated, and I clutched my head. Rosalie and Jasper rushed to me.
"That's it I can't stand those two anymore they have to get out of here!" Rosalie exclaimed, Jasper just nodded in agreement.
When I was sat back down in the armchair I decided to explain what happened. The rest of the Cullens came back in, Edward couldn't look me in the eyes now.
"So sweety, what happened?" Esme inquired.
"I was just sitting with Leah and Seth when Bella started complaining that Leah and Seth were here."
Bella tried to say something but Rosalie gave her a glare.
"I snapped at her I'll admit but... then Edward started coming up to me threateningly... but he then he said that he was just living with you guys because he was being protected... and long story short Edward grabbed me and I kicked him through the glass wall." I finished. I had never seen Carlisle or Esme so mad before.
"Is that true?" Carlisle inquired.
"But..."
"HE SAID IS IT TRUE!" Esme interrupted.
Edward bit down a growl before answering.
"Yes."
"You two can't come around here anymore...nor do you two belong to this coven." Carlisle demanded.
Bella gasped.
"What a second we can work something out..." She started.
"Look I'm not going to spend decades of you three fighting all the time... and personally, I'm personal want to keep the one I like." Rosalie sniped.
"Leave at once," Carlisle said.
Edward and Bella stormed out of the house and ran off. A thick silence overtook the air.
"Uh...sorry about the wall." Jasper shushed me before pulling me in for a kiss.
"You two okay?" He asked, rubbing my stomach.
"Oh yeah he's having a blast...you should've felt him, he was kicking up a storm. He's a fighter I can tell." I said smiling. Jasper curled up to me and rested his head on mine. I saw the Cullens as well as Leah and Seth glance at each other, leaving the room.
"You know, I can feel what emotions they feel," Jasper stated.
"Really? How is he feeling now?"
"They loves the sound of your voice, I can tell. They get so happy when they hear it."
I smiled fondly on my bump before rubbing it softly.
"I'm glad you love it, we both love you that's for sure..."
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afterglowisbliss · 3 years ago
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Cutting away the dread
Levi x Fem!Reader
This story contains: Mentions of death, rapid weight loss, mentions of sexual harassment (it is not over the top, but just in case I will put the warning here)
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"Hey" you jump at the stern voice, nearly dropping your tea in the process. "It's been quite some time, Y/n. I almost couldn't recognise you with that long hair" the voice teased while flicking your long locks. That's right, you've been letting yourself go. The unkept hair and dark circles under your eyes were a dead giveaway that you weren't doing so good.
You're usually good at hiding your problems and emotions. It's the scouts way. The longer you practise, the more you master the skill of being numb.
"Hey Levi, it has been quite awhile, huh..." you responded in a soft tone. While the other scouts walked on eggshells around Levi, you were free to talk any way you wanted. He wouldn't even get angry. Annoyed at times if you crossed a line, but never angry. He almost never made any snide remarks towards you either. He had a soft spot for you. You were his weakness. Anyone who dared to hurt or mess with you would feel the wrath of THE Levi Ackerman. An example being when you and Levi were walking together to buy SOME tea when a man put his arm around your waist. "How much will it be, lovely lady" he snickered. You were visibly uncomfortable but before you could react Levi had already taken care of it. Knocked out cold on ground with wide eyes looking our direction from innocent bystanders. "It'll cost your life, you filthy shit" Levi hissed. He grabbed your hand and immediately took you back to HQ in fear someone else might try their luck.
While you weren't too sure why you were 'the chosen one' you never really questioned it. You just went along with his kindness and soft attitude towards you. Perhaps it was because he was aware you could dive deep into his soul and discover everything about him without even trying. Maybe that intimidated him. You were always one to read people like a book. He would often mock you calling you a stalker with how well you knew people without much information about their lives being shared. That's where you and Levi contrast. While he might not show it, he's caring, emotional and protective. However, despite that he is far from a people person. He doesn't read people the way you do.
It had been three months since it happened. The guilt still weighing over you as if a titan was sitting on you. You could still see his face. He was begging for your help and crying for his mom. His final moments being in the disgusting mouth of a titan and all you could do was run away.
Run away... Just like all of your problems...
Levi rests his hand on your shoulder. Despite his cold demeanor he was actually warm. Physically. You knew this due to all the times he's carried you away from danger, or when he would grab your hand when you would freak out. Or even when he would slightly move you out of his way with his hands on your shoulders. His body heat was comforting and you found yourself gravitating towards Levi when you were in a room together. This is also where you and Levi contrast. You are more warm hearted on the outside, yet your body temperature is almost abnormally cold all the time. Yet even with your icy hands on Levi's he never flinched. Almost as if both your temperatures balanced each others.
