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A Ripple In Space

This was a new kind of power, and he couldn’t get enough of it. 

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3. Leather And Blaster Dust 

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Kylo Ren x fem.reader

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He took a moment watching you get escorted before turning his heels back inside. He had a meeting with the council today. One he painfully didn't want to attend. Especially since he can't seem focus at the moment.  

He felt angry and agitated but didn't understand why. Nervously, he paced around the living room. Nothing was working like he’d hope and feeling stupid for the way he was acting with you. So reckless and impulsive, just like a child. You were a poor girl coming from a random planet nobody had heard about. Why was he so curious about you?  

He took a series of deep breaths attempting to calm himself down. I must stay focused, he tells himself. I need to know who she really is. He grunts, pushing the side of the com-link on his arm, ‘’I need someone to interrogate prisoner 226 and keep an eye on her. ‘’ Receiving a single beep as confirmation, he doesn't waste time and gets ready to leave. 

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He was trapped in endless meetings all morning. His day was getting worse by the hour. He finally got a moment to himself as he was now navigating the corridors leading to his office. The council kept telling him that he grew weak since the previous attacks on the First Order base. Pressuring our supreme leader to put a stop to this nonsense before it's too late.  

He needs to learn more about the rebel's operations and tactics. Hopefully the interrogation he set up with you will be fruitful. He knew that they were right. Something was off and it was troubling his mind.  

He could sense it. The rage was consuming him more and more every day ever since he met you. Normally that'd be a good thing but this, this was torture.  

He had almost lost control of himself twice with you now. How could he let that happen? His mind was slowly drifting back to his morning with you. The way your doe eyes were looking at him. Lips shiny and trembling.  

She's so beautiful and I'm... Urgh, I'm so stupid, she's, my prisoner. what was I thinking??  

He rolled his hand into a fist, annoyed that his first kiss was with someone who hated him, but he couldn't resist. How could he? You were there, just being so good.. He knew the implications of joining the dark side, especially in his ranks. He knew that he couldn't really be with someone and didn’t care about those types of connections anyway. So why was he so taken with you?  

A scream coming from the end of the hallway breaks his focus. 

‘’I told you, I’m no one!’’ he hears the woman shouting. 

“We know you're a jedi, tell us the truth! ‘’ followed by a synthetic voice, 

‘’I’m not. I told you, you have the wrong person. I just own a shop that’s- Arggh! ‘’ 

Recognizing the familiar voice in distress, our supreme leader walks towards the interrogation room with a pinch inside his chest. Opening the door in a quick motion, he immediately draws his mask on a stormtrooper now frozen in place.  

The guard had his white gloves smeared with fresh blood. With the pinching becoming more apparent, he moved his eyes to you. Seeing you on a platform with both wrists and legs tied. He quickly noticed the pain in your red glassy eyes followed by the deep cut on your arm tearing the light fabric of your shirt.  

Rage starts to boil inside him and within a fraction of a second, he snapped. Extending his arm to strangle the man. Levitating him almost to the ceiling. 

‘’What are you doing !?’’ his voice sounding deeper than usual through the modulator. 

The trooper was in shock, not knowing what he did wrong. ‘’I’m ju, just following orders.. ren.. sir..’’ trying to respond with his lungs begging for air. 

‘’I never mentioned torture, not only are you are torturing my guest but you’re also taking decisions on them without my permission!?’’ Taking his grip off the guard, makes him fall to the ground. ‘’Let it be known that I’m the Supreme Leader and I decide what goes on my ship!’’ stating as he moved his hand, dragging the soldier across the floor and into the hallway.  

The soldier quickly gets back on his feet before running away as fast as he possibly could. Meanwhile, you could see the supreme leader moving two fingers across his chest in your direction. Followed by a strong click sound coming from your restraints. Unlocking as you watched him turn around. 

You were confused, what just happened? Did he just save me from his own men?  

You followed him while still being careful. Staying a few feet away, afraid of his explosive temper. He was hard to read. Especially with his helmet on. His body was rigid and stiff as he was urgently moving through the corridors. His cloak grazing the ground behind him as he carried himself like nothing could touch him.  

