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Whose Report Will You Believe?
We receive many reports in this world, bombarded with them from every area of life. Not all news is good news. Not all news is beneficial. Whose report will you believe?
10/10/2023 This morning, I realized that I have stumbled across yet another Bible verse where we do ourselves a disservice by only reading the one verse and not the accompanying verses or even the entire chapter. The first time I experienced this was with 2 Chronicles 7:14. We like to quote that scripture alone and the disservice we do to ourselves is to not read verse 13 also because it tells…
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this isnt the first or evenn second time ive drawn myself as lucifer. this is no longer a two nickels situation now its just becoming a thing
#well. to be fair it always has been. literally picked part of my name because of it#but im now like. do i want to draw this more. i do. do i want to post this more. well. (vanishes)#this was like a uuuuuugeeee dellusion tthing for me growing up i was convinced i needed to be uniquely punished in my family#because i was the eldest and bc of being trans it was like essentially fated id always be the black sheep#growing up in a super religious family etc#so i kind of just accepted that i was so used to being scapegoated and blamed for corrupting everyone else#like oh my god so many times. even in my csa#i was like Fine Then. sure. thats how it is.#and so i think theres a part of me thats always like. okay. lets be evil. would you like to live deliciously#i looooove the idea of like. lets be bad. lets do things because it looks yummy. lets seek enlightenment like kids stealing extra cookies#from the jar
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im dedicating this to @detectivedarling. i felt inspired after seeing their little ficlet yesterday sadhjfl 🫶
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Danny's grip on his cane tightens.
"What—"
His voice cracks. He stops, clears it, then tries again in spite of the nausea twisting in his gut. "What are — you, uh, watching, Bruce?" He sounds horribly far away.
Bruce doesn't look at him, his attention laser-focused on the screen. Which is— fine. It's usually not a problem, Bruce gets like that when he hyper-focuses on a case, and unless it's urgent — or he's been at it for hours — Danny sees no need to pull him away from it. He likes the quiet camaraderie they have, it's companionable and unique to the two of them.
He wishes he was right now though. Looking at him, that is.
That way he wasn't watching what was clearly one of Danny's ghost fights. One of the nastier ones, if the collateral damage and rubble on the street is of any indication.
Danny tries to remember which one that is. He shuffles a little closer to the desk, ignoring the rock in his stomach or the ugly weightlessness in his arms. It's not the blood blossoms, that much he knows. He just recently had an injection so it shouldn't be bothering him this soon—
So it's just nerves. Perfect.
Most footage of his fights are— messy, at best. Unusable at worst. Amity Park was obsessed with appearing 'normal' when they first started happening, and typical news stations censor the worst of the fights anyways for publishing, since they can get pretty gory at times. And ghosts move too fast to be caught on regular standard cameras, not including distance and light and—
That is to say— finding usable ghost fight videos is hard.
Danny wonders how Bruce got his hands on this one, and then stops wondering.
The audio is muted, which is - good. Good, because the fight is ugly and chaotic and clearly this was taken on someone's phone. Fuck, he can't remember if he ever saw that before — clearly not. They're hiding behind an overturned car, and Danny grits his teeth so he doesn't tell that idiot to run.
The camera turns up, and focuses on two figures in the air. It takes a few seconds, but when it does, Danny gets hit with a wave of vertigo. His grip tightens and he leans heavily on his cane, he waits for the black dots to disappear.
He- uh, he remembers this fight now. Uh, sort of.
He remembers being twelve at the time, and he remembers some of the injuries he got out of it. His eyelid spasms abruptly. This ghost wasn't one of his regulars, so he doesn't remember whatever name they had, barely remembered what they looked like up until- uh. Now.
Was he always that small? Well— Phantom's never been particularly big, perks of being a dead kid, but— it's - different. Seeing it from an outsider perspective. Was he that small? Or is it just because he's wearing a jumpsuit clearly too big for him that casts the illusion of being small?
Doesn't really - matter. Now. He can't access his ghost form, and he already knows the answers to his appearance.
Phantom is clearly bleeding, viscous and violently green like the bubbles of a lava lamp, clutching onto a limp shoulder that's missing an arm from the elbow down. Half his face is drenched in similar blood, the eye on the drenched side is closed — not because he can't see through the ectoplasm.
Danny's memories of that fight slowly come in a bit clearer. Right. He took a pole to the eye in that one. That had - hurt. A lot. Getting an eye gouged out usually does. It and the missing arm took hours to grow back.
