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ranking types of hugs he'd be comfortable with another guy giving his gf! a nanami kento fic / drabble
cw: nanami kento x reader, a little suggestive maybe, established relationship, fluff, nanami is a green flag but he's just a man, light jealousy / posessiveness, crack, based off this (instagram link). gojo ver here
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"Ranking types of hugs I'd be comfortable with another guy giving my girlfriend."Â
Kentoâs not the type to aimlessly scroll on his phone --- he prefers to be in the present, not deplete âhis reserves of dopamineâ too quickly, but right now heâs bored. Youâve yet to come from work---youâd texted him you were running late, buying some groceries---so Kentoâs laid on the couch looking at his phone. Even though he hates using social media and the rabbit holes that result from said use, he answers your reels and TikToks religiously. After all, he values everything you have to say, even though they are a bit silly.
But just before he could respond to the baby fever videos you sent him----he does have to admit, itâs a bit cute---his screen auto scrolls onto the next piece of 30-second content, and with that, heâs hooked, observing the slots of rankings the filter auto generates for the guy on his screen.
For a bit, he multitasks on looking at the video and reading the comments, then frowns at how possessive they seem.Â
catcher hug is 1000 bodies đđ
No one is hugging my girl
PUT EVERYTHING AT 11 CUH
a/n lmaoo these are real comments on the link above honestly i love when men are pathetic
Surely, it canât be that bad ⌠right?
Kento prides himself on being an emotionally mature and secure man. Itâs not to say he doesnât have his own flaws, but while it seems the rest of his gender has fallen to the gym bro gurus and alpha male podcast bros, heâs involved himself in constant communication with you and makes sure to educate himself.Â
And yet. He doesnât know heâs going to almost be on the brink of tears as he opens the filter to try it out by himself.
The filter shuffles, presenting the first option: A back hug.
Kento exhales sharply through his nose, eyes narrowing slightly. He doesnât immediately react, but thereâs a flicker of something in his gaze. He ranks it a nine.
Then, the next: A slow dance hug.
His jaw tightens. The thought of you in someone elseâs arms, swaying under dim lights, your cheek resting against another manâs chestâitâs enough to make something unpleasant curl in his stomach. Ten.
The filter shuffles again. One-armed hug. He sighs through his nose, rubbing his temple. Three. Acceptable. Barely.
e waits, trying to keep his thoughts level, but when the next option rolls in, his grip on his phone tightens. A slow catcher hug.
His face is blank. He blinks once. Twice.
Then, a deep, audible sigh fills the room as he drags a hand down his face, thumb and forefinger pressing against the bridge of his nose.
The image is unwelcome, vividâsomeone else catching you, your legs wrapping around their waist, the ease, the familiarity.
His phone clatters onto his chest, and he stares at the ceiling. The muscles in his jaw are taut, his lips pressed in a firm line. A moment passes. Then another.
And thatâs how you find himâlying on the couch, stiff as a board, staring blankly upwards like heâs contemplating the meaning of life itself.
âSweetheart?â you call, stepping closer. You set down your groceries, taking in his unusually tense form. He doesnât immediately acknowledge you, just continues his thousand-yard stare.
âWhatâs wrong?â you press, now more concerned. âAre you feeling sick?â
His Adamâs apple bobs as he swallows, still staring at the ceiling. Then, in a voice thatâs a little too measured, he finally speaks.
âIf another man so much as thinks about catching you in his arms, Iâll break both of them.â
You freeze. Blink.
â⌠What?â
Finally, he turns his head to look at you, eyes dark and serious, but thereâs something almost resigned in his expressionâlike he knows heâs being ridiculous but canât bring himself to care. Youâre surprised at the turn of events to---itâs unlike him to be soâŚpossessive and droopy. Itâs actually really cute---he reminds you uncharacteristically of a wet, droopy dog.
âI donât like that filter.â His voice is calm, but his fingers twitch slightly where they rest on his stomach. âI donât like thinking about other men touching you.â
Itâs so unlike himâso openly possessiveâthat youâre momentarily stunned into silence. Then, amusement bubbles up in your chest.
âDid you just get jealous over a TikTok filter?â you tease, stepping closer.
He exhales, slow and long, closing his eyes briefly before muttering, âI was curious. I regret it.â
You bite back a smile, reaching down to brush your fingers against his jaw. He leans into the touch, almost instinctively, before sighing again.
âYouâre the only one I want to touch me, Kento.â you reassure, and his lips finally quirk at the edgesâbarely, but itâs there.
âI know,â he says, voice softer now. âBut if I ever see a man standing with his arms open around youâŚâ He exhales one final time, shaking his head before murmuring, â⌠I can fight.â
You giggle, pressing a kiss to his cheek before moving to put away the groceries, leaving him lying there, still brooding.
As you walk away, you hear him mutter under his breath, just loud enough to catch:
âSlow catcher hug⌠ridiculous.â
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a/n first time writing for nanami kinda nervous :') i have def areas to improve upon but for the meantime pls accept this <3 thank you for the req cutie !! @girlyuuta choso ver is going to come too :3
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I love your headcannons so I gotta put an ask in here. As we all know, MC can act a bit childish and is quick to push touch/affection away.
It makes me think of the quote, "If you touch me without violence, you'll be the first". Would love a writing about it.
Aw thank you! I hope this is what you meant <3
Caleb
The first time Caleb touched you, you flinched.
It was barely anythingâa fleeting brush of his fingers against yours as he handed you something, an innocent, meaningless gestureâbut your entire body stiffened, your breath hitched, and before you even realized it, you had yanked your hand back.
The warmth of his skin lingered, and you hated it.
Caleb noticed. Of course, he did. His sharp violet eyes flickered with something unreadable, but he didnât say anything. Not then.
But he never stopped touching you.
Not in a way that was forceful or overwhelming. Never in a way that felt like he was trying to push you past your boundaries. But it was thereâthe careful way his shoulder would bump into yours when you walked side by side, the way heâd place his hand on your lower back as he guided you through a crowd, the way his fingers would brush against your wrist when he passed you something.
Each time, your reaction was the same. A flinch. A step back. A refusal.
At first, he gave you space. He didnât push, didnât question. Caleb wasnât the type to force someone into anything they werenât ready for. But he wasnât blind either. He saw the way your guard never dropped, the way your muscles tensed at even the gentlest touch.
And then, one night, he finally asked.
You were both standing outside, the city lights stretching far into the distance, stars barely visible beyond the haze. It was quiet between you, peaceful, until he broke it with a simple question.
âWhy do you hate being touched?â
You froze.
Your fingers curled into fists, your heart hammering against your ribs. You wanted to ignore him, wanted to pretend you hadnât heard, but Caleb wasnât the kind of person who let things slide.
When you didnât answer, he turned to face you fully, his voice steady but softer than usual. âItâs not just me, is it?â His eyes searched yours. âYou donât let anyone touch you.â
You swallowed hard.
And then you said it. The words that had been sitting on your tongue for years, unspoken, buried beneath layers of defense and survival.
âIf you touch me without violence, youâll be the first.â
The weight of those words crushed the space between you.
Caleb didnât react right away. He didnât wince, didnât gasp, didnât give you that pitying look you dreaded seeing. Instead, he just stood there, his violet gaze locked onto yours, taking in everything you werenât saying.
You braced yourself for rejection, for discomfort, for him to leaveâbut he didnât.
Instead, after a long pause, he let out a slow breath and said, ââŚThen I guess Iâll have to be first.â
Your stomach twisted. âCalebââ
âI wonât push you.â His voice was firm but patient. âI wonât touch you until you let me.â
That shouldâve been the end of it. It shouldâve been the part where you turned away and let him go, where he accepted your boundaries and never tried again.
But the problem was Caleb never stopped caring about you.
And worse? You had let yourself care about him too.
Caleb never tried to force his way into your space, never laid a hand on you without permission. But he stayed.
He stayed through the silence, through the bad days, through the moments when you wanted to push everyone away but couldnât bring yourself to do it with him.
He made himself a constant.
And that was dangerous.
Because the longer he stayed, the more you caught yourself wanting to reach for him.
The more you caught yourself watching his handsâthe same hands that had held weapons, that had taken lives, that had commanded entire fleetsâand wondering how they would feel if they touched you gently.
The more you caught yourself leaning in just a little when he stood beside you, like some part of you was trying to unlearn a lifetime of flinching.
You werenât used to it.
You werenât used to someone treating you like you were something precious instead of something hardened. You werenât used to someone looking at you like you were worth waiting for.
And it scared you.
Because if you let yourself have this, if you let him inâwhat then?
It happened one night when you werenât thinking.
You had both been caught in a battle, pushed to your limits, and despite everythingâdespite all the oddsâyou had both made it out alive.
Caleb was covered in cuts and bruises, exhaustion heavy in his limbs, but the moment he saw you stumble, he reached for you instinctivelyâjust like he always did.
And this time, for the first time, you didnât pull away.
His hands found your arms, steadying you, grounding you. You felt his warmth, his strengthâand you let him hold you.
It was so small. So insignificant in the grand scheme of things. Just his hands on your arms, steady and reassuring. But to you, it felt like something shattered.
Caleb stilled, his grip light, as if he half-expected you to come to your senses and shove him away. His eyes searched yours, cautious, waiting.
But you didnât move.
For the first time, you let yourself be touched without bracing for pain.
Without expecting violence.
Without fear.
And the look Caleb gave you in that momentâsoft, careful, like he knew exactly how much this meant even if you hadnât said a wordâwas enough to make something inside you break.
You swallowed hard, pulse racing.
âYouâre the first.â The words slipped out before you could stop them, barely a whisper, but Caleb heard them.
He exhaled slowly, his thumb brushing the edge of your sleeve in the gentlest motion imaginable.
âThen Iâll make sure Iâm never the last.â
And you believed him.
For the first time in your life, you actually believed someone.
Because Caleb had never broken a promise to you before.
And deep down, you knew he never would.
Rafayel
Rafayel had always been affectionateâtoo affectionate, if you were being honest. It wasnât just the teasing smirks or the casual way he draped himself over you like a cat seeking warmth. It was the way his hands would linger, the way his gaze softened when he looked at you, the way he spoke your name like it was something precious.
But you werenât used to it.
So, when he leaned in too close, when his fingers brushed against yours absentmindedly, when his warmth wrapped around you in unspoken promises of safety, you pushed him away. Not roughly, not cruelly, but firm enough to make the message clear.
He didnât take offense, at least not outwardly. Rafayel always bounced back with a lopsided grin, a lazy roll of his shoulders, as if to say, Fine, Iâll wait. But there was something in his eyesâsomething quieter, something more knowing.
And you hated that.
Because deep down, you knew what he saw.
He saw the way you flinched, even when his touch was gentle. He saw the way your shoulders tensed whenever he got too close, the way you shrank away from affection like it was a foreign language you never learned to speak.
Most people didnât notice. Most people assumed you were just distant, that maybe you simply werenât the affectionate type.
Rafayel knew better.
And that made him dangerous.
It started one evening, after one of his exhibitions. The gallery had emptied out, the patrons long gone, and yet he lingered, still basking in the afterglow of another successful night. You had stayed behind too, for reasons you werenât entirely sure of. Maybe because he had asked. Maybe because it was easier than saying no to him.
He had pulled you into the back room where his latest painting was covered with a cloth. With a dramatic flourish, he yanked it away, revealing the canvas beneath.
It was you.
Not a perfect replica, not a stiff, lifeless portrait. It was you in motion, caught mid-laugh, the golden glow of light flickering behind you as if you were something divine.
It took your breath away.
You swallowed hard, shifting your weight from one foot to the other. âYou painted this?â
âNo, it painted itself.â Rafayel smirked, stepping closer. âOf course I painted it.â
You didnât have words. You didnât know how to process something so raw, so intimate. It was one thing for someone to look at you, but it was another thing entirely for someone to see you. And Rafayel had always seen you.
That was the problem.
âIââ The words stuck to your throat. You werenât good at this. At accepting things. At being loved without conditions, without expectations.
And then, just like always, Rafayel reached for you.
His fingers, long and paint-stained, brushed against your wristâlight, hesitant, careful. No force, no demand, just warmth.
And just like always, you flinched.
You stepped back so fast you almost knocked over the easel. âDonât.â The word escaped before you could stop it, sharp and unsteady.
Rafayelâs hand froze midair before he slowly pulled it back. His expression didnât falter, but there was somethingâsomethingâin his eyes. He tilted his head, studying you with that same knowing look that had always unsettled you.
âWhy?â His voice was soft. Not teasing. Not mocking. Just curious.
Your throat tightened. You wanted to tell him to drop it. You wanted him to go back to making jokes, to fill the silence with something light, something meaningless.
But he didnât.
Because Rafayel never let things go.
You swallowed. âBecause⌠if you touch me without violence, youâll be the first.â
The words hung between you, heavy and raw.
For a moment, there was silence.
Then Rafayel exhaled, slow and careful, as if he were afraid of shattering you. âOh.â
He didnât say anything else. He didnât apologize, didnât pity you. He just stood there, watching you with those piercing blue-pink eyes of his, like he was unraveling all the pieces of you youâd kept hidden for so long.
It made you want to run.
And maybe he saw that too, because he took a step back. Gave you space.
âOkay,â he said simply.
You blinked. âOkay?â
He nodded. âI wonât touch you. Not unless you want me to.â
The simplicity of it made something inside you ache.
You nodded, not trusting your voice.
For the first time in your life, someone didnât demand. Someone didnât take.
Someone just waited.
Days passed, and true to his word, Rafayel never touched you. He still leaned into your space, still gave you that infuriatingly charming grin, but his hands never reached for you again. Not once.
And you hated that you noticed.
You noticed the absence of his touch. You noticed the way his fingers twitched when he was excited, the way his hands curled into fists like he had to remind himself not to reach for you. You noticed how much you wanted him to.
It was terrifying.
It was exhilarating.
And one night, when he was sitting beside you, lazily sketching something while you both watched the waves crash against the shore, you made the first move.
It was small. Barely anything.
Just your pinky brushing against his.
But Rafayel noticed.
His breath hitched, and his gaze flickered to you, cautious, questioning.
You didnât pull away.
Neither did he.
For a long moment, neither of you moved. The air between you felt electric, buzzing with something unspoken, something fragile.
Then Rafayel, ever patient, ever waiting, turned his hand palm-up beneath yours.
An invitation.
Not a demand.
You hesitated, your heart pounding, before slowlyâso slowlyâyou let your fingers slip into his.
Warmth. Solid, steady warmth.
No violence.
No pain.
Just him.
Rafayel said nothing, didnât make a big deal of it. He just held your hand like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like he had been waiting lifetimes for it.
And maybe, just maybe, you had been waiting too.
Sylus
The first time Sylus touched you, you flinched.
It was subtleâjust a stiffening of your shoulders, a flicker of tension in your stance. But for someone as dangerously observant as Sylus, it was enough. His fingers had barely brushed your wristâlight, almost teasingâas he leaned in to whisper something low in your ear.
And yet, you recoiled.
He didnât comment on it then, only let a smirk curl at the corner of his lips as if he hadnât noticed.
But he had.
Of course, he had.
Sylus never missed anything.
Sylus was nothing if not patient.
He had seen resistance before. He had encountered people who feared him, people who worshipped him, people who wanted something from him. But you?
You were different.
You didnât fear himâyou feared being touched.
And that⌠was fascinating.
So, he tested it.
Little things, at first. A hand at the small of your back as he guided you through a door. A knuckle brushing over your cheek under the excuse of tucking away a stray strand of hair. A moment where he let his fingers graze yours when he passed you something.
Every time, your body tensedâjust slightlyâbut you didnât pull away.
Not right away.
You always let it happen for a heartbeat longer than necessary, as if waiting for something.
And that was when he knew.
You werenât just unused to affection.
You were waiting for it to turn into something else.
Something harsher. Something cruel.
Something violent.
And that realizationâthat truth about youâmade his blood burn with something he couldnât quite name.
The night it finally broke, Sylus hadnât meant to push too far.
It had been a long evening, tension thrumming beneath the surface between you both like an electric current. You had been irritatingly stubborn during negotiations, as always, challenging him, testing him, making him bite back a smirk as you stood your ground.
But the moment that lingered with him was after, when the night had settled and you had found yourself alone in his office.
He approached you like he always didâwithout hesitation.
This time, he touched your face, his thumb grazing over your cheek in a slow, deliberate motion. It wasnât just teasing.
It wasnât just a test.
It was real.
And you panicked.
You slapped his hand away, hard. The sound cracked through the air, sharp and startling, but Sylus didnât react. He barely blinked, only watching as you took a step back, breath uneven, eyes wild.
His fingers flexed once before he let them drop to his side.
For a moment, there was silence.
Then, quietlyâ
"If you touch me without violence, youâll be the first."
It wasnât said with anger. It wasnât a warning or a threat.
It was just⌠the truth.
And Sylus, for once in his life, didnât have a response.
Something Unspoken
After that, he changed tactics.
He didnât stop touching you entirelyâno, never that. But he let you decide.
He let you approach him.
He gave you space but stayed close enough that you could always reach him if you wanted to.
And, for a while, you didnât.
But thenâ
One night, after an exhausting mission, you sat beside him, close enough that your shoulder brushed against his. You didnât move away.
Another time, when exhaustion weighed on you, you let him take your wrist to check your pulse, your fingers trembling slightlyâbut not from fear.
And then, the night that changed everythingâ
You let him touch your face again.
This time, when his hand cradled your cheek, you leaned into it.
Not much. Just a fraction. Just enough that he could feel the shift.
Just enough for him to know.
And that was all the permission he needed.
Slowly, deliberately, his thumb traced the curve of your jaw, his voice low when he finally spoke:
"I would never hurt you."
Your breath hitched.
He felt it.
He didnât ask why it was so hard for you to believe him. He didnât ask who had left you expecting pain from every touch, from every lingering moment.
He only let his hand remain where it was, grounding, steadyâyours, if you wanted it.
And finally, you did.
You didnât say anything that night. You didnât have to.
But after that, something changed.
Sylus, perceptive as always, noticed immediately.
The way your body no longer tensed at his presence. The way you lingered just a little closer when you stood beside him. The way your fingers, hesitant at first, brushed against the sleeve of his coat as if testing a boundary you werenât sure you were allowed to cross.
And the way, eventually, you did.
It happened late one evening, when the city outside was silent, the only sounds in the room the distant hum of a record player spinning on low and the soft shuffle of papers on his desk.
You had been sitting across from him, absentmindedly twirling a pen between your fingers when, out of nowhereâyou reached for him.
Your hand, small but steady, settled against his.
No hesitation. No flinching. No fear.
Sylus, always composed, almost stopped breathing.
You didnât say anything, and neither did he.
But his fingers curled over yours, slow, deliberateâa silent promise.
A promise that, for the first time in your life, someoneâs touch wouldnât bring pain.
And that was enough.
For now.
Xavier
The first time Xavier reached for you, you flinched.
It was instinct, sharp and immediate. His fingers had barely brushed your sleeve before you jerked away, stepping out of reach so fast you nearly tripped over your own feet. His hand hung in the air for a moment before he slowly lowered it, tilting his head as if trying to decipher something unsaid.
You werenât looking at him, though. You were staring at your own hands, fingers curled into fists at your sides, knuckles tight. Get it together.
"You okay?" His voice was light, easy, like he hadnât just watched you recoil from his touch as if it burned.
You forced yourself to nod. "Yeah. Justâ" You hesitated, then exhaled sharply. "You shouldnât do that."
Xavier raised an eyebrow. "Do what?"
You lifted your chin, meeting his gaze with something colder than you really felt. "Touch me."
His eyes flickered with something unreadable before his expression shifted back to something more familiarâa smirk, teasing but careful. "Alright," he said, as if it didnât matter. "No touching."
Except it did matter. Because Xavier wasnât someone who kept his hands to himselfânot in an intrusive way, but in a way that made him feel real. He was the kind of person who nudged you with his elbow when he made a joke, who ruffled your hair just to annoy you, who tugged at your sleeve when he wanted your attention.
But he listened.
For the next few weeks, he was careful. He kept his distance, kept his hands in his pockets, kept a respectable space between the two of you even when it was just the two of you on a mission, walking side by side.
And for some reason, it made your chest ache.
You wanted him close.
You just didnât know how to let him be.
It wasnât that you didnât like him. If anything, that was the problem.
Xavier had wormed his way into your life in a way no one else had before. He was constantâtoo constant, maybe. There was no hesitation in the way he cared, no moment of doubt in his affection. He liked you, so he showed it. He wanted to be around you, so he was. There was no second-guessing, no caution.
You didnât know what to do with that.
Because affection had always come with conditions. Because touches had always been accompanied by something sharpâby expectation, by control, by violence.
So the idea of Xavier touching you with nothing but warmth?
It scared you more than any fight ever had.
"You ever gonna tell me why?"
You blinked up from where you sat at the edge of a rooftop, staring out at the cityscape below. Xavier was standing a few feet away, arms crossed, gaze unreadable.
"Why what?"
"Why you donât like me touching you." His voice wasnât accusing, wasnât pushingâit was just curious.
You swallowed. "I just donât."
Xavier hummed, as if considering that. "You sure about that?"
You tensed. "Whatâs that supposed to mean?"