Recognizing the path, you knew you were quickly approaching his quarters. Once inside, you could only see his back while a hand unclips the weapon on his hip. The one that you’ve learned to avoid and fear.  

What is he doing? You wondered, and as if he could hear your mind, he extended his arm in a quick motion before powering it. The red vibrating beam was reflecting its light onto the walls. He grabbed the lightsaber with both hands before letting out a loud grunt.  

With a single movement, he effortlessly slashed the couch in front of him. The action was not anticipated. Making you gasped with fear as you stumble on your feet walking backwards.  

Hearing something behind him, he abruptly turned around. In a split second, you feel the radiating heat of the blade that was now pointed straight at you.  

Seeing the terror in your eyes, he closes the weapon quickly. ‘’Why are you following me?’’ 

You looked up to him, still sitting on the ground as you tried to swallow and come back to your senses, ‘’you dismissed my guard, I-I’m a prisoner..’’  

He stayed silent, simply staring at you from afar. Being too scared of him, you don’t dare to move from your spot. 

After a moment he begins to walk slowly to you, giving you his hand to take. As you do, he pulls you slowly back on your feet. “You’re not my prisoner, you’re my guest.’’ he says voice low and calm.  

He didn’t know why he stopped the guard from doing his job. However, he knew he didn’t want to see you hurt or scared again. Something was pulling him to you and until he figured it out, he needed to make sure you were safe. ‘’You can stay here.’’ saying as he tilts his helmet slightly, ‘’no one ever comes here except for me.’’ 

Confused, you asked, “here?’’ 

‘’Yes, this my place, you will be safe. You can do as you please-’’ 

Intrigued you have your questions, ‘’what about when you are?’’ 

‘’What about it?’’ 

‘’Well, where are you going to sleep? Last time-’’ 

He cuts you right off, “I will not overstep again. Like I said, you are safe here.’’ 

You raise your eyebrow, ‘’uh...’’ 

‘’What?’’ he asked sounding slightly annoyed. Your eyes moved to the gutted couch, and he does the same before looking back to you. ‘’Look, I simply request that you come back here.’’ 

‘’What do you mean by come back?’’ 

You could see him nervously fidgeting with the tip of his gloved fingers. ‘’You are free to roam the ship as you want but, I want you to come back here whenever you’re not. It’s the only place I know no one will...’’ 

‘’Fine, I'll do it.’’ Thinking it’s a pretty good deal.  

He nodded and you both stay in silence for a moment not knowing where to go from here. He's a strange man indeed you tell yourself. You don't know where this new ‘freedom’ will lead you but you're sure as hell happy to have it. 

Looking at your arm, he points his finger to your cut. ‘’You should wash before it gets infected.’’ 

Lowering your gaze, you noticed the tear in your sleeve covered in blood. The adrenaline wasn't totally gone yet. Barely feeling the pain of your injury. 

‘’I'll go take a shower.’’ You say louder than you would've liked as you walked clumsily to the fresher. 

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After your shower, you thought back on your new deal as you put your clothes on. You knew you were not really a guest here. That you were just an inmate with an upgrade but for now, this was good. Really fucking good. 

Walking out the bathroom, you spot a bottle of bacta spray sitting on the counter. As you go to reach it, you see him sitting on the couch. Grabbing the bacta, you spray your wound before moving in his direction, ‘’can I sit?’’ You asked timidly.  

He turned his helmet slowly to you before turning it back to silently stare at the wall in front of him. Taking it as a yes, you sat down. “What happened?’’ your voice was soft and compassionate as you try to make sense of his outburst.  

He turns to you, taken aback by your sudden interest in him. It's quite unusual for people here to ask him questions about himself. It genuinely surprised him that someone like you would want to know more about him. At the same time, if he talks to you, maybe you'd trust him more and maybe, even give him the information he needs.  

He sighed, ‘’Rebels are attacking our base; the council needs me to take care of it.’’ He stared at you as he breathes in deep, ‘’Some are saying that the jedis are at fault, tweaking their way slowly in using the rebels. It happened in the past.’’ 