He rubs his eye with his palm for no other reason than it itches.
The other ghost isn't untouched of any injury either, but he's not in a state of dismemberment like Phantom is.
Danny drops his gaze down at Bruce, whose sitting in his chair with his hands threaded together, looking so tense that Danny half expects to meet solid steel if he were to touch his back. His face is - blank. Terribly blank, with an intensity in his eyes that Danny doesn't see often.
He looks terribly distressed.
He opens his mouth, and finds that nothing comes out. His throat is thick with an ugly, tar-like feeling that makes his eyes sting. Kinda reminds him of when someone wraps their hands around your throat and presses. He closes his mouth, then tries again.
"B—" hhhhhh, "Buzz."
Finally Bruce looks at him, one hand slaps the space button on the keyboard, and the video pauses. His expression doesn't shift, but there's a weight in the lines of his face that reminds Danny of a set of weights sagging.
He looks quite like he's grieving something.
Bruce opens his mouth, his voice comes out terribly soft and heartbroken: "He looks like you."
Which is— a terrifying sentence in and of itself. One that makes Danny's legs shake and ignite his ragged, poison-chewed nerves alight with the need to run. An instinctive urge to deny, deny, deny.
How could he? He could say, that's a ghost, Bruce. I'm not a ghost. He could crack a joke, and ask, 'do I look dead to you?' or say something about how he knows that his parents studied ghosts, but that didn't make him one.
He could say that, and he could say it knowing full well that Bruce would see right through it. He'd probably let Danny too.
Danny closes his eyes. They sting, you see? So does his nose, right in the back like someone popped him in the face. And his throat is thick and gross and like someone stuck a spider, the big fat tarantula kind, right down into his esophagus.
He breathes in — through his mouth, because his nose stings and so it'd be best not to irritate it further with air — and it's terribly shaky and uneven. But it clears a pathway to his lungs big enough for him to say — whisper, really:
"You know, I think you're the first person to notice that."
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#blood blossom au#dpxdc au#cw injury#cw gore mention#just to be safe#i got hit with brainworms#blame detectivedarling >:D their ficlet yesterday made me SO happy and i couldn't help but keep thinking about it#and then i was thinking about blood blossom again and couldn't help but want to write something#iii don't know if this is canon to the fic but i DID think it would be a fun 'what-if this is how danny and bruce find out' to make#im not sure how ~that~ reveal will go in fic but i like the idea that danny actually *tells* bruce about being phantom himself#bc throughout the show i dont think he's really had much of a say in the matter of who knows and who doesnt?#like vlad found out when danny passed out and untransformed in front of him. jazz found out via spying and then other times were forced#so there's been a bit of a lack of autonomy in terms of danny revealing his halfa status to people. it'd be a good show of trust for him#to be able to *tell* bruce himself outright rather than bruce find out on his own. and in this context bruce wasn't trying to seek out#phantom's identity either. no he was just looking into amity park and this 'ghost situation' danny told him about. its just that when he#found the ghost fight videos he saw phantom and got this horrible pit in his stomach and promptly went 'oh my god thats my kid'
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Sorry for not having a Year of the Dragon MDZS artwork; Unfortunately, I can only picture Dragon LWJ in this particular flavour.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Dragon AU#MDZS AU#noodleji#(IT'S A REAL TAG!!! AAH!!! THROWING MY HAT TO THE LITTLE GUY LOVERS!)#Yes I watched Fruits Basket in my teen years and yes it left a significant impression on me.#'The Dragon Transforms' and its just into a small little guy.#Even more points if the human form is a Tall Guy.#Sadly this does not appear to be a common nor popular variation so I will sit on my little hill alone. (EDIT: I WAS WRONG)#Dragon LWJ probably would be some kind of river dragon. Lesser god of a small stream.#One that grows bigger with time but always has the reputation of being benevolent and calm to those who seek its clear waters.#Do not pollute these waters or your ass is going to be bit. 1000 tiny puncture marks.#I imagine that's probably how wwx first meets him (accidently pours booze into lwj's river) (gets bit - gets bit - gets bit-)#WWX eventually befriends him through stubbornly showing up every week to give him offerings.#Takes him into town in a little pot of water to show him how the people live. Maybe go to a festival.#When the day is done and he's back in his river and alone - LWJ finally feels a new emotion...it is longing and loneliness.