He shrugged, stepping forwardânot close, but closer. "Iâve seen the way you look at me sometimes."
Your heart skipped. "I donâtâ"
"You do," he interrupted, voice softer now. "Like you want me to reach for you, but you donât know if you should let me."
You exhaled sharply. "Itâs not that simple."
"Then explain it to me."
Your fingers curled against the fabric of your sleeves, gripping tightly. You should have expected thisâXavier wasnât the type to let things go so easily. He was patient, sure, but he wasnât blind. He noticed things, noticed you.
And now, he was waiting.
You stared at your hands. "If you touch me without violence," you murmured, voice barely above a whisper, "youâll be the first."
Silence.
For a moment, you thought he might not have heard you. But then, after a long pause, Xavier let out a quiet breath.
"Thatâs a damn shame," he said. His voice was soft, but not pitying. "Because you deserve better than that."
You didnât look at him. "Maybe."
"You do," he said, firmer this time. "And I want to prove it to you."
Your breath hitched. "Xavierâ"
"I wonât touch you until you want me to," he promised. "But when you do?" His gaze was steady, unwavering. "Iâll make sure you never have to doubt it."
It took time.
Xavier kept his promise. He didnât touch youânot even accidentally. He was careful, patient in a way that made your chest ache. But he never pulled away emotionally. He was still there, still unwavering, still him.
And slowly, slowly, you started to realize something.
You wanted to close that distance.
You wanted him.
It started smallâlingering closer when you walked together, sitting next to him instead of across the room, letting your shoulders brush just slightly before pulling away. And Xavier noticed. He always did.
But he didnât push.
He let you take your time, let you move at your own pace.
Until one night, after a mission, when you were exhausted and sore and tired of your own fear, you turned to him andâhesitantly, carefullyâreached for his hand.
His fingers twitched in surprise, but he didnât hesitate. He let you take his hand in yours, let you squeeze it lightly before letting go just as quickly.
You expected him to say somethingâmaybe tease you, maybe push for more. But he didnât. He just smiled, warm and real.
"Was that so bad?" he asked, amusement lacing his tone.
You huffed, rolling your eyes. "Shut up."
Xavier chuckled, but there was something softer in his gaze. "Alright. No teasing. Not today, anyway."
You nudged him lightly with your elbow. "I hate you."
He grinned. "You love me."
You paused.
Then, quietly, you admitted, "Yeah."
Xavier stilled. His smile falteredâjust for a secondâbefore it softened into something genuine. Something real.
"Good," he murmured.
And for the first time, when he reached for you, you didnât pull away.
Zayne
Zayne had always been patient. It was in his nature, woven into the fabric of his being just as much as his steady hands and level-headed presence. As a surgeon, patience was a necessityâan unwavering calm in the face of pressure, a stillness when chaos reigned.
But this was different.
This was you.
You, with your guarded eyes and the walls you built around yourself so high that even he, with all his skill, couldnât navigate them easily. He had known from the start that you were differentânot because you were difficult, not because you werenât capable of love, but because the world had been cruel to you in ways it hadnât been to him.
And still, he wanted you.
It started slow. The quiet companionship, the moments where neither of you needed to speak but simply existed together. A shared cup of tea in the morning. The warmth of his coat draped over your shoulders on a cold night. He never pushed, never asked for more than you could give, and yetâŚ
Even he had limits to his patience.
Zayne had always been affectionate. Not in a way that was overwhelming, nor in grand declarations. No, his love was in the small thingsâin the way his fingers would brush against yours when passing you something, in the way his voice would soften when speaking your name, in the way he would lean in, close enough that you could feel his warmth but never quite touching.
And so, when he reached for you one eveningâjust a simple touch, the lightest brush of his fingertips against your wristâhe hadnât expected you to recoil the way you did.
You flinched, your entire body going rigid, as if his touch had burned you.
Zayne froze. His hazel-green eyes flickered with something unreadable before he slowly withdrew his hand, watching you carefully. He wasnât offended, nor was he hurt, but there was something in his expression that made your stomach twist.
âDonât,â you whispered, your voice quieter than you intended.
His brows furrowed slightly. âIââ
âIf you touch me without violence, youâll be the first.â
The words tumbled out before you could stop them, raw and sharp. The room felt heavier in their wake, like the air had been sucked from it.
Zayne didnât speak for a moment. He simply looked at you, studying you in that careful way he always didâlike he was dissecting a puzzle, trying to understand without breaking it further.
You hated the silence. Hated the way it stretched between you like an open wound.
Then, finally, he exhaled softly.
âI see.â
And just like that, he shifted back, putting a comfortable distance between you. Not out of rejection, not out of frustration, but because he understood. He always understood.
You expected him to ask. To pry. To demand to know what had led you to thisâwhy you had flinched, why you had spoken those words with such bitterness. But he didnât.
He simply nodded, accepting it as fact, and changed the subject.
It should have been a relief.
It wasnât.
Because Zayne, for all his patience and for all his understanding, was not one to simply forget.
Days passed. Then weeks.
Zayne hadnât touched you since.
Not in the way he used to. No fleeting brushes of his fingertips, no teasing nudges, no quiet, lingering moments where his warmth bled into yours. It was as if he had drawn a line in the sand and refused to cross it.
You told yourself it was for the best.
So why did it feel so much worse?
You had never needed touch. Never craved it, never longed for it. But now, in the absence of it, you felt its loss like a phantom pain. You missed it.
You missed him.
And so, when you found yourself standing outside his apartment one evening, your fingers curled into fists at your sides, you knew you had to do something.
The door opened before you could even knock.
Zayne blinked at you, surprised but not displeased. He stepped aside, wordlessly inviting you in.
You hesitated.
And then, taking a deep breath, you walked past him, into the familiar warmth of his home.
He didnât ask why you were there.
He simply poured you tea, as he always did, and waited.
You stared at the cup in your hands, fingers tightening around the ceramic.
âI donâtâŚâ You hesitated. âI donât want you to stop.â
Zayne tilted his head slightly, watching you with quiet patience. âStop what?â
You swallowed. âTouching me.â
For the first time in a long while, he seemed genuinely surprised. Not in a dramatic wayâZayne was never dramaticâbut in the way his fingers stilled against his cup, in the way his gaze softened ever so slightly.
âI thought thatâs what you wanted,â he said, his voice as steady as ever.
âI did.â Your throat felt tight. âI do. But I also⌠I donât know.â You exhaled sharply. âI just⌠donât want you to stop trying.â
Something in his expression shifted.
He set his cup down carefully before looking at you with an intensity that made your stomach twist. Not with judgment, not with pityâjust understanding.
âI never stopped,â he murmured.
Your breath hitched.
âI just adjusted,â he continued. âTo what you needed.â
And you realized, with startling clarity, that he had been touching you. Just not in the way you had expected.
It was in the way he always made you tea, the way he listened so intently, the way he never pushed, never pried, but always made sure you knew he was there.
He had been touching you in the only way you would allow.
And now? Now, you wanted more.
Tentatively, hesitantly, you reached out.
Your fingers brushed against the back of his hand, and you felt him still beneath your touch.
It was light. Barely there. But it was enough.
Zayne didnât move. Didnât push for more.
He simply let you choose.
And, for the first time in your life, you did.
You let yourself be touchedâgently, without violence, without fear.
Zayne, patient as ever, simply held still and let you set the pace.
And maybe, just maybe, for the first time in a long time, you werenât afraid.
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ours (k.bakugou x reader)
"your hands are tough, but they are where mine belong in"
sum. bakugou is having a bad week, thankfully his girl is always there to make the bad days a little better
cw: a little angst, fluff at the end!
i hate hate hate paparazzi!! loosely based off of this and the song ours by taylor swift
It had been a rough week for Katsuki.
First, the hero rankings were announced, and he found himself at #15ânot even in the top ten. And he swore it didn't bother him, that the rankings were just a stupid popularity contest. But you saw the way his shoulders slightly slumped in disappointment and the way his fists clenched so hard that the half-moon imprints of his nails in his skin stayed for hours after you had smoothed his fingers out.
It broke your heart to see him like thatâand then yesterday he got into a silly fight with Izuku, one that was filmed and taken way out of context by thousands of people on the internet. Which in turn prompted the resurgence of people saying he didn't even deserve to be on the list at all, let alone at #15.
bakugou is mentally unstable lol
i worry about his gf tbh, those anger issues are a huuuge red flag
right?! i hope that poor girl gets out of that
she seems so sweet, heâs probably threatening her or something
It was just one hit after another for him.
And now, as he stares out the window at the crowd of paparazzi with a clenched jaw, the only thought in your mind is how this is strike three. All he wanted to do was take you out for a nice dinner to thank you for being so supportive this week, but he couldn't even do that without a swarm of media leeches waiting outside.
"Kats, we don't have to go. We can just stay here." You say quietly, worried eyes set on his tense shoulders.
"No," he growls, "I'm not letting them ruin this too." He positions himself in front of you before taking a few hesitant steps out the front door of your shared apartment building.
His warm hand envelopes your own, fingers threading through before tugging you behind him, half shielding you with his large body. The flash of the cameras and the noise of the crowd makes your vision blur, but Katsuki is moving fast, fingers tightly gripping your own while his gaze is laser focused on the awaiting black car parked on the other side of the street.
Everything is moving so fast, the shouts of the various reporters melting together around you. But you can't hear a word they say, the sound drowning out any specific words, untilâ
âWhy him?â
And you nearly miss the step below as you freeze. The question has you rearing back as if you'd been hit, your eyes dancing towards the sound of the question. You see him right away, a male reporter who is nearly frothing at the mouth for a reaction. The reporter leans forward, eyeing you hungrily as he waits for an answer. And usually, you wouldn't give them any time of day, the daily harassment towards you and every other pro-hero and their significant other almost daily a good enough reason toignore any of their probing questions. But how could you ignore this?
âWhy him?â you parrot back, white-hot anger burning through your body at a rapid rate. You donât think twice before youâre ripping your wrist out of the blonde's hand and taking angry strides towards the reporter. You're nearly toe-to-toe with the man, and while he is a full head taller than you, he shrinks a bit from the look on your face.
Katsuki comes up beside you, gently tugging at your wrist.
âItâs not worth it.â He says lowly, looking down at you with something like sadness tinged in his eyes. And your heart cracks, picking up on the one thing he isnât saying but you know heâs thinking.
That heâs not worth it.
And you canât have that, you can't have Katsuki thinking that he isnât worth any of this, because he is. He is worth everything, and despite being in each otherâs lives for years now, the fact that he still doesnât see that is devastating. Â
Your body begins shaking from a mix of anger and adrenaline as you look at the crowd around you. A slow hush falls over the crowd, as if they are waiting with bated breath to see what you have to say.
âBecause he is the kindest human I have ever had the pleasure of knowing; kinder than any of you will ever be. And what has he ever done to you to make you so obsessed with twisting every move he makes, every word he utters into something that makes him look like the bad guy? And for a quick buck? You all should be ashamed of yourselves.â After shooting a glare around the crowd, you keep your chin high as you grab a stunned Katsukiâs hand and drag him towards the car.
You gently push him in, keeping a hand smoothed over the back of your dress as you crawl in after him, slamming the door shut with more force than necessary.
The car ride to the restaurant is eerily quiet, and as the adrenaline begins to leak out of your body, your brain catches up to what you did. And yeahâthey did need to be told off, but you start to wonder if this is something that will get him into trouble.
You werenât a hero and you didnât have a lick of media training, why did you think causing a scene would be a good idea? The thoughts spiral in, and you want to bury your face in your hands as dread slithers its way into your stomach.
When you get inside the building, you are ushered towards the back of the restaurant by the host, presumably to where your table is located. But before you round the corner, Katsuki is tugging you into a dimly lit closet, fingers making quick work of the lock. Even after the door is bolted shut, he stands and faces it, as you just watch the outline of the gentle rise and fall of his shoulders.
âKats?â You say quietly, a hand hovering over his shoulder. âIâm sorry, I justââ
He shakes his head, a disbelieving laugh pushing its way out of his mouth. Â
âNo, youââ He shakes his head again, then turns around to face you, his body crowding you up against the wall. His eyes are dark, twinkling with emotions you canât place. Both of his hands come up to gently cradle your face, and you let out a breath you didnât know you were holding.
âHave I ever told you that I love you?â
You blink up at him, confused.
âNot only was that the hottest thing I have ever seen, butâwell, that was the first time anyone has stuck up for me before.â
âI would do it againâanything for you really. Youâre worth it. And I know thatâs hard for you to believe, but you are. They can say whatever they want, but I know in my heart that I do not deserve you, and that you â You say quietly, eyes locked on his. He smiles, eyes shining, before leaning down to press a gentle kiss to your temple.
âOh, my sweet girl.â He whispers in the dark of the room, thumbs caressing your cheeks.
âI love you Kats.â
âI love you too. Now, how about we ditch this place?â He asks, leaning back to tug at his tie, before bending forward to loop it around your neck. âI think that new ice cream parlor is open. So, sundaes on me?â
You nod, a giggle escaping when he bends down and tugs the ends of the tie, your body falling into him. He lets out a gentle laugh, the sound like a gentle breeze on a hot day. It has your smile stretching across your face, your heart singing in response.
He reaches down to unlock the door, but when he flicks the lock back, nothing happens. Katsuki tries again, but again, nothing happens. It doesnât budge, not the second time he tries or the fifth, or even the tenth time he tries. On the eleventh try his hand slips from the lock, his eyes colliding with yours.
Itâs silent for a few seconds, and then a laugh bursts out of him, followed by another and another. The sound has the grin staying locked in place on your face, relief flowing through you at the change in his mood.
âWeâweâre stuck.â He gasps out, hands falling on his knees as he hunches over, deep laughs spilling out of him. It isnât long before you are on the floor next to him, trying to catch your breath around your own laughter.
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Hold You Tight: Part 19
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Pairing: Club Owner!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Fic Summary: The owner of The 107th wants you to be his girl whether you like it or not.
Part 18 | Series Masterlist | Part 20
Chapter Word Count: Over 4.2k
Chapter Summary: Your day out with your friends isn't as relaxing as you want it to be.
Chapter Warnings: DARK AU, drinking, suspected drugging, reference to stalking and violence, your friends are cheering you on, inner turmoil, stubborn reader, Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?), more warnings to come.
A/N: More Hold You Tight! Thank you again for sticking with me! Bucky edit by the beautiful @nixakimbo . â¤ď¸ Beta read by the lovely @whisperlullaby but any and all mistakes are my own. Divider by the talented @firefly-in-darkness . Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
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You wished you could say you breathed easier as the limo pulled away, but you didnât. You felt Buckyâs piercing eyes on you, watching until you were completely out of sight. He still wasnât âout of sight, out of mind.â He made sure youâd think about him, and Ray was following in his vehicle. Even glancing quickly at the limo partition you could see that it was cracked. Was the driver one of Buckyâs men?
âOkay, so your new boyfriend is stupidly hot and loaded,â Dana said, her eyes darting around the limo. âYou should be proud of yourself. Holy shit.â
âI should be proud of somehow snagging a hot and loaded guy?â you laughed a little. You always told yourself money wasnât a factor as long as the love was there.
âYes! Tell me heâs spoiling you the way heâs spoiling us today.â
You shrank back in your seat a bit. It wasnât that it was the first time you were the center of attention with your friends, but it overwhelmed you specifically since it concerned Bucky. âWell, he bought me this outfit. And he has bought me a ton of books since I love to read,â you answered. You werenât about to say that he transferred a ton of money into your account. âAnd on our first date he gave me a diamond necklace.â
The girls gasped. âClothes, books, and a diamond necklace?! Yeah, be proud and fucking flaunt it,â Dana encouraged. She had to be half teasing since she knew that wasnât your style. âGina, Addison, back me up here.â
âWe all know you arenât going to flaunt any gift he gets you, but you shouldâve seen the way he looked at you. He had hearts in his eyes,â Gina smiled. You tried to smile back. There were hearts alright, along with some darkness that they werenât aware of. âIâm surprised he even looked at us.â
âYeah, heâs⌠kind of intense like that,â you said. That was the word youâd go with.
âIntense isnât necessarily bad.â Addison scooted closer to you. âAnd youâre happy, right? He treats you well?â
If being treated like a doll, having you followed, and showering you with affection while messing with your head was meant to make you happy⌠âHe thinks weâre soulmates. That we were meant to find each other and be together. Itâs⌠a lot,â you said carefully. âI havenât had anyone who seems to need me the way he does, especially so quickly.â
âSoulmates? Wow,â Addison said. âI can see why youâd say itâs a lot.â
You couldâve hugged her. Maybe she saw through some of the charade. If she did, that could also put her in danger if she spoke out.
âOr maybe he just knows what he wants and heâs an all in kind of guy,â Dana commented. She had no idea. âWait! Have you two had sex?!â
âNo, we havenât had sex yet,â you answered. Just him jerking off over the phone and some heavy petting and jerking off again with you nearby. âBut he really wants to sleep with me and I did ride his thigh,â you mumbled.
It was still clear as day in your head, how he encouraged you to get off, his lips against yours. You didnât want to think about it, but Bucky got his way and invaded your thoughts. It was inevitable.
âAhh! You beautiful slut! Thigh riding is so hot!â If anyone ever needed a hype girl or enabler, Dana was the one to call. âAnd what are you waiting for?! Let him fuck you and eat your kitty. Do it for us.â
âHey. Thereâs nothing wrong with waiting,â Addison promised. Of all of your friends, sheâd snap if Bucky ever hurt you. âYou wait as long as you want.â
You were trying to wait, but it was only a matter of time before you had to sleep with him. âItâs justâŚâ
âAre you worried that his feelings will fade once you two have sex?â Gina asked.
âIâm not worried about his feelings diminishing,â you said with complete sincerity. His feelings wouldnât waver, even if his actions screamed love-bombing. âI just⌠I guess I never pictured myself dating someone who owns a nightclub. He just seems out of my league.â
And he was someone who had very dangerous ties.
âNo, we donât put ourselves down here. Every league is your league, and he should be honored to be your guy.â Dana clapped her hands together. âOoh! What if we do a big date night at his club? We bring our guys, and we can all hang out?â
Your eyes widened. âI⌠Maybe,â you replied. It would just be another chance for Bucky to charm them, and it felt like youâd be asking him for a favor by letting your friends in. Heâd probably love it.
âIâm texting my man and telling him you got a diamond necklace.â Dana quickly typed something on her phone. âHe needs to step up his game.â
You were on the verge of tears. They were happy for you, but didn't seem to notice your discomfort. You didnât blame them. Not at all. It was your fault for not being truthful about the true nature of your relationship. That wedge you imagined Bucky was trying to drive between you and your friends felt real and they didn't even know.
âAs fun as it is talking about Bucky, maybe we can talk about something else?â you smiled, nudging Addison. You didnât want this whole day to be about Bucky and your relationship. âYour big day is getting closer.â
âYes, it is,â she smiled.
You relaxed in the seat when the conversation shifted to the wedding and found yourself smiling and laughing through the rest of the ride. Bucky still lingered in your mind since heâd be at the wedding. The nice part was that since you were in the bridal party, he couldnât spend the entire day with you.
âWeâre here!â Addison smiled as the limo eventually came to a stop.
You were the last to get out and you took a deep breath. The winery was the perfect mix of relaxation, beauty, and good vibes. The lush vineyard stretched across the hills, and you wished for a moment you could run through them and disappear. The sun on your face brought you back to the present and made you smile, and you couldn't wait to sample some wine with the girls. You had a right to enjoy your time.
âYou coming?â Dana asked.
âYou two go ahead. Weâll be right in,â Addison said, linking her arm with yours and leading you away from the limo. You tensed up only for a moment when you saw Rayâs vehicle in the distance. It didnât look completely out of place though since there were other cars and people around. âOkay, whatâs up? You seem on edge.â
âI do?â you asked. You thought she didnât notice, and you shouldâve known better.
âYeah. Is it work? Or is it about Bucky?â You tensed up again. âDid you think we wouldnât like him?â
âNo, thatâs not it. Itâs just a lot really fast, thatâs all,â you said, leaning in to whisper, âI didnât want to say it in the limo, but he wants me to move in with him.â
She stopped walking. âWhoa. Okay, that is fast, but some couples do move quickly in whirlwind romances, so I wouldnât say itâs completely out of the ordinary. Brady and I knew right away that we wanted to be together,â she said. What she had with Brady was pure, and you couldâve possibly had that with Bucky in another life. âMaybe Danaâs right that he just knows what he wants and he wants to go all in.â
âHeâs very much all in,â you agreed.
âAre you considering moving in with him?â
âMaybe,â you said. Bucky was going to force his hand either way.
âWow. If youâre considering that itâs either because youâre going along with what he wants or you really care about him. I hope itâs the latter,â she said, her brows pinching in concern. âBut, listen, if you arenât ready for that, he has to understand you havenât dated in some time and you should go at the pace that makes you feel comfortable. Iâm sure heâll understand and it shouldnât change how he feels.â
Your words caught in your throat. The pace wasnât yours to control, even if Natasha said you had power. There was no choice in moving in and you wish you could blurt out every single thing that transpired, but the words refused to come out. Because all you could think about was what would happen to Addison, and she didnât deserve any kind of pain.