You try to keep an open mind. Although, you were not really a fan of the first order. Especially since they literally kidnapped you and kept you imprisoned on their ship. But you also figured that if you were on his good grace, maybe it would make it easier to escape...  

You nodded, trying to be understanding. You didn’t know what to say or do and so, you gently place a supporting hand on his thigh. Giving him a genuine smile from the corner of your lips. He cleared his throat as he nervously adjusts himself in the seat. The movement was subtle but gave you the opportunity to smell him. Leather and blaster dust you told yourself, closing your eyes to the scent. He noticed, tugging his gloves off before gently putting his bare hand on yours. Feeling it warm and damp from the trapped heat. 

Maybe it was the proximity or maybe it was the curiosity, but it made you feel the same electricity you felt earlier this morning. Even if you knew it was probably a bad idea, you gave his thigh a soft squeeze, which made his legs twitch in response.  

Moving slowly closer to him, you test the grounds carefully, but he doesn’t stop you. With hesitation, you bring your hands underneath his helmet. Shyly pulling it off his head. You didn’t know how to act around him. He was truly unpredictable. Still, there was something so strange and strong pulling you to him. You didn’t know what it was, but you couldn't ignore it any longer. 

As you removed the helmet, his hair was a little flatten on the top while strands of it were framing his face. He looked at you almost scared. His small eyes searching for yours, unsure of what to do next.  

Maker why is he so gorgeous... 

The truth was, he knew what he wanted. He just wasn't sure if you wanted the same.  

You noticed his chest moving more rapidly as you leaned forward to his plump lips. Still thinking of his previous failed attempt, he doesn't dare to move. Giving you all the space you need.  

Well, that's what he wanted to do but upon seeing you wanting him this way, woke something new inside him.  

Moving forward, he grabbed your waist pulling you onto him. His hands were now digging into your flesh. Gripping your hips firmly as if he was afraid, you'd run away.  

Lips slightly parted, your eyes were anxiously staring at him. He was quite a tall man and with that came the rest. You were literally being swallowed whole while his arms were wrapping around your body. You could feel the muscles of his arms and chest, twitching and contracting as he held you in place. 

“Have you ever...’’ your blood ran cold as you asked the question. In a simple movement he shook his head making you reply, ‘’me neither.’’ 

A curve on his lips formed a muted smirk. Moving his gaze back on your lips. He leaned forward, brushing them softly with his. Immediately, you closed your eyes to his plush pout pushing against yours, hearing him breathing harsher and heavier. His fingers kneading your flesh as he gave in more.  

You couldn't resist bringing your hands to his chest. Feeling the warmth coming through the thick fabric of his uniform. Smiling slightly, he continues to discover you. Slowly bringing his hands to your belly before fully going under your shirt. 

You gasped feeling his thick fingers passing carefully on the sides of your rib cage. Going higher to hold both of your tits in the palm of his hands as he massaged them gently. You kept your eyes closed while he opened his. You were already feeling waves of pleasure coming in between your legs.  

He couldn't take his eyes off you. Studying your every expression as he lightly caresses your nipples with his thumbs. Feeling him twitching and getting harder on your mount as you were lost in pleasure. As a result, you slowly start to grind yourself on his hardness.  

Although, all that friction only made him want you even more. Hearing him exhale sharply at the motion before he stopped you mid stroke. Holding your hips in place, he moved his upwards over your core. He let out a few short breaths before taking a hold of your thighs. Pressing them tightly to his body as he rose from the ruined sofa.  

“Woah-” You instantly open your eyes wider, gripping yourself firm on his arms and shoulders to the sudden action. He didn't stop. Kissing your neck as he brought you to his bedroom. Once inside, he crouches down in front of the mattress, dropping you smoothly on its edge to unclip his cape. 

Oh, it’s really happening...  