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REJOICE IN THE GLORY OF COMBAT
#mun post#salmon run#if you know where that line if from you get a cookie#GOD i still have 0 idea how you manage glowflies on this stage and i've been doing this all day#also goldies are a bit scarce during seeking...
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It's a little crazy how much my philosophical worldview keeps boiling down to:
Everything is Cardinal's Map
Everything is Theology of the Body
Or to put it another way
The abstract exists and is beautiful and we as humans are constantly seeking it even if we can't sense it by material means
The abstract is reaching out to us and makes everything in our world a symbol for some greater meaning
Or to put it yet another way
There's a story beyond us
We are in the story
#catholic things#theology of the body#cardinal's map#once more shameless popery is an amazing podcast#he was talking about how mathematics proves the existence of god#and i was just about in tears#and also recognizing that his description of how mathematics exists in an abstract realm#also applies to stories#science and humanities are both seeking a greater truth beyond what's in our world#but the crazy thing is that those abstract things also truly exist in reality#as improbable as it is#the world is a miracle and that's beautiful and that's what underlies everything
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This might be the angriest we've seen Karkat yet and that's fucking saying something. Karkat is up there with Tavros in being one of the least inherently violent of the trolls and he's this close to threatening to kill Gamzee.
#to kill his kind of ex to save his kind of ex#god damn yall are messy lol#what i mean by saying hes not inherently violent is that - perhaps bcos his aspect is blood - karkat is one to talk it out not duke it out#im not saying he cant fight im saying he usually seeks another way to resolve things no matter how angry and shouty he gets...#but not this time a LINE has been CROSSED#also excuse the weird pixelated images there's a whole thing happening with special stardust in the game cartridge its a bit abstract#altho sayin that i think it actually works with highlighting the tensions people are reacting to as they speak#karkat vantas#kanaya maryam#clock reads homestuck#homestuck#2025 homestuck reread#terezi pyrope#gamzee makara
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When the snow all melts away And the ice finally breaks. Have you taken off, are you already on your way? No matter where you are, I've come with you this far. I'm never really lost. Our paths will surely cross.
#genshin#genshin impact#genshinet#genshinedit#genshinimpactedit#gamingedit#dailygaming#dailygenshin#useraria#userax#userjidai#userzebra#usersenka#userchas#userrack#userlivvi#lumine#aether#the traveler#traveler#traveler twins#the twins#the road not taken#animated short#paimon#dainsleif#version 4.7#genshin version 4.7#we will be reunited........ and they will they will they will oh my god#sobbing into my pillows. i retrace your footsteps hoping to see your shadow in the path. i will seek you no matter where or how far
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Hide and Seek (Psalm 119: 9-16)
As a child, many of us played Hide and Seek. Did you know that there was an adult version of Hide and Seek also, and it is more than a game. Join me in seeking what was hidden for us to find.
Psa 119:9-10 ESV How can a young person maintain a pure life? By guarding it according to your instructions! With all my heart I seek you. Do not allow me to stray from your commands! What does it mean to SEEK God? what is hidden can only be found by those who SEEK and what we find when we SEEK is so amazing What led me to consider this is what I learned about both Noah and Moses. My post…
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#attitude#believers#bible#bible study#biblestudy#growth#hide and seek#How to seek God#lessons learned#lessons learned from childrens games#Psalm#psalm 119#seek God
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iterator puppets but they’re puppets
#inspired by a few other takes like this i've seen around#I REALLY like how these turned out though so they might be my new default#As a lore tidbit I think this is all extremely unnecessary. like the ancients could totally make lifelike puppets if they wanted#it's for symbolism instead! and to remind you that you're not talking to a mere person#but a god playing a character through a doll#which is important if you're some house official seeking to talk to one#rain world#rainworld#rw iterator#five pebbles#looks to the moon#seven red suns#art
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just saw people on twt getting mad that gale said a literal god wasn't good enough for him . i need people to understand that he didn't mean it like "I deserved more than a literal goddess" he meant that his actions were foolish and made it LOOK like he thought himself above one. that he should've been content with what he had, but felt he had to prove himself to her.
if you romance him he literally realizes that he didn't need to find validation in a god but within someone who understands humanity more than a god ever could.
