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void-tiger · 2 months ago

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…rewatched this to send it to a friend. THIS is how I want someone I love to look at me. Not those… “heated gazes” or whatever that get romanticized. Those make my skin just…feel utterly awful. Like I’m an object to be consumed or controlled or locked up in a glass case to be idolized or paraded around.

This…doesn’t do that. This is quite simply adoration and respect. Seeing someone as human and worthy of being cherished.

It’s such a short clip. But it’s a better love story than 99.999999999% of media.

#faramir #eowyn of rohan #faramir x eowyn #…and this is how the idiot has looked at me for almost two years #and why I realized…gdi…I’m falling in love with them despite circumstances being what they are #and my own reservations about romance because of my asexuality and repulsions and chronic illnesses #why do I choose to stay? despite being made to wait to even have quality time met?#(aside from can’t seem to move on despite trying. and the feelings have had every opportunity to fade but won’t)#it’s their willingness to work through conflict when I finally bring up something that has to be addressed #how they pretty persistantly fought for the friendship too despite my jaded trust issues #how I do apparently seem to have influence over them. how they have a positive influence over me #and…this look. they are the only ones to ever look at me in this way #Youtube

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