âAnd if I do care about him and want to move in?â you asked.
âYou know weâll support whatever you do, but think about it carefully because thatâs a big step. And if things go south, you tell us right away so we can help,â she said, giving you a small smile. âHe may be your boyfriend, but youâre still my best friend and I was here first. Iâll smack him with a frying pan if he messes up.â
You blinked tears away before you hugged her. You were lucky to have a friend like her. âA frying pan? What happened to a shovel?â you teased.
âFrying pan is more accessible,â she teased back, giving you a squeeze. âNow letâs go. We have some wine to try.â
Ray kept a respectable distance from your table and didnât make eye contact as he pretended to read while sipping his drink. You were glad for that since your friends didnât seem to take notice of him as you all ate and sampled various wines. Though you were having a great time, you hardly drank a drop. You wanted to stay on guard in case Bucky decided to crash the outing.
âOh, we need to take a bottle of this home,â Dana said, pointing at her empty glass. âAnd where the hell is your cousin?!â
âShe bailed.â Addison rolled her eyes. âThat's exactly why sheâs not in the wedding party. I canât rely on her.â
âThat and sheâs a bitch,â Dana said unapologetically while pointing at you. âWe know she wouldâve said something shitty about you and Bucky, and we donât need that bad energy.â
You scoffed. Addisonâs cousin was the type who always had to one-up someone or try to tear them down so she felt better about herself. You tried to see the best in others, but you were admittedly glad she wasnât there today. âIâm sure sheâll have something to say at the wedding.â
âIf she does say anything, donât listen to her,â Addison urged. âOr say something back to shut her down.â
âRub it in her face how hot and rich Bucky is,â Dana grinned, nudging you with her elbow. âHer head will explode.â
You inhaled. Bucky, Bucky, Bucky. Everything went back to him, and you had to say something. âYou know what I should tell her?â You smiled as they listened expectantly. âI should tell her that even though Bucky is rich and handsome and could have anyone he wants, he stalked me and coerced me into being his girlfriend. You think her head will still explode, or will she just laugh?â
The table went silent as you sipped your wine before they burst out laughing. A few heads turned your way from the sound, and you didnât crack a smile when Ray made eye contact with you. Had he heard what you said?
Dana laughed so hard she wheezed. âYou donât understand. I need you to tell her that just to see the look on her face. Please. I beg of you.â
âAnd make sure Buckyâs in on the joke, too,â Gina giggled.
Your heart sank. Their safety came first, but the reaction was another reason you didnât say anything. Who would possibly believe you? He was a rich and powerful man and you were merely a florist. âMaybe I can say something thatâs not quite so dark,â you smiled.
Addison stared at you curiously before she shook her head. âYou and your sense of humor,â she teased, drinking the rest of her glass. âBut if you could shut her up, Iâll be thankful.â
Your phone dinged before you could respond, and you almost spit up the little wine you had when you saw a message from Bucky.
âCall me. Now.â
Direct. No sweet words. Oh, no.
âIs that your loverboy?â Dana wiggled her eyebrows.
âAs a matter of fact it is and heâs asking for me to call him. Do you mind ifâŚâ
âGo. Weâll be right here,â Addison smiled.
Your legs felt a bit rubbery as you walked outside and took a look around to make sure no one was nearby. What if he had a bug in your phone and he heard what you said? Oh, God. You were so stupid.
Pressing his name on your phone, you let out a shaky breath when he immediately picked up. âKotyonok, I need you to come back,â he replied, his tone stern. Upset.
You swallowed. God, he did hear you. You could convince him it was a joke, right? No one had to get hurt. âWhy, whatâs wrong?â you asked, your tone remarkably calm. âWe arenât done with our samples.â
âYou were followed to Addisonâs this morning by one of Zemoâs men. Ray and I both spotted him.â There were muffled noises in the background. âI just finished⌠talking to him.â
âI was followed?â you whispered, your heart sinking for a completely different reason now. The day you went out with your friends someone followed you? âWhat did he want?â
âI can explain more later, but he had a âlook, but donât touchâ order. I broke his fingers anyway.â You closed your eyes. He sounded proud of himself. âI have some business to attend to for the rest of the day and I have to go to the club after, which is why I need you back at home.â
Ray appearing behind you almost made you drop your phone. âJesus, Ray,â you gasped, your heart nearly beating out of your chest.
âIâm sorry,â he said, briefly resting a hand on your shoulder. âBoss messaged me to bring you home.â
âYeah, Iâm talking to him right now,â you said, narrowing your eyes. âAnd Iâm not going home right now. I'm not leaving.â
âWhat?â Bucky growled. He could be angry all he wanted. You didnât care. âThis isnât something to argue about or negotiate, I need you safe and-â
âSafe? You need me to be safe?â you asked, trying to stay calm amidst the storm inside you. âHas it occurred to you that the entire reason Iâm not safe is because of you? That the only reason Zemo even cares about following me is because Iâm your girl?â
âYou think I donât know that? You think I donât know I painted the very target on your back by falling for you? Iâm well aware of that fact, but Iâm also the one who can keep you safe.â He sounded almost as vulnerable as he did when he talked about his mom. âSo just⌠come home.â
You chewed the inside of your cheek. Home. âYou know, there are a lot of dangerous people out there who have families and loved ones. And Iâm sure some of them are blissfully unaware of what goes on behind the scenes, but not all of them are. Some are very well aware of what their partners do for a living because they were told what they were getting into.â
âKotyonok-â
âBut you didnât, Bucky. You didnât let me know what I was getting into. One look at me and you made the decision for me and sealed my fate,â you continued, looking sadly at Ray. âSo while Iâm thinking of you today like you wanted, I want you to think of me and that target you painted on my back and my loved ones. And think about if you really love me the way you say you do.â
âI do love you,â he breathed. It would be nice to believe that. âCome home, please, and weâll talk when I get back from the club.â
âIâm finishing the day with my friends. Ray will stay here with me. I also need to go to my place before I go to the penthouse,â you said. If he wanted you there so badly, he could bend a bit since you were in no direct danger at the moment. âAnd donât expect a happy conversation like we had this morning.â
One step forward, two steps back.
âIâll just be happy that youâre safe,â he said, which only infuriated you more. You couldnât make out what he ordered to someone else, but the muffled noises picked up again. âLeave in thirty minutes. The driver will drop your friends off and heâll take you to the apartment. Ray will take you home from there.â
âTwo hours,â you stated just to be stubborn.
âOne hour,â he countered. âOr Iâll drive there myself.â
You huffed, but didnât want to test him. âFine. Iâll leave in one hour.â The girls would understand if you made some excuse.
âThank you,â he exhaled. He really did sound relieved. âI love you. Iâll see you later this evening.â
You waited a beat. âThink about what I said.â Ray waited patiently as you hung up. âHave I told you that your boss is a pain in the ass?â
âHe certainly is, but he is correct that your safety is important,â he agreed, gently stopping you before you went back inside. âIf you arenât in the limo in one hour, he will come after you.â
âI know,â you sighed. Bucky would be dramatic like that. And protective. âSomeone was really following me?â you asked in a small voice. Bucky had no reason to lie unless he was trying to get you away from your friends.
Ray nodded solemnly. âIt couldâve been to report your movements back to Zemo, but Iâd have to ask the boss for more details since I didnât get to interrogate him myself.â
âI do appreciate you both spotting him,â you complimented, even if Bucky violently handled it. You shouldnât have expected anything less.
âOf course.â There was a ghost of a smile on his face. âYou were wrong, you know.â
Your brows pinched. âAbout what?â
âYour strength. You handled that well all things considered,â he answered.
âYouâre only saying that because you canât read my mind,â you said. It was a mess. But you hadnât broken down or cried, so that was a plus.
For a moment you thought heâd laugh, but he merely nodded to the building. âBetter go join your friends before they miss you.â
âThanks, Ray,â you whispered, putting a smile back on your face as you walked back inside and headed back to the table.
Addison held up two fingers. âYou missed two more rounds of samples.â
âI guess I'll have to catch up,â you teased. âAnd would anyone object to leaving in an hour? Buckyâs planning a romantic evening for the two of us, and I need to stop by my apartment before I head over to his place,â you said. It was partially true. âIf you all want to stay, Iâll get an uber and you can take the limo.â
âAn hourâs fine.â Dana blinked a few times. âAnyone else tired? Iâm a little tired.â
Gina covered her mouth when she yawned. âYeah, I am, too.â
âI feel fine,â you said, frowning when Addison yawned, too. âAre you okay?â
âYeah, but a nap sounds good right about now,â she said, pushing her now empty glass away and checking the time. âIt is kind of late. Itâll be night time when we get back.â
You stared at your own glass, dread filling your stomach. You felt perfectly fine, but they looked tired. Was it possible that someone slipped something in their drinks or food? Did Ray do something or did Bucky set something up in order to make you leave? Or were you just being paranoid?
âIs everyone okay?â you asked. It felt like too much of a coincidence that they all felt tired after you came back to the table. âShould we just leave right now?â
âIâm fine. I was just up really late last night,â Addison answered. Dana and Gina nodded in agreement.
âMaybe we should cut back on the samples and stick with water,â you suggested.
âYouâve always been the sensible one,â Dana said, resting her chin in her hand. âBut can we still buy some bottles?â
âYeah. As many as we want,â you promised. Bucky did say heâd spoil you, so why not?
Exactly one hour later, you were back in the limo with the girls and plenty of bottles. Unlike the ride over, the ride back was much quieter. You thought Addison would fall asleep on your shoulder at one point and Dana actually did fall asleep at one point for a few minutes. They somehow didnât stumble on the way to the limo, and it wouldâve impressed you if you werenât so worried.
âAre you sure you girls are okay? Should we go to the hospital?â you asked.
âWhy would we do that? We drank more at my bachelorette party than we did today. Weâre fine,â Addison assured you. âYou worry too much.â
You had good reason to worry. âThis sounds crazy, but did you drug my friends? I need to know if I should take them to the hospital.â you messaged Bucky. If he did something to themâŚ
He typed something back right away. âHow could I possibly drug your friends when I wasnât there? Is everyone okay?â
Did he actually care? âIâm fine, but theyâre very drowsy and Iâm worried.â
âRay kept me updated and he didnât see anything out of the ordinary. None of Zemoâs men were there. I didn't do anything either. Did any of them complain that they were dizzy? Nauseous? Did anyone pass out?â
âNo, but it could've been something like Benadryl to make them drowsy and get me to possibly leave faster.â Or punish you by mentioning the stalking thing, if he knew, and show you that his reach expanded beyond the city.
âThatâs a very creative method to get you to leave, but lots of wine can make anyone drowsy and I have no reason to do that to your friends. I think our conversation may have scared you a bit since Zemo had someone watching you and youâre understandably worried for your friends.â
You looked around at your friends. They did drink a lot more wine than you, and drugging people didnât seem to be Buckyâs style. Zemoâs men werenât there. Maybe you were being paranoid and the girls really were just tired. Being part of Buckyâs circle just made you question everything.
âOkay. Iâm trusting you.â You had to.
âThank you. Your worry aside, it sounds like you girls had fun though from what I heard. Maybe the next day out can be at my club. Could be fun.â
You gasped. Did he know what Dana suggested? No, no, no. You werenât falling down that rabbit hole, and didnât send any texts back for the rest of the drive.
Brady and the other guys were waiting on the curb when the limo stopped at Addisonâs. You were the only one who didnât get out, but you gave each of them hugs and helped hand out the wine to their significant others. They seemed a bit more awake, so maybe they were just fine. âLove you girls. And, guys, keep an eye on them. They had quite a few samples,â you said. Youâd have to text each of them later to check on them.
âLove you,â the girls echoed before the door shut.
The driver headed in the direction of your place after a minute. What were you going to say to Bucky when you saw him? Would you scream at him for putting you in danger, or would you just accept that this was your life? It was a continuous losing battle the more you fought.
The morning you had with Bucky, minus the groping, had been somewhat nice. Could it be like that all the time if you tried? Could it be better if he loosened the reins?
âThank you,â you said when the limo stopped and the partition rolled down a few inches. âHow much do I owe you?â
âMr. Barnes took care of that, miss, but if youâll allow me-â
âOh, no. Please donât get out. I got it,â you smiled, letting yourself out. You scanned the street for Rayâs car, but didnât see it. He was likely waiting for the limo to pull away.
Two steps into your building, your phone dinged. âWhat now?â you muttered when you opened a text from Bucky.
âRay got a flat tire. Stay in the limo.â
You read the message twice. A flat tire? You were about to type back to Bucky that you already left the limo when you heard a familiar voice by the elevator. âItâs about time you got back.â
You couldnât breathe when you found a pair of blue eyes staring at you. âClark⌠what are you doing here?â
Oh, I hope you lovelies are prepared for the next part. And what do we think of your friends? And were they just drowsy or did something happen? Love and thanks for reading! â¤ď¸
Masterlist â Bucky Barnes Masterlist â Ko-Fi
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More naive reader... Perchance... (Squid games x reader) đż.?
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KANG DAE-HO
â He thinks youâre so cute. Dae-ho would never think of exploiting your innocenceâvowing to keep you safe. This man was in the marines, and he is willing to fight for you if all hell breaks loose.
â During mingle, he would gently hold your hand as he pulled you into a room, securing your safety. And after the rebellion, he would huddle close to you as you whispered about how well he did as he came down from his episode.
LEE MYUNG-GI
â Genuinely scared of you, but not for the reason youâd expect. Myung-gi is scared of ruining you and taking your innocence, like he did to Jun-hee. Heâs scared of leaving you alone, like he did to her.
â Yet, when the two of you are alone during lights out, he finds himself filled with genuine joy. You are the only one who can make him feel happy in a place like this. Maybe it wouldnât be so bad to let you inâonce you get out of here at least.
THANOS
â Thanos is way too cocky, so when he flirts with you and gets an innocent answer, heâs confused. Didnât you understand what he was saying? You spoke KoreanâŚright?
â Thanos would be happy to have someone to confide in during the games, someone innocent who didnât truly know the horrors of the world. You were different, and he loved that about you. And hell, when the two of you get out of here, heâs definitely keeping you around.
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I got another one!
Reader REALLY smart I am talking smarter then ALL of them but being passed on as useless untill solving a problem which is made for Harvard university final year students in a matter of seconds?
Thank you for your time!
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**English is not my native language**
**I know it's bad But it will be sorted out**
I loved your idea and made a little sketch
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In the Batcave, Tim sat at the computer, intensely focused on the screen. The problem in front of him was challengingâa mathematical equation designed for Harvard University senior students. The room was silent, except for the sound of his fingers rapidly tapping the keyboard. With every move, he believed he was one step closer to a solution, but still, he couldnât find the answer. Numbers and formulas on the screen tangled together, each one seemingly going in its own direction, never quite coming together.
At that moment, the room was empty aside from you and Tim. Everyone else was off doing their own thing, but Tim's problem was the toughest of them all. You couldn't help but think of the way they all saw youâBruceâs little girl, a mistake from a one-night stand, dismissed as nothing more than a nuisance. Everyone treated you like you were dumb, like you didnât matter. They didnât understand you, but that didnât bother you. Not really. You knew what you were capable of, even if no one else did.
You watched Tim work for a while, then walked over to him, standing just behind his shoulder. "Need some help?" you asked, your voice calm and collected, tinged with just a hint of confidence.
Tim glanced up at you, pausing for a moment, then shook his head. "This is a problem Harvard seniors would struggle with, thereâs no way you can solve it."
You raised an eyebrow. "Harvard, huh? Youâve really overcomplicated this."
Without waiting for a response, you leaned in and began typing, your fingers flying over the keys with remarkable speed. Within seconds, the problem was solved. Tim watched in shock as the solution appeared on the screen, his disbelief palpable.
âHow... how did you do that so fast?â Tim asked, his voice a mix of surprise and awe.
You glanced up at him, giving a small, almost imperceptible smile. "Harvardâs brightest students would take hours to solve this. I guess the problem was in making it seem harder than it really is."
After your words, you turned and walked away, leaving Tim staring at the screen, still processing what had just happened. As you left the room, you didnât look back. You knew that despite their views, despite the way they underestimated you, you were more than capable. And that was something they would have to learn the hard way.
No one had seen your potentialânot yet. But you knew what you were worth. And that was enough.
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Guessing Game
stepdad!Javier Pena x fem!Reader
Word count: 2.8K
Summary: Your stepfather is a DEA agent. When he finds drugs in your room you have to find a way to keep yourself out of trouble.
WARNINGS: 18+ Only! Explicit. Step-cest (if that's an ick for you please do not read - you are responsible for the content you consume đ¤). Age gap (reader is early twenties, Javi is mid-to-late forties). Reader wears makeup and a dress and has hair long enough to get in her face. Cocaine use. Sexual proposition/exploitation. Dub con. (Reader is high during the act.) Oral (m receiving). Drug use during oral. Come swallowing. Fingering. *Spanish terms at the bottom. If I've missed anything please lmk!
Author's note: Big thanks to those of you who asked about this when it was just a baby wip -- now it's fully grown and I so appreciate the support! đ
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"Please tell me you're coming out tonight."
You pause a moment before answering your friend Gabi, switching your phone to your other ear as you check your reflection in the mirror. You apply dark burgundy lipstick to your bottom lip: Guessing Game by MAC, and top it with a swipe of clear gloss.
"I'll be there. You can bet your tits on that," you tell her with a smirk before you end the call.
Sure, you're technically still in trouble for staying out all night the past weekend. That's the thing that sucks about commuting to college instead of moving out-- having to stay under your mom's roof and adhere to her rules.
Not just her rules, oh no. Your new stepfather is a hard-ass too, and a DEA agent on top of that. Javier PeĂąa's over half your age and a stickler for rules. He's down your throat any chance he gets when you talk back to your mom or do anything that he finds disrespectful.Â
It's stressful having to walk such a thin line. You deserve to go out tonight and show off the slinky, short black dress you're secretly borrowing from your mom's closet. It's not like she wears stuff like this anymore. She won't miss it for one night.
Almost ready to go, you do a last minute checklist. The only thing missing from your purse is your baggie.Â
Shit! Where is it? You check your usual hiding place but find nothing. Your stomach swirls with unease.
"Looking for this?"
You turn to the sound of the deep voice coming from your doorway. There stands Javier, big bad DEA stepdad, holding your baggie of coke between thumb and forefinger.
"That's not mine," you automatically deny.Â
"Bullshit," he mutters, stepping into the room. "I found it in here earlier. You want to tell me what you're doing with cocaine, chiquita?"
"Like I said, it's not mine," you insist. Deny, deny, deny.Â
"How stupid do you think I am, huh? Just be damn glad I found it and not your mother. She'd kick your ass out on the streets for having this." The offending white powder in its baggie looks tiny in his large hand.
"Did I interrupt your big plans tonight?" he asks smoothly, shutting your bedroom door behind him. "Were you gonna go out and party, do a few lines, let some pendejo fuck you up the ass?"
"Javi!" You instinctively cover yourself as his eyes linger over your figure in that short, tight dress.
He comes around the bed, towering over you as you sit on the edge. Still in his suit and tie and his hair still in its neat, swept-to-the-side style, you imagine he must have just gotten off work. His dark eyes challenge you to do one more thing to piss him off. Despite the severe disdain you hold for one another, in the back of your mind you've always wanted to fuck him. Him being alone with you in your room, that dangerous, pissed-off look in his eyes only serves to make you wet.Â
"You should know better," he says. "I can't have a fucking druggie for a stepdaughter."
"I'm sorry," you mumble. "But you shouldn't be going through my shit anyway."
"That's not a fucking apology, cariĂąo," he gripes. "When you say 'sorry, but' that means you're not truly fucking sorry."
"You're giving me a fucking semantics lesson now?"
"Don't fucking talk back to me," he growls. "I'm not your mom, I'll beat your ass."
"You wouldn't dare!"
"Keep it down, she's asleep in the next room."
It's late and by now your mom's taken her sleeping pill. You'd counted on her staying practically unconscious as you snuck out. Until Javi came along. You don't know what his plot is but the fact that he's here in your room with the door closed and it's half past midnight gives you a feeling that he wants something he shouldn't be asking for.
"Just.. give it back to me. I'll flush it, I promise."
A dark chuckle leaves his throat and sends a chill up your spine. He holds the baggie out and flicks it with his finger. "Who's your plug, baby? Give me that much. Possession with intent to distribute is a worse crime than just possession. You could get off with just a slap on the wrist if you just give me a name."
"I'm not telling you shit.."
"That stubborn, eh, princesita?" He smirks at even you have to admit he's a little handsome when he looks at you like that. But you still fucking hate him. You make a low sound in your throat, akin to a growl.
âYou got something in your throat, chica?â
âNo.. but Iâd like to..â
His gaze darkens as he looks down at you, that barely-there dress leaving so little to the imagination. He recognizes it from his wife's closet, the very same dress she wore when they went on their first date. And now it fits you like a second skin. "Careful, chica. You might be an adult under the law, but you have no idea what the real fucking world is like."
"What are you gonna do, turn me in?" you challenge him.
"Maybe we can come to a compromise," he says, his gaze on your wet, glossy, darkened lips. "I'll keep quiet about the drugs if you do something for me."