You were now observing him unbutton his stiff jacket. Swallowing dry as you wait for him to come back to you. You couldn't stop looking at his chest. Now noticing the definition of his muscles through the thinner fabric. He moved down, looking into your eye as he removed your bottom. You followed by coming forward to his waist and begin to unbuckle his belt while he took a deep nervous breath through his nose. 

Moving his hands anxiously to undo his pants, you brought yours to roll up his shirt. You could feel his stomach contracting as you pulled it completely over his head. At this point you knew where this was going and so you just removed the rest of your clothes. As you got the last piece off, you noticed that he hasn't moved at all.  

Maker, why is he looking at me like that?  

His eyes were glued to you. You couldn't help but feel small as he was staring in silence. There was nowhere to hide from his gaze. 

He seemed to notice your nervousness. Passing the tip of his finger on your cheek. “You're, so beautiful...” he says, bringing both hands to his hips to remove the last piece of clothing covering him.  

You were a little stunned to say the least. It was bigger than what you expected but you didn't have time to react as he came closer to grab your waist.  

Pushing you further into the bed before hovering you. You could feel his hair tickling and dancing on your cheek as he kisses you tongue deep. Humming with anticipation, he brought his hand back to your breast.  

Automatically, you close your eyes to his big hand squeezing and massaging your chest. Slowly getting more comfortable with his touch on your body.  

You felt them going down, grazing alongside your stomach before abruptly stopping to your mount. You could sense how nervous he was in his halt. Smiling softly, you took his hand and guided him further down. Giving him permission to touch you however he wished to.  

His bottom lip twitched as he pulled himself back slightly. Wanting to watch you as he caresses and explore you further. Lightly brushing his thick fingers on your swollen lips, observing you from above. You looked so good, so perfect in his hands. After what felt like forever, he slowly pushed his fingers at your entrance. Making you instantly embarrassed on how quickly you were coating them. They were gliding against your walls so effortlessly, sucking them in as you begin to let out some low vibrating moans. He pumped them a few times before passing them in between your folds.  

“T-that, feels so good...” you purred out unable to control your breathing.  

“Yeah?” His eyes were locked on you as he watched your body twist with pleasure under him. This was a new kind of power, and he couldn’t get enough of it. Coming closer, he puts his arms on your sides before placing himself in between your legs. You stared at each other nervously before you feel him push the tip of his cock against your entrance, moving slowly in. Making you inhale sharply at his length stretching you open. 

“Is this, okay?” He asked voice dry, almost out of breath.  

“Yes please, I want to” you answered half in pain, half begging. Not making you wait any longer, he began to move slow as his eyes were admiring yours. It didn't took long for your juices to cover his length fully, making you both pant harder to the wet, hot, gliding sensation. His cock was so soft and thick, filling your pussy full like it was made for it.  

He came back to kiss you while he thrusted in and out at a faster pace. His tongue coming through his plump lips, moving against yours desperately. As if he needed this, needed you.  

Now growling low, he grinds his hips harder. Your moans becoming louder as you felt the electric waves inside your belly. And then it happened again, the pulsing energy around his shape. It’s faint, like a breeze passing through your nerves.  

His voice trembles, “can I-’’  

You nodded, cutting him off. Knowing exactly what he was going to ask, “-yes, yes please...” 

He moved his face into your neck, sucking lazily on it as he now pounds in harder. Meanwhile his hands were holding the side of your face and hip. Not being able to hold it in any longer, you whine as you finally cum around him. Feeling gusts of air in your neck. He pants himself to his sweet relief. Coming with an explosive grunt in your ear. 

He brought his hand to your face. Looking at you from the side while his head still rests in your neck. He brushed the tip of his fingers lightly over your lips. Making you naturally open them slightly to his touch.  

‘’You’re truly beautiful’’ you hear him say low and raspy. 

Moving to face him, you slide his cock out before resting on your side. He held the side of your face in his hand, coming closer for a kiss. As he’s breathing in hard though his nose, he moved his hand to your waist, “Come” he says pulling himself up before taking your hands to help you rise from the bed. Guiding you to the fresher.  