"Have you... Have you been feeling any better?" he was gentle approaching the subject. He took a seat across from you. This was when he first noticed your unkept appearance. You looked frighteningly skinnier. Cheeks that used to be full and puffy were much more hollow. He knew you were brokent in which return broke him.
You try look into his dark grey eyes attempting to answer his question. As you open your mouth you immediately close it again. Your lips started quivering and your eyes started to tear up. Embarrassed you look away, hair covering your face. Your start to aggressively squeez your left hand with your right as all the emotion starts to build up. You never cried in front of anyone, not even Levi. This time you simply couldn't keep it in anymore.
"Y/n... Look at me" he asserted. When you refused he took your chin between his thumb and index finger and brought your face level to his. He parted your hair out of your face and gently tucked it behind your ear. "Y/n, please look at me" he pleaded. He sounded desperate and wooful. He couldn't bare the sight of the people he cared about in pain. It was one of the only things that could completely soften Levi.
The desperation in his voice convinced you to look up at him. He is met with your beautiful yet sorrowful eyes. "I'm sorry, Levi" you sniffed followed by a deep breath in. "No. I haven't. Every attempt I make to be productive... Every attempt I make to go outside I think of him. He was so innocent. I promised. I promised I would keep him safe. I told him... I told him he was safe with me" you grieved. "I made a promise only to watch him die! I'm a shitty person, he begged me, Levi! HE BEGGED ME TO HELP HIM BECAUSE I PROMISED HIM THAT I WOULD, BUT INSTEAD I TURNED MY BACK ON HIM. AN INNOCENT CHILD" you wailed breaking down into tears grabbing onto Levi's shirt. He embraced you, pulling you closer to his chest as you sniffle and cry, wetting his shirt with your tears.
"You're not a shitty person, Y/n. You couldn't save him because if you did hundreds of others would've died in his place. I know it's hard to accept the death of someone you promised to keep safe, we have all been there, but you have to understand that letting someone go is a part of life. It's inevitable. Whether it was in that moment or 20 years from now, you would've had to have said goodbye eventually." he reassures. You stop crying for a moment to think about Levi's words. It's true what he said. We all eventually have to say goodbye to the ones we care about.
"Tell me, Y/n, did you directly promise him you would keep him safe?" he questioned. When you thought about that day, the answer was clear. "I-I told him I would try my best to keep him safe..." you mumbled. "So it's clear now. You did follow through with your promise. You tried your best to keep him safe. Now all that is left for us to do is to make sure he didn't die in vein." Levi added pulling you away from his chest to make eye contact with you once again.
You wipe the tears of your face and mod in agreement. There is no point grieving for the rest of your life over something you couldn't control. All that was left for you now was to make sure his death meant something.
"Levi..." your voice is haorse and strained from all the crying. "Can I ask you a favour?" you request followed by a confused Levi who isn't used to you asking for favours. "Can you please cut my hair?" you innocently ask and your cheeks start to heat up. Its an odd question to ask a Captain. "It's just that... My hair is getting too long for odm gear and I don't like to tie up my hair" you explain further hoping to persuade Levi into cutting your hair for you. "Go wet your hair for me" he commands while getting up from his seat to get the scissors. A slight smile creeps up onto your face. That's the first time that's happened in awhile.
You do as he says wetting your hair with lukewarm water. Once you're all done you look around for a comb to quickly get rid of any knots that might get in the way. "Don't worry I'll comb your hair for you" Levi assures and motions for you to sit down on the chair in from of him.
You sit with your legs crossed, hands fiddling with the gem of your shirt while Levi gently combs through your your hair. It reached just 2 inches away from your shoulder which to you, was quite long considering the length you usually keep it at.
Levi strokes your hair feeling for any missed knots. "How short would you like it?" he asks preparing the scissors in his hand. You take a moment to ponder on the question. How short would you like it?
"a pixie cut" you reply with confidence. It's a bold decision considering you've never tried it before.
"Are you sure? You've never-" "I'm sure" you cut him off. He sighs before commenting on your boldness, "Always one to try new things huh." You chuckle. He wasn't wrong.
Snip, snip, snip
You feel your hair fall first onto you, then onto the ground. You watch as the hair slightly moves with the wind sneaking in from the window that won't close properly. The whole scene feeling very calming and relaxing. The sound of scissors cutting hair was oddly satisfying.