"Like what?" You lean back on the bed, acting bored with the conversation though you're secretly glad he's about to let you off the hook.
"You're a smart girl. Use your imagination."
You separate your gaze from his, traveling down to the prominent bulge in his trousers.
"You're disgusting, you know that? Exploiting your own stepdaughter like that.."
He shrugs. "I have no problem bringing you in for this. It's a shame, though. You're a bright kid, you have your whole future ahead of you. You gonna let a little cocaina put an end to all that?"
"Fuck you," you mutter, sitting up. What does it matter anyway? It's just a dick. Not like you haven't sucked a few in your time. "Fine. I fucking blow you and you don't tell anyone about the coke, okay?"
A little smile curls his lips upward. "Deal, princesita."
He puts the baggie on the nightstand where you can't reach it and turns to you, hands on his hips. You realize he's waiting for you to start.Â
Smart guy, having you make the first move so it's not on him later. "Nobody knows about this, either," you demand, your fingers hovering just over his belt buckle.
His breath hitches before answering, excitement hidden in his voice. "Just between us."
You feel your heartbeat in your throat as you undo his belt and pants, letting them fall to the floor. He's wearing white briefs, though you know him to typically go commando when he's not working.
"That's it, bebita linda," he coos as you free him from his underwear. His thick erection curves upward, slapping his belly as it swells and rises. Your mouth waters just feasting your eyes upon it.
"Ain't got all night," he grumbles.
"So fucking impatient," you grumble back, wrapping your hand around his hefty cock. It's bigger than any you've ever had, already weeping from the tip. Without hesitation you lick up the salty precum, delighting in the way his breath catches in his throat.
"It's not gonna suck itself," he grunts, putting his hand on the back of your head and pushing you towards him. "C'mon, baby, wanna see that pretty lipstick ruined and slopped all over my cock. The deal doesn't count if you're just gonna give it kitten licks."
Grabbing the base in one hand you slide the tip between your lips. Already it feels like too much, but you're not going to let him think he's got the best of you.Â
"Open wide, baby, I know you can suck a cock better than that."
Forcing back an exasperated sigh you practically unhinge your jaw to get your whole mouth around him, his fat cockhead hitting the back of your throat, making you gag. Javi laughs as you pull away.
"You a fucking amateur, mia linda?" he chuckles. "Or am I just too big for that bratty mouth?"
"Fuck you."
He grabs you by the chin and forces you to look up at him. Your eyes are big, wide, a hint of fear there mixed with desire. "Be good for me. Or do you need something more to keep you sweet?"
He reaches for the baggie and scoops out a small amount, making a nice line on the top of his cock.Â
"C'mon, do a line for me, sugar." He brings your head down and immediately you snort the white powder off his dick.
"There you go.. putting those vices to good use for once. Now maybe you'll suck my cock like the proper little slut you are."
You're still sniffling up the remnants of the coke when he shoves himself inside your mouth again, the bitter taste of the drug mixing with the salty taste of his flesh.Â
"Relax your throat," he commands. "I can't believe I have to tell you how to suck a cock," he tsk-tsks.
Your eyes are brimming over with tears as you take him deep inside your throat. He stays there, guiding your movements with his hands on the back of your head. You start to breathe through your nose as your airway gets stuffed full of Javi's throbbing dick.
"Just look at that pretty mouth, pretty purple lips spread open wide around my cock," he whispers. "That's right, baby, get my cock all messy with your lipstick."
He lets you pull away from him to catch your breath before pushing back in, thrusting into your mouth. Whether you like it or not, saliva fills your mouth, making the slide in easier. If he knew your pussy was getting just as wet right now he'd take full advantage.
By now the coke is taking effect, making your heart flutter, and your pleasure receptors are buzzing off the charts. If you were only a reluctant participant before, you're voracious now. You put all your effort into blowing Javier, eager for his moans and sharp curses, even when he pulls out and taps your cheek with his dick you can't help but giggle, seeking him out with your tongue so you can drag it along his length.
Soon you're getting into a rhythm, following his lead as he thrusts into your mouth, pulling you away, only to push in again, stuffing you full and deep as he grabs your hair. Your mascara runs down your face, black streaks down your cheeks, lipstick smeared, Javi's dick now a strange purple.
He likes watching his whole member disappearing inside you, excited by the way you're learning to take him. He stops playing nice and stuffs himself down your throat, shoving himself deep and thrusting shallowly while your arms flail in a vain attempt to push away from him.
"Nuh-uh.. we agreed. I can just take you in right now, all wrecked and ruined. I can already see the mugshot. Bet your mama would be so proud," he says sarcastically.
"Fuck you," you manage to say, lips swollen, saliva running down your chin and neck.
"Hey, that's not very ladylike. Then again, you're not much of a lady, are you? Now suck."
He thrusts inside you again, even though you gag on him, tasting the bitterness of your own bile creeping up your gullet.
"If you puke on me I'll just keep going. You think I'm worried about a little vomit?"
You force down the remnants of your dinner from earlier, simultaneously bringing him deeper into your mouth.
"Lift up that dress for me, want you to play with your pussy while you're sucking me off," he says, stuffing your mouth full with more of him.
You do as he says, picking up the hem of the dress over your hips and sticking your hand under your black lace thong. You're drenched and Javier can see it, smell your arousal as it fragrances the air between you. He's never smelled a sweeter pussy.Â
"That's right, circle that pretty little clit for me, mamacita," he grunts, exiting your mouth to pull back and watch you for a little, a long thick string of saliva connecting between your lips and his dick. You look totally wrecked and he's not even done yet.
You work on yourself, pressing your clit, your little gasps fueling Javier's need. "There you go, drive yourself crazy for me," he says.
You dip your fingers inside your warm cunt, closing your eyes as you seek out the relief from the heat building between your thighs. "Nu-uh, baby, eyes on me," he purrs slipping back in, thrusting deep and slow, watching you, feeling how good it is when you moan around his dick.
"Perfect, fucking perfect," he moans when you deep throat him again, your tongue peeking out to lick his balls. "Fuck," he says, tightening the grip he has on your hair. "Freaky mamacita, aren't you? Done this before, haven't you? To a lot of guys, I bet."
You whimper around his dick, pulling away to get some air. You finger yourself into a frenzy and start to come. "Not yet," Javier growls, pulling you back onto his slobber-coated cock. "You gotta earn it if you wanna come," he tells you.
You whine about it but the energetic buzz the coke has given you is still at work, putting extra effort into sucking off your stepdad, a renewed energy and vigor to your mouth sucking his cock.Â
"Damn, cariĂąo.. you really want your bad little habit kept secret, huh?" Javier pants, head thrown back as you sloppily suck him off. "Fuck, fuck, I'm gonna come.. gonna spray that sarcastic little bitchy mouth with my cum.. you ready?"
He doesn't wait for an answer, slamming into your mouth with urgency, not a care for your comfort until he bursts in your mouth and you have no choice but to taste the hot saltiness of his release.
He pulls out slowly, and when you try to spit out his release he shoves it back in with his fingers, effectively gagging you in the process. "Swallow," he commands, and you do so obediently just as his other hand finds its way to your core.Â
He curls his fingers into the waistband, pulling the thong up, rubbing the material against your wanting and willing core, rubbing hard against your clit. It's pleasure bordering on pain.
"Fucking hell, look how soaked you are," he coos. He watches the way your stringy slick clings to the lace of your thong. "You got all wet sucking me off, didn't you? Dirty girl. Muy sucia." He rubs the pad of his thumb over your exposed clit and smirks when you start panting like a dog in heat, thighs open to him, head thrown back, your hair sticking to the mess of saliva and lip gloss on your mouth and chin.
"There it is.. just what you wanted, huh? What you think about every time you look at me. You dream about my cock in your mouth and my fingers in your cunt, just like this.." He delves two thick digits into your wetness while stroking your clit and it's embarrassing how quickly you come on his fingers, your core quivering around him, expelling more fluid, coating his hand.
"That's it," he says gently, staying inside you until the little aftershocks are complete and your body is utterly spent. Your mouth tastes like his cum and the lingering bitterness of the cocaine is at the back of your throat. Despite your orgasm being over your heart is still jackhammering away. The high of both the drug and the orgasm combine to leave you teetering on the edge of sanity.
"Drugged out and fucked out," Javier mutters, watching you as he removes his fingers. He lets out a small noise of approval, his thumb gently tracing along your lip and the edge of your tongue for a moment before slowly sliding it inside your mouth. âTaste yourself, princesa.â
You make a little sound of pleasure, swirling your tongue along his thumb, your gaze on him.
His free hand moves to tangle in your hair to keep your head still as he slowly pulls his thumb out of your mouth, a thin string of saliva connecting his finger to your tongue as he looks down at you with half lidded eyes. "God, you look so good down there, cariĂąo."Â
Then he pushes you back on the bed. "Such a fucking mess," he mutters, tucking his cock back in his briefs and doing up his pants again. "Go clean yourself up. And no more fucking coke, got it?" he growls as he leaves, taking the baggie with him.
"We're square now, bebita," he says, giving one last look to your prone form, your skin flushed and sweaty, legs splayed out like a true coke whore. "But if I ever catch you doing something like this again, I'll do more than fuck that sweet little mouth of yours."
*chiquita ~ little girl | pendejo ~ idiot | carino ~ dear | princesita ~ little princess | chica ~ girl | cocaina ~ cocaine | bebita linda ~ pretty baby | mamacita ~ gorgeous/hottie | muy sucia ~ very dirty
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The idea that their timid, little, shy, book loving, wizard had a wife was weird enough, but that wasn't the most surprising part. No, that was the fact, that the massive woman stepping through the selfmade entrance, whom presumably must be the aforementioned wife, was a tall fearsome looking fey. Her antlers where sharp, her body looked to be made of blackened branches covered in deadly looking thorns and her furious eyes glowed a fiery red like her hair.
Through the ringing in his ear the bard could faintly hear their wizard calling out to her wife.
"Careful darling we don't want the cage to fall down into the acid!"
The fay woman's only answer was a terrifying growl, but there was no more explosions. Not like that was needed anyway, since the floor was torn up, and massive thorny vines where rapidly growing out from the floor choking any still alive. She quickly walked over to them, took a hold of their cage, and swiftly yanked it free from the chain, then stomped out of the castle with their cage dangling from her hand. As they where carried away he saw the castle was quickly being overgrown with the vines, and he knew for certain that soon all that would be left was a crumbling ruin. This was gonna make one epic song.
Too terrified to speak he decided to shift his focus onto his party. Their wizard was looking concered up at her wife. Their sorcerer had passed out from either his injuries, or their terrifying rescurer. Their rouge was looking a bit too impressed, but then again, she was always addicted to danger. And their ever confident paladin, looked to be locked in a state of shock. He tried to get her to snap out of it, but she was completely unresponsive, so he tried his best to hum a little tune and heal their sorcerer. It wasnât much, he was afterall not their main healer and not on his a game, but it was enough to get their sorcerer up. He was groggy and clearly still rough, but as soon as he noticed their surroundings, and who held their cage he panicked. Luckily he was out of spells, which rendered him pretty harmless, and a quick calm emotions stopped the worst of it.
"What is happening, where are we and who is THAT?!"
"Calm down she rescued us. Remember wizard said she messaged her wife to come save us? Well here she is I think she decided easiest way to get us all to a safer place was keeping us in the cage."
But their sorcerer just looked confused at him. Perhaps he hadn't fully registered the conversation before, which was certainly a possibility considering he was very hurt. That would mean he had no idea the woman who attacked the castle, and now held their cage was an ally, making this terrifying experience all the more scary. Worst of all their sorcerer was practically a teenager, and the easiest scared of their group, and this had been bad enough to leave their fearless paladin shocked. So he did what he had done so many nights and comforted their sorcerer.
"Shh it's all right we are safe she won't hurt us"
"It doesn't make sense, this isn't right, what are you talking about, wizard can't be married to an archfey, why would someone so powerful care about small insignificant mortals"
Archfey? Fuck he knew she was clearly powerful, but he hadn't realised just how much. But at soon as sorcerer said it, he knew it was true. Maybe paladin knew and at that was why she was so terrified. He didn't know much about archfey other than legends and songs, and those where always about how dangerous and fickle they where. How in all the hells did wizard get to call one her wife?
After a little bit they entered an ancient looking forest, and finally their wizard decided to speak.
"Sweetie, don't you think it's about time you put us down? We are in our forest now, nothing can hurt us here. We would all really love to get out of this stupid cage, and I definitely owe my friends some explanations. They can't really appreciate the beauty of our home like this, and I would hate their first impressions of it being bad."
Gently she sets the cage down, and shrinks to a still tall, but slightly more manageable, size.
"HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I WARNED YOU NOT TO GET OVER YOUR HEAD! You know I love you and support your little adventuring hobby, but you are so fragile, and I wish I could follow you, but my duties prevent that which means I can't protect you, and I hate that!"
Slowly their wizard limped over to her wife, seemingly not concerned at all about the thorns. Unfortunately that exposed just how badly injured she was, which her wife clearly only noticed now.
"HOW DARE THEY HURT YOU LIKE THAT! They did not deserve to die so mercifully!" It was followed by more curses in a language he didn't understand, but the intent was clear as day. The party was too preoccupied with trying not to think about what she considered doing, if that, was merciful in her eyes. It didn't matter what they had done to them, he was pretty sure those screams would haunt all their dreams, as long as they lived.
The wizard didn't look to be the least bit fazed, instead she gently caressed her furious wife, deftly avoiding the thorns.
"Shh it's all right darling, I'm safe now." She said followed by more reassurances, in what he suspected was the same language her wife had cursed in.
As the woman calmed down, they saw her body literally transform along with her mood. Slowly the fire in her hair diminished until it looked more like branches, her eyes changed into a piercing green, her wooden body became brown, the thorns receded and now she was just slightly taller than them. But while it was clear she was calmer now, that fire seemed to be just under the surface, like a forest that had just been ravaged by fire, and only needed a little spark to send it ablaze again.
"Why didn't you message me sooner?" She almost pleaded.
"I'm sorry, I thought we could escape on our own, and didn't want to worry you unless absolutely necessary." He can't help but notice the tears in her eyes. "Also kinda hoped that when I did introduce them to you, it would be a bit less terrifying." She adds with a tiny sliver of humour in her voice.
"Hmm I forgive you my foolish little flower." She says, as she touches her forehead to their wizard's. Apprapo flowers, he noticed that her hair has sprouted leaves and even a few flowers, and her body was being covered by moss and lichen. Hopefully that meant her mood has approved significantly.
Looking at their party he concluded that their sorcerer was hiding behind their rouge, who was trying their best to make him feel protected, and their paladin was still completely out of it, which it seemed their wizard had finally registered, but then again it was probably fair, that she had been to preoccupied with her wife.
"Darling do you think you could help her?" She asked to which her wife responded by gently touching her finger to their paladin and casting, what he recognised as a much stronger calm emotions than his. She wisely took a few steps back letting wizard stand in front as paladin slowly became more aware of her surroundings.
"Hey look at me we are safe now, there is nothing to worry about. There is no danger anymore I promise you."
"But but, that's, they they, danger I can't, I can't protect, I'm, I'm not even, He, you don't"
It was clear that while she was definitely calmer now, she was still very scared, which surprised him, because with the power of an archfey, she could easily have completely overpowered her fear. But perhaps she wasn't gonna just completely charm her wife's friend, which surely was a good sign.
"Shh shh it's alright, I know you're scared, I know you're all scared and we understand that. What just happened was very scary, and I know the reputation archfey have, but please just trust me when I say, that none of us are in any danger."
"You just say that because she has charmed you!" Sorcerer bravely answers.
"I don't think so," you counter. "Why not just charm all of us, or at least charm paladin, which she clearly didn't, since she is still scared. Why be so concerned with wizards safety, and so quick to forgive? I must admit I have no clue how in the hells it happened, but they clearly love each other very much, and she has been nothing but helpful, so I believe wizard when she says we are safe."
At that wizard smiles, clearly pleased she managed to convince someone.
"Maybe we could at least give them a chance. It's not like we have any way of escaping if she is messing with us," rouge tentatively says.
Sorcerer doesn't say anything, but at least he wasn't complaining or actively freaking out, witch admittedly was a pretty low bar, but considering the day they have had, was gonna have to be good enough.
Paladin looked to be very unsure, but maybe it was the calm emotions, maybe her desire to believe her friend, or maybe she was just too exhausted to do anything but listen.
"Well this is my wife Sevanonna. We have been together for almost 20 years, and I love her with all my heart, but despite all my books and her amazing company, I started to go a little stir crazy a while ago, and really missed adventuring, so after a lot of convincing and safety measures, like this ring I used to communicate with her, I left our home and soon found you guys." As soon as she stopped her nervous rant, her wife took over.
"Like you mortals say, if you love someone you let it go, and if they love you they will come back. Not that I ever worried that was the reason she wouldn't return."
"How in the hells did a shy timid little bookworm like you, snag someone so fiercely powerful?" asked rouge, voicing the question he had been too scared to ask.
"Oh she stumbled into my domain on accident in her ever growing search for knowledge, and she was just so sweet and kind and adorable, I couldn't find it within myself to punish her. I was curious and lonely, so we made a very simple deal. I would help her with gaining knowledge, if she would keep me company. As fun as messing with mortals can be, it doesn't keep me entertained for very long, and I don't particularly care for the company of my fellow archfey. We couldn't help but fall for each other, and by now that deal has been null and void for a very long time."
As she spoke, she looked at their wizard with such strong fondness it was impossible not to believe, and he already knew once he had pressed wizard for some more details, he was gonna create the most beautiful love ballad the world had ever seen out of this.
It seemed sorcerer and paladin had decided to very tentatively trust their story as well, or maybe just given up. Afterall they knew rouge was right. They didn't really have a choice.
"Well then show us to your home then. I'm dying to see what kind of fantastical place you live in, if this forest is anything to go by!" He decided to say as a way of lightning their spirits. Rouge ended up carrying sorcerer, who was too weak to do anything but curl up in her, thankfully deceptively strong, arms. And he supported paladin as they walked, to the best of his abilities. Sevanonna seemed to understand, that although she could definitely simply carry them all, it was better to not intervene.
Later that night, or perhaps it was technically the next day, he wasn't sure and didn't really care, he found himself alone with paladin. For while he wasn't the least bit surprised by sorcerer and rouge, palsdin's actions seemed wholly out of character, and he was determined to find out why.
"Hey you all right there?" Paladin turned to look at him with a panicked look for half a second, until it seemed like she remembered who he was. She must have been lost in her mind again.
"I'm, I'm fine." She said with a hint of her usual confidence, although it was clear she definitely wasn't.
"I know you are usually the one who does this, but if you wanna talk about it, I promise to lend an ear and not tell anyone." She looked like she was considering it. "Everyone needs someone to lean on, once in a while. You don't have to be our strong confident leader all the time. I'm pretty sure you would say something like that, if you where me." That last part at least managed to produce a tiny snort.
"I... my mother she, she made a deal with an archfey a long time ago. But she was tricked and understemated the price. She ... it took my youngest sister and when she tried to stop that she," at this point paladin broke down sobbing. He tried his best not to loose it at the sound that felt so wrong coming from her, and decided to rub circles on her back like she usually did. When that didn't help, he decided to stop being her and just do what he was best at, which was performing. So he summoned his dulcimer and started playing a comforting tune, and trying to do his best to put some sort of bardic magic into it.
"I was about the age of sorcerer, and suddenly I was the oldest in our little family. I had to be the responsible one, I had to protect us. That is why I devoted myself to my god, to make sure no chaotic or evil forces would ever mess with those I loved ever again. But not even the gods could stop them from deciding to start their own lives, once they got older. They moved on, and I didn't really fit into their lives anymore. I tried to devote myself even more, and create my own life too. And when I found you it felt like I had a family I could protect again. But I failed." And with that she collapsed and starting sobbing even harder than before. What she said made sense. She definitely was the mother of their group, not just because of her age, and a fiercely protective one at that. That was clearly something she had in common with their wizard's wife. And with that kind of tragic backstory, who could blame her. He could also see why she must have panicked like that when a threatening archfey suddenly appeared, and why she felt like she had failed in protecting them. She couldn't risk trusting that this wasn't some elaborate trick. He probably couldn't do anything about that, but he couldn't let her believe they saw her as a failure.
"No. You have not failed us. We are all still together, surely that counts for something? I can promise you if it wasn't for you, we would have all destroyed each other, or at the very least left. You have always been our glue, whether it was settling differences, or patching us up. You protected us all during that fight, and is the only reason sorcerer isn't dead now. But we are all adults here, or mostly, and you don't have to protect us all the time. Let us protect you too. We are a team, and that means we all have each other's backs. We are all here, we are safe, or at the very least not in active danger, we can rest and recover now, and afterwards we can talk about ensuring it doesn't get so bad again. But we are all alive, and if you hadn't been here, things would have gone so much worse, so cut yourself some slack alright?
"Hmm" was all he got from her before she fell asleep. It was good that she had relaxed enough to get some rest, he just had to hope she had heard his words, and taken them to heart.
An adventuring party is in a cage suspended over acid the wizard clears his throat "I just sent a message to my wife she should be here to save us soon." "Wait your married?" Said the rouge "more importantly what is she gonna." The paladin is interrupted by a massive explosion.