He gets two towels out of the cabinet and turned the shower on. You were enjoying the water running on your body. Sensing an arm grabbing your waist from behind as he moved the other to take your breast. You instantly drop your head back to his chest, giving yourself to his touch. His body was steady, and firm compared to his soft fingers caressing your body.  

He wanted to make you feel good, knowing it might be the first and last time you ever let him touch you this way. His thick fingers now moving lower, he gathered your poured out slick to circle your clit. Making you part your legs to let him play with you better.  

You let out some whimpers as he's passing his now fully coated digits in between your folds before entering you. Making you gasp with your mouth fully open to the sensation as he glides the tips of them on the top of your walls. Pumping them as his thumb still strokes your clit. The noises of your pussy sucking them in was embarrassing. You were a mess as your voice became uncontrollable. Twisting yourself in his grip while feeling his chest rigid behind you.  

“I’m gonn-” maker, you were trying your hardest to not sound too desperate.  

‘’Do,” he replied, cutting you off. He leaned to the back of your neck. Giving you a gentle kiss as you whined and shake, losing balance. He grabbed you by the waist, holding you more firmly as you bend in his grip. Holding yourself on the shower walls as you felt your legs going numb. Coming once more, breathing harshly as he continued to push in slow a couple more times. Passing his fingers gently up and down to your folds.  

He changed his grip as he heard your swallow breaths. Giving you another kiss on the back of your head before turning you around to face him. His eyes were observing you as you pass the back of your thumb on his jaw.  

Wanting to take full advantage of the limited time he has with you. He turned around to grab a washcloth before lathering soap into it, ‘’can I?” 

You nod in response, staying still as he brought the washcloth to your body. His touch was careful and gentle, letting him discover you in another way.  

This somehow, felt even more intimate than what you guys just did. Feeling smaller than usual but not in a bad way, definitely not in a bad way...  

He took the shower head to rinse your body while you took another washcloth, doing the same he did. His muscles were contracting as you passed the soapy square over his chest. His breathing was heavy as you examined his skin. Which was full of small cuts and scars with some newer than others.  

He didn't like this, closing his eyes he squeezed his hands into fists. He was trying hard to be as compliant to you as you were with him. Being so tall and broad, you needed him to move around to be able to fully wash him.  

You looked into his eyes asking timidly, “can you turn?” He didn't move nor speak as he stared at you in a serious manner. “Please?” you finally asked softly.  

He pursed his lips and without a word, he turned around. Giving you now full access to it. You inhaled sharply seeing the fresh cut across his back. You're trying to breathe through your nose. Slowly remembering who he truly was. You stood still, not knowing what to do or say.  

Feeling your ghostly touch, he knew very well the nature of your hesitation. Turning around before taking the washcloth from your hands. Washing himself quickly before going fully under the water. Wetting his raven hair in the process. He got out of the shower without a single eye contact. Carelessly dripping everywhere as he grabbed one of the towels on his way out. 

You knew he was hurt but you also didn’t know what to do. You get out to dry yourself, wrapping the towel around you.  

Walking to him calmly while he sat on the gutted couch. “I’m sorry.” You finally let out trying to be as sincere as you possibly could, but he doesn’t move. He remained silent while starring to the empty space in front of him. “Please Kylo, I-I..” you plead, trying desperately to have him interact with you.  

He shifted his focus to you, being surprised to hear you speak his name. Now having his attention on you, you bend closer, taking his hands into yours. Gently pulling him so he would stand up.  

After a few tugs, he slowly followed you. You tilted your face up to meet him. “I’m sorry, I was taken by surprise” you repeated with a soft smile. Dragging him forward and back into the bedroom.  

As you got in the covers, you extended your arm, inviting him in. He took a moment simply admiring you in his bed. Bending down, he searched through the piles of clothes on the floor. Putting on his underwear before coming to put his large shirt on your body.  

Closing your eyes to his warmth, you settle your head on the pillow, and he stayed silent, simply watching you get comfortable beside him. Wondering how he ended up here with you.  

I lost control again 

He kept repeating to himself. As much as he liked being close to you, he knew it was wrong and still couldn't help it. No matter how much he wanted to...

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