Before you knew it he was done. He sets the pair of scissors down on the table behind him and rests his left hand on your shoulder. "what do you think?" he asks. You open your eyes to look right at a mirror hanging on the wall in front of you. Your eyes widen in shock. It actually looks nice.
"I think it suits you" Levi adds before walking to the other side of the room to get a broom. "Thank you, Levi" you say grabbing his forearm and pulling him into an embrace.
Levi isn't the biggest fan of physical affection but let it slide when it came to you. "Anytime, Y/n."
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honoredbastard · 3 years ago
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I COME BACK WITH THOUGHTS/THEORIES ON ITADORI AND HIS RELATIONS- I THINK.
anyways, so i'll just point this out: i'm not good at speaking my thoughts in an organized manner. i absolutely suck at it, i speak on how my brain brings up the thoughts so i might ramble, get over my head in a thought, etc. i can't control it so i apologize in advance for the jumpiness of the texts. i will spell a lot of things wrong and not everything will be correct, as i read translations and on a manga site. don't worry it's not illegal, i believe.
MANGA SPOILERS AHEAD.
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i apologize for my absence! last week or two weeks ago the tower to my computer completely broke and will not turn on. i tried to repair it and follow my fathers instructions but nothing worked. even cleaned off the fan and went through countless nights readjusting things. it's not my cords either so to help me out my father is working extra shifts to get me a new pc. so in the meantime i'll do small posts like these but not full writing/head canons until i have a computer tower lol. a family member was kind enough to allow me to have their phone while we work throughout this issue.
now onto the actual topic:
kenjaku and itadori's relationship. ( family wise ).
for context in the most recent chapter, 160 "colony" kamo shows up in sasaki's home and talks to her about the culling game and a barrier. but that's not the point, the point is as he's guiding her to the barrier inside her "dream" at the end he says "oh right. i almost forgot to tell you. thank you for getting along with my son." and then she is awakened inside the barrier, in her pajamas beside iguchi. when sasaki and iguchi look at the barrier and gather themselves they bring up kamo.
sasaki asked iguchi if he mentioned his son and he says no. this leaves sasaki in a state of confusion when itadori flashes in her mind. she says his name aloud like she finally connected the dots. now. why am i bringing up this whole kenjaku thanking sasaki for being his "son"'s friend. it throws me off because why didn't he thank iguchi?
did he not think iguchi meant their friendship? because sasaki was the one uninjured and still counted itadori as a friend? does iguchi not consider itadori as a friend anymore?
because we haven't seen these two at all since the incident. that raised many questions in me. as well "how can itadori be related to kamo?" and itadori is related to choso.
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because kamo's technique is explained ( vaguely. we are aware he can create barriers, take over bodies, and has incredible cursed tools. chapter 134. this is also where choso makes his connection ( i believe. ) to itadori yuji as his brother. but because we saw this with todo many thought itadori just had another unconsious technique that allows the person who is hit create false memories and believe of a completely made up relationship with itadori without his knowledge. but alas, i was wrong. ) and we're given more hints shown than told ( imo ) i tried my best to make sense out of the situation and what he said. i think my conclusions are pretty solid, so continuing on.
we're given very little history on itadori, his past, and family. at the start of the manga we know that itadori's only family he knows is his grandfather and that he is ill in the hospital. at the very very beginning we learn that itadori is your average cute, fluffy, laid back but strong and goofy protagonist. in smaller words: itadori is kirby but even cuter and dumber.
my first impressions of him is a pineapple. if you're confused to this saying: it's calling a person prickly on the outside but sweet on the inside. and this is true, itadori's grandfather seems prickly and cold on the outside but he genuinely cares for itadori.
he raised itadori for all we know and did that with his all in assumption. but this ends up backfiring onto itadori, because he cares so much for his grandson - he ends up leaving a " curse " on yuji.
help people. save them.
itadori takes this to heart as his grandfathers speech is his last one. when he looks over to his grandfather the man is dead and now yuji is left alone. then the following events occur.
at this point in time i assumed itadori was an orphan ( he technically is if we're connecting the dots. his parents has not been shown, he doesn't speak of them, they aren't in the picture. we can conclude either they disowned itadori or died before he could make complete memories of them. )
but when we are shown in chapter 143 itadori's parents we see this "woman" jin ( yuji's father ) and his grandfather talking about has the same scar pattern. this scar pattern is either stitching ( assuming that is how kamo keeps the top of the opened skull from coming off. this is also how kamo revealed his cursed technique / body of sorts ( the brain, assuming that is kenjaku in his cursed technique and not the body / puppet he is controlling " getou suguru " ) to gojou. )
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this is the only way i find kamo being able to assign itadori as his son. why is that you might be asking this dumbass here.
we do not have the full story, exact date, location, and full context of the memory/dream itadori is having. this cannot be fake either because kamo would than have no reason to call itadori his son. or is there? anyways.
take a leap of faith with me. imagine that before itadori is born ( he seems no more than a few weeks or days old in this memory. hence why i am thinking my conclusion is pretty solid in theory. but yknow gege, there might be something different. ) anywhooo.