#This got long#Probably would be smoother with names but I liked the idea of referring them by class#Also figuring out names suck#my writing#writing prompt#creative writing#dnd
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âYou need to give him some space,â Robin said over the phone. Eddie frowned. Itâs been three days. He missed Steve. He nearly leaped over the couch to answer the phone, assuming it was him. Robin was the next best, he guessed. âYou really hurt him.â
âI know,â Eddie said. âAnd Iâm sorry. I really am. Will you tell him Iâm done with the parties? Done with Trick? He means more to me than being liked.â
âYeah,â Robin huffed. âYou sure showed him that.â
âI mean it,â Eddie said honestly. âI do. Iâm done with it all.â
âI think you need to tell him that yourself,â Robin said.
âHow can I?â Eddie asked. âYou wonât let me talk to him.â
âHe doesnât want to talk to you,â Robin corrected. âYou need to let him be ready to accept you.â
Eddie sighed, pressing his forehead against the cabinet where the phone hung. He wished there was a way to tell Steve how sorry he was. As much as Eddie wanted to take the Green line to Robinâs dorm and talk to Steve, he canât cross that boundary. But he needed a way to pour out his emotions, to let Steve know that heâs loved. That Eddieâs sorry. âCan I â Can I send him a letter? That way when heâs ready, he knows Iâm there for him?â
There was silence on the other line as Robin thought it over. âYeah, okay,â she said. âJust address it to me. Heâs not âŚâ
âSupposed to be there,â Eddie nodded. âYeah. I figured. Thank you, for being there for him.â
âYeah. Look,â Robin huffed. âIf he does let you back in again, and you fuck up again. Itâs your balls, Munson.â
âUnderstood,â Eddie said. âI promise. Never again.â
Robin hung up with a click. Eddie sighed, running his hands over his face. He fucked up. Bad.
He guessed there was no time to start writing like the present.
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âSteve, someone at table 13 requested you personally,â Jenny, the hostess said. âHeâs â uh â a little scary. So if you have issues, get Rod.â
âThanks, Jenny,â Steve said, pulling his order book from his apron. He wasnât sure who would request him at 3 pm. Most of his early birds on Saturdays stop by the diner for brunch and he barely saw a soul until 5.
When they first moved out to Chicago, Steve had no clue what he was going to do for work. He was attending Harold Washington College to get his associates in early education, and then potentially apply to UIC. Then one day, he got off a stop too early and saw the help wanted sign. It was easy for him to pick up, he made decent tips, and it worked with his schedule well. Plus, he was able to take home food at the end of his shift.
Robinâs been enjoying the pancakes lately.
Plus, Steve loved when it was slow and Eddie would â
He closed his eyes, letting the thought disappear. He missed Eddie. His heart ached any time he thought about him. But he was afraid that Eddie didnât miss him in the same way.
He took a deep breath and plastered on a fake smile as he greeted his table.
âHi, welcome in. Iâm Steve. Iâll be taking care ââ Steve stopped as he looked at the patron. He felt his lips turn into a frown. âTrick?â
âPatrickâs fine,â Trick winked. âI mean, weâre in your court, arenât we?â
âYeah, sure,â Steve nodded. He pressed his lips together, feeling like he couldnât stop staring at the black and blue circles under his eyes. âWhat happened to your â uh ââ he gestured to his own face. He winced. Trick didnât like him in the first place. He wouldnât give Steve the time of day. Why would he bother to tell him about an injury like that. âSorry â shouldnât have asked that. What can I get started for you?â
âYour boyfriend, actually,â Trick smirked. It was like ice water was dumped over Steve as the words washed over him. Trickâs smirk dropped. He leaned over the table. His voice dropped to a whisper. âHey â hey, sorry. I didnât mean â Itâs cool. Itâs â Eddie and you â are cool, I mean.â
Steve wasnât sure if he felt any better or worse. All he could say was, âOh.â
âYeah, uh ââ Trick ran his fingers over his buzzed hair and exhaled. âHalf of our friends are gay or lesbian or queer. Itâs â thatâs fine. Promise.â
âOh,â Steve repeated. He sat on the other side of the booth, across from Trick. âOkay.â
âI just ââ Trick looked up to the ceiling before turning his attention back to Steve. âWe shouldnât have judged you. We saw you and immediate thought you were gonna be some straight jackass like weâve dealt with our whole lives. We built this community of accepting outcasts, and outcasted you while doing so.â
Oh.
Steve wasnât sure what to think.
When Eddie and him started to date, the Corroded Coffin boys treated him similarly. But Eddie called them out on that before it got bad.
Before it got like this.
âI guess what I wanted to say was sorry,â Trick said. âFor pushing you out. And name calling.â
Steve furrowed his brow. âI donât recall any name calling?â
âYeah, you werenât around for that,â Trick winced, gesturing to his nose. âEddie made sure I knew that was wrong.â
âEddie,â Steve breathed. âMy Eddie?â
âYep,â Trick said. âI hope he gave you a big apology for everything. So, tell me. What do you got thatâs good to eat here?â
Steve took Trickâs order â one strawberry milkshake and an order of fruit loaded French toast â sent it to the kitchen, then went into the bathroom. He shut the door behind him and pulled out Eddieâs letter from his apron pocket. The first letter arrived last Monday. And he received a letter every day that heâs stayed with Robin.
With a shaky breath, Steve opened the letter.
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Dear Steve, thereâs nothing in the world that I can do to make this up to you. But I will try every day to make sure that you donât ever forgotten again. You are the stars that light my way home, the sun that brings warmth into my light, and the moon that shines love over me. To experience your love is something truly unreal. And to think I put you on the back burner for a taste of popularity? It was like the Ring of Power overtook my mind. I got lost in the feeling of being admired by many, I forgot what itâs like to be loved by one. Iâd travel to Mordor and back for you. Through the Gap of Rohan and through the Mines of Mora.
In a world where everyone could know my name, Iâd only want to know yours.
My apologies will never be enough. Love, Eddie
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I hope you are well. I hope your classes are going good and that youâre excelling. I know you are. Youâre so fucking smart, you blow me away with every new piece of knowledge you brought home. I hope that basketball at the YMCA is going good. Iâm sorry I missed your last couple of games. There is no excuse. I hope one day youâd allow me to be by your side again, cheering you on.
You deserve the world, baby. Nothing will stop me from showing you that. Everything from the water in the rivers to the trees in the forest. From the canyons in Arizona to the mountains in Colorado. Itâs yours. Itâs all yours. You deserve everything. You deserve the best. And I promise that I will prove that.
Forever in love, Eddie
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Iâd move heaven and hell
Just to see you smile again
Or remember how it felt
To have you in my arms
When I begged God for mercy
In the depth of hells
It was nothing compared
To begging for the mercy of you
To hear you laugh, to see you smile
To counting the stars across your skin
To pick up where we left off
To start all over again
Iâd move heaven and hell for you
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Steve folded the letters, slipping them back into the envelope and set them on his nightstand.
He laid back down, turning to his side. Eddieâs side of the bed was empty. Like it has been for four days.
After Steve read the first letter, he found his way back to their apartment. Eddie was hope and nearly wrapped his arms around Steve, stopping as if there was an invisible barrier in between them. Eddie stopped, respecting that boundary at the threshold.
It was Steve to crack.
Steve who took that step over the threshold and fell into Eddieâs arms, burying his face into Eddieâs neck. Eddie wrapped his arms around Steve, holding him tight. âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry,â was all Eddie could say.
They agreed they needed to slowly integrate back into each othersâ lives. Communicate when theyâre feeling alone and listen when oneâs feeling distressed. Nightmares seemed easier to deal with, but they were going to work it through.
Eddie said he would sleep on the couch until Steve was ready for him. âNo matter how long it takes, sweetheart,â Eddie said, pressing a kiss against Steveâs knuckles. âWhen youâre ready for me, Iâm here.â
And Eddie truly meant that. They could go back to just friends and Eddie would accept it. He would be heartbroken, but to have Steve in his life again?
Thatâs worth everything to Eddie.
Eddie was jostled awake, feeling the couch cushion shift underneath him. The blanket on his body lifted up and a familiar weight settle on his chest. He felt at home again. Eddie tugged the blanket back over the both of them, one hand around Steveâs waist and the other tangled in his hair as Steve laid his head on Eddieâs chest. Eddie pressed a kiss to Steveâs temple, taking a silent vow to never lose him again.
âGoodnight, sweetheart.â
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teach me? // Quinn Hughes
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a drunk conversation leaves your best friend wondering.
AN: based off this anon, this is the first of a few ideas i have for this topic so enjoy part one!đŤśđť
WC: 1.1k
CW: smut, quinn talks you through it, fem masturbating, a little bit of possessive quinn.
Quinn knows he should leave, he knows he shouldn't break your trust and listen but his feet won't move. He can hear your giggles, not a sign of discomfort in the conversation. A drastic difference from anytime you've been around the guys when these topics are brought up.
ây/n! Are you telling me youâve never gotten off?!â There was another laugh, he couldn't tell who. Too focused on your answer. How could no one treat you right? No oneâs found pleasure between your thighs? Tragedy for them, he thought to himself.
âOh my god, no. I have gotten off, just not manually? If that makes sense. Like, no one else. No hands, nothing but the handy dandy vibrator.â
He needed to leave, his mind wandering and he knew all the guys would just chirp at him if he walked back with a hard on.
Everyone started to slowly make their way to bed, calling it a night yourself around 1:30. Your room right across from Quinnâs. You knew he was already locked away, trying your best to stay quiet while you were in and out of the bathroom that shared a wall.
Finally settling in your bed and grabbing your phone, seeing a text from Quinn. Come here, please. Followed with another text, Don't knock, just come in.
âHi Q.â He was quick to pat his bed, âI need to ask you something, and you can tell me no or to fuck off and I wont ever bring it up again. I just, I need to ask.â You nodded at the man, who's now pacing. âIâm telling on myself and I'm sorry in advance. I was walking by when you and the girls were chatting and somethings been stuck in my head since and it makes me feel so bad because you absolutely don't deserve that kind of shit treatment. Oh god, I'm rambling. Anyways, no one ever made you cum? I can show you, oh my god I need to shut up.â
Your face was flushed, your nerves were setting in. Did Quinn just offer to get me off?
As if he could read my mind, âI donât have to do it! I can just tell you what to do. Like you get yourself off and I just kind of lead the way.â
âYou wanna teach me how to make myself cum?â Your voice was small, he was sure if he wasnât staring at you he wouldnât have heard. He nodded.
âYeah, okay. Teach me, Quinny.â
That dumb conversation led you here. On his bed, pj shorts on the floor, legs spread and Quinn watching you from his desk chair.
You were both giggly about it. The nerves settled, it seemed a little funny, silly even. But he's your best friend. Who cares? All bad thoughts went away the second your legs spread and the man's eyes went a little wide, pupils blown as he watched your hand roam down your body.
âFuck. Youâre pretty.â He whispered to himself.
This wasn't sexy, well it wasn't meant to be, at least to your brain.
âUh, like this?" you asked, a little embarrassed. "Fuck, this is stupid."
You were against his pillows, unable to fully look at Quinn who was still at his desk, starry eyes watching you intently.
Your hand was down the front of your body, shaky fingers searching for something you shared you'd never been able to achieve on your own.
Quinn adjusted himself, his growing cock pressed against the fabric of his shorts. Forever wishing he put on boxers before you came to his room.
He didn't know the rules when it came to getting yourself off in front of your best friend. So he kept it a little light, laughed breathily and asked, "Are you even touching your clit?â
His words ran through you, a simple question truly but it was bordering on the dirty talk you desperately craved to come from his mouth.
You squirmed, shrugging, but he was watching your hand move, content with seeing your fingers moving through your folds.
"I think so?" you claimed. "I don't know. It's just, it's too wet to feel anything really."
Quinn felt his breath get stuck in his throat.
You finally looked up at his face and watched his cheeks burn, wondering if he'd move closer if you asked him to.
You dont know what fell out of your mouth, your brain is just on autopilot. Quinnâs now at the edge of his bed. Hands holding your ankle, rubbing softly.
"No, I know. fuck, um-" Quinn swallowed, shifting again. "Move in circles, be a bit softer. Fuck, sweetheart. Yeah, you'll feel it."
So you did, two fingers exploring slowly, up and down between your folds, moving a little higher until you reached the spot he was just picking on you for, the pads of your middle and pointer touching a little bump that made your breath hitch.
âThere you go, just like that.â He spoke.
You laughed to yourself, feeling stupid, and floaty, searching for that high. You crinkled your nose, as you did slow circles, soft and shy.
"Oh," you mumbled, mouth parting slightly. Still watching Quinn. He pressed his lips together, eyes flickering from your hand to your face.
"Yeah? Does that feel good?"
"Uh huh, feels good."
You thought you heard him let out a groan.
"Will I come?" you asked, still feeling small. "If I keep doing this?"
You were squirming again, moaning softly, chasing your high. He was watching you, open mouthed.
He was too far gone to try and hide it anymore, when he dragged his palm over himself, you moaned, eyes following his movements.
"Yeah, fuck. just keep doing that. Do what feels good, okay?" voice hoarse and wrecked, "you're doing so good, baby."
The praise made your hips lift from the bed a little, fingers moving down a little further, confidence building as Quinn kept rubbing over his cock, "Holy shit, that's fucking hot. You gonna show me how tight you are?" he croaked.
"Uh huh", head tipped back into the pillows. you wanted him to keep talking. You just didn't know how to ask him.
Your foot slipped, bumping into Quinnâs arm and he caught your ankle, wide palm wrapping around as he held you, making you shiver. "Oh, there you go," he murmured. "That's it, baby. Fuck, you're so good. Gonna have to stretch you out more if you ever want me in there, baby. Fuck. Can't believe you're gonna let me watch you cum. Gonna be a good girl and show me how bad you want it? Won't ever need anyone else after this. Just me and you."
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Danny the Young Justice member
âHey, like, hypothetically, do you think Justice League could pay me if I became hero full time?â
It shaped out to be pretty long and boring stake-out, with rest of Team scattered around but connected with Mindlink, so it seemed like best moment to ask. It wasnât something Danny wanted to do, but it shaped out to be his only chance to get any future. He cried over it enough times already, so there was even a chance he wonât breakdown trying to discuss it out in the semi-public. He wanted to keep it as calm and rational as he could and hey, if something started to get too emotional, he could say he saw some suspicious movement and fly off to fight someone. Really, it was perfect situation.
âHow hypothetical is this question?â Robin asked after a beat of silence. It was quiet and careful, like he was afraid to set him off if he said something wrong or he did it wrong way. It made skin on his back crawl. Danny knew he was a bit more volatile lately, but he really hoped special treatment would stop soon.
âHypotheticalâ
âOkay, letâs say we donât know itâs a lieâ
âUnnecessaryâ Artemis coughed.
âCâmon it kinda wasââ
âCan someone just answer my fucking question?â
âI donât think so. Batman is the one doing most of the funding, and he is really stubborn about school and future. He wants us all to have chance at normal life outside of this hero villain business with regular job and stuffâ
That didnât bode well, but Danny hadnât got this far by losing hope whenever first obstacle occurred.
âBut I could be ready whenever disaster strikes or some villain attacks or really whenever itâs necessary and I wouldnât need to escape any civilian stuff,â he may have gotten a bit desperate along this little rant, but he just pushed through âIt always takes precious minutes andââ
âIt doesnât really seem to be hypothetical anymore,â Wally interrupted and he was lucky to be on different roof, because Danny, he sworn to ancients, would strangle him if redhead was any closer.
He was very adamant about not thinking about how his last ideas of surviving to adulthood started crumbling. He promised himself to not have breakdown in the open.
He wasnât going to.
It was fine.
He would figure something out. He always did.
âDanny?â
âItâs fine Meg, donât worryâ
âCan we ask what brought this hypothetical on your mind? Youâve always were the most assured that youâll stop being hero at some point and move onâ
Bless Kaldur to always know when to ask best-worst question. Danny wasnât going to cry, so he wasnât going to answer.
âWe canât help you if we donât whatâs wrong,â Mâgann said softly, like she was just trying to remind him.
Something small hit his lap. A tear. When did it get here?
âItâs fine. Itâs just a stupid thoughtâ
âOkay. Tell us when youâre readyâ
âSomething suspicious is going on, I think itâs what weâre looking for,â Everyone needed Conner on their squad to get conversation back on not emotional track.
As it turned out it was indeed what they were looking for, and soon Danny got to express all of his pent up aggression in only a bit misplaced way.
âThat was harshâ
âShut up, this one doesnât have pain receptorsâ
âPhantom has a bad day, huh?â
âYouâre about to have worse,â he growled and punched guy until he stopped grinning.
It was quick work after that.
âDanny?â
Only bad side of Mindlink was that he couldnât act like he was losing connection. It would be useful right now.
âDanny?â
âNot nowâ
âIn the Bioship then. Not a minute later, am I clear?â
âCrystalâ
He started calculating a way to get out before. He used to do it all the time, at the beginning. It was easier when Team didnât know about his human side and they were holding each other at the arms length, but still. He couldâ
Conner landed right behind him and put hand on his shoulder. It wasnât restrain, it wasnât assuring. It was just there.
Here came his plans of escape.
âSoââ Artemis started as soon as the door of Ship had closed ââ what the fuck is wrong with you lately?â
âWe all know itâs not nothingâ
âIâm being overdramaticâ
âAbout what?â
Danny just slumped forward and his face in hands.
âDannyâ
âI have to retake year. Iâm not even half way through highschool and Iâm already failing and I- I just canât do better. Itâs not like I donât have time to study, and I do try sometimes, but just as often Iâm just being dumb and messing around, and I knew I failed some other tests, but last one? Last one I was sure Iâve got it, I was trying, I was trying so hard and I still fucked it up and if I canât make it even when- even when Iâm trying my best, then what is the point?â
He took a moment to breathe, to rub tearing eyes. He still wasnât going to cry.
âIâm already kinda good at this hero thing, so I could just keep it up. I donât think Iâll make it to the end of high school, so no good job for me, but maybe I could. I could have something, you know. Something useful. Something good. Maybe I can have some life after allâ
Someone rubbed his back but he didnât raise his head to see who.
âI didnât want to let accident destroy any more of my life than it did, but I donât think I canâ
âWell, impossible sounds right about the task for us. Weâve got youâ
Well fuck. Thatâs about that in not crying department.
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Hello! I was curious what your take on the Amphoreus menâs reactions would be to a sick or even injured reader? I had bad nausea and a migraine today, bedridden and all, (but Iâm better now!) and I fear if I was their darling theyâd think Iâm pregnant or something dumb like that đ
Wishing you a lovely day! Thank you for sharing your writings â¤ď¸
I'm sick atm so Imma answer this. Glad to hear u got better.
When you're sick
đż Anaxa
At first, he's simply observing. He doesn't react strongly, but his mind is already working to figure out whatâs wrong.
(Watching you struggle to sit up, his eyes gleaming with amusement at first.)
Anaxa: âHow fascinating. Your skin is warmer than usual, your pupils slightly dilated⌠Could it be a poison? Did someone poison you? Or perhaps a parasite? I do wonder.â
Anaxa is unsettlingly calm as he begins testing different treatments on you (you poor thing). You say itâs just a cold? He doesnât believe you.
(You groan, insisting itâs just a cold. He hums, unconvinced, swirling a dark liquid in a glass.)
Anaxa: âDrink this. It may cure you, or at the very least, give me something new to analyze.â
(He scares you, but he only wants the best for you. Such hypocrite.)
Pregnancy thought? Unlikely. Heâs too logical for that, he's looking for tangible symptoms. However, if he does think it, itâs because he wants to study the changes in your body up close.
(You woke up just to see his hand already inspecting your stomach.)
Anaxa: âWe managed to put a baby in here huh. Don't you move, I'll take very good care of you.â
(You pushed him away soon after and refused to drink or eat anything from him.)
đś Phainon
His smile starts to fade when he heard the news. You have a minor fever?
(He barges into the room)
Phainon: âYou're going to die? Don't leave me! I can't bear the thought of living all alone...â
(Lays you in bed dramatically like youâre on your deathbed.)
If you say itâs just a cold, heâll be offended and insist that you need âproper royal treatment.â
(He tucked you in so tight you can't even move.)
Phainon: âI always know that you're not as strong as me, but I didn't expect you to be sick. I will feed you, every day, don't worry.â
Pregnancy thought? thatâs not possible⌠unlessâŚ
(You tell him to calm down, but he ignores you, crouching beside your bed with a look of pure anguish.)
Phainon: âWhat if itâs something deadly? What if *gasp youâre with child?!? Whose? Mine?â
(You choke on your own saliva at his ridiculous assumption.)
Phainon: âStay right here, Iâll summon someone immediately!â
(He rushes out before you can protest. You are doomed.)
đŚMydei
At first, he just watches you suspiciously. When he realizes itâs real, he softens⌠a little.
He doesnât fuss, but he becomes overbearing in a quiet way. He forces you to rest, doesnât let you lift a single finger.
(Arms crossed, standing near the door, eyes narrowed as he watches you weakly sip your drink.)