please learn reading comprehension before making yourselves look stupid I'm so tired of this
#ALSO people saying that 'oh he had a literal god and wasn't satisfied' yeah lmao because she is incapable of compassion and genuine love#he literally admits that in act three. his own words#the gale slander is founded on stupid people not being able to understand how complicated this is#also yes gale DOES fall back into his power thirst in act three. because healing is not linear.#talking him down from killing himself doesn't mean he's suddenly better and over what mystra did#abuse survivors will often seek a way to gain power back. gale literally begins to resent the concept of gods and wants to destroy it#and honestly he's right. but dont tell him that#anyway gale deserves redemption#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#six speaks
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the transition from "chump" to "longview" off green day's third album Dookie is sooo fucking SMOOTH
#my first listen straight thru. my god. lets GOOO green day lets GOOOOO#i had ''when i come around'' stuck in my head when i woke up so i started listening to their most popular songs on spotify on the drive to#uni. i meant to just play Dookie but i began realizing just how Many green day songs i know in general#i always loved their music but i nvr sought them out As A Band rlly#i'd seek them out For A Song yknow?#theyre always included in my 90s/00s pop-punk playlists n everything#but hello. its time i appreciate tf out of green day's discography#if youre in the vibe for some punk grungey beauty (both silly & emotional) then i say JOIN MEE#green day#music.txt#.txt#maria is just rambling. hi#lowkey this post is for Me to rmbr this transition & listen to it again later >:3#music#EDIT: THIRD ALBUM. NOT FIRST. MY B
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The greatest love triangle in the Switch Zelda games
Is not between Link, Zelda and Mipha. It is these three

Hear me out.
Paya and Tauro are already a fairly popular ship in the fandom, with mild basis in canon (more on that later). What fewer people bring up is Tauro's other not-so-secret admirer: The humble (Dr!) Calip.
This man is known best for two things: being the nuisance stopping us from even just looking in the direction of the floating ring ruin until its quest, and, more relevant here, his nigh obnoxious ego. All he strives for is fame and recognition, yet in the midst of his self-aggrandazing ramblings, he expresses admiration for one man only: Tauro. Here's what he writes in his diary (found next to his bed, in his room that he happens to share with Tauro)

As self-absorbed as Calip is, he deigns Tauro to be worthy of his admiration, meaning he holds Tauro in high regard. However, an unexpected competitor vies for Tauro's attention: enter Paya.
The newly appointed Kakariko chief starts to learn about the Zonai ruins for the sake of her people, and becomes unexpectedly good at it. It is implied that Tauro spends a fair bit of time teaching her and assisting her with research, culminating in Paya learning to read Zonai script. This, well, does not sit well with Calip, as he cannot stand the idea of Tauro's precious praise going to another. Here's an exchange that happens when Link shows them a photo of the Zonai inscriptions inside the floating ring ruins, and Paya deciphers a word that left even Tauro stumbled:






Calip's response: jealousy at Tauro praising another, especially Calip's greatest rival!
So Calip proceeds to promptly put Paya back in her place by instead deducting that the place the script is referring to must be the Zonai Ruins in Faron. When Tauro praises him in turn, Calip exceedingly gloats about this, even attempting to turn the word "fantastic" into a pet phrase between him and his most admired person



Alas, Calip may have lost the race already. For you see, Tauro seems to have set eyes on someone else. This detail is already somewhat known, but when looking above Tauro's bed in Kakariko (and we know it is Tauro's bed because of the extra cushions to compensate for his size), something interesting hangs on the wall

A portrait of Paya.

And we know it is Paya because of the red Sheikah eye, the red ribbons, and even the red eye make-up all matching Paya perfectly.
Now why would Tauro have a picture of Paya, somebody he spent a great deal of time with studying ancient relics they are both passionate about, someone he (by his own words) greatly admires, hanging above his bed? So she may watch over his dreams?
My condolences Calip, but it seems Tauro and Paya would indeed make a fantastic couple.
#now of course this could just be calip seeking praise from someone he deems worthy of “seeing” just how smart calip himself is#and doesn't want anyone else (in this case paya) outshining him in a field *he's* supposed to be good at#but you cannot tell me that they weren't trying to imply *something* there#god i put way too much effort into something that started as a shitpost#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#tauro#paya#calip#text#my text
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You know what I think I really really love about difanghua with a focus on Fang Doubing is that while DiHua clearly see each other it's Fang Duobing who tries to understands them.