TW. D3ATH/IMPLYING ANTI LIFE ATTEMPT
kamo had to have taken over yuji's mothers body after an accident OR after she gave birth to yuji. his grandfather is interrupted by her before he can finish his sentence but it seems to be leading to the conclusion that either kaori ( yuji's mother ) died while giving birth to yuji or kaori could not conceive and tried to take her own life or cause an accident that would take her life. ( i read a fan translation for this part but im pretty sure i also read the official translation today too and it added up to the same. )
i believe in the first idea, but since kamo's cursed technique wasn't explained in detail i don't know the conditions of his body technique. does the original host of the body have to be dead? can he regenerate body limbs ( i highly doubt. getou lost an arm during his fight with yuta. overconfident dick. reminding me of an ex ANTWAYS. i forgive him for being overconfident smooch. he learned. OFF TOPIC but continuing on i promise.
this is being continued from the cut off point. i'm so upset so it'll just be summarized. i can't believe this shit lol i took three hours just to finish it for it to literally cut off the bottom half.
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continuing on in a sadge mood. kamo must not have the complete ability to take over a body. after all getou took his only arm he had as he was dying and choked his own body to his full ability. getou was willing to die ( possibly, you never know he could be alive if he killed his own body. moving on. ) just to have the chance to save his friend from being swallowed by a damn box.
so there has to be a chance that kamo cannot fully take over the previous persons complete consious and memory of their body. if getou still had his other arm after losing the fight to yuta, he could've choked kamo with both arms. in theory kamo wouldn't be able to control the right arm and die to the previous host choking him to death.
so why wouldn't the other hosts do it? after all, kamo did say it was his first time experiencing such a thing. assuming kamo has lived throughout many bodies in his 150+ lifespan none of the previous hosts could take control of their body.
i believe getou was completely influenced by gojou and his six eyes. there is no way gojou would even try to speak out to his friend unless he had an inkling or saw getou still in there. helpless and without the ability to save himself from the cage he's in.
being used and puppeteered in his own body by an external force. laughing in the world he could not. putting getou into a constant misery and defeat that he couldn't escape his hell. the one he tried so hard to fight and get out of. even if it was the wrong path.
gojou was the last person to witness getou dying. he had to watch getou bleed out after their conversation because he couldn't bring himself to kill his friend. the one he spent his whole jujutsu student life with. so for gojou to say such a thing to getou despite all that he did had to break getou out of his misery and give him that small sliver of hope that he could do something. of course he failed, but i doubt that's going to be the end of that.
the only way i see kamo being related to yuji is if he took over kaori's body before the pregnancy. assuming that when kamo takes over a body he becomes one with said body and is that person for however long he lives in said body. my only thing is, can he take over a persons body whilst they are alive? i would go more in depth like i did the last time but i am extremely upset about my work being erased so that's the end of this part.
thank you for reading! i have one more thing for you though.
the last time we see sukuna in a manga page after the shibuya incident is where he is on his throne and in his domain. this is after yuji is stabbed by yuta and is presumed "dead" at the time. he seems to be interested in yuta and i can think of 2-3 things. I would love to hear your theories too so don't be afraid to barge into my dms like the koolaid man.
A - sukuna is interested in Yuta because of his ability to use the reverse healing technique ( only a few sorcerers know this. sukuna being the first. shoko being the second one to be told that she has this power and then gojou. ) because of this he sees potential in yuta as well or has added this boy into his plans. after all, there is very few that can make sukuna make an expression that isn't an RBF. aka megumi and possibly gojou. I was looking at the page of him stabbing yuji and noticed we only see the entry point of where the blade enters. it's smaller because some got chunked off so its a possibility yuta used this to his advantage when "killing" yuji and instead hit an artery that could kill him but quickly healed him afterwards. or just his heart. the ideas.