Mydei: âIf youâre too weak to hold a cup properly, you shouldnât be holding it at all.â
(You glare at him, muttering that you can take care of yourself.)
Mydei: âClearly.â (Sarcastic. He takes the cup from your hands and forces you to lie down.) âRest.â
If you get worse, he just picks you up and hauls you off to a doctor, no questions asked.
Heâll be stubbornly glued to your side until youâre better.
Pregnancy thought? The possibility crosses his mind, but he immediately throws it out because he wouldâve known if anything like that was possible.
When you're injured
đż Anaxa
He is completely unfazed. Even if youâre bleeding out, he will only act calm and professional while getting out his medical tools.
(Kneeling beside you, observing the wound with a calm, almost clinical expression.)
Anaxa: âHm. A deep cut. The bleeding is slowing, but the damage is substantial.â
You swear heâs a doctor with how efficiently he patches you upâbut he makes little effort to comfort you. Rather, he finds it interesting to mess with you.
(You wince as he prods at the wound. He doesnât even warn you.)
Anaxa: âI expected better. Letting yourself get hurt like this⌠Have you always been so careless?â
(You glare at him.)
Anaxa: âOh, donât look at me like that. This is your own fault, after all. Still, if I find out someone else dares hurt you... nevermind.â
đśPhainon
Trying to hold back his anger, won't let it shows in front of you. You can only see his good side.
(His entire body is tense as he kneels beside you, gripping his sword so hard his knuckles turn white.)
Phainon: âWho did this?â
(You try to downplay it, but his eyes still burning with fury.)
Once heâs calmed down, he scoops you up and takes you to the best healer available.
Heâs genuinely shaken up by it and might get overly protective afterward. Even minor scrapes will have him wrapping you up in bandages like a mummy.
Phainon: âAnd once youâre healed, you are never leaving my sight again. I wonât allow it.â
đŚMydei
Heâs surprisingly calm when he sees youâre injured, but itâs the eerie kind of calm. Heâs not saying much, but the rage is there.
He doesnât panic, he assesses your wound like a warrior, checking the severity before deciding what to do.
(He crouches beside you, examining the wound with an eerily quiet intensity.)
Mydei: âYouâre bleeding.â
(You bite back a sarcastic remark. He rips off a piece of his sleeve, pressing it against the wound with firm but careful hands.)
Mydei: âDoes it hurt?â
(You hesitate. He looks at you, his sharp gaze unyielding.)
Mydei: âGood. Remember it.â
Two priorities:
Getting you treated.
Finding whoever did this and destroying them.
No more fights. No more risks. You are staying where he can see you.
(He finishes bandaging the wound, then stands, offering you his hand.)
Mydei: âCome. Youâre not walking alone.â
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OFF THE RECORD ââŚâ gojo satoru
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synopsis ⸠you know gojo too well to believe heâs here for a quick fuck. heâs here for a favorâone you have no intention of granting. too bad heâs never been good at taking no for an answer.
tags ⸠implied former student/teacher relationship, slight age gap, friends with benefits, possessive behavior, mild dom/sub themes, power play, manipulation, daddy kink, mild objectification, dirty talking, semi-public/public sex, mention of past sexual encounters, implied blackmail (itâs really not as bad as you think)
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The steamy tendrils still clung to your skin as you stepped out of the shower, toweling off with a contented sigh. Mornings like thisâquiet, peaceful routines before diving headfirst into the chaotic world of jujutsuâwere increasingly rare these days. So you tried to savor each precious moment while it lasted.
With the towel secured around your body, you padded toward the bedroom to get dressed for yet another long day at headquarters. However, the second you stepped over the threshold, the hairs along your nape instantly prickled upright. A presence. An unmistakable shift in the air currents that could only meanâ
"Well, good morning, gorgeous! Sleep well?"
You barely stifled the startled yelp as Gojo Satoru's cheerful baritone seemed to resonate from directly behind you. Whirling around, sure enough, there he wasâall towering height, shredded muscle, and bright eyes glinting with clear amusement. How someone so powerful could also be so utterly shameless sometimes, you'd never know.
Doing your best to ignore the heat flooding your cheeks, you planted your hands on your hips in a stern facsimile of composure. "Satoru...what an unexpected surprise. Here I thought teachers were supposed to set good examples about respecting boundaries, not traipsing into former students' homes unannounced."
Rather than appear even remotely chagrined, Gojo simply chuckled and leaned back against your kitchen counter as if he owned the place. You watched in mild annoyance as his gaze slowly trailed up and down your towel-clad figure with undisguised appreciation.
"Hey now, no need for such icy formalities between us old friends," he chided, the barest hints of a smirk tugging at those infuriatingly full lips. "Besides, when have I ever cared about doing what's expected of me, hm? That's like...95% of my appeal, babe."
Rolling your eyes, you huffed out a resigned sigh and crossed the room to your closet, firmly squelching the instincts that urged you to yank the towel higher and more securely over your body. Gojo had seenâand thoroughly enjoyedâfar more of you than this in the past. No sense getting flustered over his blazing regard now.
"Right, so does this impromptu visit have an actual purpose?" You shot him a pointed look over your shoulder as you fished out a crisp blouse and trousers to wear to HQ. "Or are you just being a pain as usual and raiding my fridge for a sugar fix again?"
You heard Gojo's low snort of amusement before his heavy footfalls sounded, clearly bringing him closer despite your protestations. "What can I say? Your kitchen is better stocked with sweets than most convenience stores. I can't help craving a little nibble now and then..."
The sultry undercurrent in his tone triggered a fresh blaze of heat along your nape. You could practically feel the smoldering weight of Gojo's stare boring into your ass as you bent to rifle through your bottom dresser drawer.
"But you're onto something with that other theory as well," he continued in a lower, more contemplative register. All traces of levity seemed to evaporate as his presence loomed larger behind you. "I did actually come to ask a favor of my very favorite former pupil. An important one that I wouldn't bother you about if the stakes weren't so high."
Curiosity and trepidation warred within your chest at the unexpected gravity clouding Gojo's usually buoyant candor. You instinctively straightened, clutching your clothes to your chest as you slowly turned to face him once more.
And just like that, the heated tension seemed to ratchet up several palpable notches as your eyes met and held in the claustrophobic space. Gojo's sculptured features had taken on a severe, intense edgeâall sharp angles and tightly leashed power that instantly siphoned the breath from your lungs.
Suddenly, his earlier "playful" flirting and teasing manner seemed less like an act and more like a fragile facade barely containing his true tempestuous nature. You swallowed hard against the liquid lick of thrilling trepidation skating down your spine as Gojo maintained that weighty, piercing stare for several moments longer.
"...Is everything okay?" You finally managed in a hushed murmur, scarcely recognizing your own voice under the abrupt spell of Gojo's domineering energy. "What could possibly have you riled up enough to ditch the flippant act?"
Rather than immediately answering, Gojo closed the remaining distance between you with two long, purposeful strides. You had to crane your head back slightly to maintain eye contact as his powerful silhouette utterly consumed your spaceâthe scalding brand of his body heat and crisp, masculine scent enveloping you from all sides.
"Believe me, kitten...if I came here for anything even remotely fun or pleasure-oriented, you wouldn't need to ask," he rumbled at last, voice pitched low enough to instill a full-body shiver along your nerves.
One of Gojo's large hands came up, and you froze as the rough pads of his knuckles grazed a feather-light caress along the line of your jaw. His thumb swiped over the seam of your lower lip in an utterly artless, possessive sweepâsmoldering gaze following the motion with incendiary focus.
"I'd already have that smart mouth wrapped around my cock doing something far more useful than talking..."
Despite the crudity of his words, you couldn't quite stifle the punched-out whimper that slipped free at the graphic implication. Gojo's pupils blew fractionally wider in answer, tongue darting out to lave his lower lip as if tasting the charged undercurrents now rippling between you.
"Lucky for you, this is actually about business," he continued in that same resonant timbre that seemed to spark straight between your thighs each time his rich cadence washed over you. "The kind of serious business that even a lazy pervert like me can't afford...distractions for at the moment, got it?"
You managed a jerky nod, too disoriented by the heady spiral of desire cloying at your senses to do much else. Gojo's expression seemed to tighten furtherâa muscle feathering in his chiseled jaw as if steeling himself for whatever came next as he stepped back a bit.
"Itadori Yuji is scheduled for execution..." The blunt statement punched out like a missile deployment, brutally shredding the increasingly rapacious atmosphere between you. "And one way or another, I need that sentence postponed before it's too late."
You immediately shook your head, mouth set in a grim line. "Postponing Itadori Yuji's execution? That's not going to happen, Satoru."
His brows pinched slightly at your blunt refusal. "This is serious, kitten. That kid is instrumental toâ"
"Don't you think I know how serious this is?" you cut him off, firming your voice into an authoritative tone. "I work directly under the higher-ups, remember? I'm well aware of the situation with Sukunaâs vessel and the potential ramifications of his continued existence."
Squaring your shoulders, you leveled Gojo with an unwavering stare. "My answer is final. Bringing this to the elders would be pointless at best, and could potentially jeopardize my position if they see it as insubordination. I'm not sacrificing everything I've worked for just because you showed up and gave me those stupid puppy dog eyes."
Rather than back down, Gojo simply regarded you with a contemplative tilt of his headâbright gaze assessing as if turning over your words from every possible angle. You could practically see the gears turning behind those piercing blue irises as he recalibrated his approach.
"Okay, let's table the business side of things for now," he said at last, tone losing some of its previous urgency. Straightening his body, Gojo prowled a step closerâeffectively reclaiming the charged atmosphere from earlier. "Maybe you just need some...persuading to see reason."
You refused to be baited so easily, keeping your expression coolly neutral even as his scalding presence flooded your personal space once more. "I'm not some hormonal teenager letting her heart sway business decisions anymore, Satoru. Those games won't work."
Gojo hummed softly in response, head cocking as his lips curved into a slow, molten smirk. "We'll see about that..."
Without warning, his hands clamped down on your hips, thumbs digging in with delicious friction as he hauled you flush against the solid wall of his torso. You couldn't withhold the tiny gasp that punched free at the sudden, searing contactâevery ridge and cording muscle of Gojo's powerful physique branding itself against your towel-clad frame.
"Does this position feel...familiar to you at all, gorgeous?" he murmured in a honeyed rasp right against the whorl of your ear. His nose trailed a path along your jaw as he dipped to mouth steamy, lingering kisses down the fragrant column of your throat. "Maybe sparks a few memories of the last time you found yourself pinned underneath me...crying out for more the whole night through?"
A shudder rippled down your spine at the crude allusion to your long-ago graduation celebration with Gojo. You remembered that encounter vividlyâevery slick rasp of skin against skin, the sweltering tangle of limbs, the exquisite ache of being split open on his thick cock over and over until the entire room reeked of your joined passion.
Gojo merely chuckled at your flustered squirming, nosing aside the collar of your towel to lave a heated path along your collarbone. "Mmm...that's right. There were points that night where I had my cock buried so fuckin' deep in this perfect pussy of yours that you could taste it on the back of your tongue with every breath."
You bit back a shuddering whimper at the crude imagery, willpower rapidly crumbling beneath his carnal onslaught. Despite your best efforts, the memories he so skillfully stoked were stoking liquid tendrils of arousal thrumming to life between your thighs. Gojo's grin stretched wider as you unconsciously arched into his scorching frame.
"Always did love ruining you on my dick that first time," he rumbled with blatant gratification against your heated skin. "Watching those gorgeous eyes glaze over while I split you open again and again until you passed out..."
Abruptly, Gojo detached his mouth from the thundering pulse at your jugular with one final lingering sweep of his sinful tongue. Smirking down at your glazed, panting expression, he tucked an errant lock of hair behind your ear.
"But hey...while fun memories are nice, I'd rather make some new ones together after work," he said, suddenly all casual nonchalance once more as he meandered towards the door. "I'll pick you up from HQ when your shift is over and we can...discuss this Itadori thing some more in private. That sound good to you, babe?"
You blinked rapidly, trying to reassemble your scattered thoughts as the searing proximity of Gojo's presence withdrewâleaving you bereft and utterly unbalanced by the shift.
"Don't worry your pretty head over giving me an answer," Gojo called over his shoulder as he palmed the doorknob. "I already know you'll say yes when I remind you again how much that tight little pussy loves being split open on myâ"
The door snapped shut with a hollow thud, cutting off the rest of his filthy promise. Though the last rakish wink he slanted your way before departing was more than enough to sear the implication deep into your psyche.
Sinking heavily back against the wall, you fought to regain your equilibriumâlimbs quaking and breath escaping in ragged pants that did nothing to dissuade the rising tide of feverish arousal still gripping your core. Gojo had utterly unraveled you into a breathless, squirming mess from just a few suggestive caresses and searing endearments.
And despite your best efforts, you got the gnawing suspicion he'd made up his mind to thoroughly capitalize onâand ruthlessly extendâthat molten state when you inevitably saw him again tonight.
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The long hours crept by at an agonizing pace as you tried to focus on your duties at headquarters. But the memory of Gojo's heated presence that morning, his crude allusions to your long-ago passionate tryst, made it utterly impossible to concentrate.
You vividly recalled the way his powerful frame had caged you against the wall, face nuzzling along your flushed throat as that rich, smoky timbre painted filthy promises about thoroughly splitting you open again soon. Just the phantom whisper of Gojo's searing lips tracing your thundering pulse was enough to catalyze wild tremors of molten arousal deep in your core.
Each time you shifted in your seat or bent over the piles of paperwork, you could've sworn a delirious ache throbbed between your thighsâmuscles fluttering with unbearable emptiness. Like they instinctively yearned to be stretched taut around the thick, punishing girth of Gojo's cock once more, just like that rapturous night of your graduation celebration.
The explicit images and flashes of sensation made concentrating an exercise in futility. Only your rigid adherence to professionalism and composure prevented you from squirming like an utter harlot right there in front of your subordinates.
By the time the evening hours finally rolled around, you felt strung as taut as a high wireâelectrified nerves screaming for any sort of reprieve from Gojo's lingering psychic imprint. So you hastily packed your bags and paperwork, determined to slip out before he had a chance to accost you again.
However, the second you passed through the main entrance gates, a powerful hand shot out to clamp around your bicep in an authoritative grip. You barely contained the strangled gasp as Gojo's sheer masculine presence enveloped you, dragging you into the shadowed seclusion of a nearby alcove.
The cool stone bit into your back as he firmly levered your wrists overhead, utterly pinning you in place with his hulking silhouette. Gojo's piercing blue eyes glinted in the dim light, scorching a path down your disheveled figure with undisguised intent.
"Leaving so soon?" The deep, resonant timbre of his voice washed over you in smoky tendrils, already catalyzing a fresh blaze of arousal in your veins. "And here I was looking forward to picking up where we left off earlier..."
To emphasize his point, Gojo surged forward until every inch of his powerful frame molded against yours in a delicious, searing brand. You whimpered softly as his weight pinned you fully, feeling the unmistakable rigid line of his erection notching against your lower belly.
Gojo ducked his head with a low rumble of approval, searing lips and tongue mapping a scorching path along the fragrant hollow of your throat. You instinctively tilted your head aside to grant him better access, shuddering helplessly as he indulged in long, openmouthed draughts of your scent and flushed skin.
"F-Fuck...Satoru, not here!" The words emerged in a reedy, breathless whine against your better judgment as his wicked mouth found that sensitive bundle of nerves just below your ear. You writhed beneath the slow torment with increasing desperation. "Anyone could catch us...this is crazy!"
Rather than immediately address your token protests, Gojo merely chuckledâthe warm puffs of his amusement ghosting deliciously along your tingling nerves as he mouthed a stinging graze against your racing pulse. One of his large, calloused palms slid down to engulf your hip in a possessive squeeze, already kneading and grinding you in a slow simmer of friction.
"You say that like you've never been desperate enough to beg me to fuck you right here in these hallways before..." The low, sensually-charged growl shivered your bones down to the marrow. Gojo finally pulled back enough to cage your dazed features fully within his piercing stareâlips curved in a lascivious smirk of fond reminiscence. "Multiple times, if I'm recalling correctly."
Heat flared through your cheeks as the graphic imagery took shape against your fraying resistanceâlurid memories of breathless encounters where the thrill of potentially being caught by patrolling sentries only fueled the delirious flames higher. You swallowed hard against the thickness now cloying your throat, squirming in feeble denial.
Gojo's smirk deepened into something utterly sinful as he drank in your expression with clear relish. "Do you need me to refresh your memory about the last time you had me backed into a supply closet?" he rasped, leaning in until the blistering brand of his body seared you from chest to hip once more. "How hard you came when I finally pulled those thighs apart and licked straight through your soakedâ"
"Enough!" you gasped out before he could fully unleash the damning words. You renewed your efforts at wriggling free in earnest, well aware your weakening restraint wouldn't last against Gojo's relentless carnal onslaught. "I-I...maybe we should actually go somewhere more appropriate first. Dinner, maybe?"
Despite your sudden meek suggestion, you couldn't quite mask the desperation laced through the plaintive request. Gojo's eyes seemed to glitter brighter at the shift in your demeanor, clearly scenting weakness in the offing as he allowed his grip to relax somewhat.
"Dinner first, huh?" He pursed those full lips into an exaggerated pout of contemplation before relenting with a dramatic sigh. "Well, I suppose that's only fair since I'm the one working up an appetite here..."
With one last blistering look that robbed you of breath entirely, Gojo stepped back and pivoted on his heel to swagger away down the narrow thoroughfare like a man supremely assured of victory. You could only sag back against the alcove wall, chest heaving with exertion as the towering remnants of arousal slowly ebbed.
However, there remained little doubt in your overwrought psyche that this temporary reprieve from your joining was little more than the universe's taunting cruelty. You'd awoken Gojo's darkest, most lascivious appetites earlier that morning.
And if the way he slanted one final look over his powerful shoulderâbright irises already blown wide and jaw clenching subtly around what had to be punishing levels of restraintâthen the true feasting was only just about to begin in earnest. With your achingly empty body as the main course.
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The opulent restaurant oozed sophistication from every polished surface and perfectly-starched linen. The sommelier's formal bow and crisp recitation of the evening's premier wine offerings seemed utterly wasted on the two of you.
You eyed Gojo over the rim of your glass, the dry Cabernet doing little to dull the lingering tension still thrumming between your joined frames. As always, he looked utterly nonplussed about the lavish indulgences surrounding youâcrisp white dress shirt straining across his muscular torso and sharp jawline rasped by the beginnings of late evening stubble. Like a predator eternally at ease, regardless of situation.
Gojo's piercing gaze roamed over you with the same slow, assessing intensity one might reserve for an exquisite delicacy awaiting consumption. You tried not to squirm under that molten scrutiny, clearing your throat pointedly.
"I'm assuming there was some purpose behind corralling me into this place," you remarked in your best professional tone. "Beyond getting me liquored up for some inappropriate table exhibition, that is."
Rather than rebuff your dig, Gojo simply angled his head in a catlike tiltâlips curling into a devilish smirk that telegraphed his carnal interest crystal clear. Leaning further back in his chair, he allowed one broad palm to splay suggestively over the crisp linen covering his lap, fingertips drumming out an idle staccato.
"Well now, I certainly wouldn't say no to having those gorgeous lips wrapped around something else for a change." His deep timbre emerged laced with sin and smoky insinuation. "You always did look like an utter vision stuffed under these fancy tabletops sucking me off..."
Heat blossomed across your cheeks despite your best efforts at composure. You knocked back another bracing swallow of wine, struggling not to dwell on the searing flashes his words evokedâmemories of delirious encounters where Gojo had hauled you under secluded tables to properly appreciate your skills with relentless, undisguised gratification.
Swallowing thickly, you gripped your fork with slightly more force than necessary."I'd ask if you're always this disgracefully crass and lascivious in public these days...but then I remembered who I'm talking to," you said dryly. "So in the interest of not causing a scene, why don't we get to the point of this little ambush?"
One brow arched infinitesimally as Gojo cocked his head further, clearly drinking in your prim and vaguely irritated state with evident relish. "You seem awfully anxious to rush right to business," he murmured, fingertips continuing their idle rhythm against the tablecloth. "Where's that simmering self-restraint and haughty composure I remember enjoying unraveling piece...by...delicious...piece so thoroughly back in the day?"
You opened your mouth to fire back a scathing retort, only for Gojo to cut you off with a low, lush rumble. "Unless you've simply decided being insatiably thirsty for this cock is more your speed these days..."
With that quiet taunt, his free hand disappeared beneath the pristine linen swathe in a heavy, meaningful descent. You swallowed convulsively as his fingertips slid along the unmistakable ridge of his thick cock straining against the unforgiving fabric of his slacks. Every knuckle undulated in a deliberate, stroking glide that tightened your throat like a vise around trapped breaths and unspoken pleas.
"Can practically already taste how soaked you're getting beneath those prim layers just from the thought alone..." Gojo continued in a molten rasp heavy with undisguised gratification. "Imagining that filthy little mouth stretched wide around my girth again, glazing yourself in my cum right here in front of god and all these polite company..."
A tiny, reedy sound slipped unbidden from your constricted chest despite your best efforts at locking it down. Gojo's lascivious smirk turned rapacious as he correctly scented the spike of liquid want now cloying the humid space between you.