And no this isn't a- Fang Duobing knows them better than they know each other or know themselves. It's that he sees them do something and he thinks about it and understands their feelings.
Cause there's a knowledge that both Di Feisheng and Li Lianhua have of each other that lets them know how the other thinks and what they will do next but it doesn't always mean there's an understanding there.
Di Feisheng knows that Li Lianhua is running but he doesn't understand why he's running, this isn't to say he's not sympathetic or doesn't care but he doesn't always understand the motivation for his actions. He knows them.
Similarly Li Lianhua knows Di Feisheng well enough to know his drive, to know his habits and knows his nature to recognise him even in disguise. But even he doesn't understand the motivation of Di Feisheng he knows it's there and so we see him stumble a few times when Di Feisheng switches gears.
Fang Duobing doesn't know everything, he is missing big chunks of story almost all the time, he missed a few many cues as well but he understands.
He understands Li Xiangyi and his burdens, he understands the pain Li Lianhua feels, he understands that Di Feisheng isn't just what he portrays himself to be, he understands his drive and motivation comes from a place of care and when he doesn't understand, he sure as fuck tries to. He doesn't just ask for explicit details to solve the mystery, he is just trying to understand them.
He needs to know the people under his protection!
So he understands them.
To conclude:- Fang Duobing is an Empath.
#this is not a dihua never understand each other thing#but a fdb understands them even though he doesnt know all of them#i was watching the scene where llh tells fdb that he understands him best#and then remembered how fdb easily seeks out dfs' kindness#and enjoys it#he's just a little guy#but very emotionally intelligent#god bless everyone who raised this boy#because you could not have done a better job#thank you!#fang duobing#difanghua#mysterious lotus casebook#fanghua#difang
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#I have about half a dozen people on my heart tonight where there's nothing I can do to stop the bad things happening to them#and all I can do is send love#and pray for them (and I do trust God is caring for them with greater love and effectiveness than I ever could even if I somehow had the#ability to step in) but man it's hard not to just be able to save people - or even be there in person with them in a lot of cases.#Texts and calls can feel so empty - sometimes they make people feel bad or embarrassed#worrying that they should not have made a big deal about it (I am glad you did! I am glad you said something!)#Sometimes I worry that they come off as me attention seeking in the midst of their hardship (how selfish) or just creating another#text they have to respond to. But I love them and I want to hug them all and wish I could make it all better just by my love#Sometimes they need space and sometimes someone to talk to and sometimes they just need everything to carry on as normal#and I want to give them whatever they need - to respect their space and stay away - to make them laugh - to hug them and hear the whole#story or just nothing - but I don't always know which.#And so often nothing I can do is really helpful#but I wish it were.#I wish I could do more for them.
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i think part of my problem is i lived with my best friend for two years of my life and have been searching for the same feeling of joy & acceptance & support ever since
#like I’ve sat down and had a think about it and the times I’ve felt the least lonely in the last 5+ years are when my roommates were close#friends I could pray with/laugh with/cry with/unmask with#something something you can’t keep trying to go back somewhere that doesn’t exist anymore you need to go forward#but the only way I can see myself thriving is if I can live with people/someone who feel(s) like home#and I know that can come with time and you meet new people and make new friends and settle down somewhere and slowly build yourself a life#but how do you do that without dying along the way#and I’m here in this new state and I’m trying to be content but there’s the very real possibility everything is going to change *again*#later this year and I just. I’m done I want it all to be over I want to get to find someone and commit my life to them and get to know we’r#we’re gonna figure it out together#and bitterness is so tempting right now bc unless God heals & transforms & really really surprises me#(all of which He CAN do but I just have never thought that was His desire for me); unless that happens I will probably be alone for the#rest of my life#and I can write essays on the importance of platonic friendships and how good and beautiful it is to value them but that grows weaker and#weaker the older you get the more all your friends seek marriage and find their other halves and you’re still. just. There#it’s nearly midnight and I should write a poem instead of processing in the tags of a post but really I may just go to bed#I’m so glad I have a phone call and prayer group to look forward to tomorrow#and the Bible study tonight was good <3 some things were hard about it but my soul was comforted#and I may have even more questions but at the very least right now I know God is Love#and that is the bottom line of any answer that I seek#….which I guess maybe loops back to the processing too. I know He is love I know He’s supposed to be sufficient#so what do you do when that doesn’t FEEL like enough#God I believe help my unbelief. please#elle rambles#[y]#/p
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