B. Rika, Yuta is able to completely control Rika as shown. Even though he claims he is on the weak side, these two combined seem like an unstoppable force. He may be interested in Rika as she is a curse that has been put on someone that can fully control it. Not many people is shown to be able to control their curse. As we haven't met many.
this was enti and that's the last of my post! thank you for reading and it was a fun one. even though i had to restore this shit. anyways, i'd love you to add or fix up my ideas and tell me your thoughts and opinions! Thanks a bunch!
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^ this is for pure humor
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nexyra · 4 years ago
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RWBY's Love Language - Part 2
Hello friend ! I'm back at it with a second part and whatever character I can think of ! (Among which best boy Oscar because he deserves it, and also more adults)
Let's go !
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Oscar Pine
So ! While I love Oscar with my whole heart, honestly guessing his Love Language is no easy feat. One thing for sure : touch isn't is thing even if it's how everyone else chose to communicate their love.
I saw a post a while back detailing how Oscar is always putting his hands up as a barrier when he's scared or uncomfortable and that makes me cry a little instead but it's true TT. Anyway...
In the latest volumes we've got quite a bit of comforting Oscar-talks but I have to wonder how much of that is due to Ozpin's influence really. As a result I've decided to settle on... Acts of Service or Quality Time ! This is based on a few details : when people are upset with him in one shape or form, Oscar was always very eager to prove himself useful, give some aspect of concrete help (such as cooking a Casserole, ringing any bell ?). Plus I imagine that's the exact brand of help his Aunt would have needed most on a farm. Added to that, he always seems fairly happy to be included, be with the others no matter what's going on. Training ? Yay ! A movie with Jaune & Weiss ? Smiling puppy look. Fancy party ? Shenanigans together ! So yea, I love seeing my boy loved and hugged but please everyone settle for the loving he's most comfortable with <3
“She made a choice! A choice to put others before herself! So do I.”
“Oh, uh, yeah. I thought you guys would appreciate a hot meal after... spending all day looking for me, apparently.”
“No, it's okay. These past few days, I've been scared of the same things you were. I don't know how much longer I'm going to be... me. But I did some thinking, and I do know that I want to do everything I can to help with whatever time I have left.”
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Ozpin
For our favorite immortal wizard aka not quite dead Headmaster... I think the answer is rather obvious. When you're so careful with your words, but also so fiercely devoted to humanity, Words of Affirmation is a must. Ozpin constantly does his best to calm, to reassure. He's good at controlling the conversation and getting people where he wants... Except he more often than not use it to make them think and help them reach an healing ore motivating conclusion. This man is so insisten on giving and cultivating hope, so painfully aware of just how much words can change... There's no doubt in my mind that it's through these very same words that he tries to fight the darkness in others' mind, even when they don't want to let themselves be persuaded. And with some help from the farmboi, Ozpin is gaining in honesty and earnestness. And that can only help in giving comfort.
But to be honest... If you offer him a hug I doubt he'd refuse, and he definitely deserves one. Also therapy. For Oscar too. Everyone in therapy 2k21.
“Ruby. I've made more mistakes than any man, woman, and child on this planet. But at this moment I would not consider your appointment to leader to be one of them. Do you?”
“It's not every day that friends are able to come together like this. Time has a way of testing our bonds, but it's nights like these that can help keep them stronger than ever. Nights like these are ones we'll never forget.”
“Don't worry, Mr. Arc. Your journey is far from over, and the same might be said for all of you. Unlocking your Semblance isn't the end. It can still grow and evolve. Providing you are willing to put in the work, who knows what could happen?”
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Emerald Sustrai
Now here I'm gonna go ahead and say that the way Emerald has been taught to express her love and the way SHE would rather preffered to be loved most likely do not align. At the side of someone like Cinder, and even Mercury who isn't exactly the most emotionally vulnerable person; the only brand of love that gets an easy pass is Acts of Service, and that's probably what Emerald is the most used to. I can go on a mission with you. I can help. We go right back to the "I can be useful" mentality and I'm not sure she's been shown any other way honestly. Let's be real though : if someone offered a hug or some gentle words ? She'd probably pout & fuss but I hardly doubt she'd object.
“I don't care about Salem! But I owe Cinder everything. You want to fight her that bad? Be my guest.”
“I just... Cinder was the only family I ever had. She cared about me, taught me things... But without her here, I don't know if what we're doing--”
“I've been working on my Semblance. I can help. I won't tell anybody.”