"So what do you say, gorgeous?" He pitched his timbre slightly lower, allowing each gravelled syllable to curl around your senses with lashes of pure elemental sin. "Going to be a good little famished cocksleeve and give me a hand under the table before we get down toâ"
You cut across his brazen soliloquy with a forceful rap of your fork against the tabletop. Pulling yourself together, you fixed Gojo with a severe glower that finally seemed to give him pause.
"If you can't conduct yourself with any semblance of decorum befitting your station, then I'm through entertaining these adolescent displays," you bit out in a hushed tone edged with adamant warning. "I'm not some wide-eyed underling fresh off the training fields anymore, Satoru. I have higher standing and responsibility than you seem to grasp."
Silence stretched between you for a weighted beatâGojo's heated gaze flickering over you with renewed focus you couldn't quite decipher. When he finally spoke again, there was a note of uncharacteristic control underpinning his typically buoyant candor. Clearly, he'd grasped the need to change tactics once more.
"You're absolutely right," he said after a prolonged pause. "Part of me forgets just how much you've grown and ascended the ranks over the years." One side of his mouth curved higher in a lopsided ghost of his usual smirk. "Clearly earned the elders' respect and esteem far beyond that of a simple 'secretary' as I put it earlier."
Before you could retort, Gojo pressed onwardsâhand sliding almost absently back into view to wrap around the stem of his wine flute. "Which is exactly why your assistance is pivotal to turning the tide regarding Yuji's current...perilous circumstances."
There was a grim finality in his words that snapped you back to the seriousness of the moment like a sobering slap to the face. You shifted fractionally taller in your seat, expression hardening as Gojo continued in low, adamant tones.
"Whether you're fully aware or care to admit it right now, that kid is destined to be pivotal for the upcoming events on the horizon," he rumbled with quiet conviction. "Leaving him to get executed off the books tomorrow morning would be tantamount to losing our most powerful asset before the real battles even begin."
Swirling his wine idly, Gojo paused to take an unhurried pull directly from the bottle before continuing. "Which is why I'm going to need to call in more than a few favors getting his sentence postponed tonight. Starting with you, of course..."
There was a new current of steely focus glinting in his gaze as it bored into you with ruthless intensity. For several protracted beats, you simply held each other's staresâgauging the lengths and motivations rumbling beneath the surface beyond petty physical exploits.
Finally, you pursed your lips and shook your head in a solemn negation. "I'm sorry, but I can't overstep protocol and abuse my influence with the elders like that," you stated, quietly adamant. "Not even for you, Satoru. The ramifications could unravel everything I've worked decades to attain if word got out I went rogue."
Rather than exploding in his usual flashes of arrogance or wounded pride, Gojo merely raked you with a glower of narrowed, simmering intent. His next words emerged more pointed and resonating than any innuendo or filthy endearment preceding it.
"Are you sure about that stance?" he intoned darkly. "Because if memory serves, there are a few distinct...indiscretions we've engaged in that could certainly be construed as 'unraveling' by the elders' view, wouldn't you agree?"
The waiter's polished footsteps faded as he departed to fetch their entrees, leaving you and Gojo in a weighted silence. You could practically taste the undercurrent of tension simmering in the air between you both.
Sipping his wine slowly, Gojo dragged his incandescent stare over your features with undisguised intensity. "I'm serious about this," he stated in a low, firm rumble that brooked no further evasion. "We're talking everything from inappropriate use of jujutsu techniques to conduct we both know crosses so many lines..."
He trailed off meaningfully, leaving the implications to hang heavy as his tongue slicked over his lower lip. You swallowed hard against the rising heat prickling across your cheeks and neck.
"Like that night in the east gardens behind the training halls," Gojo continued, voice dropping into a deeper, more intimate register that curled straight between your thighs. "Where I pinned you down in the grass and ate you out until you came all over my face. And then I fucked you so hard, you nearly passed out before we got caught."
Despite yourself, a tremulous shiver raked through your nerves as the visceral flashes assaulted your mind's eyeâthe frantic rasp of his calloused palms roaming and kneading, the slick motions of his tongue probing and savoring parts of you meant for far more intimate settings.
Gojo noticed your reaction with a dark chuckle, clearly satisfied he'd reeled you back in completely. "Or what about the time you wrapped those pretty lips around my cock in the maintenance closet and let me rail your throat until you choked on my load? How many rules was just that one encounter bending, hm?"
The directness of his words scorched through you with dizzying potency, making you flush and squirm. You parted your lips on a shaky exhale, determined to regain some semblance of control.
But Gojo smirked knowingly and pressed his verbal advantage in a low, filthy rumble. "Face it, I've got enough material on you ruining me with that greedy little mouth and pussy all over campus to get you defrocked hard." His hooded azure gaze practically seared into your core. "And yet you really wanna risk me airing all those dirty details to the elders? Leaving Itadori's fate to chance like that?"
Your mouth felt suddenly dry as you wrestled with the undeniable truth behind his taunting words. For several fraught beats, the frustration and righteous indignation warred with your embedded sense of duty to the cause. Finally, you released a shuddery breath and lifted your chin.
"I'll...see what I can do about swaying things in your favor," you muttered in a low, slightly strained tone. "No promises, but I'll try discussing options with the higher-ups."
Rather than seem appeased, Gojo's expression only hardened furtherâcarved features settling into a granite mask of tenacious stubbornness and smoldering impatience. "'Not good enough, kitten," he rumbled, forearms tensing atop the table. "This mission is too fucking important for halfhearted measures. I need you to outright insist on a stay of execution being granted, got it? No more stammering 'I'll try' bullshit that lets them sidestep."
His unyielding stare pinned you with the intensity of a physical force, raising your hackles slightly despite your attempt at diplomacy. Still, looking into those blazing blue embers, you got the distinct impression that you'd sooner achieve moving a mountain with vocal commands than sway Gojo on this matter. That steely resolve would accept nothing less than complete victory in postponing Itadori's fate.
Just as you began resigning yourself to digging in for another round of heated back-and-forth across the fancy tablecloth, the arrival of the main courses mercifully broke the combative spell between you. Gojo seemed to settle back imperceptibly as the waiter swept inâthat scorching intensity banking down to a more companionable smolder for the time being.
Still, you recognized the temporary reprieve for what it was as you tucked into your meal with far less gusto than anticipated. Despite his best efforts to gloss over the previous tension with idle banter and lighter conversational tones, it remained silently understood that the evening's main purpose still hung unresolved and delicate between you until matters were final.
So it was with an undercurrent of somber expectation that you finally settled the check and rose to follow Gojo from the opulent dining hall at evening's end. A subtle snap of his fingers triggered a curiously disorienting sensation of compression and vertigoâonly to release you blinking in surprise mere heartbeats later, finding yourself suddenly standing in the familiar living quarters you called home.
"I'd say you're handling that little trick with far more aplomb these days," Gojo remarked with a lopsided grin, clearly drinking in your adjustment to his impromptu teleportation with amusement. "Remember when I first started zipping you around like that? Pretty sure you heaved your guts all over those ugly penny loafers you used to wear back in the day."
Huffing out a noise of semi-fond exasperation, you aimed a swat at his sculpted arm without malice. "Yes, well I suppose youth and naivety breed certain...overzealous behaviors, don't they?" you retorted before immediately sobering once more. "Like making reckless judgment calls that imperil an entire system..."
Gojo's expression remained impassive, giving no outward indication whether your choice of words struck any particular chord with him. However, you caught the faintest glimmer flickering behind those incandescent blue irises - the barest hint that perhaps you'd underestimated just how much gravitas your dissenting opinion potentially held with the higher-ups.
After all, you were Gojo Satoru's first and most distinguished pupil back when he initially ascended to teaching status, weren't you? Not only that, but your judicious control and prime mastery of your innate techniques embodied many of the fundamental philosophies and fighting styles the old guard so staunchly valued. On numerous occasions, your skills had been cited as quintessential examples to uphold for future generations...
You blinked, momentarily caught off guard as the weighty truth of your potential sway with leadership gradually bobbed to the surface of your consciousness like drift debris after a storm. This entire evening, Gojo might have simply been maneuvering to forcibly realign your perspective on leveraging the hidden influence you apparently wielded without ever fully grasping it.
To truly comprehend the magnitude of the gambit he intended to play using your standing as the key gambit.
Before you could properly parse that sobering epiphany, however, Gojo had already closed what little distance remained between your frames with purposeful strides. The blistering heat of his body all but blanketed yours as he leaned in with that familiar aura of prowling, casual intensity that always made your breath stall.
"So..." he murmured, voice pitching into a lower register that seemed to slither straight down your spine. "Does that mean you're gonna be a good girl and invite me inside so we can continue this intriguing conversation in more...comfortable accommodations?"
Gojo punctuated the brazen implication by cocking one arm against the doorframe, effectively caging you between the cool wood and the searing, masculine planes of his torso and hips. You were abruptly overwhelmed by the reality of his proximity - each subtly shifting ripple of sinew and musculature utterly inescapable from this range.
That distinctly virile, elemental musk that always set your senses clamoring was back in full force as well. You swallowed hard, nostrils flaring fractionally as the delirious essence of Gojo's body heat and clean, faintly spiced perspiration flooded your olfactory receptors. Despite your most ardent efforts, you felt your lids grow heavy and mouth part unconsciously as liquid frissons of pure, burgeoning temptation licked through your veins.
Just like that, with a few deftly aimed strokes, Gojo had reeled you back to the precipice of helpless surrender once more. Still, you summoned the dregs of your stern resolve and planted your palms squarely against his chest, levering back an inch to preserve some semblance of boundaries.
"Subtle as ever, I see," you managed in a tone you hoped came across more dryly exasperated than outright breathless. "I should've guessed the moment we arrived you'd be angling to make yourself at home uninvited."
One brow arched higher, though you didn't miss the slight crinkling at the corners of Gojo's stupidly pretty eyes betraying his hushed amusement. "Oof, someone has their defenses wound just a tad tightly if they think I require permission these days," he shot back with a wry rumble.
Before you could summon a retort, that leonine physique surged forward in a slow, sensual undulationâonce again pinning you fully against the unyielding wooden slab with the scorching brand of his larger frame. Gojo's free hand drifted down to palm the generous curve of your hip with sinful insistence, hips canting forward until there could be no mistaking the ridge of his erection notching against your lower belly.
"Better question might be..." His voice dropped several delirious octaves into those sandpaper-rough timbres that seemed to sizzle straight through your nerve endings. "Why even bother pretending at token protests when we both know how this little dance is gonna end...?"
Those incandescent azure irises flickered down to where his fingertips were already stroking teasing swirls against the exposed strip of skin between your top and waistband, silently daring you to rebuff such an implicit capitulation.
"So why delay the inevitable any longer, gorgeous?" Gojo rumbled against your lips, voice dropping into that gravelly timbre designed to liquefy your restraint. "Let's get down to stripping off all these formalities once and forâ"
"You haven't even kissed me yet today," you blurted out, cutting across his heated soliloquy.
Gojo's pale brows pinched infinitesimally as the words seemed to momentarily stall his single-minded determination. You could practically see the gears turning behind those hooded azure irises as he processed your statementâlikely running back through every provocative encounter and instance of attempted seduction throughout the evening.
When his piercing stare finally snapped back to yours, there was the faintest glimmer of sheepish realization burning there. "...Huh. You're right," he remarked in a slightly lower, more subdued tone. "Here I've been working overtime to rile you up, and I haven't even had the balls to properly lay one on you yet."
You tried not to visibly preen under the gratifying acknowledgment, but couldn't quite suppress the tiny quirk tugging at the corners of your mouth. Sensing a rare window of opportunity, you shifted your weight more fully against the solid contours of Gojo's frame, allowing your fingers to trail upwards in delicate spirals.
"Well?" You arched one brow in playful challenge, throat bobbing on a swallow as your digits mapped higher along the tendons of his powerful neck. "Are you going to actually follow through, or am I going to have to take the initiative here?"
For one heated beat, Gojo simply held your pointed stare in taut suspensionâthe atmosphere between you both seeming to atomize down into charged ionization particles awaiting the slightest catalyst to detonate. Then, his lips curved higher in a lopsided smirk you'd come to recognize as pure, unrepentant recklessness sublimating into physical form.
"You're going to have to come and get it, gorgeous," he rumbled, the raspy undercurrents sending delicious frissons shivering along your nerves. "Show me just how badly you've been starving for a real taste all evening."
His dexterous fingers slid up to cup the line of your jaw, thumb sweeping suggestively across your lower lip in a searing caress. You struggled not to whimper at the electrifying friction as Gojo leaned further into your personal space.
However, rather than ducking his head the final few scant inches to seal his mouth hungrily over yours, the insufferable tease merely arched backwardâbody undulating in a slow, sinuous retreat until he towered over you at his full impressive stature. The tip of his tongue darted out to lave his lower lip in clear relish, eyes glinting with wicked invitation as he silently dared you to make good on rising to his heated gauntlet.
A thrill of excitement and determination lanced through your chest as you instantly grasped the game afoot. With purposeful, unhurried movements, you allowed your palms to splay across the granite warmth of his abdomen before slowly, teasingly tracking higher in a worshiping glide. Every rippling corde and sinewy groove of his musculature became briefly profiled as you glided your touch upwards - mapping the scorching acreage in ardent appreciation.
Gojo watched your journey with blown pupils and ragged breaths, torso visibly expanding with each shuddering inhalation he dragged against his impressive restraint. You didn't miss the flex and bunching of his arms and shoulders as you passed over his pectorals, clearly fighting not to haul you bodily against him right then and simply crush your pliant frames back into mutual rapture.
But still, he remained steadfast and motionlessâa living marble statue gloriously chiseled from pure virile perfection, awaiting your reverent indulgences with a banked smolder burning behind his hooded stare.
Finally, your fingertips dusted across the sharp angles of his jaw and cheekbones, body arching and straining upwards in your single-minded pursuit of that elusive, smug mouth you craved with mounting desperation. Try as you might to extend yourself onto the balls of your feet and go fully up on tiptoes, Gojo maintained a scant whisper of distanceâalways hovering just out of your reach with an expression of blatant masculine gratification at your squirming efforts.
A huff of breathy frustration nearly slipped free at the persistent denial, only to be silenced by the way Gojo instinctively dipped lower as if to grant your wish...only to arc back with a low, filthy chuckle that reverberated against your now-thundering pulse. It was as much a sensual dance of control and restraint as a taunt or test of wills at this junctureâsimply savoring the delirious friction generated as your pliant, questing form sought to twine and pull him down into decadent oblivion, inch by maddening inch.
"Easy there, kitten..." he rasped in a low, smoky cadence designed to further short-circuit your resolve. "Why don't you try dropping to those pretty knees for me? Might give you better leverage and angles to play with in reaching those tempting lips that have been tormenting that insatiable appetite of yours..."
You answered with a full-body shudder and a needy keen spilling free from your very marrowâall thoughts of recalcitrance and willpower now thoroughly banished beneath the inescapable gravity well of Gojo's hypnotic presence and unholy temptations.
You whined out loud, an unguarded noise of pure pleading desire that seemed to momentarily crack through your usually reserved demeanor. "Satoru...please, wanna kiss you so badly."
The raw, plaintive tone of your entreaty hung in the air between you, heavy with naked yearning in a way that gave even Gojo pause. His brilliant eyes seemed to smolder brighter for an instant, no doubt dredging up fond recollections of past occasions where he'd so thoroughly unraveled your ironclad poise and reduced you to this state.
Rather than pounce on your vulnerability or tease further, however, Gojo's expression softened ever so slightly. One broad palm cradled the back of your skull as he ducked in closer, guiding your trembling frame until your brows nearly brushed.
"Since you asked so nicely..." he murmured, deep timbre emerging somewhere between a graveled purr and heated rumble.
You barely managed a shuddering inhalation before Gojo sealed his mouth over yours in a searing brand of possession. The initial clash of lips and tongue was something closer to an elemental force than a mere intimate exchangeânot at all gentle, but rife with pent-up longing and ravenous need finally given free rein.
Your fingers instinctively knotted in the soft fabric of his shirt as Gojo laid an utterly thorough claim upon your senses. He swallowed each desperate little noise and whimper that punched free as if savoring the most delectable of delicacies. One thick forearm banded around your lower back to anchor you fully against his solid frame as he deepened the devouring cadence with relentless intensity.
A husky growl of clear approval and gratification rumbled against your slick, swollen mouth as Gojo momentarily allowed a scant parting for air. "Fuck...I'd almost forgotten how greedy and eager this talented little tongue can get," he grated with clear relish.
You could only pant and squirm fitfully in answer, thoughts scattered like dandelion seeds on a breeze. Gojo simply chuckled richlyâthe timbre vibrating straight through your very cells in a way that somehow untethered your feet from the ground entirely.
The next thing you clearly registered were his powerful arms banding beneath the backs of your thighs to haul you securely against his body in one smooth, easy motion. Your startled yelp melted into a tremulous sigh as the bunching plains of his torso and abdomen braced your arched spine in a sublime full-body embrace.
"Don't go passing out on me before the real fun starts," Gojo husked against the thundering pulse at your nape, even as his long strides carried you across the threshold of your apartment. "I've got plans for putting that gifted mouth to far better uses than just kissing..."
With your legs now locked around his narrow hips, you could feel every delicious ridge and twitch of his growing erection grinding against your dampening heat through the flimsy barriers separating you. A piteous whine slipped free as the swaying rhythm of his determined gait threatened to unravel you down to your very foundation.
"That's it, let me hear just how desperate I've got you aching to taste me properly again," Gojo growled against the whorl of your ear, each guttural rasp sparking fresh convulsions of need between your thighs. "Been waiting all fucking day to unwrap this gorgeous little prize and savor you inch...by...inch."
Gojo punctuated the lascivious promise by swiveling to carefully lay you out amidst the rumpled linens and cushionsâeach flickering shadow casting his chiseled features into harsh relief. No more levity or evasion glossed his expression, only the stark severity and zero-compromises focus of a predator fully engaged.
Rather than pounce on you immediately, however, Gojo seemed to pause and simply drink in the sight of your breathless, disheveled state with smoldering intent. His bright eyes roamed over every inch of your upturned features and the generous curves left tantalizingly displayed by your askew clothing.
"Goddamn..." he rumbled in a deep timbre thick with undisguised yearning. "Look at you splayed out for me, practically begging to get worked over already."
You swallowed hard, unable to tear your gaze away from the pure masculine intensity blazing in his stare. There was an undercurrent of restrained hunger there that made your pulse thunderâheady and distinctly feral even as Gojo slowly prowled over your prone body.
Rather than immediately claim you in a reckless flurry of lust, his calloused palms mapped your sides in a languid, purposeful glide all the way up to your rib cage. You arched instinctively into his maddening caresses, whimpering softly in anticipation.
"Easy there, baby..." Gojo murmured in a low rasp against the whorl of your ear. His nose trailed along the thrumming tendons of your neck, clearly savoring the scent of your desire. "You act like it's been months since this pretty pussy has been spread out and stuffed full. And after all the time I spent working you into this gorgeous, wrecked state..."
You squirmed fitfully beneath his unyielding weight, needy whines spilling past your parted lips as Gojo continued leisurely nuzzling and nipping along your jawline and throat. Despite the unhurried leisure of his attentions, you were rapidly spiraling into molten delirium between his hoarse endearments and the tantalizing friction where your bodies met.
"What, so impatient you can't even let me take a second to savor this?" Gojo husked out in a gravel-rough rasp that made you shiver. "I had to spend all damn day thinking about bending you over the second we were alone...so you'll excuse me if I take things slow now that I've got you all wound up and drenched for it."
Emphasizing his point, Gojo slotted one thick, muscular thigh between your parted legs, rocking forward in a slow grind that dragged the solid length of his cock against your molten entrance through the thin barrier separating you. You cried out sharply at the delicious friction, back bowing as frantic nails scoured tracks down his flexing shoulder blades in desperation.
"Yeah...that's it, squirm and moan for me like a good girl," Gojo growled in clear approval, tongue laving a wet path along the fragrant hollow of your throat. "Keep making those filthy sounds and just MAYBE I'll finally give you what you've been gagging for all night."
You could only whimper raggedly in compliance as his mouth moved lower, searing a path from collarbone to the generous swell of your breasts. His large hands cradled and kneaded the soft flesh with relish before tugging the stretchy fabric aside to bare one nipple to the calloused heat of his lips and tongue.
"That's right...let Daddy get his fill and reacquaint himself with every lush goddamn inch," Gojo growled around the rosy peak, sending lightning bolts of sensation zinging straight to your molten core. "Been thinking about sucking and biting these perfect tits all over again ever since you walked into that restaurant looking like a goddamn meal..."
Despite his crude admission, there was an undercurrent of clear reverence and tender devotion laced through his ragged cadences now. Gojo laved and nuzzled at your breasts with all the ardent indulgence of a penitent savoring their last meal before execution. His hooded azure gaze seemed to blaze brighter with each piteous keen and arch you offered up in answer to his lavishing.
Just as you felt yourself ascending the spiraling crescendo toward mindless bliss under his skilled attentions, Gojo abruptly detached from your saturated nipple with a low noise of harsh restraint. You whined plaintively, eyes glassy as your hands reflexively fisted in the front of his shirtâsilently pleading for him to resume lapping away at the fiery deprivation swiftly devouring you inside out.
