#how naive i was back then

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People saying to keep hope and wait, ily so much. I hope your life is always full of positivity and that nothing proves you wrong and brings you down <3 (half /pos, half /s)

Cause it's too late for me. I've been optimist for way too long and let down way too often to believe that a dismissive, lying society owner will genuinely do good for the purpose of doing good. He's lied at least once, we all saw it, and I'm sorry but until we have clear explaination on this, I can't believe that his "dream project" is really what matters to him.

Call me cynical, pessimistic or realistic, according to the way you see it, because I am. I've tried to stay general here, under the cut are my specific ramblings.

Q said no RP admins, a few days later, Cucurucho was back, Tubbo had a duck companion and we now see Rabbits...

Q said they won't be able to keep the update accounts, we now see them being used again.

Q said he didn't know about the work condition, we learn now that he himself asked for event to be organized only five days in advance and requested big changes the night before.

Q said he wasn't that invested because he wanted the CC experience and not know what was coming, but he barely ever logged in and didn't even write his own lore like the other CCs.

Q said to only believe official annoncements and not search informations in not offcial sources, but we are left with no informations at all, forcing us to search else where or to speculate.

Q said this is his dream project, but doesn't seem to want to have to do anything with it if it doesn't involve winning price or being praised.

Q said there are people wanting to see the project go down, I suspect him to be the one he was talking about (/s), at least he really tries his hardest to make every bad communication decision and push people out the worst way possible (CCs who care, viewers who want respect, admins...).

Anyway, QSMP is dead for me. It will only be back if Antoine, Etoiles, Baghera or Aypierre talk about it and go back to it. Bagi too said she was waiting for the situation to be clearly more positive I think, and maybe others, but the French CCs have my trust so far, they've never been afraid to speak their mind and tell things as they are.