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Pyrrha Nikos
What's with everyone and dedicating their whole love toward just helping their teammates anyway they can ?! Stop ! But any way, you guessed it. I'm pretty sure one of Pyrrha's top way of showing love is Acts of Service, and nothing means quite as much to her as Quality Time. For someone who's been put on a pedestal and has a hard time relating to people; both touch and words can be a bit awkward. But if they're wrapped up neatly in a training session or semblance explanations ? Well that's already a more familiar area. Pyrrha gives her whole to her friends and those she cares about. And in exchange, if anyone can simply... be there and spend time with her... May it be at the ball or simply sitting in the courtyard... I'm sure our girl would be delighted.
“Jaune, you know if you ever need help, you can just ask.”
“I'm constantly surrounded by love and praise; but when you're placed on a pedestal like that for so long, you become separated from the people that put you there in the first place. But thanks to you, I've made friendships that will last a lifetime.”
“I'll do it. If you believe this will help humanity, then I will become your Fall Maiden.”
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Qrow Branwen
If I say Gift Giving for the corvid, is someone gonna hit me ? Come on it's fun ! Okay, more seriously... I think this kind of love conversation is kind of a necessity for Qrow. With a semblance such as Bad Luck, making everything complicated... Qrow tries to keep his distance from those he cares about. And since he's an emotionally repressed (but caring) asshole on top of it... Well that kinda narrows down his option. You know what DOESN'T put anyone at risk but can still bring smiles on their face ? GIFTS. Shiny things, souvenirs from his missions all over the world to give to 2 smol nieces. Sounds safe right ? That said, as any good emotionally unavailable character in this show, I gotta say Qrow probably has a thing for helping out and making himself useful in relation to Oz, Tai or the rest of the inner circle. So you know what that means *whisper* Acts of Service.
That said ! When it comes to receiving some love back... Qrow probably likes everything he doesn't allow himself to have. Soft touches, loving & comforting words, spending time with a friend without his semblance making everything complicated... We know that's all he wants.
“You idiot. I know you didn't do this.”
“Look, pal, I'm not sure who you are, but you need to leave my niece alone.”
“No one wanted me... I was cursed... I gave my life to you because you gave me a place in this world... I thought I was finally doing some good...”
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Clover Ebi
And among our newbies (and gone too soon) friends we have Clover ! Clover was a very good contrast to our dusty old crow but also a great help. Kind-hearted, perceptive and honest; he knew just how to put Qrow's self-loathing in his place and push him to give himself some credit. He always had a nice word or a joke for everyone, and visibly the rock of the Ace Ops : an expert a keeping the moral up and the mood companiable. Evidently, Words of Affirmation was his expertise. Had things gone differently, I'm sure we'd have had time for many more earnest and helpful conversations with this teal-eyed fisherman.
“It's a good thing they had someone to look up to and get them through it. Not everyone is so lucky.”
“I meant deflect a compliment. Those kids wouldn't be where they are without you. You've had more of an effect on them than you realize.”
“We don't have to fight, friend.”
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Winter Schnee
And today in the "emotionally unavailable" category we have... Winter Schnee ! TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS PEOPLE ! Just - I would say look at Ruby but even she doesn't talk about her bad vibes... Nor does any of the "Words of Affirmation" peeps. Honestly what's wrong with y'all people ? Anyway Winter cares so much. Is it hidden behind professionalism and a stern *big sister* demeanour ? Sure. But it doesn't negate just how much she loves her closed ones. She's fiercely loyal, and even if she doesn't let her personal feelings get in the way of her duty and doing what needs to be done, no one is allowed to say she doesn't care. Countrary to Weiss, Winter doesn't seem as good nor as aware of the love that exists in simply *being* with people. Rather, she's dutiful and ready to help any way she can when given the chance. You guessed it, yet another Acts of Service kind of love... Maybe I'm doing this wrong XD. I'm on the fence about Words of Affirmation as well. Despite her standoffish looks, Winter has always been very open & reassuring during her discussions with Penny. But she's more stern when it comes to Weiss so I dunno x)
“I don't recall asking about your ranking, I'm asking how you've been. Are you eating properly? Have you taken up any hobbies? Are you making new friends?”
“You've grown up a bit, haven't you? You're not the little girl clinging to the family name anymore.”
“You can't just buy trust like everything else! You have to earn it!”
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And that's it for Part 2 ! I might do some other characters if people suggest some but I don't have a pressing need to right now. I have many ideas of songs to apply to various characters however so that's prob what my next posts will consist of (or fun templates)
If anyone has tips to create RWBY gifs or links to download the eps in good quality I'll take it ! Good day everyone !
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