"Easy, baby..." he rasped through gritted teeth, clearly suppressing his own spiraling ardor through sheer force of iron will. "I didn't wait this long to absolutely wreck you just to blow it all on some half-assed foreplay."
Slanting his mouth over yours in another scorching, possessive claim, Gojo cradled your overwrought features between those rough, calloused palms with surprising tenderness.
His thumb smoothed along your cheekbone as the kiss gradually shifted into a slow, sensual undulation.
"Tell me what you want," he murmured against the seam of your lips. "Let Daddy hear you ask for it nice and loud."
The command emerged as a gravelly whisper, though his blazing stare held an unmistakable glint of command. Still, the blatant carnal hunger etched into his expression made you feel positively giddy and invincible as your fingertips trailed along the corded lines of his powerful throat.
"I want you inside me, Sensei," you pleaded, voice pitching into a breathy whine. "Please, I need to feel you filling me up again."
Gojo groaned, clearly relishing the shameless admission and the way your thighs clenched reflexively around his hips. You could feel the rigid contours of his cock twitching eagerly against your slickened folds through the layers separating you.
"Fuck, the mouth on you," he rasped, nipping lightly at the underside of your jaw. "You know what it does to me when you call me that."
"Good," you purred, allowing your fingers to trail higher until they carded through the silky soft strands of his hair. "Now, are you going to stop stalling and show me how much better you are at playing teacher in bed?"
Your bold retort earned a snarl of pure male approval, though the sound quickly tapered into a groan as you deliberately canted your hips to drag the seeping damp of your panties against his throbbing erection. Gojo's fingers instinctively curled tighter around your neck, pinning you into place as he bucked and rolled his pelvis forward to reciprocate the delicious friction.
"Alright then, smartass..." he rasped, pupils blown nearly black with ravenous need as he stared down at your upturned, flushed face. "If that's how you wanna play it, I'm gonna make damn sure you're thoroughly re-educated on who exactly holds the reins here."
Without further ado, his hands drifted down to tug insistently at your waistband, practically shredding the flimsy fabric in his haste to free you from the rest of your clothing. You shivered at the way the cool evening air instantly pebbled across your newly exposed skin, though any instinctive modesty was quickly chased away by the hungry stare drinking in your naked form.
Gojo's expression shifted into a predatory leer, the sight sending another jolt of electric anticipation shooting through your already-jangling nerve endings. "That's better," he rumbled, broad palm skating a path up your inner thigh with unhurried reverence. "Nothing should be allowed to hide such a perfect view of my favorite fucking dessert."
You bit back a whimper at the possessive timbres lacing his gravel-rough voice, thighs twitching restlessly as Gojo's touch continued mapping higher. Finally, his questing fingertips slid into the sticky slick coating your swollen folds, dragging the copious evidence of your desire back to where your clit throbbed with need.
"Oh, look at that..." Gojo practically cooed, the filthy delight and awe laced through his voice sending a fresh rush of warmth spilling out against his dexterous ministrations. "Daddy's been neglecting his baby girl, and she's absolutely soaking wet already. How long has my gorgeous kitten been aching like this, hmm?"
The words emerged somewhere between a teasing croon and a gravelly growl, and you could only shudder and keen as Gojo continued rubbing maddening circles over your hypersensitive bud. The friction was already pushing you rapidly to the edge, and judging by the way Gojo's hooded gaze flickered up to watch your rapture, he could tell as much.
"Ah-ah...no cumming until you beg Daddy to fuck you properly," he rasped, even as his index and ring fingers dipped shallowly into your fluttering channelâteasing and stretching the seeping velvet heat in a way that made you sob out loud. "Don't make me have to punish you for being so naughty, kitten. You know I can keep you on the edge all night if I need to."
Your spine bowed and back arched as you writhed and thrashed beneath his touch, a litany of breathy whimpers and pleas falling from your kiss-swollen lips. "Please, please, Daddy, don't tease me," you begged shamelessly, the words nearly slurring together with raw need. "I'll be a good girl, I swear. Please, please just fuck me..."
Gojo's gaze sharpened with clear gratification as you entreated his mercy, and he finally eased off on the merciless friction between your thighs. Your lungs burned with the force of gulping down ragged lungfuls of air, but you were given scant reprieve before his hands gripped and lifted your thighs, effortlessly hauling you closer and spreading them wide.
"There's my good girl," he murmured, the raw timbre of his voice sending delicious frissons shivering across your fever-warm skin. "Such a sweet little angel when you finally submit."
With one more brief nip at the delicate flesh of your inner thigh, Gojo began working the fly of his trousers open, finally freeing his massive erection. He stroked and pumped his straining shaft a few times for good measure, eyes raking across your splayed, naked form with clear relish.
"Look at how pretty this tight little pussy is, dripping all over my fingers and cock just begging to get filled," he grunted, lining the bulbous crown against your quivering entrance and rubbing it back and forth through the sticky arousal saturating your folds.
A pitiful keen slipped past your parted lips at the taunting pressure, and you could feel a fresh gush of slickness welling up in response to his crass praise. Gojo smirked at the telltale reaction, one calloused palm sliding down to part the plush folds of your pussy even further.
"Goddamn, look how wet and greedy this is for me," he rumbled in a low tone thick with pure male satisfaction. "Bet you were fantasizing about having Daddy's cock stuffing this pretty cunt the whole time we were sitting there in that restaurant. Isn't that right, kitten?"
Your brain was barely capable of stringing together a coherent thought, much less a snarky comeback, but somehow the words slipped free despite the mindless delirium clouding your head. "Y-you were the one who wouldn't stop teasing," you moaned, squirming fitfully against the delicious pressure poised at your molten core. "Can't say I wasn't tempted to drag you into the bathroom and suck you off..."
The words dissolved into a keening cry as Gojo abruptly slammed into the hilt, filling you to the brim and beyond in one brutal, unyielding stroke. Your legs reflexively locked around his hips and lower back as he immediately began pounding into your clenching walls, each powerful thrust punching the breath from your lungs.
"Is that so, sweetheart?" Gojo gritted out, hissing through clenched teeth as the clutching vice of your inner walls seemed to squeeze the very life from his engorged shaft. "You were just planning on being a dirty little tease the whole time we were at dinner? What a fucking minx..."
Gojo punctuated the statement by angling your hips upward to drill even deeper, each merciless thrust nudging the sensitive spot at the very end of your channel until the pressure sent stars exploding behind your eyelids. The only sounds that could emerge were a series of broken mewls and wordless whines, utterly incapable of doing anything but lay there and take the exquisite torment of his unrelenting, devastating pace.
"Yeah, that's it, let me feel just how desperately you've been needing this," he snarled, large hands gripping your waist as his pelvis hammered a merciless rhythm against your overstimulated sex. "Soak this fucking cock like a good little kitten. Don't hold back on me, baby. Show me how much you missed Daddy's cock and I might let you cum."
You could barely process the filth spilling free from his mouth at this point, each syllable dissolving into an electric buzz as his ruthless assault stoked the pressure mounting inside you. It was a familiar, heady rush of sensationâa coiling tension that seemed to grow tighter and more unbearable with every punishing roll of Gojo's hips against yours.
He was driving you toward a cliff's edge without pause or quarter, and the sheer force of his intensity was dizzying. Yet, despite the frantic, almost savage cadence, you could feel the subtle shift in his grip and angle as Gojo's gaze bored into your face. Even in the midst of his own delirium, the sheer focus and attentiveness in his stare was intoxicating.
"F-fuck, I'm so close," you gasped out, feeling your core spasming and clutching against the rigid pistoning length impaling you. You feebly reached out, desperate for any kind of anchor amidst the relentless tidal wave of sensation threatening to pull you under. "Satoru...please, want you to kiss me again."
Without missing a beat, Gojo's hands shifted, scooping you up until you were practically cradled in his lap. Your legs reflexively locked around his hips and midsection, ankles hooking together as his thrusts never paused. The new position left your torso arching up toward his chest, and Gojo quickly took advantage, slanting his mouth over yours with renewed hunger.
Each slide and curl of his tongue seemed perfectly in time with the driving roll of his hips, and the added closeness was swiftly becoming too much. You were hurtling toward the edge of the abyss, and this time, Gojo seemed intent on taking you down with him.
"My perfect girl, taking my cock like such a good little slut," he gritted out, one hand tangling in your hair while the other braced your back, keeping your bodies fused together. "Been dreaming about this tight cunt for fucking days, and it's even better than I remember. Now be a good kitten and soak Daddy's cock for me."
You could feel yourself tumbling over the precipice even before Gojo's hand snaked down to thumb your clit, and the dual assault was all it took to send you reeling into blinding euphoria. Your climax hit like a freight train, ripping through you with an almost painful intensity that left your toes curling and vision blurring.
Gojo continued thrusting his full length in a rapid-fire tempo, hissing out a strangled groan as the spasms of your inner walls finally dragged him into the depths of oblivion alongside you. Your limbs felt like jelly, and you were grateful for his grip holding you steady as the waves of rapture subsided.
He didn't release you, though, not right away. Rather, Gojo simply held you in his arms, his cheek pressed to the side of your head and the slow rise and fall of his chest syncing with yours. The two of you remained silent for a long moment, simply breathing together as the room gradually stopped spinning around you.
Eventually, Gojo pulled back enough to cup your jaw and slant his mouth over yours in another gentle, exploratory kiss. It was nothing like the devouring claims and searing conquests that had preceded it, and the tenderness in the simple press of lips left you feeling utterly weightless.
When Gojo finally withdrew, the smirk curling his lips was positively self-satisfied. "I'd say thatâs enough foreplay, wouldn't you, baby?"
You could only huff a soft laugh in response, shaking your head as the residual tremors of bliss faded. "You consider thatforeplay?"
"Oh, I'm sorry, was I too gentle?" he retorted, feigning a look of innocent confusion. "Maybe we should try round two, then. I'll give you a chance to demonstrate what you meant about sucking me off."
The words emerged in a low, silky murmur as his large hands gripped and squeezed the supple curves of your ass, eliciting a soft squeal from you. You smacked at his broad chest ineffectually, unable to fight the grin tugging at your own mouth.
"You're incorrigible."
"That's not a no," Gojo pointed out, his smug expression practically radiating his unrepentant satisfaction. "And if you keep acting all cute and sassy, I can't promise I'll be able to resist the urge to bend you over and remind you exactly who's in charge."
Your stomach fluttered at the casual, nonchalant admission. It was an undeniable thrill knowing just how badly Gojo craved thisâcraved you. The thought alone was enough to send a fresh wave of warmth flooding through your veins.
"Maybe I'm not opposed to the idea," you murmured, biting down on your lower lip as you glanced up through your lashes.
The look was clearly too much for Gojo's self-control. His eyes darkened with fresh desire, and his grip shifted to lift and turn you so that you were sprawled facedown across the rumpled cushions.
"Well, in that case," he growled, the heat and weight of his body blanketing yours as his hips pressed flush to the swell of your backside. "Let's see just how filthy this mouth is, shall we?"
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The room seemed to exist in its own hushed, velvety cocoon of tranquility - a stark contrast to the ferocious passion that had consumed every inch mere moments ago. You lay draped languidly across Gojo's powerful frame with your cheek pillowed on the rises and valleys of his chest. The steady thrum of his heartbeat reverberated through your lashes in a soothing cadence.
One of your hands traced idle, featherlight patterns over the expanse of his toned abdomen - mapping the ridges and grooves so recently sheened and flexing under your ardent worshiping. Gojo remained equally at peace beneath your sprawled embrace, those brilliant azure irises at half-mast while he reclined with one arm crooked behind his head.
Despite the palpable aura of repletion surrounding you both, a new undercurrent began to gradually assert itself in the weighted stillness. You felt compelled to disturb the quietude to address what this entire evening had truly culminated towards - the deal quietly brokered between heated sheets and joined bodies.
"I'll contact the elders first thing," you murmured, the words seeming to slip free before your mind fully grasped their implication. "About postponing Itadori Yuji's case, like you wanted."
Gojo's chest expanded minutely on a slow inhale, but otherwise his statuesque form remained comfortably inert as your words hung in the air between you. After several beats, you felt the subtle weight of his stare alighting on your upturned features.
"Yeah?" His resonant timbre emerged in a low, stripped rasp - sounding as thoroughly unraveled as the rest of his carefully compartmentalized composure. "They'll actually listen to your stance on something so high-stakes?"
You allowed your own eyes to slip shut in a protracted blink, thoughts rapidly trying to align and process how to even begin verbalizing the sheer revelations that had bloomed open tonight about your place within the jujutsu hierarchy.
"I didn't fully grasp it at first," you admitted, voice coming out slightly roughened from earlier exertions. "But now I'm starting to understand the actual leverage my positioning and reputation has afforded without me even noticing."
Rather than respond directly, the only sound came from a protracted exhalation through Gojo's nose - seeming to signal his grasp of the situation finally mapping out as well. You hoped he also understood just how monumental a gambit he'd set into motion by hammering the truth home in his uniquely heated approach tonight. Not to induce guilt, per se...but perhaps a smidgeon more humility about the harrowing stakes being juggled.
As if sensing the direction of your thoughts, Gojo abruptly shifted his weight until you were rolled over onto your back - his solid bulk carefully blanketing yours without pressure. When your gazes met and locked, you felt that simmering connection arc back into incandescence once more between your joined frames.
"You continue underestimating yourself," he murmured in a timbre now rendered warm gravel thanks to its gravelly softness. He cupped the side of your jaw, thumb tracing the bow of your lips in a barely-there caress that spoke to so much more than surface motions. "Which is exactly why I'm never going to stop knocking some sense into that stubborn head of yours..."
With that throaty declaration, Gojo dipped his chiseled features lower until your foreheads brushed - noses scanting along one another in an electrifying gossamer graze. The intimacy of the motion seemed to steal your very breath straight from your lungs as he carried on in a husked rasp.
"So thank you. For listening to reason and actually wielding your power for once when it really mattered..."
Unable to resist the unspoken pull between your joined gravities any longer, you surged up to seal Gojo's mouth in a slow, simmering clash of satin flesh and indulgent possession. All the unvoiced sentiments and roiling tides of turbulence hovered for a suspended eternity within that singular nexus point before gradually dispersing into peaceful becalm once more.
Eventually Gojo broke away with the barest hint of a crooked smile tugging at those stupidly perfect lips, clearly satisfied with your acquiescence for the time being. The two of you simply basked in silence for a while longer, relishing in this well-earned moment of bonded lassitude.
That is, until the first stirrings of Gojo's impish irreverence inevitably bubbled back up in the form of his rich baritone laced with none-too-subtle swagger:
"So...I take it this means I get to thoroughly ruin you again before breakfast? No more insufferable teasing about you not putting out until your higher-up buddies get their precious signatures?"
You scoffed out a long-suffering sound of semi-amused exasperation, already anticipating the thick cloud of smug virility about to descend. Sure enough, Gojo's chest puffed with unrepentant satisfaction as he slung one heavy arm around your waist and lightly squeezed.
"That's what I thought. Face it kitten, that pretty pussy has officially been drafted into service under my uncompromising authority until further notice..."
He punctuated the lewd declaration by slanting his mouth over yours in a deliriously thorough deluge of hunger and virility, effectively stealing your very breath for a second rapturous cycle before exhaustion could dare creep back in.
And as your joined frames spiraled back into the delirious vortex of blissful dissipation once more, you couldn't help hazarding one last, bemused thought: somehow, you got the distinct impression Gojo would be exercising his latest "authority" over you with particularly unrestrained enthusiasm this time around.
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While both statements are valid, I think the OP is talking about something else.
It's a known phenomenon in mental health professional circles, that some people are so much more scared of the unknown (the better), that they actively cling to the patterns and behaviours they know (the bad). That's why the saying you can only help someone who wants help exists.
There can be many reasons for this; anxiety, unprocessed trauma, fear of failure, RSD for some, a controlling person in their life, etc.
There is also some kind of 'reward', however weird that may sound, to stay in the situation they're in. Can be attention, can be money, can be martyr complex, you name it.
If you have someone in your life who actively fights a better situation, best thing you can do is find out what the reward is.
(What are you getting out of this? Is a good question if person in question can handle blunt. Explain to me how this works for you? Is another. Mind your tone, though, and maybe read up on transactional analysis and drama triangles before attempting to break the cycle)
Once you have the reward, you can try to get to the reasons for the pattern remaining in place, but be careful, you're not their psychologist. If you find some answer beyond you, encourage this person to find professional help. I'm not saying don't talk about it, because often saying something out loud makes it accessible enough to be able to ask for help, and a friend is an excellent person to help take that step.
With love.
The strangest attitude I've ever seen on people about anything is when someone is aware that their situation is bad, and that other people have it better, and not only have their no intention to personally do anything to fix their situation, they'll actively fight you if you try to help them. They don't want their situation to get better. They just want you to feel bad about how bad they've got it.
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show me love [ dean w. ]
SUMMARY . you and deanâs friendship (of both platonic and sexual nature) falls apart when his father goes missing TAGS . 0.7k words, cliffhanger, all texting, heavy angst LAILAâS NOTES . yâall Iâd apologize but this is the first thing iâve written in years so if anything we should be happy.
February 2003
Dean: Hey, sweetheart.
Still in Georgia?
You: Yeah, why? Are you thinking of passing by?
Dean: Something like that.Â
Iâll be there in two days, maybe.Â
You: That sounds great, D. Text me when youâre here.
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August 2003
Dean: Look outside.Â
You: Youâre a real piece of work, you know that?Â
Rocks at my windows was sexy a century ago.
Dean: Still worked though, didnât it?
You: Yeah, asshole, Iâm awake at three in the morning.
Dean: Does that mean youâre not gonna open the door?
You: Fuck you. Iâm getting dressed.
Dean: No point, gonna take it all off anyway.
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You: You left suddenly, didnât know I was a one night stand, asshole.
Dean: Sorry, sweetheart, Sam called and I didnât wanna wake you up. We can grab something to eat tonight, howâs that?
You: Is that a promise you actually plan on keeping?
Dean: Swear on my life.
You: Iâve seen it, ain't much to swear by.
Dean: Ouch.
You: Miss you, pick me up at seven.
Dean: See ya then, baby.
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June 2005
Dean: Hey
You: Hi, D. Been a while.
Dean: Yeah, Iâm sorry
You: Itâs okay, I never expect much from us anyway. Whatâs up?
Dean: Do you think Iâm a bad person?
You: No. Why would you say that?
Dean: Iâm gonna ask Sam to come back, I canât find dad.
You: Why didnât you tell me? And it doesnât mean youâre a bad person. I mean, I would advise against it, Sam deserves a good life and you know that, but the fact that youâre asking before doing it says everything I need to know.
Dean: What does it say?
You: That you have a pure heart, D. Donât ever doubt it, okay?Â
But also incase you were actually thinking of it, please donât go get Sam. Heâs out, heâs finally out of the life, Dean.
I text him every week and heâs happy and in love, donât do it.
Dean: Iâm sorry.
You: Answer the phone.
Dean answer me.
Stop ignoring my calls
You suck
You: Youâre still not a bad person.
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August 2005
You: I will never forgive you.
Ever.
Dean: I didnât know youâd be here.
You: Fuck you. You disappeared on me for months and stop answering my calls you fucking asshole and then I try talking to you and you walk away in front of everyone.
Do you understand how fucking humiliating that was for me? My sisterâs asking if Iâm okay, thatâs how bad it is.
Dean: Iâm sorry.
You: Youâve never once meant that, Dean.Â
Not fucking once.
Youâre a dick.
And one day, youâre the one whoâs gonna regret it, not me.
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September 2005
Dean: Hunted a Djinn today.
Wanna know what my perfect life looked like?Â
You: Oh now you wanna talk?
Real nice of you.
Dean: You know what it was
You: And yet I donât care
Donât text me again
Dean: You wouldâve blocked me if you meant it.
It was you, sweetheart.
You: Good night, Dean.Â
Dean: Night.
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Sam: Hey, darling.
You: Sam!!!!!!!
Iâve missed you endlesslyÂ
Literally havenât seen you in ages
Sam: Yeah, sorry about that.
Dean told me that he met you at the gathering.
You: Yeah why werenât you there?
Sam: Just didnât feel like it.
But I do miss seeing you, send me your location?
You: Virginia, what about you?
Sam: Close. About a day out.
You: You donât have to, we can meet up when weâre closer.
Sam: Ah, so you donât wanna see me?
You: No no no I do, just donât bring Dean.
Please, Sammy.
Sam: Sorry, sweetheart but if I drive him around then I get to go wherever he does.
You: Dean?
Sam: Yeah, Samâs in the bathroom. Weâre on our way.
You: Donât text me.
Sam: Heard that threat before.
Sam: Hey, sorry, I didnât know he would do that.
You: Iâm wrapping up my hunt, wonât be in Virginia when you get here.
Sam: No no, please.
You: Sorry.
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January 2006
Sam: Hey.
You: Hi.
Sam: Deanâs dying.
You: What are you talking about?
Sam, answer the phone.
Sam the last thing I told him is to not talk to me please answer the phone
Sam: Weâre at Bobbyâs.
You: Iâm on my way.
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